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ROUND 1B LIVE
Sorry for the delay, but things are running again! I'll reblog these in the morning/afternoon tomorrow, but I wanted to get them out by tonight at least
#Sorry for the delay a lot happened in a week#my partner went to the ER then had major surgery but everything is fine now!#so thats why i was MIA for so long#but now. we rip and tear#mod talks
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OOPS yeah ok so the specific use he has in mind for Lava Lamp is Puppeting his empty corpse :D
If his Syaoran Clone dies he can just put the Clone’s mind in the dead body and keep going :D
How pleasant!
It’s interesting to me that the translation uses the word “Soul” for Clone Syaoran here, since that is VERY SPECIFICALLY the thing we were hoping he would grow that would replace Evil Wovlerine’s programming. I’m just going to read it as “mind” until I learn otherwise. “Heart” might work as well, but I will leave that to the people who know a lot more than me.
Also Oh Kurogane and Fai murder faces oh. 10/10 big fan I support this. Tattoo those on me. I am weak.
Absolutely terrible 0/10 horrible plan terrible imagery I do not support this
Dreadful horrible awful I do not wish to see it
#An interesting comparison to other portals we’ve seen#Fai’s and Tomoyo’s in Chapter 2 for example#Falling down and bubbling up like water#Or Mokona’s Big Feathery Swallow Technique#All fun and light and pretty#Meanwhile Evil Wolverine has to tear the membrane apart messily with his hands#He doesn’t travel across the dimensions as much as he RIPS through them#Horrible awful man#Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle#Tsubasa#Vol 209#Evil Wolverine#Fai#Kurogane#Syaoran#Lava Lamp Guy#He is tearing apart the fabric of the universe LITERALLY now#He’s doing it onscreen in the most obscene way and we just have to watch#It’s like the very worst version of someone jumping out of a cake
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DREAD WOLF!!!! my life is yours !!!!
#dragon age veilguard#DID YOU SEE THAT#im crying. IM CRYING LAUGHING#i am NOT immune to the hype#did you see him ripping and tearing and antiva on fire and MORRIGAN AND HARDINGS MAGIC#and solas babyface and neves OUTFITS AUGH MY GOD I WILL NEVER RECOVER FROM THIS#BITING BITING BITING#not only Halloween this year but a descent into thedas once more (as if im not 80+ hours into another dai pt right now lmao)#honestly :') im so happy for us#life has flipped and changed since last but it feels like a hug to get to know more of thedas#i am SO. girlies we made it. IM SO EXCITED TO PLAY MY ROOK#ohhhh im gonna twirl on varrics nerves the poor guy never catches a break#forever henchman to the heroes (although. an authors dream is it not)#IM BABBLING#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#BLIGHTED GODS ALSO#DREAD WOLF#!!!!!! HEEUSJDHUDDJNDHXJDNFJFJFJJFJFJSJF#solas#solas dragon age#the dread wolf
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#im so upset ok literally no one cares but#my bedroom at home was getting kinda redone this summer#we repainted and added shelves above my desk and styff#so i displayed my album collections on the shelves it was so slay ok it was fire#and#today as i was adjusting things#the shelf with my skz collection just fucking rips out of the wall bro#like BROO?? there are holes in my wall now but idec bro MY ALBUMS???? l#it was so high up too im. they fell from a catastrophic height.#literally every single one of my skz albums falling to the floor which is like at least 50 or smth idek#no that sounds too high but you know. A LOT#i have from mixtape to rockstar not every singlr one but yeah#MY LIMITED ALBUMS?? THESR ARE EXPENSIVE HOLY#im taking a deep breath rn#actually looking from through my tears they didnt look Too beat up (except noeasy fuck that packaging) and except my stay in playground pho#photobook case CRACKEDDDD og my god. its judt the outer plastic case but i. am. so. sad#that is like $50 bro#anyway god#now we have to somehow fix it. we used these shelves before in my sisters room and they've held up great but she pretty much puts stuffed an#animals and thats it lol#did not account for my shitload of albums creating a ton of weight but well.#theyre supposed to hold 170 lbs are my albums rly more than that holy shit#ANYWAY#this litrtally happenrd 15 minutes ago thats why im venting rambling idk#now i have to sleep in my moms room AGAINN until these are fixed#like i love her but i like sleeping alone god pls#(i also primarily write at night and. well its not the easiest to write smut and stuff when ur mother is right next to u.)#GOD UGH. idk its fine but im#silver lining is it wasnt my loona collection bc not only are those rare ash i swear they dent from a strong gust of wind bro#I REACHED TAG LIMIT LMAO I DIDNT KNOW THAT WAS A THING BYE
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yknow i was a little miffed when yoimiya got her second story quest but i can't even be mad that cyno's getting his. he's been around since manga days he deserves it
#personal stuff#delete later#like good for him. also who is that. i know a playable design when i see one#like we are FINALLY GETTING PERMANENT HERMANUBIS LORE.#ARLECCHINOOO. OH MY GODDD#I CANNOT BELIEVE SCYTHE ARLE REAL. i avoided looking at leaks for so long and her animations are SO nice wtf#her WING???#OH MY GODDD??? SHE'S THE NEW WEEKLY BOSS???#SHE LOOKS SO FUCKING COOL. HER WINGS#HEY WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE. FURINA OR NEUVILLETTE STORY QUEST 2 WHERE?#are they pushing stuff back. no dain quest last patch no archon or equivalent quest this patch :(#yes i am soo excited to see her lines about the other harbingers#still biting the bars of my cage why are there so many black white and red hyv characters coming out at the same time#STILL CANNOT BELIEVE WE'RE GOING TO REMURIA. RIPS AND TEARS#OH SHIT IT'S RELATED TO PETRICHOR. WE'RE GETTING THAT TOO.#wtf kitty event was foreshadowing. new talking cat#so we're not getting dornman port... :(#oh hey cool dvorak is coming back#new horn instrument!! it looks neat#ah. windtrace :/ i'm not one for co-op events i was hoping fr something else. good for you guys though#NATLAN CRUMBS WOOO#okay. overall looks like a neat update i'm looking forward to petrichor a lot. PLEASE say gourmet supremos. PLEASE.#i've been waiting so long to see them please let them come back...#also arlecchino looks cool as hell.#a little disappointed that no furina or neuvillette or dain quest but what can you do.#maybe we'll get a dain one next patch since we're getting remuria now? probably not but i can dream#checked the voice actors list under the trailer. oh hey we're seeing childe again
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My gosh, I've been down a nostalgia rabbit hole and been going back to knb and nijiaka and noticed that you were still active. You've given me and other nijiakas precious memories, bless you and hope you have a lovely day!
For once, my timing was just right: coming home to see this precious ask and have the time to answer it. Today is blessed.
NijiAka is still in my heart, so utterly precious, NijiAka has become part of my soul, altered my life in many ways, and to this day I still reread my favourite fics (some of which I would love to rec or talk about TONS) and stare at my favourite pieces of art and follow my favourite Japanese artists and doujinka, still hunt for merch so I can add it to my collection, and think of them regularly.
I would still be actively talking about them if there were people who were interested in chatting about them. Just saying. You can totally take that as an invitation. Just saying.
Thank you for dropping by my askbox, you made me so happy with your words! I truly hope you have a lovely day, and may NijiAka live long in our hearts, even if the manga/anime ended ages ago!
#asks#anon#otp: i'm counting on you#(yes i still have a special otp tag for them SUE ME)#nijiaka#I DID NOT EXPECT TO GET AN ASK#AND DEFINITELY NOT ABOUT KNB AND NIJIAKA#GOD I MISS THEM EVERY DAY#it's time for a favourite fics reread again#to soothe that craving#yes i still love and adore nijiaka it's been years... a decade perhaps?#i don't remember#anyways IT HAS BEEN AGES SINCE ANYONE MENTIONED NIJIAKA TO ME I WANT TO CRY TEARS OF JOY#BLESS YOU TRULY may you have a fantastic day darling!!!#this was such a lovely precious and utterly dear surprise#also funny thing that i wanted to make a collage of nijimura shuuzou...#now this will give me the proper boost to actually finish that project#bc we all need more nijimura shuuzou in our lives#(yes he is still one of my ultimate favourite characters dkfjgndkfjngjdkf RIP me)
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THIS SUCKS!!!!
#SORRY I HAD TO GET THIS OUT OF MY SYSTEM#she's not gone yet but. very soon.#if i had to guess i would say sometime during the night or tomorrow. very very soon.#ive already said all my goodbyes and we sang around her bedside one last time and i think im as ready for it as ill ever be#but that being said. how the fuck do u get ready for your mom to die.#but it's not all bad.#my aunt was sitting by me while we sat at my mom's bedside and just shared stories between singing#and she wiped the tears off my face and traced my veins and held my hand while we both cuddled my dog#and idk. im the black sheep of the family but that doesn't mean i'm not part of it. even when shit sucks.#and these last couple months have been rough because first i lost my friend suddenly and now the thing we've been waiting for#for 3 years is finally happening#and idk. in a way i'm glad it's happening because i won't have to watch her suffer anymore. and in a way i won't suffer either.#just kinda ripping the bandaid off yk.#anyway i am contemplative and mostly at peace this fine night. we'll see what the morning brings.#winter speaks#personal#grief tag
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💌 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome. 💌 🥰🥰
Hi dear @airenyah! I miss your Sana Bakkoush header but will recognize your BBS icon and your kind online voice anywhere! 😍 Accompanying this Ask with good wishes for a beautiful springtime day, to one of the nicest people I know who also has a kind and generous heart! 💖
awwwww that's such a sweet thing of you to say 🥺🥺🥺
i saw this ask first thing in the morning after i woke up and it had me all kinds of 🥰🥰🥰
i too miss my sana bakkoush header (she looks so cute in that shot)!! usually i'd just change my icon but this is the first time since i've made this blog a decade ago that i can't change my icon over my header, because otherwise @ranchthoughts and i wouldn't have matching icons anymore and that thought hurts me more than saying goodbye to sana after 7 years 😔💔
#sana has served my blog well but now.. it is time 💔#i think sana was my first real gay crush??#except i thought i was straight and kinda just ignored it as i obsessed over isak and even's relationship djcjcjfjc#and i was really attached to the sana header bc of that and i just couldn't bring myself to change it even when i stopped being into skam#and started falling more and more into (thai) bl world#and then i developed a crush on an irl girl from my uni (rip)#and i actually THOUGHT about changing my header when i first watched mafia the series back in september#but at that point i struggled even more to change it bc it felt like it was proof that i'd liked girls too for much longer than i'd realized#bc i'd had that sana header for so long and i was so attached to it (she's INSANELY cute in that header) and so yeah... djfjfjcj#but then i forgot to save my header in my april fool's prank stress and that felt like it was the universe telling me ''it is time''#''get a new header. this is your moment'' so here we are with my new mafia the series header featuring my boy joong archen djfjfjiv#considering i call myself a bad buddy blog in ''its joongdunk era'' i should have probably gone with a joongdunk header#so my icon + header would represent both the bad buddy blog and the joongdunk era djfjfjic#but i GOTTA promote mafia the series bc it's an actual GEM of a show. easily my fave non-bl series#it had me in tears when i watched it to the point my mom commented on how she could hear my laugh in my room gkfjfjjf#asks#also can i just say... i adore this fandom so much 🥺🥺🥺#everyone here in our little tumblr corner is so sweet and nice and i just adore all of you sooooo so much 🥺💗💗💗
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NO NO NO NO IT HAPPENED IT FUCKING HAPPENED!! NOOOOO
IM GOING TO FUCKIG C R Y HE LOOKS SO FUCKING LOST! HIS POEMS WERE MORE THAN JUST A HOBBY THEY WERE HIS JOY! HIS LOVE!
HE'S SO FUCKING SAD!! :C
#POOR BABY LEGIT HAVE TEARS OVER A RIPPED UP POEM BOOK BECAUSE WE THE VIEWER GOT TO LISTEN TO HIS POEMS! WE WERE THERE WHEN HE CREATED THEM#NOW THEY ARE GONE + PATERSON LOOKS SO DEFEATED IM CRYINGGGGGG#cosmic liveblogs#my screenshots;;
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so. coyle.
#that's the best I can do right now I can't think of anything clever#I'm just sorta. WHAT is going on. what is kat not telling alice. what did jacob do. what is anything.#and kat being so close to seeing jacob?? only for the british to take him away??#I think that's why I'm just staring dumbly at my screen right now I can't believe it she was so close#chyler leigh you are amazing at communicating kat's emotions in the most devastating way#that last expression it looked like kat felt she could tear the british to pieces for taking her brother away#anyway. in other news#the way home hallmark#wouldn't be a hallmark series without a founder's day celebration#I'm a little wary of where they're taking del and what's his name? sam? if they're taking them anywhere#I hope they don't end up together partly because I don't like the idea of anyone replacing colton#partly because I don't really like him and partly because I don't think we need it#also have I missed something?? or have they not said that guy's name?? the one always at the coffee shop talking to alice#I still don't know if I like him or not he reminds me too much of brady (except for the fact he most definitely doesn't#have a five year plan) which is weird but he seems mildly interesting?#hmm parallels between the augustines and the town and the augustines and the time travelers? like always observing always something I don't#know I don't have coherent thoughts#elliot's father is. intense. to say the least. I have concerns#also not rita always trying to rip off tourists lol#and best for last: I like coyle tbh I'm so excited for the next episode because it looks like he'll be in a lot of it#I just really really hope they maintain his weird complexity and not be like oh you thought he was pond scum but he's not really it was jus#bad first impressions or whatever#I really hope they let him keep his paradox of sorta bad sorta good it's part of his charm#I was dying over that scene between him and kat like wow go off then#okay I think I've exhausted the tags enough#earl crow ramblings
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I’m so close to wanting someone to kick Idia’s butt (lightly) after seeing Grim be all sad
#not writing#twisted wonderland#give us back grimy ya robo cops#I realize idia prob doesn’t have a choice but still my heart#seeing his tears and calling ramshackle his home 😭#right in the kokoro#now I wait for part 2 rip#it felt long but also short idk#the battles were interesting tho like we had to use a set amount of cards#also the fact leona saw through everything so quickly#ugh he’s so smug and snarky but so smart w his pretty face 🙄#twst spoilers
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Little reminder that you have an impact on people, perhaps to a larger degree than you thought. If you must say something, try to keep it kind
#remembered my old principal (rip <//3) calling me champ and now I'm sad again#we never talked besides that moment but his memorial service pulled tears from me that i didn't know existed
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being "invisibly" disabled is so fucking shit. oooohh a young adult that you dont think looks disabled enough? laser blast to your eyes and genitals
#barks#dont think i will ever forget the old woman who looked at me like i personally victimized her by sitting in the disabled seating on the bus#which prevented her and her husband from sitting together#who then refused to move when i needed to get off#as i LIMPED around her and off the bus because i could barely walk that day but had to go to work#shouldve kicked her in the shin#whoops babe sorry about that how about you just shift outwards next time and maybe you wouldnt get kicked#not only do i HAVE to wear a knee brace but i feel obligated to now otherwise some shithead will get self righteous#i was so happy seeing the scene 20 something at the show yesterday in a wheelchair but then dancing when the cameras went to them#like. yes. we are disabled but not necessarily incapable BUT we are still disabled whether you like it or not you dont get to determine wha#we can and cannot do#im gonna lose my shit on the next person to act like im not disabled i will bite and tear and rip and destroy#if you cant tell im having a bad mobility day ToT#my knees feel like theyre going to explode
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retreat day 4 done. it’s been a really good day i think
#purrs#we did feedback and i was the only person who cried and i cried twice LOL. once while giving feedback and once while receiving it. the#feedback that made me cry was that…. omg… someone in my pod CAME TO THE RETREAT BECAUSE OF ME. i was the reason for someone. omg i teared up#immediately. and so many other ppl remembered interacting w me during the lockdown when iwas suffering so bad and it made me so emotional in#a good way. we didn’t give up. we kept pushing on. and it MATTERED. there’s a whole group of ppl in the community room now (i just got back)#and they’re eating and talking and laughing and hugging and leaning on each others shoulders and writing each other letters. and i helped to#make that happen. and we all poured our whole hearts in. and im so grateful and so proud. im not prepared to facilitate AT ALL lmao and we h#have to be out of here in 13 hours and i haven’t finished writing my notes yet. but im content and happy. and i feel like ive made (perhaps#only temporary but still) peace w the wounds that got ripped open last night. so i feel good. i can’t believe it’s almost over#retreat tag#also apparently i am a meerkat btw.#<- according to someone in my pod who gave everyone feedback in the form of animal metaphors 🥹
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so i was definitely expecting too much from a tv show from the 90s (honestly, it'd be a lot to expect from a tv show today) but i will die mad about them doing zev dirty like that. of COURSE she had to be magically transformed into a conventional megahottie. but god, this fuckin sucks. the first actress was good! she had charisma! she grabbed my attention in a way none of the other characters did! i would (figurative language, hyperbole) kill to see her get to star as a kick-ass female sci-fi character! we could have had it all!!!!
but no. god fucking forbid we get a female protagonist who isn't skinny and smooth-skinned and button-nosed. we can't fucking have nice things.
#lexx#misogyny#fatphobia#yes i was stupid for hoping i know. but god do you know how exciting it was to see a fat woman with Main Character Energy onscreen?#and at first i thought they'd kill her off for that. and then when it looked like she was going to survive i dared to hope. i really did.#but i guess we can't fucking have nice things!!!!#(no shade to the second actress she's also fine. i guess.)#sure sure it's cool that she's part lizard now or whatever but why'd you have to replace her body (we know why)#i just feel so bad for the first actress. the TALENT. the FIRE she put into that.#for 10 minutes of screentime because they don't want this character to look like you.#i want to rip tear rend et cetera
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Constantly torn between "If I want to make friends I have to actually talk to people and be friendly with them" and "If I talk to them I might actually be misreading social cues and im being way too friendly with them" so I usually just end up at "reciprocating whatever they do to me but never initiating anything in case I've gotten it wrong" which I still feel bad about doing and agh
#ripping tearing biting etc#why is socialising so hard#even online it somehow feels even harder which sucks!!#why cant we just go 'were friends now!' and skip the awkward middle phase#like i have so many ppl (mainly mutuals on here) where i want to be friends with them and they seem really cool and we talk sometimes but#i just. dont know if they want to be friends? or how to actually make the whole 'friend' thing happen?#idk its like 2 am and im incredibly tired#what are my tags again#me.txt
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