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hi all!
i'll make a proper pinned post one of these days, but since i've been getting a lot of asks lately, i thought i'd lay down some ground rules:
My Ask Box is CLOSED while i rest from artblock
This is not an ask blog or RP blog for my AU characters, if I draw responses to asks/reblogs, it's because i WANT to, but it is not a guarantee that i will do so all the time
I am not taking art requests or commissions at the moment.
It will take me a while to respond to asks 😅 and sometimes i just have no idea how to respond
No unsolicited nsfw asks/messages—i’m an adult, but i’m not comfy discussing nsfw topics with people i don’t know too well
Asks with nothing but a link will be deleted
Rude and/or spamming* asks will be deleted and the users will be blocked—if you meant it in a "friendly" way then let's be friends first! cuz it's kinda uncomfy when a stranger sends you rude messages or repeated messages, yknow? *spamming as in: sending the exact same ask multiple times
I will not be responding to asks that I'm not comfortable with answering, or if I feel like my response could potentially make someone feel uncomfortable
thank you for understanding!
#crab chatter#i really appreciate all the asks#i just feel kinda bad it takes me so long to reply to them#and like i don't feel pressured to reply to them all#almost all of them inspire my art muse to draw#but i only have so much time 🥲#and i also want to nurture my writing muse more too
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had to draw this to understand the way i feel about him now that the manga's ended. 🥲 on that note: if you like hawks and his ending, maybe don't read my tags lol. it's not bashing (imo) but they're not v nice. 😅
bg + unobstructed pose under the cut!
his expression's a lil different 'cuz i only changed the merged layer, all the lighting effects already flattened onto it. 💀 alas.
#hawks#mha hawks#bnha hawks#takami keigo#keigo takami#bnha#bnha fanart#mha#mha fanart#spoilers#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#it's not very positive lol i don't really like the way his character ended 🥲#i think his hero worship for endeavor blinded him from seeing or doing anything that could make a difference#i was so let down when he didm't have any sort of critique or moral dilemma after the touya reveal#and just immediately supported endeavor--it made me think he wss incapable of being critical of his idol.#only further underscored with the way he remembers his endeavor plushie while he defends the rabking system.#like. he thinks about his childhood toy of his hero while he defends the system that ultimately caused that ''hero'' to ruin his family.#so blinded by that pedestal that he unironically thinks about the BIGGEST example of why the ranking system does NOT work#WHILE he defends said system.#he was introduced as this morally complicated guy and instead of his childhood worship of a flawed guy making him more interesting#by having him really THINK about what it means that his hero inadvertently created a super villain#he was instead flattened into an endeavor fan boy. and even tho he was introduced as a guy w a complicated bg of#villainous father + harshly trained by the HPSC from a young age he still doesn't do very much with the system of which he's gained charge.#if he thought of the plushie as a memory of what it meant to have a symbol of hope in his hands it's like...#hawks... abolishing the ranking system wont stop merch and news articles and good PR from happening...#anyways yeah. he was one of my faves for a really long time but the way he ends... i dont like that guy.#that being said him becoming president of the HPSC isnt smth i hate even tho idve given him a vacay and his sought-after free time.#and i like that he brings a katana around now. i tried to make the projection make it look like his epilogue self has wings.#oh and i hated the tiny epilogue panel that made it look like endeavor replaced his entire set of kids. :) just. absolutely loathed it. :))
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Re-design of my un-named Beetlejuice OC from back when I was thirteen
Original Reference under the cut:
#my art#beetlejuice#toonjuice#beetlejuice cartoon#beetlejuice fanart#beetlejuice movie#procreate#I don’t really make OC’s for fanwork anymore… but the ones I had when I was younger almost never got named 🥲#When I first made her I really really liked her- and her story was very self indulgent#Looking at it now is almost way too weird for me… (and honestly a little unintentionally homophobic???)#Basically she was one of the girls from Dante’s inferno… except she got kicked out because she only had attraction to girls#(This was BEFORE I suspected that I was a lesbian— mind you.)#Yeah but anyway she went to the Deetz/Maitland house looking for a place to stay but drove everybody crazy#She was super flamboyant- loved everything pink n fluffy- and was well meaning but did more harm than good trying to do nice things for the#She had this one sided crush on Delia??? Like musical Beej and Adam except less perverted and more flirty/sappy? I was an odd kid- okay? 🥲#Anyway… the old design didn’t really do much to show off her personality… so I ended up upheaving the whole thing#It was okay for what I knew at the time- but I know what I was trying to say then and now I have the knowledge to say it better#Also— the reason I gave her horns here is so silly.#When I was younger I was in a Christian school where I wasn’t allowed to draw witches-ghosts-demons-etc.#So even though I based her on the Dante girls… I refused to give her horns because I thought that was ‘too sinful’#I even remember having so much guilt while looking for references of the Dante workers#I couldn’t even look for more than five seconds!#Anyways… she really pushed the boundaries for me at the time and it’s fun to see how I’ve changed and grown since then.
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Eloise and Lulu talking between classes….planning their next daydreaming walk🥹💓🙏
Lulu: @just-another-star-47 😙😙💓💓
#I hope I did her justice🙏🙏 I love her hair design so much!!!!!!!!!!!#also sorry this took so long😭😭😭 my to draw list just keeps growing and growing and I only have time to do one a day🥲#I’ll need to draw them actually walking sometime too🙏🙏🙏🙏💓💓💓💓💓💓💓#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#luscinia plonbraw
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what are your kg ships? can be ships you absolutely love or also ships you think are cute.
I absolutely love 🩷Cindix💙 x100000
it grew on me and now it's like my biggest ship! 🫶 But it's also the only "popular" ship I have cuz I like lots of lesser known ships like:
💚Emindy🩷 and 💜Austix💙
( those two coexist in my mind. If I'm not shipping Cindy with Felix, I'm most likely shipping her with Emmy. Same goes for the boys. Listen, you just gotta see the vision )
Now for some that I like but I'm not as crazy about as the ones above: Perla, Bindy, Felonty, oooh and I really like Austemmy!! and a bunch of others. And I mean a BUNCH.
But yeah I'm veeery open minded when it comes to ships, the joy of being a multishipper ^^
#those aren't even all the ships i have. I will pretty much like any piece of fanart if i find it cute ( and most of the time i do!! )#I'm also interested in seeing what kind of interactions Felix and Alice will have in the game so I'm keeping an eye on em for the time bein#Also a veeeery niche ship i have is Cindy x Carla.... They're cute okay i don't need to explain myself#also felget is such a guilty pleasure 😭😭😔🫶🫶🫶#also one sided theonny. One sided. I only draw this ship if i make it angsty lol cuz otherwise it's way too sweet it makes me 🤸♀️🤸♀️#idk how to feel about them tbh like i find them adorable but i literally hate them together but i love them and they're good for eavh other#theonny makes me crazy that's why i try not to think about it too hard 🥲#also FELOZZY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I thank Ray for this#i kowkey sneaked Felonty in there and that's okay 😁#i am too sleep deprived to think rn that's why I'm rambling. gonna sleep now:3#kindergarten#asks#anonymous#kg 2#kindergarten 2#kindergarten game
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why is so much of sewing just tracing and cutting and tracing again q_q i see why people get projectors and use adobe illustrator now
#drawing up a design that i can easily pattern from my sloper: 😊#actually having to make the pattern by tracing and cutting ad infinitum: 😰#piecing together printer paper to get a big enough sheet of paper and doing this ten million times: 🥲😭#not to mention the IRONING.... prewashing the fabric and having to iron 8 yards of fabric???? excuse me????#and then distorting it as i iron bc it has a slight stretch and i got so tired i stopped being careful 2 yards in#and the way that you're supposed to press every seam... excuse me... am i just supposed to have my iron heated and on standby at all times#AND THE STEAM??? i just got stay tape the other day and thought it'd be a neat alternative to stay stitching#BUT IT NEEDS STEAM TO ACTIVATE (which okay makes sense) BUT long story short i'm too afraid to use the steam function#on my iron because none of us are sure if water should go back into a tank that's been in disuse for 30+ years#so instead i get this water spray pen and delicately spray down the length of each piece of stay tape#before i cover it with a piece of gauze and iron it. and then i have to iron it extra so all the water actually evaporates#oh and the spray pen holds as much water as half a pen so i have to walk to the kitchen every 10 sprays to refill it#and i have to do this for every curved edge on my pattern pieces#i mean the alternative is just stay stitching but then i would have to calibrate my settings for a single layer of fabric instead of double#which means i have to switch my needle out more and i'm still new enough that sometimes i install a needles wrong despite going through#all the same exact motions that i usually would. i'm LITERALLY suffering out here. anyway can't wait to sew or whatever#oh and did i mention i went to a sewing meetup recently? yeah...#everyone there bought like $30-$100/yard fabric and i was there awkwardly knowing i only buy like $12/yard fabric#honestly though i have the opposite problem people usually joke about. i find it So hard to find fabric i actually like#it needs to be the right fiber + right color + right pattern/texture + right weight + i have to know exactly what i'm going to make with it
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dnp can u pls upload tonight pls pls pls pls 🥺👉🏻👈🏻
#i don’t have my next day off until next week 😭#this is like the only night i could gif it and hang out here for a while after 🥲#like i miss being here so much and i’ve just had no time or energy to#manifesting so hard rn#jenna rambles#dan and phil
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going to be running on queue for the rest of the week! i hope all of you are well 💗
#for wips and things:#1) finished editing my shouto fic with niku so i might queue it up to be posted soon!#2) will get to working on the atsumu fic#3) i have a few drafts too but im still seeing where my brain will take me w them 😵💫#this is goodbye for now!#i have to lock in and focus on grad apps 😵💫#sorry if i haven’t been responding to asks as much!! this week has been pretty stressful too 😭#and my sleep has been terrible 😭 i woke up in the middle of the night twice this week 🥲#both times within only 2 hours of sleeping 😭 falling back asleep is almost impossible 😭#im sure its from my anxiety tho 😭😭😭#i talked so much again
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Been thinking for sometime after spending my days mostly resting in bed and reading fics, but... the swsh fandom really does have one of the best ao3 writers for me :o
#you may ask why it won compared to pla who also have god-tier fic writers dabbling in ao3. that's a good point and i'm still mulling over it#but i think what narrows it down is that there are more writers writing about various characters compared to just a few of them in swsh :o#this is just my pure and fairly new observation since i'm really only 1 year into pokemon as a fandom though! i could totally be wrong here#because i haven't had the time to dive deeper into the ao3 tags and such#but i appreciate that i can find good fics about side characters like melony and opal. or even less-sought after relationship like gen fics#for milo nessa kabu or bede rose. you can almost find anything character/relationship fics that you want with decent writing in swsh#while i can't say the same for pla sadly :'))) i want to read more stuff about gaeric teaching irida or how iscan was chosen as a warden#but only 1-2 fic writers wrote about them as the side characters as the main ones... 🥲 am i bad at diving into ao3 or is it just like that#like. i recently found a fic about leon being visited by the older gym leaders post-eternatus and gawd. i never knew i needed it so much???#that was when i realized that the swsh fandom really do love their gym leaders to bits that even the fics for the side characters are good!#this is just a passing thought though. don't take this too seriously 😅#personal
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i love my lab job but my god my manager is so mean for no reason 😭😭😭
#🎀 - mello talks too much#he will like give me these random pop quizzes#on super specific microbiology questions from last semester#and then gets like passive aggressively upset when i don’t know it#or when i ask a question for a lab he acts like im genuinely the stupidest person alive#he treats my other coworker way worste tho so i can’t complain too much 🥲🥲#i work alone for most of my shift but whenever he walks in i’m always so tense bc i don’t want him to get upset at me over something 🥲🥲#hate to say it but i’m kinda excited for this job to end (i only have it for the semester)#just bc he stresses me out#LOL#then i’ll hopefully get a new lab job!! hopefully in a hospital this time
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[pericky; a look into ricky's head during their meeting.]
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"I'm glad you came, I wasn't sure you would." The wine pours, the sound of it drowning out the missing word in that sentence: back.
Of course, is the response, and the part of Ricky that's spent twenty years tearing itself apart to understand why vibrates with relief. It doesn't matter anymore. Of course, of course, he thinks giddily along with the words. He never needed to wonder why Pericles wasn't coming back in the first place; he was always going to.
I'm happy you invited me, and of course he thinks again. A lifetime of pretending he wasn't always going to either falls away. However harsh and lonely the world has been, all's right with it again; and the shy voice of the boy inside him that he's tried so hard to kill says, so quietly, I missed you.
#sdmi#scooby doo: mystery incorporated#pericky#ricky owens#professor pericles#anyway fucking end me actually. lay me down to die#i said i was gonna write more pericky and by fucking god i did#the 'why did you do this to me' to 'oh thank god you didn't actually do this to me' pipeline of abuse folks 🥲#which like. their last conversation is yet another devastating example of ricky finally standing up to pericles' bullshit Too Late#ricky denounces him in the strongest terms he knows; based on his own feelings and opinions and the way he sees the world#(which: even then he can't bring himself to say 'i don't love you anymore')#(the closest he can get is 'i chose you and i can't take it back; the only way i can imagine not loving you is if i never had at all')#and pericles tries to go 'nyeh nyeh whatever i don't care' (and does a real bad job of pretending he is not obviously hurt lmao)#and ricky doesn't try to understand his logic; he doesn't try to reconcile a world where pericles didn't *really* mean to do anything wrong#his response is MAYBE YOU *SHOULD* CARE.#pericles' view of the world and what's right and acceptable are warped and *wrong* and he's the one who needs to get his shit together#'you shouldn't have abused me you shouldn't have killed cassidy you shouldn't have murdered a child in cold blood'#that is MASSIVE and i think it is really telling that pericles' response is to shut him down with force instead of trying to argue any more#and that in the end is the real true fucking tragedy of it all#ricky is making huge strides one after the other to take back his freedom from pericles emotionally#....and materially it makes no difference to improve his situation in the moment; because pericles doesn't have any less power to abuse him#he never has a triumphant moment where he Overcomes His Abuser and Breaks Out of His Control#there's nothing he can do to fight back until pericles is too Literally Dead to control him anymore#it is one of the rawest depictions of the reality of abuse i've ever seen and just. God. i love it so much#(at the same time i REALLY want to explore a version of events where he got the chance to expand further on that growth)#(the 'all witches are selfish; make all things yours; i have a duty' speech from the wee free men comes to mind)#whosebaby makes things#whosebaby writes#SDMItag#dyn: when i die i want you to die too
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finished bg3
#i’m not done processing so i don’t have much to say but that was SCARY 🥲#what i WILL say tho#is that the only thing da:i has on bg3 is the epilogue sequence#when the credits started rolling for bg3 i was so shook?? like that’s IT?#i know larian mentioned patching in more epilogue content but sheesh#i want to talk to my broskis want last time 🥲
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🚦.
#my investment in the life series took one whole year to fully materialize#i remember this time last year i discovered joel’s vids and came across limited life#i also happened to be there when secret life started so i got to see it happen#with the benefit of getting multiple perspectives each week which was a joy#only now have i started to chip away at my backlogs#i’ve been watching grian’s perspectives—double life yesterday and 3rd life today ALL BC OF FANFICS I DESPERATELY N#*NEED TO DEVOUR#and can i just say that it isn’t scar’s first time going red so early in the series#like that man is a hazard and a menace to the series#everything just goes up in flames the second he turns red and i love it for him#anyway#i’ve seen the desert duo get hyped so much but i think we (me vs community) love them for very different reasons…#i’ve always adored their dynamic but there’s just some parts i don’t get abt the hype (?)#idk maybe the community has a tendency to exaggerate things 🤷🏻♀️#also i want to come up with a better tag system or else i’ll lose all my posts on them 🥲#toff.txt
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disillusionment w my job vs heavy fear that messing up my paycheck will blow the household financials up
#even if i got a job that paid the same or better... the weekly paycheck clutches so hard#but now that I'm back on printing i just feel rot 😭 i felt so stupid today and it reminded me of every day before school season#where i also felt stupid every day#and i just ... don't want to feel like that anymore! the past year has been a blur bc work is so 💢 and it does concern me#i want to go back to school so bad 🥲 i dont just want to speedrun a certification and get in the classroom... i want to have a degree!#and be actually engaged in it and Learn things.. i remember nothing from my aa 💃🏻 my only skills rn are like. customer service and ms#office 😑 what!!! what!!!#need to become stronger and more employable and learned but. at what cost 👤#my big other concern is that printing is so draining that i only have enough spoons to get myself home and then it's decomposition time..#so the thought of driving to voice lessons for auditions is.. a very tiring one.. much less actually rehearsing or studying or doing#anything 😑 the rot!!! the rot!!!#i just need to get through this year + speedrun my parents' divorce. 2024 will be the year things begin happening#*2025.. see this is what i mean!! 😭😭#sriracha.txt
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...💇♀️
#so i went to the hairdresser's in september to get a trim after over a year of having NOTHING done to my hair#it was in suuuuuuuuch a poor condition but i loved how long it had gotten so i suffered through the summer#i just wasn't ready to say goodbye to my mermaid hair 🥺#(i should've got it done in the spring but didn't because. well. life i guess lol i wasn't feeling very well maybe)#and so when i finally went to get it done i asked the hairdresser to cut only what was necessary#fair enough i went home only to notice absolutely NOTHING had happened 🙃#i thought i could live with it until maybe later in the winter but i was getting so frustrated with how lifeless and tangled my hair was 😭#so i booked a new appointment at a different hairdresser (a new one has just opened near me)#and aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh my hair looks and feels SO much more healthier now!! 😭 nearly teared up at the hairdresser's feeling my new hair 😂#but at the same time i'm a bit 🥲 because it's quite a bit shorter now 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲#it's not short per se but aaaahhhh I'm having a minor identity crisis lol (no i'm not i'm just being dramatic 💅)#but it's definitely better this way. i love my hair and i'm never ever letting it get in such a terrible condition ever again 🤧#also i'm not going back to that other place again because it wasn't the first time the same person had done barely anything to my hair 🤨#i mean. i guess they just did what i had asked but...#with all the other hairdressers there's never been any problem when i told them to ''only take what's needed''#i guess she was just too cautious to take TOO much of the length of my hair but gurl what's the point if you only take like 1 cm 😐#with ''what's needed'' i obviously mean ''enough so i won't have to come back here next month'' :\#anyway! i'm happy and keep sniffing my hair (and giving myself a headache in the process) because the products they used smell so nice 💖#pointless ramblings hi yess i'm bored by theflyingfeeling
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oh no hunt and jump has tiny shaggy ponies, how much time am i willing to put into this to figure out maximum HB's i can earn weekly in order to convert to IVs HELLLPPPPPP
#not a horse#or is it. im talking about hunt and jump a horse browser game#its so addicting i just spent nearly a million to set up maximum earnings (mathed it up) i can achieve#in order to start saving for the free to play way to get the ponpon model#so i can have tiny shaggy ponies#im about to spend so much time on hunt and jump#ive been playing since 2021 and only now figured the website out 🥲#i will do a great many things for small shaggy ponies
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