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Sim Dump #1 | Male Sims
As promised here is my first sim dump for reaching 1k and ofc it's some handsome men to liven up your game! You can do whatever you want, be it for the girls or the guys, so show these sims some looove. Thank you so much for all the support and for enjoying my content. There's much more to come and I hope you like this gift!
Details:
Don’t claim as your own and/or reupload
Don't change their features drastically
Only everyday outfit (all cc is included)
All credits go to the CC creators
Feel free to tag me so I can see
PLS don’t do anything weird to them
DOWNLOAD (sfs)
#ts4#sims 4#ts4 cas#sims 4 cas#my sims#sim download#sim dump#male sims#tbh i wanted to keep them for myself!!#i get too attached to all the sims i make#it happened with oscar#i made him first then said NOPE im keeping him and now hes in tjol#so take care of these sims and PLS DONT DO ANYTHING WEIRD!!!#sorry i wont be reblogging them in gameplays if you do use them#only sims i made specific for ppl#but id still love to see so tag me!#if any of my close mutuals want a sim from me then feel free to dm#ill go with a theme for sim dumps! this one is brown eyed hotties 😘#and ill be back with postcard soon!!
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D:BH Rarepairsweek 7 | @dbhrarepairs
Day 3: Hank/Markus After the revolution, Markus and Hank are both trying to deal with the new situation they've been handed. Their paths cross.
#dbhrarepairsweek#hank anderson#dbh markus#hank x markus#hankus#??? idk but ive seen someone else at least use this tag so i might as well#detroit: become human#d:bh#dbhrarepairs#aight. this might be the rarest pairing im doing this week. maybe.#IM BRINGING MY HANK/MARKUS AGENDA TO THIS EVENT#IVE BEEN KEEPING IT LOWKEY (the fics are wip) SO FAR BUT. NOW IT IS TIME.#look ive been examining these two in my brains for a while now. it makes sense to me.#you will understand my vision.#i was debating writer a longer caption but once again: i'd let you fill in the blanks for this one#i might make more specific content for them in the future#like i had even more interesting scenes to use but im doing this gifset for now hehe#MY VIEW ON THIS was like. Connor getting more involved in android stuff because he wants to support Markus#Hank relapses a bit with his mental health issues but manages it better than he has ever done before#Markus who is burnt out and trying to find rest and dealing with his own demons#manages to notice Hank's struggles. Helps him out lowkey. Is interested in him.#then TO BE CONTINUED#I THINK THE IDEA OF THEM TALKING IS SO FASCINATING ALRIGHT#also. obv. if you see this as platonic only then that is up to you i cannot take it from you and feel free to reblog i absolutely wont mind#but to clarify: markus would be down bad for hank. that's MY canon. I know it in my heart.
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Truly I have found the best way to view my activity page because scrolling the like 10 or so posts that actually showed just brought me some intense joy
#it helps that i have like. 70ish followers in sure. at least half of them 🦐🤖s#just found out i am now MUTUALS with one of my favorite authors and another of my favorite blogs#amazing#this is high pressure i gotta be cool#i gotta get a better cat pics tag lmao#eta: basically only reblogs with comments and replies showing. this probably still wont work on a big blog ims orry
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278 HOURS LATER, I FINISHED BALDUR'S GATE 3 AND IT WAS PERFECT
#ngl im tempted to write about my pixel loves now that im done#AND i wont have my pc for the next few days so its perfect timing#not to get anyones hoppes up but im just so happy rn !!! and i missed writing so maybe thats the push i needed#ALSO im sure once season 2 of tlou comes out im gonna be writing more of joel. peepaw just disappeared from my hiperfixations for a while#also also i can finally reblog all those bg3 fics i have in my drafts lol (if i dont forget about my account againn)#jay chirps#wow its been a whils since i used this tag but its rly late and i always ramble at late hours. anyway goodnight lovely people <3#bg3
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you want to look at my stupid gay little tests into getting back into drawing.
#i would continue the bit of 'you will reblog' but hjgfdhj i. not really.#im not gonna be mad but i get so antsy abt my art. i stopped doing it for years for a reason lmao#people........................ are much harder. i can still do landscapes a bit#but. yknwo#im also not gonna put this in the main tags bc this is mostly just for my muts-etc but this is gizzy#dont owrry too hard if i lock or delete this; im prone to it w my art. its just late asf and im lowkey proud#worlds loudest shotuout to mick for unint4entionally makign art make visual sense to me again#saw its style and went hm ok i see. this is comprehendable to my brain for once#and i did like 2 ref tests of theirs and then just morphed it to be how i used to draw. but Better now#yay thank u mick. sending you 500 billion images of cavs telepathically.#and went absolutely ballistic drawing imgs of the boys and from my '24 us tour images#(the numbers are which image theyre from)#i would set this for morning. but god knows i wont be as happy then. so 1am post it is#grim.doc#grim.png#grim.art
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"spoiling the trailer" jesus fucking christ
#toy txt post#ITS A LIKE AT /MAX/ A 5MINUTE AD FOR A MOVIE. THE FUCK YOU MEAN THE BIT AT THE BEGINNING IS SPOILING /THE TRAILER/#im#hhhhhhhhh#I HATE SPOILER CULTURRRRRRE#'the trailer spoilers the movie' 'the opening bit of the trailer thats trying to hook you into not skipping past the youtube ad is#spoiling the rest of the trailer' AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA? is this how you watch movies. next bitches are gonna say#'uhmmmm knowing the title actually spoils the movie for me i cant believe you would tell me the title'#'OMG you cant tell me the cast thats in the movie thats a SPOILER!'#do you enjoy watching the movie at all? 'omg i literally CANT watch the movie that spoils the movie omgggggg'#reblogs off bc im bitching and whining about inconsequential shit i dont need this spreading to the ppl who are going to complain#that it spoiled the concept of movies for them cos now they know movies exist#good fucking god i cannot imagine engaging with media this way. jesus fuck. christ a fucking live.#still not over 'making a reference to the movie that you Wont Understand As A Reference#UNLESS YOUVE SEEN THE MOVIE' is a spoiler. still not over that. i will never be over that. shit is so incredibly stupid im sorry#I Will Still Make An Effort To Tag Spoilers For Shit Where Relevant Im just. jeeeeeesus fucking christ yall gotta get it together. really
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as someone whos watched h3IIuva b0$$ I really hate that the show's creator is Like That because i love the characters but theyre all built like sticks & unnecessarily fetishized so watching makes me Uncomfortable
#like i LOVE Flzz3roIIi & i think the domestic shit between him & 0z would be rly cute normally!#if ''he's designed/animated/written like that bc he's being fetishized'' wasnt blaring in the back of my mind#im stealing the characters from her actually theyre mine now & im gonna draw them cooler/fatter/non-fet & theyre gonna be happy <3#also the character design is literally copy/paste with color changes#when i heard lucifer was revealed i was SO EXCITED cause after seeing 0z i thought the character design would be sick!!#was very disappointed to find out that he's just another skinny twlnk who doesnt have enough torso to hold his own organs#a coworker at blaze was like ''nah you should see it when he transforms its SO FUCKING SICK'' i looked it up. he was wrong#DO NOT REBLOG#also i wont hear other peoples side to this I LIKE THE SHOW just hate how its characters are handled#when i hear the KING OF HELL swoops in & TRANSFORMS to his ''true demon form'' im expecting badass not wings & horns#just had to get that out ive been feeling this way for months#emma rambles#hate tag
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TEARS OF THE KINGDOM LETS GOOOOOOO
#cant play it til saturday lmaoo#you guys probably wont have to worry about spoilers from me cuz i usually just get engrossed in it#but i will most likely reblog shit#for now tho#im blocking the zelda tag so i can go in as blind as possible#my posts
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#gonna ramble in the tags because my brain sucks and if i put this in my own personal discord server im gonna see it all the time#so id rather throw it here and forget about it and have it drowned out by various fandom posts and other posts i simply find neat#existential anxiety is an absolute fucking bitch and i hate that it randomly haunts me often for no reason#i have however figured out that its exacerbated by stress and feeling a lack of control over my life#cause one day im gonna be old and close my eyes for the last time and thats it#i wont wake up in a new life and forget this one i wont be in a number of fictional universes i enjoy#i wont even wake up in an afterlife#hell even if there is on (i believe there is) i wont see it cause i have aphantasia#i see absolute sweet fuck all in my head! even my dreams tend to be kinda fuzzy and tunnel visioned!#im nearly 30 and as a kid i oculd never conceive of life beyond my teens and as a teen i couldnt imagine my 20s#and now im turning 29 this year ive temporarily moved halfway across the world to be with my fiance of 8 years in an attempt to make this#move permanent and... ive done nothing truly significant#i wanted to work in languages as a teen primarily because i loved hetalia at the time and it sparked my desire to truly understand history#and culture and communication and finally connect with people#it really should have been obvious to the career coach lady that i was autistic seriosuly how the fuck did it go unnoticed by everyone#except my mother and she didnt even support me properly!#youd think that this anxiety would propel me into doing the things i want to do which rn is photography#but nope! all it does is make me scared to sleep because what if thats the last time i close my eyes and i dont know it?!#so now im here occasionally publishing my silly tiktok videos#doing my best to not backhand mil or shake my fiance because they talk like a baby sometimes and that sets off various buttons with me#for reasons i havent fully figured out yet#i have so many friends and interests and the family i still speak to is lovely and supportive#though lets not get into nanny getting old and knowing that itll be time to say goodbye to her though hopefully not for another decade#but yeah. my brain sucks i cant afford to go back to therapy rn because im unemplyed#the job hunt sucks cause canadas job market is somehow worse than englands and i cant even get financial support here cause temp resident#and every so often my brain just throws this existential bullshit at me for no reason#im gonna go do the souless job search now#and set this to not be reblogged because frankly no one needs to be inflicted with this in their head
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tag dump (the third squeakuel)
#prev tags. yeah.#@ prev tags: literally.#edit: plz ignore the random a tumblr wont let me edit tags on mobile unless its to add a caption ugh#@ prev tags: he agrees this is very him#im not putting this in any of the tags cause i do not wanna get dog piled#now i just go by conan cable bax or dex#my old blog had reblogged shit from those justgirlythings blogs from the 2010s era of tumblr#i love this post everytime i see it tumblr is so fucking stupid ❤️#literally tumblr reccommended a fucking gif that started out okay#and then showed the stereotypical jumpscare face used on 2chan like dude?#jump
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Weh
#finally updated the app to stop missing out on polls#i hate it here#why move things out of place!! why the share links are annoying now#why did they change the ask borders to that ugly square outline#why is the ask button on blogs so close to the other buttons#i hate change and those small ✨updates✨ im cringing#wondering if it was worth it to be able to see the blue tags and polls#(skip to me after 3 days and those changes won't bother me anymore but. why change. it bad.)#misty rambles in the tags#too much rambling to put on a proper post plus i don't want people to reblog it#meh#im back from hiatus too i think. lets see if depression gets worse again#UPDATE WHY IS THERE ADS ON MY OWN BLOG PAGE#GET OUT#ok nvm i wont get used to THIS#get out of my house
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dsahboard simulator
mutual 1 : (picture of a band member) i wont him ,#i think i have covid
mutual in law: i think im a system
mutual 2 :(reblogging fanart of a fandom you have do idea even existed)
mutual 3: blocked tag
mutual 3: blocked tag
mutual 3: blocked tag
mutual 4: i think i need to kill . that would fix me
mutual 5:(picture of minecraft character) I MISS HIMMMM
mutual 6: do ouy think they explored each others bodies (picture of characters from a fandom you know nothing about) #liveblog
mutual 7: IM FINALLY FREE
mutual 8: just a little doodle lol ^_^ (most beautiful artwork that has ever graced my eyes)
mutual 1: (mass rb of every picture of a band member to ever exist on the internet)
mutual 7:I BEAT THE SCARED ALLEGATIONS
mutual 9: i need to get pregnant with his firstborn so i can offer it up to a demon for magic powers :/ (picture of minecraft youtuber)
mutual 3: blocked tag
mutual 3: blocked tag
mutual 7:IM SO NORMAL RIGHT NOW
mutual 1:(picture of inbox, from anonymous : i think there is something wrong with you) so meanies to me forever :(
mutual 10: i need him biblically
mutual 3: blocked tag
mutual 3: blocked tag
mutual 8: oh yea :p i forgor 2 post this also (drawing of a character praying , the hands are perfect)
mutual 4: I NEED OUT OF THIS DAMN HOUSEEEE!!!!!
mutual 10: do you think when he was pregnant he had really bad morning sickness yes or no
mutual 6: i need to light them on fire I HATE THEM (screenshot of characters mid-frame) #liveblog
mutual 5:( webweave of a character from a fandom youre not in anymore)
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kinktober 2023 -> day 17
dirty talk - miya atsumu x reader
word count: 583
kinktober masterlist
Everyone in Atsumu’s life knew he had a big mouth. He was the guy who didn’t know when to shut up. And it annoyed the crap out of everyone. His friends, his teammates, his twin brother. However, you had never once complained about it.
When you first said you didn’t really mind Atsumu’s lack of filter, everyone was rightfully shocked. Osamu had questioned you on multiple occasions about it (“how do you fight the urge to just deck him across the face?”) and Suna had straight up declared you a psycho (he was being dramatic, of course). You had a feeling that if they knew exactly why you loved Atsumu running his mouth, they would never look at you the same.
You looked on at your boyfriend right now, eyes shining with adoration and pure lust as you watched him fall apart at the feeling of your pussy clinging to his cock in a death grip.
“H-ha~” Atsumu’s moan was high and broken, his hair disheveled and matted to his forehead by sweat, red flush covering his cheeks, his neck, all the way down to his bare chest. His arms flexed when he gripped your thighs hard, pushing them further up to rest on either sides of your torso, bending you in half. You sighed when it made his dick hit deeper in you, and Atsumu cursed.
“B-baby, fuck.” His voice sounded so wrecked, you were sure you could cum just from that. “Pumped ya full of loads of cum and yer still tight as hell. God, yer so perfect. Pussy made just fer me, yeah?”
You moaned at the words and nodded furiously, the slow slide of his cock growing torturous. He was throbbing inside you, balls tight and ready for him to cum again. Your pelvis was covered in your own juices and his cum, your legs wobbling and shaking in his hold. Your core was tingling with overstimulation, but you wanted more, more, more.
“Tsumu.” you gasped, trying to convey to him what you needed. Your tear filled eyes saw his own face stretch with a wide smirk.
“Whatcha want? Another load? Ya want more cum?” His voice dropped low, eyes like molten earth, burning into you. He leaned over you, resting his weight on you, before he pulled back to slam his hips down hard against you. You yelped when he hit your sweet spot.
“You greedy slut. How much more ya want? Yer spillin all over the place. Can’t even hold this much cum in ya. But ya still want it. Fine, then. Princess gets what princess wants.”
And there was his mouth, running and running, words getting filthier and filthier, slurring together as he picked up the pace. His thrusts were getting more and more sloppy, quicker, desperate. You could feel, for the thousandth time, the knot in your lower stomach tightening. You were so close.
“Make a mess on me, baby. C’mon. Need ta feel ya gush all over me. I know you have it in ya. I know what this sweet pussy can give me. Ya want my cum? Gimme yer cum first, sweetheart. C’mon. Milk my cock-”
And you toppled over the edge, feeling more and more wetness coat your thighs and his hips, babbling nonsensical words while Atsumu talked about how good you looked and how fucking amazing it feels and oh god, he was gonna cum too….
Miya Atsumu’s big mouth came in handy sometimes. The people in his life just didn’t know that.
Taglist:
@bxbyyyjocelyn @thisbicc @lazuliquartz @dreamayy @kuroosluthoe @true-form-hoe @akumakitsune21 @cham0mil3-and-h0n3y @samisfunky @universal-s1ut @msbyomimi @dohwaesu @leothesquishy @n0tmykays @tsukiran @reyofsunshinelol @bleach-your-panties @galaneiaeris @leyra-giovanni @erenspersonalwh0re @peachesncats @soapsoftheworld @iwannabecamiloshovel @vintagevict0ria @smithieandy @moonlit-mizukage @snazzyturtles @argwein
A/N: For those whose tags arent working, im sorry! I tried and for some reason, your names wont show up in the mentions :( another way of being notified is to turn on my blog notifs for @teamatsumufics . I only reblog my fics there so it serves almost like being in a taglist!
#miya atsumu x reader#miya atsumu x you#miya atsumu x y/n#miya atsumu smut#miya atsumu fanfiction#miya atsumu imagines#haikyuu fanfiction#haikyuu imagines#kinktober#miya atsumu
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jude + he/him + twenty
art account: @fagboyfriend
music recs/indie pop uploads blog: @upforabit
i'm a trans, queer, and disabled art student, diehard indie-popper, colorfreak and amateur tboy appriciator from the east coast. i post about music and comics and art and my boyfriendddddd💖💖💖 and all my other favorite topics with frequency.
testimonals from real life jude pansyfemme friends on why i’m epic and you should follow me:
“jude is one of the sweetest people to ever grace this planet and one sexy motherfucker” - M, jude’s number one coffee shop buddy
“he’s just a little guy” - L, jude tolerator (and fan) since 2022
“you’re legally not allowed to be mean to him” - F, jude’s bestie for life maybe
“1# boyfriend. in the world. 💖” - you can probably guess this one
follow at ur own risk, i do not tag and i reblog nudity, sex jokes, discussions of kink or other things generally considered nsfw <3
putting a short faq under cut bc. i get the same questions a lot. check it before you ask about my icon or header or anything
faq:
Art blog/Commissions? @fagboyfriend is the blog. dm me and i can send you my professional portfolio site/organized portfolio/past commission work if you’re interested in commissions. closed for a little bit since im moving into college atm but still hmu if you have interest in originals ive posted or have a project you dont mind a few months waitlist on <3
How long have you been on T/How long have you been transitioning? I came out at 12 years old, started blockers at 14 and HRT later that same year, and had top surgery at 17, making me 5.5 years on t and 3 years post op, and transitioning/out for about eight years.
What’s your tagging system?/What does this tag mean? #Jude pansyfem irl is for selfies and ootds. #songposting is my now retired method for posting song links. (all new song links are now at @upforabit) #echo is the name of my boyfriend, it’s posts that remind me of him, my interactions with him, etc. (that tag is very lovey-dovey and really just for him to look through) other than that i don’t usually tag. you can expect untagged nudity and sex, at this point you have been warned twice so dont get on my ass about it 👍 my blog my rules
What show/game/comic is your icon from? its a cropped version of the album cover of the 1999 album “shake the pounce” by vancouver based twee pop band Gaze. It’s a favorite album of mine as well as just a cool little guy i like a lot
Where is your header from? a painting i did in gouache a year or two ago and thought would make a nifty header.
How do I refer to you/How do you identify? I’m a queer femme transgender man. I use he/him pronouns and masculine terms. i like many genders, i’m strictly t4t and primarily interested in men though. i enjoy femme/gnc gender presentation, but i do not identify as anything other than a binary ftm transgender person. I do not use they/them and have not at any point in recent history. referring to me as such is misgendering/degendering and will probably get you blocked like any other misgendering.
What compliments are okay? most are okay, masc or fem. so pretty, handsome, all thats good 👍 i am a taken man tho so if you flirt with me hard or dm me looking for pics or something you prob wont get much of a response.
What style are you wearing/where do you get your clothes? I originally identified as a decora boy, but i kinda do my own thing these days. I like bright color and clashing patterns and maximallism. I shop a variety of places, but a lot of my stuff is from Kei Collective and Candy Trap. All of my kandi and most of my jewlery is homemade.
What is Twee/Do you Make Music? Twee is a music genre I developed a special interest in a few years back. It's a style of indie pop that originated after the UK rise of the famous c86 compilation tape in the late eighties, and was developed with a focus on low-fidelity, diy sound combined with upbeat, bubblegum-y pop sentiments and a naive, childlike outlook. It's both cute and somewhat rough around the edges. I do not make music, and don’t hold any musical skill. I’m just a major fan.
Do you have a DNI? I haven't in a long time, due to it being pretty frequently ignored and my following count growing to the point i can't really control that anymore. I can and will block people, but i feel my opinions are made fairly clear through what I post here.
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my intro post
i guess it’s about time i made one of these
(why does this have so many notes???😭/genuine)
long ass intro oml
last updated november 5, 2024
•my name is micah but i also respond to furcata and rover
•i use any pronouns except it/its. other than those, i genuinely do not care what you use for me
•im a minor
•i am a christian. i do not force it onto other people. please respect my religion.
•i make mistakes on my blog (accidentally deleting things, unbalanced polls, etc.) from time to time so please excuse if i make some errors. trying my best.
•my tag for my original posts and reblogs that i add to is “micah’s owlposting” even for stuff that isn’t owlkin-related. i have to retroactively tag my old posts with this tag so keep in mind that not all of them are tagged! i will update this post when i finish tagging.
•i am an american barn owl therian, vernid othermidst, machinehearted, and pigeonhearted.
• i am a quadrobist. i started in april of 2024.
•usually the things i post are about my alterhumanity but i also post golden texts my friends and i send each other along with some other stuff. sometimes in my posts there are mentions of sex and (mild?) sexual themes
•im also a furry. furry ≠ zoophile
•my favorite music is by greta van fleet and umbrabyte. i also just enjoy vocaloid in general, too. in fact, the original purpose i had for my blog was just to keep up with umbrabyte and her content better. here’s umbrabyte’s spotify:
•my favorite aesthetics are cybercore, mizuiro/ tenshi kaiwai, vaporwave, and rococo
•my only definite dni is if your blog is focused on nsfw, has sexually explicit images, or unsafe for minors in general. we can interact if you are in a basic dni (zoophile, radqueers, etc) but i probably won’t interact with you as much as those who arent in the dni.
•i am pro endogenic and i do not tolerate attacks on endos
•haters will be blocked unless i find them especially funny.
•im up for chatting about whatever whenever so just shoot me a dm if you feel like it (sfw, obviously)
•my hobbies and special interests are drums, classical latin, fursuit making, cosplay, and illustrating
•i’m very interested in learning how to make vtuber models and customize ball-jointed dolls
•my main fandoms are umbrabyte, tloz, pjsk, and tadc (i know some these fandoms are known for having /crazy/ and problematic fans. im not one of them)
•i have a 4 year old black cat named dumpling (i post pics of him sometimes) and a 17 year old dog named stella. i hope to get a couple of oranda goldfish someday
•i dont have a set posting schedule. i post when i post. but i generally like to stay pretty active and try to post at least once per day.
•i follow anyone who interacts with my posts positively when im not in their dni and theyre not in mine and their blog isn’t completely default/blank this is now false. i have just learned that the maximum follow count is 5k and i am already above 4k. there are too many of you for me to follow you all😭
•some random and useless stuff about me: i have mild-moderate trypophobia and a deviated septum, my favorite color is orange, i LOVE creme brulee, and my mbti is antp-t (a for ambivert)
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mild eyestrain warning ⚠️
how the fuck does this have so many notes??😭
vent-ish/vent-adjacent warning ⚠️
here’s a copypaste from another of my posts regarding my posting schedule and status:
hey folks, i may not be posting as much going forward because my father put my email on a lifelock account, which means that he may be alerted each time i log into my tumblr account. i use tumblr on the website on safari and i frequently log in and out because im anxious that my parents will check my search history, but they very rarely ever do. im testing if they get alerted right now by logging in to ao3 and c.ai, two websites that my parents likely wont be opposed to but would tell me and ask me about it if i got an alert. deleting my account is a last resort, but it is still on the table. this change is indefinite. i have backup plans in case my parents do get alerts from lifelock, but nothing is definite. i may continue on just fine, i might not. just giving y’all a heads up in case something does happen.
tl;dr my account may be discovered by my parents and i may be punished, maybe it wont. we’ll see
and does anyone know for sure if lifelock does send alerts about logging in tumblr accounts? please dont lie to me.
my mental health is hinging largely on my tumblr account and im praying sososo hard that i wont lose all of you wonderful, amazing people. this goes for the folks i have dmed and the ones i havent. but anyway. i love you all. thank you for the time youve given me, even if it wont be for much longer.
and heres another post copypaste:
hey folks i dont know if im gonna be posting for a hot minute because im at band practice rn but im gonna have the biggest fucking argument with my mom when i get home😍 i might get my phone taken away
so basically what happened is i told her im depressed and she blew me off and didnt believe me. she also did some other stuff. i may go into greater detail at a later date.
im sorry if this discomforts or tr_gg_rs anyone but i wanted to give an explanation and warning just in case i stop posting and interacting on tumblr
thank you all for being so wonderful, truly. i hope i can get my situation sorted out quickly and remain active.
i’ll probably update this post later on since im sure there’s something i forgot. check back with me every once in a while and i might have some new content on this post
thanks for reading 👍👍
#intro post#therian#therianthrope#alterbeing#barn owl#owl kin#barn owl kin#barn owl therian#owlkin#micah’s owlposting#cw swearing
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its times like this when i really wish i had an SO's shoulder to cry on
Because I think i factrued/sprained my foot the other day it happened wednesday but its still pretty swollen and pops when i try to walk on it without hobbling. i know i signed up for health insurance through work. i wrote down the insurance company name as Bayside and I have my personal insurance id number but the card never came in/got lost in the mail (and i already called for one replacement that never came so idk if theyll send me a third) so i cant confirm the insurance name nor call them, but i need to because ive called/visited 5 health care facilities around me and NONE of them have even heard of Bayside. So im calling the phone number that my manager provided me with telling me that was the insurance company. I keep calling the number (and mind you ive called them before to try to get a second insurance card sent to me but that was in like April) and i get that its saturday but theres no answer and the stupid automated machine wont let me leave a voicemail. the automated answering voice on the phone also says that theyre called National Benefit Plans by SafetyNet and google says the phone number im using belongs to National Benefit Plans out in San Antonio Tx (i live no where near there). I found National Benefit Plans' website on SafetyNetPlus dot com but National Benefit Plans doesnt have their own website, just through SafetyNet, and also the SafetyNet website says on a side panel that "this is NOT insurance" and instead keeps saying "health benefits" instead so idk what the fuck ive been paying for for the last 6 months tbh and im having an emotional breakdown bc i dont want to fuck my foot up for life just cause i couldnt figure out my health insurance/benefits shit
#ive been fucking sobbing on the phone for 20 minutes calling the phone number over and over again#im about to mcfucking lose it and im sad and confused and scared because my foot is still so swollen even though it doesnt hurt very much#and google says if swelling on an injury like this persists after 48 hours to go get it looked at#all the walkin clinics near me dont have any xray techs til monday & quoted me anywhere from $130-$300 if i dont have insurance which i can#provide proof of nor am i even sure i actually have at this point and im ngl my guys i only have like $180 to my name until next friday#but then basically my entire next paycheck is going to Geico#and overall im just having a really really really bad time rn and im scared that if my foot is actually fractured im gonna fuck it up worse#by walking around on it without a boot/cast. yeah ive been sitting at work the last few days#but its front desk at a hotel so at least for the first hour of my shift and last 1.5 hours i HAVE to be standing#my foot was so swollen after work today it hurt to get my shoe off#im just really fucking stressed and anxious and confused and im sitting here sobbing my eyes out realizing theres literally no one i can#call just to vent and cry it out with#cant call my mom cause i busted my foot leaving her place after her husband got in my face & screamed at me for saying you cant hit people#cant call my siblings cause none of them can help/we dont talk often enough that i feel like i can burden them with this#i have a few casual friends but same sitch im not close enough with them that i feel comfortable venting while sobbing to them#i could call my ex but shes got a new boo now/its not her problem/we rarely talk anymore/she cant help so no point in calling#only other person who knows/is worried about me is my ex's mom but she wont be home from work for break til 2pm & its 11:30am rn#not close enough to any of my coworkers either#its times like this that i realize how truly alone i am these days with no one that can physically comfort me#which of course is only making me more upset#thats what i get for being depressed and reclusive the last 2 years and only letting people get an arms length reach from me emotionally#there is a medical clinic i can go to that is a 50 minute drive from me and without insurance you just pay a $20 sliding fee plus a little#extra for the care services but again theyre not open until monday and also its a 50 minute drive from me#so all im learning is i shouldve gone some place thursday morning after it happened and im fucked at least til monday#FUCK my STUPID BAKA life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#whatever. guess imma keep icing it try to keep it elevated and just endure it and hope it doesnt get worse#emma rambles#vent tag#DONT REBLOG
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