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she would've told them unlike her canon! version who decided not to be an ally smh
#one piece#trans!sanji#sanji#kiku#yamato#ワンピース#I'm practicing my japanese shhhhhh#(日本語のペラペラ人:俺は文法とか書く���とか間違ったら教えてください����ありがとうございます)#translation:#Yamato: I'll be able to get as strong as Oden?#Sanji: Probably... 🤔#[meanwhile Kiku is remembering the time in the hot spring]#(Sanji: Nami-chan!!!)#(Nami: Shut up!! The women's bath is supposed to be a peaceful place!)#Kiku: I am also ⚧️ ... o.o#(y'all english speakers had me all to yourselves for a decade it's about time I start to also sometimes make stuff in my next language lol#notably for media *from* that language#same as it made sense to make fan content in english for [american superhero franchise we don't talk abt anymore] back in the day#(happy seasonal reminder that Ren Is Not A Native English Speaker and This Is My 5th Language hi 😅))#while looking up reference for this I learnt that the straps to tie back the kimono sleeves are called tasuki#also I decided yamato get big muscles cause he got them kaido genes in im (I also gave him his dad's young-man-facial hair)#the more I do transition projections for one piece characters while tryna adhere to the style the more I learn that sometimes stylisation#uses bones less as literal determinants for where things go and just kinda exaggerates shapes based on vibes alone instead#meaning trans characters' bones wouldn't literally stay looking the same in that stylisation in the way they do irl#they'd get exaggerated differently based on what the surrounding stuff is doing#I still think oda's transition demonstration when we first met iva was unreasonable even with that in mind tho
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Msida Skatepark, Malta. via gnarmads.com.//.
#uploads#msida#this the skate park i saw but never got to go to while i was in malta#we passed it a ton of times driving places and at night it looked so fucking lit#there were a ton of people hanging and skating all over it and its in the middle of a giant roundabout its dope as hell#didnt bring my board and i never ended up finding a skate shop while i was there so i didnt get to check it out#but im tryna go back#jus seems like a sick ass place to hangout#now that im back on not gonna get full time at my work any time soon im back on my i should move somewhere#getting less scared of the idea of being out on my own by the day#was out with some friends at a bar the other night talking bout 28 is the year we all move#my friend from mtl was telling us she pays like 350 for rent a month like... my buddy keeps saying maybe thats the move#or malta or maybe berlin#gonna have to see but we back to day dreaming about it at least#gotta learn another language gotta figure out a new way to make money#mybe clothes shit will work out mybe ill actually get on my healthy fit shit n try to do sm modelling#mybe get a job work in a cool clothes store or somewhere . would jus have to learn a language tho if im outside TO#mybe mybe mybe#either way do wanna go back at least for a visit. mybe ill save up and go next summer
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come on america, castiel didn't get sent to turbo hell just to lose the 2024 election
#wasn't the whole point of his dying to deliver us from our sins and evil or something like that#like come on#the power of destiel compels you#i am in fact coping horribly with the gut wrenching anxiety caused by today#i am not having a grand ol time and if i don't make horrific jokes then i may find myself going off if a bridge#but as the bible says#i am dust and to dust i shall return#something along those lines#but the dust is a supernatural fan so entrenched into brainrot due to how much content i consumed as such a fromative age#destiel#2024 election#presidential election#election 2024#idk if anyone is blacklisting it im tryna find every tag so you don't have to see this#fuck im trying okay#2024 presidential election#that's it if you're blacklisting a different tag for the election im sorry i tried#but alas i have to go back to panicking#.txt#spn
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this was supposed to be one drawing!! ONE DRAWING!!!!!!!!! but every time i draw them i can't stop i need to keep going
#i like how sun looks in these#im tryna play around with how i draw him in my style#he needs to be.... tastier#anyway it is a genuine problem with the dca#bc ill be drawing them#and then in the middle of drawing them#ill suddenly get like 10 more drawing ideas#its so fucking funny#funniest part is that i can go months without inspo but the MOMENT i start drawing them again. they are back to taking over my brain space#i love these guys#yknow its weird to think that before them i was waiting for YEARS for a fictional character to make me feel anything#and then they come along#and make me feel every emotions humanly possible on the spectrum#uhhh okay anyway#for those who read my tags i hope you enjoyed this rant#my art#security breach#sun fnaf#fnaf sun#sundrop#sundrop fnaf#sun x y/n#fnaf security breach
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i think that if we dig all the way down to the roots of tøp's musical theme, it all comes down to that constant internal conflict between desperately wanting to be seen and desperately wanting to stay hidden. we can see how they've been making gradual progress in "managing the tension" but it's still there on Clancy. dare i say it's the central theme of the lore as well.. the reason the character & the era Clancy feels so rebellious is because he's actively fighting to Be Seen. the oscillation continues, but a subversive variable has emerged.
#also i dont wanna make assumptions or be an intrusive creep but#i think its safe to assume that#tyler has been fighting this battle since he was a kid and he still is#based on the stuff he's said so far and the lyrics of course#and that fucking aches my heart because i get it im going thru it as well#i dont mean to say i get him 100% because that impossible but#i resonate with the lyrics he wrote sooo much it sometimes scare me even#like snap back......... it i s so s ad#and i know what that oddly specific melancholic euphoria they were tryna go for is#when i fully absorb that song#but at the same time the progress he and josh have made is so conspicuous too#it makes me cry from joy and relief#because while the steps may have seemed too small to make a difference#theyve come a long way to achieve this betterment#and it gives me/us/them hope that things will get even better in the future#why am i ranting and venting?? idk#i got sentimental while thinking too hard about their lyrics lol#anyways. thanks for coming if you read the tags this far#tøp#twenty one pilots#clancy#tyler joseph#josh dun#sorry for the typos i dodnt proofread
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guess which boyfailure just broke down crying in a culver's !!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
#💬 ⌗ 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 . . . ✧#so im . i have to makeup an online class session right#i have to be on a zoom from 7 pm to 9#and im like cool sure i can do that but i just got out of conditioning and the crew team is going to culvers for fundraising#and like... the zoom wont be that strict right. i can have my camera off probably haha#top ten words spoken before disaster i tell u wtf#girl pulls up to the zoom call#CALLS ATTENDANCE 4 TIMES#btw#atp im in the culvers line tryna order right. she then sets down some rules#camera on. microphone has to be working#okok rudimentary stuff i can work w that right.. haha no then she goes you cant talk or laugh keep ur full face in the frame and NORMALLY t#that kinda sturff wouldnt be a probelm but im over here at culvers being big backed yk so i go ok. no worries ill lock in#so i borrow my friends knockoff airpods and sneak a couple bites in of my cheese curds but like fast sneaky and hand over mouth type shit y#anyways the tags are probably gonna get cut off so ill wrap this up. i suffer through not being able to take a bite of my burger for a good#hour and 20 minutes and thne my phone just fucking dies. after all that#i had to like dodge my friends hands in the air i had to make sure no one was in my camera frame cause girl would regularly check too#that and my lack of sleep for the past three weeks just accumulate to me sobbing in culvers im so paatheicsdafjsdl
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somebody tell my brain it doesn't need to be constantly imagining soapghost while I'm at work and i'm trying to focus because I need to make that money to buy soapghost merch. STOP IT!
#theyve been on my mind since 2022#the maladaptive daydreaming is getting bad again lol#like im tryna sit here and finish my paperwork and i cant because all i can think of is simon sitting and doing paperwork#while johnny sits in the chair across from him and rambles on#and simon doesn't even hesitate to reply#multitasking boy#i can quite literally hear their conversations as if they were in this office rn with me#i need to go back to my therapist#ghost cod#soap cod#soapghost#cod headcanons#cod fics#cod mw2
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Playing randoms on bo6 reminds me why I hate interacting with people and have social anxiety
#cod zombies#call of duty zombies#im just tryna get a ee done bro#i need to go back to bo3#help me pls im gonna cry#i do NOT need these grown ahh men yelling at me
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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn#but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one#so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot#i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks#they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary#anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place#and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot#and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop#now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg#a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context#point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop#and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight#i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop#anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever#and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation#and i was replying with one word answers#and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then#after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place#then i got too embarrassed and chickened out#yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way#i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny#megumi in the tags
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Guys…my Todd hyperfixation went into hibernation for like 9 months but it has reawakened…god help us all
#todd chavez#bojack horseman#headcanons#i KNOW hes not canonically trans but i do not CARE#Hes got intesne transmasc swag#*intense omfg#hes so silly omg#i love him#my son#my darling boy#hes literally me#OUGH-*disentegrates into dust*#fanart#silly#me me me hes so me#im going insane#the panromantic headcanon is also just purely based on vibes#he is canonically asexual tho#everyone knows that#im tryna get back into drawing humans i usually draw furries lol#also the lil heart is for Maude ofc#i should draw them again
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👆this is me when i see ur art
HJKAKFKEKKAKEHFJK this lowkey jumpscared me XD, just me scrolling through my asks and BOO! SKELETON WITH BULGING EYES
on the other hand, this is me seeing all the lovely kind words about my art, it brings happy tears to my eyes. THANK YOU EVERYONE!!! I LOVE YOU ⋆⭒˚.⋆💙
#also guys ive already got a ton of awesome requests#keep em coming!#i ofc wont be able to get them all done#but i am tryna get most done. im very slow with each one because im taking my time and enjoying drawing these#if i rush then i wont be enjoying it as much and ill burn out quicker#and if i dont get to yours at this point in time#i will come back to them later#but thank you to everyone who has sent me a request!#ALSO ALMOST FORGOR#some requests i just dont get a clear picture in my head for. but dont take it to heart if i never get around to your request#i usually have a faint image in my head that i try to replicate#i still really appreciate the time you took to put in a request💙#yall should see my pen XD its literally being held together with tape#might go grab a new one on the weekend. ive been putting it off bc its really expensive to replace#its been taped up since last year XD
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hey so do you think wtv keiko had to deal with growing up with yusuke could be considered a type of parentification
#god chapters where barely anything happens except a character's realization about things can be hard ...#im writing another keiko pov chapter and it's hard because well!!#keiko was never really a main focus in the series and as time goes on she gets even less of a focus so i have to fill in these spots#in her personality and views that aren't really explored. im taking a lot of liberties lets say#and idek if it's gonna read as in character cos of that#anyway im tryna say that like. pre series keiko was basically this presence in yusuke's life and he saw her as a pain but he cared#she was there to scold him and cajole him into going to his classes and she was his only friend#now we know atsuko was negligent and idk how involved the yukimuras were in his life but i feel like keiko#whether directly or indirectly was given this duty like you have to keep him outta trouble#you're smart you're mature he needs someone like you. this responsibility just kind of put on her before she can understand the weight of i#and she can't really comprehend that weight until it's abruptly taken from her. yusuke dies and there's no one to shepherd#i feel like keiko should get to be mad about this. this realization of the nature of their dynamic. keiko planning things around yusuke#who's never done that in his life. not because he's purposely being thoughtless but bc he was never the one to have to plan#to think about what their future looks like. he just kinda drifted along and keiko tried to do damage control. it wasn't fair#yusuke is keeping secrets from her she is scared of high school and that he'll die again without her knowing why and it's unfair#so she should get to be mad also because girls getting to be mad is one of my favorite things 👍🏼#the realization that yusuke won't be lost without her so she shouldn't hinge her life on the expectation that he will be#she worries about yusuke a lot i think. especially after he comes back from the dead. and i think kuwa's presence would help ease that#dread in her heart. it doesn't have to be just me. there's someone who can be there with him always and it doesn't have to be me#the guilty relief of not having to be the sacrifice. but kuwa doesn't mind so maybe it's okay this way#idk just rambles about my fic while i puzzle out how to word it#character analysis#yukimura keiko#yu yu hakusho
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"we come back to my house, sun comes up, people in my canal—theres like 3 guys driving at 6am to go you know do the sunrise fishing excursion"
"—and it just like driving out of my like canal, i was like this is incredible! it was the most sereal feeling ill ever feel in my life"
"i could use a canal to drive out of like what is going on? you said that twice now! most people drive out of their street, out of their driveways—" "just a subtle flex" "he lives on a canal!" "hes like, lives in a canal this guy!" "im tryna paint the picture for you guys!
alternatively the canal cut or maffhew lives in ft lauderdale and it is absolutely impossible to not mention the canal infrastructure of the area during storytime and he gets chirped for it
#mr maffhew and his canal#i love him bringing up his canal#“im tryna paint the picture for you guys!” okay mr whiner mcwhinerson#i get invited over a lot to my friends family events and his folks moved to ft lauderdale so i understand the whole canal debacle#he'll just casually go so you wanna take the kiyak out on the canal? or maybe the boat? and im like the what#the canal. at the back of my parents place.#and im like you can just. go out on that. you dont get in trouble by like authorities.#(man whos experience with canals is dead bodies found in them and like boogieman tales of gators in those things)#(so much so i refuse to take the shortcut thats right beside it because of the said gators for like 16 years. no gators are there btw.)#and also the canals i live near arent used recreationally so you really cant just. go in em. willy nilly.#so ft lauderdale to me is like a place that shouldnt exist but does somehow#the canal infrastructure of ft lauderdale is fascinating go look at a map of it even if you arent near the ocean there is. canal.#how does canal? where does it feed from? idk canal!
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#trying to eat a normal preportioned amount of rice but now its turned a switch and im genuinely tweaking w an insatiable hunger for rice#but i KNOW its physiological hunger not physical . but holy shit#tryna hold myself back from going buck wild . but who could blame me rice is life#food m-
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Just when I think the day's going well, I crash a golf cart
#summer camp tag#ace is a mess#i do not have a drivers license and i havent even been behind the wheel in like 4 years since i stopped lessons cus of the pandemic#the day was going fine i got loads done didnt feel like i was irritating my director too bad#doing some paperwork for her and she says when im done well take the golf cart out while its not currently raining#im like ooh fun never been in a golf cart before i see the higher up staff in them im not gonna say no to chilling in a golf cart#i did not realise that meant i would be driving esp when she asked if id been in one before and i said no#she then asked if i could drive and i said not really thought that would be it#cus i was supposed to be studying for my theory before working towards my practical#but no she insists im driving and first off i gotta reverse outta this bay now at least i didnt have to think about gears#but i hate tryna figure out how to turn whilst in reverse in mess with my brain im not great with shape visualisation#we do all our stops its fine for the most part a lil too fast going down some of the hills#and some tight turns but my turns were always like that cus im too busy focusing on the most immediate thing#we get back i park fine and then shes like oh actually there are some more stops we can make so i reverse and turn back out#do our two stops with only minimal confusion about direction then as i go to park into the bay we came from#shes like oh actually park in the bay closest to the health centre and what i should have done was reversed and adjusted my angle#instead i drove directly into the supporting beam separating the two bays 🙃😭#i immediately turn the cart off and expect her to switch with me instead shes like laughing it off oh it was just a little bump it was fine#im like it was not that was a loud ass bang i feel so bad and then she lifts up the light cover i broke off saying its just a scratch#and i feel worse so pf course thats when the camp director comes out to check on the noise and i dont think ive ever worn a guiltier look#but theyre both laughing it off oh just having a little driving lesson :) and i am mortified#she gets back in the cart and shes still insisting that its fine and i should still park after that which i do with great trepidation#but there are no more problems and the lights still work but the cover does need fixing and i just oh my god#ive never crashed before never clipped or scratched a car so of course id crash the golf cart trying to park of all things 😭
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//screaming//
art for fics that changed my brain chemistry (jo's pov | masumi's pov)
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza like a dragon#jo sawashiro#masumi arakawa#masato arakawa#arasawa#snap sketches#this accidentally stole my morning.... oh no.....#there are bits i wish i did better but im tryna speed along i got things to do ☠️#honestly i draw out this whole fic tbh.... it inflicts so many images onto me#the funny thing bout my drawin this scene tho is that i had a drafted pic of the arakawas in the rain#its a sillier piece but still.. lol... lmao even... maybe i should go back to that one some day..#but not rn i have workLKAJRLKAEVJKLJ OK BYE BYE PLEASE ENJOY#and read those fics. get a translator call your friend from highschool who you only talked to once to translate them idc just read em
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