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love isn’t supposed to hurt, you know? it isn’t supposed to hurt just to feel love for someone, and some day i’m going to get to a point where it doesn’t! but i’m not there yet. for now, it hurts to love my friends, and my planet, and everyone in the universe, and everyone in every other universe! it aches and sears to love you like that, but one day it won’t. one day it’ll feel like a gentle caress instead of a raw burn or a choking squeeze. i’m really excited to get there, i know how it feels now is only for now
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rrrraaaaaaaaah try to actively stylize something and suddenly everything looks like shiiiiit and doesnt work grrrrrrrrrrrrr
#nobody get excited or expect anything!!!#but Ive been trying to work on a sprite because every mod is for thin characters only#i have like 5 different fonts of dee now but idk they all look weird#stylizing fat characters in pixelart suddenly most difficult thing ive ever done < whyyy nowww#yaptime
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Nollene officially joined my team!
#pokemon irl#pkmn irl#riggspath#nimo pics#nimo's critters#now i officially have 4 pokemons of my own X3#at least now she's old enough to follow me around only with partial guidance from her ma!#nollene zorua#zorua#she got a lil neckbandana nowww
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Went to my first karate lesson in over 20 years and they gave me a rainbow punching medal.
I may, in fact, be that easy to win round.
#i just wanna be casual about it ok vs. grade me NOW it's all coming back to me nowww#if only my muscles and joints remembered as well as my mind did...oof
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feliz navidad
screaming into my hands
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#AAAAA#OKAY. OKAY.#nvfjdhdhg#the need. the urge. to bury my face in his stomach#oooooh my god#oh nooo sorry wheatley all your clothes got oil spilled on them now theyre ruinedddd :(#guess you can only wear those small shirts for now oh nooooo#god i juts- im-#AUFVH#AAAAAUGH#i need my face in thwr e nowww#oh my god#oooh my god#oh my g od#monnley#self ship#addding those just to save this#monnie answers
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Weekly Music Roundup 28/6/24 :)
Heya! I've had a lot more free time lately to listen to some new music, so I'm going to be sharing what I listen to each week through a Friday Tumblr post. I'm aiming to listen to an album (or EP, compilation, DJ mix, etc etc) a day, and this week my schedule wasn't perfect, but I found a lot of great stuff nonetheless and want to talk about it!
Look at this pic I took omg. just wanted 2 share ^_^
Tinashe - BB/ANG3L (2023)
I'd always been aware of Tinashe, but hadn't taken the time to deep dive into her discography until she dropped the Nasty remix EP (JANE REMOVER REMIX????). "Nasty" is a banger obviously, but a lot of stuff on BB/ANG3L is excellent as well! She traverses so many genres with ease and excels at each of them. This is such a diverse showing, and it's very concise as well, having a runtime of just 20 minutes. I feel like anyone can find something they vibe with on here. Personally, my favourite track was "Gravity," a song with gentle vocals juxtaposed with a bit of a breakbeat moment. I always love a breakbeat and was shocked to hear one on here. Overall, BB/ANG3L was short enough to leave me wanting more, but in a good way. I hope that she builds upon this sound and vibe with her next album! I'm super excited to listen to Quantum Baby and listen to the rest of Nashe's discography.
Jane Remover - jane_remover_heatwave.zip [NTS Radio] (2024)
Real ones know that I am Jane Remover's no.1 fan. That is a vast exaggeration, but I love her music to bits and greatly enjoy these DJ sets she does. Each one has a different vibe and the ones she's been doing lately have been my favourites ever. The mixing is immaculate and the tracks she mashes up are always so unexpected but go so well together. I really loved heatwave, especially the mashup between her song "Lips" and the Carti song "Different Day." So damn hard. These sets are always the highlight of my month and always become mainstays in my DJ mix rotation. Give it a listen!
Mk.gee - Two Star & the Dream Police (2024)
I was a little intimidated to listen to Mk.gee (Mike Gordon), since I've heard so many great things about him. However, I heard "Are You Looking Up" in Jane Remover's new DJ mix and fell in love with it instantly. The guitar playing intrigued me since it sounded so...different to what I'm used to. The control Mike has over his instrument is phenomenal and allows him to create these really unique sounds and textures. There's a wonderful energy to all of these songs that I can't quite place. Due in part to the interesting guitar sounds, but also the really distant-sounding vocals, nostalgic melodies, and bits of noise peppered about, this album vaguely reminds me of something that would be heard in an empty building. Not the backrooms or anything, but like...a quiet mall in the suburbs. Is that weird? Probably. On songs like "Candy" the melodies sound really 80s to me for whatever reason, and...I don't know. The nostalgia? Regardless of whether I've placed the vibe or not, Two Star is a wonderful collection of hopeful, sweet guitar melodies interspersed with little bits of noise. I need more people to get on the Mk.gee train RIGHT NOW. What are you even doing with your life if you haven't listened to this? I can seriously see Mike becoming an all-time great.
lil hero - pawwwfect! (EP) (2023)
Okay, this is another one I found from Jane's set. "big flirt" is such a bop, and it sounds kind of familiar to me (upon further research, the song went viral in 2022 ish...I have no recollection of that year tbh.). It's a song that instantly puts a smile on your face with its sweet bubblegum production and wonderful vocals. This whole EP sounds like bright pink. There are pitched-up samples, bouncy uptempo grooves, and cute lyrics about falling in love all across pawwwfect, and I eat that shit up. I need lil hero and PinkPantheress to collab; I feel like that could change my life. All in all, it's a great 16-minute project that makes me feel like a...chihuahua in a pink purse. Which is exactly how I want to feel. Excited to hear what lil hero does next! :3
Radiohead - In Rainbows (2007)
I've definitely listened to In Rainbows before but I don't think I ever properly digested it. It's an overwhelming album to take in upon first listen. I revisited it a couple days ago after not really liking it the first time I listened to it, and needless to say it clicked for me. I still need to listen to this a couple thousand more times to really get it, but as of right now I think In Rainbows is an excellent and innovative record that is as thought-provoking lyrically as it is gorgeous sonically. The whole album made me feel like I was spinning. I don't know why or how, but I physically felt sort of dizzy, like the world was trembling around me. Strange how music can do that. It's magic.
Not on free Soundcloud smh
Jelani Aryeh - The Sweater Club (2024)
I got this album in my Apple Music (do NOT judge me or you're BLOCKED. STOP IT.) recommended before it came out and was really drawn to the album art. As the no.1 "person lying on grass" fan and president of "person lying on grass" NATION I was intrigued, but also had absolutely no idea who Jelani Aryeh was hahah. I presaved but didn't listen to any of his discography and just listened to it when I realized it was out. The Sweater Club is a wonderful collection of indie pop jams that are warm and summery. The art matches the music super well - I felt like I was lying in the grass on a breezy summer morning as I listened, and am definitely turned on to more of Jelani's music now. Holy shit this was such a gorgeous record.
Kevin Abstract - Blanket (2023)
I listened to this at like...2 am and have no recollection of it, other than that it was filled with jams. I really liked "The Greys." Will probably have more to say about it after another listen hahaha.
Couldn't find this on Soundcloud, sorry!
Okayyyy and that was every album I listened to this week! (minus the relistens...which there were many of lol.) I hope you enjoyed reading my little ramblings and I hope you have a great week to come :)
Now i am going to sleep. In the morning i will listen to tonight's new releases. Today is stacked tbh
#bangers2 short review#multiple short reviews LOL#bangers2 roundup#Okayyyy now I'm gonna tag album and artist names and that type of thing#tinashe#bb/ang3l#jane remover#jane_remover_heatwave.zip#mk.gee#two star & the dream police#lil hero#pawwwfect#radiohead#in rainbows#jelani aryeh#the sweater club#kevin abstract#blanket#NOWWW some genres. Taking the top 2 AOTY tags from each album because i cant describe music for shit LMAO#alternative r&b#electronic#dj mix#neo psychedelia#bedroom pop#dance pop#cute af#<-IT ONLY HAS ONE genre tag on aoty. Im cooked#art rock#alternative rock#alternative pop
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NYX NYX NYX i have a question !!!! would u rather visit the hottest place on earth or the coldest place on earth !!! with kiryu ofc and how are you two gonna prepare > < <333
YAYYY ZEVIE QUESTION!!!
wellll i was born in a prettyyy hot country so i'd probably visit the hottest place in the world! the temperatures between death valley, ca and my birthplace are almost the same
OH WAIT WITH KIRYU??? making me actually think... i wanna say coldest bc its a good excuse for cuddles LMAO but i think i'd freeze to death in subzero temperatures, i can hardly survive below 60°F 💔 sooo i still think i'd visit the hottest place! even with kiryu!
and how we'd prepare? hmm... OH OH GETTING HIM DIFFERENT SHOES FSSS leather shoes are already.... a choice but i don't think formal shoes would be the best in that heat but yk! to each their own i suppose!
other than that... i think that's it? maybe make sure he isn't wearing formal pants either? just make him wear looser/thinner clothing, same for myself... anddd OH bring plenty of money for ice cream and such!!
#☆— inbox#☆— zevie <3#help do they even sell ice cream in death valley#ik it's a touristy spot but i don't think there's anything to do there#except for staring at that sign thing with the temperature#that's like the only thing there i think#idkkkkkk but i do wanna go!!#just reminded me about the whole place#oh and i searched#but uhh death valley is sometimes COLDER than my village#other than that they're around the same#but ig my family's melting#it's fine they've survived this long already#OH BUT THIS WAS SUCH A FUN QUESTION#THANK U THANK U ZEVIEE#and sorry for taking so long > <#i got distracted and forgot#BUT NOWWW I NEED TO THINK OF ONE FOR U#AND UME OFC OFC#hm hm hm umie question...#thinking very hard so expect me in ur inbox soon#also i didn't realize how long this got until now... oops!#kiryx!#best name i could come up with for me and kiryu#still looks weird tho
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Just watched the trailer for the next series
HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT
FROTHING AT THE MOUTH PISSING SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP
WE'RE GETTING AN EPISODE WITH THE BEATLES WE'RE GETTING AN EPISODE WITH THE BEATLES WE'RE GETTING AN EPISODE WITH THE BEATLES WE'RE GETTING AN EPISODE WITH THE BEATLES WE'RE GETTING AN EPISODE WITH THE BEATLES
LIKE MY FAVOURITE BAND EVER OMGGGGGGGGGG
IM SO EXCITEEEEEED UGHHHHH I CANNOT WAIT WHOLE MONTHS FOR THIS
also those bug monsters look so cool!!!!!!!!!! also the regency episode looks super cool!!! also the shot of Ncuti running from the 60s episode looks awesome also Ncuti and Millie's outfits look amazinggggggg
omg omg omg the beatles
#doctor who#literally squealed out loud after i saw them#alr i am now going to spend the next 3 hours trying to work out what year this is based on the haircuts and outfits /j#like its confusing me bc they have the early 60s hair but john is wearing the iconic circle glasses and#i think he only started wearing those around 1966? but in 1966 they had longer hair and moustaches#omgggg if it is 1966 that means they'd be recording sgt pepper omgggg#ughghhghghg i dont wanna have to wait months until I can see the episode I need to know nowww#actually hoping the glasses are inaccurate bc if we get robbed of george's 1966 look i will sob#omg that aside im so exciteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed its gonna be so cool#they better reference the hell out of the beatles songs
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i hate having to get medicaid wheelchair transportation bc sometimes i have a nice conversation with a friendly driver and it's all chill and sometimes my interaction with a driver makes me wish they didn't know my address
#i need to get better at not being rude to people who are rude to me first#he was such a jerk / i was stressed out but now i'm this close to canceling all my next rides and getting paratransit instead#but i have to pay for those and i can't afford it right nowww#i wish i could get paratransit FOR medicaid transportation but i'm technically 1/4 mile outside of the radius#so that's only happened once#i've never had any problems w that company except like one miscommunication that wasn't a big deal#but the one i keep getting for medicaid transportation is uhhhh hit or miss. sometimes fine sometimes uneventful sometimes SUCKS#i just really don't want to get him again lmao
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An special interest ending feels like telling your wife of 6 years that you’re not in love with her anymore, and it is kind of like that.
#wahhhhh#waaaahh#im so so sorry Mr Toby Fox#Im in profound sadness#I used to know all of the baby is you and could play it in my head whenever I wanted :(#I used to know every detail from undertale and deltarune#I used to spend nights searching for information about old works of his#what do I do now?!?! my dream in life was to become great enough of an artist so that Toby fox would hire me to work on something he made#I prided myself of being probably the second most knowledgeable person about Toby fox#I have no set dream now!#I feel so lost without a dream#do I just wait for one now?!?!?#augh#waaaah#I feel so emptyyyy#whyyyyy#after so many years whyyyyy#what do i do nowww#Toby fox used to be my reason for living#and he still is kinda but it’s not the sameeee#I used to be great#I used to know every single one of his songs#I used to be an expert#and only because there was one person I could never defeat#who am i now?#sorry Mr Toby Fox I think Sherlock Holmes is taking your place#Toby Fox#autism struggles#autism
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literally what the fuck is in the air lately ive had three guys being weird at me within the past three weeks. thats one guy a week. Stop fucking being weird
#coworker situation resolved itself i think hes just Like That#we’ve been casually texting now and everythings normal its fine#other guy who asked me out to get sushi together. i ghosted him. Lmao#like bro ive only talked to you like … four times you are not getting me to a secondary location#and NOWWW#AT MY INTERNSHIPPPP#im huffing and puffing doing manual labor unloading boxes and shit#and custodial does Not pick up when i call them to perhaps come down to help me out#so i gotta do it all by myself i get a cart load it full of empty boxes and im like man i gotta go toss em all individually into the#dumpster now but lo and behold i get to the loading deck where the dumpster is theres a group of grown men#theyre all doing their own thang theres a bunch of box trucks theyre waiting on and they all turn to me when i open the door#im like. Hi. dont mind me i just gotta toss these boxes in the dumpster#two of the men approach me and just literally grab the entire damn cart itself and shake it out over the dumpster#like oh. Okay#i was like hey thank you so much !!! i literally dont know who you are but thanks for helping out !!#and i have so many empty boxes i need to do this two more times#so i open the door and just one of the original men shakes it out over the dumpster again#and i was like profusly thanking him cuz im like do you even work here like who are you thank you for doing my manual labor?? 😭😭#and so as im ducking out to get the last round of boxes the man says like hey only for you#and im like. in my head im like ??? but im like whatever. moving on.#so i bring out the last round of boxes and im like hey thank you so much for doing this have a great day#and he says something like i see you dont have a ring yet#LIKE WHAT#BACK UP !!! WHAT#IM ONLY 22 YOURE LIKE A WHOLE ASS 35 BACK UP !!!!!!!!!!#so i just say Hm! again and leave#like whenever these PEOPLE say weird shit to me i just say Hm!#CUZ LIKE. HUH?#what the fuck u want me to say that???#anyway thankfully tho this guy isnt a coworker so its literally just a passing rando i will never see again
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GASPPP
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#personal#GASPPPPPPPPPPPP#LOOK AT HOW CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE#OPENS WALLET#OOF#SEE THE THING IS IF UR ALREADY IN THE NEGATIVES WHATS WRONG WITH GOING A LITTLE LOWEERRRR#EATING IS OVERRATED ANYWAY WILL EATING MAKE MY HEART GO AHHH AND EXPLODE EVERYTIME I SEE CUTE WITTLE KI#NO IT WONT#I WANNANANA HOLD HIM IN MY PALM AHH WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH#T-There's still a Ki I have to unbox that I preorded from dekai and there stuff is much cheaper but it takes forever to comeee#Expect now that I have him I no space#I NEED NEW SMOL KI SHRINE AREA#I I want#I WANT#LOOK AT THE KIIII#HES ON SALE FOR 11 I KNOW THATS A TRAP BUT LOOOOOK AT HOWWW CUTEEEEE#OMG WAIT I HAVE POINTS I CAN USEEE#CUTE PRECIOUS KI HERE I COME 🥺 he will only be like 5 dollars nowww#ACTUALLY WAS 1.99 IM SO HAPPY CUTE WITTLE KIII AHHHHHHH
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starting to get tired lads
#only been awake for 26 hours#basically been awake since last sunday but at least on the other days i had 30min-4hour naps#but like oh nowww i get tired huh#and in a few hours i will be at pass out from exhaustion levels#well if only a certain body fell asleep at a normal time last night there would be no suffering now#time is soooo long#i just need to make it to like 10/11 pm#but i know by then i’ll be back to being awake again#it happens every time#i talk and its probably something weird
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#ok i’m ngl i’ve been using this one guy and getting rlly close to him#only so i can get close to this OTHER guy who i have like a literal friend crush on like i wanna be friends w him soooo badly#like i def don’t wanna a date or fuck him bc I DONT LIKE MEN 💀#but i wanna be just friends with this guy sooooooo bad#but like i can’t do it on my own i need some sort of connection#so i’m like close-ish with his friend nowww#which is like. ya i actually like him as a friend and we r cool and i would be friends with him regardless#but now there is an ulterior motive#help#this makes no sense
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Hmmm
#I’ve realized that I’ve been so stressed and sad this past week that I just.. have stopped eating dinner#uh ohhh#need to fix that oops#like I’ve been eating lunch but like that’s it#and like I do that occasionally#but I only just realized I’ve been doing it for a bit nowww#doesn’t help that I just don’t tylically feel hunger ooooops#lemme eat something now I guess#um#eating disorder tw#?#just in case? even though that’s not what this is lmao#IN OTHER NEWS#IM ACTUALLY HAPPY RN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A WEEK SO IM JUST GONNA LIVE IT AS IT LASTS#thanks 911 for the boost#: )
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Beau can't get a job in SOBR so i microdose him being normal by forcing him to do double shifts at the neopets hospital for the plot
#psy's no punctuation posts#neopets blogging#SOBR tag#idk why they changed it. aside from maybe if someone only had two pets but one of them was the battledome pet too idk#regardless GET TO WORK BITCH#get me a leaded earthen vial RIGHT NOWWW#i already got one but i want another one to hold onto and sell in a while#LEV op as fuck i never need healing items out of the BD now because i can heal fully mid battle. so sick
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