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also jamiazu prompt fr u to talk abt: who do u think kissed the other first. how do u think their first kiss played out
RUBS MY EVIL HANDS LIKE AN EVIL MOSQUITO ON A SUMMER MORNING
okay so ill get to the point my awnser is jamil im sorry . i dont know how many people here will agree with this post but i am no longer a coward on tumblr (LIAR)
i mostly feel like this because I can’t picture azul as being straight forward about that sort of thing. i can picture him as meticolously planning and practicing everything beforehand and then just failing miserably because jamil is jamil.
sometimes i think abt how azul never had a friend to socualize with in his childhood (other than the tweels which are FAR from normal friends). if he ever crushed on someone as a kid he 100% never acted out on it because of how insecure he was (and is) with all that bullying he received
also azul is at disadvantage because jamil is always so grumpy around him how is one supposed to know if its ok to kiss this guy without getting punched in the face
the whole thing about jamiazu is that jamil needs to learn how to trust azul (abd actually azul does as well but thats another can of worms that needs its seperate post) which is why i can only see it happen post-book6 jamil
once he learns to overcome his horrifying trust issues induced by his horrible job . thats when he kisses azul ^_^
i really went off topic with this post cuz it was supposed to be about a first kiss but i deserve to wtite paragraphs and be shameless i think
anyway my vision is: they’re hanging out alone in an unplanned place like maybe away from a scarabia party? maybe in the fucking hallways bathrooms away from classes? just not a planned date or anything because i have delusions (i feel like jamil would do it in an unplanned context on purpose). at first they’re just standing there alone with lots of tension, with azul trying to chat like he always does but jamil is deep in thought about how he feels about everything. jamil concludes that he is so tired of depriving himself of what he wants and of holding himself back. that he should go for that kiss because he deserves it ^_^ and azul explodes and dies……. u think about the rest…….
i hope you like my vision i should not be allowed to write crimge when sleep deprived ❤️❤️❤️
#i cut so much shit off cuz i went on such an off topic tangent#about their trust issues#but it needs a seperate post#;7#&?&&((&(&&(#IM SO GONNA REGRET THIS ONCE I WAKE UP TOMORROW BUT THATS EXACLTY WHY IM POSTING THIS NOW.#jamiazu#i am even goijg to fucking tag thjs.#i am in my villain arc(girl who is talking about her jnteresst)#also again thank you sm for the asks and the prompt it’s really helped getting my mind off things#i am going to bed in a bright mood#i hope i didnt go too off topic im a lost cause
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Learning that fans hated Applejack and called her "boring" is crazyyy to me because I genuinely, unironically believe AJ's the most complex character in the main six.
Backstory-wise, she was born into a family of famers/blue collar workers who helped found the town she lives in. She grew up a habitual liar until she had the bad habit traumatized outta her. She lost both her parents and was orphaned at a young age, having to step up as her baby sister's mother figure. She's the only person in the main gang who's experienced this level of loss and grief (A Royal Problem reveals that AJ dreams about memories of being held by her parents as a baby). She moved to Manhattan to live with her wealthy family members, only to realize she'll never fit in or be accepted, even amongst her own family. The earlier seasons imply she and her family had money problems too (In The Ticket Master, AJ wants to go to the gala to earn money to buy new farm equipment and afford hip surgery for her grandma).
Personality-wise, she's a total people-pleaser/steamroller (with an occasional savior complex) who places her self worth on her independence and usefulness for other people, causing her to become a complete workaholic. In Applebuck Season, AJ stops taking care of herself because of her obsessive responsibilities for others and becomes completely dysfunctional. In Apple Family Reunion, AJ has a tearful breakdown because in she thinks she dishonored her family and tarnished her reputation as a potential leader –– an expectation and anxiety that's directly tied to her deceased parents, as shown in the episode's ending scene. In The Last Roundup, AJ abandons her family and friends out of shame because believes she failed them by not earning 1st place in a rodeo competition. She completely spirals emotionally when she isn't able to fulfill her duties toward others. Her need to be the best manifests in intense pride and competitiveness when others challenge her. And when her pride's broken, she cowers and physically hides herself.
Moreover, it's strongly implied that AJ has a deep-seated anger. The comics explore her ranting outbursts more. EQG also obviously has AJ yelling at and insulting Rarity in a jealous fit just to hurt her feelings (with a line that I could write a whole dissection on). And I'm certain I read in a post somewhere that in a Gameloft event, AJ's negative traits are listed as anger.
Subtextually, a lot of these flaws and anxieties can be (retroactively) linked to her parents' death, forcing her to grow up too quickly to become the adult/caregiver of the family (especially after her big brother becomes semiverbal). Notice how throughout the series, she's constantly acting as the "mom friend" of the group (despite everything, she manages to be the most emotionally mature of the bunch). Notice how AJ'll switch to a quieter, calmer tone when her friends are panicking and use soothing prompts and questions to talk them through their emotions/problems; something she'd definitely pick up while raising a child. Same with her stoicism and reluctance at crying or releasing emotions (something Pinkie explicitly points out). She also had a childhood relationship with Rara (which, if you were to give a queer reading, could easy be interpreted as her first 'aha' crush), who eventually left her life. (Interestingly enough, AJ also has an angry outburst with Rara for the same exact reasons as with EQG Rarity; jealous, upset that someone else is using and changing her). It's not hard to imagine an AJ with separation anxiety stemming from her mother and childhood friend/crush leaving. I'm also not above reading into AJ's relationship with her little sister (Y'all ever think about how AB never got to know her parents, even though she shares her father's colors and her mother's curly hair?).
AJ's stubbornness is a symptom of growing up too quickly as well. Who else to play with your baby sister when your brother goes nonverbal (not to discount Big Mac's role in raising AB)? Who else to wake up in the middle of the night to care for your crying baby sister when your grandma needs her rest? When you need to be 100% all the time for your family, you tend to become hard-stuck with a sense of moral superiority. You know what's best because you have to be your best because if you're aren't your best, then everything'll inevitably fall apart and it'll be your fault. And if you don't know what's best –– if you've been wrong the whole time –– that means you haven't been your best, which means you've failed the people who rely on you, which means you can't fulfill your role in the family/society, which makes you worthless . We've seen time and time again how this compulsive need to be right for the sake of others becomes self-destructive (Apple Family Reunion, Sound of Silence, all competitions against RD). We've seen in The Last Roundup how, when no longer at her best, AJ would rather remove herself from her community than confront them because she no longer feels of use to them.
But I guess it is kinda weird that AJ has "masculine" traits and isn't interested in men at all. It's totally justified that an aggressively straight, misogynistic male fandom would characterize her as a "boring background character." /s
At the time of writing this, it's 4:46AM.
#mlp#yeah i wrote this last night during insomnia.#yeah i know an embarrassing amount of crap about this kids show#but whatever it's my hyperfixation i'll store as much useless information as i want!!!#i'm gay and neurodivergent i have an excuse#in case you needed more proof that aj's my favorite character#personal#delete later#unless you like this analysis stuff#i get why they didn't reveal aj's parent's death until way later and why they didn't do much with it but i wish they did#cuz narratively there could've been so much material with aj's grief. like. i feel like we gloss over the fact that she lost her#mother and father as a teenager#i tried keeping my personal hcs out of this to keep it unbiased#but i'll put some in the tags#involving rarijack –– i think aj can be (but not always) very self-conscious about her relationship with rarity#anxieties that she's not the right fit or that rarity will move away and leave her some day or that another woman will take her attention#(like in rollercoaster of friendship?? nudge nudge??). basic seperation anxiety stuff#long post#regarding applebloom whenever i think about her and her parents i think about that scene in steven universe where steven looks up at#a portrait of his mother and openly wonders what kind of sack lunches she would've made for him. that episode still fucks me up
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what is this guy's issue 😭
#FINAL REQ FROM TWT DONE HOORAY#this one was for jealous zoro😭 he's so ridiculous#i was originally gonna draw jealous zoro from this one fic but ill draw that later and make a seperate post for it since i need EVERYONE#to read it it mad e me insane#mintart#op#one piece#art#zolu#luzo#monkey d luffy#roronoa zoro#romance dawn trio#nami#cat burglar nami#zoro#luffy#sanji#zou#lusan#vinsmoke sanji#black leg sanji#my art#does this count as lusan i kinda intended for it to be but idk#tagging it for myself anyways cuz theyre silly
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Some Fords! (and Martin K Blackwood is also there)
#Some Ford wips I'm working on! I'll probably post these all seperately later. I dunno yet. just wanted them out of brain jail#The TMA crossover drawings are inspired by a fic which I cannot find the name of right now BECAUSE AO3 is DOWN????#anyway I got more drawings for it I'll post all together later#also I haven't listened to protocals yet and I need to relisten to the og so I hope I remembered Martin's level of lonely avatarship lmao#Also I just think Ford would be a bit mean to himself. ESPECIALLY his immidiately post Fiddleford leaving self#conflicting thoughts of 'I cant risk changing the timeline' and#'I was a miserable self centered idiot and Im afraid I still am so I need to to put my younger self down to feel better'#Gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#young stanford pines#gf fanart#fanart#fan art#my art#digital art#martin k blackwood#the magnus archives crossover#Edit: the fic was 'earth becomes sky in the most literal fashion'!!
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eddie dispatch era. to me
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bonus
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#if you squint#??#i dont know man idc what it is their dynamic in prime makes me go insane so have this. this is very much prime sonadow#sonic faces the consequences in the last picture#i wouldve posted these seperately after colouring but i somehow made like. 10 seperate sonic sketches in one night that need colouring#so#also i am very much talking to myself here bc i just got here 😔#just found out about keanu reeves while drawing these#art imitates art...or somethin#shadow about to have his john wick moment fr#sonic#my art
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COSWAN ATTACK‼️ 🗣🗣🗣
#live laugh love coswan#posting these bc they're too cute to not show to the world like!!! THEM GOOBERS :333#*scrumbles them like a piece of paper and puts them in my mouth*#fop#fairly oddparents#the fairly oddparents#fop fanart#cosmo and wanda#do I even need to tag them seperately be honest with m- okay yeah I will ofc I will why wouldn't I#fop cosmo#fop wanda#coswan#whenever I post for a fandom I didn't post before for I usually am sooo confused as to which tags to use </3#COSMO IS HALF POLISH! HERE I SAID IT! EVERYONE CLAPPED!!! /lh#fopanw#everyone better watch a new wish once it drops on netflix on the 14th next month or else...
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New Shizuku and Airi designs (the curse is lifted I am freeee)
#they admittedly are more tame than the new haruka one since my main issue with their old designs was me going overboard (I.e I am too scared#but hey better to have designs I can draw without the need to scratch my own eyes out#now back to the regulary scheduled procrastination (the wxs batch is nearing completion but thus is my patience#art#my art#project sekai#prsk#hatsune miku colorful stage#wof#wings of fire#prsk wof au#shizuku hinomori#hinomori shizuku#airi momoi#momoi airi#I could've just made them seperate posts...but that would mean shizuai divorce (impossible)
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assorted MS paint doodles from Turnabout Serenade
[ID: Several MS paint drawings featuring the cast of apollo justice: ace attorney
Image 1: Trucy and Apollo Behind the bench Trucy: Hey apollo have you ever played metal gear solid for the play station one or metal gear 2 | sons of liberty for the playstation 2 or metal gear solid 3 | snake eater for playstation 3 or met Apollo: (Scribbled out text that says trucy someone is dead) Trucy metal gear solid 3 was on the playstation 2
Image 2: Apollo behind the bench going, "damn, hes normal" klavier is across the room behind his bench with a note that says not normal
Image 3: Trucy and Apollo behind the bench, with trucy looking as if she figured something out Trucy: I call it dice earth theory Apollo: Trucy the earth isnt round enough
Image 4: Trucy looking at apollo with a raised eyebrow, and apollo with his hand on his cheek Apollo: I mean its a pretty mid song. pretty forgettable all things considered so of course i forgot about the lyric connection Trucy: apollo isnt it your ringtone
Image 5: A screenshot of ema ingame above a doodled apollo and trucy with Luminol fluid. Ema says, "play my minigame boy"
Image 6: A baliff and Daryan standing next to eachother while someone points at daryan yelling, "BALIFF WACK HIS PEEPEE" daryan's hair is censored out
Image 7: The judge talking to Klavier while he's on his phone The Judge: mr gavin please exp- Klavier: one second your honor im pogging in chat
Image 8: Apollo flipping someone off saying, "sorry prosecutor gavin i believe women
Image 9: Phoenix as a lamp
Image 10: Trucy and apollo standing next to eachother. Trucy looks upset with a note saying "wants her juicy" apollo looks tired with a note saying, "also wants his juicy"
Image 11: Lamiror talking to Klavier, who has tears in his eyes Lamiror: of course not werent u listening? idoit? loser? dipshit? bitch ass? cringefail? chicken mcnobody?
Image 12: Klavier upsettingly pointing at a stock image of Lamiror saying, "YOUR HONOR I WANT THE WITNESS EXECUTED FOR HURTING MY fEELINGS"
Image 13: an image of the judge thinking it over with an "mmmm" and then saying "👍:thumbs_up:"
Image 14: Klavier telling ema, "we make a pretty good team frau" that is cut off by ema flipping him off
Image 15: Ema smashing klavier with a giant fist
Image 16: Ema shooting a screenshot of klavier with a big gun. there is text in the screenshot that reads, "he was shot,"
Image 17: Trucy telling apollo, "its time to put on the big boy pants apollo!" with apollo in a large pair of pants with only his head peaking out
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#ashenart#ace attorney#aa4 spoilers#GOOD LIRD I NEED TO SPLIT THESE UP IN SEPERATE POST. too late though the IDs are written i aint copying and pasting those out#apollo justice#trucy wright#klavier gavin#ema skye
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happy eight year anniversary to the episode that's left me with years worth of emotional trauma (hell bent - dec 2015)
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#if you're being specific its anniversary was a week & a half ago. but whatever!#i saw this post while making clara's bday post and realised i immediately needed to make it its own seperate post#but then uh. i forgor#doctor who#the doctor#twelve#clara oswald#the immortal me#the master#missy#text post meme
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Woe ryomina dump be upon yee 💙💛
#persona 3#persona#p3#persona 3 reload#minato arisato#makoto yuki#ryoji mochizuki#ryomina#persona 3 art#persona fanart#SORRY FOR THE INACTIVITY 😭😭#i dont have an excuse ive still been drawing but not psot8ng on tumblr i forget💀#i said b4 that im more active on twitter now where i posted these eariler#some of these are from a month or 2 ago others fairly recent so thats why theres some inconsistenty#tbh im not sure if i just post all if these seperate bc they dont match up at all or just all in one#uhh fuck it the ppl need more ryomina and im here to shove it down all at once#im still just as crazy for this pairing than i was b4 dhshqhq#side note dont ask me how ryojis hair works in his scarf i dont have an answer💀
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GOD we need the Byers family back
#and by byers family i mean all of them together acting like a family and not splitting off their storylines so severely#thinking about what seperates the first two seasons from the most recent two and thats a pretty big one#includes the hoppers too#okay maybe last post for a minute but also probably not#unrelated note but i think i might need to lowkey get off here for a minute cause its uuuuuhhhhh not good 4 me atm but thats beside the poin#stranger things#will byers#joyce byers#jonathan byers#byers family#byler#<- target audience
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ngl i dont like complaining but i’m a bit upset about how quickly we jumped over from tory’s mom dying to… keenry relationship drama. im seriously peeved about how many people are boiling tory and robby’s characters down to being romantic partners, and i don’t think the writers understand how leaning so heavily on keenry weakens both the individual journeys robby and tory go on — robby with his father/role as miyagi do’s captain/brotherhood with miguel/running in 2nd place, and tory with her mother/role as ck’s captain/relationship with kreese/betrayal of her friends. they CANNOT AND SHOULD NOT be each other’s personal saviors; they HAVE TO SAVE THEMSELVES.
#cobra kai#ck negativity#to compare them to samiguel — both of whom seperate in a very mature manner after having gone thru a parental tragedy/sudden dojo drama#they need time apart to undergo their individual development. and on that note#the reason s5 samiguel works is because sam gives herself that room to work on her identity crisis. and miguel learns to accept#his unconventional family and his new life post-2018 all valley. not as a champion but as a boy#writers did that stupid fucking pair the spare shit and slapped robby and tory closer together after breaking them up in s5 😐#which is why i’ll always maintain that keenry only works in the context of a trauma bond a la their time at cobra kai!#sighh. ive got opinions about keenry tonight.#and if the entirety of s6p2 is keenry???…… hhrgrgrh. [frustrated noise]#(vitto look away i’m sorry for speaking ill of your faves and their bad writing)
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NO I NEED YOU TO LOOK AT THIS MAN AND HOW FOND HE IS OF HIS DAUGHTER
LOOK AT HIS FACE
LOOK AT HOW HIS EXPRESSIONS OF HORROR JUST MELTS INTO ADORATION FOR HIS DAUGHTER
#this needs its seperate post god fuck#lucifer morningstar#charlie morningstar#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel spoilers#oli watches hh#in this episode watch me have an existential crisis on whether or not i have daddy issues!
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rain of dust
you're not a real one if your don't get the reference. jk here's the reference
gng you should listen to the rain of dust reboot.... chat its so good.... skibidi squad i drew all of this listening only to the rain of dust reboot....... fanum taxers actually listen to this i love it so much PLEASE!!!!
#obligatory birthday art :3#happy birthday to meeeeee !!!!!!#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#utmv au#bad sanses#bad sans gang#nightmare's gang#tagging this bad sanses killed me#THE MTT ARE SEPERATE FROM THE BAD SANSES!!! ONCE YOU ONLY HAVE THE THREE ITS THE M.T.T.!!!!!#anyways i finished this at 4 am#all that previous art i was posting??? YEAH THAT WAS ALL PRACTICE#average triglycercule art if i locked in#ok but actually listening to rain of dust helped me lock in. i was in a murder time mood#this is gonna be my new banner too. no more stolen art!!!#i still need to make a new pfp though.... sighs safly.....#tricule art#i milked the shit out of that blue purple red color combo. it is EVERYWHERE in this one
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y'all go from being feminists to tearing these women down within seconds oh my god it's 2024 can we please stop viciously tearing one woman down to bring another up i don't care what side you take but saying vile shit about either woman and their music is disgusting, please grow up
#seperate the art from the artist please oh my god#for the record i like both billie and taylor#the variants being a major thing but i know thats not to hurt billie like yall say its it's to get more money (which she doesn't need????)#like let people have opinions oh my god its not that deep#and some of yall (not naming names yk who you are) went from loving billies new album to saying the most vile shit within a second which is#+shallow as fuck please learn to separate the art from the artist#you're allowed to dislike someones music but dragging them down as a person is shameful and not something to be proud of#and some of the shit ive seen said recently is disgusting please think before you speak#and ill be honest the swifties are saying most of the horrible stuff#i love taylor as much as you guys but it is not an excuse to say disgusting shit about other women please find something better to do+#+with your time#most of my mutuals are swifties but tbh if youre offended by me saying not to drag women down then i don't want you following me anyways#luc posts#billie eilish#taylor swift#i will not rant about my hatred for the variants and consumerism thats a post for another day#also have yall considered that this whole argument thing is pr so they can both get more streams. bc uh that was my first thought ngl#edit like 10 minutes later: i read an article and yall are blowing shit out of proportion it is literally not that deep omg
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