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egipci · 10 months ago

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Ooo what story were you referring to in those tags?

This story, set around this time of the year in fact! As is my terrible habit I’ve been fiddling with it since I posted it and idk, it doesn’t work and I can’t fix it. I think the problem is 1. John is way too permissive and 2. The story is just about too many things at once, but if you figure out something else let me know! <3

#asks #my fic #the ingredients were meant to be inter alia 1. CBGB story + 2. Dean vocalizing desire/anger/hate etc in a point of extreme intoxication #+ 3. John’s own vulnerability to him etc #but idk if it really nails any of these #you can only blame the meandering/obliqueness on the alcohol so far y’know #there is also this weird jealousy thread that comes out that idk how to feel about

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silusvesuius · 3 months ago

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baby👶 drawings. these are very dear to me rn.. 2nd pic is my Nelavis with @barvin0k's Varonur 🩵 last one is a baby bosmer and snow elf, hairiest of them all. although the bosmer was meant to be my girl Barletta too lols

#tes #skyrim #my art #oc #nelavis #barletta #😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 babies are so sweetum ugh my heart is crumbling rn #referenced some anne g*ddes stuff for dis #i call them snow elves instead of falmer like g*lebor would want me to #i never really get to talk about my elf anatomies at length cus i'm lazy but i sprinkled some info in the first pic #altmer society is EugenicsLand so you could only tell if your child has 'good' traits when they hit puberty #ex. height and shoulder width is something very important to them #if you don't have those traits ur pretty much a failure #other elves have it easier 🤓#idk i still might make some kinda infographic for the way i picture them but umm maybe not who knows #on snow elves and bosmer the fur is still 'confused' when they're in baby stage and is pretty much everywhere #it evens out w/ age and stays on the back; neck; sides of face the most and in places where human body hair wud be #idk ummm..and i think all elves grow their nails out unless they're very intertwined with humans in their life #ex. my snelf elisif; she has her nails trimmed to be regarded as more human i guess #nails are most important to altmer tho and might be a status symbol of some kind... they like using them in combat too #it's shameful for an altmer to not have long nails for any reason but there can be exceptions #like my el*nwen that can't physically grow nails out because of burn injury #so she has fake ones on her combat gloves #it's cute #elf nails aren't as frail as human nails and are more like an animals claws (corny) but bosmers' are the sturdiest #and their nails are curved in shape. for U know. Climbing and stuff #cause dunmer and altmer etc. have straight nails. they can hit the nail salon

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kandicon · 5 months ago

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Don't think I've ever posted these here :3 besties look at my horse kandi

#Fun fact! the double rotator was done all in one sitting during a really bad pain day.#took me like an extra hour bc I was shaking like a leaf the whole time #cheap dirty horse #kandi #wow. y'know for being a ''kandi''con it has been a hell of a long time since I posted any of mg own kandi #I don't like posting kandi I may eventually trade but idk if I'll ever trade these so they're safe 2 post.#at least I probably won't trade the double rotator #kandi kid #kandi bracelet #rotator cuff #band kandi #ignore my ugly af nails pls I haven't had the energy to redo my acrylics lately

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kaiserouo · 9 months ago

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Soul Silencer Ghost

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doomed-era · 10 months ago

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I got botw back and spent like an hour trying to prove that the spring of wisdom was a public pilgrimage site I think there's quite a bit of evidence but I need to go back to where memory #15 is to double check and see if the way zelda took up to the spring of wisdom is still traversable by foot

because if its not....

#means i have definitive proof that some of the structures in lanayru promenade were destroyed recently :)#which gives me more evidence that they were at least upkept until the calamity!#now i'd LOVE to prove that they were used pre-calamity. and that the ruins were part of a publicly available pilgrimage site #there are hylian crests on the ruins!#but that doesnt really help me nail down WHEN they were created or used by any means.#honestly i cant believe im using my time to do fake archaeology #but...idk its fun #botw

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puppmeo · 10 months ago

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Where can a butch find a femme to teach hir how to paint hir nails properly

#it's a need it's a want #i cant paint my nails for SHIT and i really like having orange nails #i need bright orange claws that glow in the dark is that too much to ask #literally transition goals #anyway time for my cool lesbianism tags #butchfemme #butch lesbian #butchposting #butch4femme #butchfemme lesbian #butch #lesbian #bambi lesbian #idk any other tags to put here i have it all covered. i did my tag rambling already and im tired

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orcelito · 6 months ago

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My nails r getting kind of long. Almost to claw mode. I kinda don't wanna cut them tho bc I kinda wanna paint them for my birthday weekend

Nonzero chance of seeing my mom on mother's day. By my own choice, I guess. And I'm still not sure how I'm feeling about that. But ykno what, it'll be my birthday weekend, and I'm going to make sure to live it to the fullest..!!!

#speculation nation #my thoughts about her are all jumbled up after losing my dad & then her hospital visit a few weeks back.#and i bought her a thing of earrings from the farmer's market. i havent bought her a present in Years.#idk if it's just compulsory reaction to How Things Are rn. but. idk.#it never has been simple i suppose.#god i really do hate that my birthday is always near mother's day..!!!!! my forever curse!!!!!#at least leap year made me dodge a day-of event this year. the last one was when i turned 21 #but bc of leap year my bday went from saturday to monday. missing mother's day by a day ❤️#makes me wonder what sort of life i'll be living 6 years from now. when i think the next mother's day event will be.#will i still have a mother then? i have no fuckin clue #my heart tells me no. but i also have 'everyone in my life is going to die soon' paranoia now so thats probably biased.#Oh Well. either she dies or she doesnt! i'll deal with it either way.#in any case. birthday! nail painting!!! i think i want to do color changing nails #my favorite blue/green polish that ends up being teal on the in between. love that shit so much

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just-gay-thoughts · 1 year ago

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Been thinking about disabilities a lot recently between my hip fuckery and seeing firsthand progressing dementia, and God nothing opens your eyes more to ableism than firsthand experiences with it. The way my grandma is getting treated like a child who can't do anything by my aunts who also constantly use nursing homes and assisted living as more of a threat (like if it werent for my uncle living with her she def should be in a nursing/assisted living situation which is not a bad thing! That's just life sometimes and she deserves to be taken care of properly!)

My other grandma has also been having memory problems and the night and day difference between the sides of family is astounding and I love them both, but it's also made it so much more irksome to see the jokes about Biden having dementia. Because of fucking course that's something to joke about, idk if it's even true but good god the way its talked about is appalling

#gay thoughts #mostly rambling #and trying to not dwell on my hip #thouvht i was fine with any long term implications but idk guess its feeling more real #my great aunt offered me her spare cane tho if i end up needing one so thats nice #just frustrated with the healthcare system #was able to get as early of an appointment to get it initially checked out as possible #but didnt really nail doen a difinitive something wrong eith it #was recommended to do physical therapy tho but the earliest i could get in was mid july #so ive been doing some stuff on my own but im terrified none of this will actually help and there wont be time for any follow up while home

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akascow · 9 months ago

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thank god for the fearbook line they finally made a g3 torelei doll i like😭😭

this is SOOO torelei (g1 AND 3) i love it

like okay slay

#the long hair just doesnt fit her at alllll #thats not even coming from a ‘blindsighted from nostalgia’ g1 fan (i barely like her g1 anyway) i think they just cheaped her out (SO FAR)#also she has short hair in the g3 movies and cartoons too so idk why its any different for her signature doll but okay🤷🏻‍♀️#they REALLY nailed it with the 3 fearbook dolls tho like holy shit masterpieces every single one #monster high #monster high gen3 #this is not a safe space for g3 haters btw HAHA

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lith-myathar · 9 months ago

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Based on what we learn about Vellioth and how he treated Cazador + the more like... sad tired vampire dialogues you can get from Caz if you mind read him while he's in healing sleep

I genuinely think HE thinks he's a remarkably lenient and understanding vampire master and like why are all these spawn brats so ungrateful when he asks so little of them smh 😔

#abuse tw #they really nailed the dysfunctional abusive family allegory #and i find cazador to be a really fascinating character because of this. like he might even think he's being KIND #strict of course but HE didn't leave any of HIS spawn impaled on a spike for 11 years #with vampire lords i think it's interesting to consider like....human standards of time/pain/cruelty suddenly become unremarkable #he doesn't think like a PERSON. he's a literally inhuman monster #they live by different rules and different standards #idk if he thinks anymore of flaying a spawn as a shitty owner might think of rubbing a dog's nose in it. it's discipline. it's corrective #it's not a Big Deal 🙃#THAT is what makes characters like this so horrifying #sure they're sadistic but indulging that sadism in their minds is an entirely rational action and for the victim's own good anyway #and comparatively minor to what they experienced #Feels Bad man

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arolesbianism · 9 months ago

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Oh yeah that’s right other oni characters exist uhhhh Ashkan and Nails Jumpscare

#keese draws #oxygen not included #dylan nails winslow #ashkan seyer ali #the scientists ofc not the dupes #ashkan is my specialist lil boy even if he has literally no dialogue <3 #well ok technically he Might but there’s no evidence that he’s any of the unnamed speakers #most of the unnamed speakers in the logs are biologists and while he likely does work with biologists he seems to primarily work in robotics #although considering banhi and how closely she’s been able to work with bubbles it’s not imposs #ible that he could have worked on one of the bioengineering projects #nails is also a bit tricky to pin down because they seem to be a bioengineer but in their personal log they seem to not rly work with any #organisms directly so maybe they’re more akin to a technician idk #but yeah I adore nails their log is like one of my absolute favorites I Adore it #I was going to draw nikola and ellie too but then I remembered that they’re blond and I hate them <3 #no no I regrettably adore them I just lost motivation lol #yknow I really wish we had any proper ashkan characterization but we really don’t despite him being mentioned quite a bit by oni standards #unfortunately we only get second hand mentions of him and nothing straight from his mouth #we know jean fucked him over a bit by accident and we know some of his work but that’s abt it #speaking of jean I also adore them I should draw them sometime

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coldbrewnette · 3 months ago

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I CANT wait to paint my nails red for fall 🥰

#I know you can paint your nails red any time of the year #but idk red and fall just seems right #I also decided to grow my nails again #but we’ll see about that I might cut them down again #the short nail look has really grown on me #diary

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knightdykes · 3 months ago

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woke up and started crying about school almost immediately and my whole day is gonna be fucked up

#everyone who hears im going back to school asks me if im excted. I'm not. and it doesn't #really feel like anyone beyond my partner Actually believes in me #and 90% of the time I'm half convinced he's just saying that he does because he knows im not hearing it anywhere else #idk. im just. not doing great here.#I have like a week until the entire structure of my life is completely upended #and my whole system is fucked up and frightened and fighting tooth and nail to have some time. any time. in the front to #exist before they're probably going to be forced into dormancy or even further onto the fringes #everything sucks :(.

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merrilark · 5 months ago

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Man, I forgot we're already almost at the DW season finale. Not gonna lie, fam, it's gonna need to do some heavy, heavy lifting to save this season for me personally. :x

#have i had fun? yes. does ruby feel like a companion? yes. does fifteen feel like the doctor? mostly. more or less.#but am i buying literally any of the emotion and connection between the characters? nnnnot... not really.#it's v disappointing bc what i loved about rtd is that his writing for nine and ten always felt very character driven #characters felt organic and alive! it was great..#but i'm just not feeling that at all in this season and ''rogue'' was the final nail in the ''wow this feels forced'' coffin.#i could get behind everything rtd is trying to sell (even the magic stuff which i admittedly am not fond of!) if it was just written better #idk. it's wild that church on ruby road and space babies are still my favorites of the season. two of the goofiest.#anyway i'm glad people are having a lot of fun and think it's all brilliant writing but i am not seeing it at all.#i wish i did. i want to have fun with everyone else lol :[#doctor who spoilers #but not really

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cynophagia · 7 months ago

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aaand. keros going back to the vet too. T_T:)))))))) :) :) :) please send good vibes

#soft mass between front left digits III and IV #large dark coated standard poodle so of course im :))))))))) hh #trying my hardest not to suffer twice especially when i dont have any diagnostic data #but it has appeared very suddenly and it does not look like a little abscess or something #i was working on his nails like 4 days ago and there was nothing there #his appointments on friday ):#i really hope its some kind of lick granuloma or lesion caused by an ingrown hair. but idk it looks weird

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lordiavolo · 2 years ago

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to be like frank here, redemption is an ever going cycle. when youve been the problem, the toxic ex, the abuser, you have to know you will have to apologize for that for the rest of your life. you will always have to live with the guilt and conscience of knowing how you hurt that person, or mutliple people. and you have to constantly CHOOSE to not repeat that behavior, and its not easy.

when you meet a new friend the topic of who you used to be will come up eventually, and if you have changed youll be honest with who you were. you cant run from it. you cant try to round the corners and make it seem like the other persons fault, or like it wasnt as bad as it was. its really really scary. because everytime you open up about it, its not just the wound of guilt but its also the fear that theyre going to look inside and not like what theyll see.

but you have to keep moving on and you have to keep being honest. and you have to remember that everyone is applicaple for redemption, you just have to work for it and admitting you were wrong with no buts is the first step.

#anyways cna u tell im kinda going thru it LOL #ive always been a toxic person thats why ive sort of secluded myself from society i avoid human contact w non household members as much as #possible bcuz i feel honestly like im a ticking time bomb that just hurts everything i touch #i dont think its fair to have to have someone deal w my shit when its such an emotional turmoil so even though i want friends im making my #peace w the fact that i like honestl dont really deserve rhem? ik this seems MOPEY but its like this is my geniune non like baiting thoughts #i was an abuser in high school and in an abusive relationship where for the first half i was the perpetrator. i hit my ex and u know i dont #even have anything to add to it other than it was fucked up. i was selfish in bed and sex addicted and sometimes did anything for my fix.#i will and cannot lie about my past as being a shitty person. its scary to say and post but i have to be honest thats who i was that IS a #part of my history as much as i wish i could i cannot erase.#i dont rly even know what to add here honestly. just watching mias vid got me thinking u know #there is more to this story ofc the same ex i was abusive to was also abusive to me it was just split into segments. like i was the problem #for the first year and a half then it switched to them but its not rly rhe best place 2 share that story when im talking about my mistakes #im not trying to detract here i just want 2 get this shit off my chest again. ive talked about it before but not since remaking a few times #anyways i dont have any excuses well i mean i can pull a bunch out but im not going to cuz at the end of the day i shouldve known better #than to be a bitch when i knew i was being a bitch u know?#being the bad guy is a constant struggle where u will have to really really fucking fight yourself tooth and nail to change and i want to be #that person. i want to be someone who can be 100% honest about how shit i was to myself and others (which i do already do to my friends)#hopefully this makes sense idk anyways if ur struggling with being abusive or toxic im here for u. u can get through this and you can be a #good person it is within ur hands i promise u #ok love u goodnight #personal

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