#but i am still active in tumblr rpc !

[fcxchild-blog]

peeks in

[likeorpheus]

so i don't typically post stuff like this, especially because I really try to avoid negativity on this blog & have worked really hard to be distant from people due to a rough past here (past abusers & groomers). I also just came back from vacation with my family & was finally feeling refreshed so of course this would happen. & that isn't to say I haven't made good friendships here again or that I haven't somewhat come out of my shell (thanks to several people that I may list in a separate post for positivity reasons). But, the tumblr RPC is not my life nor my job. anon & response below the cut:

I can't insist enough that I have spotty activity or that I'm semi-selective & mostly when it comes to interactions. I can't insist enough that I am a college student & being in my student teaching program & working full-time hours & having side gigs to boot, is draining & debilitating. writing for me has always been a passion & a privilege. I've been writing 1x1 with my RL partner on discord for 3+ years now & recently we both decided to come back here because we missed the community. We missed nerding over our content with our mutuals/friends. We missed the connections, the memes, the art, & the creativity that comes with a community of like-minded people. I guess I forgot that people can be hateful. & the only reason I screen-capped the anon is because of my intention to block & to open up a dialogue about the anonymous messages intentions towards me. I will not write with someone who feels entitled to me. I will not interact with someone who also thinks that I'm "selfish" for taking time for myself, considering that I do my best to message people privately to apologize & let them know that I still have their reply, it's just that I'm dealing with a lot. I have fellow writers that I've written starters for & they never got responded to? But I don't go looking for them to make them feel bad about themselves. I understand they have lives, obligations, & things to deal with. half of the people I follow are the same people I knew from 10 or so years ago & the landscape of activity is very different & I'm not going to pretend that I am entitled to their time, their writing, their replies, their whatever.

I never thought I'd receive a message like this. & yes it hit where it hurts. considering that I feel a lot of embarrassment & a lot of anxiety for being low activity (despite stating as much in my rules & my pinned). But this goes for everyone that feels the same way towards me: tumblr rpc is not my life nor my job & you are not entitled to me.

[lanternlit]

DASH GAME: BEHIND THE MUN

NAME: Havu.

PRONOUNS: They/them.

MOST ACTIVE MUSES: On this blog, Iris, Cas, Izzy, Will and Hannibal are being the loudest gremlins. Also the Doctor, mostly Thirteen, and Fifteen very much trying but I am sooo intimidated by the thought of starting to write him (me whenever I write a regeneration of the Doctor I haven't written previously).

EXPERIENCE: I started roleplaying privately with friends when MSN Messenger was a thing, in my teens, in the mid-late 2000s. We migrated to private phpbb forums with some friends for one-on-one platforms for more organisation than private messages. I transitioned to tumblr in 2013 when I found out the independent rpc here (I was on tumblr in a generic way since 2010). I pitched an idea for a Doctor Who OC to someone on anon to see if they would be interested in writing with her, I didn't know how the rpc functioned, etc. And then I made a blog for her. That was Iris, by the way, if you can believe that.

From 2013 to 2017 I wrote various OCs and Doctor Who canon muses, namely an AU version of Rose Tyler for a while, and then mainly the Eleventh Doctor for several years (my url was legsyes and later snogboxed but the latter was 2018). I was so unwell I was nearly psychotic around 2015-2017 and I was on the wrong meds etc. so I took a long hiatus of over a year from 2017 to 2018.

A huge part of my recovery process was coming back to the rpc with Cas in june 2018 (waywardfeathered). He was my primary muse for a long time, but I also came up with Jillian around that same time, and had some other muses in their own blogs, so in 2019 I consolidated everyone that wasn't Cas on a multimuse, on this blog (I think it was Jillian, Eleven, Charlie, River and the TARDIS, maybe Thirteen, and I've since retired Eleven). Now you know I recently moved Cas and Thirteen here from their respective blogs, and I still have Shepard on her own blog @dutyworn and I changed my url here from smokedanced to lanternlit.

FLUFF, ANGST, OR SMUT: Angst, smut, and fluff. I love multi-genre interactions, a little bit of all flavours in different threads between the same muses. Fluff is the only one of these I need to balance with something else to enjoy it a lot. I can write angst and smut without craving for something else for contrast.

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: Both. I vastly dislike focusing on reply length as any sort of an indicator of how good someone is at roleplaying; it makes sense for length to vary. Are you setting a scene with lots of exposition? Are the characters having rapid fire dialogue? The former easily suits novella replies and the latter easily suits a single paragraph. I like dynamic threads where the response length feels natural considering the scene.

PET PEEVES: Relating to the previous one, my ultimate prose related pet peeve is when replies become like... two or even more threads in one thread? Consider:

Muse A asks Muse B, "How have you been?" Thread proceeds to have plot happening, and Muse A's internal thoughts regarding it.

Now Muse B's writer is stuck in a situation where, if they have their muse react to the dialogue before the following events, they are splitting the thread into two timelines, if Muse A's writer wants to be able to have their muse react in any way. This makes incredibly awkward writing flow where you are basically writing two interactions in one thread. I think people do this because they want to write longer replies but it becomes so unnatural and difficult to work with. I've been guilty of this as well. I always try very hard to consolidate a thread into a singular interaction, but sometimes that means I am forced to have my muse react to stuff only internally, or answer to questions delayed, etc. and it can be difficult to justify. And this is so difficult to explain it's hard to bring up with people if it happens because I don't even know what words to use to describe it - I drew a diagram to a friend once XD

Less of a pet peeve, more of a "I am going to block you", but any kind of rhetoric that even HINTS AT judging other people based on what kind of (no matter how problematic) content they enjoy in fiction.

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE: For the most part, I am very different from all of my muses. I think it's because I would make a very boring fictional character, so there simply aren't ones much like myself; I'm very passive, unadventurous, etc. and I have no issue with that, I would rather be safe and comfortable than "an interesting fictional character" LOL. There are some, mostly minor, things, that I can relate to with most if not all of my muses, but these are usually either small quirks or life circumstances, not values or personality defining traits. For example: I relate to Castiel and him having been heavily controlled by other people, in having been controlled/abused by people who had authority over me, myself. I relate to feeling like I am existing as an outsider looking, like Iris (being isolated from society, for her for totally different reasons, for me due to disability) and tbqh many of my other muses. I am aromantic and pansexual, so I relate to Dean being demiromantic and bisexual. I am easily startled, and so is Lucius, so I relate to him in that. And such.

TIME TO WRITE: I don't have a set time that's easier than others, but in general (i say as i type this at 3:39am) my ability to function decreases exponentially if I am not maintaining a sleep schedule. The biggest reason for me going radio silent for weeks is "I couldn't sleep for 1 night and now I'm sleeping during the day and this has made me like 9000 times more disabled than usual".

TAGGED BY: @naitfall, thank you! TAGGING: @qapsiel, @shepcdr, @hellweep, @henosiis, @uselessdevice & anyone who wants to do it tag me so i can see!

[fledermoved]

Hi everyone,

It has been brought to my attention that there's an anon going around making very serious accusations about me. I initially did not plan to make any sort of response, because I believe the large majority of my mutuals bear the common sense to know that this anonymous person isn't offering any evidence or substance to their claim — I did decide, however, that I would like to address this just to nip things in the bud in case the accusation spreads any further.

I do not know who this person is. As of the moment, all I know is from what my mutuals have told me, and they have told me the following:

A person is repeatedly sending messages to many of my mutuals/followers

They are anonymous

They are claiming I am a pedophile

They are likely transphobic, as in at least a few of the messages they have misgendered me

As far as I know, their messages have been fairly short and only make the base accusation while offering nothing else. This is not the first time someone has gone on anon making false claims in the RPC, and I doubt it will be the last unfortunately, but I wanted to let my mutuals know that I am aware of the rumor.

I appreciate the support from mutuals who have reached out to make me aware of the situation, but I feel it needs to be stated that I do not need a ton of defense. I prefer to let my actions and reputation speak for itself. I have faith in my followers.

I still plan to be on my indefinite hiatus from Tumblr and Instagram. I would like to be more active in my own life and focus on new projects right now to sort of curb the unhealthy addiction I have to social media. I'm still on Discord as priorly stated, so if anyone wants to reach out to me, my tag is fledermaus_art, and I am also very slowly working on writing on Wattpad for fun.

This is a rather lengthy post, but TLDR, I am aware of the rumors. Just block the anon and they shouldn't be an issue any further. I'm not too worried about them.

Love you guys and thank you for your support <3

[fairestmusesofthemall]

Hey. Friendly reminder cause I like you guys. Nothing is on fire yet other than my health. Please tag who you rp with. You probably already do that because it makes it easier on you. I'm trying to avoid someone who stalked me in the rpc and I've noticed they've become very, very active lately. I use multiple methods so I don't have to see them on my dash. Sometimes they still pop up, despite my trying. Saw them last night. Man Tumblr, I am really trying to thrive here... The most you can do is tag everyone and I can take it from there. I don't mind sharing who that was privately (and I mean very privately) but I would also you rather make your own judgement. Thanks! xo Fiery Mun

[knifvd]

quick , obligatory new year's eve post . thank you to everyone for always being so kind , accomodating , and amazing to me and welcoming me back from my third blog once again :pleading: . you guys make me so happy to write and i can't wait to continue to do so into the new year . i'm gonna b a little gay after this , but i want to give a special thanks 2 these people .

@killerhubby ori , my love . thank u for being one of the main reasons i continue to write and come back to tumblr . i've only known u for a couple months but it feels like years , and now we're married and i pocket sage you ? we're clearly 4lyfers and i ripped up the return reciept . you're mine ( and im urs ) forever n ever . icb i used to be afraid of u , but i'm so so blessed 2 have u in my life . here's to u moving in w me so i can finally pee on ur desk ( real ) i can't wait to continue to write and hang out with u more . thank u for helping me feel safe and loved nd welcome . love u lotsa .

@stamour god we need to get off this godforsaken app LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO but somehow we always come back to each other . thank you for turning away whenever i bring aiko back from the dead for the 30th time and always always indulging with me and making fun of the rpc w me . i'm so glad to have made a friend like you and making this site bearable . okay lets go just send each other inboxes and never do threads threads are overrated <3

@solivcgant mochi . i love you . you've seen me through it all and i am so BLESSED to have met u and for you to always put up with my shit . i love writing and talking with you and you always follow me even though ive been through a billion blogs . you're always a pleasure to write with and talk to and i appreciate you not giving up on me when i take forever and a day to respond . xoxo ily

@daemonry god they've been friends for too long but hi we still need to sprint it on some LEAGUE together ( real ) but you're always super fun to talk to and write with , so thank you for putting up with me and all my stupid muses .

@valhiir em... my love ... my one connection to the league community ... you're an AMAZING writer i know i still owe you that soraka reply but ill give it to you soon . thank you for always checking up on me and messaging me even though you don't have to and ive been awol for thirteen years :sob: i cant wait to write more with you in this upcoming year and force u to adc for me ( mwahahahha ) ...

@galaxythixf NOVAAA aa i absolutely adore writing with you and talking with you ooc , thank you for letting me scream in your ear about any little thing whether it be something abt life , val , our muses , anything . heres to playing val and all the angst in the future for us !

and ofc , shouts out to @ferinehuntress , @florspinae , @puckish-rogue , @tealsteel , @dimensionalspades , @un1awful , @todestochter & @pinkminxed for putting up with me spamming u with silly questions , chatting with me ooc when i'm a scared little weenie and writing with me . here's to writing more in the future <3

and of course , last but not least , you , the person reading this . thank you for being here and supporting me while i attempt to be active and explore my muses . i cant wait to get to know all of you and write with you more . and with that being said .

pees on 2024's desk . thank you for coming to my ted talk .

♥ love , bunny

[kxllerblond]

Hey besties, as you have likely noticed-—I haven't really been active. Truth be told, I had a pretty bad depressive low followed by some really bad burn out that left me unable to do anything more than a few scattered short things here and there and even those took a lot of like energy to push myself to do. I've been in a very frustrated and restless place with my blog in the aftermath of this.

My drafts are stressing me out. Knowing that I owe shit and can't remember with who or where we were in the thread is stressing me out and kind of hindering any attempts at coming back and trying to be active again. Coupled with the typical Tumblr RPC thing of more or less having to rebuild your blog engagement from the ground up again after taking more than a few days off is very energy-consuming.

With that being said, I want to come back and be active and consistent again. I refuse to give up on this hobby and I love my little bastard man still. However, I think I'm going to have to make some significant changes going forward to make that happen.

DRAFTS.

Unless we have a multi-note and plotted thread going, assume they have been dropped. It's just too much to try and track everything down and remember where I was going with a lighter thread months ago or whatever when I was replying to it initially. It's making me freeze up and so nothing is getting done. Following this post, I'm going to be working on fully culling my drafts and likes of any threads I owe.

ASK MEMES.

I am going to be leaning on these heavily. Not much is changing here as this is my usual. I just will likely not be posting any more starter calls or attempting plotting calls or liking them. I'm going to be 99.9% ask meme interaction orientated. Any plotted or long form shit is going to be naturally pursued when I'm interested or have ideas instead of trying to force myself for the sake of it or because I feel expected to as I have in the past.

NEW THREADS.

Here is where I'm going to lose some of you. I'm going to be a burst RPer more than I have been in the past. That means I am going to be relying on shorter note interactions that may get dropped pretty quickly. I'm going to rely on no pressure threads that we can just mention and build off of in new interactions. A quick but gradual development through shorter lifespan threads, if you will. Sort of like climbing a lot of stairs to a certain point of development instead of trying to climb one giant mountain of a single heavy plotted thread at a time.

Does this mean I'm not going to do ANY plotted point A to point B threads? Nah. I'm just going to be very, very selective with them and I'm going to need both of us to be at the same level of passion, ig. Plotted shit and long term shit takes A LOT for me to keep going and so I need both of us to be 100% interested in the story and each other's characters, etc. I think, at this time, I only have 2-3 of those threads/storylines active.

NEW FOLLOWERS, NEW INTERACTIONS.

I'm not going to close myself off completely to following new people or taking on new followers...but I am done more or less screaming at walls or low key begging people to stop being anxious or intimidated and interact with me. I'm mega anxious myself but I do the bare minimum of being the first to send a meme, to like interaction calls, etc. If I am doing this and being the one to make the first step and I still don't receive any sort of energy returned...I'm dipping. I don't have the time or patience anymore to play chicken with people or to coax them into threading with me and I've caused myself plenty of issues in the past by trying to stick it out in the hopes things change.

IN SUMMARY

I know this portrays me as that dreaded flake RPer who starts shit and never finishes anything. I am hoping dearly that building off these unfinished threads will compensate for that lack of long form threading. I am aware this is going to not track with some of you as it's not an RPing format that is compatible with everyone and I accept that and I totally get it if some of you stop reaching out or unfollow or whatever. However, I'm going to be doing what I need to do in order to actually BE here. I'd rather be a tad bit of a flake but still get something done and enjoy this hobby somewhat instead of just sitting here frozen and getting nothing done because I don't want to be seen as a flake or dissuade people from interacting with me further.

Thank.

[narrated]

smth about the fact that i’ve been roleplaying for over 15 years and a majority of that has been spent on tumblr which is. really weird to my brain. it’s unintentionally influenced sm of me and i’ve always been semi active on one blog or another since at least 2018. i’ve taken breaks here and there but otherwise this has been my main creative outlet during that time. like anything it’s good and bad because i do consider myself pretty skilled at writing but not in a way that fits nicely into a portfolio or is widely shareable (fan content is still generally niche i think). i do get weighed down from time to time because i feel like i don’t have anything to Show for all this writing, and that sometimes gets exacerbated by not being active or rpc fomo lmao.

i’ve been trying to approach smaller personal projects with an open minded attitude but it feels like a bit of an uphill battle i’ve created for myself when rp spaces are the only places i’ve talked about my ocs or whatever. and tumblr in general is terrible at engaging with personal work / non canons / whatever. i do like to occasionally yap about writing and making things because i do love The Process and especially the collaborative nature!! but it’s still a little frustrating wrt self esteem and mental health because my ability to write is so tied to rp now that it’s hard to untangle it fully.

idk i didn’t really have a point with all this but i am also so grateful for the lovely group of mutuals / writing partners / friends that i’ve met over the last five years (some of y’all back to my very first cal blog). anytime someone follows me to a new blog or reblogs my promo or even just likes a post of mine, it genuinely makes my heart so full. it also helps boost my confidence and the knowledge that no matter what i do, people will be interested 💖 and i think thats why i like to stick around too :)

[diveyne]

#diveyne, morgana, of riot's league of legends, as worshiped by rina since 2019. moderate activity. independent, private, mutuals only, and selective. do not interact with me if you write with @/indeath or their friends. links. carrd. headcanons. inbox prompts. sivir, @sivunas. katarina, @deathslotus. ahri, @heartate. eden, @edensbite. sona, @elegaria. rph, @cassiaslair. ko-fi.

in martyrdom with : fervonian. godae. vilence. umbane. essence-flux-primed. gutterblade.

additional rules beneath the cut that won't fit on my carrd! please take a read. additionally, i am busy as a full-time student in a medical program. please understand that this affects my activity, and my energy socially. if i don't reply to messages, it's not personal.

credits. icon border & divider by @paletterph. all other graphics made by me. pinned art credit.

1 ) i have adhd. i also have poor vision, and though i wear contacts and glasses, i still have astigmatism in both eyes. that being said, altogether, it makes reading things on tumblr difficult at times. i will not follow or interact with anyone with egregiously over the top and excessive formatting. this includes: writing in all caps, excessive amount of spaces between words / punctuation ( and by that i mean 5 or more spaces between words, especially with tiny text ), excessive use of html colors ( like every other word ), using those "fancy fonts" every other word ( those aesthetic fonts are not real fonts. they are CODE and are not screen reader friendly ), and worst of all, doing all of this at once. please just keep accessibility in mind. thank you.

2 ) please do not take inspiration from any of my blog graphics / style without asking me first. thank you. the answer is always yes if you just ask first. if i find out later, especially indirectly, that this has happened, i'm just going to block you.

3 ) also, i don't hardblock often . like, ever, usually. if i blocked you, don't come try finding out about it, and please be an adult and not vague me lol. the only people i really block in the rpc is if you're racist 🫶 and no amount of "bubububuuuuuubbutBUT i'm not racist" is going to save you. it's in your actions. bye now! i also block back, now, if i notice you blocking me on any other blog, but you followed one of them. that's extremely weird behavior. i don't care if it's a misunderstanding. i block first and ask questions never. i also block if the vibes are bad. i've never been wrong about anyone i've had to block. take that as you will. in a similar vein, do not fucking follow me if you write incest, rape, csa, underage nsfw, any kind of disgusting bullshit. idgaf if you make it sound pretty with a dead dove do not eat label. get the fuck away from me. do not follow me if you are okay with that shit. do not follow me if you are happily mutuals with people who write that shit. fuck you.

4 ) my eclipse verse is my band au. it is not a HEARTSTEEL au. it is not a skin line au. it is a verse i created in 2019 for my own private use / enjoyment; please do not diminish my work like this by watering it down as a heartsteel au. obviously, heartsteel existing has caused me to make some adjustments to it, but the members of eclipse existed prior to heartsteel, and it's something i've been developing privately for five years now. please do not use or mention my verse outside of interactions with me without my permission. i welcome people interacting with me through eclipse, as it's my modern / music au, and i want people to interact with me through it. but anyways, it is a private au and i would appreciate if people did not copy, steal, or lift from it, or use it for interactions without my consent, especially if not involving morgana. this verse is my sole creation and this is not up for negotiation. if you have me blocked or we are in mutual blocks, i don't care if my friends / mutuals are writing in my verse and you really want to also reference this content for the drama / angst: please don't! this is my private au. like genuinely, if we are not mutuals and have not plotted in this verse personally, do not use or make any reference to my verse. it is not a heartsteel au and it does not exist to you. i don't care if this sounds mean or intense. i worked hard on this verse, and it's my very personal and comfort project.

[daisuske]

🌺#   𝐝𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐬𝐤𝐞 !        an   indie.   pri.   sel.   roleplay   blog   featuring:   an   extremely   headcanon   based        daisuke    of   mouthwashing;   low   activity.   mutuals   only.   written   by   sean.   (   he/   him.   twenty-seven   )   READ   RULES   BEFORE   INTERACTING.  ( rules under cut )

| | | ☆ ₀₀₁ VERSES. ☆ ₀₀₂ PINTEREST. ☆ ₀₀₃ SPOTIFY. ☆

an exploration of ; the party boy, sunny dispositions even in the most dire circumstances, unfiltered hope, naivety and the horror of putting your trust in the wrong person. follows   back   from  @wickdcreatures !!

✨ CREDITS : post divider saradika-graphics , psds are layered sour twilight by aescola and rest upon fluffy clouds by necromii

▍ ❝ 001. ACTIVITY.

This blog will be very sporadically active, taking long hiatuses without much or any warning. I'm sure everyone in the rpc can understand it when I say muse come and goes and it can't always be prevented or predicted!

▍ ❝ 002. REPLIES.

Replies can come kinda slow and usually get published on the weekends since I work full time. I format with small text and icons, though I am more than willing to accommodate if my partners need larger text. please, do not pester me for replies or messages on either discord or on Tumblr. If it becomes excessive, I will block.

▍ ❝ 003. FOLLOWING.

personals can follow just so long as you do not reblog headcanon posts/roleplay threads. There is no special unfollow stipulation; you can unfollow/block me if you need, no need to tell me why. Just know that I will also follow this rule and might unfollow/block without warning.

▍ ❝ 004. TRIGGERS & NSFW.

This blog will feature many, many dark themes, potentially triggering subjects including; anxiety, PTSD, depression, murder, suicide, etc. I tag my posts with // ( ie. blood // ), please let me know if I miss any! NSFW may be present on the blog FANDOMS I PREFER NOT TO RP WITH : rick and morty, harry potter, homestuck, && stranger things. OCs created for these fandom are negotiable. *if you run a multimuse with muses that come from any of these fandoms I may still follow!

▍ ❝ 005. SHIPPING.

I LIKE SHIPPING WITH CHEMISTRY, but force shipping will result in a block.

▍ ❝ 006. ET CETERA.

✨ THIS BLOG WILL NOT BE SPOILER FREE. I will not be tagging spoilers for mouthwashing, so i suggest you play the game first before interacting!

✨ My portrayal of daisuke is through the lens of my own experience with mental illness and trauma — so many might consider him very headcanon based instead of canon compliant.

✨ Just don’t be an asshole and we’ll get along great ! <3

[chounaifu]

I’m really glad that those asks I sent out are being well-received. There’s still a few more that I need to write up, but, I’m pacing myself. :’)

Thoughts about my own current state beneath the cut, since my therapist always encourages me to open up to the people in my space. Some of it can be potentially triggering, so, please do not open if the discussion of trauma, stalking and abuse is harmful to you:

I’ve been vocal about the horrifying, traumatic stuff that caused me to leave the RPC in 2017, to a few of you before. Without going into deep detail, between the years of 2017-2021, I was trapped in an extremely, extremely abusive relationship with a member of the RPC who is no longer here, thank fuck. Because of my poor coping skills and extremely fragile mental health at the time, he managed to keep me in a social isolation until I finally left him in 2021. And I mean true social isolation; I wasn’t allowed to talk to anybody but him. (I literally had to lie and pretend like I was having internet troubles if I even wanted to open up another chat box on Discord to talk to somebody, because he would literally point out the amount of minutes it took for me to respond to him.) He tracked my location in real time with GPS. He controlled what I ate when we spent time together irl. He forced me to quit one of my jobs before, because he wasn’t pleased with how busy I was. Any free time I had, had to be given to him. I had no identity, no autonomy, no sense of self.

Since I left him in 2021, I’ve been in a long process of learning how to be a human being again, how to exist around multiple people, and how to monitor my energy levels. It’s been hard, and, there’s a lot of times where I have to learn that I am adapting to an entirely new way of life. I used to be able to write a lot of thread replies, ask replies, and drabbles in a short period of time, but, my brain just does not do that anymore. And it makes me sad, but, I know that my RP partners understand my situation.

I cannot emphasis how much going from *one* person to— well, a lot of good friends has been good for me, but also a difficult experience in itself, because I’m still fighting with my own hypersensitivity and paranoia.

Choosing to come back here was one of the scariest decisions I have ever made. And, even though I don’t vocalize it, I actively fight trauma responses every single time I open Tumblr— not because anybody is doing anything to me, but because the experience I went through was so deep.

That’s why I’ve been trying to take a minute to sit down, and send some nice words to everybody. You never know what somebody is going through. *Nobody* knew what I was going through, because I hid it so well— because I was forced to. We’re all human beings, on this rock, and we all chose to sit here and write, whether because it is a coping mechanism, something we’re passionate about, or because it’s simply fun. And I think that’s really, really beautiful.

I don’t think I’m ever going to be the same, energetic Rex that I once was. And I wish I could be. But that is okay.

So, for the people who welcomed me back, and remembered me: thank you for accepting my return, and accepting my apology.

And for the people who didn’t know me, who have become my friend lately: thank you for giving me a chance.

I’ve lost a lot of people, both friends and family, in the past decade or so. Nobody can fill those gaps, but, you guys make me feel a lot less lonely. Believe it or not, I don’t have many friends irl, and I really don’t know what I would be doing with myself right now if I hadn’t chosen to come back to Tumblr.

I wish there was more I could do to help uplift everybody who has been having a difficult time lately, I really, really do. But, at the end of the day, I cannot; what I can do, is point out that there’s at least *one* person out there who wants to see the best happen for you.

I guess what I’m trying to say is, I just want to be a good person, despite of the horrible things I was called by my abuser, and I hope I am doing that.

[saiyanandproud]

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Munday Mumbling Asks - send a number for me to talk about one of the following topics!

13. Graphics

I'll put it shortly, I don't care much for graphics except the usual "please trim reblogs". I'm here for content. I can enjoy a pretty graphic, but in the end, all I care about is the writing. In fact, I have seen instances where grapphics got in the way of writing at all -- odd formatting, unreadable colors etc. Some people are even 'graphic' about the writing, which ticks my OCD tendencies because no, you cannot use commas as three full stops because it looks pretty, a comma is a comma goddamnit-- I mean, it just makes it unnecessary complex.

If I follow a blog, it's because I care about its content. And it could be written in a pretty character, or just on the most basic theme tumblr has to offer, and even be iconless, I wouldn't care. If it's good writing, I'm here for it.

23. Another RPC you're no longer a part of

I am still part of it, I just pursue it less because... The community is not as active. Anywho, I have a RP blog about Aryll from The Legend of Zelda, but placing her in the Breath of The Wild verse. If you're curious, or into Zelda RP, feel free to follow it here, I am not as active on it as I am around this blog but I do still check it now and then:

[a-hell-of-a-time-archive]

Respond to the following prompts out of character, then tag others you'd like to get to know a little bit better.

Roleplayer name: Jo

Roleplayer pronouns: She/Her (also receptive to they/them)

Muse name(s): Andrealphus, Octavia, Dawn (OC), Caim (OC), Yui (OC), Yukitaka (OC), Peter White (HNKNA hellaverse crossover), Shuren (Bleach Hellaverse crossover)

Preferred communication: Discord, Tumblr DM's

Experience: I've been roleplaying since 2009, and on Tumblr since 2011. I am still fairly new to this RPC (About 7-8 months now?) but not new to rp'ing itself! I've been in many fandoms and rp groups during my time on here, and my main blog is a collection of my muses to date (my most active and cherished ones, actually).

Preferred roleplay type: Anything goes by me, but I prefer crackier, shorter styles of roleplay. However, I will not say no to multi para/novella type rp's (they will take longer for me to answer though!) I also love angst, fluff, and everything in between and am a huge shipper.

Pet peeves & dealbreakers: Anything that's in my rules that I won't touch with a ten foot pole, along with the basics (godmodding, forced shipping, etc etc.) I also don't like people who are into drama and live for callout posts/reblogs, especially if they are not serious in nature or something that could have been handled privately via ooc communication. Unless the person is legitimately dangerous (aka a known pedo/groomer/abuser, etc. I do not give a rat's ass what people do with fiction and will block shit I hate like a normal person. Leave me out of it. Also: Do not bring me drama involving people who have changed/are in the process of changing, and do not dictate who I follow/don't follow. I will make my own decisions with my own judgment because I am an adult. I am far too old for this shit and have too much irl bullshit to deal with as it is.

Basically, do not be a pushy asshole, a bigoted asshole, or an asshole in general and read/adhere to my rules and we will be fine.

Best time to write: Whenever I get a day off and sleep, so usually some evenings and weekends!

Are you like your muse? Not 100%. I will put bits of myself into each of my muses, or see bits of myself reflected in them, but I will never be any of my muses.

Tagged by; @angelsandemons

Tagging; All of you. If you see this, you are tagged.

[antvnger]

ok, so i first followed you because i found you through doctorstrangeaskblog when sylpha was still active, and i was just tickled by your portrayal of scott.

your writing and the way you approach this blog as scott's blog is nothing short of enchanted, and i was always so impressed with the community you've build here, along with how much people come to you and scott for life advice because they trust you both so much (and you always deliver and honor that trust so well).

i always loved and adored scott in the mcu, and it made me so, so, so happy to get to write with you both, especially for tony. and i was just SO OBSESSED with how quickly we hit it off creatively and the amount of intersection we found for their humor, zones of genius, etc. i was totally new to RP and even tony at that time, but i always felt so supported and valued when writing with you (still do!).

i love the dynamic we've created for our guys and all the work that went into it on part of us as writers and the muses, and i can say that tony is very, very lucky to have scott in his life (i really, really wish i could get him back because i know he misses his little math bro). but whenever i have muse for him, you're always the first person i reach out to! he's only here for you and ziminiysoldat at this point, ngl.

i'll also add that you and scott are mirrors for each other. the way scott offers so much positivity, light, but also just the right amount of ass kicking when warranted and necessary is exactly who you are for the RPC, imo. so, it makes total sense that you chose each other because you reflect the best of each other's qualities.

and i'll finally close with the fact that you're one of my best and most trusted friend in life as a whole. i thank God every day that we met and that you're in my life. i am a changed being because of you, and absolutely for the better. knowing you, witnessing your path, and growing alongside each other is one of the greatest privileges and honors of my life.

i'm already vibrating in my seat in the front row with my noise makers and foam fingers—ready, waiting, and eager for your victory season. it's going to be glorious. i pray daily that goodness and mercy follow you all the days of your life. i know no one more deserving of unconditional, eternal love because to me, you are unconditional and eternal love.

i love you, friend. give scott a hug for me! <3

((I really don’t know what to say, my friend. You’ve completely floored me and humbled me in like the best way. I’m deeply touched by your kind words and your - as per usual - impeccable insight. I always appreciate your input.

I still feel rather overwhelmed and flabbergasted when I think about our story, how God weaved our friendship the way He has. I mean, look at us, huh? Look where we started and look at where we are now. It’s amazing to me. It will be forever be one of my favorite stories I can look at to remind me how God is the Master Storyteller. We certainly were made in His image, eh? LOL.

With that being said, I love writing with you very much too! You’re one of my favorite writing partners I’ve found in my and Scott’s little corner of tumblr. You bring such life and detail into your muses, and I can’t tell you how many times I reread our work just because. Scott and I miss Tony very much, but we both understand how it is sometimes. Tony can be equal parts extreme in the spotlight and extreme hideaway. Right now, he has to hideaway, and we get that. When he’s ready, we’ll be here!

You too are one of my best and most trusted friends. The feeling is most certainly mutual. You have helped me in spades, and I appreciate every conversation we’ve had so far. And I want to say I am just so proud of you. You’ve come so far, and you’ve grown so much. God’s got amazing plans for you, and I am so thankful for you. You are in my prayers daily. Thank you for being my friend.))

[icyxmischief]

This is me in tears at 2 am with insomnia on my phone, so forgive the lack of graphics and formatting. It's important to get this out while I still have the nerve.

With the SOLE EXCEPTION of THIS blog, I think I'm getting too old for (Tumblr) rp. This is not because of some arbitrary societal timeline, but because what gave me joy and stimulation now rarely does. Trying to get people to write with me now consistently makes me feel sad, stressed, indifferently passed over, or uninteresting, where other parts of my life do not generate these feelings. I thought it was burnout at first, because last spring was the worst 3 months of my life to date, a genuine nightmare involving every one of my worst fears. Now I'm not so sure.

In fact, the happier I become IRL, the less engaged I am in the realm of fiction in general. Maybe that's normal. I've addressed this before: I am about to get engaged and after marriage we intend to adopt our first child. My mind is on things I've waited for for over 20 years. I never expected that someone this good would fall in love with a high-maintenance spoonie like me, and here it is.

However, the complicating factor is this: is writing really stressful and painful, or is it Tumblr: the dwindling active rpc, the refusal of new members to reblog content, the abrasive behaviors of (ironically, poorly educated) cancel culture, and so on?

I'm very proud of this blog. I'm not going to leave it, even though I miss the early 2010s, when I got between 5 and 25 asks per day. However, I think a trial period of hiatus on all my other rp accounts, at least until the New Year, is the best course for my mental and physical wellbeing. During this time, I'll be writing regularly for all these muses on Discord. Send an Ask if you have a muse and want my Discord username. @janzoo @sweetdreamr @constancychaos @immortalled @mostincrediblechange @bestnoncannonship @rapxir @captaincoffee91 @dopepoisonivyoncrack @nickcagestrufflehog @divinethief @saanphoenix @anywherexwhen and anyone else I forgot, find me there and I'll happily continue writing my muses with you.

Thanks for reading and for allowing me space to grow into my new needs. ❤️

[centuricnis]

                         𝕔𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕚𝕔𝕟𝕚𝕤

    independent, highly selective, low energy, dual rp blog. featuring! 𝕝𝕖𝕧𝕚 𝕒𝕔𝕜𝕖𝕣𝕞𝕒𝕟 & 𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕟 𝕛𝕒𝕖𝕘𝕖𝕣 nsfw themes present. mun is 21+.

                                est 08/2024                                                           𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕕 𝕓𝕪 𝕥𝕚𝕗𝕗! blogroll: @aeviare 𝔭𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔰𝔢 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡 𝔯𝔲𝔩𝔢𝔰 𝔟𝔢𝔣𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤!

1. Basics

Hi! My name is Tiff! 25+! My pronouns are she/they. I’ve been rping on Tumblr since 2012! I have a full time job && a small business, so my activity may be spotty at best. I come and go as I please because roleplaying to me is only a hobby! This blog will probably be super low energy and low activity, as I also have my main multimuse which is where I'll probably be if I'm not here. Minors will be blocked. Any personal blogs without rp sideblogs will be blocked.

If I follow you and you do not follow me back within a week, I will unfollow for my own comfort. This doesn't mean that if you follow me in the future that I won't refollow. I absolutely will! I just never want to overstep anyone's mutuals boundaries. (:

PSA

The source material has plenty of heavy adult themes. These are likely to show up whilst writing, but I will do my best not to write anything especially explicit. Please prioritize your mental health when it comes to these themes, as I assume you're at least familiar with those that are present within the manga/anime.

If you have problems with AoT/SnK's themes and/or it's creator please take it somewhere else. I love the anime as it is, standalone. That does not mean I believe in things present in media or things believed by the creator.

If that bothers you, this isn't the blog for you. Any harassment will be met with the block button (:

small extra psa: i'm not that comfortable writing with blogs that only rp with real people face claims. i personally prefer animated/cartoon/3d style face claims. this is just a personal preference!

2. Writing Specifics!

This blog will focus more on the SnK fandom and rpc, but I'm very open to crossovers. My writing lengths vary from short, to paras, to sometimes novellas. There's never a requirement to match my length. Any icons used will be 100x100 and most likely made by me. I've only watched the anime, and am currently reading the manga, so if there are any nuances missed because of that, I apologize in advance (: Because Tumblr hates its userbase, I'll be writing strictly with Beta Editor and xKit Rewritten's Trim Reblogs.

3. Etiquette!

Basic etiquette is expected for writing with me. Meaning, please don't godmod! I will never write your muse for you, I'd appreciate the same respect.

As always mun =/= muse. Levi has murdered people. Please do not romanticize things that even he has felt guilt for. If you know the ending of AoT, you know what Eren did. If you have issues with my muses, this is not the blog for you.

As for drama or callouts, please don't drag me into things that have nothing to do with me. Do not police me in who I can or cannot speak to. I'm an adult, I can make my own decisions. If there's an issue with a person and you're concerned for my wellbeing, please address it with me in DMs.

4. Shipping!

I am a very proud multi ship whore. All ships are separate AUs unless otherwise plotted.

For Levi, I view him more as demisexual and even demiromantic. This just means it'll take some time for him to be open to a relationship. That being said, my bias comfort Levi ship is (S4 Eren) Ereri/Riren. I am open to shipping him with Erwin or Hange, but it would take plotting and speaking with my rp partner ooc.

For Eren, I'm much more open to other ships. I obviously still ship Ereri, but I'm also open to shipping him with Armin, Jean, Reiner, & Mikasa. Although, I do lean more with Mikasa and Eren being siblings, I do see the potential for their romantic ship.

NSFW on this blog will be canon typical violence, gore, and of a sexual nature. If you do not want to view those things, please blacklist "suggestive cw" and "nsfw cw".