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Successfully drugged the anxious cat so godspeed to me maybe he won’t dump all his bowels on the car ride to the vet
#honestly the worst part of taking Otis to the vet#is the transport#vet issue? minor ear infection#but it is such an ordeal every time#that I’m as anxious as the poor bby#because let me tell you#getting cat piss and shit out of your car?#also a nightmare experience#like bby plz#i just want you to feel good#and nothing I have done in my four years with him#has worked to chill him the fuck out in the car
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sticker of shame on top of my head that says "i turn everything i love into a monster hunter au". some boys that bite just dropped
#i think this is the first time ive drawn what is intended to be zack fair with like something close to his canon design#every other time it's been the very specific self indulgent version of zack i like to draw. oups#zack fair#cloud strife#ff7#monster hunter#mortifying ordeal of tagging btw. like look at this random shit i doodled. sorry#also they did not Just drop. ive had this cooking for a little too long i just want to figure out how to structure things....#i promise cloud is actually weirder than he looks and also teheres a lore reason why they didnt get cool ears#sorry if this is all this blog becomes . i still need to redo it so bad#ff7 monhun au
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Gonna tag you @poppy-purpura here as well. happy wither and decay day. be well
#rainworld#art#doodle#rain world#illustration#rainworld iterator#sketch#mossyossgifts#i am still hibernating and swamped by all sketches and doodles i want to present to you all fellas#un/fortunately every time i choose to do art and irl ordeals instead#but one day#just you wait
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Concept: After the one two punch of Tain’s death scene and the official augment reveal, Garak and Julian Do Not talk about it directly for a long long time, but Julian does pointedly assign Frankenstein for their homoerotic book club lunch after Dr. Bashir I Presume. Garak is…Untroubled.
(“Monstrous fathers create monstrous sons all the time without ever resorting to anything so dramatic or crude as lightning rods and graverobbing, my dear Doctor. Why, in some families it’s practically a tradition. A family trade, honed to perfection over the span of generations.”
“Yeah?”
“Could anything but such an iterative process explain the existence of Skrain Dukat, do you think?”
“Hah! You know what, you may have a point.”)
It’s about. The mutual ‘We may both have been made into different kinds of monsters at the hands of our fathers and yeah I guess that kind of sucks. But at least at the end of the day neither of us is Gul Dukat’ emotional security of it all
#garashir#star trek#star trek ds9#ds9#julian bashir#elim garak#gul dukat#I know I made a post with a very similar joke recently but frankly I am suffering the mortifying ordeal of having to watch dukat speak#I must channel my burning hatred into dunking on him or else go mad#his one redeeming feature as a character IS that it's hilarious every time he shows up I suppose lol
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kinda haunted.
#notsure if susies outfit has pockets but she needs them for her health so i gave it some. yay ^_^#pikart#pikocs#i still havent quite gotten to it just yet but. thinking abt her and this dumb fuckiggggg bupy.#yea shes kinda super haunted cause thats just how shes gonna inevitably end up after. waves hands.#but she also has Another Secret level of haunting which is. This Thing. kind of enabling her to be worse in every possible way.#always so hard talking abt her. Everything Bad Happens To Her All The Time. she is literally being so brave about it.#she just wants to chill out but theres more to Take from her and theres more she Should Take from Them bc doesnt she deserve it?#right? right? it all kind of loops back on itself; fights with itself; and there she is in the middle of this huge screaming match-#-and at this point shes so goddamn tired; if itll get you to shut up for 5 fucking minutes fine. Fine! Whatever! She doesnt care anymore!#anyway the real reason shes like that is because shes in a nigh constant state of overstimulation and honestly.#shes being incredibly reasonable abt the whole ordeal all things considered.
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I know I’ve been begging for ben to see a therapist for a LONG time but y’all kurt boggs is NOT the fucking therapist you go to fr 😭 I don’t care if he’s the most well-informed on their whole ordeal but it’s not worth it
#😭😭😭#for the love of god stop having this man as a therapist#to be fair he hasn’t been that bad at the actual therapy aspect but this man has made some SERIOUS questionable decisions (for a therapist)#logically I know they don’t know his whole ordeal with selling himself to the devil to be a better writer or whatever that was (semantics)#every time a new character decides he’s a good choice I lose like 10hp#for legal reasons this is a joke… mostly#at least get KURT a therapist 😭 most mental health professionals have one (speaking as someone in mh that has one)#evil#evil cbs#evil paramount#evil series#evil 4.09#evil 4x09#how to build a chatbot#ben shakir#kurt boggs#also that intro threat 😭😭😭 I love them sm#genuinely didn’t skip#mine
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it feels like a lot of people have given up on fully connecting ISWM/Engie Mark to the wider lore (aka WKM) since IRL Mark straight up told us he wasn't Actor.
but not only am i a stubborn son of a bitch, but yknow what Mark also said?
"Engineer Mark isn't Actor Mark, but Actor Mark just might be Engineer Mark."
so hear me out, y'all.
preamble; if you saw this in a yt comment section, no you didn't. (that was also me i didnt steal this i prommy-)
i have this entirely insane theory about iswm that Engineer Mark is actually Damien, but only sometimes.
the most obvious places i can spot him is in the abandoned ship with the candles ("captain needs their sleep" and whatnot), as Old Mark (specifically in the empty diner), and most definitely as the "Mark" we see as part of the finale, the one who realizes he was wrong.
Actor is allergic to admitting fault so I Don't Believe That's Him.
this explains the thematic focus on sleep and rest in these scenes, things told to Damien and told to US by DARK several times.
("Don't remember" anyone?)
speaking of Dark, it explains why he isn't there. we DO however see the suspiciously Darkiplier-esqe Ms. Whitacre, which it isn't controversial to say atp is CLEARLY Celine.
that is, until the universe does its final kablooey and Dark as we know him, Damien attributes and all, comes to take the warp-crystal.
and besides, think about it.
given Actor's whole goal in all this, as laid out in the Damien Project, do you REALLY think he would write a story in which all problems arise from HIS OWN NEGLIGENCE? NO!
that would make him a villain, and all he ever wants is to be portrayed as the hero, literally for eternity!
but you know what i think he would do? set up a farce for the most troublesome of his "co-stars".
you, the viewer, want genuine choices? you want to have some real control over the story? some responsibility? FINE.
everyone looks to you, but under your leadership everything goes wrong, no matter what. you don't know why, but you're actively villinized and the harder you try to go back and fix things, achieve an "ending" on your own, the more people HATE you. the more the thought that maybe there IS something wrong with you specifically will stick in your mind as a possibility.
all these options, but none of them "right", creating MORE suffering instead of fixing it just to find that ever elusive end.
damien wants control of the narrative? he wants his old friend, you, the District Attorney to be released from his eternal story and given back to him? FINE.
here's his role back in earnest, given the possibility to engage and choose instead of intrude and twist like usual.
(yes, i do think Damien/Engineer is genuinely going down his own hopeless path while we find our own. in one of the descriptions leading to the final "Hold On/Let Go" confrontation, it says "you're not the only one making choices. you're not alone, you never were".)
he is allowed to fight for the safety of others, side by side with his closest companion, just as they did when they were alive.
BUT, the twist is Damien becomes a genuine villain. in his quest to do the altruistic thing and help at all cost, he is personally responsible for the death of LITERALLY EVERYONE EVER.
this is a personal hell for someone like Damien, as seen from WKM, all he ever seemed to want was help others and guide them towards peace.
for his actions/leadership to fail so unthinkably catastrophically, seems like the exact hell a bitter Actor would want to subject his "old friend" to for meddling. :/
Actor sets the stage for a theatrical punishment game. Mayor and Attorney, together again, taking an impossibly long stay in a personally crafted hell for the horrendous crime of ever even thinking they'd be worthy of ✨️staring roles✨️.
Actor turns you two against each other, and once Damien is brough down to the depths of despair and you have finally learned that true responsibility can lead to catastrophic, painful results, we're brought back to our proper places.
you go to a proper ending, with the Engineer role now being played by Actor once and for all, and Damien once again becomes part of Darkiplier, pocketing the warp-crystal to plant on the box in Heist.
Engineer isn't Actor, it's a role he plays when it suits him and his goals, to make his enemies suffer. he's willing to be Damien's understudy, if only for this purpose.
but at the end of the journey, Actor becomes Engineer to take in the fruits of his labor. ..and maybe invite you to a Heist while he's at it.
BUT HEY, THAT'S JUST A
very long winded """theory""" that is pretty much only insane fanfiction-
#this makes perfect sense in my own head and thats all that matters to me#mark returns to tumblr to tell me personally that im wrong lmao#NO THAT WOULD BE SO FUNNY#yall i rewatched the damien film after i wrote this and when he said “aye aye cap'n” my eyes popped out of my head like in a looney tunes#took all of my strength to not add that to my points bc its so flimsy but goddammit if its not in my hcs now#ramblings#markiplier#iswm#iswm theory#head engineer mark#engineer mark#mayor damien#wkm damien#darkiplier#in space with markiplier#yes this relies on other theories like “adventure viewer is the da” but thats basically canon atp#could go on abt how the capns ordeal kinda mirrors the actors journey to do “the right thing” while also fucking everything up at every tur#obviously we're more benevolent. but im certain the actor thinks the same of himself#hes just like “you have no idea how hard it is being so handsome and misunderstood :'( this is just a TASTE of my pain!!”#then i punch him in the face 10 million times#engie mark
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can you feel it? can you tell me it's beating?
#geese art#ocs#oc: yesui#RUN S AWAWY!!!! AAAAA#mortifying ordeal of posting art you had fun making to a community that loves this genre of art.#AHHARA#im so not used to it!!! everyone is so chill so nicies...#and yet every time i post wolship art i feel the need to curl up and eat myself ouroboros style#anyways goodngith...............#no deeper commentary on this one use. your imaginatio n#endwalker yesui
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okay.wip portraits of my fave pcs :3
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Can we all just take a minute to appreciate the fact that Ruby actually survived the whole goddamned plot of 73 Yards?
She's a 19-year-old girl. She got dumped in Wales. She got a creepy old woman following her all the time. She spent five fucking pounds for a glass of coke. She got bullied by an entire pub. She went home on her own. She got kicked out of her home by her own mother with nothing more than the clothes on her back. She got brushed away by Kate and UNIT just after she thought she's finally getting some help and understanding. She got her life being turned upside down. She spent the entirety of that life being alone.
She's not like Donna in Turn Left: At least Donna still had Sylvia and Wilf.
She's not like Martha in the end of Series 3: Sure, she was being hunted down but people would welcome and help her everywhere she went.
Ruby went through decades of being followed, neglected and mistreated all by herself. And I think that makes her one of the strongest companions in Doctor Who history.
#doctor who#73 yards#ruby sunday#the only companions i can think of who went through this sort of ordeal are liv amy and rory#liv spent decades trying to fly the tardis back to the doctor and helen#amy spent 17 years being hunted down by killer robots in an empty resort#rory guarded the pandorica for 2000 years#not to mention that he died like every three episodes#i guess clara kind of match the description but i dont think being ripped apart by the time currents count as having your life fucked up#valerie also got her life fucked up in episode one but she's not gonna live long so
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#Gonna keep telling myself just indesisive that 3 times I anxietied out of the simple task of commissioning really just anything of#the character finally....ughhh fuck I don't know why this becomes an ordeal every time...#Might put a general drive folder of screenshot + other ref so I can ask if I'm getting a good grade in commissioning art or something
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tbh one of the things this case showed me is how badly the new generation needs a main pop boy😭😭😭 i’m not even trying to be mean because this man is HOT so i understand the thirsting, but it’s obvious that a lot of people don’t care about healthcare, the corruption of the police and the media, the mistreatment he’s receiving, the exaggerated charges he may face… on one side i’m happy because he’s receiving a lot of love, but pls this is not justin bieber😭😭 the fact that he’s more “accessible” has people super delusional
the thing is people think he's accessible BECAUSE he's not a public figure (not inspite of it), since he's not famous because he intended to be famous, he just became famous while going through one of the most terrible situations a person could go through, with the death penalty still hanging over his head
the public figures we see don't seem as accessible and actually aren't accessible to the public at all because they make efforts to hide details about their life, they make an active effort to protect their privacy and have some semblance of the normal life that other people have
but Luigi didn't get to have that privilege, he shot into fame because of a very shitty situation amidst people's cries for better healthcare when he might never have wanted to be famous, to be a face for the public to project their demands for better healthcare on, and he didn't get to remove his personal details/images from social media with everything that went down, which is why his face is still plastered everywhere and we've seen too much of his life when he might never have wanted to share any of it with the public at all
#every gen z-er has a large internet footprint#all of us have too much of our life shared in too many places on the internet#it's just normal#but yes he's no pop sensation and he shouldn't be treated as such#he's a person going through a terrible ordeal his rights are being violated from the time of his arrest#he could potentially lose his life if the prosecution gets their way#his only real hope of survival is literally just the people's support and this support seeping into the jury#so while the support (in whatever form it may be) is appreciated#i genuinely hope he doesn't get turned into a teen idol of the mid '20s#that would be weird and awkward and bad#luigi mangione#free luigi#asks
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Leonardo: Hey, no, you stay out of this, this is between me and MC!
Literally anyone: So MC knows about this?
Leonardo, walking away: No, this is between me and me!
#ikevamp#ikemen vampire#ikevamp leonardo#ikevamp leo#ikevamp mc#AIGHT BUT NO CAP THAT'S LIKE HALF OF LEO'S RT#when i say this one makes me start chortling on sight IM NOT KIDDING#i will never get over how funny he is sometimes#like yes there's the tragic backstory and horrible childhood but#the inevitably hilarity of a grown man 400 yrs old yelling I WONT SUBJECT MYSELF TO THE MORTIFYING ORDEAL OF BEING K N O W N#i love you leonardo. truly i do. now just follow this trail of cigarillos into this Totally Not A Therapist's Office--#its hard for me sometimes because he absolutely means well most of the time but#he always makes me think of that post of like#'thinking you need to sacrifice every second you're with a person isn't love. and i'm sorry for whatever made you feel like it was.'#leonardo: ask for help? ill Die First.#mc with a bat aimed at his head: first time for everything--
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Whenever I see people comparing Hugh O'Connor and Sorin Sprocket it's almost always in terms of appearance because they're both blue bookguys with glasses and resting >:| faces, and it's really funny to me because little do you realise these nerds are two distinctly different flavours of the very same genre of madlad.
(Spoilers incoming...)
Hugh O'Connor spends half his time on screen desperately trying to hide the fact that he's a part time crane operator in his 20s and fails thanks to the aforementioned part time crane certification, lies through his teeth about his height, build, intellect and god knows what else, had this all revealed in a court of law by his best friend’s defense attorney after their other mutual bestie had been outed as a girl, decided the best strategy to get said defendant declared innocent is to commit such blatant perjury absolutely nobody buys it, and gave such a mess of a testimony that the prosecuting attorney straight up left the room to preserve any remaining braincells. Before he ultimately breaks down in messy tears from how much he loves his best friends. He also got indirectly stabbed in the hand by a spring loaded box cutter courtesy of Myriam.
And then you have Sorin Sprocket who communicates mainly through paper airplanes, has been walking around with an untreated stomach wound that only takes effect once you actually point it out to him after which he immediately collapses in a pool of his own blood, literally cannot remember anything past The Worst Day Of His Life and has been relying on his own handwritten account for months, despite all this he still has no goddamn clue what's going on the entire trial because his memory keeps getting screwed with due to other's clumsiness or gaslighting, and somehow manages to shimmy along the side of a blimp of his own design while bleeding out from the aforementioned stomach wound. In the middle of a storm. All out of nothing but love for his wife. He also got stabbed on two separate occasions, once with a candelabra and once with his own stim toy.
I don't know where I was going with this but the point I'm trying to make here is that I think someone on the writing team just really likes to stab nerds.
#ace attorney#spoilers in tags#turnabout academy#turnabout time traveler#sorin sprocket#hugh o'conner#ace attorney posting#aa5#aa5 spoilers#aa6#aa6 spoilers#on a slightly more serious note they are two of my all time favourite witnesses#partly because they are both a deliberate subversion of common misunderstandings about love.#like. Hugh’s whole deal was that he wanted to come clean abt things he was hiding and know if it was alright to still be friends.#and wanted to do such in a meaningful way. only for that to be fumbled into ppl thinking the complete opposite.#the poor guy was made out to be in love with someone seven years his junior when he’s one of the few decent 20 smthns in the entire series.#and Sorin had the same ordeal but in the total opposite direction.#almost no visible emotional expression to the point you wonder why he’s even getting married.#and the reveal hit like a semi truck. and almost everything he finds out after is followed up with How Will This Affect The Love Of My Life#every reason to question reality and more concerned with how his wife (who you know is prone to panic) would feel.#So it wasn't Ellen... oh thank goodness... <- THAT RIGHT THERE. THAT BROKE ME.#YOU FIND OUT THAT YOU KILLED A GUY (EXCEPT NOT REALLY) AND YOUR FIRST THOUGHT IS THAT YOUR WIFE IS SAFE. MY HEART.#anyways I love these weirdos. they all warm my little aspec soul.
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james sirius would have a goofy silly ass theme song like reigen arataka
#he gives me con-man vibes#wearing suits around the place and overselling mid sweets to first years#its bcuz hes a manipulative older sibling and he needs little servants to do his bidding and make his life easier#every time hes gaslighting a random stranger in front of one of his cousins/siblings whove alr lived thru this ordeal that theme comes out#may be niche idk what other fandoms the next gen fandom likes besides. like. heartstopper.#james sirius potter#harry potter#hp#hpcc#cursed child#harry potter next generation#hp nextgen#hp next gen#rewriting
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ive never needed a friend who also has some sort of disability in my life more but i've also never in my life has less energy to maintain friendships let alone start new ones. are we seeing my problem
#i love my friends but it's just really hard to understand the complexities of the whole ordeal when you havent lived it#the past few months have just been so horrible in so many ways like girl i cant keep losing half my friends every time i feel sick!!!#i'm already dealing with the terror of feeling sick again!!!!!!!!#personal
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