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What do you think about people writing fanfiction of your works? If I were to write fanfiction, should I share it? This is specifically regarding your tllr series.
yeah i’m completely fine with people writing fanfiction of my stuff! i’m honored u like my story so much that you’d write fanfiction for it that’s so cool :3 if you do write it definitely feel free to post it and tag me in it because i would love to read it!!
#the idea of someone writing fanfiction for one of my stories is sooo cool like woah#ask#the only rule i guess would be to keep it sfw (as in nothing sexual)#and don’t ship Anton with anyone#but i don’t think this is gonna be a problem lol
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so i just wanna say i think i fumbled with a bad bitch a little bit the other night but not just in a shy loser wuhluhwuh way i just have so many other problems. but going forward i am going to be brave 🙏
#ABBY. give yourself a chance#now namely i am just weird about any intimacy and well lbr especially sex/romance etc#but then also like it’d been a while since we hung out and sometimes my self esteem is terrible and i’m like ok what if this is a pity#hangout or what if this is all a plot for this friend group to have drama to embarrass me and whatnot#which i stand by not liking many of them but i don’t think that’s like. a realistic problem lol#and now we’re gonna complicate thing with. well my dumbass 🤦♀️#i haven’t been smoking! and i was offered. and i was like well im j chilling rn sure! that one single hit murdered me.#my mouth was so dry. i was gulping my water. i’m making stupid ass jokes i’m not good at reading situations etc#and top it all off with the simple fact that this person just makes me wildly nervous and flustered#and i’ve kept it together through a lot of this but we r approaching a point.#some of it was so lameeeee it’s so lame to recount lol but well isn’t that something beautiful#when two people get together and hang out and are soo lame together and trying to impress/make each other laugh. well yes#abby talks#my hands were so so so cold at one point tho. and i didn’t even try to use that to my advantage in a lame corny way
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my inbox: can we play [obscure instrument I unfortunately never had the pleasure of knowing.]
me: no but u can juggle ❤️
#snippet#I said I wasn’t gonna share anything else but whatever#lols#I’m thinking of adding a type in choice#the only problem is that flavor text will be lost#but I know some ppl don’t mind that
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Simon doodles I drew at like 1 AM or so recently. In an absolutely genius move, my dumbass started getting sleepy and decided to draw him being sleepy too about it instead of just going to bed 💀💀💀💀💀. Literally thought about The Guy before I realized I could (and should) go sleep
#castlevania#castlevania games#simon belmont#akumajo dracula#akumajou dracula#art post#my art#at this point I just determine which things I haven’t posted yet by what images don’t have a cropped version lol#he’s so eepy#yeah he’s got a plushie and nightgown of course—#haha the plushie totally isn’t a rabbit cause I collect rabbit plushies hahahaha no not at all erm uh—#and uh random microwaving the plushie so it’s warm image#he’s allowed to have a microwave in the 1600s as a treat :3#eh but honestly I just draw these characters in a random void and make them do whatever so it’s the character interaction void’s microwave#I usually draw him on his side or face when laying down cause I imagine laying on his back is probably uncomfortable#never healing scars are probably not very great to touch very much#this is totally me when i’m suffering from the curse#imagine having posture and back problems already and then Dracula goes ‘hehe I’m gonna make that worse :)’ 💀💀💀#uh dumping headcanons in the tags I guess lol#he’s probably an insomniac tbh like who else would be taking a week or more of no sleep like a champ like that#dude up walking around and talking to people for days and only gets like teeny tiny breaks at the church every so often???#yeah this guy already had sleep set on veteran difficulty#that being said I think when he does sleep he does like a rock don’t even bother trying getting him up#and why would you tbh he would be so sad :( it took him so long to do that :( let him sleep until 2 pm—#yeah anyway yippie doodles! of The Guy™️!!!#I can’t think of anything else
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if glee was still on they would have an episode where everyone fails to get tickets to the eras tour so the glee club puts on The Eras Tour (Glee Club Version)
#brittany should have gotten to do cruel summer but it obviously would have been rachel lol#tina would get speak now/enchanted bc both are undervalued#santana would get the rep set except for don’t blame me bc that’s obviously mercedes’ song#i think sam would and quinn would split the fearless era songs lol#and the guys would do the upbeat songs in the red era and rachel would do all too well (10 minute version)#1989 and midnights would be group numbers except for wildest dreams which would be solo rachel again#betty would be either a brittana duet or a quinn and sam duet lol#august would be quinn but illicit affairs would be rachel… something something faberry#rachel again for champagne problems duh#willow is a group number#tina was gonna get tolerate it but then they cut it for the ttpd set lol#quinn would do but daddy i love him lol#and of course rachel would get the smallest man who ever lived
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do you guys think that Falin is like. okay with her chimera form? does she accept it as just what her body is in that moment? does she think it’s cool, or would she in other circumstances? is she having fun like flapping her big wings and climbing up walls and swishing her tail and such?
#can you tell that chimera Falin has been really bothering me these past few days?#this is a Me problem I know I’m insane with media but still#original post#dungeon meshi#anyway this is like make or break for me on whether or not I can be comfortable with like seeing chimera Falin sexualized#i mean I guess I’m gonna have to be cause like she already has been in the anime and manga lol#but like. it makes me feel baaaaaad if I start thinking of chimera Falin as hot or whatever because#there’s. a Falin in there. who (probably) doesn’t want to be chimera#and had it forced upon her#it feels wrong to be like ‘ooo she’s so hot when she’s in pain being forced into a monstrous form that isn’t her own’#and I know like ‘she’s not real she can’t be hurt by it + you don’t need consent from a fictional character’#but it. personally makes me feel bad. that’s just how it is
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GOOD NEWS EVERYBODY IM BACK I HAVE ANSWERS so we looked at my teeth etc and I’m not gonna die of sepsis bc despite all the shit my toothache caused me there’s no infection. so what was it, Bronwyn? good question!
wisdom teeth
#LMFAO#my wisdom teeth are……… so poorly angled. 100% impact on all four#and the left one is tryna make moves so it’s swelling my gums which is raising my molar#and jacking up my bite while the tooth is sensitive in sensitive gums#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#so he suggested just. get rid of them. take the wisdom teeth out. all 4 bc of the possible impact from them#and if I didn’t I’d just periodically have this crazy ass pain come and go and come and go and fuck THAT so. removal it is#👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻#I have no idea what that’s gonna cost lmfao so we’ll…. we’ll see#and today basically the pain hasn’t been nearly as severe. the swelling has gone down significantly. so I think the pain/problem is#subsiding for a bit. I hope. lol. so they’re referring me to the dental hospital teehee#and then we did a clean of my teeth bc I have crazy plaque buildup and thus bacteria and thus making the issue worse. apparently. so#which isn’t a surprise. depression and adhd means I don’t brush my teeth as often as I should. and floss is scary#while doing that he seemed to have no problems with any of my fillings so I assume they’re fine atm too#all those side effects bc my wisdom tooth wants to play up…….. attention seeker#also between that molar and the gums where the wisdom tooth is. there’s a pocket. apparently. and stuff is getting stuck in there apparently#a pocket……. head in hands. and obviously that’s difficult to clean so that’s also bothering my gums and thus my tooth. GOD#ooc#anyways that’s the dentist update. tldr; I’m fucking fine it’s just wisdom teeth fucking it all up
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Not the spiderverse art book restarting the dying down Hobie age discourse. With the Japanese version implying he’s a ‘young boy’(I think that’s what it was either way either way) and the book saying ‘he’s much older than miles..’(smth like that either way either way) and it’s like seriously? Again? AGAIN?
The directors said it’s up to interpretation. And the only reason(w/ the exclusion of the people thinking he’s like 30 cause that’s weird and gross, re-examine some racial biases)that people are so adamant he is or isn’t a minor is because of shipping! Whether it’s with one of the spider teens or with OCs or justifying self shipping it’s weird! It’s weird that that’s the reason people are going nuts over this shit and dying on their respective hills. And let people have their HCs holyshit.
And to reiterate: it’s not proshipping/pedoshit if someone HCs Hobie as a teen and ships them with one of the spider teens. It’s not necessarily fetishization and is not pedoshit if people HC him as a young adult and do self ships or whatever else goes on there.
It’s fandom let people fuck around. Something doesn’t have to be justified as morally wrong for you not to like it. Stop trying to force your own Head Canons, key word HEAD as in the canon in your head, onto other people.
Sorry for the rant I just cannot believe it’s still going.
#I’ll say it again#head canons#as in the canon IN YOUR HEAD#ik part of the problem is people are new to fandom spaces/culture and don’t entirely understand HCs#sorry I’m getting so heated but this is like the stupidest shit to see people get stuck on as someone who has been here for awhile#like actually dealing with ACTUALLY problematic ships and this is what y’all think is problematic now??? ITS IN YOUR HEAD BESTIE#like the ghostpunk. punkflower. and chaipunk ships aren’t for me but I do love and appreciate the art!#never rlly been into self inserts either. idk just not my thing tbh#didn’t even rlly know what proshipping was till the Hobie brown stuff#y’all are KILLING ME#it’s funny but it’s also annoying to see it all over my feed#so now we all have to suffer#there isn’t even really a tag for me to filter it out#I’m gonna put some triggers just cause I was less eloquent than I could’ve been lol#tw pedophila mention#age discourse ig
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have decided that i am going to actively decide to be unashamed of being lonely and spending most of my time at home and not having hobbies. yes i could be trying harder to get out there and make my life better, but that’s nobody’s business but mine. and it’s difficult and not fun, so i’m going to take my time. (not having a job is different but that’s not even what i’m ashamed of in the first place. i’m going to hang on to the slight shame of not having a job because it’s motivating me without really causing problems. but the worse shame i’m feeling is for stuff that really is nobody’s business but my own!)
#post tag#i get in this loop of like#getting annoyed at something i see online#then getting embarrassed that i care so much about something stupid i saw online#and deciding obviously i have to suppress that because it’s shameful#and thinking of course i wouldn’t have these problems of caring too much about online if i had a healthier social life & less time online#and thinking about how it’s my responsibility to fix that and it’s not gonna get better until i put in the work#and thinking about how much i don’t want to do the work but i have to etc etc into existential despair LOL#this happens like. almost daily lmfao it’s tough#alllll because i saw an annoying tweet or something. smh#like seriously i constantly want to bitch about things but then i’m like wait. that’s friendless behavior. can’t do that. SMH
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Sier? I haven’t even met her! Laugh.
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#eternal gales#today has been a shit day but Im feeling a bit better now that I’ve drawn sier#long story short one of my friends is being harassed by their ex#so I’ve been in a blinding rage all day and combined with me not getting enough sleep and cleaning all day today quite sucked#but hey. I drew sier and made them a new mini ref so that’s gotta count for something#but yeah sier my beloved I’ve been thinking abt them all day they’re just so cute and I love drawing them#I forgive them for being a human character they’re silly and have shapes#I now have only 4 eg refs to go I think? which is honestly a lot closer than I thought I was I thought this was gonna be another year of#last minute refs for artfight and some that don’t get remade but honestly this is super doable#rly the only big problem is going to be fydd since it’s been so long since I’ve drawn him properly#the other three are just dodie tali and bloom which shouldn’t be too bad at all#now idk if the icons are happening but it’s definitely feeling a lot more doable now so idk maybe I’ll get to some of them#key word maybe I make no promises#thankfully I don’t rly have any other ocs that I feel pressed to make new refs for so I can take it easy leading up to artfight this year#I’d like to get some of them icons but that’s not necessary#hopefully sier will get drawn this year she hasn’t been attacked since her old design from years ago lol#but sier is also a character I’ve gotten other pieces of art of over the years so I won’t be heartbroken if they keep getting ignored lol#I don’t rly know who I’d like to see attacked most tbh#obviously I’m always happy to see art of any of my ocs but usually I do have a preference#so Im excited to see who gets attacked even if it’s only a few of them#I’m willing to bet teke will get at least one attack I believe in him#hopefully teka gets drawn too I love her dearly as well#anyways shower time and then sleep time gn gamers
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#I kinda get why people have problems with the newer season of the bear but also I’m not gonna lie I feel like there is a very specific-#kind of fan that didn’t like the season but I won’t get into it#in general I liked this season a lot :)#I cried and laughed and was intrigued#I do feel like this season was definitely more subdued kinda vibe than the other two although i still felt chest pain with certain episodes-#and scenes lol#loved the getting to know more about the characters and their backstory :)#I feel like the season could have been a bit tighter with the pacing#and like the direction of the season#it definitely felt like a season in between but I still liked it very much because ultimately the show is about the lives of these people so#I think this season succeeded in showing that :)#idk I really don’t understand why there aren’t more people talking about the season? :(#and the people that I have seen acting like it’s the worse thing ever and the falling from grace for the show are from what I can gather#an specific group of viewers as I said#so whatevs#but also I saw someone say that they shit season 3 and 4 back to back and I thinks if that’s true maybe that explains something#*omg I meant to write **shot ** lol#like maybe they stretched out the season a bit too much in order to split it into two seasons idk#online diary
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There’s nothing quite like waking up hours before you normally do next to your absolutely wonderful boyfriend and turning to him and saying “I had a dream we Fantastic Voyage-d you.”
Anyone who has heard of that movie will know how horrible of a statement that is.
#very good movie though#it is not a representation of the weird-ass alien planet my subconscious brain apparently thinks the inside of the human body is#but it’s really good it’s my favorite older movie#if you’ve ever watched a cartoon where the characters shrink down and go inside another character to fix a medical problem it’s that#that’s where they got it#my bf immediately went back to sleep so i don’t think he’s gonna remember this conversation lol
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🤡 maybe we shouldn’t make comparisons between asexual people and dolls/things that are plastic/things that lack reproductive systems okay thanks
Like y’all get how that’s dehumanizing right? Right??
#i’m not even mad at margot robbie for her wuote because i don’t think that was her intention#my problem is with the people who jumped on it and went ‘lol barbie is asexual because she’s a plastic doll! margot robbie said!!’#like do y’all hear yourselves or#at this point it’s gonna be an automatic unfollow for me if you put shit like that on my dash even as a meme
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My fingers are crossed that now I’ve applied for a local GP I can FINALLY a) sort out my hip and b) finish the referral for a social worker. It would make such a huge difference.
#bad pain day so I’m trying to be Positive lol#pain turns me into a depressed bastard and a little bit mean so I’m very much not liking it#especially since my biggest fear is that I’m WELL past the point where physio could do anything besides make it worse#and the only other options are steroid injections or surgery#I don’t wanna do injections because of a lot of reasons but mainly because they don’t always work#but I REALLY don’t want surgery. not on my hip#fingers crossed it just feels worse than it is.#but even just having a support worker!!#someone who could help me with little tasks#remembering to pay bills to buy groceries and just give well. some support lol#on the gp application I said I didn’t have any mental health problems lol#they’ll turn you out and any complaint you make is just Depression or Anxiety#I may later down the road but nah.. it’s precarious#with my medical background I gotta be so careful about what I say#when there’s less than 70ppl globally with your condition it’s easy to get called a faker lol#bad pain day has made me freaked. plus I just CANNOT lose my job. I think that’s what tomorrow is gonna be about tbh#I’m already looking at other work just in case#god I CANNOT lose my job
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discovered miah_pie on t*ktok (<- i don’t have one btw i just stumbled upon her bc someone i follow on ig talked abt her) and her videos make me want to cry so bad. 24 year old dependent moment
#purrs#i went to a clothing store today to try to get new work shoes and pants bc the one pair i have of each literally have holes in them and are#falling the fuck apart on my body and it was a HORRIBLE experience largely bc i think everybody in town was out shopping for back to school#so it was super crowded and there were lots of screaming kids and it was extremely stressful + my dad got into a mini car accident while i w#was in the store (he was / is completely fine thankfully but the car is not which is so awesome 😍😍😍😍😍) and i was just so stressed and#overstimulated but also like… nothing fits me bc im so short lol. but anyway it was so horrible i was on the verge of starting to cry in the#store and then i came home empty handed and my mom got super pissed at me for… needing to go to the store / being the reason we were out lol#and then finding miah pie and her videos are all about making trips to the store SO much fun and buying little treats and saying yessir and#OHHHHHH MYYYYY and just finding the joy in smth that can be so stressful and unpleasant… it makes me want to cry happy and sad tears at the#same time like i want that soooo bad and i can’t do it fully yet but i want it. need it. fuck my stupid baka life#anyways im gonna start saying the stuff she says just to make myself feel better even when im not at a store. yessir! OHHHHHH MYYYYYY.#acquired. don’t mind if i diddly dooooo!#also btw i am not a dependent except for the ways i am a dependent. hope that helps 🫶🏻#the problem is really that i don’t have a car or a license and also that my mom throws a fit every time i need / want to get driving#practice bc it’s never a good time so. lol 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 me doing drivers ed this summer was a fucking joke i forget literally everything i#learned and have only been behind the wheel 3 times and none of them have actually counted bc im just developing basic motor skills#(literally). fmlllll im never getting out of here who am i kidding 🤪#delete later
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#i do not want to work tomorrow i want to lay in bed and be sad#i’m really realizing how miserable of a person i am i am always fucking Sad and when i do feel happy i cry when it’s over#and i can’t even resemble a human being without medication and i know that’s fine but i’m still always sad. it doesn’t go away#i feel like nobody deserves to have me weighing them down like i’ve cried in front of people three times this week and i know it’s fine#but i feel so fucking guilty about it and i feel guilty about everything i feel like i’m doing nothing right and i’m not dealing with thing#right and i’m not living right and i feel like it must be so fucking difficult to love me and i don’t know how people do it#i don’t even feel capable of asking for. any sort of love ever#i feel like i don’t deserve like anything. i feel like nobody actually wants to do things for me lol#every single dsy i’m like wow i want to be held and every single dsy i feel bad even asking for a hug from someone#when i need reassurance i’m afraid to ask because what if i’m just being annoying and overbearing and too much Bad#i never feel like too much good. only bad.#i know a lot of these shitty thoughts are just because i’ve been unmedicated (meds will be ready tomorrow lol) but it just like#it sucks to know medication just kinda hides these thoughts better and that deep down i feel like this because i don’t want to#i feel like everyone in my life doesn’t deserve someone who doubts everything all the time#i think my mother deserved a stronger daughter and i think my friends deserve someone that’s not always breaking and i just don’t feel Good#i don’t know why anyone keeps me around#sometimes i feel selfish for sticking around and that sounds so awful and i’m not gonna act on it but i just feel like a waste of a person#the last week has been so good and now i’m just a fucking mess and i feel so fucking guilty about that :)#i feel like no matter what i always just default to miserable#i don’t feel like i’m doing enough at all#i’m struggling in school i don’t work enough i can barely take care of myself#like i wouldn’t even properly take care of myself if taylor wasn’t helping me i feel so guilty about that all the time#i feel so guilty for even thinking any of this right now and i’m trying to remind myself that i’m unmedicated and i’ve had a long day#and my best fucking friend just went back home and i’m allowed to be sad about that but i just. feel like i’m making excuses i guess#it’s not immoral to be sad but maybe when i’m wanting to die all the time i’m the problem. idk#anyway i’m gonna go to sleep and i’m gonna try to convince myself tomorrow will be better#sndnsksjkakejdkalwosjhdkwosjdjsk. i will be fine
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