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the Shame I feel at telling someone I'm really excited for rings of power season 2 and they're like "huh I thought no one liked the show" only for me to immediately hit with "actually its the most popular show on amazon prime 😌😔 ahead of The Boys"
like a Dweeb
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i will have you know i am not watching only friends i have not seen a single episode idk anything about them EXCEPT for what i see you post lmfao i am experiencing this completely through you and it's always so fun i love to see what new horrors are happening beyond my comprehension every week and i wanted to say thank you 🙏🏻
aww thank you!!! 🥺
I need a place to scream every week so I just ramble around lmao but it's nice to know that someone appreciates it kdjgdk 🫶🏻
I would say you should start watching it but after the last few episodes,,,,, maybe not lmao 😭
xxx
#only friends series#this show is for the mentally stable only#not that I am one of those#but i cant stop myself
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you have GOT to remember when watching the new doctor who that the question is not is this good. doctor who is only ever actually 'good' once a season at most. THE ONLY QUESTION IS is it fun, camp, and has aliens. also remember the worst doctor who showrunner is always the current doctor who showrunner. now go watch the new episodes as god intended like you're ten years old and still remember how to experience joy and whimsy.
#i am saying this to myself because i havent been able to watch them yet#and i need to remember the core values of dr who before i watch it#i REFUSE to be one of those people that cant enjoy it because its changed#or because its too rubbish#as if thats stopped me loving 90% of the rest of dw#doctor who#fifteenth doctor#ncuti gatwa#space babies#dr who#dw#🌌#squids bullshit
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hmm ok
having awful mental health
being sick
AND shark week all on the same day
i think im going to die
#eating a toadstool#vent#tw vent#i need to stop looking at things i know will make it worse#but i cant stop myself#ughhh#im an awful person
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so ranchers huh
#sorry Im allergic to long posts but hehe uhh I wanted to post it all at once...#rancher duo#team ranchers#trafficshipping#tangotek#jimmy solidarity#double life#double life fanart#trafficblr#they are so soft and I have way too many ideas for art of them by virtue but Im gonna stop myself there#sorry if my human anatomy is awkward anywhere eugh#not terribly confident about my human art but we go all in baby#fuck it we ball as the kids say#in the way I imagine them Tango keeps his flames at bay when around people but does still walk around with his hair casually on fire#he just cant help it when Jimmy's an affectionate dog more than an avian though you know#tubby art
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Hello everyone! I’ve made it to over 1000 followers recently, and my dom and I agreed to make one of these posts to celebrate!
This post will run until October 16th Noon EST
*Edges and/or ruins controlled by my dom will not count towards this post, and if he makes me cum I must start all over again.
Edit: Spamming is encouraged by the way ☺️ I love the idea of an unobtainable goal
Edit 2: Edges from this post will be completed in the shortest amount of time as possible, which will obviously fry my brain as much as possible because that’s the whole point ☺️
Every one note is an edge I have to do, but special goals include:
Every 5 likes is an edge with mint chapstick on my clit and/or nipples
Every 5 reblogs is an edge I have to do with a dildo in, but no touching my clit
Every 5 comments is an edge I have to do with sensory deprivation
Every 20 likes is a minute I have to wear nipple and/or clit clamps while edging
Every 40 likes is an edge I have to do without a sex toy or my hands, anything else is fair game
Every 50 comments is a ruin followed immediately by smacking my cunt until its tingly
Every 100 of all is an edge I can have only by smacking my cunt and clit
Every 500 of all is an edge with the tens unit
Edit: If this post can get to 1000 notes, I will hard edge as many times in a row as I can handle (whatever the end result may be) with my legs tied open so I have no choice but to feel it and submit to it more and more
Edit: if this can get to 1500 then I’ll do nothing but ruins for a whole week, minimum 5 a day
#posting this now because I’m sadistic to myself apparently 💀#anon control#edging my mind away#ruined 0rgasm#edging kink#edging slave#cant stop edging#edging and denial#female 0rgasm denial#0rgasm control#i keep adding things because I’m evil or something
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this paper came with a box of jars at work I had to put together and I'm kind of obsessed with it. i might frame this and put it on my wall
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Decided to make this a reblog instead of clogging up the replies:
As someone from Indian background, it’s true that funerals are quite different. I think calling it “accepted” is not correct though (except perhaps for non-religious Indians who’s thinking on death is part of the Indian/Hindu dialectical)
Death in Indian culture, like in other Asian cultures, is considered unclean. But it is also considered to be a lighthearted affair. People treat death as a lighthearted affair because of widespread accepted belief in reincarnation or a de facto universalist afterlife (a unique aspect of many, perhaps most Abrahamic religious traditions in India). I think something westerners can’t ever fully grasp is how amongst most Indians, there’s no distinction between “secular/scientific” thought/action and religious belief as there is in the West. This means viewing death as a serious affair beyond proper rites is nonsensical, and (I mean this with 0 exaggeration) literally akin to questioning the existence of gravity or the color of the sky.
This means people expect you to treat death as a lighthearted affair too, and outwardly showing remorse or intimacy with death is looked down upon. I can recall a few years ago where the wife if the deceased started crying during the post funeral dinner party, which made everyone shun her and continue eating and laughing while the (episcopalian) bishop at the function chided her for concerning herself with “God’s affairs”
My experience is specific to Indian Christianity, but based on my interactions with friends and family (which is multi-faith), I understand the dynamic is at least similar in Indian Hinduism, Islam, and Judaism.
The above isn’t a hard and fast rule by any means though. If the deceased died by unseemly means (e.g. murder or even suspected murder), that puts pressure on the living family who wonder if they went on to a good/better afterlife (and of course have to deal with a sudden and unexpected violent death)
I feel like western countries in particular are just very removed from death in general. I've watched videos on funerals from Nigeria and India and I feel like in these places (and probably loads of others) death is a much more accepted part of life, and mourning there is much more personal as opposed to the distsnt, heavy calvinist funerals I grew up with. So that might have something to do with it, although I haven't personally experienced a different funeral before
yeah i agree, the taboo around death and funeral practices is definitely a very western concept (and, according to my readings, heavily influenced by the increased commodification and marketization of the funeral industry and death itself under capitalism, which is as fascinating as it is disheartening). and i know cultural differences will always exist and that's normal and even a good thing because everyone is different and it's more interesting that we all develop different attitudes and ways of thinking and behaving, but i do think it's a shame that death and grief are treated with such an "out of sight, out of mind" attitude in a lot of self-proclaimed "developed" "modern" western cultures when i'd argue that's actually a pretty unhealthy and "backwards" way of looking at it.
#different from my usual posts#but i cant stop myself#theres such a large chasm in understanding between indian and western culture#and it would be nice if both could understand each other better#of course other indians should add on too#especially if their experience is different#also this is a vast generalization that doesnt even touch some types of Indian Islamic mourning#but i think this expresses the basic notion well#almost forgot to add: i am from south india but i also get the notion north indians dont usually treat funerals seriously either
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i just know Aithusa would've been the biggest prankster in Camelot
#merlin bbc#bbc merlin#merlin#merlin fanart#fanart#art#merlin emrys#sketch#digital art#artwork#my art#fanart sketch#merthur#not really ship fanart buuuuut yknow#i cant stop myself#merlin x arthur#arthur x merlin#arthur loves merlin#merlin loves arthur#king arthur#arthur pendragon#aithusa#aithusa merlin
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it's time for the digital circus brainrot @gooseworx
#GUYS IM SORRY I CANT STOP MYSELF FROM REBLOGGING IT SM#the amazing digital circus#the amazing digital circus pomni#tadc pomni#pomni#the amazing digital circus ragatha#tadc ragatha#ragatha#the amazing digital circus jax#tadc jax#jax
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practicing expressions with jamil :)
#twst wonderland#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#twst jamil#disney twst#twst fanart#twst#saw that post that said to create art despite everything going on or something like that#couldnt bring myself to do it at first but then i did#and it helped just a little#gotta power through ig#nothing will stop for me so i cant stop and stay behind either#mirioho art
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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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Hi there! I'm currently watching the original X men series to catch up to 97, and I'm in love with Gambit.
Would it be possible to ask for Remy and reader to be on a secret mission, and the Ole "make out so they don't suspect us" trope comes in, and gambit kinda (obviously) has feelings...?
It could be sfw or nsfw, either is perfect! Thank you for all that you do, I've been trying to find fics for the xmen for a while 🙏🙏
Kinda spicy! Gambit/GN!reader
YESS!! YESSSS!!! I legit had a dream about this situation with remy the day before you sent me this ask and I was cackling in joy when I saw this! I basically hyperfixated on it because I love this trope.
TWS: sexual themes n shit, no explicit smut. As always, reader written while picturing fem! but no specific pronouns mentioned. Semi-public making out and touching. Nipples be touched but size and type of breast not mentioned.
-Ps- reader can see heat signatures for plot purposes. I usually try to keep powers ambiguous but it was a NEED!
"In here, quick!" Remy's thick draw catches your attention, just before he yanks you into an alley. The two of you were in New Orleans, looking for a specific mutant Xavier wanted to talk to. The only downside was that Remy still had a warrant out for his arrest, and wanted posters plastered all over the city from bourbon Street to the garden district.
"Don't worry Cher. You said. NOPD 'dumber than a sack of rocks, you said!" You gripe at him. Remy laughs, tugging you around the corner. The alleyways on Burbon street are mostly private areas, owned and sealed off by the bars that line the storefronts- but Remy knew this city like the back of his hand. However, things had changed since he was here last. That became apperent when the two of you reach the end of the alleyway and there's a brand new brick wall, a dead end.
Remy curses and skids to a stop, causing you to slam into his back. You send him a dirty look as you whip around, eyes adjusting to the brick surroundings. It's hard to make out the figures of the cops through the walls of the busy bar in in front of you, too many people crowding the street for drinks even this late at night. You strain your eyes a bit, but are able to make out the stiff-shouldered men, heat signature slightly elevated from booking it after the two of you. Unfortunately, they're headed towards the mouth of the alleyway.
"Damnit." You mutter, turning back to Remy. He understands what you mean just by looking at your face. He hums, thinking for a moment before he begins to take out a playing card. You grab his arm to stop him, trying to ignore how warm his skin is against your own.
"Don't. The explosion will just lead them to us." You say. Remy nodds, glancing at the corner before suddenly caging you against the wall of the alleyway. You try not to blush as he does so. Remy smirks at you, and you think your heart might just explode. You remind yourself that this is standard Remy behavior, but it doesn't stop your face from heating up. You can only hope it's too dark for him to see you properly.
"Well, there is another way we could fool those pigs." Remy says, quieter than before. You cock an eyebrow at him before looking back over in the direction of the alleyways opening, able to spot the cops as they begin to enter. In your peripheral, you see Remy running his fingers through his hair to flatten it. You open your mouth to ask him what he has in mind, but the sound of footsteps cut you off.
"-Well, if you're going to do something, you better do it quick!" You whisper back at him. Remy pushes you further against the cold brick, his hands drifting down to your waist as he leans over to wisper in your ear.
"Trust me, Cher. I'll take care of you." His words cause goosebumps to rise at the back of your neck, and you hardly have time to react before he's kissing you. Your eyes are blown wide, heart thumping wildly as you start to slowly relax into the kiss.
Unsurprisingly, Remy is a really, really good kisser. It's hard to focus while he's touching you like this, kissing you deeply like he loves you. He nips at your lip, and you gasp, having forgotten about everything else already. His tongue darts into you mouth, caressing the skin he finds there. You let out a small moan as one of his hands drifts lower, caressing your thigh and hiking your leg up just a bit. Your own hands slowly slide up his chest, drifting to his neck.
The heat in your chest is unbearable when Gambit separates from the kiss, a string of spit connecting your mouths before he wipes it away, nothing but affection on his eyes. You're panting for breath while he kisses the corner of your mouth, then your cheek, and then lower. Remy places wet kisses on your neck, sucking and biting as he tries to swallow you whole. You thread your hands through his soft hair as his does so, fully encouraging him to ravage you in whatever way he would like. One of his hands begins to slide under your shirt when a cough startles you out of your heated state.
Your first instinct is to turn towards the noise, but Gambit is quick to cup your cheek and pull you into another heated kiss before your head could move a centimeter. He keeps you occupied as his other hand fully caresses the skin beneath your shirt, squeezing and caressing your chest. You hear another exhausted sigh from the cops. You crack and eye open slightly, knowing they cant see you do so in the dark. One of them begins to raise his voice, but the other smacks him on the shoulder.
"Just another pair of drunks. We've got bigger things to worry about right now." The cop says. You could practically hear the other roll his eyes before they turn to and walk away. Gambit brings your attention back to him and only him when you feel a finger brush lightly against your nipple. You gasp, and Remy chuckles, playfully biting your lip as he pulls away. He's smirking as he looks at you, and you can only imagine what you look like right now.
"Looks like you enjoyed that." He teases, voice low and husky. You can't seem to pull your thought together properly when he's looking at you like that. You nervously look away, hands playing with his collar.
"And if I did?" You ask, glancing back at him to gage his reaction. He looks surprised at first, face morphing into a lovestruck smile before he tries to cover it up with a smirk. Didn't stop you from being able to see the heat rise to his cheeks, however.
"Then gambit thinks we should do this more often."
#SORRY FOR HIS THIRD PERSON SHIT I CANT STOP MYSELF#also#i miss new orleans#we used to have a close family friend that lived there but she moved and I haven’t been back in a while :(#never been to bourbon street btw I wasn't legal last time i visited and also new orleans drunk is a kind of drunk i do not want to run intk#x men 97#x men#x men comics#x men 97 x reader#x men headcannons#gambit#remy lebeau#gambit x reader#remy lebeau headcannons#remy lebeau imagine#remy lebeau x reader#x men remy lebeau#gambit imagine#gambit headcanons
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need an older woman to take advantage of me and manipulate me :( push me down on the bed and tell me its fine, everyone does this with their girl friends, fuck me until im begging to cum and watch me cry and beg some more
#its not as depraved if its in pink right?#i need to stop im making myself so hornu#for something i cant have🥲#ns/fw blog#1cky m0mmy#m0mmy k!nk#m0mmy dom#domme mommy#d0mme/sub#md/lg#bd/sm kink#bd/sm brat#bd/sm blog#cvmdoll#wlw post#wlw nsft#wlw ns/fw#ns/fw text#txt post#text post#i gice up tagging#boringest shit ever
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the ultimate cookie show
#digital art#my art#fanart#cookie run#cookie run fanart#cookie run art#cr art#cr kingdom#cookie run kingdom#crk art#crk fanart#IM AT THE EDGE OF KRILLING MYSELF#CANT STOP THINKING BOUT THIS GRRRRR#OMG SHADOW MILK U NASTY CREECHER#iLYSM AND IM SORRY DEVSIS DID YOU DIRTY#I WANTED MORE OF HIM SMH SMH GRRRR#I GOTT DO BLUD SOME JUSTICE#AND YES BLUD STILL SCREAMS DIMENTIO TO ME I DONT GIVE A SHITT#shadow milk cookie#shadow milk crk#pure vanilla crk#pure vanilla cookie#white lily cookie#white lily crk
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#messyr#doodle#artists on tumblr#PLEASE UNFOLLOW/BLOCK ME IF UR UNCOMFY WITH VENT ARTS PLS I DONT MIND- IT'S FOR UR SAFETY#addicted? no. obsessed bro#some habit i cant seem to stop about to a point I've succumbed to the reasons and tear myself down if not everything else#filled with so much HATE it feels like- it's a part of me @ the same time it isn't supposed to be#but I strive in fcking pain. And if that's one of the things that keeps me walking on another day then I WILL harbor it#vent art#tw self destructive behavior#tw sui ideation#bpd#obsessive behavior
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