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been drawing Margot a lot, so I decided to redraw this one of her and Dallas in their new looks 💖
#margot#payday game#payday 2#payday 3#payday oc#dallas#dallas is so cursed without his beard lol#ugh i love them so much#i've been also working on their fanfic#but only 3 of my friends read it lol#that fanfic will never see the light of day
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guy who doesnt dance x guy who will drag you onto the dance floor
#theyre so sillay :3#i need to find irl ace attorney friends bc ive only met like 1 person who really knows what it is ToT#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#ace attorney#apollo justice#klavier gavin#klapollo#i put them in fancy little outfits bc they're at an event or smth idk#i just like making fancy outfits lol#i want to redraw my old pre 7 yr gap designs bc that fic still lives in my mind and i want to do smth for it#its: the phoenix and other early birds#and its SO FUCKING GOOOODDDD#if you like apollo and you dont mind his aa6 backstory you'll love it i promise <3 read that fic okay bye :D
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happy for them <3
#lt band#isaac#michael#today has been a long week for me lol#so friends i need to reply to all is good ill update you later or tomorrow cause i might just crash as you as i see my bed#reading tags under my post has been a highlight and only thing i had time for so thanks <3#x
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figured i'd do this again..bit early i guess..
#to cheer me up.. i feel bad atm.. these things don't even make me feel very good tho bc i'm such a narrative/sketch-based artist..#but Proper Beautiful Finished Pieces are what grab attention and look good at the end of the year all neatly lined up lol.....#so looking at a “yearly review” where i can only choose 'the best image of the month' (??) is like...What have i even been doing...#i did a month by month look back on twt for myself instead..but even that doesn't express the quantity of comic-based stuff..#that i do put a lot of time/heart into..but alas i feel bad bringing even them back..RTing/reblogging my own art simply feels bad lol..#AND WHY IS IT ALL B&W...trying to accept that i LIKE doing that and sketching and scribbling..not like i'm trying to like..Get Artist Job..#this year was so profoundly lonely at times bc i spent all my time drawing instead of socialising and trying to find friends....#please please please have achieved more of your dreams in the future so you can look back at 2023 and think..#It was good that happened so that it got me further to the future. Or whatever i guess.....................#regardless i did have a great amount of fun drawing and improving this year and dwelling deeply & heavily on witch hat atelier.#art-wise and emotionally....march july & september were the best months i think..AUGUST WAS SO WEIRD SUMMER IS SO EVIL ALWAYS.#thank you very much if you are reading this for enjoying & leaving nice tags & such like <3 i've realised how fulfilling that is to receive#really keeps me posting stuff here instead of keeping it all to myself in my head#i wish everyone in this world could have a safe and happy end of year. i wish living in this world were easier
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dancer in the dawn.
#**#ocs tag#oc: varinia#final fantasy xiv#ffxivedit#gpose#viera#rava viera#i left my dps until last but idr why. i levelled all my healers first bc they're my faves and i have no concept of best for last lol#i recently finished casters which i hated <3 i have only properly played red mage and black mage tho#i levelled summoner through scholar & only used it for job quests#and i liked black mage but not rdm ya girl is Not a caster <3#anyway it;s time for phys ranged & we're starting with dancer so here's my silly rabbit dancing on a log#i spent months looking for this spot after i saw a friend on twitter pose here but was too shy to ask where#and when i found it i felt so silly bc it's in such an obvious spot#if u read this entire ramble umm hi <3
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goodxnight guys~~~
#completely forgot that there was another lxl interview back from when the [redacted] anime had just finished airing lmao#it’s from the same feature in which the [redacted] anime director outright said that thing about mona lol#(as in: the ‘mona’s a popular character with a fleshed out backstory but she’s just hiyori’s therapist friend in this loloops’ thing)#i was in such an upset disbelief about it at the time that i completely forgot about the lxl interview man… 2k22 sure was *a* year huh#maybe i’ll get to this interview on either wednesday or this weekend… i need to prepare my lxl tling mindset for the album interview lol#(im still unsure if the magazine will ship lmfao it’s been processing for a g e s [read: 3 days] since i bought it lmao)#(either way i think itll only come in earliest by this weekend bc im still waiting for my nghy impulse purchase standees too)#(and even if it does come i wanna tl the kawaikute gomen vol 1 bonus manga first [if it actually arrives])#(women’s wrongs are always top priority yk~~~~?)#(though. haha… i think i’ll have the entire hw manga collection when my next batch of purchases come in… s o b s my storage space—)#(the dolce manga exist as just ebooks in my collection thoughhhh. the dolce manga is p much the perfect mix of crack and tragedy tbh)#(like. there are scenes with girisha and his *girisha-ness* b u t there are also scenes with fuuma and his heartbreaking backstory)#(re-reading my (frankly) bad tl of ‘happy’ (shiina chapter) doesn’t make me happy at all.)#(i should really get round to reworking it these days… like the fonts and such are *atrocious*)#b u t i digress anyway lxl old interview tl (maybe) coming soon this week depending on exhaustion levels sorry for clogging the dash gn guys
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HAIKYUU FANDOM I LOVE YOUU
#this is such an wonderful place full of incredible people and it's just so insane and awesome to me yk??#anyways this is abt how [unbeknownst to me] a discord friend was reading a twt mutual's threads today#and when my twt mutual was asking for fic recs. i sent my discord friend's fic and they loved it#insane how small this world is#it's also like how i found a sakuaka blog here and rec'd it to my twt sakuaka mutual. only to find out it was their blog lol#found a kpop skts fic that reminded me of a twt mutual and guess who wrote it? [the very same twt mutual]#saw a crab post today and ykw i think i'll send it to my crab mutual#also sakuaka mutual and i inspired art by one of my other tumblr mutuals like a month? ago and we didn't discover this until. idk this week?#i've written fic for birthdays and been showed comm updates someone else commed and#idk i just think the place i've made in this fandom is someplace beautiful#not in the fairytale way but. a place worth staying#okay back to writing unhinged fanfic that wouldn't have been born if not for another haikyuu mutual <3#haikyuu#maz rambles
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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2023 go bye bye
#999 spoilers#art summary#art summery 2023#my art#shoutout to all my monster high drawings that are still in the oven#I haven't posted them anywhere but! my friends made them pins and I've sold them on cons throughout the year :3#I only started drawing them as a request from a boothmate actually and they're such fun designs to draw!!!#I went to a lot of local conventions to participate in the artist's alley and made so many friends that way it was wonderful#I think the next thing I'll reblog will be the game I worked on!#found out the nda doesn't cover me simply saying 'hey I worked on this thing coming out in a few months!'#so I made artist and cosplayer friends selling my art on the beach and I got my first proper job#....then I proceeded to give me a shoulder inflammation because my setup was terrible and it had to catch up to me eventually#but! already managed to get a new tablet and desk for myself!! it's even a screen tablet so there'll be a learning curve but I'm excited#I'm hoping this display will make things easier I always had trouble sketching on digital#and I am more carefully taking breaks now also because turns out relying on hiperfocus is bad for you? never knew#I was going through some stuff in the middle of the year there though I had so many vent drawings of akane from may to october qwq#not featured here are the tons of utena and umineko wips I have accumulated those were my favorite new media I got to experience for sure#in fact I'm watching the adolescence movie rn!! what in tarnation is this last act lol whatever! go Anthy go!!! floor it queen#also not featured the tons of oc stuff I made :D I'm glad I feel like I can start properly working on them soon ^^#but yeah that's that I felt like writing a whole diary entry in these tags and you read it and that's what tumblrs all about ♡♥︎
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god i hate my damn school 😭
#vicki's shit#like they find EVERY fucking reason to torture me its insane#and like make fun of my parents and my family#LIKE HOW DO YOU EVEN KNOW MY FAMILY??#who are you to comment on that?#“she's only here cuz she has good grades and plays instruments” yes. yes i am#HAVE YOU BEEN PLAYING THE VIOLIN FOR 7 SEVEN FUCKING YEARS? HAVE YOU PATRICK??! DIDNT' THINK SO!#like im so sick and tired of adhering to the expectations that society has of me#like i will ALWAYS be the lonely depressed girl that doesn't wear makeup much and#doesn't have the money or the desire to buy chanel or whatever fucking brand and#has puffy hair and listens to weird music and doesn't have friends#like i have friends i think i have a really close one#but idk anymore#we used to be rly close- now they're slowly turning into one of THOSE girls and is invited to the parties i'm never invited to </3#its just hurts yknow?#it hurts knowing you'll never be like them#cuz it feels nice to be wanted#and i'm not.#anyways sry lmao#no ones gonna fucking read this lol#if you're here reading this thanks <3 and i love you
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im so fucking mad at myself at my mother at her dead husband at god fucking knows what. "concentrate on yourself" well i cant can i. now more than anything i should and i cant. losing my fucking mind istg
#i wasted the whole fucking weekend because i *had to* come visit her and once i visited i *had to* hang out with my fucking grandfather#watching him cry about grandma and bitch about modern times and the waiter not doing his job because the café was full to bursting#and it took longer than usual to get our coffees so ofc he had to loudly insult him in third person. oh and then he had to bitch about#gay people and women who dont want children too because of he did. and i sat there and listened to it because i HAD TO#wasted four fucking hours. and then i HAD TO go to the theatre with my mom because she got us tickets because she wanted this#to be a nice day for me but i dont have fucking time to have nice days rn but in order for HER to have a nice day i need to at least pretend#i am having one. so i wasted another almost two hours on that play#which was some modern uselessly loud to the point of being physically painful bullshit bad enough that we left mid-show#and then i had to go meet with her friends so lost another two hours and by the time i got home to write that bullshit thesis it was 11pm#and i barely got anything done till 1 am because i went through another stupid little mental breakdown and then it was almost 6 am#and i had to stop because i had a train at 8 and i already only slept like 3 hours that day#and then i got home yesterday totally fucking exhausted and i started reading stuff for the thesis but i was falling asleep so i laid down#'for 10 minutes' and i woke up today at 6. not having written a word lol#and now i could just say fuck it and defend it in september and it would make my life so much easier. but my voice teacher wants me#to get accepted for the masters degree even if im already planning to get the deans leave for the first semester so like. god.#i cant do this lol#i know i should have started earlier but i was kinda busy losing my fucking mind and lying in bed staring at the ceiling for hours#and contemplating dropping out completely lol god i hate my life so much it's unreal
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i both love and hate being into media with a very niche fandom, bcus on one hand i dont have to deal with the exhausting bullshit of larger fandom, but on the other hand it is sososo scary to see what the few ppl who are in the fandom are saying bcus what if your specific little guy is being neglected and tossed to the side, or worse, what if it is mainly shipping with zero substance and i hate it all
#talk tag#vent#<- which will b in the tags lol#look man i wish ppl focused on the characters and not like. just romance. and i wish ppl didnt turn characters INTO just romance#sighhhhh. gotta hate feeling like the only person who doesnt give a shit about romance#like ill try for my friends who are into it. ill make romanctic hcs for characters n all that shit#but most of the time its just obligation LMAO. im just not interested in romantic hcs for certain media/charcters/etc#(obv im not saying im uninterested in making romantic hcs n shipping characters but when that is literally all there is it gets. exhausting#(sometimes i just need a break from all the boring ass monotony of “oh they get together and thats when they get happy. romance wins”)#(bcus sumtimes you just gotta realize that for certain characters romance of any kind is just so fuckin out of character)#ANYWAY im ranting and i hate ranting so im ending it here. vent over. if you read this far mwah mwah. kissie on the forehead or sum shit <3
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saw jesper and wylan kissing on my screen with my own two eyes now i need 5278262 business days to recover from this
#my friends I've only read like 1/3 of crooked kingdom and I didn't now if they would have kissed in the book or not#so I'm very surprised#idk they just gave me that funny warm feeling i love it#i also didn't finish the season because I'm afraid of everyone's reactions and i don't know if i want to experience the finale myself#but as a person who only read shadow and bone six of crows and 1/3 of crooked kingdom i feel neutral?#like yeah the crows won't have any logical plot in the s3 at all because there'd be no reason for kidnapping#amd i kinda don't see what they'll do with alina and co next but i feel normal not outraged#aaaaand i kinda like that they included 2 alina books in 1s idk i like the flow#but for the crows it's surely confusing#jey talks#i really consider to finish crooked kingdom first and them finish the season lmaoo#also malina well i felt alright about them in s1 but now.... they're not good with each other and tbh alina has more chemistry with genya#than with mal lol
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idk what is it about that one throwaway line from han sooyoung about her writing 10 chapters in one day that finally broke me but oh my fuckin god i love her so much
#orv liveblog#asto speaks#orv spoilers#(for the tags ->)#i KNOW theres more to her character in the epilogues. let me get to it#but also. god i love her....#insane edgelord tsundere writer <3#like especially in the past year or so being someone who *creates* art besides just consuming it has become such a big part of just#like its just a part of me. if i stop creating i die#so like... hsy the writer.... predictive plagiarism.... kdj witnesses yjh experiences hsy imagines.... alksdfjhlahsdlkfhslkdjf#okay also cuz i dont read much tbh KJFDHKSJDFH im an artist and theatre kid at best#but also like. yknow. the tsundere edgelord refusal to express affection like a normal person but doing it through your art#both her casting kdj in the journey to the west remake scenario as 'guy who needs to chill the fuck out and get carried by his teammates'#and also her asking him to read her novels like i want to create stories you love and stories that make you happy....#lmao lets see how well all of this ages when i hit the epilogues#i have a very very vague idea of whats gonna happen and im very. well not even scared tbh just confused KJSDHFKHSDKFJH#lol my webtoon only friend keeps getting confused at like. yoohankim in general cuz hsy hasnt rly had that big a role in the webtoon yet#she keeps going 'is this orv or link click' cuz like a lot of yoohankim art gives off lowkey lc trio energy if you dont look closely LMAO#me (newly minted yoohankim enjoyer): WELL-
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TELL ME 5 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF!
(Let's try and pass this thing on) And after you finish, tag five different people just to tell them how much you appreciate them for being with you on this platform! <3
thank you @sarcasticqueerblob for the tag! decided to make my own post because the original post is long & my contributions will make it worse, HAHA.
i tag @paimonial-rage @mimi-cee-genshin @andromeda-nova-writing @pen-observing @dustofthedailylife (just nice. i only know 5 people on his hellsite AHDJSJDJSJKD. no pressure btw)
i can only write chronologically. by that i mean in the order the fic will be read. i've tried writing the middle or end before the beginning, but it didn’t click with me.
most of my works were written while i’m travelling. i love being alone for long train/bus rides because it’s the perfect pause to retreat to my inner world.
i started reading fanfics on wattpad in 2013. i don’t remember how i found reader inserts, but it’s wattpad. so… :P
i draw! it’s not great, but it’s something. now i just got to dip my toes into music production (e.g. lo-fi, instrumentals) and then i can take the first step to be the triple threat younger me always wanted to be for storytelling.
i started a tumblr in… early 2010s? unfortunately, i deactivated that account, which would have been an amazing time capsule. i wasn’t thinking much when i let it go.
#from a cursory glance of ur blog i think u read the tags so i’ll write a more personalised reply here!!#esp since ppl might reblog this post to add their own facts#idw them to have a personalised reply in their reblogs LOLOL#THANK U SM FOR TAGGING ME!! i’m actually so 😭😭😭 to know you like my works?? i only have like. 2 LOL#and i wldnt say they’re the most popular among the gi reader insert community (i write for a niche audience which is me LOL)#but then i saw u also tagged CRY*CULUS???? i’m such a big fan of them too#to be tagged with someone i also admire is so mind blowing!!!!#they r part of my fanfiction spine fr fr. i remember stumbling on their older works and being mindblown at their ability to finish a story#finish it WELL too. then guard dog (touma) dropped and i read it all in one sitting and CRIED. man.#i want to evoke such emotions in my readers as well!!#anyways sorry rambling aside‚ i admire your bravery to tag me!!#if u ever wanna chat my discord is thignari. let’s be friends <3!!#oh but i am an adult tho so like if that makes u uncomfy then u know what to do AHHAHA#idk ur age so to play safe i shan’t make the first move of being friends hahahaha#ALSO FUN FACT did you know i have the telegram sticker pack for ur pfp pic#the sticker pack is 领结猫 which translates to bow tie cat and every single sticker is my favourite#.g
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#diana's music diary#good morning#i slept early#it was nice#very cozy#I only slept like 4 hours though cause I had to get up for a delivery... also I'm posting this a couple of hours after waking...#as is becoming usual for these... I've been kind of vibing to music pretty much...#anyway yesterday was good but so exhausting... played lethal company with friends like I'd said which was really fun!! was a little bit of#process getting my bearings in it since I'd seen maybe one second of gameplay before but after a day or two in game I picked it up I'd say!#I mostly just ran away when I saw something scary but I tried scanning a monster and it opened the door which made me scream once ahaha#after that I was a lil tired but we ended up having a session of the project moon ttrpg I'm in kind of out of nowhere#it was short but v fun to play Frei again he kind of completely shut down the distortion singlehandedly which was surprising considering he#has no combat capability.. incapacitated them and read its mind which helped us figure out what we needed to do to resolve the distortion#-peacefully! my partners character did the actual resolving cause Frei is terrified of going near anything as gross as that distortion was#(it was a giant gross greasy burger monster. who was just bob from bobs burgers. he ended up in a polycule with linda and teddy after.)#Frei also read my partners characters mind a bit and maybe upset him a little by mentioning his daughter (her character is divorced lol)#anyway yeah... I was tired after both of those so I kinda got in bed and passed out quickly while listening to music...#idk what I'll do today I'm a bit sore still and I'm v sick and tired rn so I'll probably just relax a bit...#let's make today nice and cozy and good... love u friends thank u for reading <3
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