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Hiiii bbđ„ș can I pretty pls request rafe x bitchy!reader with the prompts âGonna fuck you until the only word you remember is my name.â And âOh, I can think of many ways to shut you up right now.â. Maybe this is their first time together and sheâs being all smug and he shows just what heâs capable of? Love you dollđ©·
Hi, my love!! But ofc!! I went with Frat!Rafe for this one and reader is implied to be an alternative sorority girl. Enemies to lovers, flirty banter, face fucking, bondage, cum swallowing, fingering, overstimulation, daddy kink, choking, biting, breeding kink, unprotected sex. 18+!!!!
âWe are never going to happen, Cameron, give it up.â You scoff as you look down at your black and red perfectly, pointed nails.
âIâm not gonna give up until you admit Iâm right.â Rafe smirks as he moves in closer to you. Thereâs only a few inches between you and his large frame and your back is up against the wall. He tracked you down at yet another party and stopped you in the hall. Like a moth to flame, he always seems to find you. âI know you want me.â
âNo, thatâs just what you tell yourself so you can justify this obsession you have with me.â You glance up at him long enough to throw him a glare before returning your attention to your nails. Youâre careful not to let him see your eyes for too long because then heâll know heâs right. You do want him.
For some fucking reason. Youâre pretty much the only girl in your sorority he hasnât fucked around with and you take great pleasure in not being added to that list. âGo find Heather or something, Iâm sure sheâs just dying to hop back on your shrimp dick.â
âOh my fucking god.â Rafe grits his teeth as he closes the distance between you, his face is so close you can feel his breath on your skin and smell his expensive cologne. But you still donât give him the time of day and it drives him insane. Youâre not wrong, heâs obsessed with you. And it pisses him the fuck off. Heâs tried every angle with you, the only reason he even started fucking your soririty sisters was for your attention. He will take what he can get, even if itâs negative. âYouâre always fuckinâ bringing other bitches into it, are you really that jealous, baby?â
âHa!â You throw your head back with a laugh, meeting his eyes with an icy gaze that goes straight to his cock. Youâre not like any of the other girls on this entire island. Your thick eyeliner, glossy dark, red lips, and your chunky shoes have him so down bad he doesnât even want to admit it to himself. âYouâre fucking delusional, Cameron. I couldnât give a shit less who your fuck of the night is.â
âYeah? I think youâre lying.â Rafe gives you that fuck boy smirk that you wish so badly didnât secretly work on you and it makes you want to slap him. His arm comes up on the wall by your head, caging you in and further enveloping you in his scent. He leans down so his lips are brushing the shell of your ear and it makes your stomach tighten. âI think you want me to fuck you so bad that it pisses you off.â
âOh my fucking god! Do you ever shut up?!â You groan and throw your head back before trying to duck under his arm but Rafeâs free hand finding your hip keeps you in place.
âNah.â Rafe chuckles as he tongues the inside of his cheek, his eyes roaming your face like heâs wondering what to do with you. âBut I can think of several ways to shut your bratty ass up right now.â
âIâd like to see you fucking try.â Rafe looks down at you like the cat that caught a mouse as he loops his arm around your waist and hauls you down the hall toward one of the open rooms. He ushers you inside before slamming the door and then he slams your back against the wood.
âYou have no idea what you just fucking asked for, little mouse.â Rafe chuckles darkly as his hand comes up to grip onto your chin, forcing eye contact. You try to shake your face free but his grip is too strong. That doesnât stop you from trying as you glare at him through your lashes. Youâre not giving in that easily. âQuit fighting it, just admit you fuckinâ want me.â
âFucking make me, Cameron.â You thrash around in his hold, not even really trying to break free, just holding onto your pride. Your sharp nails come up to claw his wrist and it only makes his grip on your face tighten.
âOh, baby, Iâm gonna have you fuckinâ begging for it.â The hand on your face laces into the back of your hair, using it as leverage to pull you to the middle of the room.
His free hand grips onto your throat and he pulls your face against his, mashing your lips together in a filthy kiss. You get lost in it for a moment but when his tongue forces its way into your mouth you clamp your teeth down on it. He hisses and pulls his head back, his eyes burning blue flames into yours as he looks down at you.
âIâm never going to beg for you. You stupid fucking asshole, youâre such a -â Your words are cut short when Rafeâs sneaker clad foot sweeps under your platform heels while he uses his grip on your head to manhandle you to your knees in front of him. You growl in the back of your throat and your fingers claw his wrists again. It only makes Rafe cock twitch.
âMaybe you arenât a mouse after all, huh? Youâre a feisty little kitty.â Rafe chuckles and grabs both of your wrists in one of his big hands, holding them tight in front of you. âAnd kittenâs need to be taught itâs not okay to scratch.â
âYouâre a joke if you think youâre gonna be the one to tame me. All you frat boys are the same. Get your nut, and get out. Why do you think I havenât fucked you already, dumb ass?!â
âYouâre always calling me names, baby.â Rafe chuckles as he keeps your hands held in place and uses his free hand to undo his belt. You watch with wide eyes as he pulls it from the loops and when he brings it up to your wrists you hate that your pussy clenches at the thought of what heâs about to do. You half heartedly try to wiggle away as he loops the belt around your wrists, restraining you. âItâs funny cause after Iâm done with you the only thing youâre going to remember is my name.â
âThis is cute.â You snicker as you wiggle your wrists and shift on your knees, Rafe canât take the chance of you getting up so he grips onto your hair again, ensuring you stay right where he wants you. âI really like this whole âdaddy domâ act youâre putting on, very convincing.â
âDidnât I say I was done with your fuckinâ mouth?â Rafe uses his free hand to undo his button and zipper and you canât help the way your eyes hone in on what heâs doing. You have to physically hold in a gasp at the sheer size of his cock when he pulls it out and strokes himself a few times.
âNow why donât you be a good little slut and make it useful?â He tilts your head back with his grip on your hair and taps the head of his cock on your glossy lips. Some of the red stain streaks onto his tip and the sight drives him insane. âGonna make such a fuckinâ mess of you. Open your bratty mouth.â
âOpen my mouth? Okay, Iâll open my mouth to tell you that youâre-â Your sentence is cut short by Rafeâs cock slipping past your lips. He pushes his shaft all the way to the back of your throat, making you gag on it. He pulls back far enough for you to take a breath of air but as soon as you start to talk again heâs back down your throat.
âNow be a good little girl and fuckinâ suck it.â The horniness in your body is starting to overpower your will to rebel against what it wants. Rafeâs hand finds the back of your head so he can push you all the way down on his cock with your nose flush against his pelvis. It makes you gag and drool and he holds you there until you swallow around him. He pulls out to the tip and you swirl your tongue around in, making his eyes roll back with a moan. You instantly become addicted to the sound, wanting to hear more. You want to hear what he sounds like when he cumes and youâre so tired of pretending you donât. He thrusts his hips forwards and starts to fuck your throat roughly. You wrap your lips tightly around him, gliding your tongue along his shaft as he uses your mouth. âYeah, thatâs what Iâm tallkinâ about baby, knew there was a cock hungry slut underneath that bratty attitude.â
âGonna cum down this pretty little throat and then Iâm going to use that pussy as I please, yeah? Nod if you understand.â You nod the best you can with him brutally fucking your throat and it doesnât take much more than that to have him stilling in your mouth. Rafeâs cum spills down your throat as he throws his head back and moans. âFuck. Fuckinâ swallow it.â
You oblige him, swallowing every drop he gives you. Rafe looks down at you devilishly as he pulls you from his cock. Heâs already half hard at the sight of you on your knees in front of him like this. Your lipgloss is smeared around your mouth and that meticulously done eyeliner is streaming down your cheeks. It doesnât hurt that your hands are bound either.
âWhat are you staring at, weirdo?â You snark at him and Rafe grips onto your arms underneath your shoulders so he can toss you onto the bed.
âYou still got that fuckinâ attitude?â Rafe smirks as he grabs onto your thighs and pulls you to the edge of the bed, making your little skirt ride up and reveal your black thong. He runs his big hands down your thighs so he can push your skirt up further, making it pool around your hips. The wet spot thatâs visible even in black makes him smirk. âWhatâs it gonna take to get you to stop being a brat? You need it fucked out of you? The dick youâve been getting around here isnât satisfying you?â
âWill you just stop being annoying and fuck me already?â You roll your eyes as you wiggle beneath him, your hands still being bound limiting your movements.
âNah, causeâ I donât want to just fuck you, princess. I want you to fuckinâ submit to me. Beg for it.â
âSeriously?â You whine and throw your head back but it just earns you a grip on your jaw, forcing you to keep eye contact.
âLook at me when Iâm fuckinâ talking to you.â Rafeâs voice holds a level of authority that makes your head spin. You really didnât think he had all of this in him and youâd be lying if you said it wasnât the hottest thing youâve ever experienced in your life. His free hand comes up to push your panties to the side so he can run his fingers through your dripping slit. âI know you want it baby, youâre so wet fâme.â
âYeah, because I want you to fuck me, okay?!â You huff out as you angle your hips to try and chase his fingers that he keeps just barely dipping into your entrance before denying you the pleasure.
âYouâre gonna have to do better than that, princess.â Rafe licks his lips as his fingers circle your clit agonizingly slow, making your clit pulse. âBeg.â
âPlease.â You whimper out, so quietly that if Rafe wasnât inches from your face he wouldnât have heard it. He smirks at you and you feel his fingers circle your entrance again but this time he thrusts two knuckle-deep inside of you. He pumps them in and out of you while curling his fingers against your walls and it makes your back arch.
âGonna make you cum on my fingers till youâre begging for my fuckinâ cock.â Rafeâs thumb finds your clit and presses hard circles on it in time with his thrusts and your walls clench around him. He roughly grabs the hem of your little lace top and pushes it over your tits, moaning at the sight of them. He leans down and takes one into his mouth and it has you tumbling into euphoria embarrassingly fast.
âOh, fuck! Iâm fucking cumming, oh my god.â You moan loudly as Rafe continues to fuck you with his fingers. He fucks you through it but just as youâre starting to come down from that high he brings you back to the top again. âOh shit!â
âYeah thatâs right, slut. Gimme another one.â Rafeâs fingers move impossibly faster and he slides a third one inside you while the heel of his palm grinds against your clit as you come undone for him again. His fingers slow and your chest heaves as you come down from your second orgasm. You think heâs going to give you a break and finally fuck you. But his fingers start to pick up the pace again and you know you thought wrong. âOne more.â
âI canât, Rafe!â You writhe beneath him but he uses a hand to pin your hip to the bed. âPlease just fuck me!â
âYeah, thatâs right, slut. Say my fuckinâ name. Say it while you cum on my fingers again.â You practically scream his name as you gush around his fingers and your entire body wracks with pleasure. âGood fuckinâ girl.â
Rafe pulls his fingers from you and brings them to his lips with a groan. He grabs onto the string of your panties and rips them down your legs before positioning himself between your legs with his cock in his hand. He taps his head against your over sensitive clit and it makes you gasp.
âBeg for my cock again, princess. Wanna hear it.â Rafe licks his plush bottom lip as he looks down at you through half lidded eyes. âDonât even think about giving me an attitude either. Iâll jerk off and cum all over your pretty little skirt and leave you with nothing.â
âPlease, Rafe, please fuck me? I wanna feel you buried deep inside me please -â Rafe lines up with your entrance before pushing himself balls deep into your pussy in one hard thrust. âOh, shiiiiit.â
âGod fuckinâ damn.â Rafe moans as he pulls out of you to the tip before slamming back into you and fucking into you like a man possessed. âYouâre so fuckinâ tight. Pussy is squeezing me so good, baby.â
One of Rafeâs hands grips onto your hip so hard youâre sure there's going to be prints of his fingers tomorrow. The other hand grips onto your throat and squeezes, cutting off your airflow in the most delicious way. He leans down and crushes your lips with a bruising kiss, his tongue invading your mouth and dancing with your own.
âKnew youâd look so pretty all split open on my cock.â Rafe chuckles as he grips onto your jaw and shakes your head from side to side. âTell me you fuckinâ love this shit.â
âI love it, daddy, youâre so big.â Your voice is a breathy moan, a stark contrast to the way you were talking to him not so long ago. âYouâre fucking me so good.â
âSo you really did just need that little attitude fucked out of you, didnât you, Princess?â Rafe shoves his face into your neck. He attacks your skin with little bites and sucks, surely leaving marks behind. You honestly hope he does. âCalling me daddy nâ shit, fuck. Iâm gonna breed this fuckinâ pussy then everybody on this damn campus will know who owns your ass.â
âOh god, fuck yes! Fill me up, please? Give me your cum, daddy!â Any and all attitude you had earlier on is completely erased from your mind. All you can think about is Rafeâs cock and how good heâs making you feel.
âYeah? Gonna fuck you so full itâll be dripping down your legs when we leave this party. Iâm gonna take you back to my place and eat it outta you.â Rafe leans up on his knees and grabs his belt binding your wrists with both his hands. He props both of his knees under your ass so your hips are angled and then he pulls you down on his cock over and over again like a rag doll. âThen Iâm gonna fill you again and again until itâs dripping out for days. Youâre mine now, baby. Say it and Iâll make you cum again.â
âIâm yours, Rafe!â You whine as you try to meet his erratic thrusts but heâs bouncing you on his cock so fast you can hardly think. That coil in your stomach is wound so tight itâs about to explode. Your hands fly up and grip onto Rafeâs wrist for purchase, your nails digging into his skin making his cock twitch inside you. âGod, Iâm gonna cum.â
âYeah, thatâs it baby, cum all over daddyâs big cock.â It only takes a few more pumps of his cock against your sweet spot to have your walls convulsing around him. You throw your head back with a loud moan of Rafeâs name, making your back arch and your tits jiggle beautifully. It's enough to have Rafeâs cock pulse while he cums right along with you, spilling ropes of his thick cum into your walls.
He doesnât stop fucking you until you both come down from your highs and then heâs gently unbinding your hands from his belt. The minute your hands are free your body falls limp on the bed from exhaustion and Rafe chuckles as he looks down at you fondly.
âWhatâre you laughing at, jerk?â You roll your eyes and groan.
âNothinâ youâre just cute, sâall.â Rafe chuckles again and you look at him in the eyes through your tired lashes. âI like you like this. All fucked out and covered in my cum. You still got that attitude, though.â
âYeah? Well I donât think itâs going anywhere anytime soon, dickhead.â You giggle and throw him a playful glare that he returns with a genuine smile. It makes butterflies flutter in your stomach.
âOh? Well it looks like Iâll just have to keep trying to get you to be nice to me then, huh?â Rafe plops down on his side next to you, letting his pointer finger gently caress the side of your face. âPlus, I kinda like it when youâre mean to me. It gets me going.â
âOh my god! Youâre so annoying.â You laugh and Rafe joins in before leaning over to kiss you so gently it surprises you. When he pulls back he holds your face in his hands and looks at you so sweetly it makes you feel like youâre going to puke.
âI definitely want to see you all fucked out and sweetly begging for me some more though.â Rafe bites his lip as he looks down at you. âLemme take you home, yeah? Then maybe tomorrow I can take you on a date?â
âA date?â You scoff out a laugh and raise your eyebrow at him.
âYeah, Iâve obviously been trying to hit this entire time. But if you wouldâve given me to the time of day before biting my head off, youâd know Iâve been trynna ask your little ass out in a date for weeks now.â Rafe rolls his eyes playfully as he squishes your cheeks together with his fingers. âSo, what do you say?â
âYou know what? Fuck it.â You push yourself up on your elbows with a grin. âLetâs go on a fucking date, asshole.â
âAlright then, brat.â Rafe leans down and presses a messy kiss on your lips. âGet your ass up and get dressed so I can take you home with me. Itâs a date.â
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(I donât know if it was for the purpose of the post or not, but itâs Native AmericansđI bet you know, this is me, just checkingđ)
Aâactual, what now?!?! ACTUAL TRIAL?! Oh my goodness, us as a humankind never really had any chance to be good people, didnât weđ
ANYWAY, back to the postđ (Iâm still shocked by this information)
I love thisđ
Imagine Merlin tweeting all day trying to save his life, lmao, was it real, I WOULD HATE HIS GUTSđ
MORALLY GREY NADKELSKKFKEKDK WHAT IF ARTHUR FINALLY GETS THE HANG OF IT (no he does not so he has no idea who heâs responding to)
As soon as he sees that Merlin said theyâre boyfriends he replies,
âDNVIDKSKFKOSSKFNEJ DEADâ
Because he saw people do it when they have fun and Merlin starts having flashbacks and he goes insane meanwhile people on the internet (by being people on the internet) start going,
âLmao, again?â
âWerenât you back?â
âI wonder weâll see Merlin full in action now, then.â
âThank you for your serviceđ«Ą.â
And Arthur is just happy and going on with his life.
Merlin? Oh, Merlinâs another story.
âI DID NOT SAY THAT, THATTTT!!! I JUST SAID I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THE LOVE OF MY LIFE! What would you do if someone hurt the man you have loved for centuries?â
âNot going to war, mate.â *internet user, because Iâm lazy finding names*
âSHUT THE FUCK UP!â
âUuuuh, The Great Emrys doesnât like being called outđ.â *another user*
LmaođGen Z would totally destroy this man, even if heâs 1500 years old.
THE NASA PART MADE ME SMILE! Nasa doing everything it can to keep their secrets, meanwhile Merlin, to get the attention off of him for a bit, begins spilling secrets left and right.
âWE DID NOT SEND A CHICKEN TO MARS!â *Nasa*
âOH, YOU DID! DONâT FUCKING LIE, I SAW THAT, POOR CHICKEN, I HAD TO BRING HER BACK HERE.â
âYou⊠brought her back?! WHY DIDNâT WE KNOW THIS?!?!?!â *Nasa panicking*
âWhere is she now, if you brought her backâ *sceptical user number 17494993*
âSheâs actually being bathed by Arthur. Sheâs purringâ
âChickens donât purr.â *another stupid user*
âThey do, you fucking idiot.â
*makes a video about Arthur being all cute and wrapping a chicken in a towel and goes viral*
THE ARTHUR FANDOM BEGINS!
âOH, SO YOU WANT TO DEFEND ARTHUR, BUT NOT ME?! THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU ALL?!?!â
Arthur is blissfully âšunawareâš. He just starts posting pictures of Merlin doing things, and loving him so much, and showering him with kisses and cuddles, because he seems upset latelyđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„ș
THE ARTHUR FANDOM GROWS AND MERLIN IS GETTING ANGRY, THE DOUBLE STANDARD, JUST BECAUSE ARTHUR IS ADORABLE
(he is)
Yes, let Merlin enjoy his lightweight lying, we support.
ITâS FINE, SLEEP CAN EHM COME LATER, NOW ITâS TIME FOR THE GAYNESSSSâšâšâšâš
I like to think that modern Merlin confesses to crimes and shit he did in medieval times completely unprompted and without context just for shits and giggles.
No one knows if heâs joking or not because heâs always completely deadpan when he says it
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For your listening pleasure if you ever are reading or re-reading 'Act II'
Hereâs 10 tracks that I think embody the fic âš
Also, let me know if you think you can match the chapter/ scene with the song đ I'll tell you if you tell meeeee....
'There's nowhere to run when it comes to you. All my camouflage melts. And suddenly, I'm see-through for you' đ„ș
'Ouais, j'ai compris que mĂȘme les bad bitches pleurent' (Yeah, I figured out that even bad bitches cry.) | Je ne suis pas amoureuse de toi. Fais semblant avec moi' (I'm not in love with you. Pretend with me.) đ
'They say your name, I don't even hear it | We've never had sex, we never got tattoos' đđđ
'Red wine kissin' in the house that your parents, got for you, rented, how'd you forget it? I think about you and nothin' else. So if you would just come over, I could show you for myself'' đ·đ€
'J'pense Ă toi quand t'es pas lĂ ' (I think of you when you're not here) đ
'My brain and my heart ain't the same. So, will I let you in?' âšâš
'A hundred in a duffle bag, a gotta big fish. Shorty you need assistance. | Canary princess cuts for my baby'
'I'm a player, yeah, it's true. But I change the game for you. | 'Can I be for real? Is this is how I feel. I'm in need of love.' đŒ
'If nobody's told you. Baby, you're pressure' đ€€
'You keep me open, open arms I'm so devoted to you.' | For you I try, face card valid, ID. C'est la vie, go to Paris, it ain't five-star, it ain't me. Over-solid, keep it concrete, I'ma bet it on your whole fee.
#Jude Bellingham#jude bellingham x reader#footballer x y/n#footballer x reader#jude bellingham x you#jude bellingham fanfic#jude bellingham smut#Spotify
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I need to struggle to take rempe's dick while he shushes me and tells me it's okay and that I can do it, if I can't he'll make it fit đ„șđ«Š
Rempe is definitely an "I'll make it fit" bf and I love that for him cause he always does.
He really loves having you ride him just cause he ultimately has all the control but loves watching you try and sink all the way down onto his dick when you know you can't without his help.
His eyes would flick between your face to see the pretty flush across your cheeks and your lip caught between your teeth and down to where your bodies meet, he can't decide which sight makes him harder really. His hands settle on your waist to keep you steady but he'll free up a hand to circle your clit and spread the slick mess between your legs around. Thank God for the one hand left on your waist holding you up, your legs are shaking too bad to stay upright in the first place.
you'd probably fit about half of him before he decides to give in and stop watching you struggle. He'll wrap his arms around your waist and pull you as close as he can before thrusting up into you as deep as he can fit. Your face being buried against his neck muffled the strangled sound that escaped your throat but fuck you swore every time he'd split you in half like this. Matt's hands slid down so he could gently rock your hips back and forth against his, easing you into a better rhythm so he could actually fuck you like he wanted to (needed to really)
It doesn't take long until he's back up to a normal pace, deep strokes taking your breath away while your arms around his shoulders struggle to keep you steady. His name falls from your lips like a pathetic mantra and he can't help but laugh to himself.
"Told you I'd make it fit, baby- fuck- you take this dick so fuckin' good, bunny"
"All that whining for nothing, huh?"
"good girl, shit- lookin' so pretty like this- so good for me"
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On some real shit though, I want to put this out there:
Thank you so, so much for all of your love and support that youâve given me and all that Iâve been able to give back to so many of you in return these last few days. I should have known once that I started seeing more Luigi memes and reels of all sorts of my social media a few weeks ago, it was a sign of something. Iâm wholly invested in this case, for a multitude of reasons, across different approaches and, though Iâve said this so many times, itâs something about his story that reels me in like no other. I donât know what the unforeseeable future will exactly hold this year, but my only wish that it brings Luigi closer to freedom and vindication, and the confirmation that he is loved and supported by many.
Iâm kind of even surprised that Iâd ever go out this far and make a dedicated blog on Tumblr, as Iâve had the app for many years but never actually attempted to create a functional space. I know itâs not about the numbers, but to reach a 100+ followers on both blogs and have active camaraderie on here? Itâs crazy. Who knew that it wouldnât be in honor of one of my fav artists, but some nice-looking, tall, curly-haired Italian frat boy that I wish I had a chance with. The odds, right?
On italianbabydaddy, I stated, word for word, that the purpose of the blog was a safe space for me to let the imagination run wild through posting my simp-fueled dreams and horny thoughts, and I guess now Iâve made that my trademark on hereâand a lot of people are rallying behind me on that one. Thank you for engaging with me, interacting with me, talking to me about lore, fawning over the most precious visions/dreams/wishes you have about Luigi, and enjoying my little imagines and ideas that go on in my mind. But also, thank you for being vulnerable and comfortable enough to join me, along with many others, on a platform like this to stand in solidarity and show your support for him, too.
I am honored that some of you have reached out to me and said how my blog makes your day, teaches you something entirely new, or that my writing is entertainingâbecause that last part, along with everything, means a lot. Iâm hoping maybe by joining this community, Iâll learn to develop a better relationship with self-reflecting on my skills of writing and stop putting myself so far down that I lose my love for it. Iâm nowhere near a defense attorney or Luigi Mangione historian, but one of my main goals of this blog (beside all the simping) is to spread awareness, provide evidence, and bring knowledge about his story in all honesty. Thereâs a lot of stories about him going around that are lacking in truthfulness and sincerity right now, and itâs so important that we find spaces and talk about things in the correct way. We have to continue to say his name and keep talking.
I really planned for this post to just be a paragraph or two, but if you made it this far, then I really love you and appreciate you, beyond words that I possibly could ever come up with. Thank you thank you thank you đ„ș
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Lmao even in death Arthur canât stay in his denial đ IMAGINE IF HIS OWN MOM DRAGS HIS ASS TOO đ€ even his dad (burning in hell) is like : I thought you were already fucking that demonic sorcerer !?! BALINOR HITTING ARTHUR ON THE HEAD LIKE âwhat the hell son !? You literally moan his name in your sleepâ Then Hunith dies too and oh boy Arthur starts to find eternity quite long with all of Merlinâs dragonlord family dragging his ass too đ
But also đ„ș Merthur having a wedding by the lake so their moms and dad (Balinor thatâs it) and other ancestors can see it đ„ș
Hey, do you ever think about the fact that Freya wanted to live by a lake and that Merlin wanted to accompany her there and live with her. She died and he didnât stay at the shore.
Yet, he did it for Arthur. Just like Freyaâs dream house, Merlin lives in front of a lake for Arthur.
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My first book of 2025! đ„ł
Just For the Summer by Abby Jimenez
Sometimes the best way to show love or be kind to someone is to meet them where they are.â
I'd seen people raving about this one everywhere, and the kindle edition went on sale for $4.99, so I bought it. I found out almost immediately after that, that it's third in a series (oops!) but oh well.
A friend told me it shouldn't matter that much, and it didn't, but there were times where little call backs were obviously being made, but I didn't have the context to understand them. It wasn't a big deal, but if that would impact your reading experience, maybe read the first couple đ
I liked all the main characters well enough, they all had completely normal names, which was nice (lol) and I'll say I enjoyed the book, though I'm not sure I think it was as amazing as other people have said, but it's well-known around these parts that I'm picky, so that probably won't come as a surprise.
Personally, I'm just not sure contemporary is really for me because I do find it a little boring.
One thing that really bugged me was that it's first-person past-tense, which just made my brain freak out for at least the first half of the book. It might be because I write in first-person present, or it might be that it is weird, I don't know, but for me, first-person past feels like you're telling me what happened to you all those years ago, and it just sucks the heart right out of it in some respects, generally. If I'm not experiencing it with you, what's the point of writing in first?
Apart from that, I also found some of the writing to be quite choppy, which...I know I write quite long-winded sentences so again, maybe it's just me, but this felt jarring sometimes. Eg:
I turned to look at her. âYou could make one that does. You could always stay.â I couldnât read the smile she gave me. I wished I could. I could ask her what she was thinking. Sheâd have to tell me.
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Emma looked over at me and smiled, and I let myself hope. âYou ready to go?â I asked. She shoved off the railing and we left.
Like???
But despite that, it was enjoyable, and at times there were some real gems that shone through and made me feel.
It was easier to pretend to be angry and tough than to admit to being devastated and heartbroken. And by the practiced way she wielded attitude, sheâd been devastated and heartbroken for a long time.
âItâs like thereâs a part of me thatâs always small,â I whispered. âAnd I donât know why and I donât know what to do about it.â
âYouâre not asking too much,â he said. âYou were just asking the wrong person.
Maybe it's just that I'd been writing beforehand, or maybe I'm just always thinking about her, but some of these are so Remi it hurts. I often have a gripe to pick with contemporary romances that bring in trauma in such a blatant way because they never explore it properly.
There was a lot going on in this book, and as expected, they never fully explore the scope of that trauma. They do the classic FMC is struggling with this mental illness and you can see it, but she won't realise it, she does, (sort of) third act breakup, oh look, timeskip, she's gone to therapy off screen for a few months and is magically better, happily ever after.
I think it's nice for it to be included as representation to an extent, I definitely think it did well within the scope of the word count to address it, but I also wonder if we needed to throw so many different things into the one novel, given the word count. I don't know, maybe it will settle better in hindsight and I shouldn't be writing this impression so soon after finishing, maybe I'm just not experienced in what most contemporary romances are like and I'll be pining for this representation laterâI don't know.
I guess I'll find out, since reading more contemporary is one of my goals for the year. For now, I'll leave it with this đ„ș
âUnhealed trauma is a crack. And all the little hard things that trickle into it that would have rolled off someone else, settle. Then when life gets cold, that crack gets bigger, longer, deeper. It makes new breaks. You donât know how broken she was or what she was trying to do to fill those cracks. Being broken is not an excuse for bad behaviour, you still have to make good choices and do the right thing. But it can be the reason. And sometimes understanding the reason can be what helps you heal.â
And this:
But if you donât think your life would be better without them in it, then accept that they have cracks. Try to understand how they got them and help fill them with something that isnât ice.â
Let me know what you thought if you've read it! đ€
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thinking so fondly about my friends here. I may be too tired to maintain consistent contact but please don't think for a second I don't miss and love you very much.
#i feel so bad abt it#my adhd symptoms do be getting worse with age#plus I'm going through a personal transition phase waiting on some things to hopefully happen#tl;dr life and mental illness make nurturing ppl not doable atm#but i see your names and đ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„ș#to those who continue to share links and drop check-in messages and are just so patient#thank you#bc believe me i hate it lmao#keep your fingers crossed for me
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Youâre my baby, say it to me
#losing dogs has been playing in my head nonstop for three days and itâs making me cry#been reading a lot of parent swk fics and wailing and crying#itâs wukong. heâs the losing dog#sobbing and crying thatâs his BABY đđđ#mk has many dads but wukong only has one child#lemme clarify the lmk one#canon jttw wukong FUCKS#genghis khan has nothing on his lineage#I wanna make a couple wukong children ocs actually#I got some banger ideas#lego monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk fanart#lmk sun wukong#lmk mk#lmk xiaotian#thatâs such a cute name I think#if anyone knows what the Chinese name means could they tell me pwease#digital art#my art#parent sun wukong#tell your baby đ«” that Iâm your baby đđ„șđ„ș#sobbing#fuck I forgot his face heart o(-( the tears were blurring me I couldnât see#baby mk
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[CN] Li Zeyanâs Reliance Date (Eng Translation)
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â ïž Additional Warning â ïž while the entire date is not spice-themed, but the steamy parts are borderline dangerous and highly not recommended if you donât qualify for the 17+ age rating (CN server). so, the call is yours~ :>
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MC: [on the call] âŠWe need to find some local media outlets that we can potentially partner with for our ad campaign ASAP.
MC: [on the call] Â Also, email me a copy of the revised design proposal for the main exhibit booth.
As soon as I hang up the phone, a flurry of work notifications causes my phone to vibrate again. I roll over on the soft couch and canât help but heave a sigh.
MC: SighâŠ
[MCâs Company Name] has undertaken several major projects this year, and all of them have been executed very successfully. The companyâs reputation is also gradually expanding beyond Loveland City.
Last month, our company bid for a large-scale project in collaboration with Copenhagen City Council and Loveland City, and I worked overtime for over a month for this.
However, just as we were about to secure the project smoothly, we were maliciously intercepted by the competing company Shuanjian Media. In the end, it was due to LFG stepping in that we were able to resolve the situation with a narrow escape.
Even though the project has been secured, a lingering sense of defeat from being backstabbed and making critical errors remains with me, refusing to dissipate from my mind.
Perhaps because of this, Iâve recently spent the majority of my time being on top of all kinds of tedious work, afraid that if I donât handle them in time, it will lead to further consequences.
The sound of steady footsteps gradually draws near, and I turn my head to see Li Zeyan walking towards me. He places a cup of hot Longan tea on the coffee table next to me.
LZY: This is already the eighth time a certain someone has sighed tonight. Whatâs so thorny about the project that got you on edge?
I put my phone down and, somewhat coquettishly, open my arms toward the person in front of me.
MC: Weâre planning an exhibition for the project in Copenhagen. Just finalized the venue today and now ironing out the details.
He readily responds to my cue and enfolds me in his arms. His fingers trace their way up my neck, massaging the skin there in a soothing manner.
LZY: If I remember correctly, the preparation period for this exhibition is quite long, and thereâs no need for your recent overtime to catch up on the schedule.
MC: Youâre right, but the coordination needed for various aspects of a multinational project is quite intricate. Starting earlier allows more elbow roomâŠ
MC: Plus, the reason Iâve been working overtime isnât just for this project. The business interview youâre starring in will also be recorded tomorrow.
MC: Itâs the final episode of the year, so I cannot afford any slip-ups!
LZY: Youâve already confirmed the program sequence with me three times today. What could possibly go wrong?
While speaking, Li Zeyan sits down next to me and draws me into his arms.
MC: After all, the external press would absolutely kill to have their names in the show where the CEO Li of LFG is making an appearance. So, I definitely need to be 200% cautious.
Nestled in his embrace, breathing in his familiar scent, I make a conscious effort to relax my somewhat tired brain.
LZY: If you encounter any difficulties, reach out to me at any time.
MC: Iâm facing difficulties right now, and Iâm in urgent need of CEO Liâs encouragement!
I pucker my lips and lift my head to approach him. The corners of Li Zeyanâs lips curl up slightly, and he lowers his headââ a soft, warm touch descends before leaving just as quickly.
Though fleeting, the tenderness of the moment washes over my heart. I nuzzle his chin with the tip of my nose, feeling perfectly content.
LZY: [chuckles indulgently] Dummy, youâre so easily satisfied.
MC: Why wouldnât I be? What could be more soothing than a kiss from CEO Li?
MC: As for work matters⊠CEO Li has already helped me a lot, so Iâll work hard and handle the rest on my own!
LZY: Weâll talk about the âworking hardâ part later. But if you keep dawdling like this, the bathtub is gonna need a refill of hot water.
MC: Hehe, right now, you should say something like, âHoney, itâs bath time~â
LZY: âŠ
Ignoring the speechless look in his eyes, I lazily shift my position and nuzzle his neck, then stand up with a smile.
MC: Would you like to join me for some relaxation time?
I notice that his fingertips seem to tense up for a moment. Before he can really come and âarrestâ me, I make a face at him and dash into the bathroom.
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Soaking in the warm bath, I feel the fatigue in my body dissolving into the water.
Just as Iâm about to use my phone to find a drama to watch and completely clear my mind, work messages begin popping up one after another on the screen, and I subconsciously click on them.
MC: [to herself] So, the collaboration partner we agreed on before has backed out�
As part of our tourism project with Denmark, we are planning to establish recreational and promotional zones in both cities, and we have found an experienced collaborator in the relevant field to partner with.
MC: [to herself] Everything was already talked through and all set, so why are they bringing up issues with the companyâs capital chain at this critical juncture?
I feel my insides somewhat burning with rage, so I give Anna a call. She also sounds just as angry and swiftly catches me up to speed on the situation.
Anna: [on the call] I did some digging, and it turns out one of the shareholders of this company has a very close personal relationship with the owner of Shuangjian Media.
MC: [on the call] Shuangjian Media?
Isnât that the black-hearted company that tried to sabotage our tourism project?
Anna: [on the call] We initially partnered with them because of their experience in cross-border tourism projects, but now wrangling with them is more cumbersome than itâs worth. I think it might be better to take this opportunity to switch to another company.
MC: [on the call] âŠlet me think about it.
I release a sigh and hang up the phone, then bury my face in the water, blowing bubbles as a mild head throbbing creeps over me.
The perfect company⊠As I ponder on this matter, a face flashes through my mind.
As a matter of fact, I have casually mentioned this project to Li Zeyan before, but he didnât show much interest in it.
Should I⊠go ask him?
Even though I know in my heartââ LFG is the ideal choice that canât go wrong, for some reason, I canât seem to bring myself to voice my thoughts.
I canât always turn to Li Zeyan to help resolve my problems every time I run into one.
No longer in the mood to soak in the warm bath, I reach for the shampoo and press the nozzle, intending to wash up as quickly as possible.
I press down hard twice, but the bottle only emits a sputtering sound, and the last remaining bit of shampoo drips pitifully into my palm.
MC: âŠ
Akin to a sudden spark explosion, it instantly triggers a denotation of all the built-up frustration inside me.
I take a deep breath, jerk myself up from the water and throw on a robe, intending to head for the cabinet to find a new bottle of shampoo.
Little did I know, the moment I step onto the tiled floor, I feel my feet slip out from under me, and my body uncontrollably begins to topple forwardââ
With a loud thud, the immediate sensation of pain shoots up my knee.
MC: [in pain] HissâŠ
The pain causes my eyes to burn hot, and I slide down onto the bathroom floor, rubbing my knee.
A flurry of somewhat anxious footsteps echoes outside the door. Moments later, the door is flung open, revealing Li Zeyanâs face, tension written across his entire countenance, an expression that is rarely seen on him.
LZY: [panicked af]Â What happened?
The blast of cold air from the open door causes me to shiver. Noticing this, he closes the door before squatting down beside me.
MC: âŠI slipped and banged my knee.
As he looks at my slightly reddened knee, a hint of helplessness crosses his expression.
LZY: [sighs with infinite indulgent resignation] Restless.
His warm thumb massages the area around my reddened knee, causing the jumble of fretful emotions in my heart to instantly turn into a surge of grievances and pour out.
I blink, trying to dispel the mist clouding my vision. The finger caressing my skin pauses for a moment before suddenly landing at the corner of my eye, catching me unawares.
LZY: [even more indulgently] Crying because it hurts too much?
MC: âŠno, itâs not that!
MC: Itâs nothing serious, just that I got a call from Anna earlier. Thereâs been⊠a minor hiccup with the tourism project.
Pouting my lips, I recount to Li Zeyan the âbad newsâ Iâve just received.
LZY: Do you need my help?
This seems to be the second time he has asked this question. I struggle with myself for a moment before shaking my head.
MC: Thereâs⊠no need for now, but if I canât handle it myself, Iâll definitely reach out to CEO Li.
Hearing me respond this way, Li Zeyan doesnât press further, and he simply places his palm on the side of my knee.
LZY: Does it still hurt?
Listening to his tender tone, I canât help but gently hook my finger around his.
MC: It hurts⊠I canât get up.
LZY: [laughs helplessly] When a certain stubborn someone fixates on something, thereâs no stopping her, but sheâs oddly honest when it comes to being afraid of pain.
MC: Iâm just being a little persistent, is all. I canât always have you be my safety net every time thereâs an issue⊠ouch!
My knee twitches slightly, and a dull ache once again surges through my knee, reminiscent of spreading out along silken threads.
LZY: You canât solve two things at once, so take them one at a time.
LZY: Do you want to take care of your knee first, or deal with the work matters?
MC: âŠknee.
The air in the small bathroom with thick with white steam, and even Li Zeyanâs faint sigh seems to blend into the steaming hot vapor.
LZY: [lets out a complex laugh; itâs of sb who is all-knowing of all happenings but is infinitely indulgent towards you]Â Then listen to me.
MC: [confused] WhatâŠ
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Before I can finish my sentence, Li Zeyan has already shown me through his actions how I should âlisten.â
A soft touch imprints on my skin, and a burning sensation spreads from my knee along my skin to my entire body.
I jolt slightly and freeze for a moment. The patch of skin kissed by that softness tingles, and it seems like even the pain is slowly dissipating.
LZY: Donât fidget; it might make the pain worse.
The deep, slightly hoarse tailing note of his voice, accompanied by the sound of running water, causes me to subconsciously draw my leg back a little, only to have it restrained in place by that hand again.
A gentle sensation, carrying with it a slight chill, seems to pepper its way over my knee, and the painful spot feels as if itâs being licked with cherishment and care.
All the senses in my body seem to be concentrated on that one spot, and I canât help but take a light breath.
MC: Li ZeyanâŠÂ
LZY: [SO SOFâ but you can also hear heâs THEREâ]Â Hm?
MC: âŠItâs nothing, I just wanted to say your nameâŠ
The fingers supporting my knee tighten slightly, and a surge of scorching breath sweeps over me, swallowing my trailing notes.
I follow his breath and, bit by bit, probe deeper, my heart in my chest pounding in synchronization with his increasingly rising body heat.
Warm water continues to gush from the showerhead, soaking both Li Zeyanâs clothes and mine without distinction.
A body temperature hotter than mine gradually closes in, and I feel as if Iâm drowning in this steamy heat swirling in the air.
The lingering colorful bubbles from the shower gel float into the air, then burst open with a pop, leaving behind a soft chime drowned out by the sound of water.
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Even though I gave up on the bubble bath halfway, ended up having to take a second shower, and by the time I went to bed, it was already the middle of the night, I still woke up early today.
[MCâs Company Name] annual business interview program is scheduled to shoot its final episode today, and Li Zeyan will be appearing as the heavyweight guest in this installment.
I have postponed all my other work and arrived at the studio early to ensure every detail of the shoot is absolutely flawless.
The soft white light from the softbox projects onto the light gray background wall, dimly reflecting the shadows of people hurrying around.
Standing in front of the filming equipment, I direct the production crew to adjust the set.
MC: This table needs to be moved a bit more. It doesnât look well-positioned at the moment.
MC: Turn the reflector on the front left a little more to the right⊠there, perfect!
MC: The set is almost ready. Iâll go and check on the guest first.
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After saying hello to the supervisor, I head to the dressing room.
Li Zeyan, clad in a suit, sits in front of a vanity mirror, his bangs swept up, causing his somewhat piercing eyes to be enhanced with an even deeper intensity.
The moment I walk in, those eyes precisely capture me from the reflection in the mirror.
MC: How is the preparation coming along, CEO Li?
LZY: Not bad. Is everything taken care of on the set?
Detecting a hint of jest in his tone, I walk over with a smile.
MC: Yup, thatâs why Iâm here to check in on this side of thingsââ CEO Li is our important, esteemed guest after all, so we canât afford to be negligent.
MC: Therefore, today, my entire day belongs to you, CEO Li.
I wink at him through the mirror and catch a subtle smile playing at the edge of Li Zeyanâs lips.
I sit down on a stool nearby and watch the makeup artist styling Li Zeyan.
From this angle, his ocular orbit and the bridge of his nose appear even more defined, accentuating the depth of his eyes all the more.
MC: CEO Liâs side profile could outshine many stars on the cover of fashion magazines without competition.
LZY: [laughs in spite of himself] âŠalways laying it on thick.
Even though he says this, the slight arch at the tip of his brows betrays a hint of delight.
Spellbound, as I continue to watch him, my phone suddenly vibrates twice, and a message from Kiki pops upââ
Kiki: Boss, great news!!
In the chat window, a push notification jumps into my sight, and a few familiar words grab my attention.
MC: [reading the news] âShuangjian Media Faces Major Crisis! Multiple celebrities under its banner are implicated in tax evasion scandals, and the investigation is underway. The amount of tax evasion has reached up toâŠâ
Upon seeing the number below, I take in a sharp breath of air.
With such a large amount of tax evasion being investigated, itâs sure to land them in serious trouble.
Although I have caught the wind of some rumors before, suddenly so many people being exposed at once seems more like a deliberate actionâŠ
A vague idea surfaces in my mind. I instinctively look towards the man not far away, only to lock eyes with him directly.
LZY: MC.
I havenât even noticed when, but his styling is already complete, and the makeup artist has left the dressing room, leaving only the two of us.
The slightly slim-fitted suit highlights his already tall and straight stature, and his slender fingers unhurriedly adjust the cufflinks. He looks in my direction, lifting his head slightly.
LZY: Help me out.
I raise my eyes and see a rose gold collar pin loosely hanging from the collar of his light gray shirt.Â
I walk up to him and carefully fasten the collar pin. My fingertips inadvertently graze against the skin of his neck, eliciting a slight quiver of the Adamâs apple beneath the collar.
A somewhat scorching breath caresses my bangs, leaving a tickling sensation.
LZY: [laughs in amusement] Why are you zoning out?
His warm fingertips are on my neck, gently grazing the skin there intermittently.
MC: Just saw some good news that came as a relief for body and mind, thatâs why I was a little distracted.
MC: Shuangjian Media, the company that intercepted [MCâs Company Name] before, has hit a roadblock⊠I wonder who âplayed the hero to uphold justice.â
I smile and wink at him, trying to discern any inkling of a clue from his expression that would confirm my guess.
However, he simply lowers his eyes slightly and looks at me, a barely perceptible arc forming on his lips.
LZY: [chuckles softly, but thatâs a mastermind chuckle i tell you lmao] Thatâs quite nice.
MC: Li Zeyan, youâŠ
A knock on the door cuts me off, and the voice of my assistant comes from outside.
Assistant: Boss, CEO Li, itâs almost time for the shoot to begin.
MC: Got it, weâll be right there.
I purse my lips, suppressing my urge to inquire further, and loosen my hands, intending to escort Li Zeyan to the filming studio.
To my surprise, the pair of arms holding me within show no intention of letting go. He lowers his eyes, his gaze intent upon me.
LZY: Given the importance of this shoot, there ought to be an additional step in the preparation process.
With his head lowered, Li Zeyan leans in towards me slightly. A gentle and familiar breath assaults my senses, and his soft finger pad presses between my lips and teeth, hinting at something ambiguous.Â
I cradle his face and lift myself up on my toes.
Our breaths intertwine for a brief moment, but a gentle ripple is left in my heart, reminiscent of a dragonfly lightly touching the waterâs surface.
MC: So, even CEO Li needs a little encouragement before stepping in front of the camera?
LZY: I learned it from a certain someone.
The light in those deep eyes remains locked onto me, shimmering slightly, radiating a glow that seeps into my heart.
LZY: And itâs very effective.
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Such scenes are run-of-the-mill for Li Zeyan. His tone remains steady throughout and devoid of any trace of tension.
LZY: The economic situation this year isnât conducive to expanding the business scope or making risky investments, but there are more opportunities in the lower-tier markets compared to previous yearsâŠ
As I watch Li Zeyan through the camera lens, the soft light, which leans more on the cooler tone, accentuates the depths of the manâs countenance all the more.
He speaks at a measured pace, but each word is uttered with an inexplicable sense of certainty.
Host: Although CEO Li mentioned just now that this year isnât favorable for expanding business extern, LFG seems to be steadily venturing into new fields this year.
LZY: As a matter of fact, LFG has not been as stable this year as it may seem from the outside. On the contrary, weâve encountered more crises than in previous years.
LZY: The failure of some investments has even put us under the preying eyes of many industry peers.
LZY: But fortunately, Iâm not alone in holding up LFG, and LFG is not an isolated islandââ
As he speaks, his gaze seems to subtly shift towards me behind the camera. In that brief second our eyes interlock, the corners of his lips curl upward into a small smile.
But when I focus and take a closer look again, itâs as if that fleeting smile was never there.
LZY: LFG was able to weather this yearâs storms without any mishaps not only due to our decisions but also thanks to the countless colleagues who worked tirelessly day and night to recover the companyâs losses, as well as to the support of our subsidiaries.
LZY: Especially the companies that LFG has invested in. Without them, LFG wouldâve encountered even greater challenges this year.
Li Zeyanâs straight-from-the-shoulder remarks leave even the host a little taken aback, an expression of surprise settling on their face.
Host: It appears that even LFG, regarded as the lion king in the eyes of the others, has times when it rides the waves to advance.
LZY: Thatâs inevitable; no one walks a solitary path in this society.
LZY: Having your own plans and making decisive choices is important, but choosing the right people to move forward with is equally important.
I am slightly taken aback.
This was not in the script; itâs obviously an impromptu remark from Li Zeyan.
Iâm not sure why, but these words suddenly make me think of those eyes gazing into mine in the bathroom last night.
The unnecessary persistences in my heart seem to quietly start to disintegrate. I tightly clench my fingers and pull my attention back to the show.
Host: We can tell that CEO Li is speaking from the heart. It seems that not only for the company but also for you, CEO Li, personally, do you have someone who can be considered as your exclusive âvalued personâ?
This time, I clearly see the smile in his eyes. I hold my breath slightly, waiting for the answer that I may have already known for a long time, yet canât help eagerly anticipatingââ
LZY: [while looking at you] I do. Itâs a well-spring that will never run dry, even in the desert. No matter what trouble may arise, I know without a doubtââ
LZY: [while looking at you] She will be by my side forever.
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After the interview concludes, the filming crew and I head to the Central Grand Hotel.
To celebrate the completion of year-end work and the official wrap-up of the show, [MCâs Company Name] is holding a team-building celebration party here.
Perhaps because the end of the year is drawing closer, a festive atmosphere gradually begins to permeate, filling the banquet hall with laughter.
Being spurred on by this pure joy, I also end up having a few extra drinks.
I find myself feeling a little woozy, until, finally, Li Zeyan takes the wine glass from my hand and escorts me all the way to the lounge of the suite.
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Inside the roomâs bathroom, I turn on the faucetââ the cool water flows over my hand, washing away the slight tipsiness from the alcohol.
After the buzz from the alcohol has worn off a bit, I exhale and push open the bathroom door.
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The lights in the room are not lit, and a familiar voice can be heard drifting from near the window. He seems to be on the phone with someone.
LZY: âŠgot it. Email it to me.
The high heels under my feet tread on the soft carpet, barely producing any sound as I walk quietly to the floor-to-ceiling windowsââ
Outside the glass windows of the high-rise, thousands of lights spread out into the distance like a dazzling mosaic of stars.
Li Zeyan is lying on the carpet, the neon lights falling upon him in soft, colorful specks.
I sit down by the freestanding panoramic bathtub not far from him, watching as he hangs up the call.
MC: Was that about work?
LZY: Mm. I heard [MCâs Company Name] is looking for new partners for the Denmark project. Iâve asked the marketing department to draft a proposal. Once itâs finalized, Iâll send it over to you.
MC: But⊠werenât you not very interested in this project before?
LZY: Itâs true that the profit margins of this project are finite for LFG. However, if we approach it strategically, it could be a breakthrough in the Nordic market.
Seeing my somewhat baffled expression, he raises an eyebrow.
LZY: Since a certain someone has been dragging her feet, I have no choice but to take the initiative and propose it myself.
LZY: Or perhaps you already have other choices in mind?
MC: Of course not!
I donât shy away from meeting those deep eyes of his squarely. My heart skips a beat, and Iâm reminded of the question Iâve been holding back all afternoon.
MC: Before I give you my formal answer, I also have something Iâd like to ask CEO Liââ
MC: Shuangjian Media artists were found to have engaged in tax evasion. Helping [MCâs Company Name] vent some frustration this way⊠that was CEO Liâs doing, wasnât it?
LZY: After all, a certain someone has been frowning and being glued to her phone even during meals for the past two weeks because of the troubles this company has stirred.
LZY: Itâs best to take care of it early on, so it doesnât take up more of your energy.
Iâm momentarily stunned, and as I reflect on the recent events, a surge of emotions suddenly intertwines in my heart.
MC: So, CEO Li, what you are subtly reminding me is that Iâve been too occupied with work recently and have been neglecting you?
LZY: [you canât hear me, but Iâm screamingââ]Â I simply want to have the share thatâs rightfully mine.
His understated words convey a hint of tenderness thatâs impossible to miss, and it sears into my heart, making the swaying toes of my feet pause mid-motion.
MC: Li Zeyan, thank you. Even though it may sound very formal, I still want to say thank you.
LZY: I wonder who was the person that said before that, you and I, we are one identity?
Iâm slightly taken aback for a momentââ I did seem to have said those words not too long ago.
At the time, FengZhen Group was making moves against LFG, and I couldnât be more grateful to be the one who could stand by his side.
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[Tidbits]: Itâs a call-back to Li Zeyanâs 2024 CNY UR: Burning Imprints~
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MC: [teasingly] Â I believe I said âand LFGâ at the time.
LZY: [confidently shrugs off LOL] Same thing.
LZY: Both LFG and I are enmeshed in many complicated relationships, and more and more branches and leaves are slowly growing outward.
LZY: So thereâs no need to be so anxious. Youâve long been the sharpest blade capable of breaking the siege for LFG.
The lingering haze that has been weighing on my mind for the past half a month suddenly clears up. In its place, there arises a kind of sweet and surging fluttering sensation, and itâs overwhelming enough to fill my entire heart.
I did seem to be a little too anxious, so anxious that I overlooked the fact that I didnât need to be in a hurry to rush forward. The unshakable position by his side will always belong to me and me alone.
I lower my eyes, my gaze tracing the contours of his outline obscured by the darkness.
MC: Li Zeyan⊠you will forever be my first choice.
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As the words leave my lips, my ankle is suddenly clasped by a warm, dry palm.
Followed by a sigh that almost blends into the night, a twinge of pain shoots through my calfââ
My eyes widen, watching as Li Zeyanâs lips meet my skin and nip me gently. He raises his eyes to interlock with mine, and I can see a hint of dissatisfaction swimming in their depths.
LZY: [GOSH THAT SULKY YET SEXY TONE] Youâve hesitated for too long.
Warm fingertips trace upward along my calf little by little, as if offering a kind of appeasement.
The worries haunting me every now and again, concealed in the darkest recesses of my heart, are set alight and burned to ashes.
MC: âŠI didnât take that long.
LZY: Since I am your first choice, donât hesitate.
His fiery breath snakes slowly up the inside of my knee, accompanied by comforting words tinged with a layer of inexplicable rosy hue, causing one to become addicted.
The soft touch rests gently agains the bend of my knee, causing me to shiver involuntarily. I chuckle softly and look at him with a semi-playful gaze.
MC: Um⊠Mr. âFirst Choice,â could you help me with somethingââ
MC: Tell me, what can I do to make you happier?
Not waiting for me to finish my sentence, the pressure on my thigh increases slightly, and suddenly my body feels lighter.
The cry of exclamation hasnât even left me before I find my entire person already wrapped in strong, solid arms.
LZY: You knowingly ask the question.
His deep eyes are so close to me, almost within reach. I can clearly see countless sparks surging beneath them, stirring up an ambiguous and inexplicable heat.
LZY: [chuckles softly] Also, while I said I would help you, it doesnât mean you wonât have to pay the price.
LZY: After all, I donât do business at a loss.
LZY: You still have time to think about⊠what you can give to pay me.
My heart is filled to the brim. I wrap my arms around his shoulders, bury my face in the crook of his neck, and release a sigh of contentment.
The throbbing and undulations of his chest pound against my body again and again, and even the depths of my very soul seem to be trembling along with the motionââ
Filling up my entire being.
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#ermm... on second-thought the steamy is really đđ so proceed at your own discretion ig LOL#THE GAME OF A MASTERMIND AKA TRUE GRANDMASTER đ#the way both Li Zeyan and his MC have the tendency - âcut me hurt me kill me do whatever. but lay a finger on my s/o and YOU'RE D E A Dâđ#the anon who sent that yandere ask should read this date lmao. it takes no genius to know how firm on his ideals LZY is butâ#these are some rare moments when you can see him GOâ granted his actions are still grounded in âupholding justiceâ but itâs fun regardlessđ€#the name call in the bathroom! my eternal weaknessđ LZY writers repeatedly hitting the theme how his name is a spell for you &viceversa#also !! the lion becoming a big sulky meow meow as usual đ„ș + THOSE SOFT MOMENTS IN THE LIVING ROOM AND DRESSING ROOM#iâm a visualizing reader and i cannot gush enough how much i love LZY's writers for being able to paint an entire picture with a few wordsâ€#mlqc victor#mlqc li zeyan#mlqc#mr love victor#mr love queen's choice#æäžć¶äœäșș#ææłœèš#love and producer#mlqc cn#mlqc spoilers#mlqc translations#Youtube
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The People's Princess or whatever
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Also 2 songs that sound exactly like Suguru singing (to me):
#fits and poses inspired by Mana sama :3333#how does anyone see him as anything but goth#GET MY WIFE'S NAME OUT YOUR FUCKIN MOUTH đŁïžđŁïžđŁïž#do you guys think i have good taste in musicđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„ș#THANK YOU MANA SAMA FOR BEING SO COOL AND REMINDING ME OF SUGURU!!!!#mana sama#suguru geto#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#plastic tree#mejibray#satoru gojo#satosugu#goth#goth suguru#geto suguru#jujutsu geto
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hi, I don't really have anything to say, but I think you might like this picture that my friend got of the eclipse :)
!!!!!!! JESUS??? IN MY ASK BOX??? WITH A GIFT??????
This is BEAUTIFUL aaaaaaa thank you!!! I was so sad that I didn't get to witness it irl but this totally makes up for it đ„č Gracias Jesus đâïžđ
#i need to point out everytime i see your name i read âJesus but BUTTERâ instead#which is even funnier in my head lmao#anyways. THANK YOU this is genuinely so sweet đ„șđđ„șđđ„șđđ„șđđ„șđ#lil smoochie for you. or a nice cookie whatever you prefer đ#darya answers#eclipse#solar eclipse
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THE BEST OF PRIORITY: THE CITADEL (PART 2)
Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Lt. James Vega, EDI, and Maj. Kaidan Alenko With: Councilor Donnel Udina, Councilor Tevos, Councilor Laiel Sparatus, Cmdr. Armando-Owen Bailey, and Kai Leng And a Special Guest Appearance by: The Illusive Man But sometimes the way a thing goes down does matter, Sophie. Later- when you have to live with yourself. Knowing that you acted with integrity- then it matters. Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs âš#sophie shepard#james vega#EDI#kaidan alenko#shenko#fshenko#mass effect#mass effect 3#me3#mass effect legendary edition#dailygaming#jamesâs panicked face as the shuttle goes down you will always be famous to me bc you are so relatable#at this point i just know the normandy crew is not letting shep EDI or james near anything mechanical anymore#(something mechanical explodes around them on literally every mission at this point- cars.. bombs.. ships.. you name it!) :)#the way i didnât even realize EDI and kaidan were wearing matching armor on this mission until i got to the elevator and i- đ„č (blue crew!!)#but like- the way when soph gets off the elevator and kaidan has the gun drawn and she tells them to lower their weapons??#and EDI and james donât even hesitate? THOSE ARE MY BABIES!!! THATS MY SQUAD RIGHT THERE!! THE LEVEL OF TRUST BETWEEN THESE THREE!! đ„čđ„čđ„č#and they don't raise their weapons again?? not until soph raises hers?? like it's the level of trust between her and them for me đ„č#i will say i talk a lot about how me3 shenko canon doesnât really follow my own shenko canon (and my canon coup is MUCH DIFFERENT)#but something i noticed about the coup that i really liked? when kaidan has his gun drawn on shep you can see his hands shaking a little#itâs SO SUBTLE (and itâs easier to notice when youâve got the video slowed down) but like?? the way his hands arenât steady??#when he has the gun drawn on someone he loves?? i cried a bit making that gif ngl đ„ș#the soft little âyou wonâtâ from shep after âi better not regret thisâ makes me đ„ș every time.#thereâs a canon reason soph doesnât take the renegade interrupt but part of it is bc i like kaidanâs convo on the docks better :)#speaking of the docks the intro to the convo is a bit nonchalant but i like kaidanâs speech about integrity/living with your decisions#and the conversation between him/shep about what happened on the landing pad (though i wish it was a tiny bit longer!!)#thereâs no âi feel like you would have taken me outâ line in the sophâąïž canon but we supplemented it with some rewriting bc loose canonâąïž#(she never draws a gun on the landing pad either but thatâs a story for the actual canon đ)#and yes i gifâed the ass shot. thereâs only one valid ass shot in the series and itâs this one! and you can quote me on that! âš
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#oc txt.#c: ingrid#many uncommunicable tjoughts but cooking nonetheless#thst jump between S4 -S5 however long it was (iâm ASSUMING itâs a decade or something maybe even a little more)#definitely sees ingrid being a trophy wife fr#just follows eadith around francia as she sharpens her skills like yes dear âșïž anything you want!#but also growing restless and stagnant because itâs SO far removed from what sheâs always done#probably leaves for a few months to a year or a little more#to refind / recenter herself and put a lot of things to rest#but when she gets home itâs not HOME.#bc she left home behind and itâs like đ„Č yeah iâm leaving i miss my gf actually.#i donât think eadith realizes theyâre technically gfâs yet#doesnât know what name to put on whatâs going on but she knowwwwws sheâs not just a friend and in a lot of ways never had been#sheâs always been something more than that#pre S4 - during S4 stuff is fuzzy rn#but just KNOW ingrid would have fought her way out of that place had it not been for eadith#she might have been bound to her brother because he granted her mercy in exchange for her servitude#(plus it made him look like he got shit done)#but there was not a single moment she did anything with him in mind#eadith ALWAYS came first and always will be#devotion to the point of tearing herself apart tbh.#damn near begs her not to send her away when they abandon eardwulf#bc itâs like âyou can go live your life nowâ#but ingrid just đ„ș u are my life.#corneeeee shit
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#I like this episode! Very good. Very b/sd.#It's just...#I just don't really like the narrative âeveryone else is stupid and must be taken care of because they're too dumb to do it themselvesâ.#It just feels unnecessarily discriminatory.#I understand it could be what Ranpo wanted to hear in that momentâ after a life of feeling like walking among monsters#... But to pretty much say everyone is lesser than him doesn't sound good at all tbh. And pretty anti-democratic.#Yeah I just really can't vibe with scorning and looking down upon everyone else even when it comes from a place of rightful frustration.#Sorry.#But it is very b/sd so there's that.#The fact that Ranpo is so soooo intelligent but also wasn't able to tell Fukuzawa was lying at him about his abilityâ#does feel a bit plot hole-y to me. Like I get Fukuzawa is very persuasive - he didn't even give Ranpo the time to get too sceptical -#And I get in a way Ranpo /wanted/ it to be true. Still it's been established soooooo much up to now that he can see through anything...#But maybe I can only complain ajsyfcsigeufleiub sorry. Again it was a very good episode and an heartwarming story#I also think the murder victim turning out to be alive is the most underwhelming result of any mystery plot but that's just me#Even then I think Tokio's character is an interesting one!! And I love theater#What else. Brilliant episode animation wise.#The black&white to colour is still probably the most witty original and beautiful thing the b/sd anime ever came up with#(Each instance of good animation makes me salty at s5ep3 but eh. Skill issue)#I love Egawa! (Is her name a play on Edogawa? The kanjis are the same æ±ć· / æ±æžć·)#To the next episode!! I can't wait to see Oda and Fukuchi đ„șđ„ș#random rambles#Idk I just think if someone is particularly good at somethingâ whatever it isâ they should still be humble.#Looking down on people automatically makes you look bad no matter what your abilities are.#But it's just me#Edit: âOut to keep the foolish masses safeâ is such a reactionary phrase... C'mon now.........#Next thing you know they're taking away the right to vote from the people because the foolish masses are too dumb to elect đ€Šââïž
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Don't forget to stay hydrated, everyone đ©đ©
#and good game to you all boys and gentlemen đđđ#also hi Kaspy thank you for all the sunsets and the views of the ocean king đ„șđ„șđ„ș#loving the vibes and the shots thank you so much for giving us crumbs i love you đ©đ©#you could have taken that robe off though.. i saw your reflection bestie i'm a creep like that... you could give me a peep come on..#ALL I WANT IS TO SEE THE SHAPE OF YOU SIR LET ME SEE AT LEAST YOUR BACK GIVEN YOU WON'T SHOW ME YOUR đđ đ€đ€đ€#Kasper Schmeichel#danish captain america#king thicccness#also hej Mathias and Baby Hattrick!! i think your name is Rasmus..#Rasmus HĂžjlund#Mathias Jensen
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