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begun-to-blur · 4 months ago

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someone pls recommend me a tv show … i should not rewatch hannibal and interview with a vampire again

#i will rewatch them again #but i wanna watch something new too #i fear i’ll start rewatching supernatural again just to prove i don’t need to watch hannibal #i’m perfectly sane i do not need it #i do not base my life around hannibal #ignore how i bring it up in everything conversation #any and all recommendations are welcome 😭🫶🏻#hannibal #interview with the vampire #sorry for tagging the shows but i need the inspired minds of likeminded people to give me recs pls lmao

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mwagneto · 5 months ago

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HAAANK DON'T GET MAD AT SCIFI FOR NOT MAKING SENSE HAAAAANK !!! IT'S A METAPHOR FOR REAL LIFE THAT'S MEANT TO MAKE YOU ASK QUESTIONS HANK YOU DON'T NECESSARILY HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THE EXACT MECHANICS!!!! HAAAANK

#added these tags as an addition in the rbs so go in the notes if you wanna read them more easily ->#so many takes i saw abt the new dw season (almost exclusively from ppl who just started watching it) were #about the resolutions not making sense or how not understanding how the plot (esp 73 yards and the finales) was annoying #and like...i absolutely see how it can be annoying if u approach it like you would any #other media but the reason it's different is coz it's scifi... specifically the ghost of extreeeemely old scifi. foundational scifi even #a lot of criticism i keep seeing is really like. person who's never interacted with proper extreme scifi #like maybe the genre isnt for you and that's ok too... but also u can make the effort to #open your heart and accept that scifi has always been really out there concepts and #bad special effects that ultimately just say stuff abt regular life #like for example umm idk like... you dont have to take sutekh clinging to #the tardis literally. he just represents the doctor causing death. or the 73 yard woman as anything #she just represents ruby's fear that there's something deeply wrong with her that makes #everyone abandon her that she will never ever get to understand. & so on....#like you can (and should) take them at face value too ofc but they also represent things. there's layers...#scifi #doctor who #science fiction

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tmetta · 2 years ago

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Outfit change 🪶

#kagura of the wind #inuyasha #I’ve been wanting to draw Kagura in Yura’s outfit but I’m lazy so i just made an edit with too much effort instead ✌️#lowkey wanna commission someone to actually draw her in yuras clothes tho #Also i finally watched the new higurashi anime so i might draw something for that still gotta watch the second season tho 😔#i am simply not built for watching anime anymore unless its my favs

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dearmizumi · 5 months ago

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I felt sad

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satorisoup · 4 months ago

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UWAHHH hello friends !!ヾ(*'▽'*) i am officially back from my hiatus !! thank you soso much to everyone for the kind wishes, i love you all soso dearly !! <3

i’m sending all of you so many warm hugs and big smoochies !! :3 i hope you all have the bestest day, and if u are able to, you get to see some pretty fireworks !! MWUUUUAH !! <3

#EEEK i feel much better now >//< i missed everyone while i was gone !! T^T #i have many announcements so ill include some in this lil yap <3 #one is i have something very special to be posted soon !! a new series ?? :0 EEEK !!#2 is i finally got my selfship commission so ill be postin’ dat !!#i must talk about my beloved demon slayer too YIPEEE !! that epi was SO good !!!!!!! >//<#im currently in another state with my dad and it is… 110° outside T^T #but m’ going to my concert tomorrow and watching some pretty fireworks tonight !!#also today my precious bloggie turns 3 years old !! ill definitely make a special post for that <3 #i wanna write a fun lil fic with my precious baby kou for todays holiday !! i just wanna watch some fireworks and run around wif him T^T SO #i also have a haul to be posted soon !! EEEK !! i bought my most expensive fig in my collection :3 for a real good price !!#its of my hubby kyojiro :3 he looks soso precious !! </3 #anywhosies ill wrap up this yap <3 #SMOOCHIES TO EVERYONE !! MWUAH !!!!! <3333 #₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ — lene’s latest gossip .ᐟ

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soup-is-here · 25 days ago

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Mouthwashing Spoilers

TW: Addiction and Self Harm

I wanna go on about Swansea's final monologue but it's hard to put into words, but I'm gonna try anyways cause it's a short, but strong story about autonomy again. This post ended up significantly longer than I wanted though

It's the autonomy to choose the "less healthy" option because it's appealing to you. It's the moral assignment to normality and stability. An alcoholic is an alcoholic by choice, technically, but do they owe us otherwise? Is it morally reprehensible to enjoy taking LSD at a party? Should we see someone as less than because they relax with a xanax instead of a hot shower? It's not healthy. We know that. We've seen anti-drug ad after ad after ad. But is that the part that's morally wrong, in and of itself? Does enjoying the drugs and chaos make Swansea a worse person?

Like him talking about his entire life and ending it by saying between the "stable" "normal" life and him waking up every morning with a new hangover, he preferred the latter. People always talk about getting clean and fixing their lives and Swansea did it! He did the thing "good men" do! A wife and kids and a trade job and sobriety! He was doing it! He was finally "worth" something!

And he hated it! I mean I don't know if he actually hated/despised it, but he misses his previous life. He misses drugs and partying and living like you might not wake up the next day. He said the thing that changed him was seeing himself dead in a ditch under the bright beam of a streetlight. Now he's looking down the barrel of a gun. And as he looks down it, he looks back. That was his preference. It felt good to be like that. And he wouldn't be here if he stayed there

We always have a narrative about drugs or gambling or sleeping around where a person suddenly realizes that they aren't "doing anything" with their life and becomes stable and it's always played like addiction is a false pleasure. Swansea got to the stability people said would be the real pleasure of life and that just wasn't true for him. One bad paycheck could've been the difference between his stable life and falling apart anyways. His lifestyle was going to kill him someday apparently, yet he's staring down the barrel of a gun at his steady trade job to feed his wife and kids.

I don't know quite how to word it but Swansea is the poster child for rehabilitation. There's this weight to him saying his alcoholic period was the best time of his life. Like it just hits at that pang that makes people wear DARE shirts while smoking weed and post those videos of smoking 100 cigarettes at once. Anti-vaping ads tell you about the damage they do to your body but everyone knows that already. Everyone knows "this is what your brain looks like on drugs." I smoke medical marijuana and it isn't good for my lungs but it's good for my pain. Doing drugs isn't good for me and I know that and that's sorta the point sometimes.

I don't know it's just this weird pang where I know what Swansea means, just not to nearly the same extent. I don't have an addiction so I don't think I could fully understand it. Maybe a better thing I could relate it to for myself is self harm. It's not healthy sure, but who do I owe health? Myself? Other people? And what is healthy? Is it feeling better now? Is it resisting now and feeling worse for it until it stops? What if the coping skills I learn make it worse? What if they make it better? Do I want it to get better? Does Swansea want to get better? What would better feel like to either of us?

Who knows until you try. Swansea got a collared shirt, a mortgage, and a credit card. He got a job and a wife and kids. He got sober. He got healthier, depending on your definition.

But did he feel better? He's looking down a barrel of a gun and he has to decide if he feels better. It doesn't seem like he regrets his new life. He says he wants his kids to be better than him. He wants good things to happen for them. He saw himself as one bad slip away from falling again. I don't think he felt better though. I think he got healthier. He likely would've ended up in the ditch he dreamt about, but we don't know that. We also don't know if that's what he'd prefer. But, we do know he got healthier, depending on your definition.

#mouthwashing #tw addiction #tw self harm #It got a little personal in the end but I keep watching that scene cause it reminds me of a convo with my therapist #It's been a lil under a year since I last self harmed #but he told me that things like addictions and self harm are tools #they're neutral actions that either make you feel better or worse #and that's usually up to the circumstances around the action rather than the act itself #Taking narcotics might fill you with shame or make you feel giddy. Maybe even both #Self harm can make you feel embarrassed but cathartic #That's unhealthy #now what?#There needs to be something to replace that feeling or you'll just crave it until you can't stand the feeling anymore #And sure you can talk about will and self control but why? Who are they doing this for? Themselves? Friends? Family?#Cause there's so many factors that can make that difference and sometimes the answer is 'No one'#So you crave and is that healthier? I'm not saying to self harm again or break your sobriety #But there's gotta be something to replace it. AA and NA use a higher power and ppl use nicotine gum for smoking #Essentially what I'm saying is that it's not the end of the world to enjoy your addiction #Is it unhealthy? Absolutely. Wounds can get infected and drugs can be laced or you can OD #But is it morally wrong for Swansea to say those were the best days of his life?#Is it wrong for him to live the sober life and decide he preferred his alcoholism?#My therapist doesn't want me to harm myself. He'd prefer for me to learn new coping skills to replace it. And I did #The urges still come up for me sometimes. He says they come up for him too. Less so. But they do #He says a relapse could happen. What's wrong with that? You just start over with a new goal and a new skill. And if that skill is worse?#Well that original tool is there until you get a new one. It's not great but it feels better than a new bad tool #And maybe it's okay to fiddle with that old tool if you don't wanna bother with a new one again

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jichanxo · 4 months ago

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date outfit kitakata save me......... save me....

#kuwana jin #jin kuwana #lost judgment #judgment #jichanart #fic extras #fic:senseific #was itching to work on something related to kitakata on his date with yagami so. here #have actually drawn this outfit before but i don't like that art much anymore so. lol. new one!#the wrist cast is a new addition though cause i think it would be funny #it's not locked in yet BUT fingers crossed i can include it (something something plot)#anyhow other notes about this:#clean shaven bc it's kitakata as opposed to kuwana #jewellry bc you can tell he's really trying here #necklace to draw the eye to the chest #and earrings just cause i think he likes em. plus it's a fun extra detail for yagami to notice #kitakata doesn't get to wear em at his job so it's fun to have that little extra edge you know #i like to think his shirt would be fitted to better show off his arms and chest. he's been working hard on em after all #he can wear his canon boots cause they're practical. i also think he's wearing some cologne #if not for the cast he'd be wearing a decent looking watch too. again. kitakata is REALLY TRYING #and is generally a little more put together than kuwana is #anyway (chews my own arm) i can't write their date until i work more on the actual fucking PLOT #but i reaaaaaaally wanna make this happen so 💔#anyway. yagami shows up to their date wearing what he always wears. can we all make fun of him #because he thinks it's practical and he looks good (which is why he wears it all the time). kitakata is not impressed #ANYWAY #live laugh love senseific

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crybaby-bkg · 2 years ago

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cw: slight dubcon

You’re not too sure how they passed any sort of prerequisites in order to get into your senior level class, but the duo must be doing something right, you think to yourself. Looking from the corner of your eye you watch them—Shigaraki, the ash haired one, and Dabi, the one with white hair and burn scars covering the lower half of his face. They never seem to pay attention in class, and yet Shigaraki’s papers are always used as exemplary and Dabi is always praised for his high test scores—even higher than your own.

You turn your nose up at them when they both turn to you, must sense the way your eyes strain from where you look at them in the corners. Dabi waves, a little smirk pulling up his lips, and Shigaraki only stares with a tilt of his head and a whisper to his friend. They unnerve you, the duo, with their empty eyes and haunting little smiles thrown your way, with their taunting calls of tutoring you when you find out that you’ve come third place to them, again.

But maybe you do need the help, the extra support. You don’t go to them necessarily, but instead the library, looking for a tutor. You feel ambushed when you’re greeted by Dabi sitting behind the librarians desk with his own name tag and Cheshire grin.

“Knew you’d need a tutor sooner or later, sweetheart,” his voice is so grating, so demeaning, so—so hot. It makes your thighs squeeze together and your eyebrows furrow. You can’t think of him like that, shouldn’t be getting so close to a scary weirdo that looks like he might eat you if you step too close.

“Shiggy’s in room 205.” Dabi tells you, nods his head over to a back room, and you stay rooted to your spot, too embarrassed to admit that you don’t know where that room is. Dabi cocks an eyebrow at your shifting legs before it all must click to him. He sighs a quiet little ‘ahh’ before he stands, rounding the desk, as he guides you into the private rooms.

When he gets there, Shigaraki is already sitting there with his feet on the table and a game controller in hand. He doesn’t say much when Dabi tells him what you’re there for—an extra boost in knowledge, you chime in, to which they both just snicker at you—before you find yourself sitting between the both of them. Why Dabi is still there is a question you’re still asking yourself, but you try to ignore him when Shigaraki starts explaining difficult topics as if they were the easiest thing in the world while still maintaining first place in his game.

You’re so wrapped up in defending your smarts to Shigaraki when you can’t answer a question, you almost miss the way Dabi pats condescendingly at your thigh. Your head whips around to him, at his hot grip on your skin, eyes widening when you’re met with his close proximity. His eyes are a lot bluer up close, you think to yourself, rearing back suddenly when his smirk is devious enough to send a shiver up your back.

Your pull away is only met with another hard chest against your back, gasping, as you turn to look at the offender behind you. Shigaraki is even closer this time, and you can feel the puff of his breath against your lips, wonder how a persons eyes could be as bright and vivid as his own.

“What’re you—“ your question falls on a pair of silencing lips, Shigaraki pulling you into a kiss so rough that it makes your teeth knock and a groan press from his mouth to yours. Dabi wants in on the action, pulls your face away to kiss sweetly at your lips, hands loosely around your neck as he tilts your head every way he wants.

Shigaraki pulls you back to him, but Dabi follows this time, his mouth still on yours. You gasp, clinging onto both of their shirts when two tongues are skimming and swiping the insides of your mouth, their wet muscles sliding against the others.

“Figured this was all you wanted,” Dabi chuckles against your mouth, grin pulling at his lips when you gasp and start trying to deny it. It’s hard though, when you’re being wrestled onto the table by rough and dry hands, when your bottoms are being ripped down, and your hands are pinned beside your head.

“Get—get off’a me!” You try to wriggle away, but Dabi only tuts down at you, shushes you with a little mocking pout.

“But you’ve wanted this for so long now, didn’t you? We’ve seen the way you look at us,” Dabi’s tone is dismissive, his eyes glued on his friend who moves your underwear to the side. Shigaraki’s eyes are low and hooded as he takes in the strings of slick that snap from your inner thigh, the glossy part of your lips as he spreads your legs wider to accommodate his body.

“Besides, by the time we’re finished with you, you’re gonna be begging for more.” Shigaraki’s voice is downright cruel, before he’s swooping down to lick a long stripe from your taint all the way up to your clit. You groan at that, eyes fluttering, back arching off of the table. Dabi holds you down though, keeps you pinned to the table while his tongue explores the valleys of your skin. You can only lay there and take everything given to you, wondering all the while, how they knew this was a fantasy of yours for weeks now.

#……don’t be mad at me for this but I wanna turn this into a full fic too AKSHDKDJDJDFJ #I just have so much on my plate it’s hard to actually sit down and write something long and good #BUT I REALLY DO!!!!!#the pair of them being a little obsessed w that uptight virgin nerd in their class that acts too good for them #they just wanna ruin you :(((#I’ve only ever written once for shiggy but I’ve been watching s6 on toonami and baby….#I hate to say it but he’s looking mighty fine 😔#okay I’m gonna go try and read some hopefully I can stay focused #—new treat in the streets! 🍫#dabi treats! 🍬#Shigaraki treats! 🍬#—stocked in the back 🍫#tw: dubcon

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seventh-district · 6 months ago

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not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go

(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)

#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill #well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst #like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc.#so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made #bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you #but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings #and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste #there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc #so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously)#but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything #if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is #which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose #anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate.#and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic!#if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it.#like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages #or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing #i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know #it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess #as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence #the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education #i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is-#writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl-#will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype #sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen #there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions #like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of-#'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity #like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem #but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.

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bf-rally · 3 days ago

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okay so im back in navbar hell (when i thought i escaped...!!!) but ive managed to get this set up today :D

#my issue is that im trying to make the navbar properly responsive and have a toggle option once the screen gets too small #if u look on my blog i had it on my last attempt at this because i was using bootstrap but i was like okay i gotta make a new project!#cause i wanted to use nextjs #and not have to worry about backend stuff as much #okay so like..... i know im being kinda stubborn here lol #i could just slap bootstrap on and copy my old code but i dont wanna #i already have tailwind on here and i dont want to confuse myself anymore #so ive been looking for navbar tutorials using tailwind to help and omg #i thought i found a good one and then i realized it used a specific js package which i cant use cause im using typescript...#and i cant find a ts version #so now im just set on doing it without any outside stuff #like just show me how to make the thing with just html and javascript #at least that way i can just translate the the js to ts on my own!!!#anyways lol i found a video that should help...pls #ill watch it later....#but today im tired #webdev #codeblr #wip #this site will happen i swear I SWEAR #AHHH #there so many things to help but after a certain point its like...i dont even know whats happening and now im confused #and god forbid things start conflicting with each other #so i just want something that will spell it out clearly #but yea if u see this and think im confused (which i might be)#im always open to links to videos

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evilkaeya · 6 months ago

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Feeling the loss of finishing a really good anime rn... the apothecary diaries was so good I need s2 immediately

#the animation the plot the characters the romance >>>>>>>>#i can talk about it for hours #I LOVE MAOMAO SO MUCH god shes so. i need to put her in a jar.#Jinshi beloved he's so silly #new favorite jealous boy #they're literally the adhd x autism duo #I LOVED THE LAST SCENE I fucking knew maomao was going to say something ridiculous. like there was no way they were gna kiss #they're silly banters made the show sm better #and the side characters wahhhhhh love them sm #gaoshun!!!! my dad fr #and gyokuyou and everyone working for her <3 every time she laughed i laughed with her #i also learnt sm abt herbs from this anime god bless #i wanna watch a sign of affection but i need to watch something hardcore before that to balance it out #can't be seen giggling blushing smiling too mucj

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oh-meow-swirls · 6 months ago

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was looking through old posts and i'm surprised to see that i seemingly didn't have any commentary on anything in 3 in chapter 7, 8 or 9, the posts related to 3's story go from "my first reaction when i saw yopple-bot was 'i love you. but also you are definitely the boss for this chapter-'" to "i have been in hell all day. hell being bada-bing tower." funny to me cuz those chapters are like, the best ones sdfkljsdfjfsdkjlfsdjkl-