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redysetdare · 1 year ago

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Shout out to the non-partnering people out there who want to spend their lives with a friend and live with them without it being a QPR or partnership of any kind.

#text #aro #aromantic #aroace #arospec #aspec #nonpartnering #non-partnering #non partnering #nonamorous #i see a lot of posts abt living with your friends bu tit's always about QPRs #as if living with a friend means that it must be a partnership of some kind #i just want to tell ppl it's ok to not want a partnership and still want to live with a friend.#im someone who cant live alone i need someone i trust to live with and my closest relationships are my friendships #so living with a friend is like my only option #but i dont want it to be assumed that im in a QPR or partnership just because I live with a friend

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deus-ex-mona · 1 month ago

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when the slowburn makes the ship extra cute~~~

#kimikawaii this week for sure!!!!!! (has been saying that since july)#ik the nghy payoff will be ✨sweet✨ but it’s kinda funny how hw are slowburning nagisa’s role in the series as a whole #mans has a grand total of 3 songs to date and only 1 has a cv ver #place your bets what do you think will come first? nghy duet or ariken duet #t h o u g h. ariken is also kind of a slowburn but we all knew they’d get together since ijiwaru release (shoutout to the og miku ver)#some say that ariken is still not canon in the novels to this very day #can’t believe we got arisa’s future career aspirations reveal before ariken canon in the novels smh #but i digress!!!!!!!!!!!! nagisa needs more action and attention!!!!!!#he did have kind of a ‘the bus came back’ moment with the izumo collab but we never saw his face again after that #(full cast merch doesnt count bc p. much everyone’s included in them except for the school nurse and kako)#so. all im saying is: slowburn nghy by all means. just dont slowburn nagisa’s character arc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #now that mona mania has cooled off (to a degree) and chizusweep has mellowed out (somewhat) it’s shiranami’s time to shine!!!!!!!!#y. yeah. ik it’s harder to market him bc he’s a literal average (albeit handsome) joe but that’s part of his charm!!!!!#i mean!!!!! he can cook!!!!! he stans ft4!!!!! he’s devoted to the girl he loves!!!!!! he’s a dreamboat!!!! what more could you ask for?#but. i do have to say that nghy developments have been kinda awkwardly handled as a whole… esp with heroine ikusei #i think nagisa should’ve been introduced in heroiku or something… since he was planned from the start of hiyori’s development…#maybe they were trying to pull a ‘2nd love wins’ kinda parallel with kthn? but the ascana retcon made everything awkward huh…#i think it could’ve worked out in the mv-verse. like if they’d placed heroika+sukiuso after the fight+make up in herotaru #so the timeline would go smoothly from heroiku -> herotaru -> heroika #with hiyo realising that she’d be better off focusing on work and track after the asuka debacle + chizu fight #like a ‘forget romance!!! i gotta work hard and run hard!!! omg wait nagisa wdym you love me???’ kinda thing #but the [redacted] anime p much cut + pasted the asuka arc with the nagisa visit and. hm.#is this just an excuse to blame the clumsy handling of the nghy arc on the [redacted] anime? m… maybe…?#but it all still could’ve kinda worked out if they’d shifted the timelines around a little. y’know. since sukiuso mv has nagisa visit in oct #idk i think having hiyo learn how to doll herself up from lxl for her first crush (asuka)#and then using what she learned to yassify herself to meet up with nagisa would’ve been neater?#like a ‘hey look nagisa :) i applied what i learned from my pals :)’ kinda thing #or maybe chizu and juri could’ve helped her with the nagisa dressup scene post-herotaru fight… but i digress!!!!!!#hmmmmmmmmmm… well. this has gone way off topic… anyways nghy canon and cute that’s all byeeee #the dude from gamushara

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carcarrot · 24 days ago

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dream time

#have to get this down before i forget it #been having weird/not good dreams lately until last night (mere hours ago bc its still dark out this morning)#writing this on my way to work and in the dream i was on the bus to work. however an important difference between reality and the dream is #that in the dream i was sharing my bus ride w mr larroquette. as one does #this was like mouse bites era john im sorry thats the best way i can describe how he looked #and i guess it was like we kinda knew each other?? and we ended up talking about poetry writing and stuff #wish i could remember the specifics of that #at some point we got off the bus and got onto another one unfortunately a common theme in my dreams is going somewhere in a complicated way #and on that bus ride i sat next to him again and he was like oh i normally listen to music for this part of my trip #and i was like ope don't wanna keep you from that! but he didnt mind talking for a bit more and we talked abt music #bc apparently id recommended he listen to the album big world by joe jackson and he said he didn't like it on first listen but hed try again #when we got off this bus and were walkin to where i worked (i guess he worked around there too???)#we went back to talking abt writing and i was talking abt my old poetry writing class and the kind of things i wrote #and he expressed an interest in reading those old poems and i was like oh ok i guess ill look for em #but i was thinking to myself noooo those arent good i wrote those in high school you dont wanna read themmm #and then it became like hard to get down the street bc people were moving slow on the sidewalk (classic new york moment)#so we went out into the street to like cut around #and there was some truck like causing things to get backed up #and so john started like yelling at the truck driver to move out of there LMAO #and i think thats all i remember w him. but i just remember talking w him was very calming and comforting #come on man. what are you doing in my dreams #later in my dream i just remember telling people about this so im telling you all now #anyway .

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scatteredcloud · 2 months ago

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Living my walkable bikable city fantasy past few days 💪🏼🤩‼️🏳️‍🌈🚲🚍‼️🩻🫀🚶🏻‍♀️‍➡️🚶🏻‍♀️‍➡️🦵🏼

#my car is out of gas and my card is locked so I can’t pay for gas so I can’t go anywhere #by car at least #my city’s really improved their bus fleet since the last time I rode and it’s free now!#the buses still only come ever 45 minutes which is steep but not insurmountable I guess #took the bus to and from work yesterday and skated out to my stop #(would have missed the bus walking so I had to lug around my skates all day)#(which made me grateful that like 4 years ago I added extra buckles to my back pack exactly for carrying them #(which I’ve done like twice in those 4 years but both times I’ve been damn thankful I’ve had em)#and then had to do some hijinks to get groceries today #was able to do a bopis order thru the stores shitty shitty app and paid with PayPal which does technically work since it doesn’t use my card #balanced a stolen grocery basket (from another chain) between my legs and biked to the store which is blessedly close by #took a sec to get my balance riding out but I made it work and I’m pretty proud of myself #mostly for braving the oppressive heat and humidity both days #as a heat intolerant girlie #it’s good to know that at least in some regard my area is public transitable #but if it was like a drs appointment or any more groceries than I bought or any kind of specialty store #i would have to have a car which. ya know.#not ideal #eaii

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claire-starsword · 5 months ago

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Invited to a cult at lunch to "cleanse myself with good energy" or whatever, i wonder if the woman was out to recruit anyone or if i legit looked that rancid

#tbf being recruited by paper is as well as these things go #way better than being accosted by jehovah witness at the bus stop #still the idea that i might have cult target vibes because i'm an obvious loner is.. unpleasant to put it mildly #i'm already anxious about not 'acting right' in public spaces since i have no clue what's a normal stance/gaze to keep #i thought she was staring because i had been rude and stared first #but it's the kind of incident that lowers my anxiety tbh #truly the only people that might be caring about these harmless behaviors of mine are either straight up to no good #or at least have some fucked up beliefs #anyway of you wanna bless me with the light you could at least be karna #do the whole 'rulers can only rule while people let them' sermon and then we'll talk

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finalgirlkateausten · 6 months ago

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Sadie/Grace + kiss in a dream?

I am so looking forward to answering all your amazing prompts during work today… one down!!!! This was supposed to be sleepy cuddling and then I thought about Sadie making fun of Grace for sleeping in a campaign tee and they just got out of hand 🤷🏼‍♀️

Sadie feels so lost in Grace’s touch that she’s not sure anymore where her own body ends and Grace’s begins. She stretches toward the taller woman, seeking out kiss after kiss until they’re hardly even separating anymore, just sinking into each other and reveling in the warmth of lips and teeth and shaky breath. Grace presses her against a wall and Sadie can’t quite tell where they are or what surface she’s pinned against, but she doesn’t really care, not with the way Grace is saying her name.

“Sadie.”

Huh. They’re still kissing. Grace hasn’t pulled away enough to speak.

“Sadie.”

Sadie feels her brow creasing, the words pulling her away from the sensations.

“Sadie, if you don’t turn off your alarm right fucking now, I’m going to smash your goddamn phone.”

Slowly, Sadie realizes she’s lying against a soft, warm mattress instead of a rough, solid wall. She yawns. “Damn, I was having such a fun dream…”

Grace emerges from the blankets next to her looking rumpled and grumpy. “Phone.”

Finally, Sadie tunes into the lilting chime emitting from somewhere on the floor between the nightstand and the bed. She fishes her phone up by the charging cord and taps the snooze button. “Sorry.”

“If I’m gonna be the one waking you up, you might as well just wait for my alarm,” Grace harrumphs, rolling so that she flops half on top of Sadie and burying her nose in her neck.

Sadie practically purrs under her weight. “I thought the point of setting my own alarm was to sneak out of here before we actually have to get up.”

“I don’t see you getting up,” Grace points out. Her thumb is tickling Sadie’s hipbone, and Sadie feels the beginnings of the same warmth that had been suffused through her dream.

“Maybe that’s just ‘cause you’re smushing me,” Sadie teases, sliding her hands under Grace’s faded blue t-shirt. “Take this off.”

Grace smirks down at her, her fingers running over her ribcage. “Was Gore too conservative for you?”

“Maybe I just don’t need to make out with you while you’re wearing a shirt from a candidate who ran for president the year I was born,” Sadie fires back. Sure enough, her taunt about her age has Grace pinning her hips, their legs tangling together.

“This shirt is from 2000, you cunt,” she retorts, laughing in Sadie’s ear. The hair on the back of Sadie’s neck raises. “If you wanna see me topless, just say so.”

Sadie smirks. “Now do you see why I set my alarm earlier than yours?”

Grace nods, then yanks the shirt over her head, running a hand through her tousled curls with a self-satisfied grin. “Maybe so. But I’m guessing this is better than your dream.”

It’s a good point, considering Sadie doesn’t remember any clear visuals from the dream. “Okay, maybe.”

Grace traces the line of Sadie’s jaw with two fingers. “We’ve only got about fifteen minutes until my alarm goes off…”

Sadie grins, already riding the high of Grace just touching her. “Better than nothing.”

Grace reaches to peel Sadie’s shirt off this time. “So, tell me about this dream…”

#the girls on the bus #sadie mccarthy #grace gordon greene #otp: I still kind of worship you #answered prompts #dawn tag #just some silly fluff to get me through my shift #julie fics

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piplupod · 4 months ago

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sometimes i think maybe it's a good thing i'm so traumatized and fucked up mentally and emotionally bc then i never expect ppl to be kind or even just plain old nice to me, so when they ARE kind or nice i feel overwhelming gratitude and almost a sense of awe HFDSJKL like... i dont know if i would have had this appreciation for each little piece of kindness if i wasn't the way that i am. but also i know thats kind of an absolutely wild way of thinking about this LMAO

#but then on the other side of things i still get really hurt when ppl are cruel or just the usual flavour of mean #like i had a mother with a stroller get huffy and aggressive w me yesterday as i was getting off the bus and that rly stuck w me #idk what else i could've done in that situation except control my tone a little better maybe but i was really anxious #because her stroller was in the way of the aisle and i was trying to figure out the fastest way to navigate around it to exit #bc the bus drivers are always in a hurry so i didnt want to keep anybody waiting while i got around her stroller #so i just said ''sorry i just need to get by'' and i think my tone was not Perfectly Pleasant bc i was really anxious and unsure #but i meant it as a ''sorry if i touch ur stroller as i squeeze past'' dsjfkl i didnt mean it like ''u need to move ur shit for me''#alas. i think she took it as the latter. also im pretty sure she was on edge already bc she knew her stroller would be in the way #anyways i said that and she did the thing where ppl throw up their hands in a really quick defensive/aggressive half-shrug gesture #where they're gesturing like ''what the fuck !!! what are you doing !!!'' idk how common that gesture is dsjkl i see it a lot around town #and i just quickly squeezed past her stroller and tried not to touch it as little as i could and then said thank you and scuttled away #BUT IT REALLY BOTHERED ME THAT SHE GOT SO HUFFY ABOUT IT. i've been trying to figure out what i could've done differently #unfortunately i think its just one of those things where we were BOTH anxious or on edge so she was just assuming i was being aggressive #bc she probably expected ppl to be rude about her stroller so... when u expect that it'll colour ur perceptions of ppls behaviours #so i am not even upset w her at all fsdjkl i simply wish it had gone better. alas!! what a silly little encounter to be ruminating over #ANYHOWDY... I am glad that i can have such appreciation for kindness when it happens fdsjkdl #like i had a little snippet of small talk about bananas with a stranger in the grocery store last year and i still think about it happily #bc idk. it means so much to me. making little connections w ppl! its very very important to me bc i dont get it very often!#and theres some kind things ppl have said to me online that have stuck with me or will stick with me for honest-to-god years fdsjkl #and perhaps i am a sap but ... I'm just glad i can hold these small bits of goodness so close to my heart bc it makes life a little nicer #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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bibleofficial · 4 months ago

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went to the beach w kp & 4 other indian friends & 3 of us had NEVER surfed before girl WHEW it’s SO fun literally only 20quid to rent a wetsuit & board & i fucking smashed my toes on the sand so much, but also we 1) got the wrong tickets so we got off 1 stop early 2) went to find a bus & the bus that was supposed to be 15 min turned into an HOUR 3) on our way to find a bus back everyone’s phones are dying or dead bc it took us 3hrs longer to get there, cigarettes are out 4) all of the shops in town are closed & the town seems to have ONLY a tesco extra & 1 off license that sells a PACK FOR 15.65 A PACK WHICH IS FUCKING CRIMINAL ITS CHEAPER TO BUY IT FROM TESCO ARE U INSANE 5) the bus back to the other town kept skipping us bc the bus stop wasn’t the ACTUAL bus stop - i had 1 bowl since literally 11a & we got back at fucking 11p 😭😭😭

#diary #i was honestly abt to strangle EVERYBODY #‘do u have a cigarette’ ‘where’s ur vape’ ‘where are we going’ ‘which bus is it’ ‘do u have a ___’ ‘did u bring ___’ girl what am i DORA w #the magic fuckin BACKPACK ??? while ur UP MY ASS dig around & SEE IF SMTHGS IN THERE 😭😭😭😭#i literally broke sobriety again bc i was just #girl i was so agitated & there was 1 TRAIN LEFT BEFORE 11P so we needed to get the 2ND TO LAST BUS OF THE DAY #i deadass was like ‘if we miss that train i will make sure u all go blind’ ‘did u bring a knife’ ‘I DONT NEED 1’#AKSJAKSKAKKSJSKSSJAKJSKAHSKSHDLASKAKDLA #LIKE U BITCHES SMOKED ALL MY CIGARETTES MY VAPES DEAD MY PHONES DYING UR ALL DRUNK IM GOING TO KILL YALL 😭😭😭😭😭#<- me knowing i could never be a parent #tbh if i caught my kid smoking a cig id make em do the ol ‘im going to sit down in front of u w a fresh box of cigarettes & make u finish #the box or pass out’#YES IM STRICT #i think it’s so funny ok unrelated but like they’ll speak hindi & i’ve just #learned it through being around them kind of like i can’t speak it except for some word u know like matachot etc but i’ll Understand the #Context & what’s being Said #ASLKALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLA like while waiting for the train back 1 of them was talking abt me being a fool to the others - literally they’re #all indian & i had walked away so when i walked back he was still talkin but then i started giggling bc i knew he was talkin abt me & how i #pinched a bit of the kebab to throw to the seagull bc he offered it to me & i needed to bait the seagull w something & i pinched & tossed &#& he looked at me like 😦 bhenchod ! & then the seagull came over & i was like :D hi bestie <3333 but then when i started giggling after i #walked back he was like ‘what the fuck does he just know hindi now’#it makes me laugh so fucking HARD 😭😭😭😭😭 LIKE FUCK U I LIKE TO PARTICPATE IN COVERSATION IDC ABT LANGUAGE #like i’ve been surrounded by yall for the past #girl it’s been like a year i don’t even talk to british ppl or americans #ALSKALSKALSKALKSLAKSLALSLA MESS ! i love to slavsquat & kp hates it bc he’s like ‘we’re in the uk why are u sitting like this’ bc he thinks #it’s ’too indian’ ALSKALSKALSKALJSKAKDLA 😭😭😭😭😭 this hips were made for sitting #we’re definitely going to go back bc it’s SO CLOSE IF WE ACTUALLY USE THE TRANSPORT PROPERLY ITS ONLY LIKE AN HOUR OR SO COMMUTE EACH WAY #bring lunch whatever #i’m exhausted but also socially like bro i had to leave the donner place just to walk around the block for SOME QUIET #i’ve just been sososososo busy LOSING MY MIND

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humanmorph · 1 year ago

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Austin: You head into this- this gas station convenience store, right? Uh, and there's uhm, theres a, there's someone behind a counter- Keith: (cross) This like a Cumbys? Austin: I- (exasperated noise) Dre: (cross) A what? Sylvia: (cross) Huh? Austin: (cross) We're not doing this. This is already on a clapcast. We're not doing this. Keith: Hey, 1$ on friendsatthetable.cash. Who knows which one that is.

hi. i do : ) Clapcast 21: The Community at your disposal. i know this because i listened to it 5+ times total and also noted down the topics to put on the fatt.wiki clapcast page

#that is my pet project page. it's very relaxed work because it's so non-essential. who even looks at this page? well. me #but I would like to finish it eventually #still have some unfinished topic lists in my notes app...it's kind of hard for some of these.#I would say appreciate my work but I haven't added a signifier on which I've added vs just copied over from Patreon #& I can't think of a good way tbh... open to ideas smile. or topic listings #all that aside this clapcast also has a bit in it that almost made me cry bc i was on the bus and trying REALLY hard to hold laughter in #which for that it's actually better if you don't look at the topics. bc it's out of nowhere & so funny to me #Palisadeposting #I guess yeah?#Palisade spoilers #I was like aha! finally! an application! when Keith said that which made me laugh.

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ronanlynchbf · 1 year ago

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anyone feeling like it's a bright summer day and they want to be wanted more than anything else in the world or is it just me and frank o'hara.

#it's not actually summer. BUT ☝️ the temperatures are still high enough rn that it could be early summer so it still counts. frank o'hara #you get me like no other 🙏 like yeah. it IS a bright (summer) day and i DO want to be wanted more than anything else in the world........#r.txt #sitting on the bus omw to my grandparents. it is very pretty outside and the bus driver is humming along to the radio and i'm feeling some #kind of strange desire for the past and the most awful intense desire to be wanted bc i saw a very sweet elderly couple at the station we #just drove away from a couple minutes ago..........#missing the past is very fucked up btw. like wdym you're longing to be 14 years old again girl the only thing keeping u together back then #was a BAND and your unwillingness to not be there to witness any new stuff from said band. be serious 😑

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fingertipsmp3 · 7 months ago

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Also I can’t figure out if my life genuinely does suck or I’m just having an existential crisis because my period starts in approximately 48 hours

#it does make me worse ngl. i wish i could just yeet my uterus #i was just starting to think about how all my days are the same and it’s boring and i’m boring #and i never see anybody or meet new people or make new friends #working from home is all well and good until it makes you want to [redacted]#and you all can say ‘just leave your house!’ as much as you want but living in a small town and having no car is not really conducive #to getting myself out there #i mean my town literally has about a dozen businesses and half of them are sad pubs. the others are like hair salon; co-op; church; butcher #2 takeaways. and yeah there’s parks but all of them are kind of dire #maybe i could start getting the bus places. going somewhere else. idk #i have been thinking about taking a trip but wherever i go i still take myself and it’s like i’m in this state of permanent malaise #too nervous to talk to anyone and too impatient to linger anywhere or enjoy anything #everything i do i rush through so i can do something else #and i think amongst it all i’m just reckoning with the fact that i’m never going to be remarkable. i mean neither is anyone else really #but i always thought i’d write a novel or become a college professor or something but i’m not smart enough and i don’t have enough words #or ideas in me. not really. i’m not a creative i’m just an imitator. always have been #and i could live with being unremarkable because we all are in the cosmic universe but i still don’t think i can live with rotting #in my hometown. but then it’s like how do i get out?#i signed up for an online course just to vary things a bit. just to get some enrichment in my enclosure #it’s this slow realisation that i thought i Wanted to work at home. i thought i liked the peace of it. just me and the computer screen #but no i like to work outside and then come back to my home as my sanctuary. i have to leave it sometimes to really appreciate it #but no one wants to hire me for an intellectual job because i’m not actually that smart. and my body is too broken to work in hospitality #anymore. or is it. i mean for god’s sake i can run three times a week but i don’t trust myself to be able to stand for hours #i’m thinking about throwing myself on the mercy of my old boss like hey. i fucked up. do you have any shifts for me? i’ll do weekends #i just don’t want to lose my fucking mind #maybe i’ll text her tomorrow. the worst thing she can say is no #personal

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featherymainffins · 8 months ago

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You know what at this point I feel like maybe I just need to either get institutionalised again or start an internship again because I feel like I am getting nothing.