#but no i must suffer
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I hate how acknowledging unfairness in the world is seen as "childish". Maybe children are right. I don't think you should be proud of the fact that you've become complacent with the state of your miserable existence and took on this loser "it is what it is" mentality. Things can be better.
#Maybe it's the 'tism but I've never lost my childlike rage.#If suffering is what reality is supposed to be then I must strike down God and pull the heavens here to Earth
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Remote job search can also be: "This job is listed as requiring so many years of experience in a highly specific field. You wanna help edit our crossword section? It's a senior level position and you must have 3 years of puzzle making skills. No? How about a volunteer position where it says "THIS IS NOT A JOB" in the description. No? How about a sketchy looking startup that has way too many employees to possibly sustain itself? Fellowships? Must be studying under an accreditted university for the entirety of the internship. This fellowship pays more than most retail positions. How would you like to work on a cruise ship doing menial labor? You must have 2 years in data entry experience with our custom software."
Trying to look for a remote job is like "Here's a job as a transcriber! It's 60 cents an hour and if you fuck up once you dont get paid at all. No? Here's a job as a customer service agent! No benefits, you must be avaliable 24/7 and it's $7.25 an hour. Neither of those work for you? How about this MLM that you need to take a $200 class to 'train' before you can start?"
#the linkedin courses being locked behind a paywall feels like a federal crime against humanity#i just wanna learn how to write a nice cover letter and how to edit in adobe lightroom#and how to copy edit#but no i must suffer#eliza rambles#fun fact that crossword job is real and does need puzzle experience.
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idk if this has already been said but you would still have to care about the south even if it didn’t have a large poc or queer population. you still have to care about straight and cis and white and able bodied people in the south. “i am only granting personhood to those who’s suffering i can benefit from addressing in a public manner” is the equal and opposite belief to “i am only granting personhood to those i deem worthy based on their similarity to me”
#i just always feel so gross when someone is like ‘um actually theres a lot of poor poc in the south so you shouldn’t make fun of them’#because it communicates that your compassion is conditional#in this particular case it means you can pat urself on the back for being a savior to those Poor Miserable Black People Trapped In The South#its so fucking insincere and insulting#and also indicates a very troubling mentality that compassion and respect must be earned via suffering#not a fan of that shit!
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I did angst-
#transformers one#b 127#digital art#bumblebee#maccadam#optimus prime#megatron#fanfic#Bee bites Ratchet#I love my feral yellow son#which is why he must suffer#Imma make more art for this fic 100%#Just so... inspiring#A Bee's Last Sound
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Miles “Who’s Morales” vs Gwen “Gwwwwanda” vs Pavtir “You seem like a nice young woman I do not know” FIGHT
#uni talks about the universe#spiderverse#across the spiderverse#across the spider verse spoilers#miles morales#gwen stacy#pavtir prabhakar#the spider kids DO NOT know how to lie#Jess: You know we can just teach them how to lie#Miguel: sorry no this is a canon event#Peter B: For once I agree every kid must suffer through this stage#Hobie seems like he’s immune to this#but he slipped up once and no one has ever been able to figure out what happened#there’s wild rumors going around that he will never confirm nor deny#side note Margo and Peni are also apart of the spider kids#this has nothing to do with the post I just see people leaving them out so I’m making this formal announcement to my two followers#originally I put how pav’s hair was giving him away but the scene with saving his girlfriend felt more accurate yknow?
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*gets paid after watching the sad Home cutscene*
#final fantasy x#final fantasy#ffgraphics#ffedit#ffx hd remaster#tidus#home#al bhed#treasure chest#gil#my gif#gaming#gamingedit#mood#yep i must be paid for the trauma i suffered
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presenting, for your viewing torture pleasures: the last scene of season 2 with Love of My Life by Queen playing in the background
#i couldn't stop thinking about this so. now we must suffer together#good omens spoilers#good omens#gos2 spoilers#go2 spoilers#good omens 2#lore dec#cassette tape
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when the horrors catch up and you take an evening off to batch-process
#obi-wan kenobi#anakin skywalker#ahsoka tano#maybe obi-wan just read the outline for the next wip#why do i love to torture him so#one of my fav fanfic genres has to be meta fic horror#just imagine. how deeply disturbing it must be to find out you're a fictional character#somebody has *intentionally* written all those horrors onto you#and it wasn't even the guy who created you#he did his part. but the ppl who love it most to ruin your life and see you suffer are your fans#it's not enough that there's prob a lot of jedi rpf around in the gffa already. scarred obi-wan for life#lmao drawing anakin like this gave me so many flashbacks to my old ocs where almost every male character had that hair#also i have a job interview in one hour dsdsfhjgj#my art#prahacat draws
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sick and twisted that I can think up writing ideas no problem but then actually making them appear in the physical world takes time and effort
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the fact that irving canonically survives through the end of asunder to be at wynne's funeral is so fucking funny to me. nothing but love and respect for MY unstoppable cockroach morally grey machiavellian mage dad!!! he's survived in his position through multiple attempted rites of annulment and blood mage plots popping up left right and center around him. the chantry keeps trying to stamp him out but his dodge game is simply out of this world, divine. civil wars, political machinations and minefields, chantry atrocities, this wily old motherfucker is dodging and weaving his way through it all, not-quite-no-hits-taken-running-it-but-honestly-close-enough-under-the-circumstances style. if solas does succeed in tearing down the veil I would fully believe that one of the like three people still alive at the end of it all would be a very weary 90 year old first enchanter irving going 'oh this shit again huh'. the maker has cursed him for his hubris and his paperwork is never finished (affectionate, it's fine he canonically loves paperwork)
#we should have had the option to leave him in the fade instead of hawke or a warden#he would've just annoyedly shuffled his way back out of there a week later#dragon age#dragon age origins#first enchanter irving#he must be SO annoying to the chantry because it's heavily implied he's made his playground#out of tirelessly finding technicalities and loopholes to exploit that they can't *quite* call him on without domino effects going off#I think first enchanter in the circle system at origins times is a position that invariably and inevitably leaves you morally compromised#but I feel he really does his best within the rules he's given to play with and personally i love him a bit for that. and also#for being an unkillable lil shit. insufferable. inconquerable in his 'I'm about to be such an annoyance to you' impish spirit.#the I'm going to suffer but guess what. so are you of it all. traumatize the chantry back#I just imagine sophia sending letters home right before the vote for independence like '...dad I am hearing some INSANE rumours out here#what the actual fuck is going on back home???'#and he's like 'nothing that you need to worry about sweetie just keep living your best life and have fun killing darkspawn <3'#(there's something that makes me feel So much about how consistently his stance is like... 'you'll always be welcome here#but the circle doesn't *need* you; go be a warden and live your life'. he managed to fineagle freedom for you somehow and won't let you#turn and glance back. not even once. I feel somehow both so abandoned and so incredibly loved it's wild)#oc: sophia amell
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I know. But listen to it and you act like you’ve never heard it before.
#critical role#exu downfall#ygifs#cr lb#ashley mom pc: my son you must gamble my daughter you must lie uh WAIT OOPS#trist unknown mama who only knows how to hold repeating to tell those she loves that she loves them#an open heart open to suffering to remain open to love#anyway ashley gave with Little Lies Are Okay and her face work ma'am mama#me sitting pretty i get brennan dming ashley
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what would've happened if the other emotions didnt forgive anxiety?
UPDATE FOR INSIDE OUT ASK BLOG:
I have been on vacation and still am! This is why I haven't posted in a while.
I'm trying to finish the next ask but I also have been trying to enjoy my time with my extended family, I hope you guys can understand.
But! Here is the first 3 pages for the next ask while you wait!
Pages 3/15
Question: What would’ve happened if the other emotions didn’t forgive Anxiety?
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#ask the inside out emotions#ask the emotions#u guys r gonna hate me 4 what im about 2 do#the frog must suffer#its for character development I swear#dont worry it only gets worse from here#inside out 2#inside out fandom#ask blog#inside out#inside out ask blog#inside out fanart#insideout#io2#art#Comic#fan comic#inside out anxiety#inside out joy#inside out fear#inside out anger#anger is an asshole I’m sorry#angst#more angst#who reads these tags#buckle up buttercup#artist is slightly unhinged
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I just saw someone on tiktok point this out.
I am not okay.
If this is intentional (which it seems to be) I'ma kill myself (not rlly I just love these two so much and am so distraught about them)
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Jason after a certain incident
@bonerot19 enjoy :)
Poll is in the weblogs (why did my spellcheck change it to that???) Ahem REBLOGS to decide what comfort to give him, so far the cat distribution system is winning
Edit: the cat distribution system won! stay tuned for whenever I finish that
#Now that I'm looking at it I'm seeing everything wrong with this drawing#So I need to post it right now before I try to fix it into oblivion#Anyway#I don't feel like I nailed the emotions in this one so prepare for more drawings of Jason suffering#Soapysudz art#As I chase the high of getting emotions onto the....screen? Since its digital art ig you could say that#soaps art#jason todd fanart#Batarang incident#To me patching yourself up is such a lonely and painful thing#The pain being caused by your dad choosing to throw a knife at your neck to save your murderer must be so much worse on top of that
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took 3 tries but i think i am finally free of korra plagiarism in yuuji's water tribe design
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#lmhs#timelapse#atla!au: design#atla!au: art#this au's power....literally ws like I Do Not Have Time To Draw today and yet . here he is#I think water tribe clothing leans symmetrical thus me fiddling w his lower hem a bunch ghgjhfgsdf#i love u asymmetry but we must make sacrifices ive spent too long bashing my head in over how to fix this design#i simply could not in good conscience have him cosplaying korra . i think their time in th water tribe is too important#n when the time comes fr me to illustrate fr th later chapters i want to . u kno.#actually be Happy with th design GJHFGS#and i am !!!! finally !!!!#i think i managed 2 accomplish my goal of keeping his short sleeves n armbands while Not making it look like walmart korra#long suffering sigh yuuji Why Do You Fight Back :(#megumi voice whatever !!!!#my un-korrification mission ws a success in my eyes and thats all that matters
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I just have this image in my head of homeless!Ted recognising Pete out in public. He’s got this sweet little faraway smile on his face as he watches him and mutters “Petey…! That’s my baby brother…!” to no-one. Pete barely even notices him
Or maybe Pete, for once, is the only one in his friend group who decides to actually throw a little bit of spare change into the homeless guy’s cup as they’re all walking by and Ted looks up to thank the kind stranger and realises, and can’t say anything, just stares as Pete keeps walking, until he’s almost out of sight. “Oh…” he picks up the cup to look inside it, then back towards Pete, “Thank you, Petey…”
#obsessed with the idea that Ted calls him Petey in his more sincere moments#hi i love angst and suffering and the Spankoffski brothers#hatchetfield#nerdy prudes must die#NPMD#Nightmare Time#the guy who didn't like musicals#TGWDLM#ted spankoffski#pete spankoffski#peter spankoffski#spankoffski bros#starkid#team starkid
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