#but fuck my degrees are around it
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I want to tell stories.
That's it.
That's what I want to do with my life.
I don't care how I do it or what I need to do it, I just want to tell stories.
#don't mind me#im just having the realization of a lifetime right now#like it just fucking clicked#that's what i want to be when i grow up#i want people talk about me and say that i told good stories#captivating stories#intricate stories#real stories#human stories#i want people to look at my stories and see themselves#im#im so fucked up over this#i feel like everything is clicking#like i can't get a degree in that#but fuck my degrees are around it#fuck fuck fuck#this is it#this is what i want to do#holy fucking shit
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Mawin. Hm?
23.5 DEGREES | EP3
#ciize apichaya#ciize rutricha#euro thanaset#23.5 degrees#23.5 the series#the way mawin was following tinh around was so fucking adorable ;_;<3#TINHMAWIN LET'S GOOO#my edits#23.5edit#23.5
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my only complaint about 2005 dw is that we didn’t get more episodes with gung-ho mortal baby jack harkness. absolutely smitten by that fucker
#I mean. who isn’t. that’s kinda the point#exactly what he Wants#im saying this because he’s pretty but also because as much as I think the direction he goes in is intetesting and I love torchwood with#all my heart (as much as it Hurts Me) there’s something so novel about chaotic rebellious pre-resurrection jack#that you never truly get after that first season#like it’s always there in the foundation of his character to a degree but he does end up with a lot more self control and people look up to#him and he’s much more orderly and and all-around not really chaotic anymore (torchwood as a group is chaotic in certain ways for sure but#he himself? not often. mostly only in trying situations or when highly highly emotional)#and don’t get me wrong it all makes sense narratively. that he’d end up like that. he’s had literally centuries to gain wisdom and#self discipline and to learn how to be a proper leader and to become jaded and an existential black hole of a man#but. yknow. I just miss that sexy egomaniacal revolution-leader type jack#anyway. at least he gets to fuck around with guys on screen in torchwood though. definitely an upgrade#kibumblabs#dw#doctor who#jack harkness
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cw // scars
was minding my business and realized the reason why my pc likes eden so much HBREFBHJERF
my pc's reaction to this discovery:
#HBJERFBHEBHJRFBHER PLEASE WHEN I FOUND OUT#IM JUST ??? HOLY FUCK#but ig it runs in the family to like giants who can toss you around as they please#idk i wanted to draw today but i didn't know what else to doodle HBERHFBHJERF#just decided to doodle my pc's parents since she's my oc with an established background HBREFHBJERF#eri the orphan#dol#dol related#degrees of lewdity#dol pc#eden the hunter#dol eden#fan art#art#mine#my fan art#my art#this was funnier in my head ig HBREFBHJERF#oc#my ocs
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:-P
#how long ago did i watch pacific rim? i feel like it might have been last year but i finally drew this lmao#sometimes it just takes a while. newt specifically gets under my skin tho bc i think his research interests r kinda similar to mine#at least in a broad sense. but im dealing with cyanobacteria which is less exciting to most ppl lol but any fanfic i read thats like: newt#has 6 phds im like fucking what? what r they in? they have to be literature based right?! when would u have time to independently design.#carry out. write and defend for 6 independent projects in different topics by his age?#what as waste of time. i say as a person who would happily fuck around and collect degrees without ever having to get a real job#idk characters i relate to make me a little unhinged bc i do not like to relate to characters lol#pacific rim#herman gottlieb#newt geiszler#newton geiszler#tw blood#tw gore#also i agree with herman abt the numbers quote. physics is like literally understanding the fabric of the universe so like yeah#also i cant draw hermann and i cant see his face without thinking of owen from torchwood who i hated lol#pacrim
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i swear my stepdad is so illogical AND stubborn it hurts
#okay so strap in coz this is a wild ride#tl;dr we have been without heat and warm water for years and i mean literal years#because he refuses to pay off some debt he built up with the company#because he feels unfairly treated (let's not get into this. it absolutely makes no sense) by the company#so instead of doing the logical step of growing some balls and admitting he made a mistake and paying off his shit#he's been looking for a new supplier all over but the deal IS#that he's been doing this with a couple of places before and people are hesitant to even make him any offers#and you'd think that learning about THAT at least now he'd be like. idk willing to just pay off his debt and be done with it#but you'd be WRONG#now he's looking to just have our entire heating system replaced for the teeny tiny price of 25000 bucks#mind you his debt isn't even a THIRD of that#and obviously he can't afford those 25000 bucks#so what's his next step now you might wonder?#well good thing you asked. his next step is going off on ME for not paying towards the new heating he wants#and now that that's not working for him guess what he did next?#that's right. he bought shit expensive 'space heaters' that are pretty much just small little boxes that you plug into an outlet#and he swears up and down that they're going to heat up our house (it's negative degrees outside)#(it's obviously not working)#and genuinely. all i can think of is how much money he shoved into trying to macgyver this house into a house with warm water and heating#and how he blew off ten thousands of bucks he got paid when he retired within the span of two weeks#when this debt could have been paid off ten times over by now#so now you might be thinking. okay tiago. why don't you move out#good question you see. my mom is disabled and reliant on someone who cares for her#something that he can't won't and shouldn't do because the last time he sorta kinda tried she almost died and we had to call an ambulance#she wouldn't eat a thing if i weren't there to cook. the house would fall into disrepair if i wouldn't do maintenance all around#i've set up (functioning) heat in some areas she occupies and i've gotten a boiler going so she at least has warm water#i'm paying off their bills to make sure he doesn't skip on paying any others. i'm buying groceries for them because again they wouldn't get#any for themselves#and finally. i've offered to pay off his debt so that we can finally live like normal fucking people do#and guess what. guess WHAT. he just got mad at me for not adding money to that 25000 bucks pool for that new fancy heating he wants
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something i've been learning again and again recently is that tged has absolutely wonderful reaction image material
i've been using these on my priv twitter account and it has been VERY fun scrolling back and seeing them,,, they work so well
like theyre so silly,,, they fit so well,,, i can use them in any situation,,, and the art expresses it perfectly,,,
they,,, may have replaced my tmnt ones
if i had the storage space i absolutely would go through the webtoon again to get fun screenshots for reaction image purposes,,, alas i do not so i will just use the ones i take every now and then
i love the art in tged so so much im so glad i read this webtoon
#tged#the greatest estate developer#lynn misc#genuinely i didn't think it'd knock me the fuck out of my tmnt fixation#not that im no longer interested in tmnt bc i very much still am#its just. on the backburner. cause. tged takeover in my brain#now i have. twice as many WIPs it might be a little bit of a problem#very short storytime i had actually been reading greatest estate developer since around the start of the webtoon#i liked it back when i started a lot it was one of my favorites at the time too#but the severe SEVERE attachment (thats two severes) didnt begin until way later#specifically. A WEEK BEFORE MY FINALS#do you know how devastated i was. to suddenly get severely attached to a media i like to a liferuining degree#RIGHT BEFORE THE TIME THAT I NEED TO FOCUS THE MOST#insane. insane!!! what the fuck lloyd why would u do this to me#i did in fact fail a final but its ok i still kind of passed the class
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I don't even know how to start this but oh my god.
Watching Blade Trinity with the fam, as one does, and in the opening scene (which you can watch here if you want. Little warning for screaming but it's vamp slaying goodness) I see for literally a second... A SECOND... or less before the guy gets garlic powdered, his jacket opens.
Anyway I'm not crazy right..? This is the boys n Star???
Ignore the subtitles ... and the horrible quality but I couldn't stop thinking about it so this is a late night escapade. Comparison pic for your viewing pleasure (just crop Mikey out... that's what I do)
#this is so funny but god help us all#the lost boys#the lost boys 1987#tlb#tlb 1987#paul the lost boys#david the lost boys#david tlb#marko lost boys#blade 3#blade trinity#like barely but its still a fun little thing#also the Eric guy who plays Daniel/the journalist in the iwtv show is in it also as a journalist#blade is great all around . i mean ryan reynolds is there too and i have a personal vendetta against him but thats unrelated to this#i just think that being mean isnt a personality . anyway i digress#this is embarrassing but also soso so funny#again . srry for the ass quality n subtitles but i had to get this out there#like theres a vampire pomeranian in this movie#and also dracula#hes there too#and horrible cuneiform oh my god. how are they going to real a sentence from top to bottom if its written horizontally.#but thats also only half a second of screentime i just am getting a history degree and Noticed Immediately#perhaps why i was alert for the fucking Lost Boys Jumpscare
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hi for the love of god hello
#the feminist hatred for oda's art style draining from my body: 🤡#im sorry im a dyke im simply not immune to fem law#where did his internal organs go though#okay but if i was an artist i would make him a wooden plank of a woman.#fuck the hourglass standard. you would be able to land a plane on the degree of curvature of both sides of fem law. imo.#i didnt watch that flat ragdoll get hauled around dressrosa for 50 episodes to naturally take on this body type. get real.#+ i do wish they didnt go so hard on the 'fem presenting' eyes. like why does being a woman make your eyes 10x wider but whatever.#let fem law maintain his eye shape#one piece#op#trafalgar law#fem law#dyking
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Insane to think abt how lucanis and elio essentially went through the same thing but one came out of his prison believing more in himself and his self worth, realizing the bad things he had been believing abt himself were not true and that he deserves good things while the other came out of his with all of his insecurities validated, believing he was wrong for ever feeling hope abt the people around him and wanting good things for himself, realizing just how alone and worthless he is, becoming a much more closed off and, honestly, worse version of himself
#sorry i keep thinking abt how rook elio's arc ends up with him essentially becoming hardened#when lucanis is softened. rattling the bars of my cage#i also cant stop imagining how the people around elio might start noticing the changes.....#viago noticing how elio doesnt look at him for approval how theres this new degree of separation between them imposed by elio instead of him#teia who gets a still much softer version of elio than viago does but again. theres a new distance to their interactions#he doesnt treat her as his older brother's cool gf he treats her like any low ranking crow would a talon#the veilguard who get complete radio silence from him because he fucked off without saying anything the second#solas was thrown into the fade prison. not a goodbye not a note nothing. all of his stuff from the lighthouse gone#luar who gets very few sparse letters where elio just asks them how theyre doing and doesnt even attempt#to find smth to connect each other. he doesnt talk abt what other family they might have or make any comments abt how#since theyre twins they have to stick together and be there for each other.#even lucanis who has the better chance at catching elio sees not a single hair of him for MONTHS post dav events#elio de riva
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I swear to god if I see one more person reducing Lute's character to "Adam dickrider/girlfriend/best friend/etc" I'll go insane like do you guys understand what you're doing
#Sobek rants#I love lute&Adam's dynamic (platonically) genuinely but CMON GUYS#She's more than that okay??? Do you not understand the implications of making her whole character revolve around one man???#Yes he is important to her but she's still a person outside of her relationship with him! Her only trait isn't “loyal to adam”!!#She's a bitch (pos)! She's secretly a loser! She loves looking down on others to prop herself up! She's stubborn as fuck! She's impulsive#But can still be patient if the situation calls for it! She's a bloodthirsty maniac! She's ruthless! She's vengeful! She's not afraid to#Speak her mind! She clearly cares about others around her to some degree! And.Yes. She's loyal towards Adam to a fault. But that's not her#Entire fucking character! She's more than that and people need to acknowledge that. I think this is partially why I hate guitarspear (my#Dadam headcannon aside). I feel like most guitarspear shit I've seen reduces her to “Adam's third wife” “Adam's gf” etc etc#And this is probably why I prefer Emilute tbh- like ik it's a crackship but I feel like the contrast between them could bring out Lute's#Other traits and have her exist outside of Adam. Which is something the fandom refuses to let her do apparently#And again I get it! They're a package deal! An iconic duo! But if you can write Adam outside of his relationship with Lute you should do th#Same to her. I can't believe I have to say this!#I could go on for hours but I think I yapped too much.#Hazbin Hotel#◇angsty teen with a spear◇
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The extent of possessiveness some people have on art that they post on the internet is crazy to me like, I'm seeing someone on art fight all caps serious business warning not to save image files of their characters UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES. Like Oh no your character ref png is on another computer!!!!!! Who cares
#For an event that revolves around DRAWING EACH OTHER'S CHARACTERS no less#Like damn I thought your fursonae was kinda cool I was fully gonna draw it. But it would appear I am not allowed to place the PNG#into my drawing file so that I can have immediate visual reference rather than switching between windows every time I need to look at it.#So I guess I will have to pass on that one..... [lifts bindle sadly walks away]#I mean there's workarounds such as having the internet window open in a corner (or just not giving a fuck and saving the reference) but#like that kind of attitude fully puts me off from wanting to engage at all. Just such a petty and pointless degree of control.#LOL I MISSED THIS THEY ALSO SAY 'I HAVE WAYS OF FINDING OUT' UH OH!!!!! I dragged their character ref to my#desktop because I was so fully planning on drawing it (this was before I read that this action was a violation of the geneva convention)#So like if I disappear you guys know why..... :(
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not to keep waffling on about this but a thing I have noticed in many areas of my life, from protests to marital arts to mosh pits, is that
while I'm not particularly good at proprioception, have no depth perception and frankly mediocre core strength for someone who's been weight training for 2 years, and at times in my life I have just Fallen Over Regularly For No Reason because my legs stopped being legs for a second
I am, for whatever reason, basically impossible to push over or move through force
like I don't know if I just have an unusually low centre of gravity or just fuckin stubborn or what but I am just preternaturally good at being Hard To Move
some of it is a learnable skill but I think I just have short little tree trunk legs and solid body mass and when I plant my feet and drop my weight down even a bit I become like unto a boulder. it's a fun quirk of my character build.
#red said#can't believe i ever thought my avatarsona could be anything but an earthbender#to be clear if i start moving I'm moderately fucked#like not unusually so but I'm a normal or slightly more than normal amount of easy to push over if i lift my feet#so i reel around mosh pits constantly on the verge of total collapse#but if I'm on the edge of a mosh pit a stack of people twice my size can collapse into me and i won't even need to rebalance#my superpower is My Feet Are Floor Magnets#idk if it's genetic but if it is it comes through my dad#cause like a year ago my mum was talking about tai chi and how her teacher had them all push each other without resisting#and see how a light push could unbalance them#and to demonstrate she said 'don't try to stay standing straight' and pushed me and i watched her increase force#and get more and more confused and i literally Was Not Consciously Resisting my body just Doesn't Do Being Pushed#and she was like 'what the fuck. my partner pushed me way lighter than that and i stepped over sideways'#but i do think it's to some degree familial cause my brother is also something of an immovable object#and we have not dissimilar builds in terms of shortish muscular legs and hips#so yeah i think that's just physical advantage
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I have just decided to keep sending asks because you're too cool and nice
have some franks
that last one is my vision fr
f r o g g y
pls i don’t want you getting yourself in trouble for interacting with me okay?? 😭😭
that being said— LeATHERMØUTH FRANKIE MY BELOVED~🎃
#all of these frimages are 10000/10#i love him so fucking much#the prettiest guy around#also#froggy pls i genuinely don’t want you getting in trouble#i’m not gonna stop you bc i mean#we don’t dm and i’m not a redacted blog so like#just be like idfk???#BEHAVE#all that being said i’m sending head pats and the obligatory ‘listen to and respect your parents to the degree of which they deserve’#whatever that degree of respect may be.#bc i mean. i fully believe that respect beyond a basic human level needs to be earned but whatever#frnkiebby#fruityfroggyfelon#asks#frank iero#mcr#frnkiero#mcrmy#frnkie#mcr5#my chemical romance#my chem#ilhsm
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cw // scars
delirious doodle i drew at 4 am when i found out after bringing the radio to the cabin and we can SLOW DANCE WITH EDEN!!!!
#fan art#art#mine#my fan art#my art#degrees of lewdity#dol eden#eden the hunter#dol pc#eri the orphan#THE WAY I WAS GIGGLING AND ROLLING AROUND MY BED#eden is my all time fave love interest tbh#begging for more content with eden because i miss him and i want to play with him#slow dancing with eden and he catches us off guard with the dip and i go SCREEEEEEEEE#i fucked up the size diff so pls use imagination to imagine them being a bit ???? well diff in sizes#eden was supposed to be bigger yes because i want lorge huntsman husband#eden x pc
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It feels like I’ve forgotten how to make art
which sucks because I’m supposed to be, like, making a career out of this
#i have a fucking degree and it feels like i’ve forgotten everything i’ve learned#not really forgotten tho just having a hard time applying it#and all my ideas are floating around in my head and i cant get a concrete picture of exactly what i wanna do#and when i try to sit down and draw something i can only do a few minutes then i get lost in floaty disjointed ideas again#like i can only do extremely rough sketches atm but when i try to do anything more refined#my mind feels like white noise and i can’t figure out what to do so i stop#and then i look at my former classmates’ social media and they’ve got jobs and have completed lots of work since graduating!#how?#and then all my doubts start to creep in like i can’t make good complete-looking work#and i don’t /actually/ want this bc i struggle with drawing consistently and stuff#ughhhhhhh#ship makes a personal post
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