#but omg!!! i literally squealed when i saw him on my second play through of the comic

[nokkayy]

sozos appearance in the pilgrim comic has me in a death grip

some other close ups and close downs for your viewing pleasures 🫶🐜🍄

[obriengf]

“not okay” thoughts??????

SPOILER FILLED omg please do not proceed unless you have watched this brilliant film thanks x

mia isaac - the STANDOUT for me for the entire runtime

like ya’ll i’m a dylan girl thru and thru, and gorgeous zoey is the main star of this movie

but mia

ya’ll don’t sleep on mia isaac

i know the proper reviews have agreed with me, she is absolutely brilliant and powerful and and empowering, every scene was so strong and she deserves all the praise, all the awards, hands down

her character’s story where it related to real life events.. her trauma was so heartbreaking, and the ptsd scene on the stage really truly got to me and i honestly started tearing up. that was a full panic attack... i’ve lived through many, and it was captured so upsettingly well. mia conveys emotion so so well and i hope you love her as much as i did. 

AND DUDE ----- THE LAST SCENE OF THE MOVIE WITH MIA WAS AHHHHHHHHHHHH MY FAVE PART OF THE WHOLE THIINNG

now...  zoey, wow, her characterisation was SPOT ON

she just gulped up that fame, actual fame whore 

like i hated her but i loved her and but at the same time i was holding my breath for her white lie to be unfolded 

and PHEW it was nuts

“shit gon be nuts” - dylan o’brien, 2022, twitter.

zoey is a phenomenal actress, she can play all sorts of dimensions, but danni was just something else, in a very good way 

she was a crafty lil bitch and i give her kudos, to an extent, and then yes she deserved to be #cancelled over and over again, never coming back from that one 

i was shaking my head at her the whole time like..... honey you’re making it so obvi that you are not traumatised. you just want those likes, you just want that @WEEDBOIIICOLIN so bad.

also SHOUT OUT to the nightmares she was having, and her own personal haunting trauma with the green coat guy. i loved that continuity and how it built her guilt over and over again.

especially with the reveal.. i saw it coming at the last second, but was still surprised when you saw who it really was that was haunting her.

her hampster tho being the soul reason for her lie, giving her the idea, that was iconic. you go hamster. they also had similar hair??? 

her style was wild, very tik tok, very ‘on trend’ thank you quinn for crafting this crazy girl 

zoey you need to be given like 150 gold stars right now, girl. 

now................

dylan.

fuck me.

from the GET GO, from his first words, i was like............. here we go.

“lick the tit” yeah bro, straight off the bat

the little pet name ‘honey’ also got to me

ah DUDE THE WARDROBE DEPARTMENT FOR COLIN WAS HILARIOUS, his last outfit that you see him in, when he walks out of the elevator, i loved it so much i took a photo because i giggled

the was dylan put on that shit talker voice was also so well done, the vernacular he sattired was perfect

everything he said was legit comic relief 

he made it funny with her stupid he was, honestly 

and you could 100% tell that he was doing it to make fun

he better have enjoyed this role because i bloody well did

ANYWAY

DYLAN O’BRIEN’S FUCKING MOANING WILL LIVE IN MY HEAD RENT FREE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AND I NEED IT ON ACTUAL FUCKIGN REPLAY RIGHT NOW THIS IS NOT A DRILL

his ****** game is also STRONG 

seriously, THAT scene, you’ll know it, in the bathroom

it doesn’t last long but it was literally the set up for every dylan smut scene in fan fic okay 

HIS WORDING WOOWWOWOWOWEVNBKJGE]

I AM STILL DEEEAASDDDDDDDD

ask @ slutobrien because i was messaging her the whole time and i was going craazzyyyyy

my fave is “youre so tight” 

fuck thats dylan fan fic

in a good way.. a very, very, good way 

he also says that he’ll protect her in a very sensual way and yes i believed it i still do i also need it RIGHT NOW.

but yes okay, thank you quinn once again for choosing this god of a man to portray this idiot of a man 

other things i super loved: - the running jokes with kendall jenner loooool - quinn’s cameo!!!!!!!!!!! i squealed, like a lil piggy - the cinematography?!!?!!??! so good  - the support group hanging out together was too cute for words  - special shout out to NADIA for her portrayal of harper!!!!! the villain (?) that we really needed ((((( but like was danni really the villain the whole time and was harper the hero??? hmmmm????)))))) - still love mia isaac - MY 2ND FAVE PART THOOO ,....... OMGG... was when colin said some weird shit and harper was like “you’re from maine” and dylan puts his real voice on for a short moment since colin gets called out for his fakeness HAHAHA too good

Overall, NOT OKAY was a very good, eye-opening, funny film. It really makes you look at the craziness and toxicity that social media carries. It shows you how it can change people, literally, and the lengths they will go to to get those extra followers or those extra likes. Social media can be so dangerous. Watching Mia’s character get absolutely shit over for having a ptsd panic attack, saying she was being a fake victim.. that’s real, unfortunately. It happens so often. Dylan and Zoey have only recently done interviews where they explain that the truth is sometimes never believed, that the lies circulating gets the better of them and puts out negative untrue vibes. 

This movie HAD to be made. And I am so glad that Quinn did it in such a captivating way. 

But I think that there is also another important point made from this movie......

What I have learnt is that it is indeed.. okay... to not be okay. Don’t hide if you’re in pain, because it’s very most likely that the person next to you is also not okay. 

OKAY THAT’S MY REVIEW BYE

[thesunicarusfellfor]

Hello!! Do you think you could do a part 2 of my request? An maybe a lil bit of angst with fluff where the reader comes to the mansion crying because someone hurt them?( Maybe techno or dream? Possibly jack manifold? 👀) Hopefully that's ok I just love the way you write it's so good plus it makes my day whever I read :D hopefully your day or evening is going good

<3

imhereforfan-fic : Omg can you do another yandere tubbo x reader x yandere ranboo romantic relationship please? Maybe where they get kidnapped by the dream team? Oh and adding on to my request can it also have some cuddling towards the end haha I’m touch starved and crap lol but can it a full length fic Okay okay okay. So. I'm so damn happy people loved this fic and I got two requests that I can easily add together. I hope neither of you minds too much having your requests mixed together ^^ I deadass wanna cry from how many positive reviews I've received from Too Sweet. ALSO. I'm a little wary of making romantic fics for characters Ranboo and Tubbo so I'm gonna play with the platonic marriage, just making it really fluffy and affectionate. PS: THIS ISNT AS FLUFFY AS I WANTED IT TO BE SOOOO OOOOPS. AAAAND. TOMMY ONLY TOOK ONE OF DREAM'S LIVES IN THE FINAL DISC WAR

LIKELY TO HAVE MANY ERRORS DUE TO BAD WIFI AND LACK OF SLEEP TW: Knives (+injuries that come from knives), kidnapping, taking of canon lives, Dream being power-hungry, minor panic attack, referenced strangulation.

Part One

Too Sweet (For This World) Yandere!C!Ranboo x F!Reader x Yandere!C!Tubbo Part 2

A few months had passed since you had moved into the mansion and some... How ended up involved in Ranboo and Tubbo's marriage, as well as being Michael's mother. At first, you were quite unsure about being a wife or a mother, but you saw how happy you had made the three boys and realized how happy they made you in return. In the beginning, neither of them wanted you leaving the mansion much without either of them, but then Ranboo started to notice small and minor declines in your physical and mental health. This caused him to panic and study your symptoms for a few days straight, to the point where you didn't see him once and you were genuinely scared he had lost his canon lives to the point where you kept checking your right wrist constantly for the message confirming Ranboo's death. But thankfully you never got it. When he had figured out what was causing your health to be less than absolutely perfect, he had spoken to Tubbo about letting you out of your room more often and getting you the sunlight you needed. It took a little bit to convince him, but once the goat hybrid learned that you could, or even would, become a lot sicker, he decided to allow you to go outside without them, as long as you stayed within Snowchester. You met a man the first few days you were out, who wore white glasses with blue and red lenses, and a headset with a mic, although he ran away from you the second you introduced yourself as Ranboo and Tubbo's (platonic) wife. Foolish had quickly become your friend around the same time though, which caused Tubbo and Ranboo to be a little unsure because of how he made you laugh and smile, but they noticed how you always kept him at arm's length with friendship and almost physically. Sure you didn't mind too much when he gave you a friendly side hug or pat on the head etc, but you were never really the one to initiate the contact unless you had to. Thankfully he didn't mind your awkwardness around strangers, trust issues, or lack of social exposure, so Ranboo and Tubbo didn't have to threaten a literal god. After saying goodbye to Michael for the day and putting him down for his nap, you got dressed into something more appropriate for travelling the snowy lands that Tubbo owned. Ranboo had to go to a Syndicate meeting, and Tubbo was working more on some buildings around Snowchester, saying something about prepping things to attack Dream who apparently escaped from prison? Not sure could've been rumoured or could be true? You had no clue honestly. You trusted Ranboo and Tubbo to protect you. The crackling of a few pine branches caused you to lift your eyes from the icy water below to turn your head. Walking out of the bushes were three men and one woman, pushing their way through the branches decorated with freshly fallen snow. One of the men was your crown-wearing platonic husband, although dressed up in an outfit you had never seen before, although not too far off from his normal get-up. Ranboo had a long black cape with golden edges and a high collar, held up together by a golden chain. His vest was now a deep royal purple with an eye of ender pin clasped on his tie, and his pants were half purple half black with golden designs sewn in. Beside him was a short female with shoulder-length pink hair and nicely done dark purple and black makeup. Her outfit consisted of a thick and warm lavender sweater with dark purple pants. On her hip was an enchanted netherite sword with a diamond-encrusted handle. You were quick to recognize her as Niki Nihachu, the baker who had lived in L'Manberg, but you hadn't heard much of her since the Pogtopia war. Off to the side, was a man you recognized easily as you had only seen him a few days ago when Ranboo invited him to see Michael, Philza Minecraft. His outfit wasn't too different from what he used to wear when he was a resident in the country, except for the black and gold cape and a black mask covering the bottom of his face. Then... The sight of the final male was the one to make you visibly react. A tall and buff male with a golden encrusted netherite

chest plate and a velvet red cape with gold accents as well. There was a rather majestic crown on top of his long braided pink hair and his dark eyes were narrowed behind a set of cracked glasses... His gaze pointing directly at you. Technoblade. Giving a shaky gasp, you stood up from your spot on the edge of the dock and turned to face the visitors. "Where's Tubbo," Techno growled softly, watching as you visibly trembled under his gaze. "Techno, mate. You're scarin' the hell outta her." Phil put his hand on his middle son's shoulder before stepping in front of him, blocking him from your gaze. "Hey, (Y/n), can you tell us where Tubbo is? We just have to ask him some things." "I'm here." An almost unfamiliar voice came from beside you before a hand was placed on your shoulder. When you looked over, you saw the goat hybrid with the coldest look you had seen him wear yet. "(Y/n), please, head into the mansion." Without another glance at the piglin hybrid, you quickly scurried towards the wooden mansion, faintly hearing the worried buzzing noises of your enderman husband in the distance before you slammed the large door shut. You almost ran towards your's or Michael's room in the basement, but then realized if any of them saw you heading down there, Michael's safety could be compromised. So, you quietly sat down in the living room and curled up on the couch, trying to keep your breathing stable as you fought to keep your mind off of the fact that the man who had almost killed you was standing a few feet outside the door of your home. You pinched your eyes shut and wrapped your arms around yourself, trying your best to simulate the hugs you would usually receive from your platonic husbands after a nightmare or a panic attack. ".../n)." "../n)!" "...(Y/n)!" With a terrified gasp, you flung your arms above your head to shield yourself from any oncoming attacker but only felt a gentle touch on your knee. It took a few seconds to muster up your courage, but you slowly brought your arms down and opened your eyes to come face to face with Tubbo, who immediately sat beside you and wrapped his arms around your shaking frame. After an hour or so with your face buried into Tubbo's shoulder, you felt another pair of arms wrap around you, causing you to look up and see Ranboo burying his face into your hair, "I'm so sorry... So sorry... I didn't think they would come to Snowchester..." You murmured a small, "it's okay," to him as you sat up a bit to return the hug for a few moments. Tubbo got up, murmuring something about going to get you a snack and a glass of water, knowing you must've been hungry or thirsty from panicking. After a few moments, Ranboo let go of you and briefly explained that Phil had given him some potions to help Michael adapt to the overworld, and he needed to give them to him. He rested his forehead against yours affectionately for a few seconds before turning towards the bookshelf and walking down the set of hidden stairs after opening the secret door. Once he shut it, you shuddered and rubbed your arms to get rid of the cold chill that had suddenly washed over you. Frowning slightly, you looked around for the source of the sudden cold, only to freeze as you saw the door cracked open, allowing the snow and cold wind to slip in. Ranboo wouldn't have left the door open... "Sorry kid." A deep and growly voice came from behind you, causing you to spin around and come face to face with Technoblade. The tall tusked male watched your expression go from confusion to horror in less than seconds, "It's nothing personal. Really. I just got a favour to pay off." A scream of terror escaped your lips before everything went black. "Hey, Michael!" Ranboo crouched down to greet the small zombie piglin child as he held a few potions of varying colours in his long arms, he set them and a thermos filled with a hot drink down on the table. "I got some new drinks for you to try today! Philza made them a little extra sweeter than last time." The small child squealed and made small tippy tap noises with his

hooves against the quartz flooring before he sat on the chair. He watched as his tall father sorted through the bottles carefully before uncorking one of the light red ones. Before he could pick up the small pipette, there was an almost unearthly shriek that came from the top of the stairs. "(Y/n)!" Ranboo screamed, unintentionally startling Michael, but that wasn't his main concern as he sprinted out the door then teleporting up the stairs and pushing the bookshelf door with his sword drawn and gleaming with enchantments. In his peripheral vision, he saw Tubbo dash out of the kitchen with his axe drawn and bloodlust in his eyes. Glancing around, the only thing the two men spotted was moonlight and snow spilling through the open door. Tubbo ran out without a second thought and screamed your name at the top of his lungs as he spun around, searching for any sort of sign that would give away your location. Ranboo decided to start looking around the mansion, even though part of him grasped that you wouldn't have screamed without reason. "She's gone..." Tubbo whispered, standing in the doorway, the moonlight creating a dark shadow over his wide eyes. "Footprints are leading to and away from the house, but they disappear on the docks..." Ranboo stayed still, a violent growling noise bubbling up in his throat before escaping past his lips as both his eyes turned purple. He threw his head back and took a breath to scream all his anger out, but froze upon hearing sad whimpering. He turned his head and saw Michael standing at the top of the hidden stairs, whimpering and shaking quite violently. There was part of Ranboo that refused to move, but his brain seemed to flick onto autopilot as he walked over to the child and picked him up. "Sorry... Michael... Something happened..." "Mama?" "...Mama... Won't be home for a while..." "Wake up!" A voice growled before something sharply came in contact with your cheek, shaking you awake. Your eyes shot open and came into contact with... A smiley face? "Aha... Sleeping Beauty graces us with her gaze. It's about damn time." A harsh grip landed on your jaw, making you realize there was a dull throbbing pain in your head. "Huh... Dre... Dream..?" You whispered, barely recognizing the white mask that helped destroy your home and turn it into nothing but a crater. "W-What?" His mask was lifted up enough to the point where you could see his mouth curved up into a sadistic smile. "You, my darling pawn, are just the piece I needed to make life easier for me... I just need to raise the stakes enough for them to be... Well... Stakes. I'm sure you understand." You went to move your hand to slap the gloved hand away from your face, only to give a small whine of pain as you felt a tight pinching on your wrists, making you realize that they were shackled together and likely chained to a wall. "What are you talking about you psychop- Ah!" He tightened his grip on your face to the point where you knew there would eventually be dark bruising. "I don't think you're in a position to be calling the king any names, pawn." Screams and shrieks of pain bounced off of the blank stone walls as the two people standing outside of the door put their heads down with their eyes closed. "You still sure he's doing the right thing, George? Are you still sure... He's the good guy in this story?" "You know better than to question him, Nick." "Don't call me that."

(Y/n) (L/n) was slain by Dream using Nightmare. Life: 2/3 (Y/n) (L/n) suffocated while trying to fend off Dream. Life: 1/3

"He just took two of an innocent woman's three lives. Just to use her as a hostage to make Tubbo hand over the nukes and to force Ranboo to follow his orders... He's a stranger, George. This isn't Dream anymore... Don't be stupid." Sapnap lowered his right arm that he read the messages off of and looked in the direction of his former best friend. The screams of agony were almost haunting as they echoed through Snowchester as silence fell down upon the entire Dream SMP. Shock slipped through the veins of everyone who read the message that appeared on their right wrists. - "I'm gonna kill him..." "I'm going to activate the nukes..." - "Techno... What did you do." "I owed him a favour. What he does after that is none of my business." - "...Isn't that Tubbo and Ranboo's wife?" "Yeah... She was my friend..." - "Tubbo's definitely not happy about this..." - "Ah... Atta girl..." Dream murmured in a mock soothing voice as he gently dragged his knife threateningly along your cheek. "Y'know... You would look better... With a smile." He leaned closer to you, the drawn-on eyes of his mask staring into your dull and tear-filled eyes as a stinging pain came from the corner of your lips. "Sh, sh, Relax... They're just shallow cuts, they won't even leave a scar. I'm not a monster." Time had passed quickly, but also excruciatingly slowly. You had no clue how long you had been down here, or how long you had been dead in between respawns. Dream just didn't seem to be leaving you alone. "Now..." He flipped the switchblade closed and threw it in his pocket before tremours shook the earth below and around you. "What the fUCK?!" He growled deeply before the door slammed open. "How did they even find this place!?" The door was blown off its hinges with a loud bang, causing Dream to duck out of the way of the flying piece of scrap. Light flooded into the room as you shut your eyes tightly, your ears ringing from the explosion. Once your eyes got a little bit adjusted, you opened them and saw five figures in the newly widened doorway. "Let's just say... It was an anonymous tip." "Sapnap?! You dare betray me?!" The black-haired male fell silent as he turned around and walked out, putting his hand on the shoulder of the tallest silhouette in the doorway as he walked by. Once you got completely used to the new light, you began to recognize the figures. Tommy, Tubbo, Foolish, and Ranboo. Tommy, Tubbo and Ranboo immediately ran forward and started a barrage of attacks on the masked psychopath while Foolish ran over and began to work on the chains binding you to the chair. After getting them off of you, he silently picked you up as you turned your head to look at the blond, brunet and monochrome boys. Dream's mask got knocked off and was thrown across the room as he was pinned below a growling Ranboo, whose skin looked almost purely black from your angle. Tommy was off to the side, rummaging through Dream's equipment, he already got his revenge when Dream was put into prison, this was Ranboo and Tubbo's revenge now.

"̷̛̲̪͝Ỳ̵̧̖͒̉o̸̟̔̆û̶̩̟̍͊'̸̧̺̎̉ṟ̷̰͘ế̴͍̰̎ ̶̤͆̎̒g̶̭̋̇o̸͍̐͑i̸̼̟̾ņ̷͊̈́̈́ĝ̷̰̤̈́ ̵̘̉t̵͖͠ȯ̸͎ ̴͎̐̈́r̸̰͙̾̑͝e̸͚͌͑g̴̛̗̦͑ř̷̳̳̱e̵̲̿̕ṫ̶̨͓͗ ̷̢͊E̷̬̪͒͊͂V̷̟̒͝Ë̸̜R̷͐̄̏ͅ ̶̲̟̤͗͋t̴̝̎o̵̖̐ư̴̞̾̇c̶̡̙̐h̵̹̜̣̒͂̂į̴̙̤͠n̴̤̼̻̅̚ǧ̵̹̙̌͜ ̵̥̞̏m̶̱̳̦͗̌y̴̱̮͒̒̄ ̶̮̈͑͆f̸͉̽̄à̵̹͠m̵͕̓̅͋í̸͇̩͔̿l̷̰̫̳͗͑y̸̡͌̊́.̶͓̇͝"̸̡͆ ("You're going to regret EVER touching my family.") Ranboo hissed lowly before he and Tubbo began applying weight to the sword pressed against the speedrunner's chest. You shut your eyes tightly for a moment before you felt a bottle press into your hands, causing you to re-open your eyes to see Foolish trying to hand you a healing potion. You eagerly took a small sip from it, feeling the small slices on your cheeks form back together and the pain from the bruises around your neck vanishing completely.

Dream was slain by Ranboo and Tubbo using Ranord

There was a clattering noise before two sets of footsteps running in your direction. Slowly tilting your head in their direction, you saw Tubbo with dark bags under his eyes and Ranboo with plenty more scars on his cheeks from tears. You were pulled from Foolish's arms and brought down to sitting on Tubbo's and Ranboo's laps, their arms completely wrapped around you. The goat hybrid was nuzzled under your chin while the enderman's face was buried in your hair. "We should have come sooner..." "We shouldn't have even left you alone in the mansion..." "I'm sorry... I should have never left the manor..."

[krappykawa]

Hi !!! can I request oikawa, osamu, hinata (+ whoever you feel like adding) reacting to their female s/o calling them "hubby" (they have never used that nickname before since it's supposed to refer to a husband) to see their reaction??? i just saw this as a tiktok prank and they were like "omg you wanna marry me??? im definitely gonna marry you" and now im sobbing so precious 🥺🥺🥺

reacting to s/o calling them hubby

characters. oikawa x f!reader, osamu x f!reader, hinata x f!reader

note. in every scenario, reader is internet famous & posts little previews of their life on tik tok!

note 2. sorry for not posting in a while,, school started again and i’ve been mentally drained but i will try and finish other requests soon!

OIKAWA.

- you guys are filming a snack review video because oikawa lost all self control while grocery shopping and literally was picking things off the shelf left and right

- he insists that he’ll finish them this time but you know that’s a lie

- but you also decide that it’s also the perfect time to try out this tik tok prank on him so he won’t be suspicious of the camera

- the camera is set up and everything so now all you have to do is say it

- “hey guys today we’re going to do a snack review because my husband bought wayyy too many snacks” cute rolling eyes and cute little smile directed at oikawa that makes your watchers go 🥺🥺

- IT TAKES HIM SO LONG TO REALIZE

- like you’re literally staring at him waiting for him to realize but he doesn’t

- you’re halfway through opening your first bag when he finally realizes

- “WAIT”

- you look to the camera to make sure you’re filming this whole thing

- “you said husband.”

- “i did?”

- “YEAH! you did. i heard you say it.”

- “no i didn’t!”

- “check the video y/n-chan. i heard you say it.”

- he makes you replay the video because he will whine and pout until he makes sure that you hear it

- practically lights up when he hears it again

- “hmm does that mean you wanna marry me yn-chan?”

- “no it doesn’t”

- he notices the small blush on your cheeks points all over your face. “ooo you wanna marry me so bad huh?”

- the living incarnation of the 😏 emoji

- big cocky smile on his face bc he takes it as an accomplishment that you called him your husband on accident

- his eyes are secretly all teary-eyed though because HUSBAND?,$3;!9 💓💓💓💓💖💞💘💞💘

- he decides right there and then that he’s gonna propose soon because he thinks his heart physically bursts at the idea of you calling him husband for real

- the only reason he doesn’t propose right there is because 1. he doesn’t have a ring and 2. his an extra little bitch that wants to keep you on your toes while also making sure that his proposal is so good that you’ll end up crying happy tears

- when you post the video on tik tok oikawa makes sure to like every single comment that says “THEY’RE SUCH A CUTE COUPLE UGH WHY DONT THEY JUST GET MARRIED ALREADY”

OSAMU.

- his ass loves food so he literally lights up at the idea of doing a mukbang

- at first he insists that you don’t film it because he’s lowkey creeped out about the idea of eating in front of a camera just for people to listen to him eat

- he finally agrees to filming it when you promise to make the mukbang have all his favorite foods

- what he doesn’t know is that you’re simultaneously trying a tik tok prank on him

- “hey guys! welcome back to my channel! today we have a special guest, my husband, osamu because we’re doing a mukbang and you will always find this guy with food in his mouth, no joke.”

- he catches your little slip-up right away

- “husand huh? ya got something ya wanna say?”

- doesn’t even care that there’s a camera in front of you (he thinks you’ll just edit it out anyway)

- you play innocent because where’s the fun in telling him it’s for a tik tok right away?? “hmm what are you on about miya?”

- “what i’m on about is that yer telling me that you want to be a miya.”

- WEE WOO WEE WOO OSAMU EYEBROW RAISE WEE WOOO WEE WOO

- “i guess i do like the ring on miya y/n”

- “is this a proposal then?”

- cue shit-eating grin from you. “nah, the man in question isn’t here. you don’t happen to know atsumu’s ring size do you?”

- osamu’s little impish grin drops so quick and now he’s playfully glaring at you

- “ya say shit like that again and i’ll make ‘sumu switch places with me on the altar when we get married.”

- you're laughing into your knee at that point until you make a realization

- “wait. you said when we get married. not if.”

- “i didn’t stutter did i miya?”

- tik tok comments blow up with squealing fans bc OHMYGSOJD

HINATA.

- you’re a proud gf so you’re more than happy when someone asks you to live stream with your volleyball famous bf

- you also thought it might be a good time to pull this prank on him that you saw on tik tok and get his reaction on live camera because it’s bound to be funny since he’s hinata

- after one of his games you run up to him and hug him before telling him that your followers wanted to live stream with him

- “oh ive seen those!! i’d love to say hi to your fans!! do they know i play volleyball??”

- “yes, babe that’s the whole reason they wanted to meet you.”

- “REALLY???”

- you laugh at how cute he is and then turn on the live

- “hey guys, the long wait is over! here i am with my husband, world famous hinata shoyo! he just finished a game and-”

- “HUSBAND?” he interrupts you and he looks kind of giddy at the prospect. “does this mean you want to marry me y/n??” blushy happy hinata because you bet your ass he’s thought about it before but just didn’t know how to go about talking to you about the idea of marriage

- “what happens if i say yes?” you’ve thought about it too, so you playfully entertain his excitement.

- “then let’s get married!”

- you have to do a double take because you didn’t think he was actually serious. “wait really?”

- “you want to right? that’s what you said!”

- “of course i do! i just didn’t think you would propose right here right now.”

- “why not? i love you, you love me. you want to get married, i want to get married. so let’s get married!”

- the comments are blowing up because oh my god you just managed to accidentally capture your future husband’s proposal on an instagram live

- bokuto and atsumu overheard the whole thing and tackled the two of you into a group hug

- let’s just say your live ended on a frame of bokuto’s face close up because he’s so happy that “the student is getting married!!!”

- atsumu pulls out of the hug for a second and being the little shit he is, runs to the locker room and comes back with a ring pop

- “can’t propose without a ring shoyo! where are yer manners??”

- hinata actually gets down on one knee and proposes with the ring pop and you’re so red because at this point the entire stadium is watching

- you say yes anyway

[smolbeanieee]

Park Sungjin as Your Boyfriend

how you guys meet

both of you met through an acquaintance.

they setting up you two in a double date

so one day, your best friend decides to go on a double date

you didn’t deny or whining much about it

because you think it’s just gonna be a one time thingy

also you felt like it’s time for you to meet new people too??

so there’s no harm, right???

like, meeting up and have a good time together??

so, the day came

you suddenly felt nervous when you saw sungjin coming through the cafe’s door

looking like a fine man he is

also the aura sungjin radiates

like so cool and a man who knows he’s a good looking one??

throughout the double date

your best friend and her boyfriend can’t stop teasing out hell you two

saying you two looks good together???

and sungjin is so calm with the teasing

and you just wanna fly out of the damn cafe now.

after the date end, sungjin being the gentleman he is,

offers to walk you home??

inside, you felt like going to burst

because damn boy you got my heart flutters for a sec

for a moment, you wants to turn down his opportunity

but he insists

so yeah, he walk you home

luckily there’s no awkward silences

just a pure comfortable silences and casual conversation between both of you

“so you how long do play guitar?”

“not too long, about 3 months ago?”

“wow, you’re cool.  I always find people playing with guitars are so amazing.  I wish I knew how to play guitar too”

“I could teach you next time if you want”

“W-What?”

“I mean if you want to.  But, if you don’t wan-”

“No! I would love to”

With that, sungjin and you keep on meeting with each other

when he asked you to be his girlfriend

now that both of you are close with each other

and comfortable too during couple of month being friends

now he felt butterflies whenever he’s with you

sungjin would feel happy if you’re happy

he just loves watching you being his happy pills

like his day aren’t gonna complete if he didn’t hear your laugh for a day

so, he decides to take your relationship into another phase

omg this boy gonna be nervous as hell!!!

he gonna plan this a week ahead

on how to ask you

where to ask you

what should he give you

there are too many what ifs going through his head

so here you are

having a little picnic at han river

of course prepared by sungjin

as you silently enjoying the evening view of the han river

sungjin seems uneasy at his place

he gets fidgety as time passed

“y/n, i got something to tell you”

his sudden question had your full attention

“hmm? what’s it?”

his eyes are wandering around but never met your eyes

it’s makes you curious

“sungjin, is there something happen?”

“ah nothing! it just—wow, how should I tell you this?”

“why? why?”

your curious eyes finds his gazes

 “The thing is, I like you, like a lot.  I feels so happy whenever I’m with you.  I just loves how you squeals when you find butterfly or cats on the road side, it just looks cute and I really like you.”

while he confessing, you can’t help but to stare at him and grins never left your face

you just lets out a giggle fits right after he confess

leaving him confuse

“don’t laugh! it’s embarrassing me, you know!”

 “alright alright! it just...I thought...I’m the only one felt that”

you sheepishly said

sungjin took a few seconds to understand your words

“wait, you like me too?”

“of course! oMG IT TOOK YOU FOREVER TO CONFESS TO ME LIKE I BEEN WAITING SINCE FOREVER!!”

“then, will you be my girlfriend?”

“if being your girlfriend includes you singing and playing guitar then yES!”

first kiss with him

as we know, sungjin isn’t quite touchy right

but with you, he slowly open up about pda

so your first kiss take a quite sometimes to happen

like one to two months after you guys officially date

because sungjin literally nervous to make it happen!!

but you can’t blame him though!!

he’s so cute when he looks flustered

so when he and his band finally make a debut at a jazz club downtown

obviously you would come and giving the full support!!

right before he starts performing

you come to the backstage

he looks so nervous

pacing back and forth

and maybe jumps a little to shake off some of his nervousness

“sungjin, baby, come here” you called him, pulling him closer

you took his hands, clasped together with yours

“hey, look at me. you got this! you can do it, love”

sungjin looks dearly into your eyes

as he brought up his hands onto your jawline

caressing it ever softly

“i know i’m gonna rock the stage, it just...i’ve been thinking about something”

“what is it?”

sungjin took a few moments before deciding whether if it is a good time or not

but he just goes with his intuition

“can i kiss you?”

upon hearing his request, your lips can’t help but to curve into a small smiles.

“go ahead, if that makes you calm down”

with your permission

sungjin cupped your face into his palm

and soon

you could felt his soft and warm lips against yours

just when you want to deepen your kiss

“okay lovebirds, sungjin need to get on stage in 3 minutes”

jae interrupts

making you burst into giggles fit

as sungjin hides his face into your neck

feeling embarrassed by his band member

fights with him <//3

small fights with sungjin would usually occurs

and both of you would tried to avoid any big fights happened

however whenever a fight arise, most of the time comes from you

sungjin always keep his composure calm and tries not to burst at you

but you’re the stubborn one in the relationship

but he will tries to understand where you’re coming from

and talked it out

like he won’t walked away from you

but more like giving you space to think

and whenever you finally arrange your thoughts

you would voluntary comes to him

“i’m sorry :(( i miss your hugs :((”

you hugged him after explaining yourself and saying sorry for coming home late and not informing him earlier

making the boy dead worried

and being the softest and caring boyfriend he is

of course he would forgive you

“aigo! you should’ve tell me at the first place!”

sungjin would playfully flicked your forehead as a punishment

because boy he can’t stay mad girlfriend any longer

as conclusion

sungjin is totally whipped for his girlfriend

and would be totally protective over you

[nxmuzluv]

ariana birthday hcs !! —

it’s september 1st in south korea & japan rn,,,, so you know what that means

26th birthday hcs 👁👁

(this post is long as hell so brace urselves lmao)

on the morning of her birthday, ariana is woken up by either twitter and message notifications or her husband

her fans are blowing up her mentions with birthday wishes and her family & friends are doing the same, so bet that she has about a million notifs

since byakuya gets ready for work before ariana, he usually comes back to wake her up (even if she’s already up lol)

he hands her coffee (a caramel macchiato with a shit ton of cream and three sugars), tells her “good morning” and “happy birthday, love,” and kisses her on the forehead

(SOBBINFGMNBKJHBMK)

they usually have a short lil conversation about whatever (what they’re going to do that day, ariana’s birthday, other random topics) before byakuya tells ariana to go to work lol

but before she does, she usually opens twitter and scrolls down her birthday hashtags (which are already trending with about 100,000 or so tweets lmao), and responds to her text messages

three hashtags i came up with are “#AutumnFairyAri,” “#26WishesForAriana,” and “#아름이하트27개” (#27HeartsForAhreum) 🥺

(the last one is because ariana is 27 in korea lol)

guaranteed that she’s smiling like an idiot at those tweets lol

if her fans are lucky, ariana might like their post. if they’re extra lucky, she might even respond-

(cue the combustion of her fanbase)

then she posts a lil morning selfie, thanks her fans for all the birthday wishes, complains about how she has to go to work on her birthday, and then she finally gets ready for work lol

as ariana does, her fanbase is literally in flames lmao they’re screaming at her new selfie (“LOOK AT HER HAIR OMG MNJSHFJFMNGJ” - one of ariana’s fans, most likely), flooding her comment section, and taking over the trending page

ari and byakuya usually leave together, and ariana gets dropped off first, so when she does, they usually say goodbye to each other & byakuya gives her another kiss on the head

ofc they say “i love you” to each other, and if anyone around them has sumn to say about it, then byakuya can just make their jobs disappear !! 😗✌🏽

once ariana gets to work, she’s immediately greeted by another round of birthday wishes and the occasional gift (because oh my GOD she gets so many from her staff)

the best gift comes from her manager of 22 years, yoo miyeon. that woman is literally like ariana’s second mother it’s so cute-

miyeon usually says something along the lines of “remember when you were shorter than me ???” (it is now the other way around lmao)

near the end of her day, ariana sits in her company’s conference room, goes live on vlive, and opens the shit ton of gifts, cards, letters, and bouquets that were sent to her by her fans (and god damn doesn’t she get a lot-)

(ariana loves the bouquets,,, she literally squeals every time she sees that she got another one :(( she’ll be making flower arrangements with all of them later on lol and she’ll probably go live again 👁👁)

her birthday lives are one of the things ariana loves the most. she gets to speak to her fans, speak to her staff all casually, and her fans get to see her again. it’s a win-win :))

(bet, byakuya is watching that live when he has the time and has sent a message to ariana. when she spots his message, knows it’s him, and gets incredibly happy is one of the best moments of the live)

she also speaks to her family (they’re all in korea and america while she’s in japan 😕) during the live !! near the end, ari blows out the candles of the cakes that were bought for her by her staff and her family, and she answers questions from her fans

(lol remember back in 2011 when ari’s fans thought she was gonna finish high school & come back to korea, but instead she met this tall blond mf, fell in love with him, moved in with him, and then ended up marrying him 10 years later so now she’s really not coming back ??? lmao good times 🤣🤣🤣)

it’s a v nice moment & if you miss it, that’s such a loss lol ariana rarely goes live since she’s always so busy

after well over 12 hours, ari’s work day is finally over. on those types of days, she gets home before byakuya at around 7 or 8pm

after work, both of them go to dinner !! :))

while byakuya is coming home, ariana just gets ready. there’s a dress from byakuya that was hung by his staff in ariana’s closet (it’s black and designer, ofc 🙄✋🏽), and all ari has to do is shower, do her hair and makeup, pick out her shoes, and pick out a bag from the literal hundreds that she has

say it with me, y’all !! bag hag

ariana goes live on instagram while she does that as some kind of “get ready with with me” thing. she gets to talk to her fans again (especially her stan twitter ones lol), ask how she should style her hair & do her makeup, and ask what accessories she should choose

she also plays music in the background (especially britney spears, christina aguilera, the pussycat dolls, rihanna, nelly furtado, gwen stefani, lee hyori, or hyuna because they make her feel hotter than she already is lmao) !!

and ari sings to whatever’s playing and she gets haruka-

(am i allowed to put her here ??? i’ll just put here here lol 🤪)

-to say hi & help with her hair and makeup, so ariana’s lives are just a gold mine worth of content lmao

byakuya comes home just a lil while before ariana’s finished, and ofc, she forces asks him to say hi to her fans

lmao all that man does is silently wave with the world’s straightest face, and the chat is just yelling about how fine he is (“GO OFF RICH BOY” - one off ariana’s fans, probably). like HE’S NOT DOING ANYTHINGFGDHMBK

but as they should 😩☝🏽

ariana asks her fans if she should leave or stay on the live for a while longer, and ofc, they usually say that she should stay,,,, but that woman rarely listens tbh ASMNKHJFMNJK

she might stay for like,,, 5 minutes, but usually, she just leaves lmao

a lil while before she and byakuya leave, they talk to each other and to haruka for a while, and haruka probably most definitely takes polaroid pictures of ari and byakuya before they leave lol

(ariana def posts those on twitter later and all byakuya does is retweet them)

(but ofc he’ll tweet out a post wishing his wife a happy birthday,,, okay byakuya, look at you making progress !!)

the restaurant ariana and byakuya go to is of course very fancy and luxurious (it probably serves french cuisine too lmao). ari insists that they get a table on the rooftop, and since it’s her birthday (and since he loves her sm), byakuya complies :))

they talk the entire night, and if she can, ariana reaches over to hold byakuya’s hand most of the time :((

(taking a bit from rae’s hcs on how byakuya would celebrate his s/o’s birthday,,,,, like i’ve kinda been doing the whole time 🚶🏽‍♀️)

after dinner, the two of them will take a walk through tokyo. ariana would love it (well, not really, because she’s wearing literal heels lmao), especially since she and byakuya rarely get to do things like that. she’ll be taking pictures of things she finds interesting and would 100% ask byakuya to take pictures of her (and vice versa)

(she’s posting those on twitter too,,, ariana nation is getting fed well lol)

and then they can finally go back home and stay home, and ariana can finally open the rest of her gifts !!

they’re gifts from her family, her close friends, and of course, from byakuya and haruka !! ari’s literally smiling the whole time as she opens her presents (especially the ones from her family,,, hayley’s homemade birthday cards are always so cute 🥺), and haruka has that polaroid camera out again

(ariana: does anything)

(haru: you’re doing great sweetie !! 😀📸)

idk exactly what ariana would want for her birthday (tmw you don’t even know the preferences of your own character 🧍🏽‍♀️), but most likely, it’s either something homemade or a designer item lmao (mainly another purse-)

fun fact: her aunt josephine spoils the shit out of her lol like ariana could see a bunch of bags from chanel, louis vuitton, and yves saint laurent and automatically think “yeah, that’s my aunt lol”

ariana facetimes her family again, as well !! they get to speak to byakuya and haruka, they sing “happy birthday” to her in korean, they ask her if she liked their gifts, and it’s just a very cute family moment :))

it’s like,,, 11pm by the time ari finishes opening her presents, so she really has to go to bed

before that though, she spams her followers with the pictures that were taken, and posts one last “thank you” tweet before her birthday inevitably ends 😕

(well not really since it’s gonna be september 1st in other parts of the world lmao)

“everyone! thank u sooo much for all the birthday wishes u gave me today! it wouldn’t have been such a great one without y’all, my family, my best friends, my husband (@ByakuyaTogami), and my no. 1 fan, my sister-in-law lmao (@harukaonice). i love each and every single one of y’all with my entire heart, and i’m so glad u love me just as much 🥺 i saw as many of ur posts as i could, and i just wanna thank y’all for reaching over a million tweets! can’t believe y’all think that i’m that important lol (i mean, ofc i am 🙄✋🏻) anyways, once again, thank y’all smmmm! love y’all lots!! <3 ari <3” - ariana’s tweet 🥺 (that she posts in four different languages lol; english, korean, japanese, and french !!)

(SHE’S SUCH A SWEETHEART IM LITERALLY CRINGHMNHJDJGKM)

then ariana and byakuya finally go to sleep (it’s like 1am now jesus christ-), and ariana’s twitter notifications are still blowing tf up lmao

n e ways, that ends this behemoth of a post !! happy birthday to my baby, ariana park and even though she doesn’t exist (😕), i hope she enjoys it to the fullest !!

bonus !!

if she has a public appearance scheduled before or on her birthday, if fans are allowed to attend, they sing “happy birthday” to her whenever they see her !!

like, she could be entering a building and they would sing it, and then she could exit a few hours later & they’ll sing it again lol

ariana’s just like, “babes, you already sang this to me earlier !!”

when it comes to her “more important” birthdays (although her birthdays are always important)—such as her 18th, 20th, or 21st birthdays—ariana will throw quite a big party. like there would be a bunch of celebrities and popular society figures on the list,,, it would be a whole spectacle that the average person could only dream of getting into lmao (like me, ofc 🚶🏽‍♀️)

when ari was a child, her parents would throw a birthday party for her nearly every year lol,,, and while they were living in korea together, they would have dinner with nearly their entire family, too

(she always got two cakes, too,,, like it’s just kinda tradition for the park family at this point lol)

since ariana and jungkook (from bts) share the same birthday, either one of them message each other to wish each other a happy birthday !! ari also sends him a gift, while jungkook posts said gift on twitter and probably fanboys,,, i have a feeling that he would be a fan of her and her dramas,,, as well as the rest of bts

(they have each other’s numbers because ariana is a korean celebrity and they’ve attended events together on multiple occasions,,, ofc she and bts know each other lmao)

and i forgot to mention, but haruka would totally watch ariana’s birthday vlive if she didn’t have practice or something,,, probably sending as many messages as she can & aggressively hearting the live lmao,,, that girl really is ariana’s biggest fan SKJMNNFJMK

i also forgot to mention that JH entertainment (ariana’s agency) releases photos from a birthday photo shoot that they did with her !! they have different themes every year and they’re always so cute :((

they’re also taken prior to ariana’s actually birthday, especially since she’s always in japan now lol (but like,,, how do people not notice her going back and forth between korea & japan sometimes-)

(also, big verified accounts and celebrities on twitter & instagram wishing ariana a happy birthday >>>>>)

(celebrity tingz 🤪)

n e ways, now i’m done !! happy birthday, ari ilysm <3

(the character of haruka togami belongs to @raes-ramblings, btw !!)

[fictionalpeoplecompleteme]

I’m a bisexual girl and I’m in love with Julie so I was wondering if maybe u could write one where the reader thought she was straight but slowly realizes she’s bi and in love with Julie, reader comes out to parents and when they don’t accept she runs to Julie and they kiss and it’s kinda angsty but then BAM fluff

Title: Valid

Request: Yes / No

Word Count: 3234 (!!)

Warnings: homophobia !!, probs not well written angst omg

(A/N): not me saying im back and not being back i hate myself. yall, there’s no schedule i just post whenever im like, active and thats a really bad habbit that i should NOT keep doing istg. also au where the band never died, but theyre never mentioned. anyways ty ty TY to the sweetie who asked for this ! i literally squealed when i read this request. not this being 3k words umm help

You had your moments. Those weird moments where you didn’t know what you were feeling, especially to the person you were feeling those emotions to. Like this one time where it was a normal day watching Disney Channel and eating pizza (basically living the dream) and then a new movie popped up. “Teen Beach Movie” was the film, and let me tell you, when you saw Butchy AND Lela wearing leather, let’s just say you were confused why felt his way for both of them... it wasn’t right.

No, of course it was right ! You had these feelings for both genders, and your feelings were valid, so why wasn’t it right? Well, it was a simple answer. 

Your parents.

Of course, they didn’t down right say they hated the lgbtg+ community. Although they might as well have downright said that they did, because with the things they say,

“Why do they get a whole MONTH of pride?”

“Ugh, the gays are making it EVERYTHING about them.”

“Do they have to do that in public? Couldn’t they have waited until they got home?”

“Why would they put that in tv?! The kids are gonna watch that and think that they’re gay!”

Obviously you heard their views, and when you started to realize you somewhat fit in their hate demographic, you “decided” that you weren’t going to. And that’s how it has been for a long time.

RIIINNGG

Ugh, another school day.

“Kill me now.”

You got up your very comfortable bed, and did your daily routine. After you were finished with that and dinner, you were dropped off at the infamous Los Feliz High School. You were then greeted by your best friend, Octavia.

“Hey bestiee.” you joked.

“Hey rat.” Octavia said with the same energy. 

“So, did you finally finish atla last night?” you asked.

“Of course! To have a chance to see my husbands is a chance I’ll always take. Even started watching tlok! Mako does looks scrumptious not gonna lie.” she said, doing that weird tucking her hair behind her ear and having a look of thirst on her face. Its the fact that she basically always does that for me.

“Not you finishing atla AND starting tlok the very same night. I don’t think that’s normal.” you said shaking your head. 

“Lets just say that if I get diagnosed with insomnia, don’t be surprised.”

“I don’t think anyone would be.” you said while the both of you are putting your supplies in our locker.

“ANYWAYS, I’m sorry for you getting moved to Mr. G’s class. I know he can be very mean.” Octavia said sympathetically.

And it’s all true. Mr. G is basically known for being modern day Snape, favorites and all (especially to the popular kids). Considering you were fresh meat to his class, you were not looking forward to the inevitable insults. 

“Ugh, don’t remind me. I can NOT stand the fact that I wasn’t even in his class in the first place, thinking I was safe, and then I got moved!” you yelled.

“I know, I know.” she said while putting her hands on your shoulder. “(y/n), if he even BREATHES in your direction, just tell me and I swear the next time I see him its on sight.” Octavia said with a very stern look on her face. “Honestly I can’t believe that the principle wouldn’t fire him, he has enough complaints for at least a suspension.”

“O, what would I do without you? And besides, don’t blame her. She genuinely tried to fire him. But I heard that he lawyered up to the point where he was basically untouchable.” you said.

“We lost.” “We truly did.”

Right after that conversation, the bell rang. 

“Good luck (y/n)! I love you !!” said Octavia while going to her 1st period class. 

“I love you too!” you yelled back.

Oh lord. Please please make this class bearable.

You walked to the door, and took a deep breath. As you went inside, not one second went by as you already got a taste of his scrutiny.

“Well well, if it isn’t the newbie! (y/n) (y/l/n). Just pick an empty seat as that’ll be the only way you’ll get someone to sit next to you.” he chuckled

You wanted to die right then and there. 

And it got worse as the whole class seemed to find that insult funny, considering that they all laughed. 

“O m gosh, Mr G. That was your best one yet!” said Carrie. Of course she had something to say. Not one situation where she kept her mouth shut and yelled her commentary to everyone in the room.

You shuffled your way to the back of the class, to find an empty seat next to this girl. She looked familiar, but not to the point where you knew her name. Though you wished you had. She looked quite.. pretty. With her amazing hair, and her beautiful eyes. Not to mention her face in general..

NO !

No. Of course you had these thoughts of her, she’s just naturally pretty, anyone would’ve thought that. You then put your backpack behind the seat and proceeded to sit down next to her. A few moments passed of you sitting next to the girl, until she said,

“Sorry about that. Mr G. can be very mean sometimes to everyone, -not that that’s okay!” she stuttered. “It’s just, don’t take it personally.”

“Er- thanks.”

“I’m Julie by the way! What’s your name?”

“I’m (y/n).”

“Nice you (y/n)! With each other, I promise you, we can get through his class.”

You smile at her. And Julie smiled back. of course she had to be nice too!

“Well Ms. (y/n), Ms. Molina, talking in my class? I’m not even mad, just surprised! Ms. (y/n) actually found someone to talk to!” said Mr. G.

Aaand of course, he has something to say again.

“I’m surprised she has anything to say at all, considering the amount of times you had already talked down to her. Just simply leave her alone.” said Julie with assert. 

You were shocked to say the least. And it showed to, having a look of disbelief all over your face.

“Um, wel- uh, Ms. Molina, keep that mouth closed, if you don’t want to spend your lunch in detention.” said Mr G. 

You were honestly very glad that she stood up for you in that moment. A little too glad, because in that time, the feelings started to flood in.

Of course, why wouldn’t it! She was just simply nice to you and you had already developed whole feelings for her! But was it exactly bad? Sure, your parents deemed that it already was, but that didn’t mean that you had to. This is who you were, a human being with valid feelings, and there was nothing wrong with that. So with this whole situation, you said with a big smile,

“Thank you.” 

Hey, you never said you were good at speaking with other people. But I don’t think it mattered to Julie, because she had returned your smile, and in that moment you realized you can find yourself deeper in love.

The two of you really had bonded during class time. Sure, you can say that you both flirted but you were never really good at figuring that out, even when you were flirting with boys (it had always been Octavia’s job to figure that out.) But considering the things she said to you.

“I love your hair!”

“You have very nice hands.”

“Your eyes are a beautiful shade of (y/e/c).”

After class, you both knew that you liked, liked each other. But that's where the hard part came in, actually confessing. To be totally honest, you could barely manage confessing to a boy, imagine with Julie? Although you were happy to know that Julie had already thought about this, because when you both walked out the door, she took your hand and guided you to the music room, where the both of you were alone.

Both of you were facing each other. You could tell she was nervous, cause she was playing with her hands, and didn’t seem to try to make eye contact with you.

“(y/n), I know we just met this class,” she said, both chuckling, “but would you like to get coffee with me sometime?”

Oh boy, she actually asked you out! Don’t get you wrong, you were happy! In spite the fact that you had your parents to worry about. So with that, knowing all that was at risk, you still said with full confidence,

“I would love to.”

Julie gave you the biggest smile you had yet to see. She moved a strand of hair out of your face and then proceeded to hold your hands.

“It’s a date! How about at 4 after school?” she said.

“The perfect time.”

After exchanging numbers, you both felt ecstatic, the both of you just left the room with the biggest grin. You couldn’t believe that you had gotten a date with Julie! Now I know that you’re gonna say that you should’ve told Julie about your situation with your parents, but she looked so happy that you couldn’t possibly have ruined the moment with that.

After that amazing moment, you had managed to spot Octavia in the hallway. You walked up to her like you normally would, though this time you had a scared expression. You had never come out before. Though you thought the possibility of keeping this from your parents, this wasn’t something you could keep from her. So walking up to her, you just blurted out the truth, without a second thought.

“Hey! How was Mr-.”

“I’m bi!”

She seemed stunned after a second, but only a second as she bursted out laughing out of nowhere.

“Um-”

“Oh my gosh, the way that was the way you came out to me! It’s the disorganization for me.” said Octavia, while wiping her tears away.

“Wait-, you don’t care?” you asked confused.

“Do you want me to be bothered or something?” she asked in a more sarcastic tone.

“Well no- it's just- I don’t know, I was just scared I guess.”

“Listen,” she said sternly while again putting her hands on your shoulders as a way to comfort you. “I will love you no matter who you love. Understand?”

“And I you. The problem is my parents. I know what they think of people like me, and it’s not good. How am I going to survive this ughh.”

“They’re your parents, I’m sure it’ll be a shock to them, but if they truly love you, they’ll accept you.”

“Thank you Octavia, what will do without you?”

“Hey, that’s what I’m here for.”

After you finally finished your classes, you nervously went to the front of the school to wait for your mom to pick you up. You felt so nauseous, to the point where you were sure that you were going to throw up right there. After waiting for 5 minutes, your mom pulled up. You got in the car and you felt so nervous that you were just silent the whole car ride. Your mom for sure took notice.

“Hey sweetie, you’re alright?” said your mom.

“Yeah, I just don’t feel so well.”

“Oh, are you alright? Did you eat something bad maybe?”

“Yeah, probably something during lunch.”

And after that the conversation fully stopped as your mom noticed you were not in the mood to talk.

You finally got home and you felt even worse than before. You dreaded this moment, and just felt like passing out. As you got inside, you quickly went inside your room, not bothering to say hi to your dad. You put your stuff on the ground and just started to really think about this.

They’re my parents! Like Octavia said, they should still accept me, I’m their child. And if they don’t? They have to, right?

Right?

You finally built up the courage to go outside your room and go to the kitchen, where both of you parents were.

“Mom, dad? I need to tell you something.” you said, basically shaking.

“Sure, what is it sweetie?” said your dad.

And without a second thought, you just blurt it out?

“I’m bi!”

It was dead silent. And that scared you. 

The part that truly scared you? Hearing the words that you had been dreading to hear.

“You’re pranking me, right?” you dad chuckled, as if it was a joke.

That’s when you started to get a little irritated. You knew how your parents were, so this reaction was inevitable. So considering all the preparation, you still got mad. 

“Why would this be a prank?!” you said with an “attitude” (that’s what your parents would say at least, although you were just simply defending yourself).

“Honey, as much I love you, this isn’t natural.” said your mother with a normal tone, which you could argue was just as scary as an angry tone.

“If you actually loved me, you would accept me as I am!” you said, starting to actually get aggrieved.

“Don’t yell at your mother like that!” said your father, who actually stood up from his chair.

“I wouldn’t need to be yelling, if you would actually accept me for who I am, not all this!”

“LISTEN, I’m sure this is just a phase. You either change your ways or you are no longer considered my daughter! No daughter of mine would feel such a disgusting thing!” your father yelled.

That’s when you lost it, you knew that no matter what you did, they would never change their way. That’s why you just let it out, because they would never change their way, so why not just let it all out?

“You know what?! I’m going to leave! I rather be homeless than to live in a house with you two! My two parents who don’t even accept me, WHO DON’T MAKE ME FEEL LOVED OR VALIDATED!” you yelled.

At that point you were shaking and crying. With the anger that you were feeling inside you didn’t even think to get any clothes or basic necessities, you just grabbed your phone and just ran out with your parents yelling your name. But you didn’t care, you were not going back there, that’s for sure.

After that horrible fight, you went to a park that was near your house. You went inside a private bathroom that was thankfully unoccupied, cause if it wasn’t, you were pretty sure that you would’ve broken down right then and there. Once you had gone in there, you surprisingly didn’t cry. You just held it in, and really thought about your situation. You realized that it was pretty stupid of you that you didn’t get your belongings and then left the house. Oh! And that you were pretty much homeless.

After a good thinking session, you did the most sensical thing you could do in that situation. 

You called Julie.

Now I know what you’re thinking! ‘Why Julie, why didn’t you call Octavia instead?’. Well it was pretty simple, you just desperately wanted to see Julie. You pressed on her contact, not really knowing what was coming with it. What if she thought you were weird? What if she laughed at you? What if she felt weirded out with you and then blocked your number? What if-

“Hello?”

“Julie?” You sounded pretty distraught, so it wasn’t surprising when she sounded concerned herself once she heard your voice.

“Hey, is everything alright?”

“Julie, this might sound really weird, but something really bad happened and you were the only person I could think to call! If you’re busy I’m sorry I won’t-”

“Hey! I’m sure everything’s going to be fine. Where are you?”

You took a deep breath, you were just thankful she didn’t block you right then and there. “I’m at the park in (street name).”

“Okay, just stay right there and I’ll come and get you.”

When the call ended, you walked out of the bathroom and sat on swings, waiting for Julie. After you waited, for what seemed an eternity, you saw her.

Julie.

She spotted you in the swings, and gave you the sweetest smile. She walked closer to you and stretched out her hands, which you took. After just staring at each other, she gave you the biggest hug, which (not gonna lie) you just really needed. Much to your disappointment, she let go of you, she swung an arm around you, and started walking to her house. The both of you didn’t say anything, but you guys didn’t need to, the peaceful silence was nice.

The both of you then arrived at her house. That’s when you started to panic, you weren’t looking forward to bother her family. 

“Are you sure we can go in the house?” you asked 

She gave you a chuckle, “I think we can go to my house.”

“Are you sure? I don’t want to bother any-”

“Hey.” She proceeded to grab your hands and then moved to cup your face. “Everything’s going to be okay, my dad and brother aren’t home, and even if they were, you would absolutely be greeted with open arms.” she said,

You both went inside the house and then inside Julie’s room. She motioned to sit on her bed and you did. She sat next to you and then held your hand, intertwining with each other.

“It’s okay, you can talk to me.”

You took a deep breath, and just let all your feelings out. “It’s just my parents were never really supporting of the lgbtq community, so it was stupid of me to actually think they would have any other different reaction. And the fact that they would react like that? To say such cruel things? I just..- I don’t know, is it wrong for me to feel bad?”

“They’re your family, of course you would have this sensation of feeling bad. But I just want you to know that they’re in the wrong, not you. Any sane person would think that, everyone just wants to be accepted. Just know this,” she said while leaning closer, your hands still intertwined. “you are valid, so many people love you no matter who you love.” she said while moving a strand of hair out of your face.

You continued to smile, but looked into Julie’s eyes with so much adore. And the best part was, she was looking at you the exact same way.

Without a second thought, you decided to just go for it. You kissed her. The kiss was passionate, and sweet. Julie then gave soft kisses to you cheeks and knuckles, murmuring comforting words such as “it’s okay” “you’re alright” “i’m here”. 

After pulling away you both looked at each other, and then you offered your favorite pastime.

“Can we go to sleep? I just wanna sleep the stress away.”

Julie chuckled and then agreed. You both got into a position of Julie laying down while your head rested on her chess, and her holding you. While you were half asleep, you said those three words,

“I love you.” 

You were half asleep, so you didn’t understand the severity of the action, but before you fully drifted, you heard these words coming out of her mouth.

“I love you too.”

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valentines day prompts 4 + 21 with remus :))

4. You’re cute when you’re flustered.

21. I think you have a secret admirer.

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“Y/N I swear if you’re staring at Moony again!” Lily smacked her hand against the desk, making you jump in the air and scramble, trying to play it off that you were not in fact staring at Moony again.

She laughed at your actions, using her hand to stifle her noises as you glared at her. “I wasn’t staring...” you grumbled as she nudged you with her arm. You let a grin grow across your face as you nudged her back, leaning your head onto her shoulder and staring off at the front of the room, thinking of a certain boy.

Unknown to you and Lily, you had a pair of prying eyes on you as well. As soon as Remus heard the sweet song of your laughter throughout the classroom, his homework went forgotten and his only focus became you.

Like usual.

“You’re staring.” Sirius whispered rather loud to Remus, making the boy turn around and shush him with wide eyes. Sirius, James, and Peter all exchanged amused glances.

“You know you could just tell her you fancy her.” Peter suggested as Sirius barked out a laugh, clutching his stomach.

“He’d never do that! Moony would rather stare at her from a distance, writing love letters she would never see.” He pulled Remus’ pack off the ground, grabbing out 4 letters in it that were written this morning.

Remus groaned, snatching the pack and letters, shoving them back in. “Pads is right. Besides, what would I even say to her?” He motioned to you as the boy turned their heads not so subtly. He tried to come up with ideas, each one worse than the last.

“Look Moony, doesn’t matter what you say to her, the damn girl’s in love with you.” James told him, clapping him in the back. Remus jerked forward, eyes locked on you for the moment.  

“Fine, got a plan then?” He asked as James smirked, nodding his head slowly and licking his bottom lip.

“Do I have a plan? Do I have a plan?” He spoke as if the answer was obvious and for a second Remus got his hopes up, only to see the smirk fall off James’ face and him slump in his seat. “I got nothing.”

Sirius groaned, smacking James in the arm. James flinched before shrugging. The class ended as Remus groaned, laying his head down on the table. “Forget it, I won’t tell her anything.” He mumbled, blindly grabbing his bag. It fell on the floor, the contents of it spilling out as the Marauders helped him pick it up. James, the brilliant wingman, let Remus leave, telling him that they had things to do and they’ll catch up later. Remus, who didn’t feel like listening to his friends demands to talk to you, left without a second thought.

“What’s going on James?” Sirius asked as James turned to them, hiding something behind this back.

“Boys, if Remus won’t make the first move, then I guess we’ll have to make it for him.” He pulled a crisp, newly packaged letter out from his back, showing it to Sirius and Peter. They furrowed their brows, exchanging weird looks before Sirius gasped in understanding.

“You stole one of one Moony’s letters?!”

James smirked, already seeing the outcome of the situation in his mind. “I have a plan.”

You spent most of the day with Lily in the library quizzing each other on potions before retiring to your room. The common room was unusually quiet when you returned, seeing Marlene sitting across the couch, peering over as you entered. “I think you have a secret admirer.” She blurted out, confusing you and Lily.

“What are you talking about Marls?” you asked, heading to the stairs. Marlene jumped up, following the two of you.

“Someone left a letter for you, Y/N.” She pointed to the little envelope sitting atop your pillow with your name scribbled on it. You raised a brow, plopping onto the bed with a thud as you grabbed the letter. Your eyes scanned over the contents, the words of love shocking you.

“It’s a love letter.” You whispered. Lily and Marlene squealed, jumping next to you to read as well. Your cheeks were on fire as you read the final words, hiding your face in your knees. “Someone wrote me a love letter.”

“I think it was James.” Marlene admitted, stealing the letter from you. Lily grimaced as you shook your head.

“James? Why the bloody hell would it be James?!” you almost shouted as Marlene giggled.

“I saw him leave our room earlier.” She admitted, reading the words over again. You and Lily glanced momentarily at each other before you snatched the letter back and ran out of the room.

You didn’t know where James was in the Castle, but you did know you needed to talk to him. You found him on the quidditch pitch, flying through the air on his broom.

“Potter!” you shouted, cupping your mouth to make yourself louder. He heard you below him as he stopped flying, coming down to the grass. You tapped your foot, standing rather awkwardly until he was in front of you. He was about to speak before you showed him the letter.

“What’s that?” he asked, playing confused. You groaned, running a hand over your face.

“Marlene saw you enter our room earlier. Look, James I’m flattered but I don’t fancy you like that. I think it’s better if we just stayed frie-“

“Wait, what?” his eyes were wide as he interrupted you. You groaned, letting out a rough sigh before thrusting the letter into his hand.

“Come on Potter, please don’t make this anymore diffic-“

“The letter’s not mine!” He shouted, holding his hands up in the air.

“Potter I know what it feel’s like to like someone who doesn’t feel the same way, okay? Let’s just move past this-“

“The letter is Remus’!” He grabbed your shoulders, giving you a gentle shake as you froze, letting him move you.

“…what?” you whispered softly, not at all expecting that information. He repeated himself as you stared wonder-eyed. “Remus… likes me?” He nodded, turning you around and pointing to where Remus and the rest of his friends entered the pitch, looking around for James. He met your eyes, giving you a small smile and you found your feet walking themselves right up to Remus. “Can we talk?”

Remus felt his nerves take over him but he nodded none the less, watching his friends shoot him thumbs up behind you as Remus grew confused.

“What’s wrong?” he asked as you swallowed thickly, trying to figure out the best way to go about this situation. You gripped the letter tightly before showing Remus. The color drained from his face as he silently cursed his friends, knowing they were the cause.

“You like me?” you hoped your voice didn’t reveal your feelings for the boy. Remus took the letter from you, your fingers brushing so quickly before it was gone, and your hand tingled from his touch. He read over the letter to know how deep of a grave his friends dug him. He laughed bitterly when he read over his own words, realizing of the letters he wrote, this was the most emotional.

“Well…” began, reading the last few words. He looked up at you, seeing the nerves in your eyes. “Yeah. I do.” You were shocked at the simple words he said but your heart sped up rapidly. Remus tried to gage your reaction, seeing nothing but pure confusion in your eyes. “Y/N?”

“You really like me? This isn’t some joke?” you asked as Remus almost scoffed, reminding you of the letter in his hand.

“Does this look like a joke?” you hid your embarrassment behind a smile, feeling your cheeks heat up. “You’re cute when you’re flustered.” You rubbed the back of your neck, avoiding eye contact before you grinned,

“You wouldn’t want to go to Hogsmeade with me this weekend, would you?” You took Remus’ hand in yours, walking back towards your friends.

He came closer to you before pressing a kiss to your cheek. “Sounds like a date.”

A/N: Cutesy requests are the best omg 😂

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Post Date: 2-26-20

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In the third post about episode 10th of Hoshiai no Sora I want to highlight everything else portrayed, cute and sad alike. So let’s start from GREAT RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN MAKI AND HIS MUM. Because this is precious thing we get in every episode and I cannot stress how much I love that! Also the fact that they actually talk like normal people is stunning. I want to have a parent like that, who listens to me and tells me why she cannot be somewhere where it would be nice if she was, because I will perform there. If I had Maki’s mum as my parent my life would be so much better, just saying. We stan Maki’s mum!

Below the cut you will find:

1. Oji Arashi and his detachment from real life. (Pretty obvious stuff, sorry).

2. Rintaro’s meeting with his mum foreshadowing.

3. Praising the relationship between Rintaro and Itsuki.

4. Takada Kei as rare female role model for boy’s club.

5. Touma and Student Council President meeting.

6. Kasuga Kaori’s quick analyze.

7. Toxicity of fans vs Mitsue.

Another thing shown in the episode was Arashi’s complete obliviousness of the life of the people in the world around him. I mean there wasn’t much about him other than establishing him as someone who doesn’t know how real world works and that people don’t usually drag made at home food with them around, and that he can be easily persuaded to talk when he gets the food he wants, but also there was something else there to him. We all know that Arashi is self-centered prince like character, who thinks he is awesome in everything, but it looks like not everybody thinks in the same way about his behavior. 

The twins Arashi met today definitely think of him as if he was the dumbest person on earth. Though important thing here is that Arashi's business with the twins sounded either as if they thought he chose bad school or as if Misaki school got tough route through tournament. For both of them it is very funny that Arashi thinks he is this one person who can ensure his school victory and twins just couldn't take it without laughing it off as a good joke. They are also the only people whose strength Arashi not only acknowledges but also explicitly points out that they are more awesome than he is in general. If I was to call him anything I would say he is Naruto Uzumaki type of character, just without emotional trauma of being the most hated orphan in the village attached.

I feel a little bad for him though, mostly because he is being treated like animal to feed and get information from by Maki. Maki, that’s not cool! But to be fair, Arashi isn’t without blame here too, because he literally treats Maki as the free food supply and didn’t even give him money back for everything he ate. He is a rich boy after all, he thinks everything should be handed to him on silver plate. It was his life all those years, so he isn’t even able to consider it’s not normal.

Next thing is Rintaro’s meeting with mum. There is not much to say about that to be honest, because it’s just a short scene put out here in order to establish future storyline in regard to Rintaro’s life. It didn’t even manage to affect the game he played. Just like Nao’s problems with his mum didn’t show up too. Everybody were so focused on the match that nobody really thought about their real life problems, too preoccupied with actually trying to win the games. 

Though I wonder what this whole thing with Rintaro’s knee is supposed to foreshadow as well, because it like appeared out of nowhere, but also it seemed that whole club knew about that before, outside Maki who noticed it during the match. Is it some drama-related injury or just regular thing which Rintaro dealt with all his life? It really made me wonder if the two situations, his knee condition and his mother’s sudden wish to meet him aren’t by any chance related. I am also worried what losing a match because of a knee can do to Rintaro, considering he feels as much responsible for the club as Shinjo does, but just shows it in different way, by self-blaming himself for “being useless”. It like screams drama to me. Rintaro really wanted to win this! Rintaro! ToT

Also once again I want to point out another great dynamic between the pair shown. Just like in the cases of Shingo/Tsubasa and Taiyo/Nao, here we also can see how great companions Rintaro and Itsuki are to each other. They do not blame one another for mistakes and Itsuki really tried to make Rintaro as relaxed as it’s possible by bringing up Takada. To be honest I loved the fact that he actually mentioned her, because it’s not only a sweet and tasty female character praise based on the fact that female soft tennis club is really a big deal, which is rare in sports anime, but also that they both look up to Takada as a player.

It’s also worth pointing out, that when Rintaro’s leg starts giving up Touma isn’t really mad because of that. It’s one from probably two situations in the whole episode when Shinjo is actually calm and at peace with what is happening.

Second time when he is calm and collected happens in the most unforeseeable circumstances for him as a character, meaning when Student Council President comes to the soft tennis courts to inspect the clubs. I was really surprised that Touma wasn’t at all angry, but it just speaks a lot about how quickly he can get over something bad if he finds a way to reforge it into something good. In this case he reforged Student Council President’s decision to disband his club into motivation and necessary pressure which his teammates needed to become better at soft tennis. He also acknowledges that they were slacking off before.

Speaking of which I loved that we also got another glimpse into Student Council President personality with this one worried “Am I a bully?”, which speaks volumes about how insecure she feels about herself. We knew that she comes from a rich house and didn’t really want to go to the school, which she goes now and that her mother and grandmother both use different names to address her, because both see Kaori as someone else and enforce that by using those names and treating Kaori in different ways to be sure that she grows the way they want her to grow. But Kaori also isn’t stupid, and plays their game by allowing herself to act as they wish her to act, while in truth she has her own vision of herself which she realizes outside her mother and grandmother influence. Part of that vision is probably making school run better than it did before, hence why she was so adamant about closing clubs which waste funds. It doesn’t though mean that she doesn’t doubt herself, because of authority she has and the way she acts, which this one glimpse of anxiety expresses so well. Also the fact that Touma is the one who assures her she is fine and right about what she says was so heartwarming OMG! He is such a good person! ToT

The last and probably the most important thing for me as an artist was the mention of world reaction to Mitsue’s art style and theme change on her artistic twitter account. Her fans literally bashed her over that, which not only shows how internet pressure looks like from the perspective of the creators, but also highlights the toxic fandom practices of pushing creators to change back to what they were before, because “they liked them more that way, and they hate the new them”. This practice can be powerful when it’s about social justice and ensuring that big companies won't leave out or misrepresent minority groups, but it has also the darker side which always presents itself as bunch of people being shitty and disrespectful to their favorite creators in hope their abuse will change them back to the image they are the most accustomed to and prefer to see. Yes, that’s abuse, the worst kind of abuse to be honest, which can make artist quit.  The second those fans do not get what they want they start acting like entitled fans and white male gamers combined. I do not want to draw a line between gender here, because I believe some of those nasty people were girls as well, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that this behavior was the exact same which I saw in every “white male gamer” who made a drama of every game in which female character is treated as she should be, as a person instead of an object. And I think it’s important to point out here due to the fact that Natsuko is known mostly from drawing goth stuff, probably mostly young women, and we knew before that her fans were all squealing over the so called “knee-skirt” gap, which all on it own was already sexist and disgusting for me to be honest.

And this is what I want to tell all of them! SCREW YOU! Also I am happy that the hate she got didn’t discourage Mitsue, and she still posted the last picture.

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Joining Forces (Logan Howlett/Wolverine x Reader)

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Pairing: Logan Howlett/Wolverine x Reader

Word Count: 2065

Warnings: Knife mention

Request: Yes omg someone who will write for Logan (wolverine) could you perhaps do a fic about you being in the avengers and the x men join forces but he starts to get feels and flirts with you a lot everyone can see that you like it each other and it’s really flirty more than fluffy x -(Anon)

A/N: Crossovers aren’t my forte, but I don’t think this turned out too bad!

After the battle of New York, Fury decided that the Avengers Initiative needed to grow. In his search for other members, he found his way to Professor Charles Xavier and his school for gifted youngsters. Finally after what seemed like an eternity of discussions and negotiations, today you would get to meet some of these “mutants”, as they were called to join the forces of your two groups.

Being one of the Avengers yourself, you got to be one of the first ones to meet with the new group of heroes calling themselves the “X-Men”. You lined up with the other Avengers, and although not a single one of you would have admitted it, you were trying to look cool to impress the newcomers.

The X-Men entered, and although an entire group of these mutants entered the room, you were transfixed with one in particular. He looked angry, but not at anybody in the room. It was as if he was mad at the world itself. His hair was long and it looked soft; you mentally scolded yourself for wanting to feel the hair of a complete stranger. He looked over at you, making eye contact. You hurriedly looked away, but you caught the smirk on his face. He knew you had been staring at him. 

Both groups made their introductions.

“Y/N L/N,” you said as they got to you. “I excel in close combat, my specialty is knives.”

You saw the man smirk again while raising his eyebrows at you. His movements were slight, but it was enough to confuse you. Why was that so interesting to him? 

As the other group introduced themselves, you couldn’t help but anticipate hearing him speak. When he finally did, you were not disappointed. 

“They call me the Wolverine,” he said in a gruff voice. “But you can call me Logan.” You couldn’t help but feel as if he directed his second statement to you, as he looked right into your eyes as he spoke. As he finished, he held up his hand with a cocky smile. Out of nowhere, blades appeared in his hand. You thought that somehow he had hidden them and you had missed him grabbing them, but after looking longer you realized that the blades were coming from his hand. They were a part of him. Your head spun, finally grasping why they really called themselves mutants.

“Thank you Logan, for that demonstration.” Announced Fury, making you tear your attention from Logan. “We’re holding a dinner tonight so that we can all get to know each other better. You need to report there at 6.” The Avengers all nodded in affirmation at Fury and began going their separate ways. The X-Men seemed unsure until the man who you assumed to be Professor X himself spoke.

“Thank you, Nick.” He said with a smile. After seeing the reaction of their leader, the rest of the X-Men agreed and made their way to their new rooms on the helicarrier.

You made your way back towards your own room, wanting to change into something more presentable for dinner. You weren’t sure what to expect out of introductions today, so you wore your uniform like the rest of the team did. Now that you knew there was such an attractive man amongst the newcomers to SHIELD, you wanted to step up your game.

You settled for a dress, choosing one that fell to your lower thigh. You wanted to show of a lot of leg, but you wanted to be sure not to flash anyone by mistake. The dress had short sleeves and a plunging neckline, and the back also had a large cut out that ended at your lower back. It was a deep, navy blue, and it suited you perfectly. You left your hair down and put on only a hint of makeup, not wanting to overdo it, and left your room. It had taken you a while to decide on the right dress, and now that you had it on it was time to go.

The walk to dinner was short, but with every step your nerves intensified. You had thought earlier that Logan was giving you signals, but it might have been all in your imagination. You couldn’t commit to thinking that he was flirting with you earlier. If you did, it would shatter you to find out that he wasn’t.

You entered the room, and your best friend Clint teasingly whistled at you.

“Dang!” He exclaimed, making you laugh. 

“Hey Clint,” you said, walking over to him with a playful roll of your eyes.

“You look really nice tonight Y/N,” he said genuinely. You smiled and thanked him as Natasha came over to the pair of you.

“Y/N!” She squealed. “You look hot!”

“Natasha!” You said, embarrassed. 

“What?” She retorted, “I’m right.” You blushed, leaving Clint and Natasha to laugh at you. The three of you were rather close, thanks to your shared lack of superpowers in the group along with your shared experiences in Budapest. Glancing over Natasha’s shoulder, you saw him. 

Logan was standing on the other side of the room, a drink in his hand. He was watching the three of you, and he seemed to be looking at Clint with anger. Part of you got excited, thinking that it may be because he was jealous, but a larger part of you was reminded that he had a general look of anger to him when you met him earlier. There was no reason to get your hopes up.

Either way, you excused yourself from conversation with Clint and Natasha and made your way across the room to the man they called The Wolverine.

“Hi,” you said shyly. You were banging your head against a wall in your mind, cringing inwardly at your awkwardness. In your mind you were going to come over here and be witty and sexy, but in reality you felt boring and awkward.

“Hi,” he replied with a chuckle.

“I’m Y/N,” you said, reaching your hand out.

“I know,” he said, taking your hand in a firm handshake anyway. “You introduced yourself earlier.” You flushed in embarrassment after realizing that you had just re-introduced yourself, and the redness of your cheeks was not helped by feeling his hand around yours. His hand was much larger, and as cheesy as it sounds you felt as if yours fit right into his.

“I’m sorry,” you muttered with a smile, shaking your head. “I’m not the best at meeting new people.”

“Neither am I,” he admits. “It helps when they are as beautiful as you though.” His words only worsened your blush. You didn’t want to open your mouth quite yet, afraid you would say something stupid, so you instead let him continue talking. “So, knives, huh?”

You smiled. As odd as it may sound, talking about your skill was much easier. You knew you were a good fighter.

“Yea,” you said proudly. “But I’m guessing you are even more skilled with blades than I am, considering they are a literal part of you. I have always seen my own as extensions of my arms, but that’s how yours really are.”

Logan sighed, offering you a sad smile.

“I don’t really have a choice.”

You wanted to ask him more about himself, about why he had the power that he did. However, based on his reaction to what you had already said you figured it would be a bad idea. Instead, you cleared your throat and changed the subject.

“How long have you been a part of the X-Men?” You asked.

“Too long,” he laughed. You loved his laugh, it was contagious and you couldn’t help but laugh in return. Before you could respond, Fury entered the room talking to Professor X, and you all began taking your seats. Logan sat beside you, and you were glad. It had to mean something that he chose to sit next to you when he could have found a seat next to some of the other X-Men instead. Plus, he called you beautiful, you remembered.

Dinner itself thankfully went smoothly. Everyone seemed to get along, at least to the extent of being able to work together. You and Logan didn’t talk much, and when you did it was just surface-level chit-chat. You didn’t mind though, hearing him say anything in that husky voice of his made you happy. As dinner was wrapping up, a familiar cocky voice came over the microphone, halting the soft music that had been playing in the background.

“In the spirit of making our new partners feel welcomed,” said Tony Stark, “I think we should get this party started!” The music increased in volume, making you feel like you were at the club. Fury glanced over at Tony, who quickly turned it back down to an acceptable level, albeit still much louder than the background music it had been relegated to before. 

As everybody began getting up from their seats, you and Logan did the same. However, you did not move to the forming dance floor. You weren’t much of a dancer, and you could tell that he felt the same. Instead, you talked about anything an everything on the side of the room. Until, that was, when Tony came over the microphone again. 

“It’s getting late, so I’m going to slow things down a bit,” he said as a slower song came on. “Pepper, I see you avoided eye contact,” he teased the woman he had brought as his date tonight. “Don’t you dare walk out of here on me before I can get off this stage.”

Suddenly you felt nervous again. You felt like you were at a high school dance, your crush standing in front of you while you both sipped water from cheap plastic cups and tried to ignore the smell of sweat permeating through the gym.

“Would you, maybe like to dance?” You asked him, going out on a limb. You looked up into his eyes, biting your lip nervously.

“I have to admit, I’m not a very good dancer,” he said, but he took your hand in his anyway and led you onto the dance floor. He took one of your hands in his, placing his other hand on your waist. You felt sparks erupt from where his hands touched your body, and you were willing yourself to not melt into his arms. You moved your free hand up to rest on his shoulder, trailing your hand up his chest without thinking. You heard him take a sharp breath, and you felt the hard muscle under your hand. You quickly moved your hand the rest of the way towards his shoulder, a blush prevalent on your face. You swayed together in silence, and as the song went on you gained courage. Eventually you had enough of said courage to rest your head against Logan’s chest, and you tried not to giggle as you heard how fast his heart was beating. 

After the song ended, Fury took over the microphone before Tony could, bidding you all a goodnight. Logan kept a hold of your hand, offering to walk you back to your room. You agreed, and the two of you began making the nearly silent walk back.

You didn’t mind the silence. Some people might have found it awkward, but you took comfort in the silence so long as it was with Logan. It made it even better that he had not let go of your hand, whether he was still holding it on purpose or not. As you reached your room, you looked up at him.

“Thank you, for tonight.” You told him with a smile which he returned.

“Anytime Y/N,” he chuckled. “Anything for someone as gorgeous as yourself.” In a burst of courage after his words, you stretched up to press a quick kiss to his cheek.

“Goodnight, Logan,” you said as you pulled away. He was obviously surprised, his eyes wide and a lazy smile on his face. 

“Goodnight, Y/N.” He replied, and you shut the door. As soon as it was shut and you began hearing his light footfalls leaving down the hallway, you let out a small squeal, pumping your fist into the air in victory. You would have to thank Fury and Professor X for joining the two groups’ forces.

[alpxcamin]

Practice Makes Perfect

Requested?: Yup, ty anon!

Words: 1.5k

Group: UNINE

Member(s): Jia Yi

A/n: Omg I’m so glad he debuted!! He has been my #1 pick since the beginning hehe~ Anyway, I’m sorry this took so long, but I hope you enjoy it ^^

Approaching the practice room, you heard the low, pounding bass from behind the closed door. You could feel the thumping from underneath you and you cautiously open the door, peeking in. You smiled at the sight.

You crept your way in, making sure the dancer didn’t see you and sat in one of the chairs in the corner of the room. You watch happily, swaying your feet back and forth as you watched your boyfriend, Jia Yi, dance to “Baby Don’t Stop”. You admired each of his sharp, precise movements and couldn’t help but swoon at the sight of him dancing so passionately.

The music stopped and you’re pulled out of your trance. Jia Yi didn’t seem to notice you yet so you decided to sneak up behind him. Just as he bent down to put his water bottle back, you leaped into the air and attached yourself to his broad back, wrapping all four of your limbs around him.

You giggled as he let out a loud, high-pitched scream, stumbling around a little. You held on tight to prevent yourself from crashing into the floor. Finally, he steadied himself and peeled off your limbs. You pouted a little before he crushed you in a suffocating hug.

“Ugh, stop scaring me! How long have you been in here?” you hear a slight whine in his voice.

“I came in about a minute ago,” you chuckle, trying to pull yourself out of his death grip, “I saw you dancing.”

“What? That’s so embarrassing,” he huffs.

“Aww, why? You were really good, baby,” you comfort him while still trying to escape his sweaty arms.

“You just say that because you’re my girlfriend! You kinda have to say it,” Jia Yi cries, finally letting you go.

You frown, “No, you really are good...definitely better than me.”

“But you don’t dance,” Jia Yi raises an eyebrow.

“Well, you could teach me,” you happily suggest, “The best way to learn is to teach.”

Jia Yi looks at you a little suspiciously before agreeing, “Fine, don’t come whining at me when it gets too hard.”

“I won’t,” you beam up at your boyfriend and you giggle at the sight of his blushing cheeks.

The two of you started off with some stretches. You silently followed whatever Jia Yi did, watching him carefully through the mirror. His gaze meets yours and the two of you fell into a fit of giggles before settling back into a comfortable silence as you stretched. You couldn’t help but admire your boyfriend as he easily bends down and touches his toes with ease.

You finish stretching quickly and Jia Yi stretches one last time before standing up fully. He turns around to face you and cocks his head, thinking about how to start. He gently pulls you along with him so that both of you are closer to the mirror.

“Alright, just follow whatever I’m doing. I’ll go slow,” he looks at you through the mirror and you give him a determined nod.

Not even five minutes in, you began to realize just how difficult it actually was. You’ve watched Jia Yi dance to “Baby Don’t Stop” and he makes it look like a walk in the park. You’ve also seen the whole group dance to their songs and they make it seem effortless. A giant pout made its way onto your face and Jia Yi chuckles a little.

“You’re doing good,” he encourages.

“I’m not and you know it!” you whine, “This is hard.”

“Hey, you said you wouldn’t whine. You’re actually doing great though, considering that you’ve never danced before,” Jia Yi moves closer to you.

“Ugh, you guys are amazing though. You always make the dances seem so easy,” you sigh.

“Here, let’s try this instead,” Jia Yi steps behind you and you watch him through the mirror.

He rests one hand on your waist, stabilizing you as you nearly tipped over by his sudden closeness. He gently grabs your wrist and angles it down a little. He makes sure you’re watching and when you nod, he proceeds to swiftly help you move from one position to the next. With his hands resting softly on you, he moves you back and forth a few times.

“Just like that, okay?” Jia Yi hums. His voice is almost a whisper next to your ears and you shiver slightly.

“Got it,” you nod.

“Okay, let’s piece the beginning together,” he happily skips towards his phone and the music began playing.

He quickly jumps back next to you and the two of you complete the part of the dance that you know. Of course, he was much more graceful than you, but both of you had a good laugh when you nearly tripped over your own foot when transitioning from one position to the other.

“Yes! That’s it! You’re doing amazing, baby~” Jia Yi coos, attacking you with kisses.

“Ah, we literally did like ten seconds of the song!” you squeal, feigning annoyance.

“Still, you’re getting the hang of it pretty quickly. Let’s try that again,” he excitedly encourages, bouncing back towards his phone to replay the first part of the song.

The two of you danced and danced, forgetting about all your worries. You enjoyed being able to spend this time with your busy boyfriend. Surprisingly, you got the hang of the dance pretty quickly, but it was mostly due to Jia Yi’s wonderous teaching technique.

“Yes! You got the whole song without tripping!” Jia Yi claps loudly as you bow repeatedly.

“Haha! It’s all thanks to you,” you laugh, wrapping your arms around him, giving him a quick kiss, “You’re the best teacher in the world.”

“And you’re the best student in the world,” he winks, brushing a few sweaty strands of hair away from your face.

You peek at the clock behind him and your eyebrows shoot up, “Oh, it’s already eight. I didn’t realize it had gotten so late.”

“Oh, wow. Yeah,” Jia Yi turns and gapes at the clock.

“Let’s go get dinner,” you suggest, “I’m hungry.”

“Me too,” Jia Yi nods in agreement, “But let’s do this choreo one last time.”

You nod and Jia Yi skips off to turn the music back on. Both of you get in position and you watch him carefully, waiting for the starting cue. Luckily, you completed the routine without messing up and you got excited...a little too excited. Before the song ended, you jumped up and turned to your boyfriend, but you didn’t notice his foot as you skipped over, causing you to trip.

You let out a noise of surprise, flailing your arms to try to get your balance back. A pair of strong arms wrap around your waist, preventing you from falling over. However, your momentum was too strong and Jia Yi, who was still holding you close, fell over as well. You hear him groan underneath you and you groan as well, rubbing your knees that have hit the ground.

“Oh my gosh, Jia Yi, I’m so sorry! Are you okay?” you panic when you see his pain-filled expression.

“Y/n! We almost got it~” Jia Yi whines from underneath you.

“I’m sorry,” you pout, “I got too excited that I forgot there was one last step.”

“Hmph, you’re lucky I love you. Otherwise, you’d be paying for all my medical fees,” Jia Yi huffs.

“You love me?” your eyes widen. You didn’t hear a single word he had said after he told you he loved you.

Jia Yi’s face turns completely red and he begins stuttering, “I-I mean of c-course! You’re my g-girlfriend and I’ve realized that I-I can’t live without you...haha....”

You couldn’t help but tear up at his words. You sat on top of him, sniffling, unable to move. Jia Yi notices the tears and begins to fret, but before he could say anything, you leaned down and closed the gap between the two of you. Your lips landed perfectly onto your boyfriend’s and you melt into the kiss.

You feel Jia Yi relax and he sits up, cradling you in his arms. Unfortunately, both of you need to breathe and you reluctantly pull away. You look into Jia Yi’s soft eyes as he uses his thumbs to gently wipe the tears away.

“I love you too,” you hiccup, giving him another quick kiss.

Jia Yi chuckles, “Good, you had me worried there for a second. Now let’s get dinner, yeah? I’m starving.”

You laugh, nodding and getting off of Jia Yi’s lap. The two of you walked hand-in-hand out of the studio and headed out. As the two of you walked, you leaned your head against his shoulder, your hands tightly holding onto his. Your heart fluttered as you kept repeating Jia Yi’s “I love you” in your head. You smiled to yourself. You could definitely practice getting used to this feeling.

omg pls, i love this gif sm! Jia Yi is a lucky man...pretend you’re Jolin lmao

~Admin Liz ♡

[zackcornfield]

The Ultimate Zagene Masterpost

as promised, i’ve gone through every official try guys video from the past few years to compile all the Zagene moments (this post also includes The Podcast™). i’ve provided dates and will link to gif sets/tumblr posts for specific moments (because i’m Extra As Fuck). i’ll try to keep this updated with new videos, so check back often (also, please let me know if i forget anything!) 

under the cut, because it’s looooong.

DISCLAIMER: i don’t mean to imply that i know anything about zach and eugene’s personal lives, or that most of these moments aren’t just things between two close friends. was literally just complying this list for a bit of fun, and because i was bored. pls don’t come for me, y’all 

another disclaimer: i’m australian, so some of the dates i use could be a bit off bc i’m something like 18 hours ahead of these two lol

also: i know initially that i said i would include instagram posts and other, non-buzzfeed videos on this list. unfortunately, i did not end up doing so. i’m maybe thinking about doing a part 2 where i include these things? no promises, this list took so much out of me as is

without further ado...

Nov. 13, 2014 - Guys Recreate Kim Kardashian’s Butt Photo

literally first video with these two together (?) and eugene’s already lowkey checking out zach (roughly 0:45-0:47). oh boy.

Nov. 19, 2014 - American Guys Try European Swimwear

zagene riding in the backseat together

“your dick might be huge” - eugene to zach (2:58), followed by eugene staring at zach until he makes a joke. um. ok.

zach checking up on hungover eugene (3:11)

December 30, 2014 - The Try Guys Test The Legal Alcohol Limit

eugene instantly goes to break up the fight between ned and zach (4:41)

during the little bits where they’re testing how drunk they are these two will not stay away from each other… at 4:56 eugene walks from one side of zach to the other to get in between him and everyone else lmao

5:38 eugene reaches out to put his hand on zach’s back for no reason

6:37 (again at 6:54) zach has his arm around eugene, sorta leaning into him. no complaint from eugene “i hate hugs” yang

eugene’s little dance on zach at 7:00

January 18, 2015 - The Try Guys Shoot Guns For The First Time

the boys sittin together at lunch, bein judgey (0:27)

(1:10) whenever i see this, i always think of this post, so it’s making the list

January 25, 2015 - The Try Guys Try ’Fifty Shades’ Style BDSM

the boys beside each other again, this time holding hands! (5:46)

February 23, 2015 - The Try Guys Taste Test Jerky

zach’s lowkey super fond looks at eugene from the backseat throughout the video

March 6, 2015 - The Try Guys Try Magic Mike Stripping

2:15 eugene is sitting on the floor facing zach, rather than keith who he’s actually talking to

“i’ve given lap dances drunk” eugene i’m not even remotely surprised (3:15)

March 11, 2015 - The Try Guys Try Makeup Tutorials

“eugene your hair’s blocking me. eu-eugene? eugene, your hair” (2:27)

April 1, 2015 - The Try Guys’ Naked Sushi Prank

zach stopping to wait for eugene (0:24)

1:05 - ok… love this little bit. eugene smiling, the high five, eugene hitting zach’s glasses off his face, zach’s little giggle. presh.

April 10, 2015 - The Try Guys Try UFC Fighting 

0:00 - not even a second in and already into it. “we love you eugene”

(0:23) - eugene is fully straddling zach. and like… bouncing on him

(0:35) “i feel like zach might squeal like a little piggy and it really excites me”

(2:24) “can we all kick zach real quick” weird way of flirting but if it works for u bud

(3:40) little hard to see but eugene’s leaning on zach

when jessica’s throwing eugene around zach looks thrilled and worried in equal measure

“didn’t come here to fight eugene! he’s fucking crazy” (8:57)

“i landed some pretty solid punches on eugene’s beautiful, beautiful face” (9:12)

eugene like… lifting zach off the ground by his legs? (9:26)

eugene leaning down over zach’s face; keith: “now kiss him like you mean it!” (9:37)

May 6, 2015 - The Try Guys Try Pregnancy Bellies

(4:52) - group hug, but eugene’s got his arm around zach and like,, kinda leans into the back of his neck?

May 7, 2015 - The Try Guys Change Dirty Diapers 

just generally stood suuuper close together the whole video

May 17, 2015 - The Try Guys Try American Ninja Warrior 

“right zach?” (10:14)

10:33 - eugene reaches out to take the towel (offered to zach) to dry him

May 31, 2015 - The Try Guys Hit 90 MPH Fastballs

“goddammit eugene” followed by soft smile from eugene (3:22)

(5:40) eugene reaches out to pull zach’s robe back in place lmao

June 20, 2015 - The Try Guys Try Wedding Dresses

(0:51) “this is my day” - zach, while pointing to eugene, who nods, smiles, and his eyebrows look kinda raised too lol

(1:01) “eugene’s gonna look prettier than any of us”

(1:32) zach’s just like… casually stroking eugene’s legs

(2:27) could they BE pressed any closer together

(2:46) goin in for the smooch… iconic

June 26, 2015 - The Try Guys March In The Pride Parade

the boys at pride…. bless :’)

i have no real specific moments from this vid i just love it so much

June 29, 2015 - The Try Guys Try Not To Die Alone

(1:24) zach: “that’s some good ash.” eugene laughs at this like it’s the funniest thing he’s ever heard

(11:23) legendary hug/tackle…. the best, unbeatable, iconic,

July 12, 2015 - The Try Guys Try Irish Step Dance

(0:28) shoulder pat

also dance partners, holding hands, bless

(1:55) “i feel like my butt is tauter” zach turns and raises an eyebrow

(3:15) they go in for a group hug and eugene instantly goes for zach. when it’s clear he won’t reach zach, he pulls away from them all. interesting

August 1, 2015 - The Try Guys Watch Anime For The First Time

(1:17) zach compliments eugene’s hair

(3:06) zach: “yeah i guess we’re having a good time again.” eugene has the biggest smile on his face

(4:51) another compliment for eugene’s hair

(5:07) zach says something, then eugene repeats it enthusiastically and like.. kinda bites his lip?

(5:28) eugene leans over ned so he can talk to zach

these two are so in sync in such little ways like.. correcting ned’s pronunciation (6:03), leaning forward to laugh at ned’s joke (7:10), the hand gesture (7:14)

7:33 holding hands :))

August 3, 2015 - The Try Guys Cosplay For The First Time

8:41 - the boys dancing together

August 29, 2015 - The Try Guys Try Extreme Swimsuits

(4:57) eugene casually checking out zach (”i just saw zach’s penis” “yeah i accidently showed eugene my dick already” “i can still see your dick”)

zach’s eyes go straight (haha) to eugene’s butt when he walks away (5:11)

September 12, 2015 (from some time in August) - The Try Guys Imitate Each Other

“so, the one thing i know about zach is that- besides being adorable-” (0:47)

“i’ve been to many bars with him” (0:53)

“i have never been so attracted to eugene” (1:07)

ok but zach imitating eugene LMFAO

(3:30) zach crashing into eugene for a hug 

September 23, 2015 - The Try Guys Watch K-pop For The First Time

(2:16) eugene like… reading zach’s mind

September 25, 2015 - The Try Guys Try Korean Cooking

the boys cooking together

(0:36) “so eugene’s gonna be my mom” “i am not gonna be your mom” “so i got mom here to help me-” “i am not your mom” “so mom what’s the first step?” “i am not your mom!”

(1:10) eugene feeding zach (”thereee you go”)

(1:41) “you fucked me hard”

(1:47) “eugene’s a mean daddy”

(1:52) hand on the shoulder

(2:42) eugene just looks SO done

(3:04) “we’re a great team” :’)

(6:18) arm around the shoulder 

September 26, 2015 - The Try Guys Recreate Korean Drama Scenes

(2:04) iconic…. zach going in for a kiss. when will ur fave ever

September 27, 2015 - The Try Guys Try K-pop Dance Moves

(3:15) zach: *sniffs eugene* “still smells good”

(3:49) zach (lol and the others) wearing eugene’s clothes

(5:46) “let’s smell him again”

October 29, 2015 - The Try Guys Try Childhood-Ruining Costumes

(4:58) zach’s got his arms wrapped around eugene, trying to pull his costume off

November 1, 2015 - The Try Guys Get Prostate Exams

(2:46) “i’ve never had anything up my butt- well” ???????????

eugene looked like he enjoyed the exam way too much LMAO

December 13, 2015 - The Try Guys Try Therapy

the boys opening up to each other (just all of them in general) :’)

(6:17) as soon as eugene holds out his hands for the others to touch zach immediately reaches out, even before eugene was finished talking

(7:25) “now hug us!!”

eugene tries to wave off the hug until he sees zach’s arms then kinda reluctantly shuffles over

(7:28) ok zach is FULLY cuddling eugene at this point

December 19, 2015 - The Try Guys Break Into A House

(1:18) boyfs ridin off in style

Febuary 7, 2016 - Sexy Edible Lingerie Taste Test

(5:18) zach chose his nipple as the place for eugene to lick, despite presumably knowing it’d give him away bc of all the hair. go big or go home i guess

Febuary 28, 2016 - The Try Guys Play F***, Marry, Kill

(2:06) eugene noticeably reaches out to touch zach, pulls away, then moves his arm back over to grab zach’s arm

(2:17) eugene pats zach on the back

also… not zagene but……. eugene in glasses…………………

March 6, 2016 - The Try Guys Test Their Sperm Count

(5:47) eugene puts his hand on zach’s back again

March 16, 2016 - Which Type of Alcohol F*cks You Up The Most?

(3:28) “bye eugene” “where did he go?” “where does he ever go :(” why does zach sound so sad omg

these two actually weren’t super touchy in this vid which is weird when u look at the last vid where they all got drunk together

March 27, 2016 - Extreme Asian Food Challenge

(1:25) “do you wanna feed each other?” eugene gives a Look to the camera- “…sure”

(2:17) for the life of me can’t work out what eugene’s doing here. is he abt to put his arm around zach? put the phone in his pocket then quickly change his mind? touch his butt? we may never know

(5:19) zach’s “are u being for fuckin real” look still manages to be incredibly fond

(5:49) “keep your screaming to a minimum” “ yEaH eUgEne We’lL KeEp ouR ScrEamiNg to A miNimUm”

April 19, 2016 - The Try Guys Get Style Makeovers

(3:15) “first person who comes to your mind when you think of a well-dressed guy” “eugene” (same)

(8:29) eugene looks lost for words

(9:40) “it’s workin on me”

(12:22) “you look like a deleted scene from cowboy bebop” “that’s the nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me” “you’re welcome”

June 17, 2016 - The Try Guys Try Not To Die At Sea

(0:40) eugene helping zach into the water

(1:22) while eugene’s fixing his hair; “i think you look good”

(2:06) eugene holding zach while he pees over the side (one hand right on his butt). good job being supportive? 

August 5, 2016 - The Try Guys Try The Ancient Olympics

(2:43) zach’s rubbing oil into eugene’s butt, which totally isn’t suggestive at all

(3:34) pretty much leaning into each other again, this time while fully naked

(11:15) eugene comforting zach after he kicked him lol

zach has that same worried/thrilled look he has when eugene’s fighting ned that he had during the UFC fighting ep

also unrelated to zagene entirely but steven’s in the background during the wrestling?? omg

(13:54) back to zagene zach goes to help eugene off the ground when he has his ass handed to him

(15:50) eugene shoving zach when he’s being a little shit. i’m also like 90% certain he said “zachary!”

August 27, 2016 - The Try Guys Danish Food Taste Test

(0:19) ok not super zageney BUT i did use this moment in this post (#shamelessspon)

(1:48) “i think we should lady and the tramp this” “no” instant cut to them lady and the tramping the food

(2:47) “i like watching you eat! it’s like watching a little baby eat”

September 12, 2016 - The Try Guys React To Their First Videos

(3:21) zach and eugene sassing ned

(5:06) “look at that big boner i had” “that was NOT your boner” alrighty zach

(5:44) “i didn’t want to hurt you...”

(8:56) zach’s got his leg lying on eugene’s

(9:13) leaning into each other

(9:12) “promise you if we get to 200 videos we’ll fuck each other” can’t wait for The Try Guys Try Guys (i’m definitely not the first person to make this joke)

November 4, 2016 - The Try Guys Try Distracted Driving

(5:11) zach gently brushes hair off eugene’s forehead

(8:47) eugene and zach smiling at each other so softly i’m....

December 12, 2016 - The Try Guys Crash Cars Into Each Other

(1:35) zach’s giggle at “demolition derby is basically backing dat ass up”

(12:34) eugene gives zach the most adoring look

December 17, 2016 - The Try Guys Try The Weirdest Beauty Trends Of 2016

(4:57) eugene’s got his arm resting on zach’s shoulder

February 17, 2017 - The Try Guys Prank Each Other 

(2:05) “you pick the stupidest pranks zach” eugene sounded so giggly here aw

(5:05) eugene absolutely cracks up at zach’s “stupid prank”

(6:13) eugene cracking up at one of zach’s pranks again. genuinely love how happy he seems in this vid

(8:30) eugene leans right over zach to point at his screen and zach doesn’t even think twice about it. doesn’t flinch when eugene touches his face to steal his glasses either 🤔

(8:46) zach’s fond (yet exasperated) face and eugene’s kinda giddy laugh

(8:49) highkey looks like eugene was going for zach’s hand. he settles on his wrist

(8:53) zach’s hand goes to eugene’s to try and pull him away. and then cut to eugene halfway across the room??

(11:11) (make a wish) eugene and zach noticeably walking apart from the others

February 21, 2017 - The Try Guys Try Virtual Reality 

(3:10) eugene hugs zach from behind and looks thrilled with himself

(4:38) eugene leans towards the back of zach’s neck to whisper something to be a lil shit again (”back, demon!”)

(8:22) eugene wanders over to be a shit again, a reoccurring theme for this vid

(9:47, but also earlier (i forget when)) when eugene’s standing with his renditions of the try guys, he has his arm around his version of zach

March 5, 2017 - The Try Guys Take A Friendship DNA Test

(2:42) uh the whole dominant/submissive thing? what kind of kinky shit?

March 12, 2017 - The Try Guys Sexy Alcohol Taste Test

just the fact that these two were paired together for this kind of video

(1:20) “did you put your sex inside my drink, eugene?”

(1:48) eugene leaning right into zach’s personal space

(3:09) eugene looks so challenging when he’s describing the blow job shot. he’s READY

(3:13) “gene i noticed that yours is girthier than mine” eugene’s Look. also the nickname

(3:34) zach is so wide eyed when eugene takes the shot. also eugene definitely looks like he’s showing off

(3:45) “oooh yeah, i’m blowing your job...” “...just take the drink Zach, don’t think about it too much”

(4:04) eugene guiding zach’s head to take the shot???

(4:12) “this is the worst blow job i’ve ever gotten” and all that follows

(5:41) eugene like full-on bites

(6:15) “to zach’s tiny, fuckable body” “ahh... one day”

March 26, 2017 - The Try Guys Wear High Heels For A Night

(3:22) sitting beside each other at dinner

(5:47) eugene’s got his arm around zach, hand kinda on his neck

(6:44) ok... i know some stuff on this list is a bit of a stretch but DEFINITE heart eyes from eugene here

(7:36) eugene’s got his arm behind zach on the wall, leaning into his personal space

(8:25) zach leans into eugene to say something to him

(8:26) eugene’s reluctant to tap out bc he wanted to last the night, so zach suggests they call it a night so eugene can take the heels off without feeling bad

(8:41) eugene has his hands on zach’s shoulders, lets him lead him out

(8:43) eugene’s arm around zach’s shoulders again, hand kinda bunched in his shirt (also, “tonight zach carried me home”)

April 1, 2017 - The Try Guys Drunk Fast Food Taste Test

(0:12) eugene - “when people are drunk, they’re more honest than ever” hey so i wonder why u two get super touchy whenever ur drunk  🤔

(0:17) “my pants are still wet from the other video” “no one- no one wants to see that zach” eugene says, while staring at his butt

(0:39) “don’t eat without me, motherfucker”

(5:30) zagene being all cute and giggly at the end

April 15, 2017 - The Try Guys Take A Lie Detector Test

ok before we begin... #shamelessspon here and here

(1:48) eugene leaning over zach, one arm on either side of him

(2:18) eugene looks so goddamn fond here i’m dead

(4:35) when it’s revealed zach’s made out with a coworker, eugene looks pretty damn smug

also eugene looking progressively more annoyed the more coworkers zach’s said he’s made out with lmaooo

(5:22) eugene wants to fuck zach. literally have nothing to add, it speaks for itself

(6:09) zach reaches out to grab onto eugene’s arm

(7:44) zach grabs onto eugene’s arm again

(8:13) zach reaches out to grab eugene’s shoulder again

(8:35) hey so guess what zach’s doing, yet again

(8:54) eugene wraps his arm around zach’s shoulders

(8:59) eugene’s leaning heavily on zach’s shoulder

May 20, 2017 - The Try Guys Take An Ancestry DNA Test

ok before i begin i absolutely love this post by @foundghosts which might be worth a look if ur into reading body language (i think it’s super cool, which is a surprise to no one following this blog)

June 13, 2017 - The Try Guys Re-Create Photos Of Their Dads

(1:51) supportive bf shaving zach’s chest hair

also zach talking abt finding someone in the voice over when eugene’s the only person in the shot with him?

also this ask that i got

July 29, 2017 - The Try Guys Try The Japanese Tablecloth Trick

(5:33) “just take your pants off”

(6:43) zach and eugene driving everywhere together gives me life

(6:49) mocking each other like 5 year olds smh

August 5, 2017 - The Try Guys Try Cuban Miami 

(9:36) sitting beside each other for a coffee break

(10:35) teamwork on the cigar wrapping

(12:11) eugene’s arm is wrapped around zach

August 12, 2017 - The Try Guys Ski In Speedos

(0:29) [”i see eugene, i click”] zach: “i click! i click!” eugene just looks fond and exasperated 

(1:53) eugene is giving definite heart eyes here (also his fucking HAIR Y’ALL I’M SCREAMING)

(3:41) zach reaching forward to run his fingers through eugene’s hair (living the dream if we’re being real)

August 26, 2017 - The Try Guys 12-Mile Wilderness Adventure

(3:21) zach calling eugene tf out

(5:04) what is this cutesy couple-style photoshoot going on here

(7:40) eugene and zach walking together behind the others

(11:41) during the group hug, eugene has one arm fully around zch while his other is kind of just awkwardly patting keith’s shoulder lmfao

September 2, 2017 - The Try Guys Throw A $300,000 Bachelor Party

(3:27) sitting together in the back seat (literally incapable of driving anywhere if they’re not sitting together i swear)

the shots dotted throughout the video of zach and eugene talking to themselves or the camera and leaning towards each other a lil

(18:15) definitely got arms around each other, also eugene’s smile aw

September 9, 2017 - I Have An Autoimmune Disease

(3:37-3:55) eugene messing around with zach

(8:10) eugene was with zach the first time he got his shot (other try guys at least weren’t there)

September 16, 2017 - The Try Guys Get Makeovers From High School Girls

(8:21) eugene looks pretty flustered when he sees zach in his bad boy get up

(8:35) “nice meme reference!” 

yo but the things zach says when ned comes out in his clothes... u sure ur straight bud

October 7, 2017 - The Try Guys Try Immigrating To America

(0:05) eugene immediately looks to zach after making a joke (looking for validation?)

(4:06) “i think i have a crush on... iranian eugene” “don’t have a crush on fake me”

(5:10) “you’ve been recently widowed” “that means i’m single”

October 14, 2017 - The Try Guys Try Roller Derby

(2:04) eugene glances at zach a couple of times, looking incredibly fond

(2:31) eugene skating towards zach to hold his hand is still the cutest thing ever

(3:03) eugene skating towards zach to make him jump out of the way

(8:06) eugene reaches across ned to touch zach’s hand, for seemingly no reason

October 28, 2017 - The Try Guys Test Who Is The Most Attractive

(2:20) “you’re doing great sweetie”

(20:11) eugene “i hate children” yang: “but think of our children, how successful they’d be”

November 4, 2017 - The Try Guys Become Groomsmen For Keith’s Wedding

(2:06) “take your clothes off, zach”

(8:17) “ok umm... just think about zach naked” this is such a weird thing for eugene to have said and yet i’m not remotely surprised

(13:08) the Look

November 11, 2017 - The Try Guys Bake Bread Without A Recipe

(9:57) great minds think alike :’) (also eugene apparently just lurking around behind zach)

ok also adding on the little smile eugene does whenever zach smiles at him. i’ve noticed this before but i don’t think i’ve brought it up yet

(11:08)  zach mutters something to eugene, shared smile

(14:25) eugene’s classic adoring smile

(17:16) “i’ve been asking for hugs all day!” says zach, looking sulky

November 18, 2017 - The Try Guys Feed Wild Animals In Alaska

(2:26) adorable teasing

(3:49) leaning into each other a little

(6:44) more teasing

also y’all we’ve rlly gotta hand it to zach for not checking eugene out in the clips at the place they’re staying, even if he is straight. like bitch i’m a lesbian but oh boy.....

December 2, 2017 - The Try Guys Make The Ultimate Holiday Calendar 

(9:08) eugene confirms he’s lgbt, to the surprise of absolutely no one

(10:22) zach FULLY checking out eugene’s dick

(12:42) eugene adjusting zach’s scarf thing around his shoulders (i’m not jewish lol there’s probably some jewish name for it) - EDIT: it’s called a Tallus or talit

(15:30) “touch my butt” “i’ll hold his butt”

16:52, 16:54, 17:23 zach tries to kiss eugene

(17:23) “wow gimel that’s three kisses!!” “noo! that’s not how it works!”

December 11, 2017 - Not Too Deep Podcast with Grace Helbig

(19:10) “yeah we hang out more than’s probably healthy at this point” [what percentage of your weeks are spent with each other] “um, approximately the amount of time you’d spend with a significant other” “i was gonna say 80, it that too high? like my waking hours” [and sometimes when you’re sleeping!] “it has happened, yeah”

(20:09) (grace brings up zagene) zach: “i love this podcast already!!” eugene: “you know, zach loves that”

(20:20) zach wants to do a try guys recreate fanfic video. eugene is more reluctant. read into this as you will

(21:04) “he’s a classic bottom, i’m a more prototypical top”

(26:48) zach is “obsessed” with the idea of a fanfic recreation vid

(29:13) another example of zach offhandedly mentioning how hot he finds eugene

(33:34) “you’ll get married, you’re a romaaantic”

(35:57) great minds think alike :‘)

December 16, 2017 - Male Sex Symbols Throughout History

(6:46) ICONIC ass slap

and eugene’s winning smile immediately after

January 27, 2018 - The Try Guys Race Dune Buggies

(2:31) why do they literally sound like parents arguing abt who has to tuck their child in LMAO

zach also puts his hand on eugene’s back a second later

(2:40) eugene’s resting his head on zach’s shoulder as he leans forward

(5:05) eugene doing a mini photo shoot of zach kills me every time

(13:14) eugene initiates the group hug, but doesn’t extend it to ned and keith when they come over

also side note but zach fits into eugene’s arms so well it’s adorable

February 10, 2018 - The Try Guys Race Dog Sleds

(3:59) watching them goof around together is so sweet

(6:04) zach’s like got his hand fisted in eugene’s jacket

(7:03) why is it whenever we get a candid shot of these two they’re always standing suuuper close together

[marvelmadwoman]

Jealousy - Part 2

Over the 11 years, you, Tom and Harrison became quite the threesome. Your shared love of banter brought the three of you together, it beginning with you completely thrashing Harrison in the water fight you had all those years ago. For once, Harrison’s smug smile was wiped off of his face, and Tom and you were in fits of giggles, watching him stand up, dripping with icy cold water that you just drenched him with.

That summer, you would go over to the Holland’s most days, accompanied by your two brothers, who became especially close with Paddy, Sam and Harry. Many more water fights took place (most of which Harrison claims he won), but some days you’d just go over if your parents were being particularly annoying, and you could watch all the films you’d like in the Holland’s living room. Nikki and Dom became like second parents to you, and overall you just loved the bond that your two families formed.

This carried on throughout your whole childhood; you joined Tom and Harrison’s school in the September of the year you moved, and were with them in most of your classes. You were constantly mocked in English for getting A*s, when the boys spent the whole lessons flicking pencils at each other and trying to put you off. This was very much the dynamic of you guys’ relationship. You and Harrison laughed at Tom’s inability to talk to a girl, even if it was just to pass some paper, Tom and you never stopped teasing Haz about his clumsiness. He tripped whilst walking into Drama when you guys were 15, and you and Tom erupted from your seats with an “eyyyyyyy Harrison we all saw that mate”. He would trip over at least once a week, and you and Tom would never let him get away with it.

You guys got drunk for the first time with each other when you were 16, just after you’d finished your exams. It was a family BBQ in your garden, and your parents were very much distracted in the kitchen. Sam, Harry, Paddy and your two brothers were playing a game of cricket at the front of the garden, whilst you three were in your usual spot at the back of the garden behind the large oak tree.

“Go on Y/N go and grab that bottle of gin on the table over there” taunted Harrison

“Hell yeah I’m up for that” you replied with a smirk

“Y/N” Tom said to you in a mock serious tone as he grabbed your face to turn it to yours

“Yes Thomas” you replied with equal mock seriousness

“Stealth mode is officially turned on” he announces as he massages your shoulders as if he’s a boxing coach getting you ready for a fight

“Oof I’m ready I’m ready I can do this” you say slapping your cheeks with each hand

“God you guys are such dorks” Harrison says with a laugh and a shake of his head

Both yours and Tom’s head whipped round with mock shock in your faces.

“Oh so I guess it’s just me and Tom having this gin then Haz??” You taunted Harrison

“Yeahhhh Harrison is that right??” Joked Tom.

“Ugh shut up you guys just get the gin Y/N”

“Du du du du du du du du du du du du” you hear behind you as you creep off, which Is Tom singing the James Bond theme tune for you.

You try and stifle a laugh as you edge nearer to the table, still hearing Tom singing. “He’s such a dork Haz is right” you think, and in your distraction you suddenly notice Sam has looked up from the side of their match and noticed you grabbing the gin bottle.

You’ve been caught. You hear Tom behind you go “shit Haz shit” Sam adopts a fake shock facial expression, and with a wink, he turns back to his match to let you carry on with your heist. You breathe a sigh of relief and run back to the two excited boys at the back of your garden.

“Well thank fuck for that” Harrison says as you hand him the bottle and sit down

“Nice oneeeeee Y/N” Tom says as he pats you on the back, bringing you into his side briefly, and you lean your head into his shoulder.

“Right who’s up for shots then?” Harrison asks

“me me me me me” you squeal as Harrison passes you the bottle

“Go on Y/N you go first” Tom says

You open the bottle and sniff it, scrunching your nose up at the smell

“Eww that stinks of cleaning fluid hahahahah” you laugh

“Oh just drink it come on Y/N” Harrison says, moving closer to you.

“Right fine dickhead don’t get your knickers in a twist” you laugh

You take a large swing of the gin, and swallow it with a scrunching of your eyes, “bleurgh that is gross hahahaha” you react “it’s meant to be drunk with mixers but it’s fine we’ll just drink it straight ahahahah”

“Well yeah it’ll get us drunk more quickly dumbass” Harrison replies with a prod “now pass the bottle I want some”

You pass the bottle over to Harrison and he takes a swig, before Tom does the same; coughing after swallowing the hard liquor.

“Well uh that’s certainly strong” says Tom, passing the bottle back to you.

“Well done genius” you say with a laugh, which earns you a shove from him on your left shoulder.

“Right let’s make this more interesting” Harrison says as you cradle the bottle “drinking games” he says with wide eyes.

“Yesssssss let’s do it” you squeal

“Sshhh Y/N they’ll hear us if you carry on like that” Tom shushes you

“Fine fine I’ll shut up” you say with a laugh and a zipping of the mouth action. Tom laughs and shakes his head.

“Okay right lets just start off with never have I ever right?”

“I’m game” Tom says

“Let’s do it” you reply

“Okay uhhh never have I ever seen my parents fuckin” Harrison says with a laugh

“Haz!” Tom says with a shove

“Hahahahaha nice one to start us off with Haz” you say “but I’ve never so I’m not drinking this round I guess”

“Oh count yourself lucky” Tom says as he reaches for the bottle “I’m forever scarred”

“Me too” Harrison says as he swigs the bottle after Tom

“Unlucky guys, right well next question uhh never have I ever seen one of us naked” you say with a laugh, pointing to the other boys.

All three of you grab the bottle in unison, causing you all to look at each other in shock and laughter.

“Right okay hahahah who’s seen who then” you ask, taking your hand off the bottle.

“Uhh well Tom and I may or may not have seen you after a shower through your window like last week” Harrison says, looking at Tom with a laugh. Blush is creeping up Tom’s neck.

“Excuse me!?” You question, wide eyed in shock.

“Well uh your window is like literally uh directly opposite mine Y/N and your curtains were not closed at all so it’s uh basically your fault” Tom says with a laugh

“My fault?? You creeps could’ve just ignored it or at least shut your own curtains you pervs haha ffs how much did you see then?” You ask,embarrassed.

“Ha pretty much everything” Harrison says “sorry hun” he laughs and leans back against the tree.

“Well brilliant thanks” you say, rolling your eyes.

“Hey well who did you see out of us two then Y/N??” Tom asks, nervously.

“That would be you Tom hahah” you say

“Ah shit” Tom says, blushing even more red as Harrison cracks up next to him.

“Well yeah uhh it was like a few months ago when we were just about to go into your pool and you were getting changed and I walked in a bit too early Hahahah”

By this point Harrison is almost in fits of giggles as he sees his friend become more and more embarrassed.

“Wait how tf did I not notice you?” Tom asks you

“Ah well you see Thomas, I had stealth mode on so I was invisible to everyone” you reply, giggling and taking your swing of gin.

“Brilliant just brilliant. Well Haz do you want to reveal anything whilst we’re at it mate” Tom says

“Hahahahaha nah nah I’ll leave the perving to Y/N” Harrison replied.

“Hey!” You say , throwing a nearby twig at him “says you!”

“Alright alright” Harrison says as he holds his hands up in mock surrender as Tom laughs.

“Okay Tom your turn to ask” you say

“Right uhhh never have I ever skinny dipped” Tom says

“God we really are just making this themed on nakedness then” you say laughing

“Well yeah that’s the only way to play Y/N” Harrison says

“No one’s drinking then?” Tom asks

“Pass me the bottle mate” Harrison says

“Haz! Since when??” You ask

“Yeah Haz since when man??” Tom questions

“Oh just with some girl I met last summer in Spain” Harrison says, taking a swig of gin “shit I can really feel this getting to my head now”

“Ohhhh Spain so the one with the..?” Tom actions with his hands that he has big tits

“Hahahaha yeah mate that’s the one” Harrison says with a wink

“Niceeeeee” Tom says, grinning

“Oh stop it guys you fuckin creeps” you say, with a hand on your temple

“Oh so you’ve never...?” Tom asks prodding you with the twig you threw at him earlier, a grin on his face.

“Who me? Nooooo” you say, laughing at the thought “not that I’d pass it up if I got the chance” you say, winking.

“Right so you tell us everything right?” Harrison asks

“Yeahhh pretty much” you say, an eyebrow raised in question

“So you’ve never made out with someone?” Harrison asks, smirking

“Haz!” Tom says, hitting him as you blush

“Why do you ask that then?” You ask

“Well you know, at parties and things you’re never trying to get with anyone, you’re always just talking to people or like messing around with Tom” Harrison says

“And I told you guys when I made out with a girl for the first time” Tom says

“Same with me” Harrison adds

“So you’ve never made out with anyone Y/N?” Tom asks

“That May not be entirely true...” you say quickly, with a laugh as you grab the gin bottle and take another swig.

“Omg no way spill” Harrison says looking at you with wide eyes

“yeah come on Y/N tell us” Tom says, moving closer to you.

“Ughhh you guysssss” you say, as you feel yourself blushing

“Hey come on it’s just a kiss” Harrison says

“Hmm” you say, smirking

“What??” Tom asks

[mintyvan]

Pacifier - Benji Spinoff

filling the requests “OMG I would sell my soul for that Benji spin off" + “are u sure u write all the lids cause... where’s benji” + you and benji are dating but you’re trying hard to keep it under wraps + straightening benji’s hair for @vanfictionforall 

author’s note Originally I had written the first third of this for a song preference, and someone mentioned a spinoff, and I was like... finally, I can do the Benji fic. A big soz to @vanfictionforall for having the Benji request in my inbox for literally a year - girl, I don’t even know if you have a blog anymore, but if you do, hope you see this! I finally got around to it. 

_______________________ 

She said “I’m feeling like it’s putting on When you say you don’t need me And you want nothing of me.”

“Come on, Y/N,” Larry laughed around a mouthful of chips. “You’ve got to like him. You know you do.”

“Nope.”

“The way you look at Benji is the way I look at Lou. And we all know how I feel about Lou,” Bondy said, blowing smoke out of his mouth as he precariously leaned back in his chair. The rest of the Catfish crew laughed.

“Oh! There he is! The man of the night!” your cousin Van said as Benji re-entered the room. All night, ever since you’d hinted to Van about your crush on Benji, the news had spread like wildfire in the group. Every time Benji would get up to leave, the conversation would recommence.

“And why am I the man of the night?”

“Hopefully later you’ll see,” Bondy winked, and Benji rolled his eyes. He was used to supposedly mindless banter.

“Hey everyone, why don’t we play an old favorite of mine, a game of spin the bottle? There’s enough of us here!” Van said, winking. The winks from everyone were getting annoying and you regretted telling them anything about your crush on Benji at all.

“I don’t mind kissing Van,” Larry piped up, and settled himself in front of Van. You laughed, and still didn’t understand what Larry saw in your cousin.

“Actually, could I just speak to Benji for a second?” you asked. They definitely weren’t expecting that.

“Sure, Y/N,” Benji said, to the happiness, and dramatic irony, of the group.

You led Benji outside onto Van’s back patio, and from inside, the boys could see you discussing with him about something, your smile slowly growing wider and wider as you spoke frantically, and then as Benji spoke. At last, through the window, the guys saw you both stick a middle finger in the air, and your lips met for the first time of many.

“Guess we don’t need to play anymore, then?” Bondy snickered, shaking so hard that he fell over in his chair.

****

When you walked in and saw the glances from the other guys, you knew your plan had worked. 

Funny enough, for a week or so you’d been trying to find some way to tell the other members of Catfish that you and Benji had been dating. You had hinted to Van that something was up, but obviously the melodrama of it all had transpired into a much wilder reveal than you’d hoped for.

“So you’re together, then?” Larry inquired. You nodded.

“It’s about time,” Van laughed. “I suspected, but didn’t want to say anything.”

“Oh, and the entire group teasing her about it is your way of not saying anything?” Benji cockily replied.

“Oi!” Larry’s voice screeched from the kitchen. He had gotten up to make himself another drink. “You knew about that?”

“Well, we’ve been trying to tell you losers for a while, but you can’t take a hint,” you shot back at Larry. “We’ve been together for like 2 weeks.”

“Love you’ve been on tour with us for that entire time. How’d you hold back?” Bondy asked, genuinely curious at the lack of PDA you and Benji had shown in that amount of time.

“We didn’t know whether to keep it a secret or not. But you fucks were so annoying that we just went and did that,” Benji laughed, his long arm motioning outside to the patio. 

“At least we don’t have to hide anymore,” you said, giving Benji knowing looks. He caught your gaze, remembering the same moments you’d almost been caught this far.

“Shh! Benji!” you whisper-yell, tugging him down by his belt loops back into the bushes, hoping to quell his whooping laughter. The thistles were scratching at your elbows. There were leaves in his hair.

“What’s wrong, babe?” he asked, dazedly crouching beside you, shirt material being pushed by the branches at his back.

“They can’t come over here, cause they’ll know the girl you were making out with was me!” you yelped, tugging his shoulders further down so his wild leaf-crowned hair wouldn’t poke above the shrubbery.

“We’ve got to do something about this hair,” you chuckled, pulling leaves from his strands once he’d settled down into the mulch.

“Just cut it off,” he slurred, moving to kiss your cheek.

“No! I love it,” you said, caressing the wiry strands. “That lad in your band has amazing curls. Why don’t you take some of his advice?”

“Not into it,” he said, lying back on a bush. You were sure it was poking and scratching his back, but drunk Benji never became aware of such things until the next day.

An idea popped into your head that made you look at him with narrowed eyes and a wry smile. When he realized what you were on about, his eyes widened.

“Hell no, Y/N.”

“Oh, yeah.”

“Not a chance!” he half-yelled, and tackled you into the mulch.

****

That “not a chance” had done nothing for him, because a few days later he was sat in your beauty chair at work, surrounded by a few friends.

“Dunno why you’d do something like this for him, Y/N, but we’re all for it,” Van snorted, rifling through the magazines in the salon as you surveyed Benji’s hair situation. Van hadn’t been keen on coming, but wanted to be present for the whole process in order to tell the story later.

“Dunno why he’d agree to do this with her, either, ‘cause he’s vehemently opposed to any of us touching it at all,” Bondy said, spinning lazily in a vacant chair next to Benji. Bondy’s friend Lou was discussing conditioner with your fellow esthetician Maddie, asking about how to get the right “bounce” to his curls. Thankfully, the salon was having a slow day, or every employee in there would have been monumentally irritated.

“I’m all about that new look,” Benji said to you, and you both laughed. You made eye contact with him in the mirror, and your hands absentmindedly caressed his hair. It was a moment until Van decided to interrupt.

“Right so when we gettin’ on with this?” Van asked, antsy. You couldn’t tell if he was ready to go or if he just wanted the results now.

“I’ve plugged in the iron, Van, it’s heating up now. We’ve got to give it a few more minutes so it gets as hot as it can. I only want to run over his strands once, because it could damage them if I have to go over them more than that. I’m going to use a product to prevent frizz and heat damage as well. You’re going to be looking like Cher in no time, babe,” you laughed, turning to Benji.

“I’m so going to regret this.”

“Look on the bright side. People won’t recognize us when we go out.”

“Why would you care about that?” Bondy asked pointedly. Panic bubbled up in your chest.

“Well, uh... he’s in one of the biggest bands in the UK.”

“Right,” Bondy stated. He stopped the slow spinning of his chair, now deep in thought. “Gonna go out for a smoke,” he nodded to you and Benji, and left.

*****

“I look like a show dog!” Benji exclaimed, eyes wide in the mirror. His locks were now twice as long, hanging limply at his shoulders, the curls pressed flat against his head. The rest of the group guffawed behind him. His silky black hair looked like he’d gone back to his middle school scene phase.

“Where’s your Sonny?” Van laughed, pressing his hand against the wall as he hunched to contain his laughter. 

“You’re so dead, Y/N,” he whispered, and immediately pivoted to chase you around the salon. You squealed, dashing between swivel chairs around to the back rooms, Benji hot on your heels. As you reached the supply closet, you realized you were at a dead end.

He grabbed you and turned you to face him, eyes mirthful, sly smile playing on his lips. “Got you,” he whispered.

His lips fell onto yours, pressing softly but soon moving faster as the kiss heated up. His arms wrapped around you tightly as the kiss deepened. 

Close footsteps immediately broke you apart. Your heart beat wildly in your chest.

“What you doin’ in here? We’re trying to leave now,” Lou popped his head into the room. 

“Just showing Benji which shampoo he needs for his new silky locks!” you said, your voice rising a few octaves as you grabbed the nearest bottle of whatever. You hoped it didn’t betray your actions.

“Oh. Alright. Meet you in the car?” Lou asked.

“Mhm!” you and Benji replied simultaneously. Benji smiled sheepishly.

There were more memories of you two sneaking around on tour, but the mention of your name brought you back into the conversation at hand.

“Y/N, you’re a really lucky gal, Benji’s a great guy,” Van said, taking a bite of pizza. “I mean, it’s a bit weird that my cousin is dating someone who I also consider to be my brother, but I guess --”

“Gross, Van,” Benji replied. You smiled at your cousin’s weirdness.

“But I guess there’s no one I’d rather see you with. I can really see this working out.”

[daehwibby]

NCT Dream reaction to their s/o covering an NCT song

aaaah tysm for requesting again @albdajirk !! your requests are always so cute i love them please keep requesting ahah

mark: nct u’s comeback was nearing, so mark was constantly practising the dance for boss. as his s/o, it was your duty to accompany him to his dance rehearsals. halfway through the song, mark told you that he was going to quickly go to the bathroom. that left you standing there, with the song blasting through the speakers of the dance studio. as the chorus was nearing, you positioned yourself in front of the mirror, attempting to copy the moves you saw mark do a million times. what you didn’t notice was that mark was standing at the door, his mouth in a wide smile, watching you dance effortlessly to his song. he was so excited and proud to see you dance for the first time, and to his song, making him fall in love with you even more.

renjun: you were late. you had detention at school and you got home later than you expected. renjun was going to arrive soon and you still had to record your cover of nct u’s yestoday for your youtube channel. you were only a small account, and you weren’t sure of how talented you were, which is why you kept it a secret from renjun. as you were singing along softly, you heard the small creak of your bedroom door. immediately, you stopped singing and snapped your head to follow the sound. “i’m so sorry you just sounded so beautiful wow you are talented and i wanted to listen but it was too quiet and-“ “shut up and come inside renjun so i can kiss you.” cue a blushing renjun.

jeno: you and jeno were having your own little party in the dorms, seeing as everyone was out. a whole playlist of nct songs was playing, and you both screamed along to every song. until, one of your favourite nct songs came on. “omg i love fire truck!” you exclaimed, getting your hairbrush ready to starts spitting fire. and as soon as taeyong started rapping, you did, whilst jeno just stood there, his mouth aghast. he was amazed that you could rap like that, but quickly snapped out of his daze to give you a massive hug. “wHOOO THAT’S MY BABY Y/N! TAEYONG NEEDS TO WATCH HIS ASS BECAUSE Y/N WILL PUT HIM OUT OF A JOB!” “omg jeno shush.”

haechan: your boyfriend haechan and nct dream had just finished practising chewing gum on the hover boards and went to go get some fresh air. you stared at boards, tempted to try and dance to chewing gum. you already knew the choreography, but never tried it on the hover boards. hesitantly, you grabbed haechan’s board and played the music. it was actually going pretty well, and you were getting the hang of it. you looked up at the mirror to see how you were doing, and were met with a wide eyed haechan. you suddenly screamed and fell off your hover board with a loud bang. haechan burst out into laughter, tears forming in his eyes as he exclaimed how funny you looked, sitting on the floor, pouting with a bruised butt. 

jaemin: one of my ults you were in a girl group that had just recently debuted at sm. you were also in a relationship with the beauty that is na jaemin. you were at a music show backstage doing an interview with your group when you see nct dream walking by. the mc subtly notices your gaze and asks you for your opinion on nct dream. “o-oh. well, they’re a talented group and are really fun people to hang around,” you say. “what do you think of their new single, go?” the mc asks. “it’s a very good song- it shows a different side to them,” you answer. “would you mind singing a bit, seeing as you’re the main vocalist of yoru group?” the mc asks hopefully, throwing you off guard. nonetheless, you agreed, and began to sing haechan’s part at the end, finishing it with the high note. the mc and your group begin to applaud you, but you weren’t interested in them. your eyes caught jaemin’s again, and he was sending you multiple hearts with the biggest smile on his face. i am whipped for this boy

chenle: you and chenle decided to go out and do some karaoke with jisung and haechan. you were admittedly quite nervous, as chenle hasn’t heard you sing before. so you thought that maybe you could go through the night without singing, and your plan was going pretty well, seeing as haechan and chenle kept on fighting over the mic. it wasn’t until jisung suggested that you didn’t have a turn yet that they both stopped fighting. “oh yeah, y/n hasn’t had a try yet,” chenle gasped, picking you up from your seat and giving you the mic. you were frozen in your spot as the screen displayed the lyrics for nct dream’s we young. to be honest, it didn’t matter if you made a mistake or not because chenle kept screaming your name and doing fanchants to encourage you. “wow y/n should be a part of nct dream,” haechan joked as you finished the song. “yeah, she can take your place hyung,” chenle grinned cheekily, giving you a kiss on the cheek.

jisung: you and nct (minus doyoung because he was mcing) were all playing a random game of part switch nct songs. you all decided to start with black on black, as it included everyone. as you drew the names out of the hat, you found out that you picked taeyong, and you could feel your heart racing with nerves. you all got given mics and began to start. as soon as you said the first line, you had the whole team shook. they literally stood still for a couple of seconds in awe until they realised that they were playing a game. throughout the song, jisung kept glancing at you, too impressed with your rapping and dancing skills. at the end, he pulled you away from everyone, too shy to express his feelings in front of them. “y/n, you’re so good! you need to teach me how to rap like that!” he gushed, his cheeks tinted pink. “aww thank you jisung, but isn’t it you who should be teaching me?” cue a red faced jisung and the other nct members squealing

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Welcome to another profile on Behind the Screens, giving you personal insight on who your favorite creators are and what they do when they aren’t wowing you with their creative ability.

On this profile, we’ll learn more about Tagan, also known in our pack as ThiamFresh or CaptainMintyFresh. The author of Airplanes, Sweet Talking, and a plethora of other Thiam prompts and stories, Tagan shares bits about her life, her writing process, her ideal road trip buddy, and her tips for creating tension-filled relationships.

Hi, Tagan! Let’s start off simple. Using a sentence, where the word count is either equal to or less than the number of letters in your two favorite Teen Wolf characters’ name, tell us about yourself. 

Theo Raeken + Derek Hale = 19: I’m Tagan. Love to write and act. I have a terrible sense of humour. Generally an accident prone mess. 

Talking about Teen Wolf characters, which five characters would be on your Ultimate Paintball/Laser Tag team and why? 

Theo, Malia, Allison, Liam, Stiles. Right, so I want Theo because like boy’s a master tactician/manipulator and he’s ruthless. Boy would 100% shoot 10 year olds to win and that’s the kind of person I want on my paintball team. Malia, again, she would have no qualms about just decimating the other team. Allison because she is an amazing shot; her role would be stealthing her way through the field to take people out/sniping everyone else while the ‘ground team’ does the closer stuff. Liam because he’s athletic and competitive. Stiles because he’s good at coming up with plans, plus...you know..he’d be really good bait for the other team.

Omg he would be! Now, before those characters blessed us with their existence, we found love and OTPs in other ones. What would you say were your first ships, way back in the day?

I’m not sure if this counts but Ant and Dec? I thought they were married but if not, then Monica and Chandler or Spike and Buffy. The first fanfiction I read was for Dramione.

And, how did you land in the Thiam Family? What about Theo x Liam drew you in?

I really liked their scenes in 6A (And some of the scenes in 5 but honestly, I hated five as a whole and watched it out of duty more than anything so I just didn’t have the enthusiasm to get into a ship.) Theo was the first bit of 6A that i actually really liked and a lot of that was just down to his sass and a lot of it was directed at Liam. And then the car key scene had me cackling with laughter. There scenes were just..fun in a way the rest of the season lacked, at least to me. So I was pretty invested in their whole dynamic and then there was ‘Being the bait’ and ‘do you know how to ride a horse’ and I was pretty sold. I went to search for Thiam content then but didn’t find any so just went back to writing the fics for other fandoms I was doing then and didn’t really mind.

But then 6B came out and the second I saw Theo on screen I was thinking “wow i can’t wait for him to see Liam and realised I was a bit more sold on them than I had planned to be and so I searched the tag again and went onto AO3 and read the few fics there but there really weren’t many. 

I’d gotten stuck on all the fics I was doing for other fandoms and so put up a request for prompts and Thiamkey gave me a bunch of headcanons and prompts and then people seemed to like them and started sending them in and then I just...talked to people and they were all lovely and we had all this amazing content coming out every week from the show and more people climbed aboard the ship. More fics being written, more prompts being sent.

Honestly, i just wanted to dip my toe in the water, write a fic or two while I waited for other people to write their own but then i suddenly found myself up to my neck in Thiam and not regretting a second of it.

Let’s jump into writing. Before we dive into the Thiam pool, if your writing process was a person, describe him or her. What does he or she do? Wear? Listen to?

My writing process as a person would probably be a toddler in a room full of toys but instead of playing with them, she just hiding under furniture and has five different conversations with five different imaginary friends at one time. She’s messy, with chocolate ice cream smeared over her face and her hair tangled into nots. She has no real idea about what’s happening but is excited none-the-less. Will have constant tantrums and cry then be excitedly squealing in the next second. ACDC would be playing in the background.

And your writing Kryptonite? How do you fight it?

Procrastination. I’m really bad at focusing on any one thing. Like, if i’m watching a new episode of a show, I’ll play solitaire in the corner of the screen because otherwise, I’m too unfocused to be focused. If that makes any sense. So when I’m writing I have to have a conversation open with someone or have just done a puzzle or something that’s fried my brain a bit so I can focus on writing, but I often end up getting too focused on the other thing and not getting any writing done.

As for how to fight it, I honestly have no idea? I just kinda flit around and hope for the best.

Well, clearly it works for you, so cheers! Do you write novels or short stories about original characters, as well? If so, can you share one you’re particularly passionate about?

Yes i dooo :) I write books. So I’ve written three so far and have like 12 in the works. (There’s a YA series in there which is why there’s so many) um..I’m not sure what i’m particularly proud of so i’m just pasting the first scene I found in my emails which is a scene from a zombie book I wrote called Autumn

Autumn Excerpt:

Sometimes I could forget, for a moment. When the sun was high in the sky and we were strolling through an open field. Weapons held loose in hand, rucksacks tossed over single shoulders. When we were throwing a bottle of water between us, talking about now pointless things, sharing stories and silly jokes. Laughs etched onto our faces as we'd forget all about it. About the past months and the horror we've seen, the people we've lost.

But then a stray would stumble into the field or we’d hear a distant scream and it would come rushing back. Hands quickly going back to locked tightly arrowed our weapons, smiles slipping from our faces.There were also times I couldn't forget, not even for a second. When we lay on rough roof tops, looking up at the dark sky willing to sleep, to get lost in a dream but I could hear it, the scratching of nails against brick, the snap of teeth hitting together and the low, guttural moans. At these times I’d think, this will be the last sound I ever hear. The huffing of the dead, the wet slapping and slurping as they tore and chewed on flesh.

On these nights I’d try to comfort myself, Say that that nightmare sound wouldn't be what I heard, I prayed for a gunshot, dreamed of that rather than the sounds bellow me. Because, these days, you go out one of two ways and a gunshot was everyone's silver lining.

When you mentioned YA series, my back straightened haha. What’s the title of your series? A synopsis for what it’d be about?

Oh god, so the longest one I have to find a new title to because it’s called Gifted and is about people with superpowers and now there’s that The Gifted show out about people with powers so that’s a bit awkward.

Me and my friend wrote a webseries when we were like 14/15 and although we only filmed a tiny bit of it, we actually had the whole thing planned out. Three seasons, 40 episodes and when we stopped working on it I was like “dude can i turn this into a book series?” and he was like “Yeah go ahead.” So I started writing a bit of it.

Gifted follows the story of three childhood friends as they get powers and deal with all the usual coming of age stuff while getting caught up with other people with powers. The first book will be done in alternating POV between the three friends, but that will slowly expand to incorporate the more important characters met along the way.

There’s lots of whump, teenagers dealing with depression and PTSD.  Basically i tried to write a new fairly light hearted story about kids coming of age and dealing with typical super power problems, but then accidentally put them through the ringer and turned it into a mass of character study and angst.

Final question before the barrage of Thiam questions lol. Characters often find themselves in situations they aren’t sure they can get themselves out of. When was the last time you were in a place like that and what did you do? 

The last time I found myself in a situation I couldn’t get out of was this summer and I cried a lot and then made scathing jokes to the reasons I couldn’t get out of the situation with a sunny smile that left the situations unaware that I was trying to figure out how to word a letter that told the situations they need never situate themselves anywhere near me ever again. (I have yet to send those letters.)

Wow, yeah, I’ve been there before. I hope you find the strength/courage to send those letters one day. Since we’re talking about personal experiences, would you say that any of your life has poured over into your Thiam writing?

The only one I can currently think of is the scene in Sweet Talking where Theo’s tired and listening to Liam, Mason and Corey hang out and thinking about how he’ll never really fit in.

My brother had a bunch of friends round before I wrote that chapter, or at least that part of that chapter. I moved away from my home town/all my friends (there’s literally 1 friend but whatever) 3 years ago and haven’t made any friends since. My brother keeps telling me his friends can be my friends but I‘m always the odd man out and it’s just really lonely so I was definitely channeling some inner loneliness into that.

Let’s say you could escape it all and venture on a major Airplanes-esque road trip. Who would you take (real or fictional)? Where would you go? And what is one shenanigan the two of you would run into?

The Queen. I just think it’d be really funny, not to mention you could get in like everywhere for free.

Honestly I think if the queen wasn’t available, I’d want to go with @thiamfanartlove. We’ve only been talking a little while, but we get on really well and I feel like we’d be equally ready to do a bunch of dumb stuff on our journey. I’d want to go around Europe. Hit up @thiamkey on the way and a few other people. 

We would 100% get into a fight at some point because neither of us have any chill. Like, someone would insult one of us and the other would just be down to fight and then it would turn into an all out brawl with us against the world. (We would lose, but it’d be a good story, at least.)

Truth. And one story we’d demand all the details on. You’ve talked a lot about some trivia, inspirations and spoilers for Airplanes in your livestream, which are linked here. So, my questions to you are more about the technique side of your writing, since it’s always amazing to learn from you all.  

You incorporate great character studies into your stories. What would you say are some tricks you use to portray what your characters are thinking?

I think, just finding a way to resonate with the character you’re writing. Even if it’s a character you think you have nothing in common with, I promise you somewhere there’s a memory you have that fits something they’ve felt. 

Liam’s POV was really weird to me at the start of airplanes so I chose to focus on something I could personally understand. Which was the need for freedom but anxiety at what it might cost the other people if you take it and that..kind of self hatred for the anger issues and wishing everything could change. You find a common thread and write that and soon enough you find yourself understanding the character, even in situations or with feelings you’ve never personally been affected by.

I don’t know if that makes any sense? But basically yeah, find common ground and that one scene you can write and then work from there.

And, the tension between your characters. How do you build that tension when it comes to relationships to avoid the instalove phenomenon?

ANGST! I dunno, the easiest way for me to slow down the instalove is the characters being more preoccupied with other stuff than their love lives. I think just..keeping it as real as possible. In my personal experience, love at first sight is rare. You can’t fall in love with someone until you know them so a lot of it is just..giving the characters these little moments that bring them closer together, making them have those conversations that you’d have with your best friend and just slowly drawing closer and closer together as you get more comfortable. Especially in Airplanes when it first starts Liam’s in a pretty bad place mentally. He’s really drained and feeling the weight of everything he’s been through so his mind was just so far away from romance that it seemed wrong to have him noticing any feelings for Theo until he was a bit happier and had healed a bit. Not to mention all the baggage the two have.

Having a character go through that process of questioning their sexuality is fun as well. I mean, Liam so far in canon has been written as straight and that’s a lot of fun to play with because you have that whole realisation process where he has to figure out that what he feels for Theo isn’t entirely platonic and that it’s different from how he feels about Mason or any of the other guys in the show and that can be a really challenging thing to do. Not even in the ‘Oh coming out is scary’ way just in the heteronormative straight until proven otherwise sort of way.

I mean i’m Bi and that took me like...21 years to realise? And it wasn’t that I didn’t have little crushes on girls before it was just I’d never noticed them for what they were. For me the only reason it clicked was because I realised I was Asexual and that my ‘well I don’t want to bone a girl so I’m not gay’ was kinda pointless thing when I realised that I didn’t even want to bone guys. It was just what was expected. Once I took that away and sat down and thought about it, it was suddenly very clear to me. But most characters won’t have that specific nudge so it can be a fairly long road.

Just, to stop instalove think about what they’re going through, think about how you fall in love because the realisation may be instant but the build up is usually gradual. You notice it in one dumb moment but to actually get there, you have a long list of bits where you get to know the other person and you deal with your own personal issues and stuff.

For building tension, it’s again just building up that relationship. You start off small with touches that make the heart speed up before they’re more comfortable and grow closer. Honestly, the best way is just to focus on the friendship first and the romantic relationship second because then you get the familiarity and that’s when you can start having your characters realise there’s something else there and that suddenly makes all these little touches a lot more terrifying and confusing as they try to figure out what it means. 

That’s perfect though. And the gritty realization that most people have about those they’ve fallen in love with since they’ve usually gotten close to that person by that point is terrifying and emotional, so I can now see where that tension comes from! Anything else you’d like to say, in general. The floor is all yours.

Umm okay. I am always accepting prompts but it willlllll take me a while to get to them because i have quite a few and don’t really go chronologically but more where the inspiration hits and sometimes, like with airplanes, that’s my own story rather than a prompt but my ask box is always always open for more prompts.

Upcoming works, I have no idea. Right now, I just want to finish airplanes and then see where I go after that. I do want to play around in the airplanes universe a little bit more after the fic is done with, delving into Theo’s POV for some of the missing scenes and I also might do a short pack scene where you have everyone realise Theo and Liam are gone in the morning in Idaho.

The reason I like sharing my work is because I like the idea that maybe I can help someone and maybe that sounds dumb--but to me--reading is a major escapism technique. I used it a lot when I was younger and this fic and the comments I’ve gotten have just made me so insanely happy because it seems like, maybe for a few people, I’ve reached my goal in helping someone through a bad day or to relax and just forget their worries for a while. And that’s the whole reason I like writing and that’s the first time I’ve ever really felt that and I literally cried when someone told me my updates helped their shitty week before because...that’s the whole reason I want to get into writing or acting as a career and to see I’d achieved that goal was just awesome.

If you’ve sent me a nice message on tumblr and I haven’t replied, it’s not because I didn’t read it or I don’t like it or whatever you might think. It’s because i’m a hoarder and now have a folder wth screen shots of all the nice messages in it, so that I can look at them when I’m having a nice day.

Really, I just want to say that I see everything you guys send or make or comment and I appreciate every single one and just thank you. Life’s been tough for me lately but getting to write for a fandom as accepting and kind as this one is really really amazing and your messages have picked me up when I’ve felt worthless so many times. Just keep being awesome Thiam fandom! And thank you for being so welcoming and supportive of everyone that joins.

Aww thank you! We’re so happy to have you in our fandom and to have Airplanes, your prompts, and other stories. I, and others have shared the same sentiment, agree with you that this fandom is amazing and so supportive of one another that it almost seems surreal! So, go us, lovely pack! 

To finish us off, what’s next for you? Both in life and in the writing world?

For life, I’m hoping to get some acting roles for student films and stuff. Get myself a laptop so I can write more and a camera (eventually) so I can film the scripts I’ve wrote. I also want to send some of my books to publishers and generally try to make a life for myself out of the two things I love doing.

I have a bunch of books I’m working on and I really want to finish writing my YA series because it seems like it could be quite fun once I get a bit more into it.

With that, BTS presents ThiamFresh to you! As always, you can keep the conversation going; respond to any of her thoughts, ask more questions, send a prompt, or simply swing by for a chat with Tagan anytime. To dive into her works, check out both her AO3 and Tumblr. 

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AO3: captainmintyfresh

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A huge thank you to Tagan for being so open to answering our questions and sharing her tips on character stories and building tension. 

Some great news, for everyone who enjoys this series, we’ve decided to run Behind the Screens every Thursday. And, we’d love your help in doing it! 

Have a Thiam Creator you fan over, from any platform (AO3, Tumblr, Wattpad, Instagram, FFN, etc). Please send us their names. Bonus points if you include any questions you’re dying to ask them. Likewise, if you as the creator, would like to be a part of the Behind the Screens series, give us a shout too! We’d love to get to know you, as well.

Hasta Luego!