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Suddenly inspired to write a ballroom oneshot set in Pearlâs beautiful new build,,, the brainworms are back
#it would likely be Etho centric#but might be other POVs as well#lots of drinks#lights#beautiful outfits#flirting#silliness#and dancing#someone out on a balcony in the cool night air#possibly ethubs or rentho or ranchers or rendoc or tangtho or gempearl or xbralis or docsuma#:)#quags.speaks
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Love your art and your general presence within the fandom, but I wanna know if you get the vision. So, Iâm going to walk you through a thought experiment:
Your whole life has been filled with devastation. Your closest childhood companion was killed, your parents died before your eyes, youâve been kidnapped and thrown away once theyâve realized you had no one left to come for you. Youâre dying from the inside out. Everyone you love and admire thinks youâre a freak.
And then you meet this girl. And she actively tries to include you into her friend group. She goes out of her way to help you when no one else is willing. Sheâs not afraid of you in the way everyone else is.
Now imagine this person, who was the only one to ever offer you an ounce of empathy, dies before your eyes. Your only friend is dead and you can only blame yourself for this outcome.
Thatâs Komanami (Nagito x Chiaki). How are we feeling?
well the thing is if you start an ask like that, i am in fact less likely to consider it
#not an art#Idk about a vision but the tone?#Also i think chiaki had more personality than that#More than 'she helps the you'#Ok wait this might be in reply to me saying Bait Me Bro#Well this one in particular won't work on me no offense! I forgot i even said the other thing#But this wont catch me in particular id probably like it more from chiakis POV lol
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it already made since that Aizawa was going grey, but now knowing he is responsible for arguably the most famous people in the entire world and they won't stop making tik toks and backflipping in public I understand even more
See I actually really love this Aizawa because heâs sort of the definition of being stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Had any other class pulled this shit, he would have expelled every single one of them, and it would have been the right call. Because had any other class pulled this shit, it would have just been arrogance driving them to Yokohama.
Every other class had the benefit of a world with all might. They all would have never been in the situation to be the only thing between a city and utter disaster. They never had been faced with a disaster where the heroes fucking announced that no one was coming.
But they could come. They could make it in time.
Every other class heâs ever taught lived in a world where the system had not completely broken down. If they all went AWOL and showed up to fight fucking S-Class villains, they wouldnât have to worry about the villains killing them, because he would have done it himself. It would take absolutely suicidal levels of reckless arrogance to show up to a fight youâre not experienced enough to handle and then get in the way of the trained professionals who can actually do this. He would have expelled every single one of them for their own good and for societyâs good.
But thatâs not what happened here.
Those kids knew for a fact that no one else was going to respond. They knew for a fact that the choice was their own safety or everyone elseâs.
And the thing is that they really were the Big Fucking Heroes of the day. Like. It canât be understated how much good they did in that one night.
It wasnât just saving the people immediately at risk. The entirety of Japan was terrified when the news broke. A lot of those villains ended up in Tartarus after their own little reigns of terrorâand All Might put a lot of them in there. They were all liable to massacre a few people when they hit the mainland, ultimately escape, go to ground, and start all over. Theyâd all have to be hunted down and recaptured. The expectation was that it was going to be months if not years dealing with the ramifications of this.
The only villains that werenât recaptured that same night were All for One and Stain. All for One, well. Was a hugely embarrassing failure considering they publicly threw all their resources into recapturing him and fucking failed at it.
Stain was the only one the kids didnât contain to Yokohama, and itâs because they didnât try to.
Thereâs this entire dramatic confrontation between Stain and Iida in my head that I love. Iida was the one who ultimately made the call not to devote any resources to Stain. He was the only one who wasnât attacking civilians and wasnât liable to down the line. Hell, he stepped in a few times to stop the villains. Stopping Stain took him, Todoroki, and Izuku all working in concert the first time around. And granted, theyâve all grown since then, but he hasnât forgotten how close that fight was. He doesnât think that just one of them alone could take down Stain (except for maybe Shinsou, but he was on the other side of the city handling crisis after crisis and there was no way to pull him out for Stain) and they did not have the fucking resources for more. Fuck, they didnât have the resources for one person to go after stain.
Going after Stain meant taking resources from people actively attacking civilians to go after someone who had never attacked a civilian. Stain could wait. Everyone else couldnât. It turned out to be a nonissue because all of his brotherâs sidekicks got together and hunted him down like a wild boar in the immediate aftermath.
Class 2-A isnât credited just with saving Yokohamaâtheyâre credited with saving Japan from the bloodshed that would have been all those villains loose on the streets for months after. People were actually buying tickets out of the country before they realized that the villains had all been contained.
Part of the reason why Toshinori, as a teenager, wanted a symbol of peace was because of the fear the public had when they went about their day. This is a public who had been in peace for so long that they had forgotten what it was like to be afraid in the streets, and they were remembering it tenfold.
Thereâs all these dramatic high moments in my head of the fight that night. And one of the biggest is Izuku and Mirio going after a villain team that had been considered the worst before the League of Villains. They had like, a nine month reign of terror before All Might and Sir Nighteye tracked them down and put a stop to them. People were petrified of them getting out again, potentially joining with the League, and unleashing havoc like never before.
Like Stain, they werenât attacking people. But thatâs because they were focused on escaping, going to ground, and coming back worse than ever. Izuku and Mirio made the call that it would just be them who responded. They couldnât afford to devote anyone else to itâthey were massively outnumbered and overstretched as it was. That was the fight that the class was most terrified would end in one of them dying. They just barely managed the victory, and the world exploded when reports came through that this villain team had been contained. The first time around, their kill count had been in the high double digits, and everyone expected them to manage at least the same again if they got free.
On that vein, I donât think it could be overstated just how much this fight did for public morale.
You know in canon, how society just sort of crumbled? Villains roamed the streets, people were in shelters, UA was full of refugees? Society isnât there in pez because of this fight.
The LoV fully expected this to have crippled society. If the heroes took the bait and went after AfO without anyone left to defend Yokohama, there would have been a bloodbath. The public would have been completely disillusioned. There would have been riots in the street over this. And there would be a lot more villains out there to bring new terror.
This was such a dynamic story that people were ecstatic after it. They had more hope than they had before AfO escaped.
If AfO had escaped on his own, there would have been an upsurge of fear and unrest. But after this? The public was more emboldened and unified than they were before AfO had escaped. Fuck it, the villains hadnât won yet. Fucking look at their funky little kids go. Theyâre so fucking proud of them. The worst villains on the planet losing to a bunch of high schoolers shouting âWEE WOO BITCHâ while badly driving ambulances. They won Yokohama. Theyâll win again.
So. Thereâs Aizawa. Who has never been so fucking afraid in his life. Heâs got all of these brilliant fucking children who are so painfully young, and the entire world wants to eat them. The world doesnât know that thatâs what its doing, but it is.
He bitched them out in the aftermath, because he could have had to bury all of them, and it would have killed him too. He was so scared he couldnât breathe and getting more scared, because even when it was only the morning after, he knew they had pulled off a kind of magic that wouldnât be forgotten easily. Itâd just keep getting harder to save them.
But he kind of wishes he didnât bitch them out. He wishes he told them that he was sorry that they were ever put in that position, and that heâs so glad that theyâre all alive, and heâs proud of them. Heâs fucking proud of them, because they did something amazing.
#pez dispenser debris#pov you have the worlds most fantastic and reckless kids and they just saved fucking Japan#now to beat people off with a stick from them#they were all too concussed to look at screens for like a week after and then after that he was manually shutting down the fucking WiFi#thank god theyâre all codependent with each other because if they talked to other kids theyâd find out how famous they are#they all know theyâre famous to be clear#they just donât realize that global celebrities#well everyone knows Izukuâs a global celebrity but thatâs like a him problem#heâs the one who keeps going out for ice cream with all might and getting into fights with reporters he did this to himself#Izuku IS by far the most famous of all of them but like. the whole world knows about UAs class A.
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i have to finish my cool epic comic job deadline first before i can make fanart for it but i need to say this right now. i finished the standalone novel "the spear cuts through water" by simon jimenez last friday and i'm still crazy about it. like i fear it's already my favorite book of 2025 and it's only january.
my fellow fantasy metafiction fans GET ON THIS!!!!!*
*if you can handle it! it's an adult epic fantasy with very graphic violence. cws: gore, domestic (familial) abuse, torture, cannibalism, body horror, ableism, probably more...
#tsctw#i swear to god i will make the junkeema art soon.#i know orv nation is here. you like super weird stories about stories right. well. i got something for you.#and it is also a love story.#from what i heard: audiobook will either transport you to another dimension OR leave you completely clueless/confused#also i hope you're ready for 2nd person POV. among others.#might also hit extra hard if you're filipino. because the author is filipino-american. it sure did for me LMAO
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this moment so fucked upđ
#horror spn moments and its dean torturing sam psychologically in 4 different ways under a min he could've just asked if sam lied#the pacing the lightful to knife lethal seriousness the yelling dean so psychopath đ#this messes with my head bruh i hated how i couldn't actually predict how he'd lash out on sam#chat I think its time to kill dean#its fucked up that sam spends this arc trying to SAVE dean and the narration and dean treat him like he's melting the earth's crust#and must be crucified#meanwhile when dean decides he might have to KILL sam it's painted as a heroic sacrifice for the greater good#sam doomed if he tries to save but is manipulated and doomed if he tries to also save and well-intentioned#and his punishment for both times Is just death#why are we lowering the guillotine on the guy for trying to save his brother???? he was literally distressed and hiding about it#like he's smuggling a nuclear bomb with full determination to destroy the planet#yea there was grave consequences later but dean's gripe was him going against his wish to be doomed with the mark#you can talk respecting wishes if dean wasn't spending the whole last season flagrantly ignoring sam's wishes half the time#and the other half he spends it DEVASTATED when sam says he'll respect his wishes if he were in his shoes. the whole theme of s9 finale#was dean WANTING to be saved by sam and asking for that morally grey treatment back#If he's gon change his mind one minute and the other then he could have just not practically begged for what sam was doing here#dean's emotional fluctuations arent sam's responsibility#this sounds deancrit but no I'm just speaking from a pov everyone collectively decided to ignore part of its nuance#sam winchester#dean winchester#samdean#spn meta in tags#mine#the editing is supposed to make it haha but the scene is still not hahaing sm..
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 the tudors (2007-2010) / the concubine, by christopher rae / the six queens of henry viii (2016) / zombie (2018), cover by bad wolves / the white princess (2017) / hunting the falcon, by john guy & julia fox / viii, by hm castor / the white queen (2013) / henry viii, by lucy wooding / firebrand (2023)
#christopher rae pls forgive me. your portrayal of henry's memory of this eats all others...i could not NOT include#prism of privilege (he does not know what it is to be 'imprisoned' in the tower. he knows what it is to be confined there. as a child.#in fear it might have well felt like that...but#)#notwithstanding...#then in the tudors we have the prism of#his sanctified memory of his mother#means he wants to believe he had a deep affinity with her. so it's that she 'seemed' calm but he 'knew' she was terrified... (like him)#but elizabeth had experience of being in sanctuary ; very young; for much longer stretches#she would have known what would best comfort her children in that situation#web weaving#2023- allegedly.#and also how different the memory and associations of place are depending on the pov#for henry's subjects it's a place of fear/punishment#for henry it's a place he would associate with refuge ; a fortress of protection and majesty#but also a place of fear and sorrow#it's the place where it's said his uncles were murdered; for once#(the tower was also where his mother had her last lying in; and she died there)#and then it'll have an even more juxtapositional place in his heart/mind as he becomes older#it was where he both welcomed his wife after her coronation and where he sent her to die once he'd decided she'd betrayed him
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2024 reads / storygraph
In The Roses of Pieria
dark fantasy romance
a woman takes a well-paying but suspicious sounding job as an archivist working for a mysterious estate owner, and finds herself translating numerous never-before-seen artifacts from her specialty field on an ancient civilisation
as she begins to translate romantic letters between two ancient figures and unravel more about them, her frustration over the knowledge being kept secret and confusion over what the letters reveal grows
but between that and her developing feelings for her employerâs assistant, she finds out that getting to close to these secrets is dangerous
lesbians, vampires, fey
#In The Roses of Pieria#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#sapphic books#oughhhhhh yeah this was pretty good!#itâs such an interesting mix of elements and I think it pulls it off pretty well. But also definitely wonât work for everyone.#I definitely was most intrigued by the fungal fey but also knew going in that that was a more minor aspect.#However seems like itâll be much more significant as the series goes on so am interested in that#the fungi fey stuff is like. hmm mycelial hivemind vibes. which i like the idea of#It starts off very slow and atmospheric and then the danger and action creeps up all of a sudden#and I can only assume that the series will continue with the higher stakes#if you like the idea of timewar but want it to be more grounded narratively (and also from the POV of mere humans reading the letters#not just focused on them) you might like this?? but also thereâs a lot of other things going on. so#I will sayâŠplot hole? I am confused how V needed C to translate the letter to send to A#when the whole point of Câs job is that A canât read the ancient language anymore. did i miss something there lol?#also damn we got a furry but then she immediately lost her furry abilities forever. rip.
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an edek themed collage đȘČ
#not me posting this just to have an excuse to talk about him more aaahahhhah#i've created edek approx 4 years ago and since then he went through little to no design changes#he is jus flawless. perfect#his personality however.. oof#i mean !!! he's not a bad guy#as i mentioned before he's very friendly and open to new people and opportunities#its just. he was based on my (now) ex best friend#me and that friend were close during primary school and despite me moving cities we managed to keep this friendship going#but you know. it wasnt the same. it became long distance#and i think i manifested my longing by creating an oc that was based on his aesthetics and personality#it took me some time to realise that i've been viewing this friend through lens of this oc. that of course lead to idealisation#because he wasn't physically there with me i created an imaginary version of him in my head#it was also because at this point we were getting older and slowly growing apart#and i think i wanted to grasp a little part of him that would still understand me#edek's relationship with ryba was also heavily influenced by this relationship#and. well. the things that my ex friend and edek have in common are short temper (despite acting chill) and trouble showing affection#he also tends to say things faster than he can even think them through#oh and he enjoys long walks through the woods and mountain hiking and bicycling and bugs and mushrooms and. yeah#and the other traits!!!!#he is suuuuuuper protective of his loved ones especially his younger sister irenka#his interest include everything thats fantasy and with folklore themes#hes also a stoner lol#aaand a funfact - he and zbyszek (of dycha za zbycha!!!!) used to be friends in childhood but they aren't friends as of now#why you might ask? from edek's pov zbyszek and his family just randomly disappeared#and edek was the only one that wasn't in on the fact that they have moved to the usa#edek wondered why his best friend at that time didn't tell him such important news#and often thought that there mustve been something wrong with him or zbyszek didn't actually like him that much#this incident heeeavily influenced his perception of relationships in the future#OH AND ALSOO hes an artist he graduated art hs with a degree in graphic design and is in college for the same thing#original character
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you don't understand how good it feels to be drawing an unhinged kuukou again lmao
#this is vee speaking#i got to make some kuukou assumptions AND draw him wild asf it's been a productive day lol#no the finished pic will not be my post for tomorrow tho LOL#spoilers it's ichikuu based on the live lol#a couple of ichikuu fans have been posting about how kimura has been very slowly shifting perspectives#and being more aware of hayama-san as a performing partner and i have noticed it as well#bc i actually really hate the way that man usually looks at hayama-san LOL kimura's always thought hayama-san was talented#and i could see it in his eyes how much he felt a bit threatened by it lol so it's weird from my pov to see him trying to find a new groove#hayama-san vocal ichikuu supporter from day one lmao thru out the live kept wanting to do his little adlibs noises like he does with hitoya#but kept backing down also not yet in his groove with kimura lol#itâs very funny to watch them be so aware of each other but missing the beat#some might say it's irl ichikuu in a way but that's NOT me lmao
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im kind of an apologist for the crew when it comes to epic tbh.. justice for them gone too soon đïž
#like they really didn't do anything wrong. everything bad that happened was either on odysseus or eurylochus.#'what about the mutiny' think about it from their pov. captain just sacrificed six people willy nilly like i'd mutiny too đ#how are they supposed to trust him after that#like we get it bc we are the audience watching from odysseus' perspective. but from theirs it might as well have been from nowhere#and then they all died đ#THAT'S NOT EVEN TO SAY OF THE CREW ON THE OTHER SHIPS IN THE FLEET. WHO DIED WITHOUT A CLUE OF HOW THEY WERE EVEN IN THAT SITUATION#also i am the first person to defend eurylochus i promise but i do see some people act as if the whole crew opened the windbag and like.#they wanted to. but eurylochus is the one who did it.#holding my fav accountable for this one guys YFKDGJTDJFJSTJ#cherry chatsđ
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i need brownies so fucking bad rn
#â ᶻᶻâ turn it up!â #unrelated croomf has pissed me off to immeasurable amounts. reduced back to oomf#overthat#anyway#DY piece tn i need it to go#and also this song is soooo minhui i threw up everywhere#decided for better or for worse that kit will be implemented here instead of in the group w kyun.. kyun works best on his own for me idk#heâs not gnna have a massive part (for now) and i dont plan on him leaving 127 to join BB or anything so heâll def stay on the side#buttttt i did start up a little gogo piece through his eyes#i rly like the idea of never writing in ggâs pov does that jst make me sound rly lazy#BECAUSE!!!!! IM NOT!!! well i am but not w this hear me out#he puts on so many faces with everyone and even if with some heâs more âhimâ than with others heâs never really actually#gone the whole way bared his soul the whole shebang to everyone bar like one person. so heâs kinda lonely AS EFF!!!#and idk i js like the idea of him being (when u get down 2it) a stranger. he doesnt even wanna show himself to the narrative IJBOLLL#sooooo yeah. it does kinda sound like a cop-out 4 if he acts like a different person in every piece but i think ive been p consistent so#that one person was in dream btw.. he left partly because he was bored and felt like heâd end up going nowhere and#partly because he was HUMILIATED by doing all that he needed to pack his bags and get the fuck out its kinda funny#mention ** to him and heâll look like that pic of that one 2000 yard stare soldier its serious#worse than saying âhyeonmin and jaehee are in the same room rn hahaâ to yijun.. but barely anyone will ever find that out#ANYWAY! i like to think kit + cherryade are the closest to seeing minhui as he is right after redacted explosions gunshots#âim on fire and iâve got to break outâ + âi've had enough of this got to break it throughâ LIKE ITS HIMMM!#and dont even mention the âgot to leave all trouble living life on the doubleâ I HATE THIS OSNGGGG#They made it for him. IDGAF if it came out in 2001.#ok sorry for yapping i might go make toast
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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23 for music asks hehe ^^
YIPEE
23: A song that you think everybody should listen to
Karma by AJR just because itâs my favorite song ever <3
#lemon man talks#My favorite song from my favorite album by my favorite band btw!!!!!!#Everything about it is just very good. To me#Besides being very relatable and musically beautiful I just think it being from the pov of a patient in a therapy session is so creative#I love AJR forever and ever#Neotheater will always be my favorite album too#Itâs so <3333333#AHRHAHAHAZB ITS SO IMPORTANT TO ME#IM GONNA EAT DRYWALL#Karma is just. Yeah#Yeah#Iâve never had an actual therapy session because the two times I was in therapy I was mistreated and didnât actually talk to the therapists#(Because I didnât trust them and they sucked)#But just the. Last minute dump of everything on your mind because the session is about to end and youâre scared youâre gonna spiral and you#Wonât have a doctor with you to help#The basically begging for karma to come already#Iâve been so good where the hell is the karma!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What the fuck#The different ways they talk to the therapist#Being sarcastic when asked why theyâre miserable#Asking if theyâre crazier than other patients#Just. Feeling like youâve been doing so much for everyone and being the best person you can but the kindness never comes back around#Feeling like youâve been giving everything you have and getting nothing in return#And can we talk about neotheaterâs musical identity? The choirs and the ethereal instrumentation that pair up so well with the cover and th#Themes of the songs?#Everything just works so well in this album and it makes it feel so complete#Itâs just a very comforting album for me#Anyways I might like AJR
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that one scene in atbb where russ is being a tall asshole to karma on purpose but instead of squatting down to his level he pulls this shit
#karma isn't THAT short. but god that would be a good bit#in the rewrite i might have to put that scene in karma's pov tbh. just so you can feel how much he's holding himself back#because y'all best believe the amount of restraint it took him to not kill russ immediately when he did that was fucking astronomical#i've already talked about how being underestimated & patronized bc of his size is one of his THINGS. so combine that with a LV spike#he did not see russ as his little brother in that moment he wanted him dead on the ground in the dirt fully unrecognizable#i was thinking of maybe having the swapfell fic switch between fluff & karma's pov for different scenes/chapters anyway#i think it would establish a lil better that karma is an Important Character for the overall story instead of just another side character#especially since pretty much every other sans that will ever show up IS a side character lol#idk if i'll switch according to a pattern like 1 fluff chapter -> 1 karma chapter etc or if i'd just go on vibes. does anyone care abt that#the few times i've attempted a pattern i lost interest in keeping it up immediately but that was w/ the lightbulb fic so. its been a minute#sometimes certain scenes are better from certain povs and the pattern fucks with that I CANT HELP IT#THATS WHY THE LAST 2 CHAPTERS OF SELF HATRED SWITCH TO RUSS POV IF THEY WERE STILL EDGE IT WOULD MESS IT UPPPP#well i mean i guess the final chapter could MAYBE work from edge's pov & show how confusing russ is to him a lil better#but i also think seeing how russ is actually thinking is better just for the audience's understanding of him. yaknow. idk#plus it Would be more jarring to have 4 chapters of edge 1 chapter of russ and then immediately back to edge again#i think it'd make russ's part feel more like a weird interruption or something rather than a natural switch to hide edge's intentions#oh my fucking god i just looked back at the actual post i got so off topic YOU GET THE IDEA GOODBYE#KARMA#RUSS#LOOKING AT THAT GROWN ASS MAN LIKE A BUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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monitoring by deco*27 could be a soldierspy song if you just give me 12 hours and 5 cans of monster to explain
#not rb#I need to stop saying this type of shit#already feeling like that one âsponge plus star equals clamâ spongebob gif#âguys I think apple is orangeâ *never elaborates* *leaves*#okay but listen. LISTENâ#pov character (of the mv) is a paranoid freak projecting a mix of fear (of judgement) and desire onto the singer.#said singer ultimately just wants them to be okay but might be unusually persistent/devoted in said endeavour (up to interpretation??)#âlean on me with your whole weightâ thinks of their dynamic in emblue where soldier constantly sacrifices for spy for practically no reason#(other than his commitment to the system)#is that how spy sees him? a willingâ almost eager pawn?#âcall my nameâ and anytime Iâll come hitherâ do you get it. Do You Understa#also just. The theme of perceived inseparability#âI'll always be by your sideâ are words the pov character is putting in the singer's mouth#(well. the entire song is. but you get it)#(actually on a meta level this song works best when sung by vsynth/vocaloid bc of both the fictitious nature of the singer and the fact tha#that *all* vocaloid songs are technically putting words into the mouth of an interpretation of said singer. if that makes any sense)#sorry that's off topic anyways my point being#the pov character is both put off and endeared by whom they perceive to be a weirdo watching them#this is the closest they have to a support system. this is the only person they really have batting for them#they are also unwilling to really open up to this interpretation of the singer because it's easier to imagine that they already know#that the pov character won't have to go through the trouble of exposing themselves. that the singer understands in the way they need to#and is blindlyâ unquestioningly loyal Anyway#remind you (me) of anyone#this is how I justify listening to this fucking song on repeat for the past 72 hours#this is also how I spread my âsoldier should lovingly maul spy because they're both freaksâ agenda#ty for coming to my ted talk. I had to save this in my drafts first to make sure I didn't hit the tag limit đ
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Aaa ok I never thought I'd share this thing anywhere but lately the ml fandom, specifically the Lt au and @sillysiluriforme's work has been really inspiring me. So I introduce to you Emmanuelle Emilie Agreste.
She's an old miraculous oc I've had for years and never done much with outside of my own head tbh. She's Adrien's older sister and also a sentimonster, created bc in my mind/version of things Emilie had to give up on a lot of her acting career after moving to Paris and marrying Gabriel.
So instead she makes Emmanuelle, an almost perfect copy of herself, (except for the eye and hair colour, Gabriel's and Nathalie's respectively as little Easter eggs bc she thinks it's cute, but Emma ends up dying her hair and wearing contacts all the time anyway), who will never age or get wrinkles and who has a head start in the industry by starting acting work as a child. A dress up doll she can mold into the actress she could have been if she'd started earlier, who she can live vicariously through while she stays at home.
Less of a daughter and more of an advertisement, a way for the world to never forget her. Because this child has her face and her voice and will never shut up about honouring her legacy. The concept of Emilie the actress will live on far longer under a slightly different name. Also less of a daughter and more of her biggest fan. The perfect protogee who listens to all her advice and never has alternate ideas on how to do things and will never speak badly of her.
Essentially she exists to stroke Emilie's ego and Act and that's all she really knows how to do at the end of the day. Girl who is so normal about her mother and definitely has a personality outside of her career.
I picture her role as like. Minor/secondary villian (bc she was helping Gabriel through making more possible akumas on purpose bc she wants her mom back too) who has an eventual 'redemption arc' but they aren't actually a better person and it's only bc their brother is a hero it turns out and they like him more than their father. She really only cares about her mother and Adrien, who she is protective of but also more than fine lying to. She thinks he's a dork for wanting to go to public school but whatever. It's fine, Chloe will tell her if something goes wrong there.
She's in the range of 19-22 somewhere, and she works in a lot of projects not exclusively in France, so she's usually travelling and away from home. She's known for getting into relationships with her costars that start when the project is in development and somehow always ends once the hype is over. Adrien talks to her over the phone more than he sees her in person until she gets 'trapped' in Paris for coming home during the akuma crisis and has to actually start living in her TV show set never breathed in room.
I don't think she'd actually work/exist in the Lt au bc my version of Emilie in my head is a different kind of freak than the Lt version, who I do not think would make her. But it's fun to play around with anyway.
Specifically I just keep thinking abt her relationship with Lt chloe tho, bc in my little head world she's Chloe's awful terrible manipulative cool older friend/mentor figure who encourages all her worst traits for funsies and to bring about more akumas. And Lt adds another interesting layer to their dynamic in that chloe is also a sentimonster made to resemble her mother, and both of them idolise their mothers desipte them being not actually that great. girl who was made by her mother to be a copy of her mother vs girl who was made by her father to be a copy of her mother. surely this mentorship will go normally.
I also imagine her being like an awful older sister/mentor figure to the galattaca girls too. At her core she is an enabler and someone who turns a blind eye to fucked up shit to stay 'comfortable'. (And a manipulative asshole too.) What I'm saying here is I think she could make Aurore specifically so much worse and would have fun doing it. Evil girl and her younger blonde apprentices đ
Summary: shes my horrible evil daughter I'm throwing her in the trash, I'm giving her a biscuit, she needs to face consequences for what she's done I'm denying her the catharsis of punishment she will learn to make meaningful change and mend her relationships, she's great in theory but not in practice, she shouldn't exist and she knows it, she's like if a show pony developed sapience. As you can probably tell, she's infested my brain like the parasite she is đ
#also think she'd try to pit chloe and aurore against each other (success??? Idk) bc she likes making people fight she thinks it's funny#publically shes very mush a girls girl#girlpower she says#and then makes snide comments to her coworkers abt their appearance#shes so doomed by the narrative#in that her mother will never love her#i find it so funny to think abt her realtionship with nathalie too#pov ur bossfriend who you are horrifically down bad for makes a copy of herself and gives it your hair colour#and then she dies and you end up helping to raise the thing. truely shes stronger than any marine#ive changed her name like. five times. so i might change it again tbh#ive also played with the idea of her technically being made after adrien. when emilie is on her literal death bed#and the idea of making a replacement seems more important.#shed still be physically older than adrien though bc emilie would have just made her as a teen/tween#so she doesnt get much of a childhood (not that she had one anyway) but she does get older sibling rights#another idea ive been bouncing around is gabriel putting her in charge of smth at the agreste company she should not be in charge of#like after shes stuck in paris bc of akuma#specifically hr it would be so funny to me for her to be like in charge of hr.#or just the entirety of it. gabriel fires the entire hr department and puts his 'kid' in charge instead#you go to hr for a serious workplace harassment problem and the young adult star across from you goes#well damn. what do you want me to do about that. do you want a gift card.#shes so awful at even trying to be a good person its halarious#miraculous oc#ml oc#miraculous ladybug oc#la terreur oc#?#idk if this counts but whatever#emmanuelle
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