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charles doddles
below the cut is notes for myself on how i draw him cause im SICK of being inconsistent !!!!!!!
#xmen#xmen comics#xmen tas#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#this lit started with just the notes page and then of course i had to 'test' my notes#i had an extra note about how i draw charles smiling but i just wanted the Charles Doodles to focus on the doodles#yk exclude the notes. the only note was that i would never draw charles smiling more than That open-mouth smile there#i dont think he should smile big too much and he's more of a closed-mouth smile kind of guy. comics/tas wise anyhow#lmao i love how i only ever do these kinds of doodle pages for charles and never mags#its not my fault i just got his face on lock frame one ok i still flip flop with how i draw charles jAELKVJEAKLJ#BUT NO MORE. i think this is how ima do it going forward <- literally im the only person who notices these thigns#BUT IDC i draw these things for myself ok.... i better make sure nothin bout them bothers me ...#i was gonna include a Sad Charles doodle but its bout time i go on my night run with my dog SO !!!!!! bye bye for now#have plenty more chances to draw charles sad in the future !!!
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quick personal update -- i've been in chinaaaa for the past few weeks! plus a few days of layover in tokyo, so i got to visit japan for the first time! good experiences good food all around \(^_^)/
now that i'm officially back, i can share some of the soulsilver i've been stockpiling since march..... and since i'm too lazy to make multiple posts, you guys get the full dump. warning! there are a few!
#pokemon#pokemon hgss#trainer lyra#rival silver#soulsilvershipping#bao beis#big post and of course it's the bao beis!! my qin ais!!!#i'm very late but happy pride to my beloved qpr that no one knows is a qpr.. well now you know!#not that the distinction matters to anyone but me#just know that#the exact dynamic i'm here to pitch is “they should parallel play with each other for the rest of their lives”#anyway that's all i have for now. tbh there's plenty of other art i need to get around to posting... maybe commissions if im feeling brave#i hope this makes up for the absence though! uploading art in china was a hassle so i didn't bother haha#saw so much incredible scenery there ... mountains and temples and gardens.. i'm itching to turn my grainy photos into landscape studies#also got to visit the pokemon center in shibuya during my tokyo stay :''') autism win!!!
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OHHHHH, so Undead Unluck skipped the obvious setup in order to create a more tense situation with no time for recovery and no opportunity for allies to offer advice or intervene!! Okay, okay, yeah, all is well.
#Undead Unluck#maaaan.... feels nostalgic to be going 'wait are we cancelled???' again#I should emphasize: I think this situation fucks#Removing Andy and Fuuko--the most dangerous players on the Union's side--from the equation#and adding an element of ticking clock to each fight... that's good setup!#The Union has had plenty of leisurely time to build up strength! Now it's time for a Hurry
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debate
(topic: how many and what configuration of kids do they give off vibes of having (either at present or in the future)(partner is irrelevant in most cases, some could be single parents for all i care))
#the blue tier should be 'two or more' my bad#all tiers make no difference between adopted and biological kids with the obvious exception of the ones exclusively abt adopted kids#basically all of the tiers above could be adopted too it doesn't matter#the ones in the young category don't necesarily all give off vibes of having no kids#more that i can't picture it but it's not bc of personality. it literally is just bc they look too young#like obv most characters on the younger side outside of that tier are under the assumption that the kid appears in the future#but the young tier is just i am incapable of deciding bc i can't look at their face and my perceived age of them and reach a decision#hu tao is the exception i just cannot see her having kids#this is also assuming they'd all be decent parents. doesn't mean those in the no kids tier are there bc they'd be bad parents tho#heizou lovers feel free to give your hc i just don't know who your man is lmao#yall get done so dirty by the game#like tbh i'd put him in the no kids tier but i am aware i know very little of him so. erring on the side of caution here#honestly alhaitham could be in the one girl category also now that i think about it. nb kid for that man specifically#there are some characters y'all won't be able to convince me otherwise but like. i'm curious anyway#the parentheses are the reasoning for the choice not necesarily their actual kid obviously#the natlan gang is up in the air. kinda confident abt the mualani choice but kinich? not so much#realistically i could see plenty of them not having any kids but decided to keep the no kids tier as empty as possible in the interest of#y'know actually thinking about it. the ones there are bc i simply couldn't see it. ganyu and sethos are on thin ice tho
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I understand the sentiment in saying you want Rosh to publish tpq scenes from Aiden’s pov, but that’s not going to happen because the series is not about him, nor his romance with Aru. The series revolves the relationship between the five (technically six) sisters, and the bond they form throughout the books. The romance is present, but it is not the main focus, which is why we do not get scenes from his or Rudy’s pov. But we DO get scenes from Mini, Brynne, Kara’s pov because at its core, the story is about the girls, and that theme was established in the first book.
I understand why Aiden pov scenes would be enjoyed (and if they were released I would eat them up) but at the end of the day, the series is not a romance series and therefore we do not get scenes like the sacrifice and the love confession from Aiden’s pov in the book, even if the perspective does switch to other characters at times. It would be very fun if it did happen, but unfortunately I don’t think Roshani has anything like that in store for us
(Also please read the tags on this post I’m going to clarify some things)
#if you want to read Aiden pov there are plenty of fics!!#I have even wrote one myself#it’s not bad if you want this and you’re not a bad person if you want this#but I think it’s important to agknowlege the difference between what should be canon material/and you want from the author#vs what should be fic/be left up to fans#this is coming from the no. 1 Aiden fan btw that’s literally me in another universe#Ok now I’m ACTUALLY going to sleep lmao#aru shah#tpq#the pandava quintet#Aiden acharya#I’m also not reducing Aiden’s character to just being a love interest#because he’s NOT#I’m just saying that that isn’t his role in the story#also this is NOT calling out anyone in particular I SWEAR it’s just a general thing that’s been going around recently that I’ve noticed#OK GOING TO SLEEP NOW I PROMISE
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kinda thinking about how the women who serve as maternal figures/raise kids in yyh are never quite ready for it. genkai's an arguable exception, but like.. atsuko had yusuke at 15, shizuru's basically in charge of kazuma full time in her early 20s/late teens (depending on version) with very very absent parents, and even shiori is given a kid she wasn't expecting, in the form of an old, old demon rather than like. a regular, blank slate ass human baby. and although shiori seems to do quite well with kurama, kurama can never be honest with shiori about who he is, or much of what he's seen. if he was, it'd probably make things far more complicated and overwhelming. atsuko, no matter how much she cares for yusuke, Could Not Have Been and thus wasn't ready to have him at 15. her attempts to make the most of that situation have had middling success at best. shizuru has also been placed into a parental role. we don't really know how long she's been raising kuwabara, but that's.. probably still parentification anyway. she shouldn't have to do that, and she shouldn't have to do that so young. and i think some of her coarseness with kuwa is out of frustration with her own inexperience + inadequacy + uncertainty, his not cooperating, and their parents for putting this on her in the first place. the ones who know the full extent of their situation grow desperate and it squeaks out in unpleasant ways, and the one who seems unbothered by it is the only one who has no idea that she's in way over her head. and i mean. ok. gonna preface this by saying keiko is NOT yusuke's mom in any sense of the word. but she does take care of him in a way atsuko couldn't manage to. she's often looking after him and cleaning up after his messes and stuff. she takes him on as a responsibility, and that is, in a way, a caretaker role. not to say that it SHOULD be her responsibility, but it's how she ends up being.
and when the stress of trying to make someone take care of themselves or be kind or good or Whatever goes awry, again, the violence and arguing and distance and ugliness of caring for someone reveals itself.
and i wonder about that. for a series dedicated to physical fighting as a form of communication, what does it say that this extends to the complicated, quietly desperate situations of so many of the women/girls it depicts, whom our more central characters were shaped and raised by?
hell, even hiei touches on this, because hina loved hiei, but there was no way she was prepared for him, obviously, nor for the pain of losing him. rui (whom i also see as a sort of caretaker figure to hiei, inasmuch as either of them were caretakers) literally throws him off a cliff because she couldn't face down the village elders, and out of some mixture of care for hina and, likely, fear for her own survival. and the guilt and pain of that killed hina and deeply wounded rui.
it's like motherhood, this thing that's so often treated as sacred and beautiful, is a kind of stitched up, painful, eggshell-walking thing that hurts parent and child and it's just. oughh
#genuinely begging for discussion on this bc im too tired to think about it anymore but i think it's cool#yyh#yu yu hakusho#also apologies if any of the atsuko stuff's iffy im anime-only </3 i skimmed the wiki but. it's the wiki so grain of salt#atsuko urameshi#shizuru kuwabara#shiori minamino#keiko yukimura#genkai#yyh meta#<- i never tag stuff w that but i probably should..#this is making me a little emo about all of them but on the side more quietly kurama bc like. bro he loves his mom so much and he can't tel#her ANYTHING. houghhh she will never ever know him she will live and die within his lifetime and not know any of the big beautiful terrible#life of his that she's missed. god that fucking sucks dude wait#anyway something that's only grown in importance to me is how prickly the relationships in yyh can be. like damn they do love each other#and it's even mostly a good thing. but sometimes that means you're shitty to each other. sometimes you're not great at it yk#and the characters therein are complicated and flawed without feeling like it's a huge focus. like plenty of media go here's these fucked u#guys look at how they scuttle and that's cool fr but with yyh it feels so subtle and gentle and real. it's so personal and human and i love#it. even when it means hiei doesn't reunite with the gang at the end or when genkai never tells yusuke what he means to her#y'know? that stuff used to hurt me and now it hurts me in a good touching 'god i love people' kinda way. yeah
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Leaks for those extra BNHA chapters dropped today and I hate to say that it's kinda giving Tokyo Revengers😭
#granted it's not as bad as tokrev's ending but it's terrifyingly closer than it should be#i'm not even gonna get into it up here i ranted on discord plenty enough for now#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#don't take this post too seriously because it's fiction and I'm half joking and i adore Horikoshi's writing despite its flaws
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Drew ralsei while looking at some pious guys in a middle ages art history class
#will try to get around to responding to people on here once i get home today! lots of missed intersections on my behalf this week#anyway enjoy ralsangel#ralsei#deltarune#class doodles#taking a test on the second day of class... yayy#that starts now lol wish me luck#update; got a 60 :(#whoops typo in tags#**lots of missed interactions#ok in my defense it was only 5 questions so i only missed 2... it was on a veeerry long reading of which we were not told what to focus on#doesnt change the fact that i failed but it softens the blow lmao#i think it'll be a daily quiz so there should be plenty more to make up for it... aand i also now know what look out for in our readings lol
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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kay but
what dirt does he have on Wolfie?? 😭😭😭
#linked universe#someone might have made this post before#but i don't keep super close tabs on lu all of the time sadly#i just saw the update and this was the first thing i thought of#i tried to scroll back but this fandom is so active 😮💨 that's a good thing tho#wild linked universe#wolfie linked universe#twilight linked universe#EDIT: I forgot it didn't say when Twi transformed in front of him so he obvs knew by this point I'm just dumb#it's the middle of the night my brain shut off hours ago sorry guys#I'll probs delete this later :D#should delete it now but idk i find my stupidity here a bit funny#it's still late I have plenty of time to be embarassed in the morning
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idk why this fandom is so insecure about actually disagreeing on some things with george. like ofc i get it hes the author and ofc he has immense authority on his text but lol this is art. if you have ur opinion that u can substantiate and doesn’t require misconstruing and deliberately misinterpreting/making shit up why are u so desperate for his validation. and its usually silly shit too
#like im sorry there are plenty of gripes u can have with what he does anyway 😭#and how he executes certain things#u can have ur own preferences. unbelievable i know#now this is where dota should come up lmaoo#especially if it doesnt concern the intention and theories etc like if its subjective shit cmon#i get that when ppl assertively say misconstrued bullshit#and pull it out of nowhere#but again
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Sometimes I see hot takes in fandom tags that I’d really love to reblog with an impassioned rebuttal but then I realize it’s not worth it because it’s fandom and I wouldn’t want to genuinely upset whoever posted them, over fiction. (I would never make personal attacks but you never know what somebody’s going to take as a personal attack, you know?)
Sometimes I want to make my own post that contains what I want to say in rebuttal but framed as a new hot take, but then I realize it’d be obvious it’s a response anyway so again, I’d better not.
But ohhhhh sometimes. Sometimes I see the same bad take again and again and I just. Grit my teeth and continue to be so very good and not respond. While seething.
#kidk says stuff#no worries yall im not vaguing about any of you (i dont think!)#this is about ‘the yiga clan should just shut up and accept their oppression’ hot takes. there now it’s not vague at all!#((today it’s about that anyway. it works for any fandom I’m in though. I’ve had this feeling plenty of times))#lol you know? I actually HAVE a quite sarcastically worded post on the subject stored safely in my drafts#where I can add to it anytime I get annoyed but it can’t potentially alienate anyone
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TBOB spoilers:
Ever since I read that book, I've been rotating that triangle around in my mind like a rotisserie chicken.
I was going to ask if anyone would read an absurdly long review of the book / Bill's character as a whole, as I don't want to spend like a month writing something that no one would read, but I don't think I can stop myself. I want that triangle out of my head!
This is just the start of it by the way.
#the book of bill spoilers#tbob spoilers#the billble spoilers#bill cipher#i don't usually write reviews beyond the occasional notes in my diary#but i've watched plenty and i've been writing for years so it should be no problem#i forgot what a vice grip this little guy used to have on me#idc if anyone reads it i need him out of my head NOW#[personal tag here]
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also love aroaceness love being aroacespec but i need to vent for a sec, realizing im on the aro spectrum and queering my ideas about how relationships can be has fucking eviscerated my ability to write romance. nearly every one i try to write ends up being more queerplatonic and suuuper not traditionally romantic (in most cases you can't even really call it that), and even when it doesn't, i get totally lost trying to write the attraction bc - i can't describe it as "wanting to be more," bc romance isn't inherently better/more fulfilling than platonic relationships, i think an actual romantic relationship is already just a best friend with different intimacy, but you can't boil it down to JUST that, bc then that's physical/sexual attraction which is a whole third thing, and anyway friends can kiss and sleep together perfectly platonically, and what even IS the difference between platonic and romantic anyway? like yeah my romance writing when i was 12 was a little more shallow but at least it was ROMANCE. please its so dark in here
#truly 100% of what it comes down to is 'what the fuck is the dividing factor between romantic and platonic attraction'#and the answer is i have no fucking idea. i KNOW it exists but i don't know what it IS#and dont say 'desire for your relationship to be percieved as romantic/platonic' that's still not a satisfying answer.#it ACKNOWLEDGES that there's a difference but it doesn't say what the difference IS!!#and i refuse to believe that the only defining factor of romantic vs platonic is outward perception. these are Internal feelings you#KNOW that it's deeper and more complex than that.#WHAT IS ROMANTIC ATTRACTION . ITS ALL BESTIEISM ANYWAY#this is all so fucking stupid of me to say btw because i have literally been in love before i KNOW the feeling.#i read plenty of romance and even my old writing i think is actually hella good in this regard#but i WILDLY overthink every single thing about it now. i feel like i need to justify these dynamics with#'WHY is this a romantic relationship when every element of it could be kept and it could be a perfectly platonic relationship?'#<- this is how relationships should be. i think. thats a Bestie that youre in love with.#but it makes writing it SO HARD. because i dont know what MAKES it romantic INSTEAD of platonic#anyway. ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!#mine#writing#aromantic#aromanticism#arospec#i need a tag for this bc this is a thing ive talked about before#->#the great romanticplatonic pedanticism#relationships
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oh, also while going through my 2022 file, i realized i never posted this.
enjoy this sketch. funny to compare my 2020 tpoh art to my end of 2022 tpoh art.
#doodles#2023#tpoh#the property of hate#rgb#magnus [0]#light entertainment#oh my brainrot of 2020-2022#that was a biggin'#dw i still like tpoh plenty <3. i just have other louder brainrots right now. can never give up my fav rgb. he's the one who got me into#object heads and tpoh got me into more abstract narrative writing. i just enjoy tpoh more quietly now#should draw him again i love rgb man#what a great fking character
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oughhhhh rant under the cut about bads babies
Sorry im so ill about bad's kids tonight
I can imagine dapper obviously looks like him, but pomme looks like him, especially in her face.
I think the difference in dapper and pomme is Dapper follows in bad's current footsteps, self sacrificial and experimental but in a much different way than pomme. Dapper follows after bad in the way that he pays attention, and has been around long enough to listen to bad's stories and learn from them rather than having to experience them, but pomme's so little....
Being not only Bad's kid but etoiles and antoines..... A warrior with a strong moral compass, a seemingly passive immortal eldritch being, and another immortal being but not passive, with his own moral compass that differs from other people because of how long hes been around...
Etoiles is in his early years for lack of a better term, living what we can presume for now is a human lifespan, his morals as far as we can tell is based on those he loves, and maybe bad has that type of moral compass too, but theres such a strong difference when you've lived for as long as bad has.
As far as i know, Antoine doesnt talk as often about his lifespan, but Bad has actively and openly told his kids about people he's loved and lost, maybe not with the intentions of instilling any lessons in there but what else are we supposed to get from them??
Vesuvius, the unnamed lover from 500 years ago, hell even skeppy isnt around right now, although hes still alive.
I think theres a difference between them because Dapper, being bad's kid, was always under the expectation that he would outlive those he loved aside from bad and maybe foolish. We can see the extension of how bad treats foolish in how Dapper treats foolish, how they bond and how bad's wordlessly inflicted his "gift vs present" mindset that he had to explain to someone like Bagi, who made the mistake of telling bad she wanted to give someone a "gift" several times before realizing theres a difference and she had to specify she meant "present".
I gotta wonder if Antoine didnt really instill the idea of immortality into his daughter, i mean like who would right?? But two immortal parents?? She has to come to terms with the idea eventually, but right now shes so small...
Bad's talked about how his presence has consistently brought bad luck - eruptions, mass plagues, falling of kingdoms and death of gods, etc. But most of the events he's talked about happened so long ago. Hundreds or thousands of years ago bad learned and relearned the message that people dont stick around, you gotta pick and choose who you really invest yourself in. And why wouldnt it be the eggs? Your kids are immortal, its probably safe to invest yourself in them!
Pomme is self sacrificial, and really caring. We can really see how Etoiles' hero heart definitely instilled itself on her, but theres gotta be a difference between that kind of moral compass when you live for that long and experience that much loss.
Dapper is a little older, and was initially raised a lot differently, and while we see him experiment on herself with the soul vultures, she doesnt talk about self sacrifice nearly as much as Pomme, previously one of the youngest eggs, and the self proclaimed sole target of the codes.
I rambled so fucking much there but just. Bad sees himself in both his kids, but the difference between them is so heavy and i feel so hard for Pomme... shes so tiny, she doesnt need that burden to shoulder, but how can bad help snap her out of it or learn to not do that when shes still so young, and hes fallen back into those habits himself??? I dont wanna say theres a maturity difference in how dapper and pomme go about throwing themselves to the lions but honestly there kinda is... i just dont know how to word it concisely
most of this is probably wrong im probably missing a lot of lore or some shit but its 4:30 am and i have a headache, just let me be ill kjbhyvjhbk
#qsmp#q!bbh#q!badboyhalo#pomme the egg#dapper the egg#q!etoiles#q!antoine#rant#i care about them sm#theyre just little :( and theyre already forced to be so mature :(#theyll have plenty of time to be like that for the rest of their very long lives....... they should be allowed to be babies now
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