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hannigrams-daughter · 10 months ago

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It seems like Dyana is going to be on season 2 ... I think she is gonna get her revenge, maybe help Daemon with B&C. She deserves her revenge, but I think helping to murder kids isn't the best choice, she could have been the one that poisoned Aegon, which I can understand, but helping with Jaehaerys murder?

#i mean i totally understand why she would do it #as i said she deserves to have her revenge #but i am completely against the murder of an innocent child #yes i know it was an strategic move #i understand the whole 'a son for a son' thing #but it doesn't settles well with me #dyana #aegon ii targaryen #team green #hotd

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 6 months ago

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It's just guys night talk! Don't worry about it!

(Read Tiger Tiger and shake this man awake so he can finish that thought!)

#tiger tiger #remy bonnaire #jamis arlesi #Comics I meant to post a week ago but I have been...extraordinarily sleepy.#Remy is the ultimate yearner and he is about to explode...these last few updates have had the Tigers discord in a vice grip.#We all knew he was going to say something that would devestate Remy.#But this??? This near confession? “I wish you would look at me like that?”#If I was Remy...well yeah I probably would also just lay in bed. Awake. Pondering and internally exploding.#But ough...the agony...his heart had settled on loving this man from afar and now...now he wonders. If it doesn't have to be so.#The boys are fighting (internally and with themselves).#If you haven't red Tigers yet but are reading this: What else must I do to convince you? Draw more men's tits?#God! If I must [I shake my head at an empty audience] I can't believe I'm being forced to do this!

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gothixm00nz · 10 days ago

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my #1 toxic trait is that I actually really like Titans version of Jason Todd.

Like sure, he's not the best depiction of the character but god fucking dammit is it hard for me to not like him. Plus he feels a little more realistic??? Like just some fucked up kid from the streets who's broken time and time again and then manipulated and groomed by some fucking loser to be a villain????

plus he's my kind of guy

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captainhysunstuff · 2 years ago

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Soichiro is worried about Light’s taste in men. (Let’s assume that somehow Yotsuba was never involved with Kira junk in this reality, lol.)

#drawn by me #my fanart #my fancomic #Death Note #Soichiro Yagami #Light Yagami #L #lawlight #Reiji Namikawa #Teru Mikami #I was asking myself why Light would choose L over Mikami and realized it's because Mikami's too boring for him #I love Mikalight as much as the next shipper but...#without the Kira worshipper thing he'd have a hard time catching Light's eye #he may well still be Kira here memories and all but he has no real desire to stray from L (for now)#Light's gotta shatter his beliefs and faith to get Mikami to cross the 'bitch' line #Light needs a lover with teeth~#I literally yelled when I found out that Namikawa is 12 years older than Light XD #Light doesn't come out to his dad until he's well into his career or keeping his relationship secret is no longer viable #couldn't add proper transcription to the pictures again. had to settle with long captions #as if they'll even be able to be seen and read =__=

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fictionadventurer · 1 month ago

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The only types of stories capturing my interest right now

YA fiction (with a weird interest in shlocky dystopian fiction)

Rereads

My retellings

Imaginary Book Recs and stories I haven't written yet

#books #i'm a little worried about how difficult it is to get interested in any book #but part of the problem is the time of year #and just yesterday it hit me that i probably burned myself out by reading so many victorian classics/old books last year #i started rereading 'matched' for the first two bullet points #it holds up but i'm still struggling a bit #i plod my way through sentences instead of sinking in (and i know it's 100% me and not the writing style)#(though maybe part of the issue is that it's a lot like my first-person present-tense writing style)#(so i'm in writing rather than reading mode)#i've also got a bunch of shlocky dystopian stories on hold in the library app #that i missed out on when they were actually popular #i've got a craving to reread retellings in general #(for some reason there are certain points in the workday where i'm suddenly struck with a desire to reread 'brine and bone')#(and yesterday i felt a major craving to reread 'thorn' despite the fact that i don't really like it)#at least the retellings craving means i can focus on the retelling i'm writing #as for the last bullet point well you can see my problem #i don't want to write these stories but i want to read them but they don't exist #i also feel like i want to just work on developing characters and a setting that will never become a story #like making up lore for a show that doesn't exist #unfortunately i can't settle on what kind of story/characters i want that to be

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sysig · 2 years ago

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Hazing (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #The Captain #DAX #Who's hazing who? Yes :)#I'd like to say this is early on in their relationship but let's be honest they'd take the opportunity to rib each other at any point lol #Hehe I had fun with DAX's eye and tendril expressions in this one ♪#I mean I have a lot lately with the curls and swirls and thick lines and shapes and fully-up and angry hehehe ♪ It's all fun!#But these were especially fun hehe #Still yet inspired by WOY lol - believe me I was least of all expecting to be hit this hard but I'm not about to complain lol #I still can't get over the fact that DAX and Peepers are both Commanders who are in love with their superior and have beef with a Captain #Hilarious ♥ Love that for them ♪♫#But yes! Captain Tim was what inspired these! Lol ♪ The fact that Peepers is 3rd in command to a pet is very funny haha #And obviously it doesn't quite transfer over since the Captain is y'know - a human and DAX is ranked under ZEX specifically #I guess if you really wanted to get into it the Captain could be bragging about sleeping with ZEX but that seems even a little too mean #And also would he be so brazen about that to DAX - would he even know? I guess it Really depends on when this is lol #I do love DAX's subtle rudeness hehe ♪ He puts up with you Captain and that's about it #I had a lot of fun with his pained/freaked out expression as well haha #I also forget if I've talked about my headcanon about VUX strength? :0 I feel like I have but I have no idea where lol #I also don't remember where I got the inclination from but at some point my mind settled on the thought that VUX arms are weaker than human #At least pound-for-pound - but their strength comes from their specificity :D That their grip strength is much more evenly spread!#I mean humans have what our hands so fingers - and our arms - we can grab and hold but they can /coil/#So holding a human in an arm lock like that would be hard to break especially if he held onto the Captain's shoulder or lifted :3c #Why are you picking fights person-to-person Captain don't you have a ship and crew to pilot right about now lol #Goes and tattles to ZEX maybe hehe ♪ Fair's fair!

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bogkeep · 3 months ago

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i did my best this weekend, but my thesis is still not done... i had such a productive day yesterday, i was on top, i was focused, i met my goal... but today my brain was mush and i flopped around like a fish on land....... squeezed out two paltry paragraphs about sun dials and water clocks........ unfortunately my source for this particular section is a very long and dense text, and i have to sort of. extract the Essence. i need to dig up three paragraphs that explain the Things like an artefact from a burial site. can i do it? i must do it. i will do it

#but not Now because it's midnight.#maybe i can write notes at school tomorrow?#i should have taken more notes before today........#i haven't read the whole book but ive read several sections and im always like aha i get it i get the vibes #but when i need to recall the specifics it's uh. well! people used clocks to tell time. we have. proof of this. yes #swedenquest #honestly on saturday i was mostly summerizing/translating another summary #and even that took me a full day wtf #even if i got preemptively distracted about the question of Why twelve hours and hunting down a source #do you know what ive settled on. 'ancient culturules like babylonia assyria and sumeria used twelve as a base for many measurements'#IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE MORE COMPLICATED THAN THAT DOES IT

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b4kuch1n · 11 months ago

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tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

#bakuspeech #number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u #he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up #(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out)#we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment #and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here #but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something #but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku #but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this #this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and #that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing #but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it #its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with #and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually #I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay #but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol #not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real #and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself #and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god #that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao #but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them #have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway

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spittingspite · 7 months ago

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It's always "character who will do anything to protect their loved one, even commit horrific acts of violence, learn kindness and mercy at the request of their loved one" and never "merciful character who hates violence and fighting makes an exception because they love someone so much they will disregard their own morals and values to commit horrific acts of violence if that's what it takes to keep their loved one safe"

#'he wouldn't do that because he canonically hates violence-' well maybe he SHOULD do that. as a treat.#i simply think that if we can write about characters becoming nicer we should also write about characters becoming meaner #more corruption arcs they're good for the soul #even better if these are simultaneous within the relationship #one of them learns mercy. kindness. other ways to settle conflict solely because their love hates violence and they don't wanna disappoint #the other learns violence. they don't like it normally. but they love their partner so much they'll do anything for them. anything.#one gets better the other gets worse #just once i want the kind sweet pacifist to go batshit. to see rage in their eyes as they promise to destroy whoever harmed their loved one #and make them feel every painful second of that destruction #and this isn't like them. they know it isn't like them. but their partner is more important #(and maybe this never would've happened if they didn't convince their partner to be more merciful in the first place)#i don't even need them to go full villain arc i'm fine with them still hating violence and choosing mercy most of the time #it's just for one person that they decide there are no limits to what they would do to keep them safe #threaten anyone else and you'll be met with mercy and compassion #but bring harm to That One Person? hellfire upon your head would be kinder #'is this about a specific ship-' PERHAPS..... BUT THAT'S IRRELEVANT AND WILL GO WITH ME TO THE GRAVE #doesn't matter anyway bc I'm right and I should say it #it applies to all ships that follow this dynamic hope this helps #oh look she speaks

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wertpq · 4 months ago

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hmmm. weird thoughts about gender have been happening again. oaugh

#happy being a guy but there's still something missing #i want to be a guy but i am already a guy. but i do not feel complete #like something is stolen and i need to fill it with something new #and yet i do not like the guyness in a way that feels weird: i am happy with the concept of being a guy and yet i aren't???? i only like #some facets i like some facets i dont and i. don't know what i want #i don't want to be a woman: thought about that and while there are parts of femininity i desire i do not wish to be a woman #i don't think i want to be enby: i am happy enough with the guy label that i want to keep it in some fashion #maybe he/it? but the label doesn't settle with me i think #he/him or he/they feels comfortable enough. but ah well. testing can be done at a later date i suppose #but aouuuughhhhhh. whyyyyyyyyyy #definitely some flavour of demiboy i suppose. but >:[ it is too bloody late in the evening for me to go through Fifth Crisis of What Am I

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daz4i · 3 days ago

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yesterday i saw an apartment in like what's considered the best city to live in here esp for young ppl (so it's got extremely expensive rent. as you can guess) and it was decent. the landlord was very like. pushy? and a bit aggressive to the point that we now got the text from the real estate agent we went through where he convinced him to be flexible with our terms and prices and such. but bc of his vibe i said no. but this apartment was lovely and in an extremely insanely good location (and he agreed to lower rent to a price you might find in cheaper neighborhoods or cities). however. part of me also got scared bc idk if i can live in this city...... i simply do not have the tel avivi temperament i don't even smoke weed i'm not even vegan.. idk if i could handle it.......

#the issue is. in the city i do want to live in. there's barely any apartments for rent. mostly for purchase #bc it's more for families and ppl who are planning to settle down there for at least a few years #they're also just built bigger bc of it so prices go up with that. so this is all very unfortunate for me #however tlv is very much filled with apartments to rent. most of them awful but also most ppl don't care as long as they get to live in tlv.#there's also the city my friends live in which has a lot of young ppl too lol. due to its proximity to tlv with significantly cheaper rent #but it's very popular bc of that. and many buildings in it are so old that they have a bunch of issues (as i see in my friends' apartments)#like very weak water stream lots of power outages in winter and leakage on top floors etc #no elevators in most of them too so i have to settle for first floor which . i really don't wanna #it has cheap neighborhoods too but without a license and a car they're kinda impossible for me to live in 😬#this is why I've been looking for months but anything half decent gets taken super fast 🥲#the apartment i mentioned last week i think? got signed in the day or two where we passed the contract to a lawyer to see if it's okay #being careful doesn't pay off either...... but unfortunately since it is my first time leaving home i am Scared and ig so are my parents #anyway this is my apartment hunting ramble/rant for the day 😔 ignore me i'm just . suffering #at this point i can picture where exactly on the map each neighborhood is -_- even in cities i don't know that well

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71kedi-yip · 6 months ago

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Unexpected side effect of being Turkish:

Was daydreaming trying to visiualize a breakfast scene for a fic I will never write. A kid charachter was adding sugar to his tea thelephatically while his mom was adding cold water again telephatically and it was like oh to be raised by people whom understand our powers and nurture them. To see the effects of big things in small, natural ways.

Then I realized they are American, they wouldn't be drinking tea and the kid for sure wouldn't be drinking tea and I was left with the hole a well written meaningfull scene I cannot put in left behind.

#I am not going to tag this Turkish cause likke ı don't knoe #though #Tea #I am grapling with the realization that the hole tea would leave behind in me would be much bigger then I anticipated #Now I need to find something like that #I though of like a sandwich but like it is not the same #Cause like #Tea is shared with the whole family right #and tea with sugar and cold water is like consiously including a child in a tradition they wouldn't be able enjoy in a way they can enjoy #It wasn't just about powers #it wasn't just a mother caring for their child and helping them #it was also someone being included #I don't know okay #I just wanna write like a series with Kon getting thrown into several multiverses #and meets different versions of himself and people related to him #and through them settle parts of himself #Like a version whom uses the name luthor #A Kon after losing a lot has stoped being a superhero #A (grown) clone baby raised with his legacy #A child of his urged to show her age cause people forget you are a child when you are powerfull but you are a child #A version of him that figured out the limits of TTK can do nuclear fision and is a god in all but name #and a female version of him whom went to university got married is a mother but is still a superhero as well #a future he never imagined but now that he has seen it #he wants it #it is female Kon cause I have female!Kon brainrot #She is married to Tim btw but she doesn't tell and Kon doesn't realize

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soaps-mohawk · 7 months ago

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I'm sorry for venting without your permission but I really need to say it somewhere, it's driving me crazy. I was talking to this guy for two weeks (online, we live in different countries), we could call everyday for hours and he was genuinely everything I wanted. We got into a dispute yesterday (I won't lie, it was my fault), but I apologized, he got some time to himself and he said he forgave me. We said goodnight with a promise of a fresh start today. Yet, I wake up blocked. I reached out to a friend of his to get through to him, he tells them to block me. I try approaching him with an alternative account I have, blocked immediately without a response. I'm so heartbroken I haven't eaten a thing, and I'm desperately trying to distract myself. Is this my fault?

Absolutely not anon. It's not your fault at all. If he can't handle a dispute (which YOU apogized for whether it was your fault or not), which is something that happens normally even in the healthiest relationships, then he's a red flag. Big red flag. Glaring red flag.

I can't speak to him or his thought process or his personality because I don't know him, or even really to the situation since I don't know what the dispute was about, but if he's not willing to work through something (which he even said he forgave you??) And move past it, then he's not mature enough to handle a real relationship, which honestly anon, you just saved yourself a world of hurt later.

It sucks. It does, it really hurts thinking you like someone and then you find out they're not actually that great. And ghosting someone?? Immature behavior. Very immature 🚩🚩 it's such shitty behavior, especially since he led you to believe everything was going to be okay and he forgave you and acted like he wanted to move past this. The issue is him. He's the problem in this, especially telling his friend to block you too?? Yeah.

Maybe I'm just old and have grown wise in the ways of the world, but if anyone ever acts like this after a disagreement or an argument?? Leave. Don't waste your time because they're not mature enough for even a friendship, much less a relationship.

Do not blame yourself, anon. This is in no way your fault, regardless of who started the dispute in the first place. You did your part, you apologized, you gave him space, and you were led to believe he was going to move past what is fairly normal in all relationships, not just romantic. HE was the one who chose to be a child and block you for whatever reason.

It's okay to be upset by this. It's okay to feel hurt and betrayed and think of all the reasons it could be your fault, but just remember it wasn't. You did everything you needed to do in that situation and he chose to be an immature idiot. Take time for yourself, eat some food (you'll feel better trust me) and (old person giving advice here again) don't put all your emotional stock into someone you've been talking to for two weeks. It's normal to start to feel emotions toward someone after that time, but until you really know them, until you've seen their reactions in situations like this, until you've seen them at their worst and how they respond to you at your worst, don't put too much stock into them. Especially in long-distance relationships. No matter how perfect you think they are, until you really know them and have spent time with them? Guard your heart and put you first. Sometimes it's not meant to be and this is a very clear red flag that probably has saved you from a lot of trouble down the road with him had he not done this now.

Be kind to yourself anon. YOU did everything right. He is the one at fault here for his emotional immaturity. Eat something yummy, take a nap, watch a movie, cry in the shower. You'll be okay. Allow yourself to grieve and don't hold it all in. It'll just hurt longer. 💚💚