#but even tho I didn't quite get to yell as loud as I wanted to I'm still pretty proud of this!! and I hope you guys enjoy it as much as me!
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
@dunedragon I blame you for this /j
Having these boys on the brain 24/7 made me wanna stretch my voice acting chops for the first time in a while lol. It is.......Difficult and Intimidating™ to record yelling in a college dorm room, even with two comforters over your head. (Transcript under the cut)
Megaman: Huh?
Lan, through the PET on Megaman’s end: What is THAT?
(??? enters, laughing)
Megaman: Is…is that…?
???: Oh, don’t mind me. I just find it amusing to watch you constantly playing superhero like this. Does it make you feel good inside? Does it distract you from all the pain and suffering?
Lan: Dark Megaman?!
Megaman: Lan…I don’t know how, but…I don’t think that’s Dark Megaman. Something about his presence feels…different. Either way, don’t listen to his lies.
Dark Megaman?: Oh, don’t play dumb. You know you don’t actually ENJOY being the world’s only hope and having to battle some new evil every few months or so. World Three, Gospel, Nebula Gray…you know EXACTLY why you leapt at the chance to fight them. Oh sure, that day, when all the ovens started catching fire, you HAD to act, because otherwise, Lan and Mrs. Hikari could’ve been seriously hurt, and the fire department wouldn’t have made it in time. But the water shortage? The traffic lights and the runaway bus? The power outage at SciLabs? You didn’t HAVE to involve yourself there. You could’ve easily let the net authorities handle it. But you did it anyway. And do you know why? Because you feel like you owe it.
Megaman: …W-what?
Lan: What are you saying?!
Dark Megaman?: You’ve always been a burden to your family, weighing them down with your own limitations and weakness. Not that you could fight back. You weren’t even, what, two years old?
Megaman: H-how do you know that? Who are you?!
Dark Megaman?: Dr. Hikari gave you a second chance at life, and ever since then, you’ve been trying to live up to your status as the next step in navi evolution, trying to find some way to repay him for his kindness. But deep down, you know you can never give him what he REALLY wants. Because no matter how far modern technology evolves, you can’t revive the dead, only copy them. Isn’t that right, Megaman?
Megaman: I’m not listening to you!
Lan: Megaman…?
Dark Megaman?: Oh, I’m sorry, would you prefer to be called “Hub Hikari”? Except, that’s not YOUR name. It never was, because you’re NOT him, and you’ll never BE him, no matter what you do.
Megaman: Stop it!
Dark Megaman?: You’ll always just be a replacement goldfish, who’s desperate to feel useful and yearns for a life and family that were never his.
Megaman: Stop it!!
Dark Megaman?: Why should I?! After all, I’m just telling the truth. And I know the truth…because I’m you.
Megaman: No…!
Lan: …Hub?
Megaman: No! No, you’re not!! YOU’RE NOT ME!!!
Dark Megaman?: (Laughing) That’s EXACTLY what I WANTED to hear!
(P4 boss encounter sound)
Lan: Hub!!
Dark Megaman?: (Laughs)
Lan: Hub! Hub, wake up!! C’mon, please!! I can’t do this without you!!
Shadow Megaman: I am a Shadow… The true self… And if I don’t get to live the life that should’ve been mine, then NO ONE, human OR navi, gets to live theirs!! (Laughs)
#megaman battle network#megaman.exe#rockman.exe#hub hikari#saito hikari#lan hikari#netto hikari#persona 4#sminvoice#I've had a very very VERY long week#the past month in general has just been kinda rough#but even tho I didn't quite get to yell as loud as I wanted to I'm still pretty proud of this!! and I hope you guys enjoy it as much as me!
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
tuesday again 8/20/2024
a little light this week bc i had a fairly wretched week, medically speaking
listening
hozier's nobody's soldier would have been on every 8tracks mix for every character. THEEEEE blorbo song of all time to the point i am already annoyed at the thought of seeing it on every spotify mix. fuckin owns tho. very fun mod sixties heist taste to the horn arrangement
youtube
-
reading
thank you philip.
polished off the Marauders (2019-2022) comics. i liked the first volume way more than these three-- they didn't quite deliver the same quality of art or swashbuckles-per-minute. also this was probably not a great choice for someone who has forgotten what little she once knew about the xmen, even though they came at the beginning of a reboot.
why did i read these? mostly bc they were readily available or with short wait times at my library and my bestie is making me watch all the xmen movies. a girl gets curious about comic books sometimes
surprisingly, i came across this one from the Pocket integration on the firefox new tabs
McDonald likens the functions of Spotify to Google Maps. “Google Maps doesn’t do the exploration for me, but it’s helpful if I go somewhere,” he says. Rather than taking us on guided tours, it provides the tools for us to navigate somewhere new. Much as it shows us what’s nearby and how to get there, and flags notable landmarks others have visited, Spotify helps us access most music, lists global listening trends, and introduces us to artists similar to those we already know. But it’s communities that help us home in on a destination Spotify can help us explore.
part two of breaking down infamous academic paper mill Hindawi and why it was bought by Wiley anyway bc they did seemingly no due diligence, bc as a whole they do very little actual work in the publishing process.
i have included a very long quote bc it is one of only two things that made me genuinely laugh out loud this week (the other was phil unsticking a claw from the couch by backflipping herself out)
One issue of Wireless Communications and Mobile Computing from 2022, edited mostly by Hamurabi Gamboa Rosales, took an average of about 20 days to go from initial submission to revision submission. This is not unlikely, it’s impossible. The easiest way to explain this is with an analogy. Say there’s a pothole outside your house, and you call the council. You tell them ‘there’s a big hole in the road outside my house!’ The person at the other end, rather than tiredly telling you to fill out a form - which is what councils do all over the world, in my experience - instead yells ‘MOTHER OF GOD! WE’RE RIGHT ON IT!’ Twenty minutes later, a bitumen truck comes HURTLING around the corner of your street at full send, with the road workers hanging out the back of it, the driver leaning on the horn and yelling ‘GET OUT OF THE WAY! POTHOLE!’ They pull up outside your house, and you see the brakes go hot. But the guys don’t even wait for it to stop, they jump off while it’s slowing down, and they grab pry bars and a burner and a kettle of bitumen, and they start hammering out the edges, pour the bitumen and start slamming it with hammers almost at the same time. In about six minutes, the hole is filled and flattened, and they admire their work for about four hundred milliseconds and SCREAM off the way they came. No sooner has the truck disappeared, then your phone rings - and it’s the council worker from before. ‘POTHOLE! *pant* *pant* FIXED! Happy to be of service!’ *click* That’s how likely the entire editorial process taking 20 days is.
-
watching
i don't understand why the third xmen movie isn't named x cubed. it extremely is not their last stand there are like a dozen more movies to go. gun to my head i could not tell you what happened in this one. whatsherface did look good as hell though
and now for the movie i actually want to talk about, Monkey Man (2024, dir. Patel). imdb says:
An anonymous young man unleashes a campaign of vengeance against the corrupt leaders who murdered his mother and continue to systematically victimize the poor and powerless.
i am so so so lucky that my favorite kind of fight scene — fast, brutal, right spaces with improvised weapons-- is fashionable. pour it DIRECTLY into my open mouth
i think i generally agree with a broad sweep of reviewers here when i tell you that this movie is gorgeous and grossnasty at the same time, there are a lot of ideas that aren't all quite resolved, and i am much more interested in why it has a hell of a lot of ideas (part of why they don't all get resolved).
patel's first movie, it feels very much like a movie of someone who isn't sure they'll be able to do another one, so throw everything you've got in here. a sort of famously rocky production and shoestring budget, but you would not know it. the club scenes are especially dripping in glitz and, like many stage productions, have a lot of clever editing and strategic deployment of mirrors and repeats. there's a fight scene with hanging mirrors near the end where the mirrors can't have been more than fifty bucks each but it looks SO fucking sick.
i am much more willing to go to bat for this movie and ignore some of the rough edges bc it is so refreshingly earnest, and despite the style references, is very focused on being its own thing. at some points it's going to feel like The Matrix (1999, dir. the Wachowskis) bc every movie made in a post- The Matrix (1999, dir. the Wachowskis) world is going to feel a little bit like The Matrix (1999, dir. the Wachowskis). or like when the above gif happened in the movie it did not make me want to turn it off and go watch the first john wick.
people who live in india or are part of the diaspora are a little cranky about the political parties of the film, which had to be neutered for release. while i don't think i would have grasped all the nuances even if we did have the original cut, i think it's likely some of the characters would have resolved a little cleaner if that original intent was still there.
why did i watch this? i think patel is easily as hot as tumblr darling mifune. while drafting this post i got distracted sooooooo many times trying to pick the perfect gif. some of them are too hot!!!
-
playing
fallow week
-
making
just stayin alive! just livin the fuckin dream!!!
26 notes
·
View notes
Text
John Doe (Joker) x reader
I would have never written this if my friend doesn't show me the game. I've been avoiding it cuz of the ship but now i fell for yet another ver of joker. The bruce x selina in the game is so darn cute tho^^ ty friend
Gn!reader
____________________________
Sitting at a restaurant with John in front of you. He had a wide smile on his face, just happy to be here, with you.
He has been having issues with expressing his love towards Harley. If he'd asked you you'd say shes no good for him. But you didn't wanted to break the poor guys heart.
He had asked you many questions including dating.
"Why should i answer that? Im not Harley"
"Just, just try please, i know you're good with impressions!"
Sighting but you gave in. He gave out a chuckle.
"If i brough you a flower would you like it? Would a poem be too much? What should i even say? What should i start the conversation with?"
You tried your best answering them. He usually gave you a nod or asked you to explain further.
After too many questions you stopped him.
"You know i think you should just be yourself..."
"But how? If i don't even know who i am.."
"If you keep pretending to be something you're not, you're gonna get tired of it. It won't feel natural ya know? If you be yourself, it'll have this comfortable feeling to it. Like you don't have to try too hard to be something ur not. You wouldn't want someone to fall in love with just a pretend. I think ur sweet and caring John. You deserve love"
He stared at you, almost surprised?
"Im sure you'll find yourself. Who you ment to be"
"W-wow, if i could blush i would!"
You just smiled at him
"Thanks a lot really! You always know what to say, im so happy. I want to be as wise as you one day!"
He got up and went over to hug you. You just petted his shoulders. Poor guy, he deserves better than anyone in that rotten Pack. Even if you were part of it.
_______________________________
He made you feel kind of warm inside..He did take pictures of you and hanged them around his room.
He sure isn't shy to be loud about his love. But is it really just friendship he wants?
He stared at you often. He is always so happy to see you, waving and yelling hi at you.
He could yap for hours. What he loved so much about you is that you would always listen.
When a mission was on he'd already made the decision that hes going with you. He would think it was natural.
He loves spending activities with you. He'll remember all your interests.
The guy sometimes follows you around like a lost puppy.
Your smile made him feel all warm and fuzzy. He loves to stay in your presence
He loved to see you fight, it get his adrenalin pumping.
He wanted to impress you so bad. With his jokes, with his 'strength'. With his colourful sense of style..
He did feel uneasy whenever someone got a bit too close to you. You're his best friend not theirs! He just couldn't figure out that what he felt was jealousy.
He wouldn't deny the fact that you're quite handsome/pretty.
Oh could it be? He slowly placed the puzzles together in his head. Maybe, maybe he did wanted to be more than friends. But would you return his love? Is he good enough for you?
Thats it, he gotta make the perfect plan so you'll fall in love with him for sure! Oh he can't wait, to hold,kiss and hug you.
#the joker#joker#joker x reader#the joker x reader#the joker x gn reader#joker x gn reader#animated joker#batman telltale#telltale#telltale joker#telltale john doe#telltale john doe x reader#john doe#john doe x reader#john doe telltale
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
I got an idea- what if at some point in time Sari gathered all Team Prime for a group therapy kinda thing where they just talk over the little conflicts and issues and come up with solutions/compromises. As a little team bonding exercise.
At first most of them thought it was stupid but Optimus insisted they do it so 'they can work better together as a team'.
So they all sat in the main room, it was quite awkward starting it but Sari gave them some prompts on how they can word things and it got a little better.
"I don't like when you make such loud ruckus with paint cans because loud noises hurt my audials." Prowl was the one to start it properly.
"Oh, I didn't know that- sorry, I'll try to be more careful next time." Bulkhead acknowledged. It was literally that simple. Sure, Ratchet was a bit stubborn when it came to him and his overworking habit but it wasn't as bad as when someone asked Bee to say something because he hasn't spoken about anything since they started.
Bee was exceptionally stubborn about everything- he kept saying he doesn't see any problems when in fact there were much problems with quite few situations he kept pulling.
Eventually tho Sari persuaded him to try one of the prompts with what he thinks is an issue and he gave it a try.
"When you leave me alone I... feel sad." was the first line he said. When the others asked him to elaborate... boy he wished he didn't say anything.
"I guess I feel sad- and kinda lonely." "I just don't like being alone cuz when I do I start thinking all the bad stuff." "Whenever I try to hang out you just keep telling me to go away and leave you be." "I just wanna spend time with you and it's like you don't want me around anymore and-... uhh."
Bee didn't even realize he started rambling when he noticed all of them staring at him with concerned expressions.
He tried to go back on whatever he spilled about his own issues but it was too late. It soon became an argument about Bee denying anything that was being said to him and the others trying to get him to open up again.
"-All you say is you have more important things to do and won't spend time with-..." Bee spurted out when they were arguing.
"And you think you're not important enough for us to spend time with you?" Prowl said gently what Bee was very much thinking.
"..I- I didn't say that!" Bee yelled. "But you just implied it!" Ratchet yelled back. They were all arguing. Bee was very defensive over everything, just wanting to shut the whole deal down.
"You help us feel better all the time- so why can't we help you?" Sari yelled at him at some point, which made him shut up. Bee didn't answer, all he did was cross his arms and look to the side at the floor in attempt to ignore them.
The others however took that opportunity and started saying that they're sorry about making him feel this way, that they want to help him and undo all the damage they caused on accident, that he is important and how good of a friend he is and how much they care about him.
They only stopped when they noticed tears falling down Bee's face- Bee sat still and silent the whole time, one good look at him would tell he was purposely trying his best to keep the stone expression but the act was falling apart more the more they spoke to him. Forced stoic expression barely holding while his frame shook and more tears fell down involuntarily.
What really broke him was Sari going up and hugging him, closely followed by Prowl. Despite many attempts he couldn't stop his sobs and cried.
"I-i-i h-hate yo-ou al-l..." He managed to choke out.
"No, you don't." Bulkhead said kindly and wrapped and arm around his buddy in a gentle side hug. The rest came together and gave him comfort too. It took a while before he quieted down with the crying but still, he only flopped his helm back on Prowl's shoulder when he pulled away slightly from the hug to ask if he was feeling better now. That meant no, he needed more comfort. And the others were happy to provide it.
After that the others were much more considerate when talking to Bee. All that mess during the session revealed much personal issues with Bee; it was really just a big red arrow pointing at him with texts varying from attachment/abandonment issues, dubious self-worth to the lack of any healthy relationships/friendships before them. It also made them aware of other stuff he does that might and most likely is connected to all these.
Truth be told, Bee did help them feel better whenever they were feeling sad, be it acts of kindness, jokes or play. But he never seemed to have those issues himself, it shouldn't be surprising Bee has been sweeping all of that under a rug to keep pretending that everything was fine. It almost seemed like Bee didn't trust them enough to let them in...
But that was the past. Now they will do their best to not make those mistakes again. They care about Bee and it hurt them to see that Bee didn't think they really did. After the "group therapy turned one person therapy" they all were better at communicating with each other- and whenever Bee did try to hang out they either did or explained why they can't hang out now but promised to spend time with him after they do that.
It might've been subtle change but the amount of times Bee has behaved like an asshole reduced significantly. The others definitely took notice of that. Heck, Bee himself started coming to them for comfort for once- it was rare but it still counted. And it showed the amount of trust he put in them to not hurt him.
They all had their own preffered ways to receive and give comfort- with Bee it was physical touch. His way to show his care and love was hugs and gentle touches so it made sense for him to want those hugs and gentle touches as a way to reassure him.
That session might not have gone the way Sari planned it but hey, it worked out way better than expected in the end.
54 notes
·
View notes
Note
Hi!! If requests are still open, could I request headcanons of Sebek, Riddle, Vil and Jamil with an s/o who makes them a bento box 🍱 because they love them oh so much? TYSM!!
Sure! I am so sorry for not responding or doing this requests!
Thank you so much for requesting tho!
tw: Nothing just you making and giving them a bento box! Fluff, ooc
-So how do I write this man
-Ah I know!
-Now we all now Sebek is uh quite hard headed, let's say, but your his s/o so you get soft moments with him!
-The price for that is that you have to hear him scream every. single. time.
-Okay maybe not every time but you know what I mean
-You did noticed that Sebek was a little bit more busy than usual (I wonder why) and decided "you know what? Let's go make him a bento!" and because you love Sebek so much and see his efforts even if some people find him annoying most of the time
-So while Sebek was doing what he always does, you decide to make a bento for him for all his hard work and his efforts and because you appreciate him!
-And after all that hard work you were very proud of your own work and decided to give it to Sebek once you found him! (Which didn't take too much time considering he always tries to find you if he isn't trying to find Waka sama)
-He saw you and he ran to you
-Now some people may underestimate Sebek because of how loud he is and yata yata but believe me he can be pretty observant as he is one of Malleus retainers
-Sebek noticed you hid both your hands behind your back while you smiled at him
-Sebek was going to question you what you had behind your hands until you interrupted him and brought both your hands to his face like one of those cliche anime scenes if yk what I mean
-Safe to say Sebek was surprise, and the tsundere he is, he started to stammer his words and like those cliche anime scenes once again, turned his head around and crossed his arms while his face was beet red
-You laugh of course and just told him to take it
-He did btw
-His face still obviously red but nonetheless grateful for the bento box and the more he looked at it the more his face turned red
-It could possibly rival Riddle's hair color
-The next day Sebek tells you to gift him more bento box because it's your food that you made and he admits, it's delicious! (Listen even if you suck at cooking or baking, Sebek will still love it nonetheless)
-RIDDLE OGJISESDBG
-Anyways ignore that and we'll get back on to our main topic thank you very much
-Now, Riddle is always so busy being the housewarden and dealing with rule breakers and you decided, "hey why not make him a bento?" Because he deserves it and because you noticed more lately that he seems a little bit more tired than usual
-And because you love him dearly too
-So the plan was set!
-While Riddle was dealing with the Rule breakers and doing his duties as the house warden, you made a bento in the kitchen of Heartslabyul
-It wasn't the best, but it wasn't the worst too!
-The Adeuce, Trey and Cater know what your doing and they teased you lightly for making a bento for their house warden but told you good luck
-If you were being honest, you were quite nervous to see how this would turn out
-But you suck it up and decided to just give it to him!
-You just really hope he really really likes it!
-And he did
-So here's how it went. Riddle had a break from all his duties and decided to be in the Garden where the hedgehogs were and played with them, keeping them entertained (Sevens above if someone besides you saw it they would lose their head)
-And you being the s/o of Riddle, of course knew where he was! It was technically part of the rules too so it was natural for him to follow
-you went to the Garden and went out to find Riddle with the hedgehogs and decided to sneak up on him
-It was not a good idea
-He understandably flinched and yelled out "OFF WITH YOUR HEAD"
-You knew what was coming but you wanted to the pay the price for the reaction
-Riddle saw that it was just you and decided to remove the collar and apologized to you while some of the hedgehogs went to your side
-Riddle asked you why you were here and you said you wanted to give him something
-And you gave him a bento
-To say the least, he was surprise, it took him a minute to process what was happening, but once he did, his face was all red that was even redder than his hair!
-But he thanked you nonetheless and gave you a quick small peck on the cheeck
-Safe to say it turned out great!
-And now every now and then, you make him a bento and got better overtime!
-VIL TOO EOIHFEWF
-Uh okay anyways
-Ah the infamous model, Vil Schoenheit, where do I begin with this?
-Vil is the most busiest of them all, so he doesn't really spend time much with you sadly, but whenever he has the chance he does spend time with you
-And since Vil was going to have one of his rare breaks, you decided for the day to make him a bento! And because you love him very much
-It took lots attempts trying to perfect it, and how it would fit Vil's diet
-You skimmed through recipe books for the perfect bento food and found the one! You immediately started working on it and tried to perfect it no matter how many attempts
-You were very determined to perfect this!
-Now normally you wouldn't try to be very determined to do this kinds of things, but this was Vil we were talking about! Your literal boyfriend, plus considered as a perfect and beautiful model too
-You didn't want to mess it up now!
-After awhile you finally perfected the bento and carefully molded the food in the bento and closed it with the lid
-You really hope Vil would like it
-As I said before, Vil's schedule is so busy it's insane, but today was his break so he decided to try and find you to spend time with him
-But he hasn't seen you much lately..
-He asked Rook if he knew where you went, Rook said that you were planning something special and that he would like to keep it a secret from him
-Vil was curious but didn't press any further as he wanted to see what you have planned today
-Rook simply smiled at him and told him to meet you at the spot you guys met. Vil turned around and went to where you were
-Or where you guys met
-He saw you sitting on a bench while holding something. He took a step closer trying to see what it was
-You noticed him and waved at him and you stand up and gave Vil the bento you made
-Vil was surprise but regained quickly his composure
-He took it from you and you smiled at him, and from the rest of the day the both of you held hands together and smiled at each other, Vil btw also loves the food or bento that you made and appreciate that you tried to do it in a similar way of his diet
-Rook is also watching you guys btw
-HELP I'M RUNNING OUT OF IDEAS
-Now Jamil is also very busy, with having to babysit Kalim and cleaning up after kalim is just really tiring and exhausted
-You felt bad and decided to make a bento for Jamil and tell him to take a break once in awhile, and this is your way of saying I love you to him
-So you quickly went to it
-Finding some recipes and stuff yk the same
-And some time later yata yata still the same, you finished the bento
-Jamil relieved a sigh of breath since he finally managed to get a break from Kalim
-Jamil was sitting on his bed when all of the sudden, you busted down the door and approach Jamil while he jumped from the sudden violence against his door
-Jamil looked at you, curious to know what you did now
-He was about to scold you as well and ask you why you were here when suddenly you gave him the bento and ask him to take care of himself and left the room
-with a note
-Jamil looked at the box, and then at the letter, and it went back and forth. Before he really started to read the letter
-"Dear Jamil, I want you to take care of yourself and take a break once in awhile, let someone else deal with Kalim for a little, maybe at least 5 minutes or 10 minutes or so? But that's all I have to say in this letter and I love you- [name]"
-Jamil slowly closed the letter and started to blush and was grateful for your efforts
-Jamil promised to you and himself that he would take care of himself better and take a few breaks, just for you
-He put the letter on top of his drawer and ate the food in the bento while smiling to himself
I just realized, most of my headcannons are related to food or most of you guys requests foods.
Btw you can really really tell I started running out of ideas
Well hope you guys enjoyed this fanfic and thank you for requesting!
#atier's works✎#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#sebek x reader#riddle x reader#vil x reader#jamil#sebek zigvolt x reader#riddle rosehearts x reader#vil shoenheit x reader#jamil viper x reader
332 notes
·
View notes
Text
Meet cute
Greg Hirsch x Reader
Warnings: its cheesy romcom stuff, english isnt my first language, this isnt canon to succession at all, might be somewhere season one but shiv is working at waystar, use of y/n
Fluff nothing more.
Summary: Reader is Shivs assistant and has to bring some secret documents to Toms new assistant. He is your bosses cousin and has been working at waystar only for a few weeks. You are more than curious to meet him.
Notes: i loveeee succession and i love Cousin Greg the egg. I am not ready for it all to end. And damn the last episode is gonna air one day before my birthday. Another reason to cry at my birthday…it happens every year. Also none of my friends are into succession ( such bad friends ) so if you want to be my succession bestie pls dm me. Thx for reading this. And if you like it, just so you know, comments are like long hugs to writers :)
A loud knock on your office door interrupted your work. For hours you sat on the same boring documents and your head was literally glowing. The day had not started very well. After you arrived late at the trainstation and had missed your train, you felt you already knew that today would be awful. As you walked out into the New York winter air with cold ears, you almost collided with someone else. Why didn't this giant pay more attention to where he was going?
At Starbucks you quickly bought an overpriced coffee and two bagels. One for you and one for your boss. You had overslept and didn't really have time for breakfast and even though you were actually quite good at your job, you could get fired at any time. Waystar was not known for treating its employees well. The longer you worked there the more you hated the company. But you couldn't just quit. You have to pay rent and have enough money to keep you and your two cats alive. You needed that job. That means, that it happened more than often that you had to skip eating or sleeping. The main thing is that your boss has her hot coffee and snacks on her expensive coffee table every morning. And you need to do your job as her assistant perfectly, without ever being late.
But most mornings she wasn't even in the office. you could only wonder what happened to the cold coffee.
About four hours after you ran sweaty and red-headed to your little office to spend the next few hours in front of your computer, there was a loud knock on the door.
"Heyy, Good Morning Y/N. Nice to see you. Can you please bring these to my husband on the other floor. I have a meeting now. See you.“
And away she went again. Shiv Roy had handed you a pack of documents, at least thats what you thought it was. You read the word confidential printed on the envelope in red color. Even tho you were in the middle of something, you decided to take a break and bring that envelope to Shivs husband.
You weren't sure where it suddenly came from, but on the way to the elevator you got a little nervous. Not only because of Shiv's somewhat strange husband. Tom Wabsgans had given you the ick from the beginning. He was tall and rich, like almost every other man who worked here. And yes money can make people a bit peculiar. But Tom... he was on another level. You had once heard him yell at a co-worker for "breathing too loudly". Also, there were rumors going around that he offered to give some employees a fortune, if they would be his "human furniture" for a week. If anyone in this building would claim that Tom had a piece of meat cut out of his own body to eat as a steak, no one would be surprised. You least of all. He gave you a strange feeling every time. But your nervousness came from something else.
The day before, Inej, one of your best friends who used the office next to yours, had whispered to you at lunch that she had seen tom's new assistant. She had grinned and said:
"so if I wasn't already in a happy committed relationship with this awesome guy, I would have given him my number for sure. Fuck Y/N, he's really cute."
Since this talk you had caught yourself wanting to know more about this guy. Because cute wasnt how you would describe most guys who worked for Logan Roy. Most of them where sleazy, moneyhungry guys with big watches and tailored suits. They catcalled all the women who worked with you, honestly you hated their guts.
Inej had sent you a message the night before. She'd heard from two of Tom's coworkers that the assistant was probably part of the Roy family. A cousin or nephew or something. If this rumor was true, then it was definitely the hottest gossip in ages.
The elevator ride didn't take long and with the envelope in your hand you walked confidently towards Tom's office. You had already raised your hand to knock on his office.
But it should not come so far, from the side came a great force that almost made you fall. But before you could curse again the shitty "all women must wear high heels rule" and hit the floor, someone held you by your waist.
"Oh god sorry. Uh. I'm really sorry about that."
You had no idea how you could have almost been knocked over for the second time today. You were kinda getting angry. Why was this day so awful.
"oh fuck, can't you be more careful?!"
When you turned to the side you almost regretted your loud harsh tone.
In front of you stood a tall guy, brown hair, crooked tie and an apologetic and quiet adorable puppy look on his face.
„So, uh, i m sorry. Truly? uh…Truliest.“
You didnt really know how to respond. Damn that guy is tall.
„Wait, uh, are you Y/N? You know because i, uh , i didnt stalk you or something, i saw you on a photo, this coworker, uh, i think her name was Inej, she showed me a picture, like of you guys, and - well i just assumed that might be, uh, you? And i…“
„What?“
„I am Greg, i uh work for Tom, and yeah so yesterday- i talked to this wom…“
„No i get that part. You really need to look where you are going…Greg.“
You were putting on a little smile. Inej was right, he was cute, and apparently also very clumsy. And nervous?
Greg was tucking his hair behind his ear. He didnt looked that shocked anymore. A small smile creeping on his face.
Damn. You really liked that face.
„I am really sorry, Y/N. I kinda, uh, feel like i owe you something?“
You were blushing. Nervously you looked down. He is so tall he probably can’t see the blushing like that.
„Would you maybe give this to Tom?- its from Shiv. And probably important.“
You handed him the envelope. You could have sworn your hands touched. You felt like cringing. This feels like you are in a stupid romcom. Stop blushing and smiling this isnt pride and prejudice.
If you hadn’t looked down while being flustered, you could have witnessed Greg’s cheeks turning a little red too.
Nervously he gave you a thumbs up.
„ sure. Uh - and, eh, maybe i could buy you something for lunch? I don’t know… there is this really cool pizza place i always wanted to go, i … sorry, maybe you don’t even like pizza. Eh i just thought we could maybe go there? And i would pay - obviously. -Not because i am a man or something, uh like i am a feminist and i believe you could pay for yourself, but, uh i you know almost knocked you over because i didnt look where i was going…“
His nervous rambling continued. Your little smirk turned into a genuin smile.
„Hey Greg.“
„Uh yeah?“
„I would love that.“
On the way back to your office, you forgot how horrible this day started. With a smile on your face you pushed the button to go up. Entering the elevator you looked around, he was still standing where you left him. Grinning to himself. You saw him looking back up to search for your face, right when the elevator doors closed in front of you.
#greg hirsch x reader#nicholas braun#nick braun#succession#fanfic writer#gregory hirsch#greg the egg#succession hbo#succession fan fiction#shiv roy#tom wambsgans#fluff#l to the og#greg hirsch#cousin greg#logan roy#ao3 author
182 notes
·
View notes
Text
♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ 𝔹𝕒𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞 ₊˚ˑ༄
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ not a request
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ Happy Birthday to my shy hamster!! <3
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ fluff
Affiliation with @virtualbookstore
Kohane's birthday were coming... you were studying all the photos she sent you in recent months to not miss any clue what she might be silently hinting on. Maybe she wanted something specific for birthday?
You didn't knew if it was just a misunderstanding or if she was actally giving you hints... but she've been going out to bakery's and cafe's quite often... and took many nice photos of butterflies... so even if those weren't her hints, you took it as a hint from universe that you should bake something for your girlfirend's birthdays!
You decided to make vanilla-peach flavored cake with white chocolate butterflied on top! Maybe even few flowers? It all really depends if you have a lucky day and if your skills will decide to cooporate or not... but even if it'd be bad, you still would give your all!
You didn't really trust your skills in the end tho so you decided to ask An for little help! She agreed to let you use kitchen in Weekend Garage before opening hours and she even offered to help with chocolate butterflies!
What you and An forgot about tho was that VBS had a morning practice today... And you just discovered that by her bursting into the kitchen and yelling her discovery out loud.
"Y/N are you done yet?!! I totally forgot me and VBS have practice today at 8am!"
"An, IT'S 7:30AM!!"
"I know! I can try holding their attention away if you'll need some time, just try hurrying up a bit?"
You gave her a nod and with more motivation now, you tried working faster. The butterflies were luckily done already, all you had to do was put them on top of the small cake! But before that... you also had to put frosting on top and then package it nicely in case she decides to enjoy it at home.
You were just putting final touches when you heard cafe's bell. Technically it could be anyone but this soft voice doesn't belong to just anyone.. You knew well it was time for you to give your girlfriend a nice gift, but cake wasn't fully ready yet! You prefered to take your time with packaging rather than ruin your whole work so you just heard An trying to find quickly a good topic to not go in stage yet.
"A-An weren't we supposed to-"
"Happy Birthday, Kohane!!"
When An was running out of topics, you finally bursted out of the kitchen with pink box in hand decorated by white ribbons. You noticed the surprise and even slight blush on her cheeks but you still decided to deepen it by handing her your little gift.
She opened it carefully and An walked away to her dad to give you some privacy. Meanwhile Kohane's eyes were sparkling once she noticed the peach cake and little butterflies.
"It's- it's amazing! Did you really made it yourself?"
"Mhm! Do you like it?"
"Yes, I love it! I hope you don't mind if I try it at home... I don't think it's good idea to eat it before practice..."
"Of course not! That's actually part of the reason why I packed it."
You smiled when you saw how relieved she is that you thought of everything for her. You had plans for something more but you can always take her on a little date after her practice.
"(An, I owe you one...)"
﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌
@bleachtheidiot - come get your hamster girl!
#virtualnetwork#project sekai#colorful stage#project sekai colorful stage#x reader#project sekai x reader#colorful stage x reader#project sekai colorful stage x reader#kohane azusawa#kohane azusawa x reader#project sekai kohane x reader#project sekai kohane azusawa#fluff#project sekai fluff#oneshot#project sekai oneshot
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
Okay, I don't know if I'm alone with it, but I can't stop thinking about Saltburn characters as age regressors & CGs, especially Felix..
I'm sorry, but this man boy had a broken bike, and instead of just.. pushing it to the destination that wasn't too far, (especially not with this long legs!!?!) all he did was sulk and sigh in the hopes somebody would take pity? He definitely belongs in the baby pile!!
Same with Annabel.. You can't tell me she doesn't use regression to cope with her messed up family life, and the fact that she had to survive in the shadow of her golden child brother..
Anyways, here are Saltburn AgeRe head canons:
Felix mainly regresses for fun and to give his true emotions an outlet.
His regression also helps to heal his inner child from the emotional neglect he had to experience throughout his childhood, but he hasn't quite figured that out yet.
He keeps it "secret" from his parents, cuz they wouldn't understand..
Elsbeth knows technically, but she thinks it's a k1nk thing & she doesn't care.
James also knows.. He doesn't understand it, but he places some baby stuff in Felix's room as a surprise every once in a while.. Felix doesn't know they're from his dad.
Duncan has become some sort of primary caregiver for Felix.
He takes credit for the gifts, because he really enjoys the happy dances, thank you hugs and pictures he gets from little Felix. Ducan thinks "if the gift giver didn't put their name on it, they probably didn't want Felix to know anyways, so there's no harm in taking the credit."
He really enjoys how loving, cuddly and vulnerable little Felix can get.
Duncan feels like he can finally raise a child of his own. (He never had time for even a relationship, bc of his job.)
Felix is still a little brat when tiny, he was raised to be one, so it's hard to shake off.
He throws fits, cries, yells or even throws physical things, when something is not going his way.
Annabel knows about his regression and is not sure how to bring up that she also is part of the baby pile.
She found it helps her cope with her mental health issues, she mainly regresses involuntarily, after bad episodes.
Felix ends up finding out and they have playdates sometimes, but they often end up fighting.
Big Felix also judges/ makes fun of her for "not being able to control her regression". He doesn't understand the concept of involuntary regressing.
He has a really hard time realizing that not everyone is exactly like him, that's just a result of being the golden child.
Annabel is often sad/ upset when tiny.
She also gets jealous when she sees how loving Duncan is to Felix.
But she also really wants Felix to like and play with her, she's desperate for his approval and a sibling connection.
At one point James finds his daughter crying, that's nothing unusual, but this time he could tell it was different.. she seemt so incredibly small and fragile.
He becomes her primary cg after that night, and their relationship immensely improves.
Felix gets upset because he doesn't get as many gifts anymore though and gives Deacon he'll for it, still thinking they where from him lol
He's happy to see Annabel and James creating such a loving relationship, but he'd never say that out loud.. he's a little jealous at the same time aswell tho.
Farleigh also finds out about their regression, but is not sure what to make of it.
He kind of wants to take care of the little ones sometimes, and that scares him.
Little Felix giggles a lot, he likes running around and playing outside & in the water.
He's also an absolute cuddle bug, but only with Ducan. He follows him around like a lost puppy and constantly seeks physical touch. (Grabbing his hand/ arm, hugging him, etc.)
Felix also really enjoys showing off his skills, to get praise from his cg.
Ducan has a whole chest full of pictures, crafts and learning pages little Felix did.
Annabel is more of the quiet type, she likes coloring and just snuggling with her Papa or a plushie.
James really values this second chance at being a good dad to his daughter, he felt a lot of remorse for always prioritizing Felix.
Annabel and Felix's relationship also ends up improving.
The fighting will probably never fully stop, that's just sibling things.
Farleigh also finds himself filling a "big sibling" role over time and he likes being the one in charge every once in a while.
He's is stricter than Ducan and James, but he's not unfair.
With Farleigh he kiddos have set bedtimes, a limit to how many sugary stuff they're allowed to consume and get scolded for fighting/ causing trouble.
The most dreaded punishment of Felix is sitting on the stairs for 5 to 10 minutes, kid hates being bored.
Unfortunately he often has to sit on the stairs, he's quite the trouble maker.
Annabel hates getting her plushie taken away, the plushie is still in the same room, but up on a shelf, she just can't cuddle it for 5 to 10 minutes.
Luckily she very rarely has to be punished, she's a very well behaved kid!
All in all, regression brings most of the family closer together! <3
That's all I can think of right now, I might add more later.
I left out Oliver on purpose, cuz he's a creepy little freak and we don't stand him in this household hehe
Hope y'all enjoyed this read!!
.゚。.・.*.゚☆❗only interact if your blog is SFW❗☆ ゚.*.・. 。゚.
#nates headcanons#age regression saltburn#saltburn age regression#saltburn agere#agere saltburn#little! felix catton#cg! Duncan#little! anabel catton#sfw interaction only#sfw#sfw agere#agere#age regression#agere community#age regression community#age regressor#agere fandom
10 notes
·
View notes
Note
Hi, so if that's okay can I please request the Reverse 1999 female character(s)? Just in case I don't want male characters. I wouldn't mind sfw and nsfw headcanon. Also, please don't choose characters from ch 5 since I didn't get to this part yet.
Age: 24
MBTI: INFP-T
Personality: Honestly my personality does change my mood. Sometimes I can be silly and energetic if I'm in a good mood, but I also have a hard time controlling my emotions. I get overwhelmed and nervous easily. Plus I need to be more confident and I have a melancholic personality. However, I can also be determined and I always try to be a better person. I also have a more soft personality even though I have a hard time expressing my feelings. I'm a very sensitive person so I can trigger easily if someone yells at me…
Likes + hobbies: Family, friends, Hedgehogs, anime (kind of but not that much as before), writing, reading (usually I read wlw fics and sometimes manga, but I also decide to read more books and scripts), watching play trough, nature, peace, and quite.
My type: Someone who is soft, kind, caring, helpful, tolerant to anyone, but also strong and tough (whether physically or emotionally). I also like someone who is quiet, intelligent, creative, and calm. I also like someone who takes care of their health and I prefer someone who does not smoke. Plus someone who is dominated. While I do like to talk to people there are times when I need my alone , especially during bad times. I also need time to get used to physical touches, especially due to my autism and I'm sensitive to touches.
Dislike: Crowds, hypocrites, abusive people, government, colonialism, ableist, bigots, anti-lgbtq, racism, Zionism, any kind of oppression, braggarts, loud noises, capitalism, and war.
Personal features: I have lots of moles over my body especially on my face, my height is medium, and sometimes I wear glasses but only when I need to read something from afar (otherwise I don't wear them). I also usually dress casually, but I don't like feminine style, so usually I wear more androgynous style.
My pronouns are: she/her
It's ok! I haven't finished chapter 5 yet so I know so little about the characters.
That said,my instinct guided me tho our lovely Eternity
But part of me also thought of Druvis
Dunno,couldn't decide the best one
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
Descriptions under cut!
Francis Tate Moore:
A shy, timid, insecure boy who falls for Qiu upon first sight and thinks that he is so cool. Though he doesn't think he's good enough for him or worthy of his attention, especially considering how popular he is and how everyone wants Qiu's attention. Why would Qiu give him more attention than anyone else? He didn't even know him. But he can't help but be a tad possessive of their time together and want Qiu's attention only on him. This boy keeps his thoughts and opinions to himself and doesn't want to be a bother or a burden.
Mai Hong Lee:
Mai Hong is anxiety incarnate; they worry over everything and anything. They just want to make a good first impression bc they’ve never had close friends, but more often than not they overthink on what to say and end up missing their chance or talk themselves out of things. Tamarack and Qiu’s insistent and unwavering personalities absolutely obliterate this wall tho.
I made Mai spring themed to emphasize how out of place they are in the autumn setting of Golden Grove. In Vietnamese, “Mai” is means “plum blossom” (to reference the plum color hair they share with their mom) and “Hồng” means “pink/rosy” (to reference their eyes and plum blossoms).
Since Mai is Vietnamese, they call their mom “Mẹ” (pronounced “meh”).
When Mai first met Qiu, they thought they were going to get arrested for trespassing on his backyard. And when they first met Tamarack, they screamed so loudly when she popped out of the leaf pile that Qiu also yelled (mostly bc he was surprised how loud they could scream).
Mai tends to be a literal thinker and quite reasonable for her age. It tends to make her a bit of a wet blanket though (another reason she’s never been popular), so she keeps quiet about how she feels. But she’s also very observant and considerate with a good memory, so she does very well in schoolwork.
On school their first day of new school, when Mrs. Murray called them for roll call, they froze up trying to decide how they should say hello. When Qiu and Tamarack both very publicly spoke up for them, they were frozen again from mortification and embarrassment, but also from being so moved they’d defend her like that.
To help calm her anxiety, Mai’s mom has taught her to describe the things around her in deep detail. Bc of this they’re really good at describing and explaining things to people.
Mai likes to draw, it’s very meditative for them! When they grow up, they would probably become a scientific illustrator, mostly drawing plants.
Mai’s bandaid on their nose from from an incident from her last school! There was a girl who would go out of her way to hang out with Mai, but also talk down to her and make Mai do everything for her. She was like Mai’s personal bully, but also her only friend so they never spoke up or retaliated against her. On Mai’s last day at school, the girl had sneaked a pair of adult scissors from the teacher’s desk to use for a craft the class was doing. The girl and another student got into a fight about her using the scissors, and the girl yanked away the scissors to keep the other student from taking them. Mai, who was standing quietly behind the girl trying to decide what to do, was slashed across the nose on accident. It was a small but deep cut, and Mai started bleeding very quickly. Both of their parents were called down, and Mai thought about how she should probably feel good now that this girl has gotten in big trouble for hurting them. But when the girl’s mother arrived, Mai saw her mom fly into a rage and yell and berate her heavily, and they just couldn’t feel anything but sad for her. The girl said sorry to her and Mai said it was okay, and that was the last time she ever saw or talked to her.
37 notes
·
View notes
Note
🪥-wise j’étais au bord de la syncope pdt la 1re scène du parloir 🕴️ shouting match. longing looks. there’s a literal wall between them. going from "I don’t need you" to "pls get involved in this mess and let my kid hide evidence" to "thank you" 😭😭😭😭 their other scenes were for the books too--asking her to work her magic, but she’s under pressure when suddenly "ouf c’est de l’or massif", mentalité de pie 😂
the carat-dec joke was so precious (mdr), les rapports se réchauffent !!! I’m glad there weren’t proper callbacks to earlier eps this time (except for the bookshelves!!), it left room for New stuff. plus some bits felt comfortingly familiar, like adam’s gestures when he asked morgane to get to the point (la petite graine !) 🥲❤ oh, & re: céline’s slippery slope… confirms she and adam are basically the same person. royal couple of getting roped into dates with people they’ve antagonized 😆
don’t you think "ça voulait dire quelque chose" was a bit too much? I wish both of them were in the dark about the other’s feelings. how are we gonna get that sweet, sweet pining if they know mutual affection is a real possibility? (+ don’t want roxane to become The Obstacle) we need a couple irremediable misunderstandings, stat 😈 tho the shot where they’re finally face to face outside was 😙👌 five feet apart but they were feeling awfully close 🥰🥰🥰❤
God, le parloir !! 😱😱 I'm glad I already knew about that scene before otherwise I would have died on the spot 😭 The way they look at each other, the way they talk, and you're right the evolution too, Adam compulsively yelling "I don't want to be involved with this" while actually being totally involved with this, Morgane being so angry, Adam qui s'exécute à toutes les conneries qu'elle lui demande sans rechigner (se baisser alors qu'on entend très bien, lui montrer le dossier à travers la vitre, arrêter de la regarder -- speaking of, arrêtez de me regarder j'arrive pas à me concentrer si c'est pas un aveu qu'il la trouble 🥹🥹, demander à Théa de planquer une pièce à conviction...)
Lol, mentalité de pie, le retour 😂
100% agreed re Adam's gesture, I too thought about the little seed joke!! And also I'm not sure I'd say their interactions are warming up, but they do seem to fall into reassuring, familiar patterns 🥲💕 Also the fact that Adam basically ran to the prison since Morgane's not even done with her check-in that he shows up in the parlor 🥹🥹
Oh gosh I didn't notice the ginormous parallel between Céline and Adam's date, to me Céline's arc felt like something exactly similar that happens in Engrenages, but I love how it applies to Adam and Roxane (hopefully not with the same outcome though?)
Now for "ça voulait dire quelque chose"... Oh boy...😱
I don't think it was too much at all, considering how Adam's previous words (ep 1 flashback) literally drove Morgane to quit and disappear for six months, and it probably would've lasted forever if it wasn't for this providential case. And I think he's aware of that, aware of his mistake, so this is his attempt at making up for what he said ("ça voulait rien dire") which obviously hurt her. I think she needed to hear that it actually meant something. And also for him it's perhaps the first time he's vocalizing out loud that he actually cares about Morgane, and that she's not just a pain in the ass. (Okay actually he said it before. It's just that he told her the exact opposite an hour later so the message may have gotten a bit confused lol).
ALSO HE TOLD HER THAT LOSING HER WAS HIS BIGGEST REGRET IN LIFE AND NOW I CAN DIE IN PEACE THANK YOU VERY MUCH 😱🥹😭⚰️
And I don't think this is going to end all their misunderstandings, because he instantly tempers it with the words "collègue" et "amie". After how hard he broke her heart, Morgane is probably done living on false hopes, so she's not gonna try and read more in those words than what he actually said. And what he said was I care about you as a friend (sure Jan).
So for me they're both still in the dark re each other's feelings. They probably picked up on the fact that they do not hate each other (well, Adam probably thinks she does now, but that she actually didn't when he kissed her lol), but they most certainly have no idea of how deep they're actually pining for the other's affection 💔
Also this whole scene 😘😘😘 And the five feet apart shot, the way they slowly walk towards each other, et leurs pas sont absolument SYNCHRONES ???? No wonder it's literally the first thing I giffed from that new season 😭❤️
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
My little doctoress~
Qin Shi Huang x reader
Song/Theme playing:
Litchi Faye ling theme : Oriental Flower
I need some QIN !! 😭😭
●°•●°•●°•●°•●°•●°•●°•●°•●°•●°•
Reader will look like Litchi Faye Ling from Blazblue
Y/a/n = your assitant's name =she/her
Y/b/n = your brother's name
Y/l/n = Your last name
☆■●☆▪︎■•°▪︎•°▪︎□●°○•□○°▪︎☆□•
⚠️Warning⚠️: Violence , jealousy, swearing , might talking about death , y/n being a meanie to Adamas and lime at the end
■¤▪︎■▪︎¤Rebel 1■▪︎¤▪︎
ACTION !
Being a renowed doctor , it was quite difficult but it was alright . Being assisted by your assistant Y/a/n , you were famous for your beauty and your kidness towards the people . The people describe you as an angel . And often you had many pretenders who wanted to marry you but you kept declining their proposition .
Until the Ragnarok started , Brunhilde has wanted you to be their healer and kind as you are you accepted .
And now you're working as a healer for Brunhilde , you got along pretty well with everyone after the first round , you were feeling speechless not because of The Norse God of the Thunder has won because the loyalty that Lü Bü's soldiers had , even tho they know they didnt stand a chance against Thor , they sacrificed their lives for him...
As for the second round you were sad , because you ,the father of humanity Adam has loose the fight agaisnt the God of the Olympius and his death affected the humanity , then after the 3rd round when Hrist(the angry Hrist) has kicked the door of your dispensary and yelled that Sasaki needed your help , after this you patched up Sasaki you three went back watching the next round
Then after the rounds coming and coming , here are we the seventh round as you were wandering in the corridors , suddenly a loud noise was heard "What in the world , was that!?" You thought then a thing appeared suddenly your head the thought of Brunhilde being attacked by a god/goddess as you start running to them , when you arrived to a certain part of the Amphitheater , you saw a man walkin between the piece of the walls he just broke , he was wearing a chinese clothes , a blindfold and a centipede tattoo was only right cheek and his spine...
Just at the sight of him , you immediately recongnize him since Brunhilde showed you every human fighter so...
Then you turned around and started to walk on tiptoe , but unfortunately "Who are you?" The emperor already caught you and now you cannot escape as you turned to see Qin Shi Huang standing right now in front of you "I am Y/n , Y/n Y/l/n" you said "Such a -"
Before he could finish his setence , your little brother , who came with you , was running to you while calling you , "Big sister!" He called "Yes y/b/n ?" You answered "Y/a/n need your help , she's got a patient who's really sick , and she doesnt know where is the book of medicine is-- *breathe* *breathe*" your little brother tried to explain real quick as you took him by the hand and said " Ok little one , thank you for telling me, now lets get back to the dispensary" . The emperor watched the scene with a smirk and then he continued his way to where he was going , in reality there wasn't patient , Y/a/n didn't need your help right now . As you kicked the door of ur dispensary in panick , Y/a/n blenched from their sleep , "Y/a/n , where is the patient ?" You yelled in panick "What , patient?" Y/a/n asked confused "Y/b/n told me , you had a really sick patient , and you didnt know where the book of medicine was!?" You said starting to think about something "Y/b/n , wasnt with me!" Y/a/n said still confused , "He was wandering in the corridor" "in the corridor?" You asked turning your head down to the little h/c-ette who was holding your dress so tight and started to cry"What is it Y/b/n?" You asked "*sniff , sniff* i am truly sorry sissy , i was very jealous , you were discussing with the handsome man , and i thought you will forget about me *sniff* i am very sorry...*cry*" feeling your heart breaking just at the sight of your brother crying , you took him and you enter your dispensary while calming your little brother , and y/a/n watching the scene with a peaceful smile but still thinking who might be the handsome man that your sibling was talking about....
●°•●°•●°●•●°•● 《Timeskip》
■□▪︎■□▪︎■□▪︎■□▪︎■□▪︎■□▪︎■□▪︎
After your little brother was falling asleep , you have rejoined Brunhilde and her fighters , and the ravenette was very upset , and asked why was she had the long face as she answer "Only a king may fight a king , teeth to teeth , eye to eye , kingdom to kingdom , he might be strong but i've a known a man who can beat him" as she finished that , another bang was heard , other walls was broken ,and like breaking walls was job for him , it was just next to Brunhilde and you
Qin Shi Huang POV:
As if breaking walls was my job , i can't find the waiting rooms . And just as i get out of the piece of walls i just broke ; the beautiful lady names Y/N who was trying to get away is here with the oldest valkyrie , Brunhilde "Hehe , Nilde-san i suddenly remember my assistant was doing some dangerous experiment with medicinal herbs and i forgot that i should assist her , may i quit this rendez-vous please ?" The lady asked "Yes , you may quit" Brunhilde said
So the lady litteraly dissapeared
¤☆《no pov》¤☆
You litteraly dissapeared because you couldn't resist the Chinese Emperor , you had fallen for him , the first time when your sight landed on him , deep down you were blushing madly . The King of men was no fool , he knew that the beautiful doctoress was in love with him, even the Oldest Valkyrie was no fool she knew you were in love with Qin Shi Huang and knew the feeling was mutual but she won't say a word , even Alvitr Qin's futur valkyrie , knew you were in love with him and sometime she kept teasing you .
During the seventh round , you were sleeping because you were very tired ; or Y/a/n bursted into the dispensary and yelled "Y/N ! WE HAVE TWO PATIENTS ! THEY'RE VERY INJURED PLEASE HURRY!" As you heard the voice of your Assistant , you quickly hurry to your assistant when you're to the doorstep of your room and when you saw who were the patients , you couldn't believe your eyes : They were Qin and Alvitr , as y/a/n took Alvitr and leaved you with the King of men , "Qin , Qin please stay with me " you took Qin and placed him on your bed as you started to patch him from his deep wounds.
As you were done with Qin , someone burst into your dispensary , breaking the table next to the door he yelled "OI ! DOCTOR ! DO YOU HAVE A PATIENT ?" as y/a/n froze in fear . You yelled "WHY THE HELL YOU WANNA KNOW ! " as you let the King of Men sleep so you go deal with the person . It was none than Adamas "Because....that bastard killed my brother"his voice became more darker "Oi ! Don't burst into my dispensary while im helping my patient , its not my fault if your brother died . He died because he wanted to fight and if you don't get the fuck out of here . Dont except me to be nicer with you" you threatens the God "And what if i don't" he mockingly said ; suddenly your stick you uses when you fight as suddenly appears when you click your tongue , the long wooden stick was very fast that the God hasn't see it , so when he almost see it , the big wodden stick has knocked him out and when his limp body fell on the floor , you drag him out of your dispensary while saying: "You better not coming back or else im gonna kill you".
Then you came back to Qin who was half awake "Qin , how are you feeling" the King of Men who was half awake half asleep asked who was there , you answered that it was none of his buisness , that the only thing he should focus right now that was his life. Then you touched his forehead to see if he didn't have a fever as he took your arm and drag you over him , then you fell on top of him; head on his chest , listening to his heart beating , hands interwined as your cheeks became red like tomato. "Wha-wha-what in the world Q-Qin !?" You yelled really embarrased from this scene
"You know , you're really cute , when you're blushing" he smirked , "*sigh* , you " you said while relieving your head from his chest "yes i , little Jade" he respond , as you blush again and your face turned red by pure embarassement . As he was still smirking , he chuckle by your face.
■▪︎□▪︎timeskip
It was midnight , you were reading your book like you always do , you were reading outside on the balcony of your room , the moon was just shining on you . As you heard a slight chuckle "Hăo , little Jade" you were surprised , you haven't see him coming "Hello Qin how are you "you asked "Im feeling good than before"the King of Men answered then it was an akward silence before you close your book and started to look at Qin who was standing next to the handrail of your balcony "The moon is beautiful " Qin said "Indeed , it is very beautiful " you answered but before you realized what he means , he smirked .
Then 5 minutes , later , you realized what he meant because you remember that you have seen this expression in the books that you mother has given you before she passes away
You blushed hard , covering your face in your book you were reading . "Aww it seems my little precious jade has get it" Qin cooed "I know you love me , and know that 我也愛你 (i love you too)!" He said as he took off his blindfold , as you look at his beautiful eye you were mesmerized by his eyes , he sneak his hand behind your waist as he took you and he kissed you passionately and your arms were holding Qin's neck
as he bit your bottom lip for permission as you let him explore the cavern of your mouth and your tongues were fighting for dominance , you kept moaning making Qin wanna kiss you more and as expected Qin won , and his tongue was dancing with yours in a sultry tango as you tap Qin's shoulder for telling him you were feeling breathless , he took you by the hips and he was going to place you on your bed and he started to kiss your jawline until he reaches your neck
As he placed soft kisses on your neck making you shuddering in pleasure and he found your sweet spot , he bite it as you moaned his name loudely which it makes him smirk
"As a payback for helping me ,my little doctoress , relax and let me help you, you won't regret it~"
(
The Hades one shots , the chapter 1 of Forbidden love are coming<3!
#Spotify#snvqinshihuang#snvqinshihuangxreader#rorqinshihuang#rorqinshihuangxreader#seijunns fantasy ❤️#snv x reader#snvsmut#rorsmut
29 notes
·
View notes
Note
AU Princessa Perfect Isabella isn't the daughter of Julieta, the first golden child, but the daughter of Bruno.
Oh! So we’re going to do green Isa now!
While most of the townspeople didn't like him, Bruno met someone that did like him. A woman named Lita.
The two became friends, and eventually fell in love.
But only after 6 months of dating, Lita became pregnant. The couple haven't told the Madrigals about their relationship yet, so that would be a fun conversation...
Hearing the news, Alma demanded that Bruno and Lita marry before the child would be born.
The couple agreed, and married a week later.
Everything seemed perfect for Bruno. He married the love of his life, they were expecting a child, and the whole family was happy.
But tragedy struck 8 months later when Lita died in childbirth. Luckily, the child survived.
Bruno was absolutely devastated at the loss of his wife, but he tried to be strong for his daughter, who he named Isabela.
The family, especially Alma, would be there for him, helping him with his grief. But that stopped when Pepa's first child, Dolores, was born.
Bruno was obviously happy for his sister, and focused on raising Isabela while dealing with his grief.
As time passed, Bruno noticed that Alma started to pressure Isabela into wearing pink and act perfect, trying to turn her into a mini-Alma.
The seer wouldn't let that slide, and stood up to his mother, calling her out on pressuring Isa into being someone she didn't want to be, and that he wouldn't let his daughter be influenced.
Alma didn't believe him, and tried to pressure little Isa to be like her a few times, but Bruno made sure to keep his daughter away from her Abuela.
Seeing that Bruno wouldn't allow her to influence her granddaughter, Alma switched and focused all her attention to Dolores. Unlike Bruno, Pepa allowed this, happy that her daughter finally stood in the spotlight!
When the girls turned 5, they got their gifts. Isabela got the gifts of growing plants, while Dolores got the gift of super hearing.
Even after the gift ceremonies, Alma gave all her attention to her favorite nieta Dolores, while ignoring and even scapegoating Isabela...
Especially after a few accidents Isa caused. Once she accidentally hurt her Tía Pepa with a cactus, causing the child to be purposely struck with lightning by her aunt... Or when Isa went to Dolores to show her some pretty flowers, Alma scolded Isa for "being too loud" and told Dolores to stay away from her prima...
Even after Luisa and Camilo got their gifts, the horrible treatment continued...
Isa often got screamed at by her Tía Pepa, Dolores snitching and telling the family if Isabela "hurt" her, and Camilo bullying and taunting her...
Her Tía Julieta and Tío Agustín were too busy notice the abuse. Tho they were nice to Isa, they were barely there. And the abuse only continued...
"Get your disgusting plants out of my sight!"
"Shut up, freak! Do you want to hurt Dolores?!"
"Get out of my way! It will be your fault if I cause a storm!"
"Stay away from your primos, Isabela. Don't get in their way."
Bruno tried everything to stop it, calling the family out and putting them in their place, but they only yelled at him to shut up, that that girl was a curse just like him, and to deal with it if they had those "opinions"...
As for Dolores, she was the golden child of the family, the one who got the most attention. She became quite mean to Isabela, calling her names behind everyone's backs, slapping her hair in Isa's face, snitching on her or getting her in trouble with the family, yelling at Isa to be quiet, and much more...
Pepa and Camilo weren't any better. Félix was nice to Isa, but he was too busy taking care of his wife and children, so he didn't notice their behavior...
But then, the day arrived of Mirabel's ceremony...
Everyone expected her to get a gift, but she didn't... Her door vanished right before her eyes...
Alma demanded Bruno do a vision. He did, and saw the vision of the film, but with Mirabel and Isabela standing in front...
Bruno broke the vision, but didn't leave. He didn't want to leave Isa and Mira alone to deal with the family's crap...
And let's just say that Alma found out about the vision, and she wasn't happy...
Meanwhile, Isabela was trying to comfort Mirabel in the nursery.
"You could stay in my room." Isa suggested. "We could share."
This made the 5 year old happier. Although she barely knew Isa, Mira really wanted to share a magical room with her.
Unfortunately, Alma didn't allow that...
"Mirabel is giftless, and she didn't get a room, so she's staying in the nursery." She said sternly.
"We don't want two burdens sharing a room." Pepa added, glaring at both girls...
But despite their words, Isabela and Bruno would be there for Mira as best as they could.
Even after a decade, the bad treatment Isabela and Mira had to deal with from the family on a daily basis didn't stop...
#green isabela au#isabela madrigal#bruno madrigal#alma madrigal#pepa madrigal#dolores madrigal#camilo madrigal#mirabel madrigal#toaverse answers#answered ask#encanto au
47 notes
·
View notes
Note
Hello, i hope youre doing alright!! May I ask for a Star wars romantic Match up? Thank you in advance if you do<3
I'm masc Non-Binary They/Them & Gay/Queer (male attraction). My Star sign is Leo and I'm INTJ-T if that's of any use.
I have short layered Blood Red hair, but I seem to dye it every month! My fav colors to switch are Red and Baby Blue!! My eyes are rlly dark Brown, almost Black. Im more on the short side (5"0ft/152.4cm) & what people call a baby face.
Minus all that I'm not "mean" but people always assume on first glance that I would fight them(never understood that as im quite shy upon first meet, i prefer to stay with myself), I do have a lot of fighting experience but that's only for when someone swings first. I have some hard anger issues but never take them out on people, at least I try not to, I do enjoy a good argument tho,, i also tyoically yell or curse in german when im mad my friends think its the funniest thing ever. But once you get past most of that I've been discribed as much of a protective father/brother figure by a lot of my friends, I always try to be there for the people im close with, I have the Humor of a little teenager boy dispute the fact it's hard for me to laugh with Alexithymia. (Ex; I giggle at the word balls :")) with Alexithymia I typically have a monotone expression and voice as it's hard for me to express or tell what emotion im feeling.
I LOVE listening to people talk about the simplest things they find interesting, even if it sounds dumb I prefer to listen to those around me speak. I don't like talking due to my Alexithymia and stutter, but I could talk about Space and Science for hours!
My main Hobby is writing, but I enjoy doodling my friends or landscapes!
My style in clothing is much more bright and "loud", I enjoy the kidcore theme of clothing and dress in vibarant colours! My favorite colors are pastels!!
I enjoy background Sound when it's more quiet, vibrants and pastels, reading, and science/math!
I dislike extremely loud sounds, yelling, and crowds!
I've been told my Love Language is quality time and Gift Giving, im afraid of physical touch but also extremely touch starved, I'd like a hug but the idea also scares me lol 😵💫..
I apologize if this was too much or a lot to read, take your time Sonor if you decide to do it!! Have a good day<3
AN: Don't worry about it Anon, it wasn't too much! Had a few potential matches but I figured it'd be safer than sorry to take my time with yours. Hope you don't mind getting someone from the humanoid-adjacent partner pool!
Plo Koon is one of the most down-to-earth living beings you'll ever truly meet and just an overall sweetheart.
Despite the disposition that you appear to portray- that being of someone on the more vocally or physically violent side- Plo could sense your good nature resting underneath. He never once doubted that you were a decent person.
That said, he found it quite curious that you tended to keep to yourself, given the aura you almost seem to give off with the force. I don't imagine that it would take too long for him to put two-and-two together that you were just shy, but the reason for that level of withdrawn attitude would be a question that nags at the edge of his mind.
Unlike other Jedi who would either keep their distance from you entirely or jump right into conversation (or at least try to), he was definitely on the more tactful side when it came to initiating conversations. He didn't want to make you uncomfortable, and conversely, didn't want to risk you being lonely either. He sought a healthy balance.
Amusingly enough, the monotonous way in which you speak isn't something that would bother him all too much in the long scheme of things, nor with the lack of expression. Plo is keen when it comes to communication, so if he isn't sure about something there's no doubt that he'd ask for clarification.
Furthermore, when it comes to speech patterns, you're both in a similar boat considering that his speech is slightly unique as well. He thinks about what he says, and there's this draw of emphasis he seems to put on certain syllables and words. It's not so much that he's sluggish as he is slow and deliberate. Fairly refreshing, actually.
As for conversational topics, I imagine that you both would have many things to discuss- common interests or otherwise. He doesn't mind carrying the conversation if it makes you most comfortable, but you'd find that no matter how much you stutter he'd be right at your side, gaze fixated on you and only you as you speak.
He thoroughly enjoys your rants on space, science, and the like that you both share in your free time, finding them both interesting and insightful. Quite a few things you've mentioned have drifted in and out of his mind when he's out on missions, and a fact or two has come in very handy.
Though he's less argumentative than quite a few of his peers, debates between you two are also something that he looks forward to. They can be quite amusing, although not much can quite chalk up to the feeling seeing you curse under your breath in german gives him.
More than likely, he's walked in on you while you were with his men doing so, and at least once you were shouting. The boys in white might not have known exactly what you were saying, but he certainly caught on quick.
Let's just say he got a good chuckle during those excursions.
When you start changing up your look, you'll find he almost immediately notices- especially in regards to your hair. He compliments it frequently. Your style of dress, though quite unlike his own, also interests him. He's done a bit of research in an attempt to locate where the style originated from, to varying levels of success. I don't imagine you'll ever catch him partaking, but he makes sure you know he appreciates the looks you do.
As far as amusement goes, he probably trusts the force to gauge just how pleased you are by certain situations to better get a grasp on your humor. He finds the level of 'immurity', as some would call it, in your tastes amusing... in that it's just another character trait of yours that makes you unique. He also may or may not have tipped off his men so you could have a good time hanging with them, not that he openly stated so. He'd probably tease you a tad if you questioned whether or not he was the culprit.
He finds your 'big brotherly' and 'fatherly' attitude towards those around you quite endearing, especially to those younger than yourself. He's been fairly well known to have a good reputation with the younglings (or at least Ahsoka) and has a similar relationship with her that you have with others, so it's something he understands quite well.
Of the potential suitors in the Jedi Order, he's fairly logical, which means that you are going to have a lot more leeway when it comes to what missions you do and do not go on. While others like Skywalker or Kenobi would have openly objected to you going on more dangerous missions had you been their partner, Plo lets logic take the lead and knows that you're capable of defending yourself.
That said, don't think he'll just let you partake in whatever mission you want whenever, regardless of the danger. You will be debriefed on the situation for your safety if you are going, and when the rare circumstance arises that he 100% does not want to see you on the gunship with him and his men, he isn't really going to be someone you can negotiate with. Not that you can't try- it's just that he'll have an armada of rock-solid arguments that'll be extremely difficult to counter.
He's the type that would rather you avoid violent situations if at all possible but feels much more comfortable knowing that you have legitimate fighting experience under your metaphorical, pastel belt on the off-chance it becomes unavoidable. The safer you are, the more he can focus on his work without worry.
I imagine exchanging feelings was a rather interesting situation for him given his position in the order, but when he did share them with you it was heartfelt and in the comfort of a quiet room, or hallway. Perhaps located by a balcony or window with a view.
Personally, I picture quality time as one of his love languages, which works quite well for both of you. As for physical touch though? He'd recognize and respect your fear and reserve such contact for moments he was certain you were fine with it. It probably wasn't common during the start of your relationship but became more frequent as you got comfortable over time.
On the notion of fears, Plo is the type to help you with them if at all possible, even if it takes a long time to do so. The long haul doesn't bother him much- not with how long he's lived.
One of Plo's favorite ways to spend quality time with you together is when you're drawing. He finds the process quite enjoyable, and never hesitates to compliment you on your technique. Your skill never ceases to amaze him.
He almost certainly has a drawing you've made of him and/or the boys in his quarters. Likely framed, and either sitting on a desk or mounted on a wall. He makes sure to value any gifts he's given.
Overall it's a very trusting, wholesome relationship and one that doesn't often yield issues. You simply set his heart aflutter.
AN: There are few words to describe this relationship other than "Wholesome." It's not one that drudges up particularly chaotic scenarios in mind, but the sheer stability that comes with a relationship with this man is rather comforting. For those who got this far, I hope you enjoyed! May the force be with you, and may your day be as pleasant as the ocean's abyss is deep!
For those who are new here, I take requests. You can find my rules here.
#star wars#star wars x reader#star wars x gn reader#star wars x gender neutral reader#star wars matchup#gn reader#gn#gender neutral#matchup#clone wars matchup#clone wars#clone wars x gn reader#plo koon#plo koon x gn reader#plo koon x reader#plo koon matchup#clone wars x reader#anakin#kenobi#ahsoka#headcanons#star wars headcanons#clone wars headcanons
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
the concert report to end all concert reports
and i am back!!! without thinking, back in like... december and january, i got thursday passes for øya festivalen (the 10th) because blur was headlining and tickets for depeche mode at telenor arena (the 11th)
so noel and i got a hotel room and made a trip™ out of it! but read on as i try to make sense of what has just happened to me (i probably slept a combined 10 hours over the nights and just took a nap. bear with me lmfao)
so øya first! we headed in about midday because we're probably seeing someone who went on super early back here, but the first artist we saw was ARY, a norwegian singer who noel quite likes! and y'all... she was SO GOOD. we're quite used to seeing bands, so seeing someone with choreo and hairography had my jaw on the floor. 100% recommend to check her out, the bass on her set probably shook the anxiety out of my body.
after that, we got some food and went exploring. øya is fucking massive, i'd assume one of norway's biggest festivals next to tons of rock, and there were so many artists to see and so many booths to go to.
as we were exploring, we headed towards the amphitheater where blur was gonna perform. there we heard pusha t really clearly and y'all, this man was not playing around. i was so fucking amazed at him and kept just bopping around. i'm definitely gonna check out some of his music after this because wow...
then it was waiting! i did post a photo quite close to the stage, but ended up sitting in the disabled section with noel because i had a panic attack standing in the crowd alone (and that was before EVERYONE decided to come stand by the stage).
but fucking hell. blur was incredible!!! i had so, so, so much fun dancing in my seat and yelling along to the lyrics for songs like beetlebum or girls and boys (for the first time ever, i actually managed to sing the chorus to that song KSJHJGKJG) but also have a great time hearing songs like the narcissist or the universial live. they played a varied, energetic set of songs and just. wow. the amount of energy damon has on stage is so fucking infectious.
he did actually kind of call us out lmfao, by saying "you and we both have been quite mellow" and then announcing that he was taking his jacket off twice, because he didn't get enough of a cheer. and like. the way he was jumping around stage and screaming and going all the fucking way, while still sounding great... god i almost want to see gorillaz more now.... also, i know i am cold and was sitting so of course i was gonna freeze, but alex was in shorts and a t-shirt? dude??? w h a t.
my first festival experience went really well! we didn't get to see the most artists, but there was people everywhere so like. it happens. (shrug) i still had a great time!!!
day two!!! i got to sleep a bit more after hotel breakie, plus i shotgunned a monster, so i was quite awake for the depeche mode show. i am not entirely sure it sold out, but the arena was really full.
now. telenor arena is not known for its sound, and we heard that really well. both the warmup, hope, and depeche mode sounded really sharp and loud in an unflattering way, even with fancy earplugs... but!! both were fucking great!
we checked out hope beforehand, to know what was up, and they're this cool post-rock group with an incredible vocalist. incredible show as well!
and once again. wow. depeche mode was also SO GOOD. dave gahan sung and spun himself to be one of my favourite front people because the charisma... the stage presence... the VOICE. incredible, talented, wonderful, amazing, great, lovely, sounds exactly like the records.
plus their setlist was also stacked. getting to hear i feel you, precious, ghosts again, STRIPPED?? and enjoy the silence live... besties i was LIVINGGGG. even tho we went before the encore, because i don't have the best experiences leaving a big arena like that, the setlist was still so good (yes, we missed out on just can't get enough and personal jesus but c'est la vie)
now, if you were at either place and saw someone with bright red hair and a ginger, about the same height and both wearing all black, that was probably us! i hope you had a good time as well!!
because yeah, it was exhausting and not always the most fun of times, but i have had two great days and i am ready to sleep for a week...
photos (although they're not the best) incoming when i have more brain!
#mica speak#øya festivalen#blur#blur band#depeche mode#sorry for rambling i am just so !!!!!!!#plus i got merch! i got the blur tour t-shirt and a depeche mode tote bag!!#that tote bag is so big and hefty i am in love#i have basically run on caffeine and pure adrenaline this entire trip#also i managed to scrape my knee at telenor arena bc their stairs system on the seats are non-sensical and i tripped into a railing when#going to pee#curious if i am gonna have the weirdest memory of this concert in form of a scar (silly)
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Some weeks ago at around 4:40 PM roughly on May 23rd, 2024, I was the victim of a homophobic assault on my school campus. I was walking with my friend when a gray dodge charger pulled up and a dude got out, grabbed my friend & pushed him down on2 the grass. this person then approached me, shoved me against the iron fence behind me in the video, & struck me across the right side of my face. The left side of my face was slammed against the fence, resulting in a split 2 the left corner of my upper lip, & lesions 2 the inside of my mouth, due 2 my braces cutting my lip & inside of my cheek. I'm additionally suspicious by looking at my teeth & seeing one on the left side appears crooked. It's little things like these that I am overanalyzing lately abt my appearance 2 see if this attack has caused more damage than i think it has. i also received a cut on my left elbow from the fence & my hearing was also noticeably uneven after the attack, with my left ear (the side that got hit against the fence) being more muted. All of these injuries have (thankfully) since healed.
the guy proceeded 2 yell obscenities at me, none of which i can remember, cuz i was quite literally HIT, except 4 the last two words being “f****t ass” (not fat… the #Other f-word). well! i was also struggling to retrieve my phone from my pocket so i could try and catch the car, which is when i started recording that video everybody saw of me with the bleeding mouth.
the driver of the car got out after he saw my friend get up, & then the driver just stood by the car & did nothing. they both got back in the car & drove away.
myself & my friend immediately went inside our school & reported this incident 2 the student services at my school (even though there was nobody there when we got 2 the office- we were forced 2 navigate the whole gigantic school & find a ‘learning director’ & the only person even available in the building) & they did-
Nothing…
the ‘learning director’ whom we had 2 go 2 didn't seem 2 take the thing seriously, & when she ‘escorted’ me out 2 my mother’s car, she joked how this was a good opportunity 4 her 2 get her steps in… ya.
i was interrogated by student services the day after. my mother & i had typed up a police report 2 give 2 both the police & the student services, but the latter made me write out a whole new one when they called me in & asked about what happened. When i wrote down that the guy called me a homophobic slur, the guy in student services asked me 2 write what he specifically said, then proceeded 2 READ THE SLUR OUT LOUD 2 ME ?!??
even tho i dont like the police, but they possibly would have done more than our school at this point … myself & my mother filed a police report & spoke 2 an officer about the incident, & nothing rlly happened from that either (surprise. that’s the police 4 u). However, almost a week after the event, on Wednesday, May 29th, we received a call from the guy from student services (slur repeater) who was working on the incident, & informed us that they had found out who it was, but they would not tell us due 2 “privacy reasons”.
???
even though i was assaulted, protecting the persons whom did it was clearly the priority, & my safety & peace of mind was not.
he also said he wanted 2 speak with me that week & would pull me out of class, bc they had allegedly interrogated the culprit & he said something “shocking”, that they wanted 2 discuss with me. i was never called that week. the week after was our finals week/last week of school & he didn’t pull me out that week either. so i guess ill never know what was gonna go down. It was probably 4 the best, bc yeah right! i was gonna have to sit & listen 2 the claims of some random stranger ive never met FROM SOMEBODY ELSE. icing on the cake being that the cowardly “explanation” would b abt why he pulled up in a car 2 assault my friend & i b4 driving off. Obviously gonna b a lazily-come up with lie, meaning it was not like it was gonna b anything of value 2 me anyway. whatever. He made it sound like i was the one in trouble & like they were gonna turn this around & pin the whole blame on me anyway.
overall- i am okay. My friend is as well. Speaking with him abt what happened rlly helped me through this whole circus. i was upset that this has happened & i understand that it is not my fault. i carried a little bit of regret over the past few weeks. Over not knowing who the two guys were, over not getting a pic of their license plate number (i didnt want 2 run in the street after them bc i was worried that they could reverse their car & hit me. i mean come on- i WAS just slammed into a fence- would u have gotten the pic?? -there was also apparently no cameras in that specific part of my school, but there r cameras literally everywhere else??) regret over my friend being hurt & my family, friends, & fans being worried abt me.
But i got over it. I did nothing to deserve this, & all of the people in my world who have been lovingly supporting me know this. This shouldn’t have had to happen to me or my friend to make us stronger or bring us closer together. It happened & it shouldn’t have, & i dont want to hear that it was 4 good reason.
the last thing that i want is 2 feel sorry 4 myself, & the second to last thing i want is 2 b afraid. & i refuse 2 feel that way. i want 2 thank all of my fans & close friends & family & teachers & neighbors who have reached out 2 ask if i was okay. it’s not smth that im used 2 receiving & it has been so nice <3
as i said w/ the release of (Like A) Rainbow, writing my second mixtape has been extremely cathartic in helping get over the trauma in this event, & has been helpful in allowing me 2 not think of it as much & look at it from my own unique entertainer’s perspective. idk… on the brite side maybe getting hatecrimed the week b4 i released a Pride Month single is promo ! idk !
i want anybody going thru something similar 2 kno: this is NOT ur fault. ppl r always gonna b weird & even violent towards u & those ppl r only going 2 bring trouble or guilt 2 themselves. this is true, i promise u. keep being who u r, & don’t ever suppress who u r in fear of violence or some1 yelling something at u (unless this is a safety concern 4 u & where ur located. Stay safe!). I kno how hard it can b 4 those of us living in unsafe homes & environments. We as queer ppl will have 2 deal with this type of thing 4 a long time 2 come i fear. Plz stay safe & know that one day u will b able 2 escape those surroundings & b whatever u want 2 b. until then, take care of urself by whatever means. x
I would rather live everyday being chewed up & destroyed by society while living how i want 2 (i literally do- so… what now?) than die safely being something that i never want to be.
happy pride month <3
Love & victory,
David, PKA Divad Divine… HO!!! HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i’m still skinny 🤷🏽 so idek what the point wuz…
1 note
·
View note