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localdiscountgoth · 1 year

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personally a big fan of wailing.

in music, in poetry, in art. if its not at least a little pathetic and i cant emotionally feel the breakdown, i dont want it.

#wailing #breakdown #breakdown during the breakdown #im specifically targeting #motionless in white #my chemical romance #literally every #goth #band #ever #im mostly talking about #music #but like #art #and #poetry #but like i cant think of any rn

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bunnyboy-juice · 2 months

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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???

#personal #i am emotional yes #over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme #nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post #and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity #especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making #if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care #i just needed to scream #and this is one small thing #but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks #saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that #my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten #i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked #-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also #and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb #a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u #idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit #im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved #im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does #wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun

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bacchuschucklefuck · 3 months

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pygmalion and galatea for aroace people

you should tell your friends what I look like, riz gukgak.

#fantasy high #fantasy high sophomore year #fhsy #riz gukgak #baron from the baronies #fh class quangle #class swap babeyy! bard!riz that's whats goin on!#I really need tags for these now I think lmao #ask to tag #I feel like this should be tagged something. but I dont know what #in my brain after the initial kidnapping class swap baron's thing is every time riz keeps his story abt them up in front of his friends #they get a little bit closer. they send him pictures of where they supposedly are n stuff #theres a scene in my brain only of kristen and riz on top of the van and kristen is like everything kinda sucks rn can u tell me abt baron #cause what you guys have is so nice and beautiful. and riz almost doesn't but he ultimately can't deny kristen a little peace #lmao I feel like dipping into baron stuff with the class swap is like showing my whole ass online again I just. I'm a #horror person before all else... I cant stop myself. canon baron is Great and Cool but that is kind of the thing. for a horror thing theyre #Too Cool. I think cool is kind of the neutralizer of scary. when a monster is a certain amount of cool it overrides the scary #and now u just have a Cool Monster #its so fucked for bard!riz this year bc he doesn't have an office (he's mooching off the school wifi from the AV club room lol)#so there's no buffer between adventure and home life. so baron just shows up in the strongtower apartment lmao #sophomore year bard!riz looks like a slasher protag so I just leaned into it I guess. he gets a mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon kennedy #well. its worse actually. they can show up where he is at any moment theyve proven this. but they dont #they choose to punish him slowly as he lies to his friends instead. baron is mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon and also a bitch #I think its gonna pop up if class swap baron ever speaks in a comic I do but their voice comes from like. inside their hollow face #it sounds like it's a lot deeper in there than that skull should be #tbh what I have rn is kinda like a bag of loose pieces that Can fit together into something great but I dont have the energy to #really sit down with them yet lol. Im doing this inbetween other things #it comes or it doesn't! it's fine. funny how today's bad comic day also. I wont say this is for bad comic day bc all my comics are #flawless and beautiful and perfect and awesome and beautiful and the best #but u should. if u havent drawn a comic today or at all ever u should draw a comic

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rendevok · 1 year

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your narumitsu art made me weep with joy and I heard you want more requests 👀

idk if this is the right place to put them but I think phoenix coming with miles to try on his glasses for the first time would be sweet :,) miles asking how they look and phoenix being just smitten. the good stuff

Dear anon… you sure know how to pick em! Things got very out of hand very quickly while drawing, and well. You inspired me to draft a comic! I didn’t want to make you wait long, so here are the sketches for the pages relevant to your request <3

Thanks so much, and hope you enjoy~! 💜

#narumitsu #wrightworth #we do love a good oh moment but i think beanix deserves something more like a sack of bricks. you’re fucked king!#if it’s not clear beanix is imagining ALL of that. like photoshopping the glasses onto memories #the glassesfication of miles edgeworth #also i can’t promise this comic will see the light of day because i’m VERY bad at writing these two despite what you might think #the whole time i was writing it i was like ‘he would not say do or think that. draw it.’ in a i-cant-do-any-better-rn way #still despite that this was super fun so THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE INSPO!!!#hope edgeworth enjoyers approve bc idk what im doing #thank you for your time if you’re reading this welcome to the prison of my mind <3 #rendoodles #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #beanix #fan comic #fan art #aa #anonymous #asks

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u3pxx · 8 months

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INLAND EMPIRE [Easy: Success] - Abort! You clearly have not thought this through. You won't like what you will see there -- and you will never *un-become* it.

watching an lp where they didn't continue to look in the mirror, so just brain-empty playing around with that idea

#*taps mic* girl is this anything DFGHDJKD #i was trying to get to draw like more elaborate big piece ideas but oh well #you get blurry doo bwah instead bc i cant think of any good comps rn lol #the other caption idea for this was just 'doo bwah' pfttt #queueing this so when u see this ill most likely still be asleep wheeeee #disco elysium #harry du bois #sunnysidedoodles #sunnysidedisco #described #id in alt text #cw smoking #im not sure if theres any other content warnings i should tag this with but lmk #bananaqueue #edit: fixed a typo. dies

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casualavocados · 2 months

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Learn from who? Learn from you? You are still a brat. What do you know? You're only three years older. Like you are any better than me. You're 21, and still a virgin. What are you proud of? I think you can't do it.

KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 06

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #ai di x chen yi #chen yi x ai di #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #uservid #userspicy #userrain #pdribs #userjjessi #*cajedit #*gif #*gestures at the caption* this is honestly the funniest argument they could possibly have idfk what to tell you. it's very ai di #meanwhile whatever's going through chen yi's head rn has recently been doused with 'the boss doesnt care abt me like that'#after watching cdy and zml at dinner. like chen yi already knows *before* ep9 & ai dis confession that cdy will never look at him #(the diff. between this scene & ep9's. is him failing in regards to the gang as well in cdy's eyes. he goes from feelings of disappointment #& irritability to complete despair and both times he drinks to cope. bc hes not enough in cdy's eyes in ANY of the ways he wants/hoped)#so honestly the crisis chen yi goes thru right here isnt unfounded at all hes literally dealing w an inadvertent rejection of his feelings #its chaos in his head and ai di is picking at him again and the wine is tilting in his blood and then- 'learn from who? learn from you?'#like what do YOU know about love ai di (WHILE CHEN YI'S PULLING HIM LIKE THAT-) so OF COURSE ai di goes for the deepest dig he can.#'i bet you cant get hard that explains how much of a coward you are'. its ridiculous the ways in which they push each other over the edge #but im ngl im kind of obsessed the way chen yi's tipsy line of thinking 'learn from you?' turned into the action 'fuck it learn from ME'#ANYWAY EVERYONE GO LISTEN TO 'LOSE CONTROL' BY TEDDY SWIMS RIGHT THE FUCK NOW. THe most chen yi song pre-ep9

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marsabillions · 10 days

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evan having a wet dream abt a man for the first time and hes actually soooo fucking mad abt it but he can’t drop his nonchalant attitude so instead hes just on a passive aggressive thrill for the next week

#marauders fandom #marauders era #evan rosier #rosekiller #maybe rosekiller who knows #cant think of any specific scenarios rn but uhhh #if u have some just reply or reblog i suppose idk #or send asks or dont interact at all #whichever u like best

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emryyyyyss09 · 8 months

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me, everyday, feeling like i should make myself get a hyper-fixation on one of those really popular fandoms, or on a really popular ship so that there is a heap of media to consume and im not just reading and watching the same things over and over: yes, this is smart.

me at 3 a.m, going back to a really small fandom with only 600 fics on ao3: fuck.

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piningpercussionist · 3 months

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Did this sketch the other day; pls take my humble offering,,,

(Minor) alt versions and a meme under the cut-

You can thank Volt for that one btw.

If I were to post it separately the caption would probably be something like "Stealing my (in denial) lesbian roommate's boyfriend!! (It's for her own good)" or something idk sgfjsjdhf

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puppyeared · 3 months

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started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki

#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER #i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked #rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS #my ass really went into this like “ill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran #to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL #also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands #ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell #im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing #i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS #marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool #i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds #i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying #corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE #i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making #him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait #yapping #diary #puppy plays sdv

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aether-weather · 7 months

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DP FANDOM. i call on you with A Question.

please answer this i need other people's opinions!!!!!

#i cant decide between any of these augghh #i was thinking like. maybe a bird cause birds symbolize death?? but i feel like he wouldnt be a good bird idk #im prob thinking wayyy too much abt this. i should be asleep rn.#but instead im here. hooray!! (kill me)#danny phantom #danny fenton #dp #dp headcanons #(???)#tbh i might make him a rat #i think it'd be funny lol #sth #sonic #sonic crossover

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freakinator · 3 months

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new leo yippee

#mine.art #leowook #hes still a penny world of gumball rippoff inhabiting a doll just a Little bit more thought out this time #his ''tattoos'' are the same magic ink as the one used for his talisman #he can erase them whenever he wants but doesnt see a reason to do that rn #hes also ambidextruous which is why neither of his tattoos look like scrawls #he only really tattoos the underside of his arms so if theres any tattoos on the upper side its cause of other ppl #his right arm has no upper side arm tattoos cause the apo were never close in the first place #and minute is too hesitant to start randomly drawing on leo's arm despite how close they became #and clown doesnt really think about it so he only really tattoos leo when he sees other ppl do it first #he also has leg tattoos but i cant really think of a design for them #several of his ''body parts'' have been replaced but his headand left hand is still the original #he can copypaste things using the ink since its basically an enchantment so hes not too worried about losing his tattoos #but he cant replace the wound he made during the mob blood pact so its staying there #he hasnt changed his head cause of a combination of laziness and being unable to find a replacement he likes

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disposal-blueeee · 5 months

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BE NOT AFRAID .

angel!edgar by zarla-s .

open to see the full pic

this little doodle here because eh why not

#vargas #edgar vargas #vargas zarla #zarla s #doodles #today noticed that i'm actually capable of drawing on paper .#so i did this with a ballpoint pen ! X3 #drawing all those eyes was fun hehee #looks wonky and the proportions are a bit weird but but i mean i made this with a pen i cant erase anything #i was like “ hmmm what should i draw ”#and then i noticed that i've never drew any of them in their strangel form .#i just didn't think about it for some reason lol #anyways i think this is pretty neat actually #like a week ago i didn't think i was still capable of drawing traditionally lol #it makes me happy because that means i'm getting used to draw stuff again #pretty much . yeah #the arms should be longer and that's botheting me but meeeeehhhhhhhhhh #okay bye it's 3AM rn i should be sleeping #sunny's art

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vani-ash · 1 month

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Idk if this is a controversial opinion but I low-key hate when people make Kim and his brothers distant but decide Kim is besties with Vegas at the same time

Kim had no problem walking into a random warehouse and immediately shooting at Vegas on sight

Like idc if it's just that Vegas and Kim are friends/friendly but it's when they specifically add that they are friends and Kim hates his brothers/does not interact with them but he kept in touch with Vegas?

#I personally feel like in canon Kim is at best neutral on Vegas but more likely has the same #feelings as Kinn and Tankhun and heavily dislikes/hates Vegas/the minor family in general #Like I understand it probably comes from Kim doesn't want to be in the #in the mafia*#then Vegas also gets out of it when his dad dies but it feels forced to me #(forced isnt the right word but i cant think rn)#i really can not see any circumstance where kim is willingly and happily reaching out to vegas to become friends #this extends to when people make chay friends with pete #kim is a reserved person why would he ever reach out to a cousin he has been taught to hate for years #even if theyre family tensions got resolved kim is not going out of his way to be friends #and i can not see vegas doing that either #any reason kim has to not interact with his brothers would surely somewhat extend to vegas?#idk if this is just a me thing but the second i see kim and vegas are best friends it annoys me #kim is not going to vegas over his brothers idc how bad his relationship is with them #if hes too paranoid to trust his brothers why would he trust vegas?#kim theerapanyakul #vegas theerapanyakul #mine

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todayisafridaynight · 6 months

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2024 redraw

2022 ver below

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 3 #yakuza series #yakuza 3 #yoshitaka mine #snap sketches #i had a crisis about how i draw mine again so i wanted to redraw like. the first couple times i drew him #i cant believe its already been like two years .... tf .....#anyway i wanna do a mine comic. no idea in mind rn i just wanna try drawin him in b/w again #i THIINK i really like how i drew him in my redraw. i mean OBVI more than in 2022 jaREJGLKEJ #i think i have his head and hair shape but .... catch me complaining three posts from now 💀💀#for now. for now. if i look at this any longer im gonna scream and find mistakes #ok bye my last class for the day is startin jeRLGK

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1995lahaine · 11 months

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#ok i cant think of any more rn #also steve jobs might have been like... bad? idk i remember NOTHING except that i saw it and didn't feel anything

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