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being a musician and doing a music course despite being hard of hearing is all fun and games until you're hard of hearing and can't actually do some of the coursework you need to do for your music course .
#i cant HEAR the fucking panning or effects or instrumentation well enough to fucking write about it#and im so scared im going to fail bc of it#i might talk to my tutor about it bc like genuinely. some of this is going to be really difficult but i really want to do this course#i really want to do this course Well#i want a job in the music industry i want to be a stage tech/sound engineer i want to pursue a career as a performing musician#but im deaf.#fuck man i hate this#deaf#deaf problems
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i feel strongly about this
#every time i turn on the captions on a big famous youtubers vid and it just uses autogenerated im like grrrrr#but every time i turn on captions on a one person project 4 hr video essay and theyre manually written an angel gets its wings#im not deaf or HoH either. i just fucking lvoe captions#text#1k#2k#uh oh people rightfully so said it was ironic i didnt put alt text on this. there is alt text now!#5k#10k#20k#30k#40k#50k
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deaf!bakugou likes to feel the vibrations of your body.
to paint a clear picture, he doesn’t have his hearing aids in, and you two are in resting in bed after a few rounds of making love (and consoling your fiancée when he started tearing up and signing about how he was fucking pissed he couldn’t hear you moaning his name)
the sun’s orange glow as it sets just outside your window beams a gorgeous light onto you both, glistening with sweat. it’s a comfortable few minutes before you remember a juicy story you’d overheard earlier that day, and you gently tap the space next to your lover (you didn’t have to though cuz he was already staring at you with cheesy adoration).
you slightly pull yourself away from his beefy chest to begin expressively signing your daily piece of gossip. you always speak out loud when you sign, even though you know he can’t hear you. and as you’re signing with speedily, facial expressions big and enthusiastic, katsuki’s eyes dart to your lips every two seconds, nostalgically remembering the sound of your gorgeous voice before the war.
he huffs, signing wait. you pause with confusion before he shuffles forward so two of his fingers could rest on your throat. he feels you swallow and a little grin writes itself upon his face. he gives you a tiny nod to continue. and he smiles at the heavy buzzing against his digits.
#katsuki bakugou thoughts <3#wrote this so quick lol i’ll fix it later#anyways i’m having a meltdown thinking abt deaf bakugou rn stop#also im literally at my friend’s bday party hiding in the bathroom > <#loser girl core#katsuki bakugou#bakugou katsuki#bakugou x reader#katsuki bakugo x reader#bakugou fluff#bakugo fluff#bakugo x reader#katsuki bakugo#bakugo#bakugo katsuki#katsuki x reader#bakugou katsuki fluff#bakugou katsuki x reader#bakugou katsuki x you#mha#bakugou katuski x reader#bakugo katsuki x reader#katsuki x you#bakugo x you
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#petfinder#catfinder#cat#kitten#kitty#i'm deaf but that's ok:)#im deaf but thats ok#orange tabby#md#maryland#1k
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#IT'S SO REAL LMAO#killing? trying to sell lucy? dw baby im deaf blind and stupid do whatever u want#gonna forgive u anyway#fallout#fallout tv show#fallout series#fallout x reader#the ghoul#the ghoul x reader#cooper howard#cooper howard x reader#fallout the ghoul
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zuka rocket hard of hearing hc
#phighting!#phighting#rocket phighting#zuka phighting#i like to imagine rocket is almost fully deaf#zuka has a bit more hearing but his right is fully deaf#so he made himself learn to sign for himself and rocket when they (honestly inevitably) go deaf#how does he have a hearing aid if they dont have ears? shh.... quiet down now.. dont think abt it..#also if i got the grammar/signs wrong whoopsies. im just going off what my asl teacher taught me#also drawing hands is hard </3#phighting fanart
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People love silco because they love jinx, and silco refused to give jinx up.
But he never, not once, felt remorse for the way he destroyed his own city via drug cartel, child labor, reckless violence, police bribery, etc. He was an evil character who had love for his daughter. That is his one redeeming quality and it does not make up for the bad things he did.
The same people hate caitlyn because she made terrible decisions due to a lapse in judgement influenced by multiple factors, harming Vi and Zaunite citizens.
But she consistently felt remorse and was conflicted with the person she became. She constantly questioned Ambessa and her motives, and tried to minimize the damage she did, though it took her a while to fully release the anger that influenced the damage she did, and accept she would have to spend a lifetime making up for it. She is a good character who did terrible things and committed herself to rectifying them.
See the difference?
#no i dont imagine the people who need to see this can see the difference#this will fall on deaf ears but im putting it out in the world anyway#arcane#caitlyn kiramman#silco arcane#arcane silco#caitlyn arcane#arcane discussion#arcane discourse#arcane analysis#fandom critical#jinx#arcane jinx#jinx arcane
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Show me the pathetic wet man (Kallamar), pretty please? 🥺
the slayer
#cotl#cult of the lamb#kallamar#✉️#absoluterumpage#🎨#while having missing outer ears ( and even then his arent completely gone . it seems like he managed to get some of it back )#dont make you completely deaf . i imagine he would still have some kind of hearing loss since the outer ear does effect how you hear#<- im deaf and i will talk about deafness any chance i get . sorry#i imagine hed get those like . fake elf ears jewellery as a replacement#<- and also no piercings godbless#anyways in my game hes also a farmer . i KNOW for sure i didnt assign him anything because he was sick when he came in but he rlly likes it#<- he also refines things a lot
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Someone posted about Jake having a sister who is deaf and uses ASL (I can't find it, sorry) and it woke up the fic idea I had some time ago from hibernation
An AU where shortly after Carole's death, Bradley starts losing his hearing. At first, Mav thinks it's just a lack of focus and him being inside his head too much (which, normal given the mourning/depressive state of Bradley's emotions at the time). But then he and Ice notice it only happens when they're on his right side and start to get worried.
A visit with a family doctor and a visit with an audiologist later, and they find out his hearing loss is expected to progress, they just don't know how far — it can stay mild, it can get worse over the years, or it can get worse quickly. It's probably been happening for some time already, they might have not noticed because so much was happening (which Mav will forever feel guilty about).
Mav and Ice are left to explain all that this implies to Bradley. Mainly that Bradley will never be able to become a pilot with hearing loss, even if it stays mild. And even at thirteen, almost fourteen, all he's always wanted to be was a pilot and they have to break the news to him — even if his hearing doesn't get worse, he won't be able to join the Navy in any deployable role.
Obviously, it doesn't go well. Bradley is in denial, rebelling against anything related to the hearing loss — won't go to the SLT, to the audiologist, won't wear the hearing aids.
Until he starts high school after the summer break and realizes he can't hear the teachers well — not in the front seat, not when the classroom is silent. Turns out, the hearing aids are not enough — he needs a new set up already.
Mav takes out a sabbatical and they start everything from the beginning. New audiologist appointments, new hearing aids, new ASL lessons for the two of them, and some extra ones for Ice as well, lip reading lessons, SLT. Bradley doesn't have a choice, his hearing is getting worse and either he will adapt or his life is going to get difficult — and they're in a good enough situation, financially, and with Mav and Ice caring enough, that he can adapt as much as possible.
By the time he's in junior year, his hearing loss is severe. Their options are either sending Bradley to a boarding school for deaf kids or having him have an interpreter at school. Bradley feels strange about the boarding school so he has an interpreter for the rest of high school — which doesn't get him many friends...
College-wise, he doesn't know what to do. There's a few colleges in California that offer programs with support for deaf students, but the degrees are limited. Eventually, he decides to enroll in the Rochester NTID for aerospace/mechanical engineering and it kinda changes his perspective a lot.
There are other deaf students on campus, some even on his course, and it shows him so many different ways life can be still okay — he's never met anyone deaf his age before and being friends with people who either lost their hearing like him or were born deaf and had been involved in the Deaf community for years is amazing eye-opening. He stops being so bitter about life, even if he'll never stop feeling sad about not realizing his dreams. It teaches him to not care about what others think he is capable or not capable of doing and just do his own thing.
The Institute also has great support, also including the newest hearing aid tech. Cochlear implants only became widely available when he was finishing high school and despite many people celebrating being Deaf on campus, there's many people who also opted to have surgery or implants to help restore or conserve their hearing.
By the time Bradley gets the cochlear implants (funded mostly by Mav and Ice), he's not that set on having them, actually, not as much as he was when he was seventeen and they just came onto the market for kids. In fact, he only wears them for the purpose of work (he gets a civilian contractor job for the US Air Force of all places...) and prefers to have them off when he's at home or around people who know ASL (which is most of their family now). Being deaf is part of him, a part that is bigger and more settled than the part that used to wish he was 'normal'.
He only swaps the implants for a newer model sometime around the early 2010s because they can actually meet the FAA regulations and at the age of twenty-seven, Bradley is finally able to get his pilot license and then a commercial pilot license.
Now the hangster bit...
TG:M happens — Mav is there with the team obviously but Bradley is kinda around him because he's been contracted by the Navy the past few years (kinda like Charlie) and working with Mav in China Lake before.
Bradley shares the office with Mav and they hang around whenever Mav isn't training the Daggers — the whole group is kind of speculating on who he is — and Jake actually meets him once when he's looking for Mav and comes to the office.
He makes an ass out of himself (because this is Jake Sersin we're talking about) and basically shouts at Bradley, who is not wearing his hearing aids at the moment (he's doing paperwork, near the airfield, it's easier to focus if he doesn't hear ever single aircraft taking off) and gets super humbled when Bradley looks at him and only then clicks his very visible external processor on, and then asks him if he needed something.
After the mission, Mav and the Daggers stay close, work and outside as well (trauma bonding, even though Bradley calls them his little ducklings). This means Bradley is around them a lot, too.
Around the Daggers, Bradley wears the cochlear implants almost all the time, just for the sake of being able to be part of the conversation and having a better grip on the background noise and to know what is happening around him.
Now, this is when Jake gets a little... enamored.
Bradley is objectively cool, okay? He's deaf, but he's a commercial pilot and a stunt pilot on the side, he likes to jump out of planes (for research), he volunteers as an ASL interpreter and is certified to interpret. He's hot as well and Jake's brain overheats anytime he answers his half-flirty remarks with the same, if not bigger, force.
And Jake is a bit smitten, but Bradley never really makes a move. He's obviously contemplating making a move himself — Bradley is chill, even if it was a no, he'd not make a big deal out of it — but he's also his CO's kid and the COMPACFLT's kid and like, Jake doesn't wanna be the one to cross the line.
It's Mav who tells him — when he notices him staring at Bradley playing piano (and isn't that super cool? he's deaf and he can play piano better than anyone Jake knows) — that if he wants it, he should go for it because Bradley is too shy to make the first move, ever.
So one evening when they're at a barbecue at Mav's, Jake stays late, basically the only one left, and he is helping Bradley bring the dirty dishes into the kitchen, and Mav leaves them alone (giving him a goddamn wink as he steps out...)
The second Bradley begins with, Look, I'm flattered, he knows he's in a losing position, but tries to negotiate anyway — because he can see Bradley does like him, and for whatever reason, he just needs to point out it's enough and that he can see they have some chemistry and he promises to treat him to a good time if he gives him a chance.
So Bradley tells him how it is — he hasn't dated anyone who isn't deaf/hoh since he was nineteen and he doesn't plan to. Jake is great and he's sure they'd have great chemistry, but he's not the type to do the casual bit and he's pretty sure Jake will never make the effort he needs him to make because he doesn't understand how big part of Bradley being deaf is.
Jake denies it — so Bradley starts signing at him the alphabet (the first thing people learn when they learn ASL usually) and Jake just blinks at him dumbly, proving his point.
Obviously, Jake doesn't get it and says exactly what Bradley expected him to say, Well, I don't really need to know it, you've got the hearing aids.
And to Bradley, it proves that he's either not thinking of them as something long-term or that he just doesn't get what Bradley being deaf means, long-term, for his life. You realize I don't wear them all the time, right? Not at home, not around family, not around most of my friends. Wearing them constantly is exhausting. What will you do when I take them off? Or do you just expect me to never take them off?
Jake goes home and that's it, really.
It's sometime later, a few weeks or a couple of months. Jake's never brought up going on a date again and Bradley made peace with that — he was right and Jake either didn't want to commit or the effort was too big and he's no longer interested in him. Shame, but it's not the first time it happened — mainly why Bradley doesn't date people outside the deaf/hoh community anymore, they don't understand, he's cured or acceptable kind of deaf to them, because of the implants but when they come off — he's deficient.
The Daggers are sitting down with Mav when Bradley comes home and they're in the middle of a conversation and Bradley doesn't want to interrupt Bob so he just asks Mav via signing if he ate dinner already. Before Mav answers, Jake says out loud, We ordered in, leftovers are in the fridge.
And fair enough, Bradley goes to the kitchen and he's unpacking gyro from the plastic container when it hits him — Jake just understood his signing. And like, what the hell.
He doesn't want to make a scene so he waits until Jake is a little bit more alone (not really possible with their group).
When Jake notices him staring, he just goes, Why are you looking at me like that? Do I have something on my face?
And Bradley feels a bit stupid, but he signs the same thing he asked Mav before and waits for some kind of answer and Jake just says, Shit, and gets all red in the face.
So Bradley just starts signing. How long, why didn't tell me, what the hell, and all that. Because why didn't Jake told him he could understand, that he knows ASL?
And Jake just stares at him. You're going way too fast, I'm not that good at it yet
And Bradley stops and stares at him dumbly. Yet?
Sheepishly, Jake's face gets even redder, and he's avoiding Bradley's gaze as he says, I was gonna tell you once I can actually communicate and not just know a few words and phrases.
You know it's going to take months, right? I took me months and I was learning for hours every day and practicing with my dad all the time.
Well, I assumed you meant I need to know it if I want to take you out so, y'know...
And Bradley just looks at this dumb dumb man and just maybe falls in love a little bit. You don't need to be fluent in a whole new language to date me, just acknowledging you'll have to at least try is enough.
It's actually more than enough. Maybe Bradley is a bit fond of Jake, sue him, but it's more than enough to give him a chance.
Oh, is all Jake says, okay then.
And Jake clears his throat, steps a little bit away and takes a minute to revise in his head, and then signs,
DATE-YOU-WANT-GO-WITH-ME
It's a little clumsy and a bit slow, but Bradley takes his time to slow down and just signs YES in reply
#this would be better in a fic format but my energy is in the negative zones#im deeply fond of Deaf/HoH community#ever since middle school (where I learnt polish SL)#so my every fandom has to have at least one AU around it#(though I mostly met people who lost hearing rather than wear born deaf so the experience might be different)#tgm#bradley rooster bradshaw#mavdad#hangster
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Some interactions I've had stuck in my head for a while
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Will: I prefer guys who make small dick jokes about themselves over guys who make big dick jokes about themselves
Nico: Mine's a medium. It can talk to ghosts.
Will: ���You're spending too much time with Leo
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*Will and Nico eating popsicles*
Nico: *sucking on his popsicle like a normal person*
Will: *watching him and gets so flustered he starts glowing and accidentally melts his own popsicle all over his hand*
Leo: *from out of nowhere* DUDE YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE ONE WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS!?
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Will: *on his 3rd energy drink of the day running into the room* Nico found out I pulled an all nighter again this week– help–
Kayla: *doesn't even look up from what she's doing* You're on your own dude
Nico: *drops down from the ceiling* William. Andrew. Solace. *drags him by his shirt collar to his cabin* We are going to cuddle. You are going to nap. AND EVERYONE IS GOING TO LEAVE US ALONE AND LET YOU SLEEP.
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Leo: *in the infirmary with Will getting their hormone blockers* If their trans. Give them T. Trans people like T.
Will: *has to listen to him do this every time they do this* While that is true, if you do that one more time I'm going to strangle you.
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*Will and Nico bickering*
Will: THAT'S IT. I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO THIS ANYMORE.
Nico: Don't you dare.
Will: *takes his hearing aids off and continues cussing him out in sign language*
#trans will solace#trans leo#deaf will#solangelo#will solace#nico di angelo#leo valdez#kayla knowles#camp half blood#fuck my life#im sleep deprived#i love these boys so much#the autism is autisming#gay boys#the adhd is adhding
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finally started playing apex, im having fun despite having the spacial awareness of a blind horse
#apex legends#wraith#caustic#sol mentioning that theres enemies in (location name)#my heart rate triples and im sweating and also deaf and blind
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Luka wip
#alnst fanart#fanart#wip#alien stage luka#alien stage#luka#alnst#alnst luka#lmao sorry ab the vent in the tags#im partially deaf in one year now so alnst is the only thing keeping me going#i really fkn hope its not permanent bc art and music is all i have#i tried to play a song on the piano and i couldn't hear it properly#i almost cried fr#like how am i supposed to exist without music???? its all i have
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Deaf!Peter in the kitchen making breakfast after a battle the day before. He doesn't have his hearing aids in because why would he at 6 in the morning when he doesn't think anyone else is going to be awake, especially since they had debriefed at 1 am, but he had stuck them into his hoodie pocket in case he needed them.
Lazily, he goes through the steps to make pancakes and he makes enough for everyone, which is a whole lot of pancakes. While he's cleaning up, Steve, the early riser he is, comes out of his bedroom with Bucky in tow because they had smelt breakfast. They hadn't expected the newest and youngest hero to be the one making the entire team breakfast, but Steve had to admit he was impressed and a little proud of Queens.
Steve walks into the kitchen and asked Peter from behind, "Peter, do you need any help with breakfast?"
Oblivious to the presence of the two super soldiers as he concentrated on making pancakes, Peter didn't respond since he couldn't hear him and hadn't seen him.
Steve was a bit surprised since the Peter he knew was always so polite, bent over backwards to call all of them by their official titles, was as respectful as possible, and seemed to constantly be talking with members of the team. Taking a step forward, Steve placed his hand on Peter's shoulder and Peter nearly jumped out of skin.
He whipped around to see Steve and Bucky staring at him before saying, "Geez! You can't sneak up on me like that!"
Steve looked at him confused before saying, "We walked in a few minutes ago and I just asked you if you needed help making breakfast. How is that sneaking?"
Peter sort of stares at Steve, trying to figure out what he was saying. His tired body and mind wasn't letting him lip read, which was never a great way to communicate but hey you do what you have to, to the fullest of his ability.
Rubbing his eyes, Peter just held up a hand to stop Steve from speaking anymore as he pulled his hearing aids out of his pocket. He put them in, allowed himself to adjust to the sudden massive influx of noise, and then lowered his hand before saying, "Okay, I'm ready. What did you say Mr. Rogers?"
Steve was a bit taken back because he hadn't known that Queens used hearing aids, but suddenly their interaction, and many others, made a lot more sense. "You're Deaf?"
Peter was confused by Steve's question before saying, "Yes? I have been since I was like five. Why do you—" and then he suddenly remembers that very few of the avengers actually knew he was Deaf since he was a pretty new addition to the regular team. Nodding a bit, he said, "And I'm assuming that never came up in conversation with you since you didn't know."
Up until now, Bucky had been quiet but he took now as an opportunity to interject himself. He waved a hand to get Peter's attention before signing, 'Do you know ASL?'
After the awkward moment of realizing he never told the leader of the avengers he was Deaf, Peter welcomed the distraction and grinned at Bucky's question. He loved talking in and about ASL. In response, he signed, 'Yes, I grew up using English and sign. You know ASL?'
Bucky nodded, 'I had to learn all of the major languages when I was the Winter Soldier. ASL is the 3rd most used language in America so it was one of the ones I learned.'
Steve watches Peter and Bucky talk. He knew some ASL but he was nowhere near fluent. He knew enough to have a conversation with Clint when he didn't want to wear his hearing aids, but that was about it. When Bucky and Peter's conversation came to an end, Steve waved a hand to get Peter's attention back. Slowly, and with awkward and shaking hands, Steve signed, 'If you don't want to wear your hearing aids, you don't have to. We want you to be comfortable.'
Peter was grinning from ear to ear as he took his aids out and put them away. He welcomed the silence as he tried to wrap his tired mind around the fact that two 100+ year old super soldiers just had a conversation with him in ASL as if it was the most normal thing in the world for superheros to do at 6 in the morning running on next to no sleep.
#deaf peter parker has my entire heart and this is a hill i will die one#steve buddy Im happy you know some asl but you really need to work on your sign language just ask bucky to help you he wont mind hes your bf#peter stop expecting people to not accommodate you they're literally the avengers dont be so shocked that they want you to feel included#deaf peter parker#deaf spiderman#steve rogers#bucky barnes#asl#sign language#avengers au#the avengers#pancakes#hearing aids#deaf
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(me in the hospital after a traumatic medical emergency with no known cause) last night was a house md episode
#desire mona#been having random bits of being scared im gonna suddenly go blind and deaf#which is fine#sabra girl - nickel creek#house md#hate crimes md
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Blake: (signing to Yang)
Yang: Okay, I think I got this! (Struggles to make same signs using one hand and fails gloriously)
Blake: (laughing so hard that she's crying)
Weiss: (wearing protective eyewear) Ruby, what's going on?
Ruby: Yang’s trying to learn Sign Language.
Weiss: Sign language?
Ruby: Yup!
Weiss: The amputee is learning Sign Language?
Ruby: From Blake.
Weiss: From the mute, deaf girl.
Ruby: Hey, it could be worse. Blake could be trying to teach you.
Weiss: ......
Ruby: Too far?
Weiss: I'll let you decide. (Grabs her cane and walks up the small set of steps)
Ruby: Weiss! (Rolls wheelchair over to the steps) Come on! That's not fair!
#bumbleby#yang xiao long#blake belladonna#rwby#weiss schnee#ruby rose#rwby disabilities#deaf and mute blake#blind weiss#paraplegic ruby#amputee yang#the things Im stuck having to read for my graduate degree inspired this one
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BURST💥
#get fucked eardrums#first caption i thought of was 'music's too loud' but like it didnt have the punch.#anyways i keep on doing terrible things to this man youre welcome btw#hi fi rush#chai hi fi rush#hi fi rush chai#my art#this is a side comment but i bet chai could still fight to the music even when deaf (temporary or otherwise)#bc im sure he can like Feel the music through his body even when his ears are out of commission#like not only is that the case for a lot of Deaf people in reality but also#as a headcanon i think his player in his chest would let him feel the beat even better so#so i think if this were a permanent thing hed be super bummed and uncomfortable with the silence at the beginning#feeling weirded out by how he has to navigate the world now#but i think he'll adjust and come to terms with it with only mild difficulty#music is still a part of him (literally)#its just different now#(though language is another matter entirely)
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