#but i’m gonna go to bed now
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one of the worst things in the world is that feeling unloveable can (and will) make you act in ways that reinforces itself. I feel unloveable so I don’t respond to messages so people reach out less so I feel unloveable. one of the hardest things in the world is fighting back the brain demons long enough to break the cycle
#my best friend doesn’t have tumblr but I am mentally sending him so many apologies right now jesus fuckkkkkkk#I feel so fucking awful rn#I went and watched taskmaster and that distracted me a bir#but literally. suicidal thoughts out of nowhere. urge to drink out of nowhere#it’s like. 8:15pm and I’m thinking of just going to bed now#only way to get my brain to shut up#I have such a busy weekend ahead as well#godddddd I want to enter hermit mode so bas#I’m not gonna do anything stupid don’t worry#but I sure Feel Like Doing It
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I’ve been so inspired by @bananadramaaa lately!
Their human Alastor and Mimsy comics drive me insane!
I’m realising how cool their relationship is: it’s giving sibling energy!👌👌👌
just two pals looking out for each other while they murder!
#grey art#hazbin hotel comic#hazbin hotel#alastor#mimzy#hazbin mimzy#human alastor#human mimzy#20’s serial killers baby!#I have no idea what mimzy really got up to but I’m guessing it wasn’t nice#grey doodled instead of sleeping arg!#it’s fine I’m gonna go to bed now.
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One night, Lamb and Narinder are sat outside gazing at the stars, it’s before they’re in a romantic relationship (perhaps pining at this stage) so they’re just friends at this moment.
Lamb asks the question “If you had a normal life, what would you have wanted to do?”
Narinder is confused by this, “what brought this on?” He’d ask, turning to look at them.
Lamb shrugged, still gazing up at the starlit sky. “Just somethin’ I remembered thinking about a lot before.. well, you know.” They gestured down the hill, where the temple of their cult stood along with the many follower huts and other stations. “The whole cult thing.”
Narinder hummed as he turned back to gazing at the stars, “… I do not know. It was never a thought that crossed my mind as I couldn’t imagine my self as anything else other than a God.”
There was a long pause after this, the silence was then broken by Narinder.
“I assume you had something in mind for your self?”
“I wanted a family.” Lamb replied.
Narinder was taken slightly aback by this, brows furrowed into a look of confusion. “A family? That’s it?”
Lamb nodded, pushing their arms out that were propping their self up to fully lay back on the grass, their gaze still transfixed upon the night sky. “Yep, I wanted to get married and have kids. Settle down, have a house, grow our own food. Live a small, simple life.”
“How… mundane.” Narinder replied as he slumped back into the grass. “… Why?”
Now it was the Lamb’s turn to be confused as they turned to face Narinder. “Really? Thought it was obvious.”
“Enlighten me.”
Lamb rolled their eyes and sighed at this. “I spent my entire life on the move because of the hunts. I never got to call anywhere ‘home’.”
“Why a family though?”
“Well-“ Lamb turned onto their side so they were facing Narinder fully, which he recuperated by doing the same, the two now being face to face as the Lamb continued. “- I never thought I’d be able to have kids, let alone a partner. The herds were dwindling, so it was obvious that I was part of the last generation of sheep.” The Lamb’s gaze drifted, not focusing on anything particular. “It would have also been cruel to bring a child into the world that only wanted them dead.”
“So I used to just daydream about a life I wanted.”
It was quiet for a moment between the two, but the Lamb felt a sense of awkwardness rush over them as they quickly tried to fill the silence. “But uh, yeah. It’s a silly mundane thing to want I guess, especially now.”
Narinder’s expression hadn’t changed, but after a moment he closed his eyes as he in a softer tone than the lamb expected.
“I suppose the mundane wouldn’t be so bad.”
The Lamb’s ears perked up at this, surprised by Narinder’s response. “Is… that something you would have done?”
“Perhaps.” He replied
Silence fell once again between the two, but it was comfortable. The stars had been forgotten as the Lamb gazed at Narinder’s face at rest. It would be a couple hours until the sun would start to peak over the horizon, so the Lamb indulged in the serene moment by closing their eyes, drifting away to one of the most comfortable sleeps they’ve had in a long time.
#did I just fucking write a little ficlet#I was gonna write about my headcanon with Lamb but then it evolved into a mini fic#well I’m going to bed now I clearly need sleep if I’m writing fics suddenly LMAO#Don’t read this too hard I have zero writing skills this was highly indulgent#donutfloats fic#cult of the lamb#cotl#Pushing Daisies au#ficlet
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“are you the strongest because you’re gojo satoru? or are you gojo satoru because you’re the strongest?”
“i’m the strongest because i had you by my side”
#jjk#satosugu#gojo satoru#geto suguru#why did this thought pop into my head#i’m gonna go. lay in bed now.
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WIP of Asmodeus
Got a few more in the works :3c
If you wanna see more just send an ask in the ask I even got more silly ideas to work on
#my art#what in hell is bad#whb#whb asmodeus#WIP#I’m gonna go to bed for now but tomorrow when I wake and then finish with work I’ll get on it
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idk if there's anything you can do about it but someone is using your chappell hot to go art on teepublic & I thought you would want to know if u don't already :(
Nice. love this for me./s
uhhh anyways thank you for bringing this to my attention @hyuckieberry! I’m gonna try to figure out TeePublic’s DMCA takedown request. which is very frustrating since i am from the Philippines. and DMCA is very much bound to just the USA.
for now, if anyone sees this, PLEASE HELP ME REPORT the account.
If anyone is interested in buying the tshirt/design, please consider supporting me, its up on my Redbubble. the only place where i have uploaded the design.
Honestly, simply reblogging and liking this or the original post i made will help immensely.
#narwhal speaks#chappell roan#chappell roan fanart#chappell roan fan merch#I thought i was finally having a good day and i was so proud of myself because i finally managed to get out of bed#after having a fucking relapse#and now this????????#it fucking sucks because the more i look into the DMCA takedown request of TeePublic#which btw very labor intensive and full of legal jargon i am ill equipped to follow#ITS LIKE ONLY FOR THE US????????????#I am currently living breathing in the philippines unfortunately#anyways uuuhhh#i’m gonna go cry and maybe my rage/frustrations can help me figure something out#i’m gonna be sick#hopefully my rage and frustration will keep me from spiralling back into a depressed state lol.#is this what i get for bedrotting for months?#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#fuck me gently with a fucking chainsaw
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Congratulations, Feliks!
Based on the “There can only be blond” poll by @acemapleeh !
#I have to go to bed so I’m posting it now bc he’s gonna win it#congratulations u funky lil twink#aph Poland#hws Poland#aph Canada#aph Estonia#aph America
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Hey everypony! I wanted to draw something for new years but I’m extremely sick sadly and have a hard time doing anything right now-
But happy new years to y’all!!
#have been laying in bed for 2 days now doing absolutely nothing xD#just watch- I’m gonna get healed tomorrow right when I have to go to school xD
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#THANK YOU HIGEPIYO FOR MY LIFE#I’m gonna frow up 😭#(I am going to bed now that’s enough for tonight..ouough#young bucks#matt jackson#nick jackson#illegal bucktivities#but like :((((((
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so i had an idea of what if rebellion never happened and madoka stayed a god for years and years and it got to the point where even she forgot who she was and starts to act and talk like kyubey would and it got to the point where she and the law of cycles could not be separated by any means
#draw n’ sketch ⌞ 🍒✍️⌝#idk maybe this is dumb#but I like it#like I’m thinking of a scenario where somehow mami kyoko and homura get to meet her#and while mami and kyoko are thinking ‘damn this is what the law of cycles looks like’#homura is particularly horrified because this is no longer the madoka she used to know and love#ultimate madoka#madokami#godoka#madoka kaname#kaname madoka#madoka magica#pmmm#madoka magica spoilers#pmmm spoilers#madoka magica rebellion#madoka magica rebellion spoilers#my art#fanart#idk what to call this au (?) tho#idk something like ‘corrupted goddess madoka’ or something like that#if I do anything more on this#which I probably won’t lol#my brain gets too frazzled sometimes#okay I’m gonna go to bed now
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i am so sorry to the all the people that might be following me who don’t care about past keiji at all and just wanna see fanart of their favorite ugly blonde man but i love his past design so much. he’s so cute 2 me. especially when he’s miserable, which is why this sprite of his is probably my second favorite keiji sprite ever
#was gonna say this is my favorite sprite but then i remembered that sprite where he’s awkwardly covering his mouth. i love that one#i need keiji to pull a face like this next chapter PLEASE show some emotion for ONCE………#i should rank all of keiji’s sprites based on how much i like them. i could do it i’m insane enough#not right now though i need 2 go 2 bed#daiji original
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Sheeped sona
#coolcatbeans#possly art#fursona#sheepsona#sheep fursona#gonna go pass out in bed now lol#this is exactly how I draw btw#don’t be like me#my posture is terrible I’m straight shrimpin out here
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Reading the boop notifications while only like two mutuals are online feels like this:
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um. lighting. practice. I made this bcz I’m working on an art trade and I needed to experiment with lighting b4 I rendered it. Uh. Yeah
#Still a little mad at myself for not answering my friends#Fuck and like I was gonna go to bed after posting this but now I’m worried about them and I can’t bring myself to sleep yet#my art#tmnt oc#tmnt#tmnt zach
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I guess I’m not sleeping tonight
or this week
or this month
Sigh…
anyways here’s the new Byler theory-
#byler#stranger things#i need to sleep#i need sleep#we need sleep#i’m going to bed#no I’m not#Don’t lie to yourself _____#You’ll never go to sleep#Byler and Reddie keeps me up at night#It’s okay#mike is also up looking at Wills paintings#And being gay#And then crying#Oh no#oh no mike cry’s bc he is in love with Will#now I’m gonna cry#No I cant cry#Byler is canon#Mike and Will are going to kiss#Woah that was a rollercoaster#Ffs I need to sleep#I’m going insane#🥲
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why do so many weirdos keep interacting with me. no im not going to “draw (character who is a minor) naked” the fuck
in general if you make gross comments about children pls dni. stay out of the lotf fandom. Or even just my page to be honest. Thanks
#why does this have to happen while I’m sick and bed ridden#lotf fandom#this is targeted technically but also a general thing#istg now I’m gonna see a bunch of vague posts like ‘omg drama!!!! lotf fandom drama!!!!!!!’#you are not helping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sigh#ok I need to go sleep now. I’m sick as FUCK just thought I’d drop in to say this
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