#but maybe the date helped a little too
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Soā¦ I had a random thought today while looking at some fanart.
In comics, itās generally agreed that Jason Todd died on April 27. He came back to life approximately 6 months later. That would put it in late October.
We can make an argument he was resurrected on Halloween. You know, the day that the veil between life and death is the thinnest per folklore?
Iāll just leave you guys with that thought
#jason todd#dc comics#batman#red hood#we donāt know the exact date#at least to my knowledge so it works#Iām well aware that traditionally he came back because Superboy prime punched the source wall#but maybe the date helped a little too
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Okay but Tommy drops out of high school ā he told his father he was gay and he told him he could either be homeless or go to military school. He goes to military school and joins the army and he likes flying the helicopters because it means he doesnāt have to do any of the killing himself. And he makes some friends.
There's one guy who's like the squad leader who's a few years old and built like a Greek god and Tommy's young and a little bit in love. And they're friends maybe even family because this whole group of people spend every waking (and sleeping) moment together. And they all talk like a family and they all say they love each other and tease each other and it's nice. And one night it's just the two of them trading a flask of some sort of alcohol that Tommy doesn't know the name of and the man asks Tommy why he joined the army and where he wants to be in five years and Tommy trusts this man. He's half way in love with him so he doesn't even think twice before he tells the story about the time he came out to his family and his father nearly beat him to death before sending him here. And the conversation tapers off after that and he doesnāt register the change in the air but when he wakes up the next morning heās being dishonourably discharged because he poses āunacceptable risk to the high standards of morale, good order and discipline, and unit cohesion that are the essence of military capabilityā. He knows what that means.
Tommy joins the fire department because he doesnāt know what else to do. He represses anything regarding his sexuality because he knows now that itās wrong. He almost feels like he has a family again because his captain seems to like him and some of the guys are cool even if they say things he doesnāt agree with. And then he starts agreeing because maybe theyāre right and heās wrong and heās just inherently wrong. So he follows their leads and is just straight racist because thatās how he can fit in.
And then a black lesbian woman joins and says sheās a black lesbian woman and Tommy doesnāt understand that either because you canāt be queer you just canāt be because itās wrong.
But he nearly dies and and an Asian man saves his life and a black lesbian woman comes up with a better idea than any of them had and she tells them sheās no different and she is just as capable. So he improves himself he does and he tries to be better but he still canāt be who he is because the last 2 times he was honest about that he was betrayed.
Tommy leaves the 118 and ādonāt ask, donāt tellā is lifted and he meets this guy he likes who likes him back and the 217 donāt seem to have a problem with the gender neutral pronouns and he slowly but surely lets himself open up again and be who he is and when the thing with that guy doesnāt work out because heās moving to New York and Tommyās not sure heās ready to leave, itās okay because his crew is there and they support him and he can still be himself.
#years later he flies a helicopter into a hurricane for the same people who stopped him from going too deep#into something he didnāt even believe in#and thereās this guy with a birthmark above his left eye and the widest smile there is#and heās saying absolute nonsense and Tommy canāt help but smile#and thereās this other man too also gorgeous but not his type#who has all the same interests as him and he thinks if anything heās made a new friend#and then the cute dorky guy calls the next day stumbling over his words saying his name is evan - from the rescue mission#and he asks for a tour of the 217 and Tommy agrees because how could he say no#and then heās asking to go out but he already has plans but rain check? because thereās something about this guy that maybeā¦#and Tommy thinks thatās it but then evan turns up everywhere#and then things get a bit funny and Tommy feels like itās his fault and he has to apologise#so he goes to Evanās house not expecting anything just to say sorry#and Evans there looking absolutely amazing as always and heās saying things that Tommy canāt help but read into#and heās getting closer and closer and Tommy canāt help it#he kisses him and keeps his eyes shut just a moment longer just in case#he doesnāt want to open his eyes and see a disgusted look across Evanās face so he stays closed just a little longer#but evan just looks like his brain has restarted and heās nodding and joking when Tommy asks if that was okay#and theyāre going on a date#and it hurts when evan says those worlds because tommy has spent long enough in a closet being someone heās not and hurting people#and he canāt go back there he just canāt and he doesnāt want to be the one to force evan into anything so he leaves#and then he gets a call a stuttered invitation to meet at a cafe and of course Tommy says yes#he doesnāt know what he expects but itās not this#Evans beaming at him with the brightest smile asking him to be his date to his sisters wedding#how can he say no when he looks like that (as long as he never buys coffee again)#and evan holds his hand even though everyone is around and ok thatās good#heās late to the wedding and practically dead on his feet but he said heād be there so he comes and the moment evan sees him#hes kissing him and heās ok thatās great he could get used to this#bucktommy#911 abc#tommy kinard
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My feelings towards ao3 this morning.
#baldurs gate 3#astarion#bg3 astarion#like-i get it. but-#please. please for the love of god. just fluff or non-sexual fics.#for five seconds.#please.#I can only handle so much corn. especially when it's almost all geared just towards women.#this is all /lh i dont actually care all that much- but there comes a point where theres too much and all a man wants to do#is hold another man close. or go on perfume dates or pottery lessons with another man.#small things to help healing or gentle things or silly playful things.#hell- even taking care of all the spawn with Astarion in the bad ending-#why are all the bad ending fics ive seen corn btw? I've seen like- zero non-corn ones.#i get it. I get the vibe. but like- also. consider. like- maybe I wanna read angst with. with no corn?? please?#I've got 4 unposted fluffy fics im working on. One being hurt-comfort with some extra hurt#which i had to stop writing for a bit today because it was hurting a bit TOO much.#but yea. a little less corn for Astarion? for those who aren't horndogs? please? or just don't wanna fuck him because they#dont wanna hurt him more- (im not at the point in game where he's comfy with sex again yet-)#BESIDES GALE IN THE WAVEMOTHER ROBES IS RIGHT THERE PEOPLE-#LIKE COME ON. IF YOU'RE GONNA SEXUALISE A MAN HE'S RIGHT THERE WITH HIS PUPPY DOG EYES AN HAIRY CHEST.#There needs to be more sexualisation of Gale. NO I don't take no for an answer (Astarion is still my favourite though-)
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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified
#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing#i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though#at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself#as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed#escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date#although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL#ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting#workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety#i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back#AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO#im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts#i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem#in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material#and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school#maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess#only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard#hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms#i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work#not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall#anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh#yapping
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If the rules are āCatch them allā ZEX already has a leg up (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#DAX#ZEX#Pokemon#Stoutland#Arcanine#Tangela#Whismur#Larry#Kabu#I mean - of course right? I mentioned Stoutland as one of DAX's matches and Larry loves his Normal types - This Had to happen#And then the idea of how excitable Kabu and ZEX are and what conversations they could have about Pokemon and humans and just-#It all went downhill from there I really had no choice it just Needed to - so I did!#DAX doesn't really understand this whole Petting Large Dog business but it's not actively trying to eat him so that's a mark in its favour#Would he and Larry actually get along or would they brush up against each other wrong haha#DAX Very serious and work-oriented while Larry's just tired and quiet and wants to relax and eat and pet Pokemon#DAX is passionate in his own way but so blasĆ© about humans and other aliens!#Larry something like a cat in that he doesn't really care so goes off to do his own thing - might be too alike to get along haha#I think Kabu and ZEX would get along really well though :D ZEX tries to make friends with so many people so that's not hard haha#And he would have an awful lot of ahem Learning to offer Kabu lol - but so would Kabu in turn! Pokemon knowledge!#Fascinating conversation to be had :) Maybe if they were forced on enough double dates DAX and Larry could get along pft#I almost definitely drew ZEX too short here - maybe he's hunched a little out of excitement lol#But Dexter and Larry would be about the same height wouldn't they! :0 Huh!#It was quite fun to draw Kabu's Arcanine so happy to be getting so many pets haha <3 Cute lad āŖ#Finally following up on Alana's brilliant idea of VUX loving Tangela!! ā„ Zarla also mentioned VUX-Tangela vine/tendril communication and ahh#So lovely such fun <3 A specific kind of trainer-Pokemon understanding that can only be had between specific cultures! Yesss#And ending out with a Whismur hug <3 I can't help it those little guys need hugs ā„ No shrieking only gentle shushes and comfort
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world's most well-adjusted daughter
#mizuki okiura#okiura mizuki#aitsf#ok now spoilies for that game in the next tags. if u do not tag aini spoilers and aitsf i guess then thats on u#aitsf spoilers#aini spoilers#ai the somnium files#aini#mizuki date#u ever think abt how little time mizuki got to be mizuki date with her dad before everything in aini went to shit#i can acknowledge it follows the res route without being happy that its like BAM ok now mizuki's lost her parent AGAIN#anyways thinking abt how messed up itd feel to lose the same eye date lost but now ofc he's lost so like. salt in the wound#and ik u/ch/////iko///shi said she stays w others who help her get back on her feet but like god i imagine she's resentful that it ended up#that shes stuck in a situation like this#maybe take it as a redesign too idk i have so many overwhelming thoughts abt a mizuki that did Not cope with it as 'well' as she did in ain#hence covering her eye. a more date inspired look still mixed w her old design too#my art#yea nvm the more i think abt it the more this is less redesign and more post-explosion route in aini#shes got her backpack..... her missing eye......... girls gone thru it all
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People who want to fuck choso are like enigmas to me,,, I cannot for the life of me understand the thought process there I'll be completely honest
#or maybe it's bc I wanna fuck kenjaku and have already decided on him being my step son fjdjdjf#but that is my baby boy little guy baby big brother who is so traumatized and I just wanna swaddle him in a blanket#and tell him it's ok. the grownups are here to help you with your baby brothers you deserve your own life too#idk I love him like a son fjdjfjdj#valid as hell for the rest of you tho I just personally don't get it#also shipping him doesn't make sense to me either#he's too big-brotherpilled eldest-daughtermaxxing to date anyone
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I know my life would be significantly improved if I found a way to start exercising regularly, but Iām constantly exhausted bc it takes everything I have just to get by without collapsing and losing everything. I know my life would be improved if i was able to make myself get a reasonable amount of sleep. But I have no self control, even when I was briefly getting more sleep and feeling better I couldnāt stop myself from slipping back in to bad habits. My mind never stops racing, so Iām constantly thinking and worrying about how my bad behaviors only keep me trapped in a somewhat miserable state. I can hardly take care of myself, I donāt know what I could even do to try and get better, and even if I did Iād manage to find a way to make myself terrified of doing it. I donāt know how to be a person, I am not doing well, and I am very afraid I am going to be like this until I either finally slip up and ruin my own life or until I die, likely younger than I should because my anxiety is so bad Iām in a near constant state of stress.
#maybe having a therapist or something could help. but Iāve been burned by them before so Iām scared to try again#Iām scared to do anything#I know Iām supposed to ādo it scaredā but itās really really really hard#<girl on 3 different anxiety medications who can barely hold it together long enough to keep her job#things might be easier if I wasnāt so lonely but itās not like I have much energy to try dating. I have too little self confidence for that#anyway#god I really can just convince myself that my only options are to be miserable and then wallow in my misery. as if that helps at all.#there are things deeply wrong with me
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soooo which one of you is gonna kiss me at midnight
#she speaks#more importantly who is gonna take me on a little date. maybe to see zoo lights or to the aquarium#or maybe just a nice restaurant where its too cold when we leave so we rush to the car n sit for a bit in the dark waiting for#it to warm up. talk quietly about having a good time and thanking you for helping me with everything āæ
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helppppp being disabled is so expensive fuuuck. i have like. an old insulin pump (~6 years old?) and my endocrinologist said I should get a newer model and the CGM that goes with it which runs in a loop, and that would be AMAZING for my blood sugar and keeping me a1c down butā¦ out of pocket with the insurance I have right now (deductible not met) is $2,000 . and goddamn I do not have $2k . they have a payment plan but itās like $50/mo for 4 years and I might die if I commit to that. but wouldnāt a new pump and cgm that work together be niceā¦ on top of having a new service dog also??
just for the record at my current job I make $10/hr + tips and work ~25h/wk which obviously isnāt great and then I have to pay 525.60 to my dad for rent (cringe) and then leftover from that I have maybe $200 every two weeks to keep to myself but it doesnāt even keep to myself because I have a new puppy and I go to therapy and am disabled so I have doctors appointments and debts and itās just like come ON man does everything have to be this expensive ???? why does my CGM sensor right now cost 37.99 a piece and my quarter yearly endo appointments cost $45 for just the appointment not including the debt I have accrued for the labs and other various testing thatās like $608 right nowā¦ ON TOP OF THE $1.4K DENTIST DEBT I HAVE ??!!?!? itās over for me. fuck
#.txt#venting sorry#Iām just so. overwhelmed#i also hate asking for money from people T-T so posting like this sucks#^ that being said though if you want to send me money I will. Not say no#itās just awkward for me to accept money from people but it does help going towards rent and food and shit on top of all of that#or you can commission me!! My commission post rn is a little out of date but#youāre always welcome to send an ask or sm#Iām also gonna try learning how to do n/s/f/w shit yeah#maybe I can make money with that too. Fuck it all#diabetes posting
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#tp#prompt#au#crack#cas is an injured creature / alien / angel who is staying in Dean's shed or barn or something#and dean is dating or maybe living with lisa but he's been thinking for a while that things between them#aren't good. he's been trying with her and wants to make it work for ben too. but then he meets castiel..#at first he's just trying to keep cas' existence and presence a secret but cas' cluelessness about human#life quickly results in dean covering shit up in comical aways and close calls. he's exasperated but also#secretly (not so secretly) fond of cas and helps educate him on humanity eventually resulting in#introducing cas to others either intentionally or by necessity as others encounter them together and#dean has to lie and say cas is a new coworker or neighbour or whatever. so cas is suddenly in his life#out in the open and it's nice but the wrong people are looking for cas and now manage to track him down#also: either dean initially found cas seeking refuge in his barn OR he encountered cas out in a field#or somewhere and brought him back to the barn to treat him before realising he definitely wasn't human#or maybe he already realised it but wasn't just gonna leave him out in the open for the wrong folk to#find him. cas was injured so he was no threat and dean didn't have it in him to just ignore the guy#cas was a little standoffish at first but he left dean help him maybe with bandages or something. and he#observed dean with squinty eyes and guardedness and then wide-eyed curiosity and ofc had no concept of#personal space. dean would check in on him daily and cas would learn about his life even as he#didn't share much of his own life - dean thought cas didn't trust him which was fine but also wasn't he#earning the guy's trust? eventually dean was adamant about knowing more about cas. he'd been#trying to research in the meantime but not finding much - ending up with more Qs than As#the reality was: cas didn't tell dean much (or the whole truth) bc he didn't want dean to think poorly of him#and then when the Bad Folk came after cas he realised he'd put dean in danger and ended up leaving#in order to keep him safe. that's when dean found out the truth about cas' kind and how he was different
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also! i hate how ppl will be like you cant tell if you'll have chemistry through texting you have to meet up right away!!! do yall have no online friends?? or at least attempt to know ppl past a surface level who arent in your immediate vicinity??
#this is @reddit guys trying to give dating advice#you obviously have an online presence since ur on reddit#but ig thats as far as it goes??#i really dont get it#like maybe they just mean them and theyre projecting onto every single person in the whole world#cause ive been making long term friends through the internet since i was 13#it works so well for me too since it helps taper social interactions so i dont get overwhelmed#or so i can have a moment to get more thoughts out clearly#i literally ended up in my middle through high school friend group cause i started talking to one of my classmates on facebook#and started playing maplestory with her#so opinions like this really irk me#cause it just feels too black and white#im just ranting a bit#i like looking at random stuff online and seeing everyones opinions#so ill end up on here and start going off about random stuff with little context haha
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genuine question: how do i know if my oc is actually good or not?
or, maybe, 'well-developed and well-designed' rather than 'good'?
esp without feedback from others, lol, because it's hard enough putting snippets out there for funsies, im hesitant to put more out there if i'm just gonna be bringing a shitty stick figure glued to a popsicle stick to show and tell while everyone else is bringing like....meticulously crafted ball-joint dolls and lovingly made amigurumi and so on (/end crappy metaphor)
#everyone's ocs and tavs and such are lovely. it's kinda fun watching yall play#i wanna play too :(((#but not if my guy sucks#but i dont know if he actually sucks or if there's something there and im right to love him the way i do#idk man#im the worst at self-evaluation with this stuff#the default is to assume im failing at what i set out to do#(well my default is to assume I Suck at Everything but that mindset isnt helpful right?#so what am i setting out to do with this? and am i hitting it? or am i getting there? or am i failing? is probably more useful. idk)#(tho maybe 'am i missing the mark and how can i get there' is even more useful than 'am i failing?' but this isnt the point)#people have told me in the past that no. he doesnt suck. they liked reading about him#but if that were actually true then more people would like him. obviously.#but its actually a general question because if i can ever get out of my head and into my creative endeavors....#i'll need to create and design a lot of characters right? like.... i wanna do comics#i want to make my villain knitting circle dating sim#and if i cant even be sure the little guy i made for shits and giggles is any good#how can i expect to do something more in-depth???#i know the general answer is practice. but then if it turns out i am bad at Characters....#then i'll just practice the bad things#feedback is the answer but then that swings back around to i dont wanna just shove garbage in people's faces because thatd be cruel#so i dont know what to do. and all the while i'm just not doing anything and it's not productive and i'm aware#i know part of it is also 'feel the fear. show him off anyway' but i am!!!!!!#nobody is biting!!! and its because they hate hiiiiimmmmm/whiny baby mode#i mean. yall might see more of him bc i might actually write some things but god. nobody will probably bite with those either#ughh....#to the void with love
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clouds by alex g great song to almost tear up to
#date i had on sat cancelled bc she had too much work to do which me too but i was rly looking forward to catching up w her#that plus all the other stuff that has been happening#my friends' house is almost empty everyone is going home#the weather is playing along too#two of my friends are in thailand i miss both of them dearly#ive found myself subconsciously believing in some form of karma over the past few months#even if logically i dont believe in it whenever a string of bad events happen i ask myself what i did to warrant this#i think right now my crime is a lack of self discipline#making false promises to myself and not following through at detriment to my own future#i know this line of thinking isnt helpful but maybe i need it because otherwise its just. that im very unlucky#or that im meant to not be loved or things will just keep going wrong and id really like thst to not be true#the sun is shining a little bit through the clouds#maybe thats a good sign
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Everyone while Iām gone hereās some infos for the one that may not seen the previous posts until I come back š
Mutuals can use the tag #korimilook! Iām still on my break and dosenāt see your content so it help me reblog your lovely content while being away š (only group I stan tho or thing I like)
You can dm me for my discord if you wanna talk, cause I may not see my message for a while !
Lastly I made a new Insta aka alex_korimi not long ago so you can all follow me, I donāt post a lot but you can see pet pictures š Anyone can follow !
AND DONāT FORGET :
#do not reblog#if you donāt want me to follow back on Insta cause itās private you can refuse donāt worry about it š#may also block you if it look like a bot just tell me if I do gkdbdjd#but itās birthday month !!! I will be 25 at the end of the monthā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦help#but DC comeback and Honey solo š Happy bday to me !!!#Honey actually make his solo debut on the date I was suppose to be born cjbsjdbsj#i also saw the social worker my doc referenced me too couldnāt help me a lot but still did a little so maybe life will be better soon fkdbjd#i miss you all I swear Iām just not talktative at all cause of my bad mood lately š„ŗ#love you all !!!!#Hope to see you soon š#alex.txt
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First one from twitter (link) and the redder one from this post (link).
Couldn't decide which one to do so filled both (ļæ£ā½ļæ£)" Tried to vary those red/green flag questions a little, but they ended up pretty similar. Link to the song is here. Second pic is sadly a bit harder to read (sorry couldn't be bothered to redo it after I noticed).
What else uhh.... these romantic things are always a bit weird to fill with Hawu'li because he doesn't really have any hard "types". If you are a guy and at least somewhat nice to him he'll most likely be open to trying dating... and even if you are a literal villain, he might consider it if you are really pretty (*cough* Zenos). I guess it depends mostly on the fact if the potential partner finds him annoying or not haha.
#neri.txt#purple catboy#ah he's also married to his job in a sense that if someone comes to seek his help he'll usually go#no matter what he was doing before that#there's no small amount of dates that have ended early to someone really needing wol to help right that instant ^^'#he'll apologize and feel really bad about it but will very rarely refuse to go#so you'll have to accept that he's hero first and your partner second#(or healer first partner second if not wol)#oh almost all little dots that are in the center mean he's fine with either#anyway uhhh that's enough rambling for now#might do one of these for other ocs too#once i can choose which one has nicer questions#maybe switch between each character haha#oh right edit to clarify: he did not date zenos#only really strongly considered it while his co wols were yelling āwhyyyyyā next to him lol
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