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#casseesmeows#tw mentions of suicide#tw mentions of self harm#i work at my in rl job a lot more often now#im very tired#sometimes i cant even recognize myself#i used to love this holiday#but now i feel empty#im not super sad or anything#i just feel like im devoid of emotion???#fantasizing about driving my car into a pole a little too often#not desperate to end it all#just want to?#idk
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#Iām likeā¦sad sad about this game#itās a good game but itās not a good dragon age game#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#da4#Itās a good game itās just not the one I wanted#I want to love it but Iām so disappointed#Iāll get there but I need a moment#this series is so special to me and I feel empty right now#veilguardās fun it has its moments but I wouldāve enjoyed it more if I knew nothing about about the ones that came before it
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i don't like the growing opinion that people are being 'too hard' on deku for his failing to save shigaraki.
i've seen quite a few people complaining that a lot of the bnha-critical crowd are being too mean to deku for getting tomura killed, arguing that it isn't really his fault, and that hes a 16 year old child soldier who's been failed by almost every adult in his life, why should we be putting all of this on his shoulders? hes just a kid after all?
and the truth is, they're right. deku IS a 16 year old boy whos had the fate of the world thrust on his shoulders. but the story itself just plainly refuses to acknowledge this.
the narrative doesn't acknowledge how fucked up having a school that trains literal children how to be combo cop-celebrities is. it only tentatively acknowledges the fact that a universe having combo cop-celebrities is fucked up, and even then the only people who ever point this out are antagonists, who are portrayed and treated in-universe as untrustworthy. the narrative doesn't care how fucked up dekus circumstances are. the narrative treats deku like hes a fucking messiah here to touch the hearts of the evil depressed villains with his magical empathetic heart of gold before they get blown up or just sent to fucking superhell for daring to challenge the status quote.
deku isn't a person. he's barely even a fucking character at this point. he's a plot device, and a mouth piece for the objectively shitty themes bnha is trying to spout. the themes that tell you that if you're mistreated by society and want to do something about it, you're a villain. that disrupting the status quote and refusing to repent to some random teenage boy spouting empty platitudes at you means you deserve to get sent to fucking superhell. the themes that portray people fighting for civil change as mass murdering supervillains. the themes that look the audience dead in the eye and can call deku the greatest hero to ever live.
deku, who barely spared a second thought to lady nagant telling him the truth about the hero commission. who spouts meaningless platitudes about heroism and morality at nagant, and aoyama, and toga and shigaraki, when even the thought that he should question the world around him comes up. who's constantly talked about as this truly kind, empathetic person, but hasn't spared an empathetic thought to literally anyone who is classified as a villain. who listened to every authority figure around him except the ones who asked him to question his worldview. who saw la bravas tears, shigarakis various breakdowns, himikos plead for understanding, chisakis catatonic state, lady nagants truth, and barley batted a fucking eye. deku, who killed tomura shigaraki.
people don't criticize deku for failing shigaraki because they just hate deku. people criticize deku because of what he represents. because hes a mouthpiece for the atrocious morals and themes of this ideologically rotten manga. because any character he had was chopped up to bits in favor of the incomplete husk we have now. people criticize deku because hes the main character of my hero academia. theres nothing more damning then that.
#my post#bnha#bnha critical#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku#sorry if this sounds really angry. i mean i am very angry at bnha for being such a nothing burger of empty platitudes and wasted potential#but like. that was extremely predictable#bnha wanted to be more than it was willing to put effort into being and so now its just. worthless#so this is just kinda a vent on all my angry feelings abt dekus failure as a character and a protagonist#tomura shigaraki#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha critical#my hero acedamia critical#boku no hero acedamia critical#deku#bnha meta#i mean techinally#mha#mha meta#bnha manga spoilers#bnha manga#long post#well longish
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Personal headcanon with tears being related to Time craft since it's a symbol of emotion anyways here's a Time craft Siffrin for a silly au idea I have in mind
#art#arthcore art#artwork#digital art#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat loop#loop#two hats spoilers#2hats spoilers#erm.#I didn't need to tag loop since this is just sif but the star symbols r kinda spoilies so like yaknow#basically au premise is that Siff wishes to be able to stop the timeloop and the way this wish works is that they make him all time crafty#now he's like time embodiment madoka magica style yknow#also an excuse for main character mirabelle and the whole gang having to deal with this strange emptiness they're feeling#teehee
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you know the rules and so do i
#oceangate#titanic#burger king#i just feel lost man what am i supposed to do now that the corporate overlords are gone i just feel empty man
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Captain Francis Crozier, at Furthest North.
#the terror amc#francis crozier#my art#can't believe it took me 2 rewatches AND getting refs for this to realize it's the hungarian state opera house. girl i was there last month#anyway yeah i was looking at gifsets of the last shot of the show and feeling nauseous with emptiness etc etc when#the thought struck me that it looks an awful lot like the tableau vivants from the ep1 flashbacks in its stillness#i have no idea whether that was an intentional reference (a sort of twisted mockery of how that scrubbed and polished portrayal of history#contrasted with the deeply sad and inglorious reality#or some sort of meta about storytelling itself. i'm not really smart enough to say lol) but i made this anyways. enjoy#pattern recognition go brrrrrrrrrrrrrr#i bent over backwards trying to make this symmetric and harmonious. it isn't but if i don't post it now i never will
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billy even has his own passport
#saw#amanda young#billy the puppet#saw x#saw x spoilers#saw fanart#my art#i binged the entire franchise in like 4 days and honestly i feel empty now#i love the jigsaw family now.......
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Love the idea of Reagan warming up to tkls like she did with hugs
#tickle art#inside job#holly scribbles#the squiggle on the left is me figuring out how to draw them lol#I accidentally binged and now I feel so empty
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Yeonjun about the strain he felt while preparing for his debut solo project ā "GGUM" MAKING FILM
#yeonjun#choi yeonjun#tomorrow x together#txt#ggum: making film#gifs#creations#userzaynab#useryeonbins#skyehi#rosieblr#megtag#hibiebear#heyiri#ultkpopnetwork#kpopccc#kpopco#this are like the rawest emotions we've seen from him... I feel... it's really sad to watch him like this#i mean I know they're under lots of pressure and stress#It's only natural when you work with so many people who you could potentially disappoint#and I know it was his choice to make this solo project happen now but i feel like the company could manage his schedule better#because why he films till 3 am and then right next day has a flight to another country for a concert...#and now we know from soobin they're super busy again#I'm worried his body will just say 'enough' one day and something bad will happen :(#and you have him work so hard and stress and then all this losers online whose biggest achievement is getting 100 likes on a post#writing the worst things about him for no reason... its not that hard to be kind and you dont need to have an opinion about everything :D#at the end of the day that celebrity you hate so much is still pretty and successful#and you're just a friendless jobless empty-headed rotten fool with likes on a post that mean nothing once you close the ap#I'm just glad all this is still fun for him and that he has such a great support system: his members family staff who care about him and us#all we can really do is support them and send them lots of love fr ;; you've done well my jjunie ily ā„
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sly//blu
#just a sketch. officially covered all possible routes. now back to feeling empty again#dmmd#aoba seragaki#drammatical murder#very funny how aoba's segmented personalities are kinda like his ego/superego/id.#very funny how im a psych major and could just make this my thesis when im supposed to graduate#i wont. but it would be funny i think#my art#fanart
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youāre on death row and for your last meal you shall eat my ass
#is me!!#i am sad this had to be reposted ;(#i could not find it anywhere so YEAH. here have my butt again#i took my meds with coffee on an empty stomach and Iāve scared myself into thinking Iāve had a mini heart attack#but i threw up and feel much better now :)#so Iām sure itās nothing. Iām fine šāāļø Iām ok#i have a PHAT ass#(positive affirmations)
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mor of my cowboy ninja bullshit haiiiiiiiii . happy lesbian day!!!!
+ extra non cowboy amberpenis stuff!!! woohoo yuri!!!
#ninjago#parcaeive#:3#amberphoenix#<- tag looked real empty#nya smith#skylor chen#they would fuck so hard as cowgirlfriends im gonna lose it#WAIT I DONT MEAN FUCK AS IN THE FREAKY WAY I MEAN FUCK AS IN LIKE . IT WOULD GO HARD. LIKE IT WOULD SERVE. LIKE IT WOULD COOK.#or maybe i do mean it the freaky way. feel free to interpret#cowboygo#<- erm the tag for now. im very uncreative hi#im giving their horses stupid names#nyas is umm. wavebug#skylors is shitfacegiggler#Ok no hers is named yujin but she calls her horseshit#her horse just loves fucking around (purposefully pushing skylor into nya every chance she gets)#grandma died on lesbian day... fess up girlkissers which one of yall....
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Some Lum studies based on her expressions from the love potion movie...
#imissuy#i miss it so fucking much#my life feels empty damnn#also#multiple srbing is kind of pain now since i dont come online too often and queueing it and a bunch of others in between it is a chore#so only one srb from now and we shall see how it does#urusei yatsura#urusei yatsura 2022#ććęćć¤ć#lum#my art#yucaillusts#god i love her sm#uy posting
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juno steel and the case closed moodboard
#so thatās it#i was expecting to feel empty now that itās over#but i actually couldnāt feel more full and at peace#a perfect ending for a perfect show#it is so surreal that itās over after all this time#Wow#i will be processing this for the foreseeable future#tpp#the penumbra podcast#juno steel#peter nureyev#junoverse#juniverse#juno steel and the case closed#tpp s5
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#I donāt know what to caption this#like should I explicitly say itās an edit in the caption because I think I tricked empty movement last time and now I feel bad :0#revolutionary girl utena#utenanthy#my edits#adolescence of utena#utena tenjou#anthy himemiya#gif#gif warning#alt text provided#utena x anthy
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I'm not getting into The Giving Tree discourse...
#personal#delete later#idk i just saw a post of the āalternate endingā comic on my dash and everyone praising it as an improvement and āfixingā the original#which i kinda resent#while tulli and i was taking my nephew to a book store we walked around the kids section and found the giving tree and we read through it#and i was so stricken by how profoundly sad it is. it's not a happy story#in the end both versions tell the exact same lesson. but one flat out tells you and the other makes you sit with a pit in your stomach#and work to find the answer#i dunno it's kids literature but kids literature is important. i don't wanna discredit anyone's bad memories with the book but also i think#sometimes it's ok to make kids a bit sad and upset with fiction.#tweet that goes āwhat if romeo and juliet didn't kill themselves and explained to the audience that family feuds are badā#idk you can't seriously read the original book as an adult and say it's glorifying self-martyrdom#when the final drawing of the book is of an old tired man sitting on arotting stump with his hat fallen to the ground#again i don't wanna invalidate people's feelings if they enjoy the alt version i think it's really nice too. but the original has its#purpose too. imagine if at the end of the lorax they show that the boy did it and replanted the world happy ending#wait they did that in the movie shit#i dunno i just love somber children's literature. tulli and i are talking about moomin right now and how the series ends with the moomin#family just leaving. and nobody gets to say goodbye to them. their friends have to find ways to live with the emptiness they've left behin
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