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in spite of everything, I had fun <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#jjk 271#well we made it :'>#im kind of ignoring a lot of the tag rn ghsdff ik people are upset#if u follow me u know th full extent of my thoughts on the wrapping up of the series but tl;dr the caption says it all#this series meant a lot to me and im working on a bigger tribute to fully express that love and gratitude#but take a redraw 2 tide u over for now#im just so happy. its bittersweet but those r my kids n theyre tgt and theyre okay#i think the return to normalcy is good fr them. i say let them rest n b together n process everything in time#/i'm/ satisfied with what i got out of jjk as a whole and that's all that matters to me#however ik that not everyone shares tht sentiment n thats valid!#regardless of how u feel abt the finale i hope that u at least take time to remember things abt the series that brought u joy#thats all i can say#oh yeah anyway i lightened up megumi's expression his face is so funny in that panel i can't believe he really said -_- until the very end#still tho i think megu deserves a content lil smile
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being stressed and ranting about your day to satoru while your hand is wrapped around his cock, stroking him and teasing his tip so much. all he can muster up is cute whimpers and gasps and little 'uh-huh's and 'mmhm's as he tries to listen but cant because you look too pretty all grumpy and upset, thick globs of cum dribbling out of his cock pitifully as you unknowingly overstimulate him into his next orgasm.
#im upset over college rn so have this LOL#gojo satoru x reader#gojo satoru smut#gojo x reader#gojo smut#jjk x you#jjk x reader#jjk smut#๐ โโ satoru.#หหห โ
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#bpd#actually bpd#bpd vent#borderline personality disorder#living with borderline#bpd thoughts#bpd feels#aesthetic#bpd mood#mental illness#silly goofy mood#i wanna relapse so bad#bad person#i'm sad#not ok rn#im so upset#mentally fucked#borderline personality problems#actually mentally ill#borderline thoughts
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knowing what we know currently about teruko, this official art just hurts to think about
like you mean to tell me that her older reflection WAS NOT a hint to her true form? that that older form in the MIRROR is meant to represent how she's constantly put up the image of a much more mature soul than how young she truly is?
that the teruko on the right was always who she is and we were all misled to thinking she couldn't possibly be as young as she looks???? that older teruko's face is hidden by the mirror's reflcted light because teruko has never truly naturally grown to that stage in her life yet?????
ASAGIRI WHEN I CATCH YOU.
#bsd spoilers#bungou stray dogs#teruko#teruko okura#bsd teruko#bsd teruko okura#hunting dogs#IM NOT MAKING SENSE RN IM JUST UPSET#tho i can def see harukawa and asagiri not having that insane a foresight when harukawa-san drew this official art#idc#this official art feels SO DIFFERENT now.#tuna is going insane#tuna is rambling again
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sorry I just.
Dariax trusting that Opal had a plan
Dariax going back for Cyrus to see his lifeless corpse
Dariax seeing Morri leaving in the opposite direction
Dariax not knowing what happened to Fy'ra
Dariax putting aside dealing with his feelings of betrayal over Opal magically compelling them to leave specifically so he can make sure Dorian is okay and support him as best as he can
Dariax turning around in a crowded tavern with a smile on his face, holding Dorian's lute...
and not even seeing his last friend leave him
#i am. really really sad.#critical role#cr spoilers#dariax is so loyal to his friends beyond anything else. and he is left with nothing else to think that his friends dont trust him#dariax zaveon#im SO UPSET RN#crown keepers
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Guess who accidentally deleted the animation before I posted it on here and had to use cobalt to get my own video
yt link
#not meeeee what?#art#my art#video#animation#my animations#invader zim#nickelodeon#gir iz#zim iz#dib membrane#gaz membrane#ignore how weird dibs hand looks PLEASE i forgot i had to animate it and barely drew it. help#and. i reused the fuckin. what are they called i cant remember#movey things for each character#so its off beat!!! HAHHHAHAHHHA OKAY#im making a better animation rn promise#this is just filler for now#<- just saying that because im upset with how it turned out#i really like the animation i did of gir doing popipo though...#frame by frame is really hard for me so im happy i made it look so good
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Hey guys. So I know we've all gotten some very bad news, and anyone with a conscience is deeply upset. But one of the things this means is that the situation in Palestine is even more urgent, because we know that while Kamala might have, Trump isn't going to listen to any calls to lessen America's support of violence in Palestine. So, I'm putting out my next fundraiser post a bit earlier than expected - I really, really encourage you all to read these and try to match at least one of my donations, and reblog if you can't. I wish you all the best.
Waleed Ayman Alanqar and family - vetted (#107) - The fundraiser is for Waleed, his wife Areej Haniyyeh, and their 3 year old son, Ayman. They were forced from their home almost a year ago. The fundraiser is to help them raise the money needed for the family of 3 to evacuate to Egypt. They have โฌ1,606ย raised of their โฌ20,000 goal - only 8%! - so I'm donating a little more than the usual โฌ5 (โฌ7). Waleed's tumblr account is @ayman-waleed, if you want more info.
Alaa and family - vetted - Alaa and her husband were displaced from their home on October 7, while Alaa was pregnant. Alaa's husband died before their daughter was even born, and now Alaa is raising her baby without him, after having to give birth without the needed medical care. Because of the poor conditions, her daughter has been suffering from illness, including a viral stomach infection and histolytica worms. Alaa needs to pay for her daughter's medical treatments, and for milk and diapers which are very expensive in Palestine right now. They have $14,280ย raised out of their $30,000 goal. Alaa's account(s), for more information: @alaa-gaza / @alaa-gaza223
Wafaa Abdul Karim Abu Al-Rish and family - vetted / vetted - The fundraiser is for Wafaa (@wafaaresh3) and her family, which includes her mother, her brother Mohi (@mohiy-gaza), her sister Fidaa (@fidaa-family2), and Fidaa's two children (Sila, who is two years old, and Mohamed, who is 6 months old). They also have a cat. They have been displaced more than 10 times. Wafaa's mother has chronic illness (hypertension), and is unable to access her medicine, which means her health is getting increasingly worse over time. The main goal of the fundraiser is to help the family evacuate to Egypt. Wafaa's fundraiser has $74,018ย raised out of her $85,000 goal.
I'm going to post a second part with three more fundraisers soon!
Here's my previous fundraiser posts: Post 1, post 2, post 3
#I'm going over budget with these hopefully my mom wont get upset at me#We have the money I'm just. unemployed. And taking this from the Family Money because my credit card still isnt approved#BUT! I recently applied for a job that I think I might get!!#(ive been given permission to do this im just given a specific budget for it that im going over rn bc ive gotten so many more messages than#usual)#i gotta earn family money access from doing extra work around the house. which is honestly pretty dope bc i never got an allowance#or anything like that. growing up#probably in part because we didnt have any real money until a few years back when my mom got a good job#free palestine#save gaza#all eyes on palestine#text#american politics#donald trump
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Confucius in my regular style + some other doodles
ALSO THE NEW EPISODES BROUGHT ME SO MUCH ANGUISH OH MY GODDD
#art#clone high#clone high confucius#topher bus#clone high abe#clone high jfk#clone high joan#clone high frida kahlo#tophabe#joanfk#jfkonfucius#clone high spoilers#clone high season 2#THE NEW EPISODES RUINED MY LIFE#im so upset but at least Confucius is still silly#if they make Confucius do something shitty and ruin him for me I will sob so hard#ALSO Frida slay I need to draw her more#Iโve also hopped on the tophabe bandwagon they are silly#Iโm actually very mad at jfk and I do not like him rn he BETTER make it up to Joan next episodes or I will lose my mind
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So got some bad news folks I appear to have broken my tablet and I don't have the money to fix it so I might not be posting any art for a while
#i drop it earlier#and now the pen is just#not working#itd cost me around ยฃ300 to replace it which i just dont have#god im so upset rn
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am I the only person waiting until I actually have my hard copies in hand before reading the short stories? I've been avoiding social media all day because I'm scared of getting spoiled...
#i just want the excitement of having the books in hand before I read them!! is that so much to ask!!#I refuse to even log on to twitter rn because I know for a fact there are untagged spoilers flying around like crazy on there#idk maybe im weird for this but i just really want the pleasure of reading the physical copies first. to go in completely fresh#so i can enjoy them more fully#i caught a tiny glimpse of a spoiler yesterday (I scrolled before I could see too much) but I was so upset about it regardless#like!! idk man maybe this makes me old as fuck but i miss the days where you didn't have to worry about spoilers so much!!#i've felt so paranoid about it all weekend lmao can you tell#aftg#crow rambles
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If you have experienced this: in what way did it feel bad?
#if this isnt a universal experience it might b an ocd thing#i just feel like if i dont kno everything abt the obsession rn im gonna start screaming and tear my hair out#i hate it. my thoughts r running too fast and it just feels bad#but that might b a mood thing affecting how im interacting with my interests lol#and i have a tendency to b upset by my own thoughts so idk#poll#polls
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quick PSA for any cookie run fans who like my art:
please do not use my past-shadow milk design without permission and especially without credit!!!
my friend just told me about people on tiktok using my blueberry milk cookie design, i went and looked and i found two videos by the same user, one video without credit. please do not do this!!! please ask me first, i know my ask box is closed (ill reopen it after i post this) but my DM's have always been open!!! its a design/character that's become very personal to me, yes i know it's just a concept design for a canon character but it still means a lot to me, and it makes me highly uncomfortable when people do stuff like this.
if you want to use my other art in edits that's okay! but please ask me if you want to use ANY of my designs, not just cookie run, for any reason! this is why i get nervous posting AU designs, because i'm scared stuff like this will happen, and now it has.
and of course PLEASE credit me. why do i even have to say this, it's common courtesy to credit the artists you take art from, but apparently some people don't have enough respect for artists to even do that.
edit: also, just in case i'm being too vague:
fanart is completely fine with me, just please credit me (and tag me because i want to rb it)
also, i'm fine with people taking inspiration from my designs as well. i'm not trying to gatekeep, i just want people to ask me first please.
#side note.. the icing on the cake to me is that this person used my design for 3ldershadow edits like. LOL?#most if not all of my posts w blueberry are vanilla milkshake#i dont even ship 3ldershadow.. in fact i dont ship sm with any character other than pv#thats whats really funny to me about it#but yeah i hope you guys can all be considerate about this for me#its not just blueberry that im cagey about .. my sonic au designs i post sometimes are personal to me too#i posted them on twitter once and it got over 1k likes so i had to delete it just bc i was uncomfortable over it#i made that sideblog so i could stop feeling uncomfortable posting blueberry but this still happens ig#ill try not to let this bother me too much#i know it means something to people other than myself so i dont want to stop posting it but im just upset rn i guess#hope u guys understand#psa#not art#txt
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@openphrase123 your fanfic(s but i mainly made art of the mira and siffrin one because i cant remember words for the life of me for i do not speak french) IS???? ? SO GOOD. SO GOOD IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH finally something to look forward to in the week fr
Mild spoilers for it ig!! But nothing too explicitly groundbreaking i dont think it'll kill your mom to look at these without having read the ff first
Don't mind the shit quality i??? I drew all these so fast theyre kinda shit and i have yet to fully acclamate isat to my artstyle so it's mid
Teehee me when i make shitty rushed fanart to show my appreciation that i cannot put into words for my faovorite games and also authors
peep the rant in the tags
#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#god ive been obsessing over isat lately#its terrible how ive been feeding into it#ffs of it be having me giggling running around because siffrin is healing#not in this particular one though#at least not at the part thats written rn#i do love seeing them suffer in equal parts#siffrin my scrimblo i will microwave you#a mosquito is in my room as im typing this girl gtfo#slight spoilers for this fanfic i suppose#okay so THE FANFIC BROO that part where sif lets mira pick his name?! makes me think that sponsors always pick the names#hence why sif never got a new name and spica feels outdated#also i love LOVE seeing mirabelle get better and better at yk... remembering#needing sif to reintroduce themselves every time is such a creative way to do like a pseudo timeloop#everything was so neat#upset that i cant do them justice in drawinng though i have very little experience drawing black hairstyles#or like being around black people with such hairstyles which is a shame!! i would wanna get a better look at the texture and the variation#BACK TO THE FF i literally read this to my older brother out loud (thank god i managed to pester him to play Isat)#and my throat got so raw from speaking that i had to stop but then itd get to another cool detail and i HAD to tell him#so my throat pain? your fault not mine nuh uh not the lack of self control#case in point thanks a bunch for writing!! i wanna get as good at that as you at some point
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trying to make fanart of leona from @kiame-sama's humans are extinct twst au (warning it is a yandere au and 18+ so minors DNI)
#art#mine#my art#leona#leona kingscholar#twst#twisted wonderland#humans are extinct au#aint it funny that we both used the same card as the base for the pictures?#i promise i didnt copy your idea i legit just eanted a pose that easily showed his legs#also lion paws are surprisingly hard to freehand?#i swapped out the skull in his hand for a chess piece for a few reasons#one bc he's never eaten a human so i didnt want to feed into the stereotype of sunset savannah folk eating humans#and two bc of the metanarrative of it seeming racist for the place where beastpeople are also being the ones who ate humans most often#not that i think kiame had any intention of that sorta thing i think it's just a really unfortunate coincidence#but it starts out with the weirdness of the canon africa stand-in also being mostly known for beast people living there#as in actual animal people#and there's way more horrors about real life colonial history that make the twst au feel...weird to have those real events flipped#again im not upset or calling out the author of the au or anything im just sharing my perspective and comparing and contrasting this au#it's mostly an interesting exercise for me rn#but anyway! i got tired and never finished coloring the sketch but i really liked the sketch so here!
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15 July 2024 // Internship day 11
Good news: I am in fact doing that new synthesis by myself! :))) Worse news: my intensely green solution noped out of the beaker and splashed all over the hot plate and the counter under the fume hood ๐ซ
I went to my internship mentor to let him know what happened and ended the story with "because I'm an idiot" and he said, "You aren't an idiot, you're one experience richer". But because he's actually a clown, he came to the lab later on when I was (almost) done with redoing the solution and he was like, "No green fireworks this time?"
#just had a red currant bun though#and the train im on rn has ac#so im doing fine lol#but i was pretty upset about that ngl#mine#op#studyblr#chemblr#studyspo#study motivation#stemblr#chemistry#sciblr#study#internship 2.0
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No, like, yall don't understand.
We haven't had a sam centered audio since March, and that one was fucking depressing (still loved it, no shade at all) (if anyone comes in my comments saying that he was in the wedding audio, you will IMMEDIATELY be blocked/ hj)
i was looking forward to listening to the audio when i got home from work, but it was posted late, so I was already in shambles. (Once again, shit happens, no shade whatsoever)
AND THEN, some people have been knocking down Sam lovers for saying we miss him because he's a popular character and we knew we would get an audio for HBS (which, BTW, that's kind of a shitty thing to do, but yall aren't ready for that conversation)
So I FINALLY get my fix, and now it's GONE, I'm actually distraught. Like, I wanna cry rn (it's the hormones)
#like im so upset rn#like im actually in SHAMBLES#and i couldnt afford patreon this month so im just not the happiest camper as of rn#UGHHHH WHYYYYYY#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted sam#redacted darlin#redacted tank
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