#but first: A Difficult Conversation
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there is a time for wisdom, another for love or, in other words, Aleida comes to visit. 12:01 additional scenes and one-shots by sparkle_platypus Chapters: 2/? Fandom: For All Mankind (TV 2019) Rating: General Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Margo Madison/Sergei Nikulov, Margo Madison & Aleida Rosales, Sergei Nikulov & Aleida Rosales Characters: Margo Madison, Sergei Nikulov, Aleida Rosales, original character Additional Tags: missing and additional scenes, the brazilverse, lightness, softness, our space nerds still coping with everything - but together, continuing to let them have nice things
#it's not just margo and sergei who have some healing to do#margo x aleida#letting these two have nice things too#but first: A Difficult Conversation#the brazilverse#12:01#for all mankind#margo x sergei
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Jack and Maddie have realized something horrifying. Their son is being possessed by a dangerous ghost, and has been for some time. They don’t know exactly how long, but looking back, the signs had been for a while.
His strange reactions to their ghost hunting inventions, his new habit of vanishing from his room (or even from school) randomly, his sudden decline in grades, and a million other small things. The issues had gotten worse recently, but had been present for some time. It painted a grim picture. Had he been fighting it this whole time, the ghost gradually wearing away at his will?
No, that can be worried about later. First things first, they’re going to forcibly evict the monster and make sure that no ghost will ever be able to take over his body again.
…meanwhile, Danny is panicking with his friends about his newest foe. A remarkably powerful ghost who stole his body and keeps thwarting every attempt to take it back. Even beyond the typical dangers of a powerful ghost being out and about, its actions could end up revealing him!
#in which the bad fenton parents trope of “Danny has been taken over by an evil ghost and we need to remove it!” is actually right this time!#he genuinely is being possessed by a dangerous ghost and needs to have it removed!#it isn’t just a misunderstanding about Phantom#there’s probably gonna be difficult conversations later about proving that fact though#since any signs of his ghostly side would definitely make them panic about it happening again#danny phantom#dp#danny phantom prompt#dp prompt#danny fenton#jack fenton#maddie fenton#good fenton parents#well. it could go either way. but i’d lean towards “will be accepting but it’ll strain things for a time first while they process”
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Suptober - Day 1 || Liminal [x]
#suptober23#suptober#destiel#destiel fanart#castiel#dean winchester#spnfanart#wiggleart#ITS FINALLLY HEEERRREEEE#of course the first prompt was a little difficult right off the bat and at first I was just gonna shove them in the back rooms#but then after brainstorming with a friend came to this#idea that the conversation in 0407 was a liminal one of Cas’ mental state at the time#it happened at a playground which is Classic Liminal Art subject matter#and then decided to set it at night which is Liminal Time#like when you’re at a sleep over and diving into your deepest secrets with your friends before the sun comes up#also a reminder line art from this challenge alone with 9 other doodles are going up for sale as a 40 drawing coloring page packet#you’ll be able to print out#I’m so excited about that!
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played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles
#dragon age tag#i doubt that will see much use again..but who knows. vvv rambling below#weird game..the characters dialogue stuff and ending were good tho :')#i've played some of the first game but it kept crashing. i knew already despite knowing nothing that this guy was going to be my type#it doesnt feel right making video game art any more bc games like this end up feeling really personal - an experience that happened to me#if i design the main character a bit and fall in love then..that happened to me..i can't make Fan Art of that..only ive been through that..#like i cant make fanart of my dear companions in bg3 despite it having been a huge part of my heart in the last year#almost 1000 hours of playtime in something i can barely talk about bc it means too much.... lol#tons of ideas and conversations and extra thoughts and scenes and emotions about all the incredible times i've been through in bg3#and the maelstrom just rotates around intensely in my own heart forever...but that's ok too...that is so precious to me#but fortunately i already knew people that have played this game and talked/drew abt it recently so it was saved from that for me#sharing scribbly fanart on my Blog is a way to capture the feeling just after experiencing something so it has good points#witch hat atelier escapes that by not being a GAME. games are so immersive. but my wha art & feelings are incredibly immersive too#which makes it difficult sometimes now. i live a complicated and emotional life <3 i am not suited to fandom <3#my character ended up looking so much like oru without me realising that's what i was doing. Kind bearded fireball throwing gay mage. Hmm.#falling for a sad white hair memory trauma fellow that keeps you at a tragic distance. Hmmmmmm.#i see also how very much bg3 is inspired by stuff like dragon age now lol so i'm glad i experienced it. I WANT MY KIRKWALL LIFE BACK...#so dated though as well and unpleasant at times (the city and the dismal atmosphere was depressing.) i hate violence/horror..#bg3 is SOOOO very dismal but it feels like I am killing people and going through horrors because i have to survive i have to be free#Well anyway. ahh it's so refreshing to fall in love. my gay journey continues...
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#star trek ds9#elim garak#julian bashir#feelings#star trek gif#had the first round of a difficult shitty interpersonal emotional conversation today. it went#uh#i guess it went well#there were tears#we go again on saturday
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unfortunately i am still going on ab this but
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LIKE DAMNNN. the fact that GAIA REALINI (no shade to gaia i love you gaia) is standing closer to lotte than demi is kind of insane 😭😭 but not even just the isolated rancid vibes… i feel like it’s made even worse by the fact that demi seems to be a very touchy person at least w lotte? of course case in point that strade 23 and tdff 23 podium but also
the photos of them at the tour and demi actively leaning in to lotte (i’ve also noticed that lotte tends to universally do the little hand around waist thing for everyone but demi likes to put her arm around lotte’s shoulder? maybe i’m not looking close enough at others but it seems like demi is pretty comfortable w casual physical intimacy in a way that lotte might not be at least in front of cameras) ?? also that photoshoot, demi sort of naturally positions herself closer to lotte than others— looking at the rest of the shoot it seems like she’s just naturally more like that with most people but knowing that THEN looking at romandie. shit went downn but we all knew this 😔😔
#this combined with demi saying that she thinks she’s more emotional than lotte… issues with communication… gimme a sec i’m Thinking#on a surface level demi being much more open with people which makes her sort of universally easy to connect with#(linked w her saying she struggles with being a people pleaser??) vs lotte being a little more withdrawn#but the issues in communication stemming from that discordance between outward presentation and the emotional intimacy between them?#like strade 23 lotte said it’d be unrealistic if they ‘flew into each other’s arms’ yet demi’s on the podium putting her cheek to lotte’s#demi trying to push past conflict by being the first to Forgive but did they ever actually talk about it?? nopeee#it’s possible to love someone and still engage in uncomfortable conversations with them!! however demi believes conflict resolution is when#everyone is happy and lotte just follows demi’s lead because she doesn’t feel like it’s worth it until neither of them can stand it anymore#and now instead of having those difficult conversations you can have a catfight through the press. god bless!!#anyways sitting in the airport bored as hell. thank you again for attending a j states the obvious session 🫶#demi vollering#lotte kopecky
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For anyone who's ever been disturbed by those pictures of horses with dog mouths edited on them, google "camel teeth" :)
#just thinking abt this bc camels came up in conversation at work the other day#and i had mentioned to my bosses that camels had fuckass long canines for no goddamn reason#and they didnt believe me at first until one of them looked it up and was like 'god DAMN'#its just a fun little fact i like to share#technically the canines aren't for 'no reason'#theyre actually REALLY good for demolishing woody plants#also camels love to eat cactuses and will swallow them WITH THE SPINES ON#because their rough mouths are able to manipulate the thorns in such a way that they slide down the throat without tearing it to pieces#theyre just that fucking good at eating weirdass difficult plants
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no not me, it's for a friend.
denial.
#Vignette has a way about her!#twenty one pilots#it's sort of funny (?) tht people were surprised tyler said the song's about addiction#like i guess bc it is difficult to think that he could be addicted to anything (at least in the sense of harmful and/or illicit substance)#which is a whole entire different conversation#but when i first heard this call and response my first thought was: this sounds like#something someone says when they're caught w/ drugs/whatever#it's a tribute to zombies#of which i've become#where do i go from here?#WHERE DO I GO FROM HEEERREEE??#(also: blah blah blah denial number 4)
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revisiting the half of a fic i wrote about renarin coming out to adolin and my plans have been completely thwarted by the realization that we have basically no information about how lgbt people on roshar refer to themselves
#no chance the word gay is in either of their vocabularies. probably not homosexual either. so ???#like ok here's the thing: i have a lot of opinions about whether renarin has told anybody about his sexuality (almost certainly not. imo)#and i do think perhaps the most likely scenario is him just coming out via revealing his feelings for/relationship with rlain lol#but if he did tell somebody independent of that i think it probably would be adolin#however. that conversation is so difficult to write when. well. incredibly heavy sigh. see above#anyway if there is some deep wob lore about this please let me know. would love to finish and post a fic for the first time since uh. 2020
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Snippet Sunday Thursday
I was tagged by the lovely @tragediegh! Sorry for the delay in doing this. I was not home at the time and completely forgot about this once I came back!
But the timing actually worked out nicely, because this week I started editing the WIP I've been working on since January. So here's a little snippet from the first chapter :)
“Is that where your ambitions lie these days, then? Do you still… Do you see Dreams?” “Whatever do you mean?” the Fool asked. Playing coy, as if we did not both know the precise reason for my concern. When I refused a reply, he continued softly, “Everyone dreams, Fitz. These days all the more so. How could they not? If legends such as dragons and Elderlings can return to shape the world anew, then why couldn’t the futile hopes of a man come true as well? It is only natural to be seduced by the air of new possibilities. I, too, find myself with dreams both old and new, ones that I had never dared to consider before.” He glanced at me with a teasing twist of a smile. I was not amused. “That is not what I asked.” “Yet it is what I chose to answer.” The self-satisfied smirk did nothing to stop me from scowling, and I pressed that dark glare at him until he gave up and sighed in resignation. “No, Fitz, the response you seek is ‘no’. I have not seen any Dreams since Aslevjal. My time as the White Prophet ended upon my death, and my dreams are no different from yours now. But enough of that. Let us not waste this lovely ride on a subject so dull.”
#rote#rote fanfic#tag game#hhhhh it was oddly difficult to find any easily snippable parts from the first chapter#but this conversation was kinda fun and i was just working on it today so it'll have to do#fool's fate spoilers#i suppose i should tag that bc of the aslevjal death mention
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(trying out a tumblr vent, don't mind me)
#when will i stop getting fucking COLD FLUSHES of anxiety in flirty interactions#i know it's related to anxiety about having to set boundaries that i don't fully know myself#and the fear of having to communicate when they've changed in ways i don't think the other person will “like”#the stresses of being asexual in the dating scene#i'm talking to a guy at the moment and i'm attracted to him#but he just made a jokey comment about making out which is a totally normal flirty thing to say#but immediately my body has flooded the adrenaline (not in the good way) like i'm being hunted for sport#and i KNOW if i communicate to him that i don't know if i want that he'll probably understand#and i KNOW that most people won't push deliberately when you say you want to take things slow#but there's just such a strong perceived pressure that it takes almost nothing from the other person for that fear to bubble up#i hate hard conversations and i hate not being able to go with the flow on things#and being “difficult”#and i don't know anyone else i can talk to who feels this way for ideas on how to work around it#i genuinely think this is the biggest thing holding me back#after my first kiss i got so anxious and wrapped up in my head because i didn't like it that much; that ALL of my feelings towards that#person went sour and i lost all attraction to them#literally how do you work around THAT#it feels like everyone around me has the physical/sexual attraction to fall back on when they're unsure#but i don't have that#literally what do you even DOOOO with this hhHGHGHGHGUHURGHUGUGHGH
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im accidentally full of love for the world and especially my friends and all it took was a perfectly timed 4 day trip down south. perhaps the first time my experience has been mostly good and refreshing lol
#my friends are always good i love seeing them but spending time with my family is difficult#but this time i connected with my nan for the first time in my whole life and i had a nice conversation with my aunt
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Ok while all of our hearts are collectively breaking, I wanted to share a little irl story that I think about whenever I reread LTHY. When one of my best friends, who suffers from anxiety, started seeing her now husband, I asked her mom what she thought of him. And she told me she thought he was perfect for my bestie because "he's so patient with her." And that just really stuck with me because that's not a compliment you hear about people, especially men, often. You'd be more likely to hear something like, "he takes such good care of her" or something like that... but patient? What a beautiful thing to be for another person. To be someone who gives someone else the support, time, space, and compassion to work through things on their own. To show them love, respect, and acceptance of who they are.
Anyways, whenever I read LTHY I always think of this moment because Jungkook is just so patient with OC and it really is so beautiful. Despite the tough ending to this most recent chapter, he was so patient with her when he came to pick her up at the mall and as she tried on her outfits. Even as she was fighting with him outside of his parents house, he was so patient and understanding, knowing that it was probably her anxiety and trauma talking. And our poor OC can feel it, and is frustrated by it, hence her screaming "why are you like this?!". Because she doesn't feel like someone who is deserving of patience, so it doesn't make sense to her. But she does deserve it and I hope that eventually she can love herself enough to accept his patience.
Are there things that both OC and Jungkook need to personally work on for the sake of their well-being as well as their relationship? A thousand percent. But what I really want is for OC to stop shaming herself for the way she is. She already feels really badly about herself due to her experience with Jaehwa, but I think an important thing this chapter highlighted was that she's compounding that with feeling horrible about herself for how she's reacted to that trauma and how it affects the way she behaves in her current relationship. She can't erase that trauma from her past completely, so my wish for her is the self-acceptance that she may be just someone who needs a little more assurance and patience while she's working through that trauma.... and more importantly that she's deserving of someone who is willing to accept her with those scars and meet those needs. But until she's receptive to it and feels she's deserving of it, all of the patience in the world won't be enough unfortunately. Giving someone else patience is really extraordinary, but it's even more extraordinary to be accepting of deserving patience.
oh my god i think i reread this ask over and over again because i genuinely never thought that anyone would analyse my story so much in depth !! im so so so flattered and amazed oh wow 🥹🥹
i definitely agree with you anon!! youre really pointing out some of the few things i really tried to hint at in the chapter! oc says it herself too actually both in the chapter "How even if you tried, he remained patient with you." and here. jk's patience surprises her over and over again. in the end, i think just because of his seemingly unwavering patience jk is able to be so understanding and empathetic towards oc. and its exactly that patience that oc cant accept because of what happened with jaehwa and her. they broke up just like that. there was no time, no patience. she was dropped like a hot potato and told to move on just like that.
i think even more than that its glaringly obvious also that oc never really offers herself any kind of patience. she gets so in her head and critises herself so much, how could she possibly go ahead and accept jk's patience?
both of them have a lot to figure out and i genuinely feel for oc so much because god knows that shes been through enough.
thank you so much for sending this in 💓 reading your take was so interesting and warmed my heart in ways you cant understand because i really wanted to get these things across !! thanks so much 💕
#when i first read this ask i had to pause!!!#im so so so flattered omg#because youre!! so!! right!!#im glad that youre able to see what im trying to do with oc#show how difficult all of this is for her and why she just cant ignore it all and go ahead and meet jk's parents#even though the conversation we witnessed of jk's parents and him was so nice#why she cant even begin to accept jk's kindness and empathy !!#fic: love to hate you#linh.ask#linh.anon#for me
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ive been a little upset about it all night so i need to write out all the things that happened at work today and are bugging me so i can TRY to get it out of my head and actually RELAX bc i just keep pacing in circles around it instead of just accepting it and moving on
#for context i was working frying chicken today. ok so i arrive and literally all the chicken out expires within ten minutes of each other#meanwhile to remake everything takes about an hour 20#tried my best to get everything out and replaced and make sure i have enough of everything and then take my break bc with chicken there are#few narrow windows to take your break in you have very little control over when it is#get back and while im getting ready for my next fry one of the assistant leaders comes back and passive aggressively asks 'everything ok?'#and when i say yeah shes starts saying how shes 'just checking' because apparently i didnt have enough chicken out for her liking and went#on about how we're in a chicken drive (I KNOW. I WORK CHICKEN SHE NEVER HAS.)#etc etc. i just say ok and she leaves#like 20 minutes later she comes fucking back to rag on me again about how i need to choose my break times better and i need to have more#chicken out there as back up (extremely difficult bc there is literally only so much room in the fryers. the batches i usually make already#nearly completely fill them up) blah blah and then when i try to explain how i WAS making pretty big batches people are just snatching them#up fast she keeps trying to walk out the door right away and keeps stopping and looking over her shoulder to just stare at me while i try t#finish my sentence#and she just. doesnt say anything in response when i do finish she just leaves#so clearly she didnt want a conversation she just wanted to rag on me#then later for cleanup the timing of everything just kept lining up inconveniently so i kept having to get in and out of raw cleaning gear#and slowing myself down and i end up having to stay almost 15 minutes late to finish cleaning#during cleaning i have to go grab a key to the back door to take out my trash and this one coworker i have was standing in the way of the#door. i say excuse me and she just stares at me and goes huh?#and i say i need a key and she barely moves out of the way without responding and she has a look like im bothering her#why are you acting like im being douchey. i just need a key. thats something she does a lot she acts like im inconveniencing her by asking#basic favors . ive stopped asking her to help me open the back door (sometimes needed if i also have raw garbage to take out and therefore#cant touch the key myself) for some reason she takes it upon herself to almost completely close the door after i walk out so when i come#back i have to awkwardly use my foot to reach around and pull the door open#ive asked her before not to do it and she just ignored me#GRAH GRAH. and then like i said in my last rb i realized while i was drivign home i forgot to wash a damn pan#im mostly worried about it because ive forgotten a couple times in the past too . in my defense its a pan i personally dont use but it just#gets left behind from first shift sometimes and then second shifters end up having to make sure its clean#im just irritateddd and im mad im worried about it all. its all little things piling up on each other#LOL I WROTE A LOT MORE BUT THE REST GOT CUT OUT IG I HIT A TAG LIMIT. tumblr voice ok dude quit your bitching !!
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#i can't bring myself to talk about the palestine israel stuff publicly online yet no matter how many times i try#but please rest assured that i am not ignoring any of it. it's weighing on me very heavily and occupying most of my irl conversations#every time i try to talk about it i end up writing a fucking novel length brick of text#if anyone wants to talk about it i am here and open to discussing it via DMs#it has been a difficult and exhausting and disheartening and intensely uncomfortable week to be an anti-Zionist jew online#which i do realize is incredibly western/American/first world problems of me to be saying when people are literally dying#but just. i have a lot of thoughts but for the most part they all boil down to frustration at having my entire faith and culture#equated with zionism at every turn#and it is so distressing to watch chronically online westerners actively cheering on death and war and conflict#and none of the things i want to say will fit in a post or a canva infographic or a tweet or an insta story#just. palestinians deserve to live freely. jews deserve to live safely.#what we're seeing now is the inevitable result of decades of violent genocidal settler colonialism#that doesn't make it justified or any easier to swallow or any less heartbreaking#personal#idk
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the way tanuma is introduced as if he's some scary dude is so funny LOL the least creepiest dude on the planet <-goes for a lot of them
#stardust speaking !#post. natsume#theyre all literally Some Dudes#but also natsume who took the first step to start a conversation.......tanuma who first looked for natsume since theyre both talked about#in similar ways.......tanumas dad asking natsume if he can see things and natsume keeping quiet.......and tanumas dad who says no its fine#u dont have to answer that. feel free to come by sometime. talk to my son#also tanumas dad who did all that for some peace of mind...for tanuma....................#'the first step is always the most difficult' head in hands#sure is something that their First convo is natsume (&tanuma) admitting they can (kind of in tanumas case) see youkai#also this is in general but i like that the series starts like. not When natsume transferred there? but rather he is atm hanging out#with nishimura and kitamoto. yknow.#idk i like it. i like nishimura and kitamoto.
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