#but i'm so Overwhelmed
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it's like i so badly want to work on my scarlet/violet fic but whenever i pull up the docs i just...freeze
#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#it's honestly just the knowledge it's going to be such a large story#like it preemptively stresses me out#like i know my b/w post apocalypse fic is going to be bigger (much bigger) it's so broken up it doesn't bother me as bad#even though i've broken up the s/v fic into teal mask/kitakami -> main story/paldea -> indigo disk/bb academy -> back to kitakami#i more or less consider it one complete work broken up into 3.5 Acts#idk i'll probably have to break it down further and spread the documents out more or something so it's less overwhelming#ugh#that comic i reblogged the other day really got me wanting to work on my fic#but i'm so Overwhelmed#i'm also just scared/annoyed that i know i won't finish the fic until s/v is no longer relevant and then i'm going to put all this work int#something nobody is going to read#and sure it's like i know at the end of the day this fic is for me myself and i first and foremost but STILL..............#and THEN i feel like i'm being whiney and needy by complaining about that and UGH#mid july will mark 9 years since i last completed any writing project and U G H#writing woes
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lestat when louis stops paying attention to him for two whole seconds
#i want to gif so many things but i'm TOO OVERWHELMED HELP#interview with the vampire#iwtvedit#lestat de lioncourt#sam reid#the vampire lestat#my edit#my gifs
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In loving memory of Bernard Cribbins 1928-2022 ↳ 14x01: The Star Beast || 14x02: Wild Blue Yonder
#doctor who#dwedit#chewieblog#cinemapix#cinematv#dailyflicks#dixonscarol#mediagifs#tvedit#userbarrow#userbbelcher#userdiana#userksena#usersugar#*edits#wilfred mott#donna noble#fourteenth doctor#dw spoilers#i'm so emotional & overwhelmed#scheduled post
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sunday nights are for reflecting on your entire life and the fragile state of your present moment and what the future may look like
#feel like the past few months have been so busy and overwhelming so ive been too busy to fully reflect and process them#and it all just hit me in the space of an hour like relationships and situations and everything#had a little cry but i'm okay i'm hopeful and embracing whatever things will look like#holding onto myself and my passions and my love and my light#diary#tiyas thoughts
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i'm so anxious i feel like i'm gonna throw up
#maybe it's the fact that i haven't eaten yet todya#but i'm shaking so bad#between homework (two essays and an exam next week)#apartment hunting (going bad and we're running out of time)#and the fact that all the dining halls are a mile away#and i only have one meal to make in my room#so i'm trying to save it for dinner#which means not eating until 5 or 6#but also i have to play a new ttrpg tonight#but i'm so overwhelmed#vent#zephyr talks
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omg thats so sad but also sweet? 😭 poor baby...and interviewer asking him if hes okay... ☹️☹️
#so relatable because i also cry when I'm so overwhelmed ☹️☹️#he's just a little guy#george russell#austin gp 2024
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I'm on chpt20 and I want to study SQQ like a bug. My man is flushed, hair down, robes literally falling off his shoulders, LBH on his lap playing with his hair and kissing him... and he finally cottons on to the fact that maybe this isn't how you have a platonic and important discussion. Enforces it for all of five seconds at which point LBH starts massaging his waist and SQQ is back to being like "yeah this is fine and normal". Amazing. Can't believe he insults the IQ of SQH's characters.
#Shen 'the pot' Qingqiu meet Shang 'the kettle' Qinghua - fucking morons#svsss#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#bingqiu#sqq#lbh#honestly thought i'd be finishing bk3 today i was so ready to devour the last hundred pages after work today#and then i slammed face first into this mental image and was completely derailed#mxtx you can't keep being the funniest mfer out there it makes it so hard to read without needing to stop and draw#i seriously cannot BELIEVE this#this would not be a slowburn for anyone OTHER than sqq i'm so angry#i read the bit where lbh is so overwhelmed he buries his face into sqq's lapels and had a moment of#''gee that's so cute i may need to stop and draw this... NO BE STRONG KEEP READING this is cute but the conversation is#too interesting to stop now!!'' i said with all the naivety of someone who doesn't realize how ridiculous sqq is about to become#Bene Finish This Book Tomorrow Without Being Derailed Challenge#my art#i know in my picture lbh is not massaging his waist but the visual shorthand didn't translate quite as easily as a shoulder massage#for silly cartoony pictures like this broad strokes tend to work better than strict accuracy... hence the paraphrasing :P
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➺ HOBI COMEBACK WEEK COUNTDOWN: D-DAY! ☀️ ^♡^
#btsgif#btsedit#dailybts#userdimple#raplineuser#rjshope#creatyoon#userkelli#usersky#hobi#hoseok#my gifs#*hobi is back week#he is everything to me it feels like a piece of me is finally coming home#i just love him so much i'm so happy to see and hear from him again this feels surreal#i hope everyone enjoyed this little countdown i have so much love for him and it's overwhelming and idk what to do with it sometimes#and giffing is just one of those outlets i can use just to spread some love#see u in the morning kst my love
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Unfortunately for you all, I have NOT died.
I HAVE, however, spent two straight months rotting in bed with my mandatory bi-annual sinus infection. 😎
i miss making sims stuff tho and working on patterns is actually pretty easy to do from my laptop while in bed, and it gives me something to do that isn't just fartin around through the entire Yakuza series while fucking zooted on medical grade anti-histamines, so here we go. The set's called The Jump Off Collection because [i've been gone for a minute and now i'm back.]
INFO:
275 Fully Recolorable, Seamless Patterns!
There's like 10 or so patterns included in the file that aren’t in the preview image. I couldn't make them fit
Most patterns have 2 channels, a few have 3 and a couple have 4.
Patterns are mostly located in theme, geometric and abstract but there are a couple stragglers in various other categories
Comes in two flavors: Merged and Individuals
Both types contain the exact same type of stuff (package file and preview images) except version one is one big merged file and the version has individual files.
Tagging: @pis3update, @kpccfinds, @sssvitlanz,
[DOWNLOAD MERGED]
[DOWNLOAD INDIVIDUAL]
#TS3#TS3CC#sims 3 cc#S3CC#TS3 Pattern#TS3 CC pattern#SIMS 3#The Sims 3#[MINE]#i'm not doing the drop down/pick and choose thing that i've been doing for all my cc sets. not for this. i'd simply go insane.#yes I know 275 patterns is A LOT. I know. im sorry if it's overwhelming but ya'll should know i'm extra at this point#i did get it down to 275 from 350 so there's thatt#also tbh idk when I'll be back next the sinus infection is clearing up and I plan to be outside hoeing and cutting up all summer
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💖 Day 3.5 is now available! 💖
For the last couple of months, only Server Boosters had access to the 3.5 update... Buuuuut now it's available for everyone to play in the 14DWY Discord — and soon itch.io once I'm happy with the QA and state of the game — so please don't feel pressured to join unless you want to!!
The full devlog + even more screenshots are under the cut ^^
What's been added to the 3.5 version?
📺 Streamer Mode!
I've been told that it's difficult to stream and monetise age-restricted videos on YouTube and Twitch, so I added an option to remove the sexual content and strong language used in the demo.
Now y'all can invite Ren into your bed for cuddles without putting your streamer career on the line /silly /lh
This won't affect the 18+ rating or dark themes/elements of the game, however! Although Streamer Mode will prevent you from seeing any "gruesome" CGs in the future, most of the core elements of the game will still be tied to the choices and decisions you make. So you won't miss out on the overall experience by using streamer mode!!
⚙️ Custom Pronouns!
It only took me one entire year to get around to it, but you can finally choose your own preferred pronouns (or use a set of pronouns instead)... At the cost of being able to change them mid-game ^^;
Since the original pronoun screen wouldn't update until a new scene was displayed, I temporarily disabled the feature. But once I find a workaround, I'll bring it back!
💗 Choose how others perceive you!
You can now choose how the cast and narration perceive you! Originally, the narration was kept strictly gender-neutral (outside of pronouns and genitalia picked by the player), but this will soon change in future updates.
For more clarity: you don't get to choose the words specifically, but you can choose between masculine, feminine, and androgynous terms!
📋 Separate top and bottom genitalia!
You can now choose your tatas and pps separately! >:3
Alongside that, you can also choose your preferred body type!
I removed the "both" genitalia option because a few players still assumed it was an obscure version of "intersex". That wasn't my intention and I don't want to mislead anyone, so I took it out for now ^^;
I also didn't want to include a screenshot of the new genitalia choices in action (because it's NSFW), so y'all get the same character menu screen for the nth time instead lmao
📱 Relationship Screen Overhaul!
You can now change your own status for more immersion, and long-term Server Boosters will eventually be able to submit and use their own icon within the game as well!
Stalking finding your friends has now become easier by using "Buddy Maps"; a new app that allows you to see the location of all the cast members!
I want to offer players more incentive to check the relationship screen since they tend to miss the status updates, so hopefully this might help ;v;
It also says it "updates every few hours" so folks don't go overboard and check every 5 seconds to see where Ren is gdsghf (also keep in mind that he's a hacker lol)
🖤 Additional Scenes Update!
Day 2 received a brand new CG!!!!! Originally, I planned on only adding a few CGs sporadically throughout the game, but it didn't feel right to leave Day 2 so... empty... so I added a brand new CG to (hopefully) make things feel more balanced and natural!
If you decline Teo's offer on Day 3, Leon will now call and try to convince you to reconsider. However, players are still allowed to decline, and if they do, they'll reach a dead end.
After listening to feedback on itch, I changed some of the dialogue during Days 1-3 to make it seem more consistent! They're only small changes though, so it's honestly not worth looking for sdgjssga
🎶 Updated BGM and SFX!
I wanted to try out a different style of music to see if it fits the vibe of 14DWY more! The BGM features more acoustics to suit the "beachy" theme of Corland Bay, though I made a conscious effort to include piano elements as well to stay true to the original!!
I figured it'd be better to give players a live example before I make a poll (to see if they prefer the change or not) and publish it to Itch.
Some new SFX have also been added, though it's very minimal and honestly not that noticeable.
How to download and play the update?
(warning: clicking on the following links will open Discord!!) To download the Day 3.5 update, simply join the 14DWY Discord server, verify your age, and visit the "14dwy-updates" channel!
Alternatively, you can also wait until the update is publicly released on Itch to play it as well!! (It normally gets released shortly after a round of QA testing/getting feedback from the server, though I may release it earlier if I feel like it hehe ^^)
Enjoy!!
#14 days with you#14dwy#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — updates.#🖤 — spoilers.#I'm not gonna say much about my current doxxing situation because I've got it under control now + it's being handled privately#Plus I don't wanna give it/the people involved any unnecessary attention. I just wanna announce the update and Get Back To It™️#(''it'' bein the grind 💪 It never stops lmao /silly)#OG followers will also know that these topics aren't the vibe I normally have on this blog (or any of my accounts); so I don't think I'll—#—make ANOTHER public post about the situation and bring more attention to it (when I just want everything to be over and put to rest ^^;)#However I also don't want people to think that I'm... ignoring?? the situation entirely (because gettin doxxed is a very endangering thing)#So I DO want to quickly acknowledge it here and say that it's all currently handled + I'm safe and okay + this won't stop me from—#—continuing to work on 14DWY (and other future projects). I also don't want to give these awful people more power and incentive to continue#—this kind of pathetic behaviour; so the less attention and encouragement being shown will ultimately be better in the long run :3#Aaaaaanways!! 😮💨#My other accounts will be restored shortly and my askbox will be opened once I feel comfortable. I'll get around to following folks—#—again in my own time; so please don't feel offended if I unfollowed you during a moment of vulnerability and anxiety!!#This is all EXTREMELY overwhelming and scary for someone with SAD/AvPD; and I /gen can't handle seeing it all over my timeline ;v;#Sorry this got ranty and personal again hjdsgjsdh T_T I said I wouldn't say much; so I'll shut up now hehe#🖤 — shut up sai.
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In the world of heavy metals, love is denser than hate!
#Poorly drawn SVSSS#SVSSS#luo bingge#luo binghe#ask#Is that right? Two different character tags? I think that is right.#I'm calling myself out with screenshotting the asks with the dates because my full ask box has become a problem I'm determined to solve.#I promise you that if I did not respond to your ask it was because I 1) *really* wanted to hold on to it to make a doodle reply#or 2) really was so touched by the message and got overwhelmed#So expect many year + old asks suddenly gaining a reappearance! I'm going to get to them ALL.#Back to Luo Binghe (both versions). You see...the substance he is made with has a chemical reaction to affection.#Like how a pokemon has multiple paths to evolution depending on it's friendship points or exposure to random stones#so to does he evolve into various forms. I feel like Bingge (Ht) would be a noble gas. Unable to form bonds#I could also see him as a Halogen-type of element! Highly reactive and only truly found in manufactured environments.#And Binghe (Lv) would be an alkaline earth metal (+2). Sturdy. Forms bond better but not freely giving them away.#this is the second time I've related characters to elements - and I am far less familar with Scum Villian so please feel free to chime in.#I could be way off base here and I am very down for someone to talk chemistry and character themes.#Thank you all for the love you have given my silly little LBH. It means a lot to me B*)#Don't...don't look too hard at the lack of mark on his forehead here. I gave up. It's just...hidden behind his bangs.
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aci art dump
#shizaya#shizuo x izaya#izaya orihara#shizuo heiwajima#durarara!!#a cheap imitation#ACI#a cheap imitation comic#i kept posting those on my priv and finding them not good enough for main but it's been a while and i love them again so: for u <3#hi i'm not dead i've just been very overwhelmed with life#i'm still working on the comic it's just very slow :sob:
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EDIT 10 FEB: i am no longer accepting these!! reblogs have been turned off to reflect this
hi! i'm offering drawings to anyone that donates an e-sim to gaza until 10th february. here is a tutorial on how you can do that, and you can look in the notes of this post for referral codes shared by other people for a discount.
alternatively, you can donate to any one of these instead:
Pious Projects (twitter)
Help Gaza Children (proof of impact)
Care for Gaza (twitter)
Medical Aid for Palestinians (twitter)
Help Ahmed and his family evacuate (his account)
Help Mohamed and his family get medical help and evacuate (post)
Palestine Children's Relief Fund (twitter)
Anera (twitter)
Help a family of 13 evacuate
Urgent support for medical professionals
i know there are many others - if you have donated to one that isn't here, you can still send me a screenshot + link so i can add it to the list :]
i will only accept donations made from 26th jan onwards! send me a screenshot of your receipt with timestamps through DMs or email me at [email protected] (cover your personal details), along with the character you want. if they're from a fandom you haven't seen me draw for, a reference image would be greatly appreciated!
you can honestly donate just like a dollar or two to one of the fundraisers and i will still draw you something - it'll just be very simple! a donation is a donation and every little bit counts
#eeee haven't actually done art requests or the sort in many years so this is a bit daunting😵 but i want to do something...!!#esims for gaza#free gaza#free palestine#palestine#hmmm i'm not sure how to tag this properly besides those#donation commission#i only put the deadline there so i don't potentially overwhelm myself . i likely extend it if i can
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Once again I bring you some Eriks 😊
#The Phantom of the Opera#Phantom of the Opera#poto#phantom of the paradise#time princess#erik#yes I'm playing time princess just for him listen...#it is very cute#I also wanted to draw him with cat eyes because Leroux makes it sound like he has them with the perfect night vision and glow and color#and his whole little meow meow personality and Miette way of speaking it just feels correct#also that one cover#and Winslow because potp is great and I think hes neat#I may do another one of these just so I can draw Cherik because I miss him#I've been neglecting my asks!! I'm so sorry I'll get to them soon I just haven't been online much..like this whole year#so I'm falling behind and catching up gets increasingly more overwhelming#this past few months have been stressful I've been waiting on a lot of stuff to fall into place and I have no control over any of it#so I just draw Eriks#aaaaaa anyway enjoy#my art
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#it means you think you're hot shit
#pedro pascal#pedrohub#ppascaledit#narcosedit#useroaks#useriselin#userfanni#tusercora#tuserpolly#xuserannie#*#these have been sitting for abit#i'm so overwhelmed today and these gave me a good giggle when i remembered them#so enjoy <3
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instead of brain there is Link's Awakening
#tloz#link's awakening#link#my art#I promise I have real proper fanart for this game I promise I will finish it eventually and I'm so excited sdfhku (hyping myself up)#it's been a while since my motivation for drawing has been this consumed by the feeling of wanting to show my love for a media#and it gets a bit overwhelming but I can still mess around with small stuff in the meantime !!#I use tegaki very sporadically but I still think everyone should come hang out on there wink wink
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