#but it doesn't settles well with me

[helaenas-queen]

It seems like Dyana is going to be on season 2 ... I think she is gonna get her revenge, maybe help Daemon with B&C. She deserves her revenge, but I think helping to murder kids isn't the best choice, she could have been the one that poisoned Aegon, which I can understand, but helping with Jaehaerys murder?

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

It's just guys night talk! Don't worry about it!

(Read Tiger Tiger and shake this man awake so he can finish that thought!)

[captainhysunstuff]

Soichiro is worried about Light’s taste in men.  (Let’s assume that somehow Yotsuba was never involved with Kira junk in this reality, lol.)

[dont-offend-the-bees]

Fuck I hate being an adult. I need a more adult adult to help with the volatile emotional situation.

[sysig]

Hazing (Patreon)

[bogkeep]

i did my best this weekend, but my thesis is still not done... i had such a productive day yesterday, i was on top, i was focused, i met my goal... but today my brain was mush and i flopped around like a fish on land....... squeezed out two paltry paragraphs about sun dials and water clocks........ unfortunately my source for this particular section is a very long and dense text, and i have to sort of. extract the Essence. i need to dig up three paragraphs that explain the Things like an artefact from a burial site. can i do it? i must do it. i will do it

[b4kuch1n]

tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

[spittingspite]

It's always "character who will do anything to protect their loved one, even commit horrific acts of violence, learn kindness and mercy at the request of their loved one" and never "merciful character who hates violence and fighting makes an exception because they love someone so much they will disregard their own morals and values to commit horrific acts of violence if that's what it takes to keep their loved one safe"

[shirogane-oushirou]

no promises anymoooooreeeee i'll appear online when i appear online 😭 every time i say "ooh i think life is almost done being overwhelming!" it. becomes even more overwhelming in the dumbest ways. all i can manage rn when i'm not stressing myself into a shut-down state is staring at the wall while listening to youtube essays + mindlessly crocheting.

i might queue up ppls art and fics w/o commentary in the tags... i want other ppl to see what all of my cool friends have made, but i genuinely can't think right now with this monstrous brain fog. i'm really sorry, just. yeah. maybe i'll think of some way to make it up later!!! once the dust has settled!!!! but until then i wuv u and miss u. smiles.

[venting in tags including familial manipulation and ableism. i. didn't mean to write all of that, thiss was originally going to be a main blog post but. aaaaaAAAAAA!!!!!

also no need for replies or anything, i'd turn them off for just the one post if i could kjsndkn, i just needed to get things out and go eep jsjndsfdn ok bye bye bye bye!!!!]

[wertpq]

hmmm. weird thoughts about gender have been happening again. oaugh

[harmonysanreads]

You wound me so.

Agagshdg how do I explain it... I want to simultaneously bully and coddle Sunday 😔

[71kedi-yip]

Unexpected side effect of being Turkish:

Was daydreaming trying to visiualize a breakfast scene for a fic I will never write. A kid charachter was adding sugar to his tea thelephatically while his mom was adding cold water again telephatically and it was like oh to be raised by people whom understand our powers and nurture them. To see the effects of big things in small, natural ways.

Then I realized they are American, they wouldn't be drinking tea and the kid for sure wouldn't be drinking tea and I was left with the hole a well written meaningfull scene I cannot put in left behind.

[soaps-mohawk]

I'm sorry for venting without your permission but I really need to say it somewhere, it's driving me crazy. I was talking to this guy for two weeks (online, we live in different countries), we could call everyday for hours and he was genuinely everything I wanted. We got into a dispute yesterday (I won't lie, it was my fault), but I apologized, he got some time to himself and he said he forgave me. We said goodnight with a promise of a fresh start today. Yet, I wake up blocked. I reached out to a friend of his to get through to him, he tells them to block me. I try approaching him with an alternative account I have, blocked immediately without a response. I'm so heartbroken I haven't eaten a thing, and I'm desperately trying to distract myself. Is this my fault?

Absolutely not anon. It's not your fault at all. If he can't handle a dispute (which YOU apogized for whether it was your fault or not), which is something that happens normally even in the healthiest relationships, then he's a red flag. Big red flag. Glaring red flag.

I can't speak to him or his thought process or his personality because I don't know him, or even really to the situation since I don't know what the dispute was about, but if he's not willing to work through something (which he even said he forgave you??) And move past it, then he's not mature enough to handle a real relationship, which honestly anon, you just saved yourself a world of hurt later.

It sucks. It does, it really hurts thinking you like someone and then you find out they're not actually that great. And ghosting someone?? Immature behavior. Very immature 🚩🚩 it's such shitty behavior, especially since he led you to believe everything was going to be okay and he forgave you and acted like he wanted to move past this. The issue is him. He's the problem in this, especially telling his friend to block you too?? Yeah.

Maybe I'm just old and have grown wise in the ways of the world, but if anyone ever acts like this after a disagreement or an argument?? Leave. Don't waste your time because they're not mature enough for even a friendship, much less a relationship.

Do not blame yourself, anon. This is in no way your fault, regardless of who started the dispute in the first place. You did your part, you apologized, you gave him space, and you were led to believe he was going to move past what is fairly normal in all relationships, not just romantic. HE was the one who chose to be a child and block you for whatever reason.

It's okay to be upset by this. It's okay to feel hurt and betrayed and think of all the reasons it could be your fault, but just remember it wasn't. You did everything you needed to do in that situation and he chose to be an immature idiot. Take time for yourself, eat some food (you'll feel better trust me) and (old person giving advice here again) don't put all your emotional stock into someone you've been talking to for two weeks. It's normal to start to feel emotions toward someone after that time, but until you really know them, until you've seen their reactions in situations like this, until you've seen them at their worst and how they respond to you at your worst, don't put too much stock into them. Especially in long-distance relationships. No matter how perfect you think they are, until you really know them and have spent time with them? Guard your heart and put you first. Sometimes it's not meant to be and this is a very clear red flag that probably has saved you from a lot of trouble down the road with him had he not done this now.

Be kind to yourself anon. YOU did everything right. He is the one at fault here for his emotional immaturity. Eat something yummy, take a nap, watch a movie, cry in the shower. You'll be okay. Allow yourself to grieve and don't hold it all in. It'll just hurt longer. 💚💚

[deiscension]

I'll take "posts that aren't about SQX but also are completely about them too" for 500

[hystii]

"but i know that this? .. this is nice"

[oceanmoss]

ughhhh I miss him will it ever end I need to focus instead of spiralling over it >:'(