#but its kinda complicated.......
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Note
can you elaborate on why you wont tag unreality?
// i am psychotic and generally i like being allowed to take part in things
#//when everyone tags their stuff as unreality i cant see it#thats why ive completely stopped interacting with other blogs unless its in ask for#form#nobodys letting their posts actually be visible to me. at all.#following is just to be polite i guess?#anyway i have a lot of indicators that this isnt real that i feel is good enough#drawn icon. ooc posts. pinned post with links.#saying its an ask blog in my description.#i dont use the main tag.#i dont tell people what to do because i dont care enough to#so this is just how i choose to blog#theres also things to be said about how i dont believe in depending on strangers to determine reality for you#after a point its up to Me to take care of Myself. this is My Illness. My Business.#but its kinda complicated.......#not something i can communicate via tags on an anon
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
Dev this is serious stop beatboxing.
#fop nature au#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#dev dimmadome#fop dev#dale dimmadome#emetophobia#art#digital art#fanart#comic#Sorry for taking so long on this I was procrastinating bcs its just kinda a context page that needs to exist for other stuff to happen#I love it when they interact like disgruntled roommates#like on one had he SHOT HIM on the other hand whats Dev supposed to do? Go no contact?? Hes ten#This takes place like 2 days after the deer attack#Dale got whisked away to fairy world to get speed healed and had his memory wiped of the whole thing#Devs relationship with his dad is so messy cause like yes his dad hurt him but also thats his dad and he loves him.#even if his dad doesnt love him back#He wants to Want To Hurt his dad. thats the right way to feel about after what he did. and he does feel that way sometimes.#but on some level its was kind of a relief to hear that he couldnt wish harm on people#because even if he could he isnt sure he could go through with it#and there would be nothing worse than having the power to do something and yet. not#sorry if that sounds insane#complicated relationships with your abuser my beloved#also just the quiet acceptance Dev has for (what he thinks is) Peri straight up lying to his face#Dev likes Peri a lot but he is also deeply aware that Peri hides a lot of things from him#I think he appreciates that Peri tries to shield his feelings. His dad doesnt do that#ofc Peri isnt actually lying here I just think the layers of such a small interaction are hilarious
733 notes
·
View notes
Text
aro/ace themed valentine's day teddy bears ^^ because i just recently found out i might be arospec but also just cuz like..... why not
#this may be out of character for me because just a few weeks ago i strongly disliked valentine's day lmao#now that i know im probably some kinda flavor of aro? i.. dunno how to feel#how i feel about the holiday is complicated#while i still dont like the romantic aspect of it.. at least i dont find myself rolling my eyes at valentine's themed stuff as much anymore#idk maybe i'll go back to disliking the holiday next year who knows lol#i guess its just the catharsis i suppose..#aromantic#asexual#aroace#aspec#arospec#lgbtq#valentine's day#valentine's#teddy bear#digital art#art#toby draws things
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
friday 13th, october, 2023
#they live in my mind#i love when scrimblos are creatures#sonic the werehog#sonic the gaiahog#black arms shadow#dark shadow#kinda.#its complicated#should be complimented tho#my art#this isnt thoam i just love my glowstick boy
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
the theerapanyakul kids: how close are you with each other?
loan’s kinnporsche 2nd anniversary: favourite familial relationship: the theerapanyakul kids (insp: ½+½)
#kpanniversary2024#vegas theerapanyakul#macau theerapanyakul#kinnporsche#kinnporsche the series#tankhun theerapanyakul#kim theerapanyakul#kinn theerapanyakul#kp2anniversary#kpts#kp#loan.blr#loan.gif#loan.kp#yes this is also minor family focused (with a dash of kinnvegas fascination). that is thanks to who i am as a person.#in all honesty kinnvegas and vegasmacau are my fav platonic relationships of the shows. both so scrunchy!#imagine if you will that its macau recounting all the relationships. cause obviously vegas has a much more complicated relationship to him#that macau would perceive. but then again macau prolly sees some of the shit vegas has to shoulder for him.#but to macau vegas will always be his bestest friend.#this post is very deep if you think about it (i say. lying.)#im kidding ofc but i do kinda like the concept. you could argue with certain assessment of mine but generally the categories felt fitting#anyways. this is late but if im correct its allowed and im doing this thing where im being patient with myself.#also this is my second proper gifset and i dont think i get coloring. i vaguely understand what should happen but like.#i dont think i see what i should. i dont get colors. so these are just. idk. hopefully just a tad more vibrant and not too off color.#so. is this good? not really. but im practicing gif making! and i only get confused by ps like once an hour.
430 notes
·
View notes
Text
oh okay heres one:
"sleepaway camp"= you go there for at least a few days, a week, sometimes several weeks, and sleep there, as opposed to a """camp""" where you go for the day and your parents or whoever picks you up afterward (those arent really camps, but like. idk when i went to "space camp" it was a weeklong but not sleepaway). in the U.S. at least, the typical image of a sleepaway camp involves staying in cabins, dunno how common it is/what it looks like in other countries.
for the first few i just mean like. not necessarily a stealth church camp, just like. idk, a camp where theres also an Assumption Of Christianity and just general vibes without being actually church camp. So, there might not be daily services and jesusy dedicatwd activities, but maybe theres still a prayer said over meals and shit. Which i assume might exist...
(oh and @reblogforsamplesize if u wanna)
#buzzy#poll#polls#personally: yes i went several times#and i enjoyed it bc. camp!!! yay!!!#but the Church part of it. complicated feelings on that matter#mine were all weeklong camps#went every year for a few years i hink#it was fun bc again YAY CAMP!!! and the ones i went to were like huge things#they had cool water stuff like The Blob and waterslides and some fun games and shit#you could do paintball#and i wasnt like. NOT christian at the time. but i also Wasnt Really Feeling It#i was mostly into it bc. camp.#...maybe i should have asked my parents if i could just go to one of the normal summer camps instead lmao#like the 6 week ones or st#that coulda been fun ....#so my answer is Its Complicated#i did like. participate in the jesus side of things. but i was also kinda knowingly faking it u kno?#i remember one time during a service i started having a bit of a panic attack (mostly bc of the MASSVE crowd. this was a huge ass camp)#but i still had to like. stay. still do everything. my pastor was being nice about it but still was like :( well you cant leave#i remember that was the day we did some shit outside w torches#like. carrying torches in a big procession like some sorta ritual thing ig. fuck if i know.#and i was like crying while following the procession and trying to stop#(the crying STARTED un the megachurch extremely loud giaant speaker GET PUMPED UP!!! area and continued to the torches)#thars my stringest memory from church camp aside from when i fcking DEMOLISHED the frozen t shirt game#(they gave a few ppl on stage frozen t balled up shirts and it was like 'okay first one to unball it and put it on wins!!!')#(and while the two boys i was up against started trying to tear it open with their hands i just#(in my cute lil butterfly shirt and pretty skirt started SMASHING IT AGAINST THE GROUND FULL BODY AAAUUGGHH and broke that shit)#(i was sooo proud of mysekf and my oastors wife thiught it was Unladylike of me but i fucjing won. the boys copied me after a sec)#(but it was too late i won :) anyway yeah like i said mixed feelings u kno. anyway go blue beetles woooo!!!!!
347 notes
·
View notes
Text
man remember when that nyt interview w gerard dropped in 2014 and gerard stated directly that they identify heavily with woman and didnt and never could relate to men and the main reaction was people freaking out at gerard using "straight" as shorthand for "attracted to women" while discussing how that attraction was impacted by their struggle with their gender identity
#barry.txt#its also the only time outside of i think one revenge i terview where gerard used the word straight to define themselves#like i remember ppl claiming gerard was lying intentionally bc at that point there were still#huge swathes of ppl and major blogs that thought gerard was a closeted gay man#despite gerard being a not very closeted at all queer person already who shot down multiple ppl online who asked them to#''come out as straight“#and i really think that ppl just kinda let themselves white out the parts they dont like or dont interest them but w no self awareness#like ppl thinking gerards claiming heterosexuality here in whats a pretty vulnerable and complicated response regarding gender#its been like almost 10 years and im still kind of irritated bc tbh it never really stopped happening
227 notes
·
View notes
Text
Something I’ve realized is that maybe I don’t need to try so hard
#i didn’t do a sketch for this ome#its really fun just plastering shapes n stuff on until it forms your favorite character#Its very therapeutic when you aren’t actively trying to make it look good. you just kinda.#draw.#and then it truns out nice#not clean or detailed or the complicated style.#but it turns out nice#sonic the hedgehog#my art :3#sonic#tails the fox#miles tails prower#tails fanart
203 notes
·
View notes
Text
While I was on my break I ended up doing this. It was a lot harder than you think and probably could've been done better. But a relationship chart for the Bean Au specifically. That I'll do. I could go on about what each means but this sums it up a bit.
#I feel a lil bad about KC and his kids feeling either complicated or feel they dont know him enough vs himself#bean eclipse au#sun and moon show#sams eclipse#sams lunar#sams bloodmoon#tsams#youll notice how some is onesided here and there thats ON PURPOSE#myart#twas inspired by amph doing a fam tree for the icons actually#its kinda fun to do lil icon heads
272 notes
·
View notes
Text
Megavolt is trying his best as an uncle (works with varying success)
Recently drew lots of doodles with fearsome boys as uncles (and Bushroot as a desperate single mom dad who-works-two-jobs-who loves-his-kid-and-never-stops-), hope to post them too, but for now there are these two lil drawings
🌿 More content with the baby if you're interested:
(1) concepts? first few drawings, some are inaccurate
(2) "playtime" (mini-comic with very scared for his life Drake)
(3) "who is the lucky gal?" 😭 (mini-comic with dr fossil)
#darkwing duck#dwd#megavolt#quackerjack#liquidator#dt17#kinda sorta#its complicated in my au#dwd oc#the baby's name is snowdrop btw#I know I'm SO original and creative yall hold your applause 💅#my post 🤙
85 notes
·
View notes
Text
What are some characters where it’s like actually a red flag for you if someone hates them
#the klock keeps ticking#for me theres a couple#like yukari and ken from p3 are big ones#rebecca gales aldjsk#grace infinity train lapis lazuli katara those ones are important#its just like a lot of characters who are traumatized and usually women who express their feelings in a way that isnt magic happy bubbles#like theyre complicated and god forbid do things that are kinda mean oh noooo
199 notes
·
View notes
Text
so im not sure if anyones interested, but, i went through quite a bunch of totk critiques by people who were also very disappointed with it and thought id share my favorite videos i found (granted, i only really wachted those that youtube recommened and its mostly .. white men... things like the orientalism problem are not mentioned at all for example, maybe ill update this post if i find any more diverse voices)
i dont agree with every single point and also dont know most of the channels (aside from the big zelda theory guys) so i judged solely by what they mentioned in those videos and the quality of it (like the audio .. bc i cant listen to bad audio)
in no particular order, also they talk about or use footage of the literal ending stuff so if you arent done with the game yet, better leave these for now
youtube
youtube
youtube
youtube
(the following one is a podcast thing by multiple zelda theory guys, there some stuff you can skip at the start thats just kidna random things, but the video is marked with chapters)
youtube
(theres some mention of some things not making sense, like the sonau only being two, and ithink thats kinda bc the english translation was weirdly vague about that, in the german version its much more directly said that they all died out and only rauru and mineru were left of them;
also mentions of how unfitting it is to call the enigma stones "secret"stones in english might come from a similar thing; in german they where called "Mysterienstein" which would be translated as mystic/mysterious/enigma- stone
just wanted to mention that since the vast majority are gonna play it in english only and the stuff online is also dominated by english)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#totk#ganondoodles rants#not really#but it kinda fits in the theme#some things are a lil too complainy for complainings sake#but overall those are the ones i felt spoke about alot of the broader problems#Youtube#also i dont ... like the english translations of these games#and im not a fan of the english voice acting either tbh#idk whats with zelda in particular#and i dont want to shit on translators#but man#some weird translation choices have done active damage in the whoe lore department#plus its jsut kinda .. weird and unecessary at times#why call it gloom?? miasma sound way more connected to malice and actually menacing#secret stones??? why?? mystic or engima is right there plus its confusing bc they .. are not secret at all??#makes stuff complicated too bc im using the words i know but in english almost every name is totally different#why not ... keep the names of the og japanese??#i know german is guilty of changing stuff too#but my point stands
352 notes
·
View notes
Text
tied together
#im going crazy over the new trailer still.#my art#madoka magica#pmmm#homura akemi#sayaka miki#sayahomu#homusaya#yuri#kinda but not but well its complicated#homulilly#puella magi#puella magi madoka magica#i’m tired of youuu…. still tied to me
472 notes
·
View notes
Text
wooooo warlock Wally and his delightful totally normal patron
#in my mind home can change his form drastically#like they only have hands or a humanoid form if they so please#theyre simple a writhing pit of darkness with red eyes/teeth#i imagine that when they first met home had zero affection for wally#it was purely an 'im using you. youre nothing but a puppet to me'#but then yk time passes shit happens#and before you know it home is all 'if anything happened to wally id kill everyone in this room and then myself'#scribble salad#wh fantasy au#and yes i Will restate their dynamic over and over and over again bc i love it and i love repetition#to home wally is.... a companion. a pet. a puppet. a home. a friend. a lover (kinda its complicated). a host. a plaything. an accomplice <3#and then wally looks up at this horrific Demon and goes 'my home <3 @:)'#he doesnt get why everyone is afraid of home... hes just a lil guy c'mahn....#(except hes not little at all and the home shown here has scaled itself down to hang more easily with wally)#wally likes to paint for home! his paintings are the only physical objects home keeps in their house form!#theyre like 'yeah you can drive nails into my body so i can keep pieces of you with me. thats cool no no it doesnt hurt at all i promise'
425 notes
·
View notes
Text
This is gonna sound dramatic but tonight does have this air of like finality
Sorry to everyone in my comms queue for the extra wait but this is why I really needed to finish the zine while on this side of the release timeline
I wanted a time capsule of my feelings toward DA as they exist now
Corny but the truth
#I kinda dont want this feeling to change...even the frustrations and petty nitpicks...do I sound out of my mind#the writing drives me crazy the fans even moreso and DAV is conflicting#yet without picking up DA2 in a bargain bin by chance idk if Id have finished my game dev degree#my art would look completely different my trajectory as an artist would look completely different#its such a complicated emotion that im just gonna stop typing because im just rambling atp
74 notes
·
View notes
Text
Yall ever think about the possibility that whatever little compassion or humanity Gortash has left tortured him when Orin let him in on the fact that Durge is gone?
And that his apparently great imagination and dreamer like aspects (I mean he is a fucking engineer and coming up with murder robots sparking intricate designs takes some imagination) resulted in him having frequent nightmares in which Durge would haunt him?
Cuz I have.
#absolutely doesnt help that he kinda knew what happened to my boi#its complicated#theyre complicated#anyway love me a suffering Gort#durgetash#enver gortash
81 notes
·
View notes