Hey! Just wanted to let you know that I hope you're doing well, I might check in from time to time and just leave a nice message.
Please remember to take care of yourself !
People care about you <3
Thank you! Things are going okay. College is hard. I'm busy all the time, but that hasn't stopped me from writing. Despite my own insistence that I take a break, it didn't work out well lol...
So in between study sessions, I hack away at my longfic project. I have around 20k words so far, and it stars everyone's favorite narrator. It's not going to be released until it's at least 90% done, because I have a tendency to shift plot points and move chapters around during this phase of writing. And unless someone can come up with a convincing argument, no sneak peaks! So far the only people who've seen it are close friends.
The goal, which is high and lofty and will probably be missed- is to have more than 50k words by the time summer rolls around. Then over the summer, i'll be releasing chapters. Depending on how long my TSP obsession lasts, that may be the pattern going forward. I have no idea who will still be in the strong grasp of the fandom by the time I start actually releasing stuff, but- this is a story for me, not an audience.
Did you know I have 5 different longfic ideas involving him? and I don't mean 5 ideas for this one story, I mean five very separate AUs which require a crapton of worldbuilding. I've joked with a friend that i'll be creating my own 'narratorverse', but good lord, have I got my work cut out for me.
I'm doing my best to hold my head high, and make new friends. The narrator is still rattling around in my head, and as i've ranted on about in the past, he's not keen to leave. I've been using him as a lifeline a lot in the past few weeks, as I navigate school.
Overall, I'm hopeful for the future, but sleepy. Being a student means being chronically sleepy.
Also it's illegal to care about me. Not allowed. No one can care, it's forbidden. Emotionally. (this is a joke. the reminders are appreciated. but man do i get shy and blushy when people tell me.)
I may at one point or another start asking people for suggestions on what to write. this is dangerous territory, what with what happened with headcanons. but it's hard to have a clear perspective when your world is one location. dorms, studyhalls, etc. and i'm sure some of you have some brilliant ideas. we'll get to that bridge when we get to it.
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xiangli yao definitely strikes me as a switch vers. whatever your preferences and limits are, you can bet that he'll do his utmost best to please you.
as a service top, he always acts accordingly to your needs, which means you can trust him to not get carried away to the point he'll chase his high and forget yours. he'll be a bit flustered at times, but his sheer enthusiasm makes up for it. being with you in an intimate manner feels surreal to him so he hopes you'll understand. at the same time, he's down to experiment with something new if you want to. he'll still be loving and caring throughout it all of course.
as a submissive bottom, he'd be vanilla about it at first due to his lack of experience. for example, if you bring up liking impact play such as spanking to him, he won't shut down the idea, but it'll take him a while to get used to it; just be patient with him, however, keep in mind that he's tougher than he looks so it's in your best interest to not underestimate his strength as well.
if you want him to perform other roles like being a power bottom, then he'll gladly do that too. with enough practice, he'll be great at all of it so you'll never feel disappointed nor bored. after all, he doesn't intend to let his most beloved down anytime soon!
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completely not the vibe i wanted to bring in this morning and I'm sorry for that, but it's been bothering me for like a month now.
(user censored because I don't want to bother them)
LOOK.
LOOK AT THIS SHIT.
DO YOU KNOW HOW COMMON IT IS TO SEE "13 recent posts" AND HAVE IT ALL BE FROM ASK BLOGS? AND FOR CERTAIN CHARACTERS LIKE HEAVY OR MEDIC, THAT COULD BE LITERALLY ALL YOU SEE.
NOT ART ASK BLOGS BY THE WAY. I LOVE THOSE AND I WANT THEM BACK. BUT JUST TEXT.
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light critique of the new nsbu episode bc i just finished it and think its important to be critical of things i like sometimes rather than blindly loving it i think being critical can make you like it more but under the cut if you dont wanna see something like this
anyways hi i don't think ally should've done that wits check on g13. it felt meta gamey to me and like since theres not a ton of metagaming on d20 im fine with a slip up but then they brought usha back and i love usha but i just think its sad that we're gonna miss the conflict that could've come in the next episode or even the last episode when they realize g13 took over usha. likely not the last episode but i think it could've made some really interesting conflict later on and now we don't have that :( also no g13 interacting with anyone aside from kingskin man. imagine incel g13 with russell after what jessica told him
however i did scream and jump on my couch when alex hit that 12 to save usha and i am very grateful for that moment i am high on adrenaline rn
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