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localdiscountgoth · 1 year ago

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personally a big fan of wailing.

in music, in poetry, in art. if its not at least a little pathetic and i cant emotionally feel the breakdown, i dont want it.

#wailing #breakdown #breakdown during the breakdown #im specifically targeting #motionless in white #my chemical romance #literally every #goth #band #ever #im mostly talking about #music #but like #art #and #poetry #but like i cant think of any rn

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bunnyboy-juice · 5 months ago

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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???

#personal #i am emotional yes #over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme #nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post #and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity #especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making #if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care #i just needed to scream #and this is one small thing #but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks #saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that #my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten #i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked #-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also #and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb #a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u #idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit #im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved #im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does #wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun

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bacchuschucklefuck · 5 months ago

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pygmalion and galatea for aroace people

you should tell your friends what I look like, riz gukgak.

#fantasy high #fantasy high sophomore year #fhsy #riz gukgak #baron from the baronies #fh class quangle #class swap babeyy! bard!riz that's whats goin on!#I really need tags for these now I think lmao #ask to tag #I feel like this should be tagged something. but I dont know what #in my brain after the initial kidnapping class swap baron's thing is every time riz keeps his story abt them up in front of his friends #they get a little bit closer. they send him pictures of where they supposedly are n stuff #theres a scene in my brain only of kristen and riz on top of the van and kristen is like everything kinda sucks rn can u tell me abt baron #cause what you guys have is so nice and beautiful. and riz almost doesn't but he ultimately can't deny kristen a little peace #lmao I feel like dipping into baron stuff with the class swap is like showing my whole ass online again I just. I'm a #horror person before all else... I cant stop myself. canon baron is Great and Cool but that is kind of the thing. for a horror thing theyre #Too Cool. I think cool is kind of the neutralizer of scary. when a monster is a certain amount of cool it overrides the scary #and now u just have a Cool Monster #its so fucked for bard!riz this year bc he doesn't have an office (he's mooching off the school wifi from the AV club room lol)#so there's no buffer between adventure and home life. so baron just shows up in the strongtower apartment lmao #sophomore year bard!riz looks like a slasher protag so I just leaned into it I guess. he gets a mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon kennedy #well. its worse actually. they can show up where he is at any moment theyve proven this. but they dont #they choose to punish him slowly as he lies to his friends instead. baron is mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon and also a bitch #I think its gonna pop up if class swap baron ever speaks in a comic I do but their voice comes from like. inside their hollow face #it sounds like it's a lot deeper in there than that skull should be #tbh what I have rn is kinda like a bag of loose pieces that Can fit together into something great but I dont have the energy to #really sit down with them yet lol. Im doing this inbetween other things #it comes or it doesn't! it's fine. funny how today's bad comic day also. I wont say this is for bad comic day bc all my comics are #flawless and beautiful and perfect and awesome and beautiful and the best #but u should. if u havent drawn a comic today or at all ever u should draw a comic

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rendevok · 2 years ago

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your narumitsu art made me weep with joy and I heard you want more requests 👀

idk if this is the right place to put them but I think phoenix coming with miles to try on his glasses for the first time would be sweet :,) miles asking how they look and phoenix being just smitten. the good stuff

Dear anon… you sure know how to pick em! Things got very out of hand very quickly while drawing, and well. You inspired me to draft a comic! I didn’t want to make you wait long, so here are the sketches for the pages relevant to your request <3

Thanks so much, and hope you enjoy~! 💜

#narumitsu #wrightworth #we do love a good oh moment but i think beanix deserves something more like a sack of bricks. you’re fucked king!#if it’s not clear beanix is imagining ALL of that. like photoshopping the glasses onto memories #the glassesfication of miles edgeworth #also i can’t promise this comic will see the light of day because i’m VERY bad at writing these two despite what you might think #the whole time i was writing it i was like ‘he would not say do or think that. draw it.’ in a i-cant-do-any-better-rn way #still despite that this was super fun so THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE INSPO!!!#hope edgeworth enjoyers approve bc idk what im doing #thank you for your time if you’re reading this welcome to the prison of my mind <3 #rendoodles #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #beanix #fan comic #fan art #aa #anonymous #asks

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u3pxx · 10 months ago

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INLAND EMPIRE [Easy: Success] - Abort! You clearly have not thought this through. You won't like what you will see there -- and you will never *un-become* it.

watching an lp where they didn't continue to look in the mirror, so just brain-empty playing around with that idea

#*taps mic* girl is this anything DFGHDJKD #i was trying to get to draw like more elaborate big piece ideas but oh well #you get blurry doo bwah instead bc i cant think of any good comps rn lol #the other caption idea for this was just 'doo bwah' pfttt #queueing this so when u see this ill most likely still be asleep wheeeee #disco elysium #harry du bois #sunnysidedoodles #sunnysidedisco #described #id in alt text #cw smoking #im not sure if theres any other content warnings i should tag this with but lmk #bananaqueue #edit: fixed a typo. dies

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marsabillions · 3 months ago

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evan having a wet dream abt a man for the first time and hes actually soooo fucking mad abt it but he can’t drop his nonchalant attitude so instead hes just on a passive aggressive thrill for the next week

#marauders fandom #marauders era #evan rosier #rosekiller #maybe rosekiller who knows #cant think of any specific scenarios rn but uhhh #if u have some just reply or reblog i suppose idk #or send asks or dont interact at all #whichever u like best

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casualavocados · 4 months ago

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Learn from who? Learn from you? You are still a brat. What do you know? You're only three years older. Like you are any better than me. You're 21, and still a virgin. What are you proud of? I think you can't do it.

KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 06

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #ai di x chen yi #chen yi x ai di #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #uservid #userspicy #userrain #pdribs #userjjessi #*cajedit #*gif #*gestures at the caption* this is honestly the funniest argument they could possibly have idfk what to tell you. it's very ai di #meanwhile whatever's going through chen yi's head rn has recently been doused with 'the boss doesnt care abt me like that'#after watching cdy and zml at dinner. like chen yi already knows *before* ep9 & ai dis confession that cdy will never look at him #(the diff. between this scene & ep9's. is him failing in regards to the gang as well in cdy's eyes. he goes from feelings of disappointment #& irritability to complete despair and both times he drinks to cope. bc hes not enough in cdy's eyes in ANY of the ways he wants/hoped)#so honestly the crisis chen yi goes thru right here isnt unfounded at all hes literally dealing w an inadvertent rejection of his feelings #its chaos in his head and ai di is picking at him again and the wine is tilting in his blood and then- 'learn from who? learn from you?'#like what do YOU know about love ai di (WHILE CHEN YI'S PULLING HIM LIKE THAT-) so OF COURSE ai di goes for the deepest dig he can.#'i bet you cant get hard that explains how much of a coward you are'. its ridiculous the ways in which they push each other over the edge #but im ngl im kind of obsessed the way chen yi's tipsy line of thinking 'learn from you?' turned into the action 'fuck it learn from ME'#ANYWAY EVERYONE GO LISTEN TO 'LOSE CONTROL' BY TEDDY SWIMS RIGHT THE FUCK NOW. THe most chen yi song pre-ep9

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emryyyyyss09 · 11 months ago

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me, everyday, feeling like i should make myself get a hyper-fixation on one of those really popular fandoms, or on a really popular ship so that there is a heap of media to consume and im not just reading and watching the same things over and over: yes, this is smart.

me at 3 a.m, going back to a really small fandom with only 600 fics on ao3: fuck.

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puppyeared · 2 months ago

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AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY

#I WASNT EVEN MEANING TO SO I ACCIDENTALLY SKIPPED THE DIALOGUE BEFORE I KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING FUCK #ill go and find it later if only to give myself peace of mind. BUT WOW. WHAT THE FUCK #my original plan was to 1) work my way to the king and talk to him 2) doom myself and take everyone down with me 3) loop back to floor 3 #so i can visit the observatory and scrounge for any lore. although since i got killed that run siffrin asked the king to kill him first #which was intereresting. but i decided to have all doors unlocked that time around so i can just get the starcrest and go #but for some reason it wasnt working so i went to get the keyknife since i was already there and completely forgot i already had it #from the previous loop and THATS what triggered it. IT WAS FUNNY BUT ALSO SCARY BUT ALSO I THINK I GET WHAT THEY MEAN #about siffrin going back without actually changing. going along with a script even if his feelings on things change #the same way he has his own small rituals like the carving thing and does it for constancy. reassurance or safety even #and the times when he breaks script and ends horribly like the sadness attacking thing and bonnie yelling at him cause him to loop #to avoid it. although i cant really say anything bc id probably do the same thing. maybe not for the same reasons since im cruel #and make him do the worst to see what will happen since i put curiosity over rejection sensitivity as an observer and player but well.#i feel wrongfooted bringing it up since i dont have it myself but i have to wonder if this kind of leans into ocd tendencies.. i remember #reading something about how ocd is fuelled by fear. and things like counting and rituals are kind of used to cope with that?#if anyone knows anything more or talked abt it already id be really interested in hearing it bc im almost sure im not #the first to come to this conclusion. but i simply dont know enough nor have the confidence to broach the topic rn esp with how often #misconceptions around ocd get casually passed around so its hard for me to know what is and isnt a baseless assumption #puppy plays isat #in stars and time #isat #playthru #isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #isat act 3 spoilers #change god #WHAT WAS THAT WITH WEARING LOOPS FACE THOUGH WHAT THE FUCKKK

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piningpercussionist · 6 months ago

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Did this sketch the other day; pls take my humble offering,,,

(Minor) alt versions and a meme under the cut-

You can thank Volt for that one btw.

If I were to post it separately the caption would probably be something like "Stealing my (in denial) lesbian roommate's boyfriend!! (It's for her own good)" or something idk sgfjsjdhf

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aether-weather · 9 months ago

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DP FANDOM. i call on you with A Question.

please answer this i need other people's opinions!!!!!

#i cant decide between any of these augghh #i was thinking like. maybe a bird cause birds symbolize death?? but i feel like he wouldnt be a good bird idk #im prob thinking wayyy too much abt this. i should be asleep rn.#but instead im here. hooray!! (kill me)#danny phantom #danny fenton #dp #dp headcanons #(???)#tbh i might make him a rat #i think it'd be funny lol #sth #sonic #sonic crossover

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freakinator · 6 months ago

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new leo yippee

#mine.art #leowook #hes still a penny world of gumball rippoff inhabiting a doll just a Little bit more thought out this time #his ''tattoos'' are the same magic ink as the one used for his talisman #he can erase them whenever he wants but doesnt see a reason to do that rn #hes also ambidextruous which is why neither of his tattoos look like scrawls #he only really tattoos the underside of his arms so if theres any tattoos on the upper side its cause of other ppl #his right arm has no upper side arm tattoos cause the apo were never close in the first place #and minute is too hesitant to start randomly drawing on leo's arm despite how close they became #and clown doesnt really think about it so he only really tattoos leo when he sees other ppl do it first #he also has leg tattoos but i cant really think of a design for them #several of his ''body parts'' have been replaced but his headand left hand is still the original #he can copypaste things using the ink since its basically an enchantment so hes not too worried about losing his tattoos #but he cant replace the wound he made during the mob blood pact so its staying there #he hasnt changed his head cause of a combination of laziness and being unable to find a replacement he likes

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disposal-blueeee · 8 months ago

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BE NOT AFRAID .

angel!edgar by zarla-s .

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this little doodle here because eh why not

#vargas #edgar vargas #vargas zarla #zarla s #doodles #today noticed that i'm actually capable of drawing on paper .#so i did this with a ballpoint pen ! X3 #drawing all those eyes was fun hehee #looks wonky and the proportions are a bit weird but but i mean i made this with a pen i cant erase anything #i was like “ hmmm what should i draw ”#and then i noticed that i've never drew any of them in their strangel form .#i just didn't think about it for some reason lol #anyways i think this is pretty neat actually #like a week ago i didn't think i was still capable of drawing traditionally lol #it makes me happy because that means i'm getting used to draw stuff again #pretty much . yeah #the arms should be longer and that's botheting me but meeeeehhhhhhhhhh #okay bye it's 3AM rn i should be sleeping #sunny's art

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vani-ash · 4 months ago

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Idk if this is a controversial opinion but I low-key hate when people make Kim and his brothers distant but decide Kim is besties with Vegas at the same time

Kim had no problem walking into a random warehouse and immediately shooting at Vegas on sight

Like idc if it's just that Vegas and Kim are friends/friendly but it's when they specifically add that they are friends and Kim hates his brothers/does not interact with them but he kept in touch with Vegas?

#I personally feel like in canon Kim is at best neutral on Vegas but more likely has the same #feelings as Kinn and Tankhun and heavily dislikes/hates Vegas/the minor family in general #Like I understand it probably comes from Kim doesn't want to be in the #in the mafia*#then Vegas also gets out of it when his dad dies but it feels forced to me #(forced isnt the right word but i cant think rn)#i really can not see any circumstance where kim is willingly and happily reaching out to vegas to become friends #this extends to when people make chay friends with pete #kim is a reserved person why would he ever reach out to a cousin he has been taught to hate for years #even if theyre family tensions got resolved kim is not going out of his way to be friends #and i can not see vegas doing that either #any reason kim has to not interact with his brothers would surely somewhat extend to vegas?#idk if this is just a me thing but the second i see kim and vegas are best friends it annoys me #kim is not going to vegas over his brothers idc how bad his relationship is with them #if hes too paranoid to trust his brothers why would he trust vegas?#kim theerapanyakul #vegas theerapanyakul #mine

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lemongogo · 2 months ago

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#hi im j here 2 talk . saw this cow yday so i drew her and now u get 2 say hi #but omffgg my gd i dont know if any of u relate but i feel like my ability to socialize w others #specifically online and speciifically in interest-circles has gotten so much harder for no reason whatsoever #like im just becoming more self conscious ab how i portray myself and its so weird bc like . LIKEE I DONT KNOW like . ok #people r super njce . always super nice and reach out to me and talk w me or i reach out first and they respond and r soo sweet #and something happens in my brain where like . i feel like im suddenly like . inserting myself where i dont belong (not true) but why am i #the bus driver all of a sudden . in all of these situations . me when i just show up like hey #i think i j feel annoying >__< . and i dont want to bother other people but said people r literally never bothered ykwim like Will Reach Out #and im the one that pulls back but 4 no reason . i cant even think ab why i do that .why am i doing this 🧨#so many ppl i want to genuinely befriend in all of these spaces but im self sabotaging soo frwaking bad #literally rn thinking of some dms i left on read bc i panicked or mutuals ive talked w before who im nervous 2 be familiar w . hrmm #anyways . i kind of wish i had the ability 2 just talk to new people and not actually gaf ab the outcome #HELPP .. early tmblr or wcf or devart where u have thirty million friends 2 now where u r too scared 2 say hi to an almost friend .#me problem though . if not alr clear HEJAHHAAHA i think part of my reluctance also stems from the fact that i know i get this way #and so i dont want 2 rope someone else into that insecurity so i try to keep it at an arms length until i fix it #but i think i also know its a longer & more introspective thing to work on so i do need to just try anyways

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xxplastic-cubexx · 14 days ago

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I saw the hairless cat part and I want to had a fun fact to it.

Hairless cat are really oily because they don’t have fur to collect it, so their oils get everywhere and STAIN a lot- Erik will fully loose his minds with all the oils stain the cat would made.

the cat is ABSOLUTELY to go NOWHERE NEAR his closet alright he can excuse it using the kitchen table as a scratching post but he draws the LINE at his silk robes

#snap chats #good morning everyone !!! i feel horrendous. BUT WE BALL #playing sonic riders with the boys later so how bad can today really be yk. esp when i get to think of erik and that fuckass cat...#i should probably give it a name. i mean i did i personally call it 'gracie' but i should give it a proper name. and gender probably #i wont tho i cant think like that rn. anyways gracie just tryna be a doll lil darlin dont mean any harm ...#still i can so clearly hear erik yell out for charles down the hall when he finds his clothes ruined #pleaasssee not the cat tryna get on the bed but erik keeps kickin it out the room #he'll let it back in tho after charles hits him with the :( but he wont be happy about it #alternatively i just made burst a lung if erik was just. 'its either /im/ in the bed or that cat' and now he's on the couch #not at charles' demand of course because erik has to be unnecessary about things You Are In A Mansion With Multiple Bedrooms #Get The Hell Off The Couch. AT YOUR GROWN AGE DOIN THIS unbelievable.#i hope that cat bothers erik anyway you know how cats are the more you show disinterest the more they love you cjvlkaejklej

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