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literal poetry happening outside my door rn. the house on one side of the road has a tent for a baby's christening. the house directly opposite it on the other side of the road has a tent for a man's wake. the cycle of life. i'm tearing up.
#poetry#nvmd the baby is like not newborn#almost a year old by now actually#but not the point yah#cloud nonsense
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"don't make it political!" .... what proportion of death and suffering must occur before politics are involved. if this isn't political, what is even the point of any politics, ever. of democracy. the words are "by the people for the people." if i am going to be left alone by my elected representatives to "figure it out" - to undergo damage, hardship, fear. what the fuck did i elect them for. what was their job. the entire point is that they handle this shit. this is why we were supposed to be electing leaders.
poverty is political. misogyny is political. gun control is political. climate change is political. how much aid a community gets is political. what the fuck are you talking about. it's been political this whole fucking time.
#to be deleted probably#i think aid should be REQUIRED to be bipartisan#ppl shouldn't suffer bc of how they vote. sorry. i'm never gonna be like ''ah yah x area deserves it''#..... they're people. they're human people. what the fuck is wrong with you.#this is nonspecific bc it's the same argument every time it involves things the right wing could have prevented#oh she died in childbirth bc of abortion laws? well nows not the time to make it#well he died bc his boss made him work during the tornado? well let's not make this#ohhh they died in a school shooting? thoughts and prayers let's all not make#there's a big fucking natural disaster that is strong evidence for oncoming ecological collapse?#welllllllll leTS NOT MAKE IT FUCKING POLITICAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11#WHEN WAS THE TIME???????????#PREVENTION HAS ALWAYS BEEN BETTER THAN WOUND CARE.#> stabs u . oh sorry that wasn't political#but also good luck in the hospital good luck with insurance good luck with medicine#good luck with disability support good luck w/ur job and taking time off good lucK!!!#refusing to allow politics into the matter means they get to shrug their shoulders and absolutely#refuse any fucking ACCOUNTABILITY#THEN WHAT WAS THE JOB FOR??? WHY DID I GIVE THEM THIS JOB???#WHAT IS LITERALLY THE POINT OF ELECTED OFFICIALS
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Destiel Pride - Day 21; Most faithful mirror
#destiel pride#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#destiel art#spnfanart#wiggleart#I forgot this is a line in the Massive Attack song Teardrop haha but yeah I#thought about things that encompassed the whole song but I just then thought about mirrors and how it shows you yourself#and how Dean and cas faced similar issues specifically daddy issues lol#and family issues#and this scene from 4.16 was one of my favorites of theirs and imo one of their most important scenes that got them on the same page#this is the same episode cas is beginning to experience doubt#Dean tells him not to disappear on him while he’s talking to him#and how they both didn’t become the fathers wanted#well in cas’s case… Angel lol#so yah#idk this scene is really emotional to me and I think thee point in time cas starts to feeeeeeeel#idk. I love this scene a lot lol
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DANTDM COMMUNITY HOW ARE WE FEELING 💥💥💥💥💥
#dantdm#dr trayaurus#dan & tray#Grim the skeleton dog#OH MY GODDDDDD#IM STILL VIBRATING#OH YAH I HAVENT DRAWN TRAY SINCE I FULLY CREATURIFIED VILLAGERS 😼#IM GOING TO DRAW HIM AT SOME POINT#BRACE YOURSELVES FOR FUZZY TRAYAURUS#THEY SENT HIS ASS TO THE BACKROOMS 💔💔💔#I'm so normal#Minecraft#Minecraft villager#Minecraft villagers#Mcyt#og mcyt#Old mcyt#Oh goodness me#I GET TO SEE MY BOY AGAIN (30 something year old mad scientist)#Not my usual style but el oh el#Clemont_ine
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Inktober 2024 day 10
Been listening to the jello dubs and tbh they're right.
One thing about the postal service, is it's taught me that a lot of adhd and autistic adults have found their home in running the same routes every day and I think that'd suit mae
#Nitw#night in the woods#Nitw mae#mae borowski#Inktober#Inktober 2024#Doodles#Lined#Ngl nothing is better than meeting ur need to run an someone that's autistic with adhd#It feels so painfully good#That motion paired with the same actions. Immaculate#Does it mean I'm happy with my job? Nah#But it does feel reeaaaally good though#If anything if then kept the start times the same yah#I'd be staying#It just feels so good#Routes I know#Organising post and parcels. Loading the van#Delivering an entire van load of stuff to the point of empty#It feels good and it's what I think mae would enjoy#The movement is a bit part of it simply because I jump fences I think though#I ain't walking round ur fence#That aside a painful amount of my coworkers are either adhd or autistic. I have no right or tell them but christ#Some folk have been doing the same run for 15+ years and they love it#They know every pref of the person they're delivering to and every shortcut to work with the numbers#If that isn't autism idk what is#Like I can ask#Hey what duty is 5 whatever main street on and people know#Tldr main streets r normally split up and hard to remember where one starts and ends and yikes I know a chunk but not like that
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My weighted blanket is weirdly expressive...
#No photo sets lately? Yah. Grief doesn't look good on me at all. But I'm working up to something this week#I wanna remind myself of some good feelings and wear something other than pjs at some point#I think big baby rosie was shocked by her image in the phone camera.#I can hardly look at myself rn so I gotta change that
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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i thinks ur alien is a species of autism ?
#beachsidemailbox#flug#i love when people point out my alien is kinda autism bc like.. Yah#he is#hes liek#my sorta sona and i have autism and adhd. so yeah#he probably has it ALSO since hes kinda like me#its very fun
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#drawing wyll.<3#i want 2 finish this but sharing rn bc i like his tummy. camp outfit 4tw#but ialso dk wtf the composition is. or sujpposed to be HAHAHG#i kinda jst started drawing .whats happening u say? idk dont ask me#i think i just wanted 2 draw this part. (hand ovr mouth emoji)#bg3#wyll ravengard#lg doodles#wyll#URGG>rGAAAH II LOVE HIM SOOOO MUCHHH#seen so many vids of ppl like omg i keep rmancing asta/rion each time i cant stopp^__^! ME W WYLL I CANTTT I CANT#like i want to try karlach and shadowheart at some point but i always go back 2 him#u know in act 3 when u go 2 the circus and u can get ur like.. what is it.ur compatibility or whatever read#yah............. so sweet T__T
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Devour Me Whole
#myart#horror#gore#oc#i need you all to know one fun fact#this drawing is actually inspired by that one old tmblr post that demanded pomegranates be tagged as gore#i was like wait a second.#they kinda do have a point.#pomegranates are actually disgustig looking#so yah#this one's for you#tumblr user who hates pomegranates
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Haikyuu did it better than every other shounen anime, because every other shounen anime tackles the "hard work vs talent" debate in some way, but Haikyuu is the only one that successfully diminishes the concept of talent, or genius, or monster all-together.
Aka, the only way this discourse can truly be resolved in a satisfying, indisputably inspiring manner.
#did i originally plan for this to be twenty paragraphs? yes.#did i plan to take you through a step by step analysis of furudate's meticulous efforts to build this aspect of his story up? pretty much#was i ready to pull out all the stops and spend five hours on a polished essay? you bet#am i in the middle of rewatching haikyuu for the 48738374710583rd time and i physically ACHE to get back to it? yah that sums it up#gahhh this story is fucking ridiculous at this point. just HOW MUCH MORE MASTERFUL CAN IT GET#kita (aka the most directly furudate has ever spoken to us in this story) my love#haikyuu#haikyuu meta#hq#hq timeskip#im looking at you#oikawa tooru#my rants#imma finish this behemoth of an essay. eventually
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there r a lot of things about the myth of psyche and eros that makes me a little insane but one of them has always been the tasks from aphrodite and the unfairness of it. they're not intended to be possible. they're so obviously not meant to be possible, and psyche isn't fucking hercules, you know, she's not a demigod or whatever, she's mortal and these aren't mortal tasks!! it's why psyche has to be helped with each one, fucking by like ants and river gods and shit. and so like. idk. i know ppl see psyche and eros as like a story about love and shit which obviously it is but as a kid psyche and eros always felt like a story about being able to accept help
#in my theoretical adaptation of psyche and eros i'll never write i emphasize this theme#by changing psyche from a princess and youngest daughter to a poorer girl and eldest daughter who is very like. sophie hatter esque#also tbh when i first started thinking about my theoretical adaptation of psyche and eros i was reading hmc LMAO#also also ALSO. as a kid i always felt like the story was soooo deeply about regret and atonement and forgiveness#like YES the story is about love but not about easy love. love is difficult and requires work and sometimes u hurt each other !!!!!#it always struck me as a kid how psyche just. accepts the tasks.#i always read it as like. psyche KNOWS these tasks are unfair and i dont even think she expects to achieve them#but she accepts them anyways because she so deeply regrets what she did to eros and has no idea what else she can do.#am i verbalizing this well or have the worms eating my brain reached an irreversible point#also tbf im pretty sure the version i read as a kid didnt include the multiple times psyche tries to kill herself LMAO.#but we're ignoring that because i love the idea that shes just. so aimless and resigned to the tasks#ALSO on eros' side of things#i dont have like proper analysis about it but as a kid i saw eros hiding his face as like. fear?#like. fear that the person he loves will think he's a monster if he reveals his true self. or somethin. which also. i think is very queer#also very beauty and the beast. for obvious reasons since it was based on psyche and eros lmao#oh also. i already mentioned it but psyche and hercules r so similar.#did something unforgivable to a loved one --> given multiple impossible tasks to atone for it etc etc#i dont have any real analysis abt it i dont remember a lot abt hercules tbh but. yah#ALSO. okay i think retellings of hades and persephone where theyre totally in love and stuff r kinda tired.#BUT. in the theoretical adaptation i always imagined a scene where psyche does the last task where she goes to the underworld#and shes tired shes soso tired#and she goes to persephone and persephone is gentle and motherly which aphrodite has Not been to psyche#and i think if persephone is unkidnapped and truly in love w hades#then i think there could be a fun parallel between persephone and psyche in which like. theyre both in love w ppl#who are seen as monsters. and shit. or whatever#anyways. idk what made me think abt this again. ACTUALLY i do know i might write a twine for the neotwiny game jam#and it might be inspired by psyche and eros#anyways. lmao#jc.txt
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anywho, i hope yalls fake scenarios before going to bed are as... entertaining as mine since 2x06 :)
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omg xie lian's teacher literally said kid look in front of you white no face is right in front of you.
#Xie lian#Mei nianqing#Pointing a gun a jun wu yah I'll expose you what of it#Mei nianqing don't you fucking touch him#I'm going to throw up its actually so gross and creepy what jun wu was doing#I've know Mei nainqing for 2 seconds and I already adore this old man#Book 7#heaven official's blessing
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I got interstellar operations recently and for whatever reaspn this week has conspired to keep putting the LAM rules in front of me and I swear these things were designed to make you not want to play battletech over the board
#battletech#I'm sure with like a 0/0/0/0 pilot#(because yah LAMs have to have two sets of skills for ASF and mechs)#they're fine#but also sideslips and turn modes and I'm sure there's some other nonsense mean movement is now basically a gamble#on whether or not you can make like 20 PSRs a turn and not slam into a cliff#just bring a vtol at that point
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gonna start firing rent-lowering gunshots but its me walking into a server saying I LOVE THERON and seeing if anything skitters 💀
#cheeri prattles on#i thought people were joking abt theron being a litmus test#if you have unfounded beef w theron youre deadass either homophobic or racist#dude exists to be sillygoofy and occasionally badass but mostly endearing#and some of yall get so worked up for What#like disliking him is one thing but ACTIVELY using his character#for …….. some really fucked up things you refuse to tag??#and then you get mad bc people dont wanna see it#to the point where you just double down further#yah no thats a hard pass from me
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