#but i will keep workin hard!!!
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i think i can call this a manhwa lloyd study, i tried to draw his face in this panel it was really hard
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#tged#the greatest estate developer#lloyd frontera#lynn's art#i totally did not forget to crosspost this from my twitter... for sure...#i think i learned a lot from this and my brother helped too which was nice!!#will it stick w me tho? probably not LMAO#but i will keep workin hard!!!#i did not try the hand though . that looks tough . maybe next time
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these are A BIT OLD but uhhh here check out these aggio doodles i did forever ago. still VERY happy w my colors :3
#this was back in uhhhh jan 2023!! hot dog!! and its still perfeclty good to eat!#i think kian and chip would get along. they could talk about feelings. kian could give chip the therapy he needs. maybe kiss? who said that#jay and rand could also get along i think. smoke buddies. cigarette fans. i bet they could play dnd together. or build a contraption togeth#also WAUHG the way i colored in kira here is SO PERFECT.. SHES SO SPARKLY N PRETTY. ALSO THAT HOOORNN i remember bleeding for that#shading is HARD lighting is HARD drawing a crazy unicorn is HARD but SOOOO WORTH IT I SITLL LOVE HOW IT LOOKES.....#waht else is there. oh yes the prime defender doodles#i love mark so much.... i miss being crazy and strange abt mark winters... i need to draw him killing more people someday#anyway i gotta go to bed soon to keep my sleep schedul on track but I DONT WAANNA!!!! recently relistened to bitb. that might release spore#im also chippin away at that am i in heaven animatic between workin on commissions. I GOT RLY FAR!! i think that i could finish it within#like. 3 or 4 more inspo waves. it wont be unfinished forevcer..... its so close... just 4 more full scenes to rly fleshh out#so basically another 2 years. YEAH BABy. in the meantime i have a backlog of things i can poast. i got plenty o drawings and doodles to sha#alrigh thats all the ramblin im gonna do for now. sleep well everyone hope shool or work goes easy on u in the coming week
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#BACK FROM MONTREAL HIII#workin on that animatic for my brother so i ca get him to watch an ep of monkie kid.. clenches fist...#i wanted to work on frames on the drive there or while at the hotel but the problem is i didnt have time to make the rough copy on paper#before i left.. and i have to test the frames on premiere while working on it which i couldnt do cause i was away from my pc orz#idek if im going to keep this frame i keep wanting to redo it. i want to get it done tomorrow since i have a day off#this was rtunning in the back of my mind the whole trip and it frustrated me to no end.. but i had fun in montreal!!#its hard to find good parking because everythings in french theres no parking lots and where you can and cannot park is extremely vague#but i liked the science center and the biodome.. i kind of prefer the academy of sciences in LA just because there are so many animals#but i like how the biodome was an open enclosure. walking around old montreal was cool too#wip#doodles#lego monkie kid#lmk
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hi loves i have neglected mx info since i've been on vacation i will hopefully be back on a normal schedule soon <3
#mädch rambles#god i haven't posted on there in forever im SORRY when my schedule gets busy it just is hard to keep up!#ALSO i recently got off orientation at my new(ish) nurse job#i started working in the operating room earlier in january and its been a long orientation since its something totally new but#i love it and i'm workin by myself so it's been a learning curve but having a good time!!#for vaca i visted my aunt and uncle's small lake cabin w my bf and the rest of my family i really just unplugged it was so peaceful!#and just this past weeked my bf's parents visited so i was hosting them too so just a lot going on but !!!!#hopefully will be able to post on mxinfo soon and make some gifs on here in the upcoming week/weekend! been wanting to gif aespa's new stuf#also maybe gif some other mx stuff just to get back in the swing of things lol every time i want to come back on here thers always so much#to catch up on but ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!!! see you guys soon xx
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i feel like the way ‘dogtok’/‘dogstagram’ talks about reactivity makes reactive dog owners feel a lot more ashamed than they ought to
#idk i just.. don’t really see anything to be ashamed about? and i hate the ‘your dog is reactive because you FAILED’ mindset#sometimes you do absolutely everything right and the universe still throws some shit at you that leads to reactivity#and it’s just a thing that happens sometimes#dogs are animals with teeth and claws and fur and tails#they shit outside and roll in dead things and sniff each others butts#and sometimes have big feelings about things#and that’s just part of being a little critter#it’s not a moral failing on anyone’s part that your dog is a dog instead of a cardboard cutout of a dog#not everything goes smoothly 100% of the time and sometimes you end up with an extra Thing that needs to be worked on#and yeah of course Working On It can be stressful. no one wants to see their dog having a hard time. which is exactly why we don’t need to#-be pushing the added stress of GUILT#it’s not helpful to anyone. it doesn’t prevent reactivity in the future. it just makes someone who’s already having a hard time have a-#-worse one#this is not a situation that needs blame#idk if any of this makes sense#my meds are making me a lil weird lmao#@ everyone who has a reactive dog: you’re doing a great job and if anyone tries to make you feel guilty#eat them#keep Workin On It and remember that Dogs Is Dogs#kill the goblin in your brain that tells you you’re the worst guy to have ever done it#you’re normal your dog is normal. give both of you a cookie rn
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im feeling very insecure abt my art right now & posting for something very massive and popular that every artist i admire is also drawing rn is not. Great 💔
#just posting my thoughts and feelings on the blogging website#ik my art isnt BAD or TERRIBLE and ik im comparing myself too much#but its kinda hard . not to. IDK#my brain doesnt mesh well with being online (<- guy who is very online)#thoughts and feelings. im gonna keep workin on my go fic 🚶🚶🚶#+ gonna try stylising aziracrow more#i think i keep drawing them so stiff n weird bc im too in my head abt them resembling real people :(
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Don't work too hard this month! Your boys can wait <3
God, you're right, anon 😭😭 I'll try not to- already have so much on my plate rn
#things haven't gotten better but I'm coping#i won't trauma dump too hard but uhhh#my dad is sick and if it isn't caught in time could be lethal#been trying to get back into creating things to keep my mind occupied but it's not rly workin ngl
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I am working the night shift again so I will hanging around doing some writing until I become delirious from caffeine and being a bitch that normally goes to bed at like 9pm. I am actually in the mood to write so we'll see how long this lasts. Send memes & things please. I think tomorrow I will be focusing on Billy's blog (@onslaughted.)
#&. ooc.#( its usually pretty slow until late morning so i think i will have a bunch of free time )#( its kinda hard to keep my brain workin during these hours )#( but i have some really yummy coffee to keep my company )
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random doodles of Them, just me trying to get a thought or 2 out
#art tag#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd#pokemon#oc: emerald (pmd)#oc: bronze (pmd)#oc: leaf (pmd)#tbh. leaf is goin thru it#ive converted leafs vulpix partner into Accidental Child Acquisition#shes trying so hard to get this child away. the child keeps following her. she cant keep bringing this baby into life threatening situation#and then they part with hurtful words. i need to refine this arc tho#its sounds meh to me rn until i can iron it out#or rework the vulpix. again. or just delete it from the story#she also has a Thing about being an off colour leafeon. really was just the straw that broke the camels back#she was so excited to evolve and be more like grovyle but then shes winter coloured instead#yk when youre crying but also self aware enough to know its stupid? yeah thats what she did#emerald is Also goin thru it but in a different way. but her story follows the base game plot since shes the actual hero#she has a LOT of doubts and thoughts tho. why did her sister steal a time gear. if leaf is workin with grovyle then did she herself know hi#did she once work with leaf and maybe grovyle to steal the time gears????? why??????? if dusknoir knows grovyle then does he know her?#why is he acting like he doesnt know her. wait grov n leaf r criminals from the future? was that also her?#so on and so forth ykyk#vulpix#alolan vulpix#manaphy#glaceon#raichu#darkrai#flareon
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i will talk ab source. part 1 is prolly childhood? I REACHED TAG LIMIT
#idk wat 2 preface this with except 4 da fact idk which parts r canon divergent n which r nawt beyond the obvious trauma stuff dat definitely#gawt mjxed in with it. also a thing ab memories is dat its nawt one super chronologically consistent timeline its kinda chunks#either way. there was still nothin known abt my supposed family & from the moment i remember myself i lived at the orphanage#i unrerstood wat it lik 2 b alone n fend 4 myself very early. yud think an institution providin care 4 children wud negate dat but i think#it only saturated it in many ways. orphanages r notoriously underfunded & the lives of those kids disregarded. ya can imagine. early on i wa#s definitely goin thru a rebel stage of not wantin 2 accept things how they wer n tried 2 run away a number of times (comin back each time)#2bf i dn think i ever came at peace with this bein my life. but growin up along the others made me feel a sense of responsibility n belongin#dat i cudn push aside. especially when no1 cared 4 me So no one wud care 4 them. ppl think of orphanages as a fixit but realy they only#create more issues for the children & ours was no different. it was both strict n neglectful? tere wer clear time tables set in day2day life#but anyone who wasn able 2 keep up wud quickly fall outta it which is where i came in#but its nawt likr dat was met with gratitude from the carers Cuz i was a problem child thru n thru in they eyes#also next 2 nothin was done 2 prevent conflict between children an the grown ups wud pin punishments onto both parties#nawt 2 mention when the carers wer part of da problem like. when it came 2 gettin physical or. otherwise abusive i don wanna say But is also#sumthin i experienced. n in part why i attempted 2 runaway many times b4 givin up.#i don remembr when i strted workin but it began with beggin in da streets n rummagin thru dumpsters aha. the typical mikaness?#i cringe rememberin it but id cling onto the passerbys n pity em into givin me money. it wasn even 4 myself most times.#gettin things of yr own was incredibly hard especially when ut was sumthin ya needed n it wasn provided as a necessity#various things com 2 mine but les b honest as a lonelu kid most ya want is company#idk i w growin up asocial up 2 a certain point. resorted 2 pickin up old toys from the garbage? i always had an affinity 4 objects strangely#id wash em in the sink n patch em up best i cud & eventually the others wanted em too s id kinda give a lot away which i didn mind in da end#i dunno jus. lots of sharin stuff round. clothes n toys n anythin ya can think of ehe#we didn have beds & we slept on the floor? had BEDDIN but it was like a one big spread for all the kids. a sumthin dat still warm my heart s#thinkin of a lot of da lil ones clingin 2 me in their sleep as they clutchd onto a plushie#STAWP i started cryin. anyway. it was so far from perfect n it was intensely traumatisin nawt 2 mention the lack of. well. any upbringin dat#kids usually get growin up. we r pretty much left 2 our own devices.#but once i was old enuff 2 work i grasped at any straws whjch i... don wanna get into?#but work is work is all i will say. also a part i think i didn mention is in my memories ofc i am more bodily in accordance with our body so#i was recognised as afab/a girl while bein a bit.. different#i don remembr how many times i cut my own hair but i did let it grow out later on. talkin shoulderblade length or so. jus as messy n unruly#as our hair is www
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i love the idea that you dont need to follow all your friends on social media.
#ive been unfollowing folks based on what shows up on my feeds#and just rly curating my socials#i seriously enjoy using twitter bc my TL is just rts from others i like#updates on their life#and art/music from ppl whose work i like#i use stuff like turning off rts n stuff#and it's been so nice#i can legit be high and browse my twitter without a problem#and my for you page? immaculate.#ive curated my algorithm so hard that it knows it wont get any clicks or shares with ragebait n stuff#ive been workin on tumblr alot too#and my dash just keeps getting better and better#im literally winning at social media
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boyfriend toji asks you to workout with him all the time, but not in the way you’re thinking. you’re his incentive, a little prize for working so hard.
so of course he cages you underneath him as he does push ups, claiming a victory kiss each time he lowers himself to the ground. honestly the way you laugh and giggle is far more satisfying than the actual workout part of it, his lips quirking into a half smile each time he pushes back up.
“you’re so lame,” you laugh, patting his flexing bicep and he rolls his eyes.
“what’s wrong with havin’ a prize? i’m workin’ so hard,” he stresses the last word with an over exaggerated sigh.
“yeah right like this isn’t the easiest possible thing for you—”
a heavy kiss—his favorite way of shutting you up. he pulls back, expression going smug at your dazed reaction.
“you sure do talk a lot for someone who’s enjoying it.” he quips.
and you do enjoy it—honestly you’d take any excuse to steal affection from the hulking wolf of a man that is your boyfriend, especially when he’s always so willing to give it.
some days he’ll switch it up and ask you to get on his back as he does his push ups, because god knows he’s strong and he can handle you so easily.
and he likes the way you loop your arms around his neck, likes the way you squeal as he playfully tries to bite your fingers when they get too close to his face.
“i think i’ll just stay up here,” you comment from atop his back, and toji can hear your smile.
“oh yeah?” he grunts as he lowers himself to the ground.
“mhm.” your fingers drum over his back. “you look pretty good like this. i can boss you around and everything.”
“hah—” an evil smirk, even as sweat drips down his temple. “watch your mouth, kid. don’t push your luck.”
you laugh, he grins. somehow you just make the whole process that much more fun for him.
toji is selfish too. bad enough that he has you trapped either under him or on top of him as he does push ups for as long as he can. but once he’s done and you’re about to go do your own work he’s grabbing your wrist with that trademark smirk going, “hey i’m not done yet.”
and then you find yourself holding his feet down as he casually does sit ups, and of course each time he makes it back up he’s kissing you. you giggle each time, leaning your weight onto your palms to keep his legs steady as you peak over his knees. the sound tickles his ears—infectious.
“aren’t you tired yet?” you call out, tilting your head with a teasing smile. toji pulls himself up, abs flexing as his bulky arms stay put behind his head.
“tired?” he scoffs, lips brushing over yours. he pulls back just slightly, hooded eyes boring into yours. “i got my energy right here.”
he’s ridiculous. selfish and utterly ridiculous. it comes to a point where he refuses to do his exercises if you’re not there, claiming that “it’s no fun workin’ hard if there’s nothin’ to work hard for.”
but obviously half of the time he ends up forgetting about the workout anyway, grabbing at your waist to pull you into his lap as he presses his mouth to yours eagerly—one little prize already managing to distract him.
for someone so strong, toji can be embarrassingly weak when it comes to you.
oh well, no harm done. he knows he can get his exercise in a different way—and you have no problem with that either.
#once again toji manages to distract me while studying#i’m so sick of him i love him#jjk x reader#toji fushiguro x reader#toji x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen fluff#jjk fluff#fushiguro toji x reader#toji headcanons#jjk#toji x you#toji x y/n#toji fluff#jujutsu kaisen x you#jujutsu kaisen drabbles#jujutsu kaisen headcanons#toji fushiguro#zenin toji x reader#toji zenin x reader#jjk headcanons#jjk drabbles#jjk x you
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im absolutely not done but lookit my multi <3
#mun;;#tbd;;#im thinkin bout the gnome bacon video again i cant keep workin on things until it stop making me laugh so hard my head hurts#my mom has that exact same gnome too
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They have a lot like other people in such a very massive common! (Marco Polo was from Marco's Neighborhood made by @ @gibbieyibbie) May Evi and Marco see each other in different worlds. Amen. (Day 1)
#Hello World!#Evi#Marco Polo#Marco's Neighborhood#my art#fan art#Tomorrow will be day 2 but I gotta keep up workin hard!#And I also love their amazing stuff too!
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#so much happened this year for me it's kinda crazy. but#i feel like i was in a constant state of recovery y'know#like. 2020-22 were rough and so much happened that i needed to emotionally recover from#but at the same time so much changed for me in such a short amount of time this year#i think it's important to be aware of that y'know.#it wasn't all bad or anything#it was just. a Lot. but there are nice little moments i'm sure i'll reflect on later. even if they were “little” they were important#this yearr i made a lot more art than i ever have! even if i didn't share half of it. but that's really nice. i got comfy driving#i go to the gym now and actually enjoy it so that's nice.#got prescribed adhd meds! hopefully they're in stock soon dsdkjfg. went to college in person! we're. still workin on that one#but it's okay. i'm reading books again! that's been refreshing.#i've tried a lot of things and it's been really nice#i wanna try candle making. and there's this pottery place down town that looks cool. i'd also like 2 make a friend! that'd#be nice sdfhg. i'm trying to put myself out there a bit but. we will just do our own thing and keep trying anyways. even if it's a lil hard#i wanna take those automotive classes sometime this year. see how i like that. working on cars has always sounded cool to me y'know#i want to keep making art and going to the gym. learn how to cook some more meals#keep finding the time to stop and appreciate things. and exist within and outside everything sometimes. that's important i think#sap says#anyways. let's keep going
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I am entirely incapable of being kind/nice to myself unless someone hurts me first and then I can assert myself but I don’t want to have conditions to be nice to myself
#my counsellor keeps pointing out when I say something nice and then backtrack and it’s getting on my nerves lmao#not her but the fact I’m doing it#I’m trying so hard to be the perfect person even when no one’s around#and I know no one’s perfect but I’m just so self conscious and I’m too used to being that way#but we ball#workin through it
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