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OK, so this is from the post-Silm version, I think but a lot of Tolkien's thoughts on the interesting stuff (mostly about Morgoth)
Some highlights:
I didn't read the first part in detail, I've had enough with the later parts (yes, I read it out of order)
ósanwe is not clear mind-reading! It's much, much less. This solves so many problems! I love this idea and will accept it (this was the pleasant part and now it ends)
yes, gold is a particularly evil element
Hiding of Valinor was a bad idea, but not really. Huh. Professor, I think you're trying to have two things at once again but ok… So it is a bad idea as written in the Silm, but this is the fault of the narrative frame, and also Manwë is much wiser than the book makes him look. Huuuh. There is a limit to how much authorial intent I can take. I am not buying it, I am sorry, I just can't wrap my mind to it. I love the guy, but I can't agree that he made no mistakes, and it's just Pengolodh or whatever. Doesn't work for me. Sorry.
I am sad. Yes, I know, I know. I know. And I am sad anyway. Call me dumb. I don't care. I am frigging sad.
Yes this is the part I am ignoring (well ok one central part of it and basically the whole background he is putting into it, the datails are optional to ignore)
This makes me sad. It makes no sense. (Not very sad, just… idk. I get it, just… idk. I guess I prefer my extremely weird hc. Also, again, if Tolkien's writing style and characterisation was more coherent, maybe. Idk. Idk. )
Oh, and also Void is not outer space, it's out of spacetime, but was Morgoth really thrown there, or is it just Pengolodh saying things? Tolkien won't tell us.
(And yes, that's the version where Námo actually executed him, I'm glad it was Námo, not sure why. He can handle difficult stuff?)
Anyway, enjoy!
#melkor#morgoth#tolkien legendarium#osanwe#personal (a bit)#some venting#not much#idk#yes I read it on purpose#it's called “getting out of confirmation bias”#and “learning the canon”#[to better ignore it]#[sometimes]#as a sidenote: I probably need to learn to project myself onto normal characters#like idk protagonists?#is there a how-to somewhere?#or i should go reread “till we have faces”#it's the one book which you can't fail#by projecting into the most messed up character#*onto#i hate how i can't edit tags on the phone#anyway maybe i should#but it always makes me cry#good cry but still#takes some time to process#i probably should reread it
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“𝒀𝒆𝒂𝒉! 𝑪𝒖𝒛’ 𝒘𝒆’𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆!”
My two favourites from the whole Hellaverse. They’ve been with me for so many years and still hold such a special place in my heart. Asmodeus and Fizzarolli can indeed restore your faith in love and romance.✨
And they are definitely not in love.
#art#fizzarolli#fizz#Asmodeus#Ozzie#hellaverse#helluva boss#fizzmodeus#fizzozzie#fizzarozzie#helluva fanart#fanart#vivziepop#I love my attempts to work with lighting in my recent artworks#even if they don’t always work#and make me cry
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pink goes good with green ‧₊˚ ⋅*
goes well with green.
+another sketch bc i love them
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#I SAW THIS MOVIE YESTERDAY AND IM SO‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#IM GOING TO THINK ABT THIS MOVIE WELL .. FOREVER#i took my mom to go see it and she loved it and is now a hardcore gelphie stan#I’ve always wanted to see the musical but this will def suffice til then#this movie DID make me cry and more than ONCE#I can’t give elphaba a hug so have glinda giving her one#these women are living in my brain forever#there will be more art of them.#anywho .. chat bring up the 1939 old woman yuri gelphie fanart#wicked#wicked movie#wicked fanart#glinda upland#elphaba thropp#gelphie#my art#click for better quality maybe#dec. 24#breeberryart
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i spent, literally all day on this. and i am praying to bill cipher that it does well
three separate ciphers used here, feel free to decode and comment what you found!
but seriously, this is like my magnum opus here. please give him love!!
i’ll be posting a monochromatic version after this
#bill cipher#billford#stanford pines#gravity falls ford#gravity falls bill#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls codes#gravity falls cipher#ciphertology#cryptograms#decoding gravity falls stuff heehoo#digital art#ibispaint art#make me famous#ever since i was a little girl i always knew i wanted to be vaguely recognized for my fandom art#human bill cipher#human bill design#bill cipher human#bill ci the triangle guy#illuminaughty#god save me#magnum opus#my actual peak of creation#going insane in the tags#crying on my hands and knees#okay thats all
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But tonight he is alive. And as he stares up at the sky, there are twice as many stars as usual.
(The two headed calf by Laura Gilpin)
#don't look at me this poem always makes me cry#and yuuji's suffering makes me so emotional#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#itafushi#fushiita#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#nobara kugisaki#jjk art#jjk fanart#jjk trio#fushiguro megumi#kugisaki nobara#yuji itadori#citycrows.art
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the idea of gay dads post-nimona movie ending is so funny to me because imagine you're ambrosius and you and your husband adopted this little shapeshifter that just found your husband one day and your child looks at you and tells you that she had a baby gay relationship with your great-great-great-great-great-etc-grandmother about a thousand years ago like id be so distraught /hj
#nimona#nimona film#nimona netflix#ambrosius goldenloin#ballister boldheart#ballister x ambrosius#goldenheart#ambrosius being a direct descendent of gloreth was something i wasnt expecting#i love it though tbh#the parallels between bal + ambrosius and nimona + gloreth make me cry#bcuz nimona and ballister are so much more alike than either of them would think#and the whole ambrosius/gloreth always being in the light and ballister/nimona always being in the dark#UGHHHHH i love this movie so much
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“…Killing is what you do. You’re a creature without honor. Every moment I spend with you dishonors me.” “Yet what stirs your heart is not disgust or hate.” “What is it then?!” “Longing. Desire. Love.”
#they make me insane in so many ways#love how olrox is always ready to hold mizrak. honestly same.#i was gonna add the last part of the dialogue but noticed mizrak starts crying after olrox hints that he might love him instead of hate him#and then I started crying bc he’s just so catholic and babygirl……#castlevania nocturne#castlevania spoilers#nocturne spoilers#olrox#mizrak#olrox x mizrak#castlevaniaedit
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Sam + gifting Dean the perfect Christmas presents
Supernatural – 3.08: A Very Supernatural Christmas
#supernatural#cinematv#filmtvcentral#smallscreensource#userstream#dailyflicks#tvarchive#userblorbo#my gifs#horrortvfilmsource#filmtvtoday#usersource#becauseofthebowties#baby sam & dean always make me cry :')#sam loves him so much i'm not okay
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It's you!
Despite everything...
...it's still you <3
#I haven't replayed in so long and he actually makes me cry just thinking about him something is wrong with me#I can't do this anymore#Just the way he still holds onto innocent things from the childhood he never really got to have it makes me sick#gb patch games#our life#olba#olnf#our life beginnings & always#our life now and forever#baxter ward#Tamarack Baumann
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Xisuma, why in the world were trying to fix your helmet with TAPE?? I thought the superglue idea was unhinged but THIS IS A NEW LEVEL
(I know that it's probably not holding itself ONLY on tape, but the image in my head is too funny)
What's next? You tell me he attached Doc's new arm to his body with tape and glue too??
THIS RESPONSE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE COMICAL but I let it get away from me;;
#THANK YOU AS ALWAYS MAY FOR YOUR WONDERFUL OBSERVATION SKILLS IT ALWAYS MAKES ME SMILE#dbhc#dbhc art#dbhc ask#ask#1-marigold-1#mutuals#dbhc doc#dbhc xisuma#xisuma#docm77#hermitcraft au#art escapades#I’ve been thinking about them too much. can you tell#xisuma buddy it seems like you’ve got a lot going on in that helmet of yours bud#care to share with the class#doc could be very sweet I think. to me. if he really tries#he has to be mean about it but I don’t think x would prefer it any other way#I need to stop talking#docsuma#shaking and crying
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his love has no bounds he just doesn’t realize it yet :’V
#twisted wonderland#twst#lilia vanrouge#THEY MAKE ME SSICKKKK#and cry#vanrouge family u will be the closest to my heart#disney twisted wonderland#artists on tumblr#twst lilia#silver twst#silver vanrouge#SILVER…..VANROUGE!#tacc0yak1art#general lilia#book 7 spoilers#book 7#i got the general lilia ssr at 71 pity but instead of drawing him like i always do#i draw pain and angst
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god, i wish i knew you back when i was a kid / but when you stare into me now, it feels like i did
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#jjk leaks#fr anon thank u fr the request i am once again emo thinking abt them#n denial fv....god end me put me out of my misery#itfs context makes the lyrics more . healing n hopeful as opposed to wistful and lonely :'<#'everything around me looks so different now / yet everything about me wants to show you around'#PLS PLS PSLPSSLPS ILL CRY ILL DO ITTTTT#anyway emo hours aside original plan was striped shirt yuuji but i gave up smile#put him in white t shirt jail yet again sighs i feel like i do tht with him so often.....#like kid megu that's just his canon outfit but yuuji i wanted 2 get a bit more creative. task failed :(#hes got mismatched socks n scuffed knees but thats abt it#i often think abt how in official art they always put gojo in a gd white t shirt and i go smh but then here i go#pot kettle etc etc#megumi voice whatever!!!!! white tshirt in sunlight Looks Good sue me#pls enjoy them :'> anon i hope i delivered
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// GENSHIN VERSION 5.3 SPOILERS // more under the cut!
ok ok so imagine you often make the trek to visit where the captain is permanently sat when you miss him, so you can leave freshly picked flowers at his feet, or sit in his lap or beside him to vent to him, or to tell him about your day, or that new thing you tried, or to cry into his frozen form, listening to the endless, lifeless heaving of his breath.
and you do not know the night kingdom hears everything you say - that though he is still, thrain still listens. that being able to hug you back is the only thing missing now that he’s at peace from his curse.
though you are happy that he finally can rest after living for so long, with you having been the only person he’d confided in about his heart and all those souls before all this had gone down, the only person there for him when the voices were getting too much, you can’t help but resort to wishful thinking, that maybe he’ll be back someday. you wish you could get to hear his voice again.
you leave a gentle kiss to his helmet.
“i miss you, thrain.” you whisper, and you are painfully unaware that he misses you too.
#i don’t usually write angst but#capitano one chance pls#need someone to make art of this btw#IM SO SAD AFTER THAT QUEST THOUGH#i loved that quest but why did it have to make me cry so much#this may not be fully accurate to how the capitano being frozen thing works but let me dream#thrain ily you will always be famous#i love his real name#i’m so sad that this means no playable capitano#genshin impact imagines#genshin impact x reader#thrain#capitano#il capitano#the captain#genshin impact#genshin x reader#genshin angst#capitano x reader#capitano x you#capitano x y/n#genshin x you#genshin x y/n#fatui harbingers#genshin impact headcanons#genshin fanfic#genshin imagines#thrain x reader#thrain genshin impact#thrain genshin
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Marvel's Squirrel Girl: The Unbeatable Radio Show! | All of Erik Lehnsherr's Call-In's
Episodes featured: The Fate of My Universe The Sinister Six Are No More Who Would Win In A Fight? Unbeatable
Full Podcast Playlist (Spotify)
Credits below:
Written by: Ryan North
Directed by: Giovanna Sardelli
Voice Cast: Milana Vayntrub - Squirrel Girl/Doreen Green Crystal Lucas Perry - Nancy Whitehead Leo Sheng - Koi Boi/Ken Shiga Davied Morales - Chipmunk Hunk/Tomas Lara-Perez Erica Schroeder - Tippy T. Squirrel Rob Nagle - Erik Lehnsherr
Key Art: "Squirrel Girl Infinity Comic (2022)" by Derek Charm - Doreen, Nancy, Ken, Tomas, Tippy "Magneto (2023)" by Todd Nauck - Erik
#marvel#x-men#squirrel girl#magneto#cherik#i'm not tagging everyone im too drunkf rothat#i dont have a tag for vids DAMIt> this gon be my only oen#snap chats#HERE IT ISS !!!!! FINALLY !!! LIKE FOUR MONTHS IN THE MAKING <- was just too lazy to do it#i thought id focus on work all day but OOPSIEE !!!!!!!!! i was too inspired#legally had to use nauck's art that's another goat of mine ... i love his style sm its so cute and expressive and bold...#theres small things in this that bother me but whatever ive literally done this all day#im posting it and moving on#im forcing you to reblog this. DO IT#i kept giggling while makign this cause mags is so funny ....#im still crying at him being like 'yeah i said i was never going back AND I MEANT IT'#also doreen a cherik shipper ...... queen behavior i always knew it#PLEASE ENJOY !!! IM BEGGING YOU !!!! im pinning this to my blog idc this took forever#also his call ins are genuinely so funny i love him so much. my silly peepaw.....#take a shot every time he says 'charles' tho i swear to god#i was actually going to do that tongiht but Legit the amount of whiskey i had was not enough HE SAYS CHARLES SO MUCH#im ending the tags here so i dont go on a rant about how in love mags is with charles. enoug..#NOT EVEN A PODCAST SERRIES IS SAFE FROM CHERIK IM CRYINGGGGGG#they will makethemselves a probelm to EVERYONE#'please dont be evil' he'll be worse. he'll be needy jLVKAJ ERIK IS SO NEEDY IM CRYING#ok i think thats all i have to sya . im a lil tipsy so i cant think right#WAIR I REMEMBER I WANTED TO CRY ABOUT ERIKS STPID 'SWEETOOTH' JOKE I HATE HIM !!!! <- deeply in love with him#'snap you said you were drinking like ten minutes ago are you fr' dont look at me. GOOD NIGHT !!!
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Ok imagine you’re commander Cody, you’ve been passed out in medbay after a mission and you wake up to find about 10 of your brothers having a some debate. Your heart skips when you realize they found the picture of your general, your Obi-Wan, you keep inside your armor. And the encrypted note confessing your love you keep on you for Obi Wan to find if you die in battle. How do you react?
A. Scream
B. Cry
C. Pretend you’re still asleep to regain strength so you can destroy them
#I wish I could write I wanna try for this#also the thought of Cody having a ‘I’ve died but I always loved you’ note for obi wan makes me cry#the other clones are trying to figure out the code and Rex is trying to act natural cause he knows how to decipher it#star wars#the clone wars#clones#commander cody#obi wan Kenobi#codywan#headcanons
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I feel like we don't discuss Nami's relationship with gender enough. Her entire character is so deeply informed by being a girl in a male-dominated pirate world and it's so interesting and so worth talking about.
The background creepiness of Bad pirate crews, which are most of them, how they tend to not have any female crew members at all, how they beckon any pretty young woman around to come play with them and join them. It's real bad. It's also like, a totally 2 dimensional portrayal of evil that is reserved for the most background of background characters.
However I think their ubiquity says a lot about how piracy is meant to be perceived by the public in One Piece, and is one of the strongest indicators of how prevalent misogyny is in-world.
It's very normal in One Piece for regular island inhabitants to have never met a Different class of pirate in their life. There's no reason for them to withhold judgement that maybe these pirates won't be like every crew that attacked before, and to wait and judge them by their actions. I mean frankly that would be irrationally weak self-preservation.
There are people who live peacefully under the flags of Yonkos who protect them, and feel loyalty and gratitude to them for it, but that seems to only be thing with very big name pirates. The East Blue, being the weakest and least populated, has no such plethora of powerful people and resulting turf wars.
So. Nami. Is very clearly implied to have never met any Different pirates before. I'm thinking about what that means. About how every group of pirates she stole from were creepy, dangerous men. How she started going out stealing when she was still a young child. How she didn't have a mother anymore to guide her or comfort her. How Arlong would grab her chin inappropriately, talk about her as a "human female", as property, and god knows what else.
How all the men in Arlong's crew treated her patronizingly, pretending they're all friends, teasing her and playing at respect when really not a single one of them ever stuck up for her or hesitated to accuse her of betrayal. Who were always ready to kill her if she refused to cooperate. Who grabbed her and intimidated her when they felt like it.
That's what she had to come back to after a close call with stealing from other predatory men, instead of the relief of home there was a dark, cramped room filled with endless hours of misery and isolation and blood. Where any one of her captors could barge in and demand new maps, work faster, where did you go, you took too long again this time. Endless threats and incursions.
I'm thinking about that her fight scene in Alabasta, where she tumbles and rips off her cape and uses it to catch her enemy's spikes, before leaping to her feet and running out the back door, all in one moment. How it makes her enemy reconsider her and think, "so the girl's not a total novice at fighting after all." What that implies about her experiences as a young thief. The times she wasn't fast or clever enough and had to fight and claw her way out. Why she always carried a staff and a knife. Why she was the only one before Chopper who had any medical knowledge or experience.
You know she was stitching herself up. And the weapons, how do you think she learned to use those? If any of the Arlong Pirates helped her it wasn't out of kindness and it wasn't gentle.
Then I think about Nojiko, and Bellemere's memory, and the only softness in a hard life. How easily Nami connects to every young woman experiencing hardship that she meets. How completely she dismisses the struggles of men unless they mean something to her and are going through something terrible. The way that Nami only has sympathy for women and children is easily noticeable in-text, but it's also something confirmed in those words by the author. And it's clearly because of the life she lived, the men who had all the power and only abused it, who saw her as nothing but a girl to take advantage of, without anyone aside from her sister clearly knowing and caring about any of it.
Nami clearly isn't bitter, she doesn't think the world owes her recompense, on the contrary she knows she is far from the only person in the world to suffer the things she has suffered. She is endlessly reaching out and kind, but only to those that she isn't sure would get help without her. Certainly, before Luffy, Usopp, and Zoro, no man ever reached out a hand to her without an ulterior motive.
I think when she sees a girl in trouble, a girl biting her lip to hold in a scream of grief, a girl running in the woods away from a monster, a girl captured by pirates, she sees someone who no one is coming for. Who no one will stick up for. A person without allies in a world against her. Whether it's actually true in this case or not, she runs straight for that girl anyways every single time.
#and that is why I will always. ALWAYS. be obsessed with her. writing that last line did make me cry a little. ohhh my godddd. naamiiiiii#my posts#one piece#nami#arlong park arc#east blue saga#op nami#op meta#op analysis#oh my fucking god nami. you forget sometimes because she's so happy and rambunctious and silly now but her life was a#nonstop nightmare horror show for years and years and years#she was all sharp edges and pain and gritted teeth and bloody determination and a hard laugh#for so long. oh my goddddddddddddd oh my goddd nami oh my god nami. oh my god nami.#sexism#implied assault#her life in that era is so fucking dark. you could write so many horror stories in there and they could all feel true
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