#but i am still active in tumblr rpc !

[fcxchild-blog]

peeks in

[confessionsofa-roleplayer]

Everyone always says to communicate with your roleplay partners and be truthful and honest with them. That should include everything from plot points, to disagreements and even reasons why you're not writing at the moment. I wished I could write this on my blog, but at this point I feel like everything I say comes across as excuses. My declining mental health keeps me from being active as I would like to be on tumblr. Some will say to stop leading your partners along or just stop writing altogether, but that is what depression wants you to do, to stop your hobbies and to stop enjoying things and giving into that will only make things worse. I guess I just wished that people would be more understanding. Sometimes getting mental health help is not always feasible for people, especially depending on where you live. I wished they'd stop thinking that everything that I say is just an excuse not to write. I have had a really really really bad past few years, and just because the problem is "over", and "that's in the past", that doesn't mean that doesn't have lasting effects. Trauma is a thing. PTSD is a thing. And sometimes I just don't feel like getting out of bed in the morning. But I should just give up my hobby because some people can't wait on responses? To let my depression get worse? I've tried to communicate things to my partners, only to be ghosted, ignored and unfollowed because of my "excuses". They're not excuses and I really just wished writers would be more understanding. And before people says, "they're allowed to have their feelings, too, and move onto partners that helps with their writing needs." Sure, I agree, to a degree, but long time partners that I considered friends seem to be taking my depression as a personal thing towards them too. It's not… I wished I could be a better writing partner, but my mental health has a tight grip on me, and through the years, while I was battling with it, and am still battling with my problems, I have lost a lot of discipline where writing is concerned (because I have been too focused on other problems) and it's a problem that I have only just recently recognized as a problem and I am trying to work on it… The attitude that the RPC seems to have towards people like me makes me want to be here even less and write even less than I already do. I know there are people out there that does abuse the mental health issues to make excuses and to act like jerks to people… but I am not one of them. I am just here trying to enjoy my hobby and it makes it harder when no one seems to actually care beyond me being a writing machine for them. I am a person behind the screen after all…. please understand this. No one knows what the other person on the other side of the screen is going through. And I know this goes both ways, even for me. I am just asking people to stop taking other people's mental health problems so personally. Not everything is excuses not to write. I would be writing and enjoying my hobby that I love if I could.

[fledermoved]

Hi everyone,

It has been brought to my attention that there's an anon going around making very serious accusations about me. I initially did not plan to make any sort of response, because I believe the large majority of my mutuals bear the common sense to know that this anonymous person isn't offering any evidence or substance to their claim — I did decide, however, that I would like to address this just to nip things in the bud in case the accusation spreads any further.

I do not know who this person is. As of the moment, all I know is from what my mutuals have told me, and they have told me the following:

A person is repeatedly sending messages to many of my mutuals/followers

They are anonymous

They are claiming I am a pedophile

They are likely transphobic, as in at least a few of the messages they have misgendered me

As far as I know, their messages have been fairly short and only make the base accusation while offering nothing else. This is not the first time someone has gone on anon making false claims in the RPC, and I doubt it will be the last unfortunately, but I wanted to let my mutuals know that I am aware of the rumor.

I appreciate the support from mutuals who have reached out to make me aware of the situation, but I feel it needs to be stated that I do not need a ton of defense. I prefer to let my actions and reputation speak for itself. I have faith in my followers.

I still plan to be on my indefinite hiatus from Tumblr and Instagram. I would like to be more active in my own life and focus on new projects right now to sort of curb the unhealthy addiction I have to social media. I'm still on Discord as priorly stated, so if anyone wants to reach out to me, my tag is fledermaus_art, and I am also very slowly working on writing on Wattpad for fun.

This is a rather lengthy post, but TLDR, I am aware of the rumors. Just block the anon and they shouldn't be an issue any further. I'm not too worried about them.

Love you guys and thank you for your support <3

[heartsbind]

🎮🐶😁

shannon the yapper

🎮 — favorite video game(s)?

OOOOH favorite....... that's so hard omg. i have a handful of games that were so impactful i made muses for but i'd prob say my top two are mass effect and dragon age. for mass effect i loved the whole trilogy and writing about kaidan alenko going from being only romanceable by femshep to being romanceable by both sheps from me1 to me3 literally was like a huge part of my college thesis DSFKDSFDSF and i also met my husband in the me rpc (we both wrote kaidan and our first interaction was him sending me an ask telling me how much he loved my interpretation DKJFDSJKFDSF and i in turn love his 🥹🥹🥹)

dragon age was ALSO part of my thesis (really the thesis was just about "playing queer" in video games from like romance mechanics to character customization and also like applying queer theory (anti-capitalism / difference / living in opposition to "normal" / etc) to play etc etc etc) but yeah if i were to think about games that i just keep going back to over the years it would be those two! honorable mentions persona 3-5 and skyrim dskfjndsfdsf

🐶 — any pets?

YESSSS my precious leetol dottir peanut... who is sat comfortably between my legs while i'm writing this / working DKFDSFDSF. i would have taken a picture but i am stuck-- but YEAH so her previous owner had to rehome her bc they were moving into a cat-unfriendly apartment and we've been caring for her for the past 3 years! she is a gremlin but she is also so sweet and precious... she was 8 when we got her tho we never learned her birthday so we just make it her gotcha day which was in may so she should be 11 now!

beyond that, my dad has a great pyrenees dog named bumble who i dogsit sometimes for him! he is a sweet and good good boy! and he also has a cat named zoey (she was a gift for my mom technically but she couldn't take her with her when they separated 🫣 but she is a youthful old lady. very mindful, not always demure--

😁 — what’s your favorite part about being part of the rpc?

the community! i love that it's a space to be creative and share creativity and the things they're passionate about with others. i took a 4-year sabbatical of sorts from the tumblr rpc (and that tbh was kind of after a year or so of being low activity prior once i graduated from college and my last computer started crapping out) and i really missed it! it's been amazing having people to yell and yap about shared interests with and also to like remind myself how to plot and flex my creativity muscles again! it was sorely needed because i really was at a point where any time my brain wanted to like develop plots every time i tried to Think of things it would just instead be like bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz white noise. still is doing that tbh but it's sloooowly getting better and dusting itself off!!!

i'm also so grateful for how quickly i've been able to get settled and comfortable here even though i'm soooo slow to actually write things still djfhdsfsdfdsf coming back right as we were entering the busy season at work was a CHOICE for me DFKJDSFDSF but!! yeah that everyone is just so lovely and talented and loves their muses SO much i just am always admiring even when anxiety sort of freezes me up a little i'm slowly getting out there again!

[fairestmusesofthemall]

Hey. Friendly reminder cause I like you guys. Nothing is on fire yet other than my health. Please tag who you rp with. You probably already do that because it makes it easier on you. I'm trying to avoid someone who stalked me in the rpc and I've noticed they've become very, very active lately. I use multiple methods so I don't have to see them on my dash. Sometimes they still pop up, despite my trying. Saw them last night. Man Tumblr, I am really trying to thrive here... The most you can do is tag everyone and I can take it from there. I don't mind sharing who that was privately (and I mean very privately) but I would also you rather make your own judgement. Thanks! xo Fiery Mun

[knifvd]

quick , obligatory new year's eve post . thank you to everyone for always being so kind , accomodating , and amazing to me and welcoming me back from my third blog once again :pleading: . you guys make me so happy to write and i can't wait to continue to do so into the new year . i'm gonna b a little gay after this , but i want to give a special thanks 2 these people .

@killerhubby ori , my love . thank u for being one of the main reasons i continue to write and come back to tumblr . i've only known u for a couple months but it feels like years , and now we're married and i pocket sage you ? we're clearly 4lyfers and i ripped up the return reciept . you're mine ( and im urs ) forever n ever . icb i used to be afraid of u , but i'm so so blessed 2 have u in my life . here's to u moving in w me so i can finally pee on ur desk ( real ) i can't wait to continue to write and hang out with u more . thank u for helping me feel safe and loved nd welcome . love u lotsa .

@stamour god we need to get off this godforsaken app LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO but somehow we always come back to each other . thank you for turning away whenever i bring aiko back from the dead for the 30th time and always always indulging with me and making fun of the rpc w me . i'm so glad to have made a friend like you and making this site bearable . okay lets go just send each other inboxes and never do threads threads are overrated <3

@solivcgant mochi . i love you . you've seen me through it all and i am so BLESSED to have met u and for you to always put up with my shit . i love writing and talking with you and you always follow me even though ive been through a billion blogs . you're always a pleasure to write with and talk to and i appreciate you not giving up on me when i take forever and a day to respond . xoxo ily

@daemonry god they've been friends for too long but hi we still need to sprint it on some LEAGUE together ( real ) but you're always super fun to talk to and write with , so thank you for putting up with me and all my stupid muses .

@valhiir em... my love ... my one connection to the league community ... you're an AMAZING writer i know i still owe you that soraka reply but ill give it to you soon . thank you for always checking up on me and messaging me even though you don't have to and ive been awol for thirteen years :sob: i cant wait to write more with you in this upcoming year and force u to adc for me ( mwahahahha ) ...

@galaxythixf NOVAAA aa i absolutely adore writing with you and talking with you ooc , thank you for letting me scream in your ear about any little thing whether it be something abt life , val , our muses , anything . heres to playing val and all the angst in the future for us !

and ofc , shouts out to @ferinehuntress , @florspinae , @puckish-rogue , @tealsteel , @dimensionalspades , @un1awful , @todestochter & @pinkminxed for putting up with me spamming u with silly questions , chatting with me ooc when i'm a scared little weenie and writing with me . here's to writing more in the future <3

and of course , last but not least , you , the person reading this . thank you for being here and supporting me while i attempt to be active and explore my muses . i cant wait to get to know all of you and write with you more . and with that being said .

pees on 2024's desk . thank you for coming to my ted talk .

♥ love , bunny

[kxllerblond]

Hey besties, as you have likely noticed-—I haven't really been active. Truth be told, I had a pretty bad depressive low followed by some really bad burn out that left me unable to do anything more than a few scattered short things here and there and even those took a lot of like energy to push myself to do. I've been in a very frustrated and restless place with my blog in the aftermath of this.

My drafts are stressing me out. Knowing that I owe shit and can't remember with who or where we were in the thread is stressing me out and kind of hindering any attempts at coming back and trying to be active again. Coupled with the typical Tumblr RPC thing of more or less having to rebuild your blog engagement from the ground up again after taking more than a few days off is very energy-consuming.

With that being said, I want to come back and be active and consistent again. I refuse to give up on this hobby and I love my little bastard man still. However, I think I'm going to have to make some significant changes going forward to make that happen.

DRAFTS.

Unless we have a multi-note and plotted thread going, assume they have been dropped. It's just too much to try and track everything down and remember where I was going with a lighter thread months ago or whatever when I was replying to it initially. It's making me freeze up and so nothing is getting done. Following this post, I'm going to be working on fully culling my drafts and likes of any threads I owe.

ASK MEMES.

I am going to be leaning on these heavily. Not much is changing here as this is my usual. I just will likely not be posting any more starter calls or attempting plotting calls or liking them. I'm going to be 99.9% ask meme interaction orientated. Any plotted or long form shit is going to be naturally pursued when I'm interested or have ideas instead of trying to force myself for the sake of it or because I feel expected to as I have in the past.

NEW THREADS.

Here is where I'm going to lose some of you. I'm going to be a burst RPer more than I have been in the past. That means I am going to be relying on shorter note interactions that may get dropped pretty quickly. I'm going to rely on no pressure threads that we can just mention and build off of in new interactions. A quick but gradual development through shorter lifespan threads, if you will. Sort of like climbing a lot of stairs to a certain point of development instead of trying to climb one giant mountain of a single heavy plotted thread at a time.

Does this mean I'm not going to do ANY plotted point A to point B threads? Nah. I'm just going to be very, very selective with them and I'm going to need both of us to be at the same level of passion, ig. Plotted shit and long term shit takes A LOT for me to keep going and so I need both of us to be 100% interested in the story and each other's characters, etc. I think, at this time, I only have 2-3 of those threads/storylines active.

NEW FOLLOWERS, NEW INTERACTIONS.

I'm not going to close myself off completely to following new people or taking on new followers...but I am done more or less screaming at walls or low key begging people to stop being anxious or intimidated and interact with me. I'm mega anxious myself but I do the bare minimum of being the first to send a meme, to like interaction calls, etc. If I am doing this and being the one to make the first step and I still don't receive any sort of energy returned...I'm dipping. I don't have the time or patience anymore to play chicken with people or to coax them into threading with me and I've caused myself plenty of issues in the past by trying to stick it out in the hopes things change.

IN SUMMARY

I know this portrays me as that dreaded flake RPer who starts shit and never finishes anything. I am hoping dearly that building off these unfinished threads will compensate for that lack of long form threading. I am aware this is going to not track with some of you as it's not an RPing format that is compatible with everyone and I accept that and I totally get it if some of you stop reaching out or unfollow or whatever. However, I'm going to be doing what I need to do in order to actually BE here. I'd rather be a tad bit of a flake but still get something done and enjoy this hobby somewhat instead of just sitting here frozen and getting nothing done because I don't want to be seen as a flake or dissuade people from interacting with me further.

Thank.

[laprimera]

posting at 11 PM cause cryptic hours why not. just a little further update that my semi hiatus is become more of a hard hiatus and I think Ill be taking my leave in early June. I was planning a big dash event to send off to but it's a lot of work to begin with between my irl shenanigans 🤔 Im now pivoting to a full time artist esp with trying to set up at vending spots and being active on socials to keep up with them darn algorithms and trends. I didn't want to make anything definitive until I noticed it's taking up like 70% of my time and craft fair season is upon me.

and Ill admit I wanted to leave the rpc earlier but oough im so attached to ya'll < 3 Ive been finding it a lot easier and a lot less stressful to rp through discord with pals where Ill be at. And although there wont be some big event send off I dooo wanna doodle something with some final summaries of what the plot was going to be to wrap Geeta (and the connected muses) up.

Im also deactiving muses starting from the oldest-not really used or forgotten about blogs to current after Im archived some headcanons, lore or silly posts I wanna keep. I wiilll be keeping geeta's up though even after I take my retirement. The name is gr8 and I guess this is as good a use for "laprimera" as it can get lol.

But Im not off tumblr nor am I completely done making headcanons, doodles and the what not. They'll just be on my main @shiny-miltank and peeps who have my discord can still grab me there to say meowdy or rp privately 👍

Meanwhile Ill be attempting to finish final plot points with peeps who've grabbed me for theirs (mostly on here, riley and briar). thanks for keeping up with me meanwhile ' v ' /

[chounaifu]

I’m really glad that those asks I sent out are being well-received. There’s still a few more that I need to write up, but, I’m pacing myself. :’)

Thoughts about my own current state beneath the cut, since my therapist always encourages me to open up to the people in my space. Some of it can be potentially triggering, so, please do not open if the discussion of trauma, stalking and abuse is harmful to you:

I’ve been vocal about the horrifying, traumatic stuff that caused me to leave the RPC in 2017, to a few of you before. Without going into deep detail, between the years of 2017-2021, I was trapped in an extremely, extremely abusive relationship with a member of the RPC who is no longer here, thank fuck. Because of my poor coping skills and extremely fragile mental health at the time, he managed to keep me in a social isolation until I finally left him in 2021. And I mean true social isolation; I wasn’t allowed to talk to anybody but him. (I literally had to lie and pretend like I was having internet troubles if I even wanted to open up another chat box on Discord to talk to somebody, because he would literally point out the amount of minutes it took for me to respond to him.) He tracked my location in real time with GPS. He controlled what I ate when we spent time together irl. He forced me to quit one of my jobs before, because he wasn’t pleased with how busy I was. Any free time I had, had to be given to him. I had no identity, no autonomy, no sense of self.

Since I left him in 2021, I’ve been in a long process of learning how to be a human being again, how to exist around multiple people, and how to monitor my energy levels. It’s been hard, and, there’s a lot of times where I have to learn that I am adapting to an entirely new way of life. I used to be able to write a lot of thread replies, ask replies, and drabbles in a short period of time, but, my brain just does not do that anymore. And it makes me sad, but, I know that my RP partners understand my situation.

I cannot emphasis how much going from *one* person to— well, a lot of good friends has been good for me, but also a difficult experience in itself, because I’m still fighting with my own hypersensitivity and paranoia.

Choosing to come back here was one of the scariest decisions I have ever made. And, even though I don’t vocalize it, I actively fight trauma responses every single time I open Tumblr— not because anybody is doing anything to me, but because the experience I went through was so deep.

That’s why I’ve been trying to take a minute to sit down, and send some nice words to everybody. You never know what somebody is going through. *Nobody* knew what I was going through, because I hid it so well— because I was forced to. We’re all human beings, on this rock, and we all chose to sit here and write, whether because it is a coping mechanism, something we’re passionate about, or because it’s simply fun. And I think that’s really, really beautiful.

I don’t think I’m ever going to be the same, energetic Rex that I once was. And I wish I could be. But that is okay.

So, for the people who welcomed me back, and remembered me: thank you for accepting my return, and accepting my apology.

And for the people who didn’t know me, who have become my friend lately: thank you for giving me a chance.

I’ve lost a lot of people, both friends and family, in the past decade or so. Nobody can fill those gaps, but, you guys make me feel a lot less lonely. Believe it or not, I don’t have many friends irl, and I really don’t know what I would be doing with myself right now if I hadn’t chosen to come back to Tumblr.

I wish there was more I could do to help uplift everybody who has been having a difficult time lately, I really, really do. But, at the end of the day, I cannot; what I can do, is point out that there’s at least *one* person out there who wants to see the best happen for you.

I guess what I’m trying to say is, I just want to be a good person, despite of the horrible things I was called by my abuser, and I hope I am doing that.

[astarab1aze]

rping/rpc petpeeves for munday? 💀

i can think of a couple.

anon hate, as if we're not all adults here, to name one. the complete and utter lack of respect some people show toward other writers is just ??? it's nuts. another thing is activism within the rpc and the advent of twitter-esque dog-piling when someone doesn't get their way - most i've found either have good intentions and just get it wrong (sokay, we all learn) or are sort of using x cause as an excuse to bully and isolate people as if that's ever been okay or appropriate (bad faith; the 'cause' is a smokescreen that makes the person getting harassed look bad for defending themselves, which i don't and never have vibed with; i spent a lot of time in discourse circles and people who do this don't actually have any convictions, they're just being dicks because they know they can be and get asspats after). people who take things too personally too, because at the end of the day, this is a hobby and we're all human. we can't all talk to each other all day every day, it's just not feasible, and if it takes a week or more for someone to get back to you, it's most likely the exact opposite of intentional. i forget everything all the time, my notifications don't always work on tumblr or discord, there isn't enough time in the day in the first place, and like some i have children and am married, i'm severely time blind (i thought it was still februrary until last week) or otherwise have 800 different things to do at any given time. a lack of communication, at least from me, isn't ever personal, and i'd wager it's about the same for other folks too. sometimes i need to be reminded or nudged and i don't mind that as long as its respectful. yaddayadda.

also it's weird to me that just a couple of days or a couple of weeks of not talking or writing is enough for some people to unfollow, break off/drop roleplays, or whathaveyou. it's just...weird, to me. it shows an unwillingness to understand that someone else's life doesn't revolve around roleplay, and also impatience. i would understand maybe a month or so, but not anything before. my rp besties and i regularly take a few days, sometimes a few weeks to respond to each other's messages and there's no bad blood there. on this front, this is exactly why i'm as laid back as i am - take as long as you need to, i'm not going anywhere.

i have some probably unpopular opinions too, not just pet peeves, but i'll save those for another day. like if someone writes, idk, noncon, i'm probably not going to jump down their throat because a) i don't know them, b) i don't know why they're writing it, c) i probably never will, and d) i'm probably not seeing it on dash anyway since i block and filter tags. when i said this is a judgment free zone, i really meant it. it's not my place and i don't care anyway. write whatever you want? be it to cope or explore something difficult so you can understand it or something else so you can have fun. because i will, even if that's really just complicated romance with a fantasy backdrop. write whatever wish fulfillment and escapist nonsense you wanna write too, while we're here, because genuinely i'm tired of that being seen as a bad thing also. we've all written something someone hates for one reason or another, whether it be unrealistic or 'disgusting', so really all you can do is keep truckin' cos you can't please everyone and it's pointless to even try.

[saiyanandproud]

13 & 23!

Munday Mumbling Asks - send a number for me to talk about one of the following topics!

13. Graphics

I'll put it shortly, I don't care much for graphics except the usual "please trim reblogs". I'm here for content. I can enjoy a pretty graphic, but in the end, all I care about is the writing. In fact, I have seen instances where grapphics got in the way of writing at all -- odd formatting, unreadable colors etc. Some people are even 'graphic' about the writing, which ticks my OCD tendencies because no, you cannot use commas as three full stops because it looks pretty, a comma is a comma goddamnit-- I mean, it just makes it unnecessary complex.

If I follow a blog, it's because I care about its content. And it could be written in a pretty character, or just on the most basic theme tumblr has to offer, and even be iconless, I wouldn't care. If it's good writing, I'm here for it.

23. Another RPC you're no longer a part of

I am still part of it, I just pursue it less because... The community is not as active. Anywho, I have a RP blog about Aryll from The Legend of Zelda, but placing her in the Breath of The Wild verse. If you're curious, or into Zelda RP, feel free to follow it here, I am not as active on it as I am around this blog but I do still check it now and then:

[a-hell-of-a-time-archive]

Respond to the following prompts out of character, then tag others you'd like to get to know a little bit better.

Roleplayer name: Jo

Roleplayer pronouns: She/Her (also receptive to they/them)

Muse name(s): Andrealphus, Octavia, Dawn (OC), Caim (OC), Yui (OC), Yukitaka (OC), Peter White (HNKNA hellaverse crossover), Shuren (Bleach Hellaverse crossover)

Preferred communication: Discord, Tumblr DM's

Experience: I've been roleplaying since 2009, and on Tumblr since 2011. I am still fairly new to this RPC (About 7-8 months now?) but not new to rp'ing itself! I've been in many fandoms and rp groups during my time on here, and my main blog is a collection of my muses to date (my most active and cherished ones, actually).

Preferred roleplay type: Anything goes by me, but I prefer crackier, shorter styles of roleplay. However, I will not say no to multi para/novella type rp's (they will take longer for me to answer though!) I also love angst, fluff, and everything in between and am a huge shipper.

Pet peeves & dealbreakers: Anything that's in my rules that I won't touch with a ten foot pole, along with the basics (godmodding, forced shipping, etc etc.) I also don't like people who are into drama and live for callout posts/reblogs, especially if they are not serious in nature or something that could have been handled privately via ooc communication. Unless the person is legitimately dangerous (aka a known pedo/groomer/abuser, etc. I do not give a rat's ass what people do with fiction and will block shit I hate like a normal person. Leave me out of it. Also: Do not bring me drama involving people who have changed/are in the process of changing, and do not dictate who I follow/don't follow. I will make my own decisions with my own judgment because I am an adult. I am far too old for this shit and have too much irl bullshit to deal with as it is.

Basically, do not be a pushy asshole, a bigoted asshole, or an asshole in general and read/adhere to my rules and we will be fine.

Best time to write: Whenever I get a day off and sleep, so usually some evenings and weekends!

Are you like your muse? Not 100%. I will put bits of myself into each of my muses, or see bits of myself reflected in them, but I will never be any of my muses.

Tagged by; @angelsandemons

Tagging; All of you. If you see this, you are tagged.

[antvnger]

ok, so i first followed you because i found you through doctorstrangeaskblog when sylpha was still active, and i was just tickled by your portrayal of scott.

your writing and the way you approach this blog as scott's blog is nothing short of enchanted, and i was always so impressed with the community you've build here, along with how much people come to you and scott for life advice because they trust you both so much (and you always deliver and honor that trust so well).

i always loved and adored scott in the mcu, and it made me so, so, so happy to get to write with you both, especially for tony. and i was just SO OBSESSED with how quickly we hit it off creatively and the amount of intersection we found for their humor, zones of genius, etc. i was totally new to RP and even tony at that time, but i always felt so supported and valued when writing with you (still do!).

i love the dynamic we've created for our guys and all the work that went into it on part of us as writers and the muses, and i can say that tony is very, very lucky to have scott in his life (i really, really wish i could get him back because i know he misses his little math bro). but whenever i have muse for him, you're always the first person i reach out to! he's only here for you and ziminiysoldat at this point, ngl.

i'll also add that you and scott are mirrors for each other. the way scott offers so much positivity, light, but also just the right amount of ass kicking when warranted and necessary is exactly who you are for the RPC, imo. so, it makes total sense that you chose each other because you reflect the best of each other's qualities.

and i'll finally close with the fact that you're one of my best and most trusted friend in life as a whole. i thank God every day that we met and that you're in my life. i am a changed being because of you, and absolutely for the better. knowing you, witnessing your path, and growing alongside each other is one of the greatest privileges and honors of my life.

i'm already vibrating in my seat in the front row with my noise makers and foam fingers—ready, waiting, and eager for your victory season. it's going to be glorious. i pray daily that goodness and mercy follow you all the days of your life. i know no one more deserving of unconditional, eternal love because to me, you are unconditional and eternal love.

i love you, friend. give scott a hug for me! <3

((I really don’t know what to say, my friend. You’ve completely floored me and humbled me in like the best way. I’m deeply touched by your kind words and your - as per usual - impeccable insight. I always appreciate your input.

I still feel rather overwhelmed and flabbergasted when I think about our story, how God weaved our friendship the way He has. I mean, look at us, huh? Look where we started and look at where we are now. It’s amazing to me. It will be forever be one of my favorite stories I can look at to remind me how God is the Master Storyteller. We certainly were made in His image, eh? LOL.

With that being said, I love writing with you very much too! You’re one of my favorite writing partners I’ve found in my and Scott’s little corner of tumblr. You bring such life and detail into your muses, and I can’t tell you how many times I reread our work just because. Scott and I miss Tony very much, but we both understand how it is sometimes. Tony can be equal parts extreme in the spotlight and extreme hideaway. Right now, he has to hideaway, and we get that. When he’s ready, we’ll be here!

You too are one of my best and most trusted friends. The feeling is most certainly mutual. You have helped me in spades, and I appreciate every conversation we’ve had so far. And I want to say I am just so proud of you. You’ve come so far, and you’ve grown so much. God’s got amazing plans for you, and I am so thankful for you. You are in my prayers daily. Thank you for being my friend.))

[icyxmischief]

This is me in tears at 2 am with insomnia on my phone, so forgive the lack of graphics and formatting. It's important to get this out while I still have the nerve.

With the SOLE EXCEPTION of THIS blog, I think I'm getting too old for (Tumblr) rp. This is not because of some arbitrary societal timeline, but because what gave me joy and stimulation now rarely does. Trying to get people to write with me now consistently makes me feel sad, stressed, indifferently passed over, or uninteresting, where other parts of my life do not generate these feelings. I thought it was burnout at first, because last spring was the worst 3 months of my life to date, a genuine nightmare involving every one of my worst fears. Now I'm not so sure.

In fact, the happier I become IRL, the less engaged I am in the realm of fiction in general. Maybe that's normal. I've addressed this before: I am about to get engaged and after marriage we intend to adopt our first child. My mind is on things I've waited for for over 20 years. I never expected that someone this good would fall in love with a high-maintenance spoonie like me, and here it is.

However, the complicating factor is this: is writing really stressful and painful, or is it Tumblr: the dwindling active rpc, the refusal of new members to reblog content, the abrasive behaviors of (ironically, poorly educated) cancel culture, and so on?

I'm very proud of this blog. I'm not going to leave it, even though I miss the early 2010s, when I got between 5 and 25 asks per day. However, I think a trial period of hiatus on all my other rp accounts, at least until the New Year, is the best course for my mental and physical wellbeing. During this time, I'll be writing regularly for all these muses on Discord. Send an Ask if you have a muse and want my Discord username. @janzoo @sweetdreamr @constancychaos @immortalled @mostincrediblechange @bestnoncannonship @rapxir @captaincoffee91 @dopepoisonivyoncrack @nickcagestrufflehog @divinethief @saanphoenix @anywherexwhen and anyone else I forgot, find me there and I'll happily continue writing my muses with you.

Thanks for reading and for allowing me space to grow into my new needs. ❤️

[avrorean]

Sorry for the strange message but with Veilguard coming out soon I decided to take a look at all my old, inactive darp blogs. Figured no one I used to write with would still be around but I saw your blog had a reboot and that you had recently posted.

Maybe you don't remember me, I write an Alistair and (at the time) went by Elizabeth/Liz. I just wanted to say, since I saw you were actually active and I don't know if I said it at the time, but you were one of the brightest parts of my time in that rpc and one of my fondest memories. I still even have some of our off-tumblr rps saved and have reread them over the years. So its really nice to see you still around and still enjoying Nanna that I loved writing against so much. I know I was the one who really dropped off the face of the earth and I apologize for that (if you do remember me and even if you don't).

I hope you have a great day.

- Liz (now Henry)

The way I jumped up from work when I saw this. holy shit, of course I remember you! It's crazy that I was just rereading our old threads a couple months ago, and here you are just a bit later omg. You have no idea how excited I am to get this, because you were one of the brightest spots in a really rough time in my life. Coming on to rp with our couple of idiots, whether on tumblr or in skype with our 1458347935th random idea for them, was the highlight of my day. I always wish I'd kept those old logs before I'd moved off of skype and forgotten my login, but I still treasure the ones I remember we made together.

It's so good to hear from you Henry!! I really hope you're doing good, and my ims are open if you ever wanna reach out!!

[centuricnis]

                         𝕔𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕚𝕔𝕟𝕚𝕤

    independent, highly selective, low energy, dual rp blog. featuring! 𝕝𝕖𝕧𝕚 𝕒𝕔𝕜𝕖𝕣𝕞𝕒𝕟 & 𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕟 𝕛𝕒𝕖𝕘𝕖𝕣 nsfw themes present. mun is 21+.

                                est 08/2024                                                           𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕕 𝕓𝕪 𝕥𝕚𝕗𝕗! blogroll: @aeviare 𝔭𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔰𝔢 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡 𝔯𝔲𝔩𝔢𝔰 𝔟𝔢𝔣𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤!

1. Basics

Hi! My name is Tiff! 25+! My pronouns are she/they. I’ve been rping on Tumblr since 2012! I have a full time job && a small business, so my activity may be spotty at best. I come and go as I please because roleplaying to me is only a hobby! This blog will probably be super low energy and low activity, as I also have my main multimuse which is where I'll probably be if I'm not here. Minors will be blocked. Any personal blogs without rp sideblogs will be blocked.

If I follow you and you do not follow me back within a week, I will unfollow for my own comfort. This doesn't mean that if you follow me in the future that I won't refollow. I absolutely will! I just never want to overstep anyone's mutuals boundaries. (:

PSA

The source material has plenty of heavy adult themes. These are likely to show up whilst writing, but I will do my best not to write anything especially explicit. Please prioritize your mental health when it comes to these themes, as I assume you're at least familiar with those that are present within the manga/anime.

If you have problems with AoT/SnK's themes and/or it's creator please take it somewhere else. I love the anime as it is, standalone. That does not mean I believe in things present in media or things believed by the creator.

If that bothers you, this isn't the blog for you. Any harassment will be met with the block button (:

small extra psa: i'm not that comfortable writing with blogs that only rp with real people face claims. i personally prefer animated/cartoon/3d style face claims. this is just a personal preference!

2. Writing Specifics!

This blog will focus more on the SnK fandom and rpc, but I'm very open to crossovers. My writing lengths vary from short, to paras, to sometimes novellas. There's never a requirement to match my length. Any icons used will be 100x100 and most likely made by me. I've only watched the anime, and am currently reading the manga, so if there are any nuances missed because of that, I apologize in advance (: Because Tumblr hates its userbase, I'll be writing strictly with Beta Editor and xKit Rewritten's Trim Reblogs.

3. Etiquette!

Basic etiquette is expected for writing with me. Meaning, please don't godmod! I will never write your muse for you, I'd appreciate the same respect.

As always mun =/= muse. Levi has murdered people. Please do not romanticize things that even he has felt guilt for. If you know the ending of AoT, you know what Eren did. If you have issues with my muses, this is not the blog for you.

As for drama or callouts, please don't drag me into things that have nothing to do with me. Do not police me in who I can or cannot speak to. I'm an adult, I can make my own decisions. If there's an issue with a person and you're concerned for my wellbeing, please address it with me in DMs.

4. Shipping!

I am a very proud multi ship whore. All ships are separate AUs unless otherwise plotted.

For Levi, I view him more as demisexual and even demiromantic. This just means it'll take some time for him to be open to a relationship. That being said, my bias comfort Levi ship is (S4 Eren) Ereri/Riren. I am open to shipping him with Erwin or Hange, but it would take plotting and speaking with my rp partner ooc.

For Eren, I'm much more open to other ships. I obviously still ship Ereri, but I'm also open to shipping him with Armin, Jean, Reiner, & Mikasa. Although, I do lean more with Mikasa and Eren being siblings, I do see the potential for their romantic ship.

NSFW on this blog will be canon typical violence, gore, and of a sexual nature. If you do not want to view those things, please blacklist "suggestive cw" and "nsfw cw".