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monster-noises · 1 year ago

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Forever thinking about TCAF 2019

Where I Fully sprained my ankles about 2 days before

And proceeded to;

-Not go to a doctor

-Put some ice on it over night then ride the train to Toronto

-Go Immediately to a Furry Dance Party

-Walk on it All Day at TCAF (In heels if i remember correct. Not Tall heels mind, but i was not Flat Footed)

-Be absolutely Mystyfied about why i felt Naseaus all day and proceeded to throw up the next morning before my train home,, for the next Several Years

(the pain, it was the pain, i threw up because of how bad my ankle hurt)

And when i came back I Still didn't take time off work or go to the hospital or anything!! How I still have a perfectly functional ankle is Beyond me!

#monster noises #every Now and Again it gives me a bit of Guff #but really it went right back to normal!#it was so swollen though oh my God #it filled the collar of my little Boots #I sprained it in the first place by stepping off a curb wrong and rolled it #fell right over onto the pavement pretty hard #got right back up and hobbled through the intersection fast as i could manage #when i had determined i wasn't bleeding and wasn't in enough pain to indicate i'd Broken something i just... kept going on my errand #lmao #(i was getting my money for TCAF from the bank)#literally 0 self preservation instincts and really wonky pain tolerance #where /I/ don't feel that much pain #but my Body does #if that makes sense?#hence the Vomitting #my body was in pain but i couldn't really feel how Bad it was

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abubblingcandle · 1 year ago

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I love not having to work for 6 weeks in the summer but I do hate what it does to my body to then have to go back to teaching a full timetable just straight away

Every part of my body, mind and soul hurts

#my brain doesn't forget how to teach #but my body does #6 weeks to completely unlearn all the habits you pick up to get through the day #the worst are my poor fucking ankles #personal stuff #teaching

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bitchfitch · 3 months ago

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writing advice for characters with a missing eye: dear God does losing an eyes function fuck up your neck. Ever since mine crapped out I've been slowly and unconsciously shifting towards holding my head at an angle to put the good eye closer to the center. and human necks. are not meant to accommodate that sorta thing.

#like it started with me just holding things more towards my right #but the things started shifting more towards center and my head turns instead #like. when im driving especially i have to keep my head turned so i can see on coming traffic #and when im around people ive noticed i position myself so my body is facing them and then turn my head to get them actually #centered in my now very right biased field of view #so anyways draw blorbo bleebus cheated to that 3/4s angle without guilt #at least one one eyed fucker actually does that

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shepscapades · 1 month ago

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Evil Anvil has permanently changed my brain chemistry about the ending of limited life

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mochasucculent · 2 months ago

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Was looking at refs and since Viktor has two different leg braces I was wondering, do we think he wears them simultaneously?? The refs don't perfectly line up perspective-wise so it's hard to tell but parts of the one he wears during the Hexcore scenes look like they could maybe line up with the brace that he wears over his clothes, but also some parts really don't and look like they'd be super uncomfy. Also HOW does he take these on and off. Experts weigh in

#viktor #arcane #ig my assumption would be that he wears both simultaneously cause in the scene where he injects the shimmer #it seems implied that he just threw off his clothes and kept experimenting #so one might assume he was already wearing the smaller one underneath #tho it is a funny image to think of him just being like 'one sec i gotta go all the way home and grab my other brace to do this'#he can take off the back brace too cause hes not wearing it in the scene where he's in the hospital bed and you can see his shoulder #where the strap would be #but that one seems to make even less sense functionality wise #everything looks like its screwed together #or screwed INTO him #but only the top bolts on his spine are i think #in the close ups of his back brace model it looks like theres cushioning underneath the parts of it that cover the rest of his spine #so he can take it off. but HOW #what parts of it unscrew/detatch to pull open and off #does it not do that at all and he just has to shimmy it off his shoulder and all the way down his legs to get it off like a romper #the shape language of the designs are cool but like. tell me how it wooorrkkksss #forgive me if im just dumb and dont know at all how braces work and theres a very simple practical explanation for all this #any king who wants to infodump about mobility aids at me....the floor is yours #something to be said i suppose about the fact that zaunites have crazy prosthetics with wild augmentations that work flawlessly #and piltover's like. idk heres some fucking uncomfortable ass metal. salo gets wheelchair in non ada compliant place #they havent ever needed to adapt to accommodate disabilities etc etc #or maybe artists were just like 'heres a design' and everybody clapped and didnt give it a second thought #and then they just turned off the visibility on the mesh when they didnt need it knowing thered not be a scene where its taken off #dont even wanna THINK about what that rig would look like #like 40 different controllers #soft body and rigid hard surfaces needing to move together....#a cold chill just shot up my spine #<- guy who is only an animator and doesnt know how to rig #forgive the magic wand tool with zero cleanup. i am lazy

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maxgicalgirl · 11 months ago

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Being a “Fun Fact !” kind of autistic is all fun and games until you get halfway through sharing an interesting tidbit and realize that it probably wasn’t appropriate to share in polite company and now you have to deal with the consequences :(

#autism #neurodivergent #adhd #fun facts #GOD I’m such an idiot #anyways now a 10 year old is out there looking up swear words online and it’s all my fault :(#I got so excited by the fact that I knew a fun fact #that I didn’t stop to think that maybe not everyone knows that fun fact for a reason :(#it’s like explaining how to successfully bury a body at a book club #or explaining the dangers of Scientology to your sister’s boyfriend the first time you meet him #or debating gay sex positions with your best friend in front of your mom #no matter how much I wish to be a beacon of knowledge in this world #sometimes there are things others just don’t want to know #and consciously that’s valid but the autism ? I does not care

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bacchuschucklefuck · 6 months ago

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no more fan-ta-sizing about it! everything's already changed~

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #figueroth faeth #riz gukgak #adaine abernant #fabian seacaster #gorgug thistlespring #kristen applebees #fh class quangle #my! class swap thing! I guess this is like the poster for it now #got overinvested and finished it properly instead of winging it lol #in closeup order: cleric!gorgug; bard!riz; rogue!fabian; sorcerer!kristen; barbarian!fig; artificer!adaine #this one does have the harpoon gun I'd give fabian during sophomore year but literally only figured out for this piece lol #I like how it looks tho Im glad I hashed it out #thinking abt power armor adaine a lot tbh... she has the transhumanist audacity. she's villain-adjacent enough #to attempt unspeakable acts of body improvement #(its funny bc to wear a rig like that would Also demand a certain level of physical strength from you)#also yeah this is the thing with riz holding a megaphone that got me considering #its fun! it fits the aesthetics! maybe it'd grant him range for bardics #maybe he gets to keep that Im just not sure how he'd carry it around lol #fig gets to have all of her makeup... I like almost never remember to draw it usually kdsjfhdjk listen. I just forgor #I always forget makeup is real #also dont ask me what's in kristen's thermos it Is usually tea but you truly never know #sometimes its soup. it can be lighter fluid. soap perhaps. hot chocolate #also if u come knocking on my door abt kristen's somatic in this piece: I wont be home #she gets to be gross especially bc shes funny and 17yo and gay. we give it to her #okay I. whoo I should lay down. finally I can move on to other things #cheers! wahoo. yahha perhaps

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hawberries · 6 months ago

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a little game of cat and mouse

#im only a small ways into the zzz story update but the jane seth dynamic. was made in a lab for me. for ME #jane also makes the feminism leave my body she is soo. ooooooooo #SHE IS SO…!!!!!!#and seth the stupidest earnestest catboy in the world… i would do ANYTHING #zenless zone zero #zzz #jane doe #seth lowell #fanart #janeseth

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asexual-shelly · 5 months ago

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whatever. go, my dandlers...

FINALLY SOME ART FOR AN AU IVE BEEN WORKING ON!!!!! YIPEEEEEE!!!!!!!! So tl;dr Twisted Modes like an alternate game mode designed to be a form of 'hard mode', where the play styles for each toon have been muddied or completely changed to offer a completely different experience for players. The premise is that the toons are like a remnant of previous games, its based upon the clone theory so each individual toon has their own story and lore separate from the others (though there are exceptions for a few characters!). Also the AU is written in a way that's meant to semi-emulate the game itself which is why the stats and alternate abilities are listed, expect more gameplay aspects to be given in the future bc i love coming up with gameplay mechanics 😈

The chars here aren't all of the ones planned btw I wanna make another sheet when I can, feel free to ask questions tho ill be happy to answer ^^ pleasepleasepleasepleaseplea

#dandys world #dandy's world #dandys world au #Twisted Mode AU #dandys world vee #dandys world shrimpo #dandys world toodles #dandys world shelly #dandys world cosmo #my art #expect a lot more twisted mode auposting im so normal abt this au guys #tw ichor #does that need a tw? shrug #tw body horror #oh btw just wanna clarify the infected titles are purely to distinguish them from regular toons #a lot of them are infected w ichor in some way but some of them like cosmo very much arent so i felt the need to clarify while im here

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saucefunk · 3 months ago

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CONTROL YOURSELF

#the substance #my art #your body as consumption vs consumption as your body and so on #still thinking a lot about this film. boy does it manage to nail the angle of simmering self hatred #but the line ‘is it getting harder to remember you deserve to exist’ has stuck with me. its sad but its also very resonant #and its an important reminder. there is no dissociative self you’re hurting. there is only you #the substance 2024 #demi moore #margaret qualley

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paintedcrows · 2 months ago

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Totally Normal Trigonometry Things

#more of these terrible freaky guys! (mostly) old man Ford edition #Some post canon stuff! Love the idea of Ford gaining weight post-canon <3 (Did I initially forget Bill's cracks? Maybe. Maybe..)#idk if theres any redeeming going on tho. Almost nevermind all that au energy yknow. They're vibing & making it everyone elses problem #last two are based on my Ford cosplay and that is a real sticker I do now questionably own. I thought itd make a funny picture and it did #and to the people who wanted to know where the tongue was going I hope I didn't disappoint lmao #cw suggestive #i think. Bill's a goddamn triangle. at what point does it become enough to tag that. probably at the point i gave Ford freaky love bites...#cw injury #cw body horror #Billford #Gravity Falls #tbob #Fan art #Bill Cipher #Stanford Pines #Ford Pines #Grunkle Ford #Bill/Ford #Bill x Ford #Fanart #GF Fanart #artists on tumblr #my art

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 1 month ago

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real talk having the 2nd worst new years eve yet 🤢🤢🤢 (throat infection, twisted neck, banged-about-foot, ego AND the rest o' me all bruised like misjuggled peaches 🍑🍑🍑)

im bent outa shape and suspectin the universe owes me 8 buck if anyone wannsa chip in