#but it always makes me cry
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OK, so this is from the post-Silm version, I think but a lot of Tolkien's thoughts on the interesting stuff (mostly about Morgoth)
Some highlights:
I didn't read the first part in detail, I've had enough with the later parts (yes, I read it out of order)
ósanwe is not clear mind-reading! It's much, much less. This solves so many problems! I love this idea and will accept it (this was the pleasant part and now it ends)
yes, gold is a particularly evil element
Hiding of Valinor was a bad idea, but not really. Huh. Professor, I think you're trying to have two things at once again but ok… So it is a bad idea as written in the Silm, but this is the fault of the narrative frame, and also Manwë is much wiser than the book makes him look. Huuuh. There is a limit to how much authorial intent I can take. I am not buying it, I am sorry, I just can't wrap my mind to it. I love the guy, but I can't agree that he made no mistakes, and it's just Pengolodh or whatever. Doesn't work for me. Sorry.
I am sad. Yes, I know, I know. I know. And I am sad anyway. Call me dumb. I don't care. I am frigging sad.
Yes this is the part I am ignoring (well ok one central part of it and basically the whole background he is putting into it, the datails are optional to ignore)
This makes me sad. It makes no sense. (Not very sad, just… idk. I get it, just… idk. I guess I prefer my extremely weird hc. Also, again, if Tolkien's writing style and characterisation was more coherent, maybe. Idk. Idk. )
Oh, and also Void is not outer space, it's out of spacetime, but was Morgoth really thrown there, or is it just Pengolodh saying things? Tolkien won't tell us.
(And yes, that's the version where Námo actually executed him, I'm glad it was Námo, not sure why. He can handle difficult stuff?)
Anyway, enjoy!
#melkor#morgoth#tolkien legendarium#osanwe#personal (a bit)#some venting#not much#idk#yes I read it on purpose#it's called “getting out of confirmation bias”#and “learning the canon”#[to better ignore it]#[sometimes]#as a sidenote: I probably need to learn to project myself onto normal characters#like idk protagonists?#is there a how-to somewhere?#or i should go reread “till we have faces”#it's the one book which you can't fail#by projecting into the most messed up character#*onto#i hate how i can't edit tags on the phone#anyway maybe i should#but it always makes me cry#good cry but still#takes some time to process#i probably should reread it
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“𝒀𝒆𝒂𝒉! 𝑪𝒖𝒛’ 𝒘𝒆’𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆!”
My two favourites from the whole Hellaverse. They’ve been with me for so many years and still hold such a special place in my heart. Asmodeus and Fizzarolli can indeed restore your faith in love and romance.✨
And they are definitely not in love.
#art#fizzarolli#fizz#Asmodeus#Ozzie#hellaverse#helluva boss#fizzmodeus#fizzozzie#fizzarozzie#helluva fanart#fanart#vivziepop#I love my attempts to work with lighting in my recent artworks#even if they don’t always work#and make me cry
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Shifting has made me realize how much I really want to live. I actually want to do so much. I want to know worlds and instruments and languages and people and careers. I want to experience everything over and over and over again
And after all, it's really possible
#makes me wanna cry#in the end it's what always made me come back#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifting community#shifters#desired reality#shifting#reality shift#shifting antis dni#shifting realities#shifting blog
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pink goes good with green ‧₊˚ ⋅*
goes well with green.
+another sketch bc i love them

#I SAW THIS MOVIE YESTERDAY AND IM SO‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#IM GOING TO THINK ABT THIS MOVIE WELL .. FOREVER#i took my mom to go see it and she loved it and is now a hardcore gelphie stan#I’ve always wanted to see the musical but this will def suffice til then#this movie DID make me cry and more than ONCE#I can’t give elphaba a hug so have glinda giving her one#these women are living in my brain forever#there will be more art of them.#anywho .. chat bring up the 1939 old woman yuri gelphie fanart#wicked#wicked movie#wicked fanart#glinda upland#elphaba thropp#gelphie#my art#click for better quality maybe#dec. 24#breeberryart#posted on instagram
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“…Killing is what you do. You’re a creature without honor. Every moment I spend with you dishonors me.” “Yet what stirs your heart is not disgust or hate.” “What is it then?!” “Longing. Desire. Love.”
#they make me insane in so many ways#love how olrox is always ready to hold mizrak. honestly same.#i was gonna add the last part of the dialogue but noticed mizrak starts crying after olrox hints that he might love him instead of hate him#and then I started crying bc he’s just so catholic and babygirl……#castlevania nocturne#castlevania spoilers#nocturne spoilers#olrox#mizrak#olrox x mizrak#castlevaniaedit
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i spent, literally all day on this. and i am praying to bill cipher that it does well
three separate ciphers used here, feel free to decode and comment what you found!
but seriously, this is like my magnum opus here. please give him love!!
i’ll be posting a monochromatic version after this
#bill cipher#billford#stanford pines#gravity falls ford#gravity falls bill#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls codes#gravity falls cipher#ciphertology#cryptograms#decoding gravity falls stuff heehoo#digital art#ibispaint art#make me famous#ever since i was a little girl i always knew i wanted to be vaguely recognized for my fandom art#human bill cipher#human bill design#bill cipher human#bill ci the triangle guy#illuminaughty#god save me#magnum opus#my actual peak of creation#going insane in the tags#crying on my hands and knees#okay thats all
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But tonight he is alive. And as he stares up at the sky, there are twice as many stars as usual.
(The two headed calf by Laura Gilpin)
#don't look at me this poem always makes me cry#and yuuji's suffering makes me so emotional#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#itafushi#fushiita#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#nobara kugisaki#jjk art#jjk fanart#jjk trio#fushiguro megumi#kugisaki nobara#yuji itadori#citycrows.art
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the idea of gay dads post-nimona movie ending is so funny to me because imagine you're ambrosius and you and your husband adopted this little shapeshifter that just found your husband one day and your child looks at you and tells you that she had a baby gay relationship with your great-great-great-great-great-etc-grandmother about a thousand years ago like id be so distraught /hj
#nimona#nimona film#nimona netflix#ambrosius goldenloin#ballister boldheart#ballister x ambrosius#goldenheart#ambrosius being a direct descendent of gloreth was something i wasnt expecting#i love it though tbh#the parallels between bal + ambrosius and nimona + gloreth make me cry#bcuz nimona and ballister are so much more alike than either of them would think#and the whole ambrosius/gloreth always being in the light and ballister/nimona always being in the dark#UGHHHHH i love this movie so much
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I feel like we don't discuss Nami's relationship with gender enough. Her entire character is so deeply informed by being a girl in a male-dominated pirate world and it's so interesting and so worth talking about.
The background creepiness of Bad pirate crews, which are most of them, how they tend to not have any female crew members at all, how they beckon any pretty young woman around to come play with them and join them. It's real bad. It's also like, a totally 2 dimensional portrayal of evil that is reserved for the most background of background characters.
However I think their ubiquity says a lot about how piracy is meant to be perceived by the public in One Piece, and is one of the strongest indicators of how prevalent misogyny is in-world.
It's very normal in One Piece for regular island inhabitants to have never met a Different class of pirate in their life. There's no reason for them to withhold judgement that maybe these pirates won't be like every crew that attacked before, and to wait and judge them by their actions. I mean frankly that would be irrationally weak self-preservation.
There are people who live peacefully under the flags of Yonkos who protect them, and feel loyalty and gratitude to them for it, but that seems to only be thing with very big name pirates. The East Blue, being the weakest and least populated, has no such plethora of powerful people and resulting turf wars.
So. Nami. Is very clearly implied to have never met any Different pirates before. I'm thinking about what that means. About how every group of pirates she stole from were creepy, dangerous men. How she started going out stealing when she was still a young child. How she didn't have a mother anymore to guide her or comfort her. How Arlong would grab her chin inappropriately, talk about her as a "human female", as property, and god knows what else.
How all the men in Arlong's crew treated her patronizingly, pretending they're all friends, teasing her and playing at respect when really not a single one of them ever stuck up for her or hesitated to accuse her of betrayal. Who were always ready to kill her if she refused to cooperate. Who grabbed her and intimidated her when they felt like it.
That's what she had to come back to after a close call with stealing from other predatory men, instead of the relief of home there was a dark, cramped room filled with endless hours of misery and isolation and blood. Where any one of her captors could barge in and demand new maps, work faster, where did you go, you took too long again this time. Endless threats and incursions.
I'm thinking about that her fight scene in Alabasta, where she tumbles and rips off her cape and uses it to catch her enemy's spikes, before leaping to her feet and running out the back door, all in one moment. How it makes her enemy reconsider her and think, "so the girl's not a total novice at fighting after all." What that implies about her experiences as a young thief. The times she wasn't fast or clever enough and had to fight and claw her way out. Why she always carried a staff and a knife. Why she was the only one before Chopper who had any medical knowledge or experience.
You know she was stitching herself up. And the weapons, how do you think she learned to use those? If any of the Arlong Pirates helped her it wasn't out of kindness and it wasn't gentle.
Then I think about Nojiko, and Bellemere's memory, and the only softness in a hard life. How easily Nami connects to every young woman experiencing hardship that she meets. How completely she dismisses the struggles of men unless they mean something to her and are going through something terrible. The way that Nami only has sympathy for women and children is easily noticeable in-text, but it's also something confirmed in those words by the author. And it's clearly because of the life she lived, the men who had all the power and only abused it, who saw her as nothing but a girl to take advantage of, without anyone aside from her sister clearly knowing and caring about any of it.
Nami clearly isn't bitter, she doesn't think the world owes her recompense, on the contrary she knows she is far from the only person in the world to suffer the things she has suffered. She is endlessly reaching out and kind, but only to those that she isn't sure would get help without her. Certainly, before Luffy, Usopp, and Zoro, no man ever reached out a hand to her without an ulterior motive.
I think when she sees a girl in trouble, a girl biting her lip to hold in a scream of grief, a girl running in the woods away from a monster, a girl captured by pirates, she sees someone who no one is coming for. Who no one will stick up for. A person without allies in a world against her. Whether it's actually true in this case or not, she runs straight for that girl anyways every single time.
#and that is why I will always. ALWAYS. be obsessed with her. writing that last line did make me cry a little. ohhh my godddd. naamiiiiii#my posts#one piece#nami#arlong park arc#east blue saga#op nami#op meta#op analysis#oh my fucking god nami. you forget sometimes because she's so happy and rambunctious and silly now but her life was a#nonstop nightmare horror show for years and years and years#she was all sharp edges and pain and gritted teeth and bloody determination and a hard laugh#for so long. oh my goddddddddddddd oh my goddd nami oh my god nami. oh my god nami.#sexism#implied assault#her life in that era is so fucking dark. you could write so many horror stories in there and they could all feel true
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Sam + gifting Dean the perfect Christmas presents
Supernatural – 3.08: A Very Supernatural Christmas
#supernatural#cinematv#filmtvcentral#smallscreensource#userstream#dailyflicks#tvarchive#userblorbo#my gifs#horrortvfilmsource#filmtvtoday#usersource#becauseofthebowties#baby sam & dean always make me cry :')#sam loves him so much i'm not okay
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Omg. the light... they're finally seeing it......
Wrong movie, boys!!! The twin thieves don't flip boats during the romantic scene, get your roles right!!
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And just a liiitle painful extra:
#“let's go Deeva time to experience some emotions” I say as I drag her out of her room#But Deeva crying.... 27 injured 1 dead (me)#that scene always destroys me on so many levels 😭#twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland oc#twst oc#twst cater#deeva twst#cateeva#my art#Tangled AU#tbh pretty impressed with how I speedran all this in 3 days so I could post it before the event ends#I almost didn't make it in time LMAO I blame my schedule
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It's you!
Despite everything...
...it's still you <3
#I haven't replayed in so long and he actually makes me cry just thinking about him something is wrong with me#I can't do this anymore#Just the way he still holds onto innocent things from the childhood he never really got to have it makes me sick#gb patch games#our life#olba#olnf#our life beginnings & always#our life now and forever#baxter ward#Tamarack Baumann
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I just rewatched Race to Fireworm Island and can't get over just how cruel Spitelout is to his own son. He straight up tells Snotlout that if Hookfang can't fight anymore, Snotlout needs to get rid of him and find another dragon
Spitelout: "If our swords are not cutting properly, we sharpen them. But if our sword cannot be sharpened any longer... [breaks sword in half] We get a new sword."
It's just... wow. Comparing a living creature to an inanimate object is already a big yikes, but also Snotlout calls Hookfang a Jorgenson all the time, meaning he sees Hookfang as family. He sees Hookfang as family and Spitelout is telling him his dragon is worth as much as a dull sword, and as easily replaceable as one.
It's also why Snotlout's words, "You're not just another sword, Hookfang" at the end of the episode are so damn heartbreaking. Hookfang is family to him, irreplaceable, and Snotlout would charge through a thousand fireworms to save him no matter what his father tells him
#crying in the club tonight#THAT EPISODE ALWAYS MAKES ME CRY AHHH#you can really see the love between hookfang and snotlout there#how much they truly care for each other#snotlout#snotlout jorgenson#hookfang#httyd#spitelout#how to train your dragon#defenders of berk#dragons#race to fireworm island
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Xisuma, why in the world were trying to fix your helmet with TAPE?? I thought the superglue idea was unhinged but THIS IS A NEW LEVEL
(I know that it's probably not holding itself ONLY on tape, but the image in my head is too funny)
What's next? You tell me he attached Doc's new arm to his body with tape and glue too??
THIS RESPONSE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE COMICAL but I let it get away from me;;
#THANK YOU AS ALWAYS MAY FOR YOUR WONDERFUL OBSERVATION SKILLS IT ALWAYS MAKES ME SMILE#dbhc#dbhc art#dbhc ask#ask#1-marigold-1#mutuals#dbhc doc#dbhc xisuma#xisuma#docm77#hermitcraft au#art escapades#I’ve been thinking about them too much. can you tell#xisuma buddy it seems like you’ve got a lot going on in that helmet of yours bud#care to share with the class#doc could be very sweet I think. to me. if he really tries#he has to be mean about it but I don’t think x would prefer it any other way#I need to stop talking#docsuma#shaking and crying
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Ok imagine you’re commander Cody, you’ve been passed out in medbay after a mission and you wake up to find about 10 of your brothers having a some debate. Your heart skips when you realize they found the picture of your general, your Obi-Wan, you keep inside your armor. And the encrypted note confessing your love you keep on you for Obi Wan to find if you die in battle. How do you react?
A. Scream
B. Cry
C. Pretend you’re still asleep to regain strength so you can destroy them
#I wish I could write I wanna try for this#also the thought of Cody having a ‘I’ve died but I always loved you’ note for obi wan makes me cry#the other clones are trying to figure out the code and Rex is trying to act natural cause he knows how to decipher it#star wars#the clone wars#clones#commander cody#obi wan Kenobi#codywan#headcanons
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