#but it makes me rlly upset
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seeing people get rodents as pets but not properly research how big their cages need to be and unintentionally buying cages which are far too small because theyre marketed as suitable cages when theyre not
#i dont blame them especially if its a kid whos done it#but it makes me rlly upset#just saw a tiktok where someone had a hampster and it was in one of those tiny plastic cages#i think it was a childs account it just had that vibe#and their comments were turned off so i couldnt even tell them they had a bad cage#<- normally id assume comments being turned off meant they were aware of the issue and ppl had informed them and they were ignoring it#however their videos only had 5 likes at most so i think it was someone who just didnt want comments in general#:(((#max's rambles#vent
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ARIIIII i just reread pottery instructor suguru for the 100th time and I can’t get him out of my head 🫄🏼🫄🏼🫄🏼 DO YOU HAVE ANY DILF!SUGU THOUGHTS?? or dilf!stsg.. with a college student.. yum..
ANONNNNNN i am so very happy you enjoy that piece 🥺 i think abt it day and night actually ……..
HMMM i could give you my dilf!stsg thoughts but honestly there isn’t much to say that i haven’t already ….. they just kinda coax you into their home like a lost kitten and suddenly you’ve locked yourself into a life of being pampered lmao. two men who only want to spoil their baby senseless. personally i’d run away
dilf!sugu though :3c sorry for this anon but i’ve been thinking about how arguments with him would go. maybe it’s been a long day and you’re snappy when he picks you up from uni and he’s a little too weary to deal with it. a tense silence in his car as he keeps his eyes locked on the road, brows taut, and you half-guiltily / half-angrily sip from the mocha he got you. he’s quick to calm down and quick to murmur an apology and it does end up making you feel guilty, and your quiet little sniffles make him feel guilty so now he’s pulling over and patting his lap for you to scramble into. he treats you like his baby most of the time but when you’re upset it’s a lot more vivid….? your age diff just feels a lot more apparent when tears sting your eyes and he’s rubbing your back.
anyway in conclusion don’t get too mouthy with him it’ll backfire horribly …. he’s too patient and far too willing to dote on you even when you’re mad
#dilf!sugu is the most composed sugu by far i fear#no matter the version he’s very patient but in this case i can’t even imagine him raising his voice at you#not only are you His Baby — you’re younger than him. he feels protective over you in a lot of ways#can’t bring himself to be upset with you#normal about him#thank you for reading my drabble so often anon 🥹 that makes me rlly happy!!!#ask tag ✩#dilf!sugu <33
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jokes @ night r not funny in the morning,,,
originally the blue was green but then i decided 2 b pan
#dont even ask me what i was trying 2 accomplish#CAUSE IDKKK#sighs @ least they look cute igg#bart is still hard 4 ne 2 draw idk sobbs#also i seem 2 draw him in a lot of tanktops while i draw kon in a lot of crop tops#i just ?????????#anyways i literally have no idea wtf this means#it was supposed 2 b silly & funny but if ur evil u could make it angsty#not me thoo…..i would neever#cause what kind of sick freak does that#((its me im the sick freak))#no but this is supposed 2 b silly ITS JUST RLLY NOT FUNNY IDK#konbart#kart#still 2 scared 2 but it in their main tags or whateverrrr#NO BC LIKE I DONT WANNA GET RIPPED APART#omggg the reason y it looks more angst is bc i put the ‘dw’ isnt itttt#ughhhhhhh#ok sure whatever GRRR AAAAAA#i have a better kart drawing idea but this 1 was easier 2 draw#brrrr#i feel like im just mostly going 2 b drawing kart 2day oh man#((i say this like i dont draw them everyday))#puppee art#holy u can rlly tell i h8 stabalizers batman#i say ‘line arts my fav part’ but i dont actually do nice line art idfkkk yyyy but mayb its bc u dont need clean lineart 2 render stuff???#@ least i dont#man i should render smth its been so long since ive like ‘completed’ a full drawingg#HELP IM STILL UPSET HOW I DREW BART I LIKE I JUST DONT WANT 2 DRAW HIM LOOKING LIKE A KID BUT LIKE OTS KINDA HARD WHEN HES NEXT 2 KON THIS I
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my last four blorbos
2009-2012
2016-2020
2020-2023
2023-current
(to be clear, i've been interested in characters of all genders, races, sexualities etc over the years, but when i say my "blorbo" i mean the character that i'm actively reading & writing fanfic about and thinking about while crying to mitski at 2 am LOL)
#berserk#yuri on ice#captive prince#hetalia#casca berserk#lol this always makes me laugh bc griffith rlly upset me so much#that he broke my streak of stanning the bishounen gay blonde man the most#and ive pretty much been exclusively a himejoshi/female character stan ever since#when i get into a new show that is#dont @ me about that first blorbo i was 14
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i think one of the things that makes toby fox's writing so great is his ability to tell a compelling narrative AND metanarrative at the same time. undertale isn't JUST about how people play games and the need for completionism, and it isn't JUST the main story that you play through. it's both! and both are equally important.
and i think the same will be true for deltarune. some people tend to think of it as black and white when theorizing, either focusing too much on the meta aspects without taking the actual plot and character arcs into account, or doing the opposite and saying that the meta aspects aren't important and won't end up being relevant to the story. it's both! it's always been both!!!
#and also the way he's able to weave those two narratives together has always been rlly impressive to me#like undertale is a fantastically written game that makes you care about its world and its characters#and that means that a lot of players will thus want more ut content after finishing the game#which will lead to them eventually playing the no mercy route#the entire theme of which being that desire to consume more and more ''content'' out of a piece of media#even when its boring/upsetting/''not worth it''#and also the fact that you will never be able to experience it exactly how you did the first time again#and your initial attachment/emotional response to it will change and become more distant no matter what#like. the way that hes able to create a compelling story and then ON TOP OF THAT create ANOTHER compelling story that comments#on how you experienced the first story??? its crazy its so good#and i cannot fucking wait to see where he goes w deltarune and that kind of thing#serena.txt#undertale#deltarune#utdr#infizero.analysis
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Genuine thoughts tho are that I think I'm starting to like how this is panning out a bit more!!! Its starting to feel the same way that Ruin's whole situation did a few months back, where I was terribly nervous Ruin's big secret was that he was actually secretly a horrible evil villain who's trigger happy etc etc but it turned out to actually be a really interesting and refreshing situation of grey morality and character complexities n such, yk?
Like, this is going in an interesting direction!! Moon, now Nexus, is 100% being taken advantage of during his moment of weakness and besides my obvious delight in such a fucked dynamic, I'm genuinely hopeful and curious to see how this will pan out!! I'm still not totally sure if the lead-up was just messy grief, Dark Sun influences, or both, or maybe even a secret third thing, but it really does feel like things are starting to fall a little more into place now and I'm liking it :]
#xero says things#like. listen i wholeheartedly love this arc from an angst enjoyer standpoint#but from a typical standpoint. several things have felt a little messily executed#i won't go into details in the tags bc then i'd be making a whole nother post but BDJSND#basically. i think some things had me a little caught off guard (and other downright upset)#and bc twisty writing isn't uncommon for the show. it looked like the showrunner goofed. yk?#BUT. if this is going where i think its going. THEN THIS IS A CHANGE I RLLY LIKE !!!#it's sort of typical tsams 'this doesn't explain everything' writing but it's an actual explaination at all and it's an intriguing one!!#and it has the potential for some more rlly fascinating and even heartbreaking situations!!!!#so. fingers crossed this gets carried through in the way i'm hoping for LMAO#sun and moon show#the sun and moon show#tsams#tsams spoilers#sams spoilers
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#just to be clear - i don't necessarily endorse the use of slurs towards other people#but imo like dream said he didnt have the intentions to be ableist he just reposted a stupid meme that he didnt even make himself#i understand dteam fans being upset over it just as i understand ppl not caring as much bc ppl are gonna feel different about this word#i dont personally use it but some of my (nd) friends do. and it doesnt rlly bother me#just struggle to care very much bc of the lack of intent behind it + the fact he's been called every slur under the sun + personal reasons#when im laughing im more laughing at him finally clapping back and feeling next to nothing about the word itself. i hope thats all clear 😭#in other news. congratulations to dream for the new autism and i hope dnf hardlaunch next. gaymen 🙏
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Literally no other way I could describe it right now.
#there are some serious feelings attached to all thats happening#im saddened. im mad. at the end of the day this is how i cope so im sorry if you dont feel like humor is your way out#im disappointed and digusted#personally#neil gaiman#is innocent until proven guilty and my heart goes out to the victims of this whole situation.#i know. i KNOW the right is gonna make it about trans rights and the left is gonna make this about zionism and how these results are#unsurprising due to him being 'either' of these (which im not going into)#because its NOT about those. its the disgusting behaviors he did w those women. consent or not he actively sought out rlly young women.#i hold out a tiny bit of hope but if all things go to shit I dont rlly have anything to fall back on in terms of fandom.#good omens got me through shit. it got me through hell and some my worst times ever.#ive made irreplaceable IRL friends#idk#just some feelings im putting out here. im still gonna 100% support all GO creators (unless they outright excuse NG's actions esp when hes#not yet proven innocent)#but yeah#i havent spoken about this in my other accs and I think this is the only coherent thought I can manage from all of that.#again. really upset. but we got this. were all in this together yk? theres no one side or another to SA but to support the victims.#thats all im rlly gonna say. just remember that Im sending uou guys lots of love. lets get through this <3#[EDIT: I MEANT TO SAY NEIL IS GUILTY UNTIL PROVEN INNOCENT FOR ME !!!!]
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not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go
(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)
#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill#well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst#like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc.#so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made#bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you#but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings#and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste#there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc#so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously)#but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything#if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is#which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose#anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate.#and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic!#if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it.#like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages#or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing#i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know#it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess#as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence#the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education#i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is-#writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl-#will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype#sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen#there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions#like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of-#'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity#like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem#but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.
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#I mean I am on both the aromatic and asexual spectrums#and I do already refer to myself as Angled Aroace#but like there have been times where I've felt that attraction#not often but sometimes#I mean I call myself queer#but I wouldn't wanna like give anyone false hope by SAYING I'm queer#incase they think I am gay or bi (or rlly any orientation that they might have a shot with)#like I don't want someone to make a move the get upset#bc I said I'm queer even tho I'm primarily on the aspec (with some v rare instances of attraction yes)#like love and sex and stuff like that is so heavily centered in the queer community and rlly just society as a whole#that I feel like if I just say I'm queer that me being aspec won't even be on their radar#and ik I shouldn't care what ppl think#but I just hate when ppl are upset me and it feels like it'd be such an awkward situation to be in#and I don't have the time or the energy to explain wtf it means to be an “omni-oriented aroflux greysexual” yk?????#honestly I barely consider myself omni-oriented nowadays#not as much as I did#I just don't rlly feel the attraction often enough to use the term or identify w it#it's mostly to explain the attraction I felt more in the past#or thought I felt#idk.#anyway#aroace? not aroace?#I don't wanna like appropriate the term but it feels like the most concise word I can use w/o feeling like a complete and utter liar.#aroace#aspec#tumblr polls#queer
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This was going to start as just recreating sprite art from Superstar Saga but then I just began doodling expressions. The top right doodles do go together and have to do with my backstories for the bros. And then there’s just an angry Luigi because...I wanted to practice faces.
(reblogs with tags/comments are appreciated. Asks are too! Thankyu)
#super mario bros#mario mario#luigi mario#mario bros#mario#luigi#mario nintendo#luigi nintendo#mario and luigi superstar saga#for those 2 sprites#i rlly had fun with those#drawing luigi that cute did actually make me lightheaded though#im fine now dw#tw injury#tw implied abuse#mario was not okay when they still lived in the city#he does not understand self care and when enough is enough..#drawing mario upset actually hurt by the way. like. thats my childhood hero.#good news is i drew the super cute mario after it.#germdraws#germ draws
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holiday season sucks
#im chill about it and that's the part that kinda breaks my heart#being home these days feels like a freakshow#sucks worse this time because i actually was so excited to come home this year#and it really hit me like wow. this is just not the place for me#there's just no scenario where i feel good about it. even though i'm chill??#i guess what i mean is like. i'm not tearing myself up over any of it#i could be a lot more sad angry upset etc about it if i wanted but i just don't really mind#and there's a part of me that wishes that i cared more because i deserve to feel safe and welcome with my own family#but instead i just still here like :/ well. i guess this is just how it is.#and i'll spend the rest of my life coming home and feeling like the court jester#and i dont rlly miss it at all.#but its like i have this weird sense of duty. that i should be the best son i can be because i wasn't the daughter they wanted#and i just think of all the things i want to do that i know i'll never do because i have this thought in my mind of *maybe*#if im good enough for long enough then they'll get used to it. but i cant do anything else#i wasted all my rebellion on transitioning and anything further would be over the line#i should be proud of the person that i am and to almost everyone else i am proud#but to them i just feel like. well this is me i guess your disgusting cringefail daughter with mental illness#tryiing to make up for existing. whatever#and thats what the holiday season has become. which sucks.
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something very freeing abt posting incest ship art on main instead of putting up a facade of neutrality on the whole thing. i am a weirdo and play w weird shit in a fiction and i no longer care what ppl think about it ^.^
#incest shipping is fun and cathartic and makes me happy#specifically bcs it can be so fucked up#and ppl who get rlly angry abt it r silly. imo. bcs it has never been that big of a deal#shipping incest hurts nobody and helps heal the hurt ive experienced. and some ppl will never get that and thats fine#art impacts us all in different ways. and we all express ourselves differently#and if it makes you uncomfortable or upset you can see yourself out i have no issue w that and i wish you well
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meow more meow moew meow moew
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#feeling rlly good these past couple of days overall#feeling rlly good abt that#i am not gonna b “knocking on wood nor#waiting for the other shoe to drop…. the bad things will happen anyway#and yes ofc i feel worried and stressed quite a bit but tbh overall things have felt good in my brain for the past couple days#and like let me focus on that !!!!#most of the time my brain is focusing on tho gs that r upsetting & stressful & fearful of the future#so like idk i’m j trying to focus on how things feel in the moment#and currently overall they have been feeling p fucking good#like yes i felt exhausted and stresssed and anxious at some points thru out the day today#but horbslty those were j moments and the other moments i felt excited and happy and st peace and content and idk man!!!!#idk i’m not making sense i guess i don’t need to intellectualize it all at all….. im j feeling things#me
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im sorry ive been more grouchy than usual lately it is the aforementioned sleep deprivation😭💔
#txt#ik whenever i post stuff like this ppl come and say it's okay to be upset etc. but like. i really get a lot of joy from being ppl's positive#- mutual. i rlly like sharing the things that make me happy with others in hopes of making them happy#and like. obvs i want my baseline train of thought to be more positive for personal reasons first & foremost . but i don't rlly think it's -#wrong of me to miss being able to perform positivity with genuineness yknow.#maybe im giving myself too much credit but it's also a self-image thing yknow
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i'm so tired of the ena glazing
#I DONT FUCKING LIKE HER AUGHHHH#AHHHGHH#n i get her so it's not like a hate her cause she's annoying#she just#feels so#fake to me?#idk especially early story's she doesn't really have a character#her stuff is all over the place n it just doesn't feel right#like oh she's a famous blogger oh her family is artists n she wants to be one#oh her brother is akito#oh this and that#can we please stick to more basic stuff n then introduce it later#it feels like#a waste almost#to introduce all of this stuff about her all at once idk#i also#(controversial opinion here)#don't really like mizuena?#i feel like a lot of it is ena figuring out what is upsetting mizuki to make ena feel better#like oh i'm such a good friend im helping out mizuki >-< when rlly she's making mizukis problems worse#idk man#this is subject to change#and it's rambled
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