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Superimpose

to place or lay (one thing) over another, typically so that both are still evident

It was hard sometimes, for Steve to forget the many sights of the upside down. The strangest things would remind him of it. He spills his coffee and the sprawls of liquid look for a moment like vines, he stares too long at the plughole in his kitchen sink and sees portals; dark holes to another world. And sometimes, when Eddie sleeps, he doesn't see rest. He sees death. His mind superimposes blood onto Eddie's cheeks and lips, and the sound of Dustin's sobs surges through his mind, just like when he heard them first.

Hearing someone you love cry, a child you love cry, surges you into action, and grips at your need to protect them. But there are some things that people just cannot be protected from. There is no doubt that the same sight that haunts Steve, as he looks upon Eddies dead sleeping face, will haunt Dustin for the rest of his life. Eddie has been back for a long time now, Steve has spent more time with him since he came back than he ever did before he died. Maybe that just makes it worse. The devastation wrought by Eddie's death when Steve barely knew him was, unbearable. And the closer they become, the more of Eddie's habits he learns, the laughs he hears, and the memories they share. It is all undercut by the feeling of it all being ripped away. Gone before it had the chance to grow and cultivate.

It's been months since he came back, almost a year since it happened, and the tendrils of the upside down are still appearing in coffee spills, in memories of blood stains on Eddie's lips. The feeling of loss lies beneath it all, sometimes it reminds Steve of how lucky he is to know Eddie now, knowing he almost didn't have the chance to. But on days like today, when his memories are coated in blood, death feels just around the corner. Superimposed, just waiting to lay over.

[aevumgames]

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[jacobseed]

i'd be sad if you deleted your blog because i love seeing you talk about your ocs but it's up to you! best wishes if that's what you decide to do :)

thats so sweet 🤧🤧🤧🥲🥲 no i probably wont delete just i think about it sometimes. i love being here but sometimes im like hmm maybe

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[chloesimaginationthings]

FNAF Springtrap's first night in Dead by daylight..

[inkskinned]

okay is she being actually immature or is it just a woman over 30 expressing a human experience you find to be immature.

like yeah. at certain ages... let shit go. im not defending the real immature shit. im not defending the karen you're picturing. i worked in retail i hate those people too. (once somebody got mad at me because she didn't like how our winter window decor was a snowman smoking a pipe. i wish i was joking).

but men at 57 will write books about how 17 year old girls are soooo sexy. they will invent worlds where women have to be naked for "armor reasons." they will write songs that treat women as objects. people rush to defend them. meanwhile a woman at 35 will be like "heartbreak is hard, actually" or "i feel betrayed by a friend" or "i am struggling with something emotionally." immediately people will say stuff like this woman is 35 by the way. by the way this woman is SO OLD to be experiencing this. BY THE WAY.

im 31, almost 32. the other day a poet was blasted online because at her "big age", she had written a poem about feeling unloved. top comment was "this woman is 29 by the way." this woman is too old to still be useful, by the way. she has to behave better . maybe if she was a good wife and mother she could stop existing loudly, and the story could continue on without her. this woman has served her purpose, by the way. she's so cringe, by the way. at 29 - so old! - she still hasn't figured out that her existence should be one of shame.

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[cuteteacakes]

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I had to manually count the words I wrote today because I don't have a computer with me zsgjncdjjdsb

But!! Look what I got to see at a museum exhibit this morning!!!

My favorite ukiyo-e artist Hiroshige! *3*

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fat dog 4 fat dog !!

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