#but im thriving on my current hyperfixation

[itsybitsybatsyspider]

For ship bingo, Chloe x North and Percabeth?

Yyyyesssssssssssssssss

Thanks for the ask Moose!! <3

[zwiebelii]

I'm currently researching for my Bachelor's thesis, and I still need to narrow down the specific research gap, but I'm probably going to write on the spread of fake news on social media, and. Some of the stuff I'm reading is so fascinating?

The paper I'm reading right now mentions how ineffective it is to "debunk" fake news, because it doesn't really matter whether it's true or false. What matters is whether the person is familiar with the (mis)information. Thus, debunking can even increase the believability of fake news, because the affected person is getting more familiar with it.

I remember when people here on tumblr used to spread around "feminism 101" posts, or posts just explaining what microaggressions are, etc. Do we need to go back to that?? Was that actually more effective??? Are infographics on instagram really the future of digital activism???

[yumiiyummech]

Woah hey its me !

HIIII I'm yumii and i am in total omori brainrot! I have the time of my life hyperfixating on other peoples OC's (truly, its an issue but I love it) and couldn't help but make one myself! Feel free to ask me anything either about my ocs or whatever you feel like! im kinda like a boomer when it comes to tumblr,, ANYWAYS HERES MY PRECIOUS WENDY !!!

I wouldn't particularly say im IN fandoms but I really REAALLYY enjoy OMORI and Genshin as games and stories. I would like to create a deep dive into my omori oc WENDY like making a cute little soundtrack for her and sprites and whatnot ! ABOUT SHIPPING ART : i don't mind shipping art as a whole but im not really sure about shipping WENDY with anyone just yet. I know a lot of omori artists in the fandom have ships (canonxcanon or ocxcanon) to canon characters and I absolutely thrive when i see them so either way it doesn't bother me! Disclaimer though, incase i do draw WENDY with a canon character, keep unsavory comments to yourself or be crazy and send them to my ask inbox! thanks.

But seriously if u have any questions at all, my ask box titled "hiya !" is open!!! I would be delighted to answer questions about WENDY. or myself :p

IM ALSO CURRENTLY TAKING SILLY DOODLE ART REQUESTS !

(you can even ask WENDY some questions too, if ur curious)

[valeriianz]

10 fandoms / 10 characters / 10 tags

tagged by @virgo-dream and @seiya-starsniper, thank you! this took me a while... the way my hyperfixations work is, i'll completely devote myself to a piece of media for a time... then once i find something else i move on almost entirely lol. i of course still have a very soft spot for the shows/video games listed here (as well as my blorbos, such as they are) but the only fandom im currently active in is, of course, Sandman.

1: Levi Ackerman - Attack on Titan

I am in a love/hate relationship with AoT lmao (and some day i WILL finish the final season) but nothing, not even fandom war, will ever change my love for Levi. I'm obsessed with his backstory, how he came into the Survey Corps, and how it all sheds light on the decisions he makes and the tragedies he suffered through. I was fascinated by him since S1 and after the No Regrets manga came out, I was done for. He has been through so much and despite how cruel and unforgiving he seems, he actually has the biggest heart and-- guh I just love him. He deserves the world ;^;

2: Zuko - Avatar the Last Airbender

Truly was torn between Zuko or Katara... but I have always had mad respect for Zuko's redemption arc and how brilliantly it was written. I love how it takes a full season and a half for him to have this war within himself, that he makes the right decision but then regresses... before literally becoming sick with indecision and change. And then he finally proves his worth and becomes the most loyal friend and a perfect leader to rebuild a broken society. I'm a sucker for good character stories, and Zuko's arc in ATLA is my hands down favorite ever.

3: Roxas - Kingdom Hearts

God I just love tragic male characters, huh? lmao. This one is a no brainer to me. Roxas is the OG blorbo. I fell in love with him at the tender age of 17 and have never looked back. He is kind and loyal but also a feral gremlin. He is so goofy but sad and god dammit, I love his voice and his baby blue eyes. Also this line, "This could have been the other way around." *shakes fist* MY BOY!

4: Faye Valentine - Cowboy Bebop

We love complex characters in this house! Faye has all the traits of a character I usually wouldn't vibe with: she's arrogant (without much to back it up lol), lazy, and is susceptible to addictions. But oooh do I love a character who uses negative traits to hide how emotionally vulnerable they are. Faye appears strong, mean, and confident to a fault, but inside she craves companionship and is incredibly lonely (despite her lone wolf tendencies). Rewatching the show as an adult, I found Faye and I have a lot in common lol. She needs a hug.

5: Hob Gadling - The Sandman

Do I really need to say anything? lol I love that Hob is the fandom's plaything; molding and shaping him and writing him in all sorts of different ways... but I do adore his canon character. He is brash, stubborn, at times cruel and violent... but then immeasurably kind, loyal, and forgiving. He takes on immortality in unexpected ways. he thrives, he suffers, he works, he regresses, he makes mistakes, he learns from them, he changes... he is THE human experience.

6: Daenerys Targaryen - Game of Thrones

Robbed. Robbed. Absolutely robbed. The writers did Daenerys so dirty, I refuse to accept the final 3 seasons of GOT as canon lmao. (and here's another thing: I would totally accept her spiral into "madness" if it had been handled seriously. If the writers didn't just pull this out of their ass and instead thoughtfully worked in justifiable reasoning for her to go crazy). I'm 100% a stan and there's actually nothing you can say that will change my mind :)

7: Cal Kestis - Star Wars, Jedi: Fallen Order

My SON. My BOY! I have the adoption papers ready.

8: Tifa Lockhart - Final Fantasy VII

Another OG blorbo lmao. She's been with me since I was a teenager (also I always shipped her with Cloud, not Aerith. I do however ship Aerith and Zack... the latter whom almost made this list. Anyway-). Tifa is the badass motherfucker with a heart of gold. She is insanely loyal and truly the wisest of the bunch.

9: Mickey Milkovich - Shameless

ANOTHER BROKEN CHARACTER WHO GOES THROUGH EXTREME DEVELOPMENT? Can anyone sense a pattern?? This motherfuckerrrr *shakes Mikey and slaps him in the face and sobs* God I love it when a seemingly irredeemable character goes THROUGH IT and comes out shining a new, yet somehow the same old, sarcastic bitch.

(Also please note that Lip Gallagher almost made this list. Another shining example of the writers doing his character the WORST injustice just to keep him on the show. He should have stayed in college. He almost GOT OUT. He almost broke the chain. What he did was not in line with his character and I will stay mad about it).

10: Cesare Borgia - The Borgias

THIS. GUY! AURGH!! Arrogant, violent, sexy bastard. You piece of shit. Cesare actually did everything wrong, he doesn't want to be redeemed. But he is so fucking charismatic and I love that he uses it to his advantage. He's so fucking smart and quick on his feet. He's SUCH an asset on the battlefield. And he LOVES his family! He will kill a bitch with his bare hands if they dare insult his mother or sister. I love that he grumbles when given advice from literally anyone that isn't his most trusted friend, bodyguard, and assassin, Micheletto. Doesn't even flinch when he discovers Micheletto is gay, actually teases him for being a momma's boy, and genuinely grieves for his loss when he flees. He says out loud how he misses him and actually begins to doubt himself without Micheletto there to counsel him. Cesare is everything to me, actually.

tagging, no pressure!: @rainy-days-and-nights @the-cloudy-dreamer @kemurai6-dominion-of-dust @ferelden-loser @teejaystumbles @tj-dragonblade @hardly-an-escape @sutoribenda @quillingwords @mathomhouse-e

[stealingyourteeth]

HEYY !! :33

Im Kaz , or Will (short 4 willard) , and i do things here :3

I’ll mainly post abt Camp Here And There and Will Wood because I’m currently hyperfixating on both an unhealthy amount

My pronouns are she/her/he/him and I am genderqueer ^_^

I need tone tags , as Im thriving with autism

anyway , thank u for coming to my will talk

[queerlilacroses]

I've been activated like a sleeper agent

[icharchivist]

Also remember Shinichi? Shinichi the sweet baby? 

His plotline was so freaking horrifying

everything about nana was horrifying how did i read all of that at 12yo without even baiting an eye at most of those stuff and just crying for the angst everything was fucked up

who let me read this stuff

i mean i know who, my sister was offered the 5 first manga for her birthday but didn’t care for manga so she put them in my library so it wouldn’t crowd hers and i was starting to be curious about manga so ofc i read the only series i had, but i mean i’m the one who insisted to buy the series after that

.......... I brought it upon myself didn’t i. 

[kedreeva]

Its ME, the anon (derogatory), AGAIN

a) YEAH THATS THE ONE THATS THE BITCH I REMEMBERED AFTER HAVING ALREADY SENT THE ASK THAT IT HAS APOCALYPTIC SHENANIGANS AND EDDIE BEING CECIL PALMER OF HAWKINS AND RISOTTO AND the fucking relationship between eddie and robin and steve fucking KILLED me and ate my corpse in that one it was so good anyway i did Not know said authpr has More and i will be Looking very shortly

b) look, thankfully, there are less than 20 nb steve fics out there on ao3 to gut me with but shut the FUCK up with the h/c there is no trope on this bitch of a planet that im more fucking into than h/c i just fuckinsgabahkgeoslw yk?

c) DUDE I WENY THROUGH 4 PLAYLISTS SO FAR DONT DO THAT TO ME

d) I CAMNOT FUCKING BELIEVE YPU GOT THE POOR OP OF THAT ONE FIC TO ALSO FIND OUT ABOUT MY SLOW DESCENT INTO INSANITY sure am fucking GLAD that all yall fucking writers thrive on blood sweat and tears of poor unsuspecting victims such as _I_

Sure am glad my fucking clown act is funny to you youre laughing im losing my current hyperfixations and getting swallowed by the stranger things vortex and youre fuxking laughing at me this is what i have become a JOKE

Anyway I STILL HAVENT WATCHED THE FUCKING THING but by god have i taken a bit of a DIVE through some tags anyway i have to to the conclusion that i do not give a shit fic writers are SO RIGHT all them fuckers in that group are neurodivergent disabled and mental illness solidarity i will Never see one single fucking character in that goddamn group as neurotypical now because of ao3 idec anywya last night around 4 fuxking am i was reading a fic in which eddie had tourettes and like the fic was a bit too much for me personally too much hurt not enough comfort for it to be my cup of tea but goddamn i Cannot stop thinking about it anyway i have Thoughts and i have OPINIONS on these characters and i have no idea what 80% of them even fucking look like

So your 80 page assignment is going well, huh

[war-torn-and-collateral-damage]

Okay, so updates

So results of the heart Monitor came back, on top of having POTS (which we already know) we learned that I also have Inappropriate Sinus Tachycardia which means my heart beats faster than it should and when it goes up because it should (activity, sitting up, anxiety etc) it goes up way higher than it should and then stays up for too long and then my Autonomic Dysfunction kicks in and it's like yo heart whatcha doing stop that and then it goes from rapid 170 bmp to 40 bmp in a second which is why I pass out!!!! So on a heart med, supposed to increase water and sodium (something about how my body retains water) so ya.

Next, after all the hoops my doctor jumped through to get it scheduled, the feeding tube surgery is CANCELLED. Well kind of, postponed? He is wanting to reconsider at a later date after we do a crazy diet to check for multiple food intolerances/sensitivities which we can't do right now because we cant risk cutting the nutrition I am currently able to get as it is already not enough. So we already know I am lactose intolerant, he thinks I may also be fructose intolerant and have a non celiac gluten sensitivity.

My doctor as well as other specialists on my medical team are very much pushing for me to drop weight (I am overweight due to being bed ridden most of the time, plus the gastroparesis causes chronic constipation, Plus the fatigue, chronic pain, frequent subluxations and dislocations w activity etc) so now I am dieting and exercising.

The exercise I swear is literally going to kill me, I get pre syncope or actually pass out at the gym. Frequently. (so now I have to get a fucking Medical alert bracelet) but its kind of aweful cuz like I be passing out and can't breathe and my legs turn purple but I love working out!!!! I feel so happy and I enjoy pushing myself but then like I am down ALL DAY over it, its funny cuz with the autonomic dysfunction, the POTS and the IST they all cause an exercise intolerance but here are multiple medical professionals being like we know this isnt whats best for you BUT healthy is equated to thin in Modern Day society so get thin no matter how it harms you. (Obviously they dont actually say it like that to me. Thats me paraphrasing what they beat around the bush to say)

This has hardcore triggered my ED thoughts which of course I feel like I cant talk to my doctor about as he has told me if I ever relapsed symptomaticlly with my Anorexia we would have to find me another doctor because he cant handle that (he had alot of ana patients on his case load at one point and it almost caused him to leave medicine) and I was like no problem, sustained remission and weight restored for like 7 years and now here we are, according to my therapist EDs are really common in people with autism due to the hyperfixation and black and white thinking but I feel really guilty that I am struggling again so Im trying not to get to stuck on it and just like, I dont know, I dont wanna get sick like I was back then. Im sure my long time followers remember the hospitalizations, the many inpatient treatment stays and then the multiple feeding tubes, twas not a good time.

I finally got my adaptive shoes!!!!

They zip on so I don't have to tie them!!!!!!!!!! I can do it all by myself!!!!!!!! #SmallVictories (Notice the red legs? Autonomic Dysfunction + POTS = Lobster Limbs)

Anyways, if anyone wants to help me with wishlist items that'd be cool. It has my usual incontinence protection, some vitamins and nutrition supplements as since they opted not to do the tube I am back to square 1 with my malnourishment and failure to thrive and some other seemingly random health related items. Any help is appreciated, love you guys lots!!!

[cedobols]

Hey Bom this has been rattling around in my brain for a while and I didn’t know where else to turn but hear me out ok? Listen. Seb is autistic-coded. The receipts?

- Encyclopaedic knowledge of Formula One (hello???? Special interest???)

- The stimming thing he does with his ears

- Seems to be a little more sensitive than most of the other drivers, prone to meltdowns at least in his younger years if what Mark said about him is anything to go by

- Lacks a verbal filter sometimes

- Less influenced by current trends than other drivers (ie no social media)

- Dresses for comfort over style (this is probably low-key a diss but never mind)

- ???? Just vibes????? Maybe I’m projecting

Anyway I love your art and hope you’re having a good day

hey anon! while i absolutely love this (and have found myself picking up on seb (nd) traits that i can relate to) i dont have diagnosed autism so i dont feel its 100% my place to expand ;; i hope u understand but i still adore this and still feel very connected with seb whenever he displays certain behaviours that i dont see other drivers inhabiting

but. this is a topic im really interested n passionate about bc for a while ive hypothesised that its likely a good portion of the drivers /possibly/ have some sort of learning difficulty or are nd/on the spectrum . ofc im talking outta my ASS bc i dont know these people but the thought is comforting? and reading about their stories growing up/thru school hits so close to home for me lmao. the way they hyperfixated on racing so intensely that even average grades in school was difficult to maintain. god knows i almost dropped out of hs three times bc of the same thing.

to see lando be absolute rubbish at everything academic but have a great passion in creative subjects + racing is like seeing myself as a driver. he and lewis have both said that they're dyslexic (woohoo) so its very special to see them succeed and live their dreams despite having a rough time in school (where im sure the idea that they had no hope in the future + that something was wrong with them had crossed their mind at least once)

so with good intent i want to share it with the rest of my blog! if this is inappropriate of me, please let me know! i wouldnt want to offend anyone but since this entire community thrives on harmless speculation i felt this shouldn't be kept hidden in my inbox :-D

[dreemurr-skelememer]

my current hyperfixation is just,,, my fiancee and i's au comic. thats it, thats the hyperfixation, and if thats narcissistic so be it because id die for gold and his story he means so much to both of us and is the embodiment of so many kinds of rep we both needed. i get so happy when i see, talk about, or draw him and im honestly Thriving when illustrating the comic bc of it 👉👈🥺

NO!!! NOT NARCISSISTIC!!!11 YOU BOTH WORKED ON IT HARD AND YOU DESERVE TO LIKE IT!!!!!

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE UR OWN #1 FAN, SO LOVE YOUR WORK ALWAYS!!!!!!!1

[boonki]

2, 26 and 29 for soft asks! ❤️

hello lovely!! thank you for the ask! i hope you’re having a wonderful day so far ❤️ 2. what’s your feel-good movie? listen the devil wears prada is just, the best. i watch it as least once every two months or so.  either that or lord of the rings- i used to know all the lore and could quote the movies line for line, and used to read the books annually. while i’m not that into them anymore, watching them still feels like coming home.  26. what movie would you want to live in? DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW HARD THIS IS  TO PICK A FICTIONAL UNIVERSE TO LIVE IN AUGHHH because on one hand, like star wars universe?? amazing. i want my own ship so bad.  lord of the rings? i’d literally give half my organs to be a hobbit and literally do nothing but celebrate and eat cheese.  harry potter?? be a wizard are you fucking kidding me of course i want to be a wizard 

i think because my current hyperfixation is star wars im gonna say star wars. but like, exclusively during the prequels, groundhog day style. no empire in my lifetime, no thanks. 

29. morning, afternoon or night?

night, most definitely. im most creative during the hours of like, 11pm to 4 am and there’s something so peaceful about the nighttime- no expectations, no noise, just you and the moon. i’ve always been a night owl too, i swear to god my natural circadian rhythm is 4am-1pm. i’ve always wanted to be a morning person but i’m coming to accept the fact that night is when i thrive. 

HOWEVER

i do have to say that waking up at the crack of dawn and standing outside with a cup of fresh coffee to watch the sunrise does slap. morning air just has a different quality about it.

[lgcyunhyeong]

hey there!! this is my first time in lgc and i’m super excited to be here! i’ve been eyeing this place for a while and i’m glad i finally mustered up the nerve to join. this is cho yunhyeong, 21, works part time at his local gs25. he’s been a trainee for little over a year and is hoping to eventually debut in a band! he plays the bass and sings a little bit, and he also wants to get into songwriting and composition eventually. he’s generally kind of a weird kid--super spacey, often distracted, your local space nerd--but he’s a good egg in spite of that. compared to some of the other trainees, he’s pretty aimless and chill, but he does genuinely love music and performing, so...!

you can find some more info about him on his about and background pages but they’re kind of messy so i’ll drop some quick facts about yunhyeong under the cut, along with some connection/plot ideas to hopefully kickstart things! if you’d like to plot, please hit like on this post and i’ll hop into your ims! i also have a discord if you prefer to plot there - just ask me for my username ♡

quick facts:

born and brought up in seoul - very local, most comfortable in his neighbourhood, the most exciting vacation he ever took was to busan (and it was #lit). his parents own the best hot pot restaurant in seoul, and yeah he’s biased but that doesn’t mean it’s not true! 

has an older brother currently in law school and their relationship is best described as ‘i tolerate you’. they’re complete opposites - his brother is super driven and loud and outgoing while yunhyeong is not so they’ve never really clicked beyond the fact that they are siblings and therefore are obligated to love each other

was the quiet kid growing up, had a very chill and subdued personality. didn’t really speak unless spoken too, didn’t play much with others. most of the time he kept to himself and focused on his hyperfixations - first, it was dinosaurs, and then space! and he’s been stuck with space ever since

his mom put him in music lessons when he was younger in hopes that a relatable hobby might help him make friends?? also that it’d work as a conversation starter but it didn’t because yunhyeong remained as weird and solitary as ever! he did fall in love with music as a result though

in high school he decided to branch out and make friends by starting a band - new age sexy aliens or NASA for short. his recruitment process was like: whoever shows up to join is part of the band! it worked out for the best since he and the band members got really close

they started off playing covers but then branched out into their own original music (yunhyeong helped write some of their lyrics). most of their songs used heavy space imagery and they were really pretty but also low key about aliens

yunhyeong loves aliens

nasa had a pretty dedicated fanbase both online and in their school! did well, were thriving, living their best lives and playing hella gigs, and then their lead singer got scouted by an entertainment company. it was the beginning of the end for them; the rest of the members went their own ways as well and the band officially disbanded in 2018 rip

yunhyeong started to busk on/off since he wasn’t attending university and didn’t really know what the heck else he wanted to do with his life outside of the band, and that’s where he got scouted by legacy! joined the company because like... well... why would he not...

wants to debut in a band if he can... and focus on songwriting and music composition as a secondary career path. he isn’t like... super motivated though? has always had issues with setting goals and being ambitious... he’s more like, eh, i’m just gonna go where life takes me! 

personality wise, he’s still a pretty quiet kid unless you get him talking about one of his interests, in which case he will never shut up EVER. he gets distracted easily and will sometimes zone out when you’re talking to him but has a good memory of like, the most random shit you wouldn’t expect him to recall

easygoing as hell, rarely gets riled up over anything. on the flip side, he doesn’t really come across as sincere (even though he almost always is!) in his emotions because people are like... hm... just feels fake. tries to stay as positive as he can and doesn’t dwell on stuff that might upset him. sometimes people think he’s shallow! but he has #deepthoughts. he just doesn’t share them

unmotivated when it comes to most things! has no goals, no ambition, doesn’t care much for academia or being forced to like, conform to things. his mom calls him a free spirit but she’s probably just making excuses for him. it’s more like he’s stuck in some sort of limbo?? scared of growing up but scared of being left behind. it’s complicated

he’s really a sweet guy though. a little odd - he’s not the best at showing affection and sometimes he can be really... strange? offbeat? you never know what the fuck is going on in his head. but he’s a Human Being Just Like You (sadly) and simply trying his best to live every day

connection/plot ideas:

he didn’t really have many friends growing up, but still - childhood friends! maybe you were the exception. maybe you didn’t mind that he was awkward and quiet and a little weird! maybe you tripped and fell on the playground and he gave you a star-patterned purple band aid and you decided you would die for him. who knows! 

friends in general who understand him and look @ him with fond exasperation... must be able to tolerate his antics. liking aliens is a bonus. jk, but he’s a sweet guy who loves his friends! please be kind to him

fans of his former band, nasa (or antis?). he was the bassist and a sub vocal and didn’t stand out too much compared to some of the other guys, but he always did the intros and he’ll happily talk about nasa all day! discuss the symbolism of their songs with him

exes? i genuinely cannot think of a single reason why anyone would want to date him but i feel like he’s had at least (1) relationship before... maybe you took a chance and after you started dating you were like, god, i’m running away

crushes, whether one-sided on his part or your part or reciprocated but you don’t know it yet?? he’s holding out for his alien bae but maybe you don’t know that and just think he’s like, this quiet mysterious pretty boy. maybe he thinks you’re cool for a human! 

fellow trainees who can play instruments... yunhyeong needs someone to #jam with because playing the bass alone is kind of lonely (and since he’d like to eventually get on the band track, making some connections would be cool) 

fellow trainees in general, especially ones in his training group!! he’s not as hungry for debut or as ambitious as some which means he’s a) non-threatening and b) chill to hang with. you could be into that or it could absolutely infuriate you since he doesn’t seem to be taking things seriously! maybe you think he doesn’t deserve to be here

met online on an alien enthusiast forum and you talk almost every single day about various theories and moves and all that kind of stuff but you’ve never met irl! and yunhyeong really wants to meet you in person! 

idk bully him 

you’re buying a bunch of weird shit from the convenience store where yunhyeong works at like 2 am and he has so many questions and won’t let you pay and leave until you answer them

alternatively, you find him sleeping on the job and you want to wake him up but the moment you touch his arm, he makes this high pitched screeching noise and you fall over and take an entire shelf of candy down with you

you invite yunhyeong out for drinks but he took one sip of soju and he’s a mess... you didn’t sign up to take care of a giant drunken baby but guess what! you will be! if he tries to kiss you, dodge him

you always bum free meals from yunhyeong’s parents’ restaurant because his parents think you’re his best friend. tbh you actually don’t really like him but he doesn’t realize it so he never bothers correcting his parents either!

you didn’t realize yunhyeong was allergic to cats and dogs and you brought your cat/dog near him and oh my god he is having the UGLIEST allergic reaction

yunhyeong can’t swim. you push him into a pool as a joke. chaos ensues

you play various video games together and yunhyeong is really good but he’s more interested in stardew valley than in league of legends and you keep pestering him to play with you dammit i need you on my team

you slipped a love letter under his door for one of his roommates but yunhyeong thought it was for him and now he keeps (kindly) rejecting you whenever you see him and you don’t even know how to react

Oh No We Are Trapped In This Room And The Power Went Out And I Am Scared Of The Dark Please Hold My Hand For Science

yunhyeong loves smoothies and one day you catch him trying to blend a slice of pepperoni pizza into a smoothie because he is, and i quote, “tired of chewing”

IDK ALL THESE IDEAS ARE BAD BUT PLEASE PLOT WITH ME ANYWAY

[cow4u]

it has been...very hard on me mentally to change my major for college after 6 years of wanting to pursue biology. Its literal heartbreak because- i get one shot at college since im poor. ya know? Having to realize that the academic path to that career is not the same as my true love and passion for the science hurts. I would not thrive in such a math based classroom for me to want to do field work for life- but an environmental degree is not what i want either. 

I feel such immense guilt like knowing that making clothing for the rest of my life is going to be harder to live off of. Is it just my current hyperfixation making this leap?? i dont know...  

[herateleia-blog]

KNOWING YOUR PARTNER CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER. REPOST. DON’T REBLOG.

– BASICS.

NAME: Lizzy

PRONOUNS:  she/they---I’m nonbinary btw, but she/her doesn’t bother me currently

SEXUALITY:  [ canned laughter ] technically bi, i guess

TAKEN OR SINGLE:  Married

– THREE FACTS.

I guess I should talk religion here like everyone else did lol I’m also a Hellenic polytheist---revivalist, technically, but a supremely lax one.  I work mostly with Hera---I���m married, nb but aligned with women, and I care a lot about family---but Hermes has been My Guy for a while too.  We go Way Back and he is the Coolest.   Honestly, I can talk about this for days, but I’ll stop here.  Feel free to ask questions though.  

I really want to look into the Mesoamerican gods, but given that I’m mestizx and don’t have any concrete details about my indigenous roots, I feel some hesitance because of ethical reasons---and also because there are still indigenous Mexicans who worship and just like ??  Shit’s complex.  

IN CASE YOU HAVEN’T NOTICED, I’m hyperfixated on Greek myth and, Fates willing, I’ll get a few ~themed novels and maybe a Theogony written down for it.  I actually have the beginnings of a Theogony rattling around somewhere in my files.   (This is also why my headcanons are so extra, on top of me just being Extra)

– EXPERIENCE.

HOW LONG (MONTHS / YEARS?):  Over ten years now, technically? totally off and on tho

PLATFORMS YOU’VE USED: LJ (v briefly), Gaia, IMs

BEST EXPERIENCE:  Definitely the indie myth rp, though I have some fond memories of Divine Right

– MUSE PREFERENCES.

FEMALE OR MALE:  No real preference.  I love me some girls and I definitely write more female muses overall, but I have written plenty of men and I’m slowly but surely adding to my Definitely Nonbinary muses (as opposed to the muses who might have nonbinary leanings, but default to a binary gender

FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT:  ANGST.  I love fluff and I can do smut in small doses, but I can add angst to anything.  I thrive off of pain and suffering, my guys.  

PLOTS OR MEMES:  Both?  Like, I love setting aside the time to throw ideas off of people, but that can be really hard unless you’ve developed a rapport with your partner.  The spontaneity of sending in and responding to memes and then building off of that through threads is priceless though.  

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES:  I will gravitate always to longer replies but then I take forever, so ??? but I mean, just fucking look at my latest monster replies with Rey and you’ll see how I am more likely to keep at a novella length thread than a short chat.  Fuck one-liners tho, I lose muse in a heartbeat.   

BEST TIME TO WRITE:  whenever the stars align and my focus is home, instead of out and about.  

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S):  I always put a bit of myself in everyone I write, but never to the point of self-insertion because then I’d have to Call Myself Out and I can’t be that fucking meta.  

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