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sui ishida sure loves to give his adolescent characters devastating backstories and endings
#mads makes a text post#tokyo ghoul#tokyo ghoul/:re spoilers in the tags -->#literally gave all the main characters sad childhoods#the ghoul mother and her young son in part 1#(the two who kaneki couldn't save when he was kidnapped)#um the extermination in the latter half of tg :re#shio ihei and riaki souzu (squad zero)!!!#god that hurt my soul#(just read the chapter where that oggai captain brought their heads to kaneki)#they're just babies!#speaking of babies#FUCK the oggai squad#i understand that they were used and pawns (so fuck furuta too)#but damn they made me mad lol#but it was really sad seeing how they were used in this volume :(
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I've been playing slitherio these past few days, and after some time messing around with nicknames and my own experience with the stuff, I've realized anger is something very easy to weaponize. On my second attempt of having "trans rights" as a nickname I killed a huge ~5k point worm as a teenie tiny 200 point worm simply because it was so desperate to kill me specifically. Anger makes your life harder, but it also makes people really unwise. I fucking bet this is in "the art of war", even though I haven't read it.
#Slitherio#Slither.io#If all these russian and pro war bastards can make me angry I damn bet I can try and make them mad too lol#It's such a pity pride flags aren't available in slitherio idc if the creators hate lgbt or not this is a great game mechanic#Users are easy to miss and if I'm a 6000 point long 💕🔵⚪🔵💕 worm people will go to me to fuck me up lol#Did I mention that I got to like 6200 barely attacking other worms myself? I don't think I did#I didn't count how much I attacked though so it doesn't count I should do a full defence kills run#If I play optimally I can get to a very big number I feel#You guys should try it too it's actually surprisingly fun if you're the kind of person to let go of things#Again though one good rule I learned these past few days is if someone's nickname makes you angry -> turn the other way#Being named 'trans rights' made me a target but also people attacking me were so much sloppier than when I was named 'meow'#It might be largely bc of the sheer number of attempts but hey. I've been there & I lost a few times specifically bc I was mad at some ppl#//interesting#Is the art of war a hard read though? Has anyone read it? I've heard it's fun#Oh yeah the mandatory vacation is messing with me a lot how'd you guess that?#Just don't think what this constant and never ending aggression towards a slogan in support of someone's existence in an online game says#about what it's like living in the world for these people#I've been mad at this at first but I'm starting to dig the shitty/absent censorship of both bigoted and also gay things. No hear me out...
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Babes I just started reading this new fic and I am honestly so in love with it already that I feel obligated to tell yall
Its this brozone bounty hunter AU fic and honestly, like weeks ago before I had even known about this AU, all I could think about was bounty hunter John dory so like imagine my excitement when I saw that people made an AU of it
So only one chapter is out but from the tags and creator said is that there is an Orginal character in the story and normally I don't read OC works(2016 wattpad me was scarred by the oc fics they read) but the OC is honestly so amazing sounding that I had to give it a shot so like that's amazing
That's it I just wanted to gush about this fic to everyone but yall should all go read this and support the writer obviously @year2000electronics
I'm just in like a great mood now cause like I've been thinking about a bounty hunter AU and then I find out there a fic about said AU by a writer I like,,,like it's a great feeling.
#the whole way i found out about this fic is cause the author showed up in my feed cause an Anon sent in an ask saying#“would you ever write the AU without the OC” like damn okay wtf#like okay i get it#OC insert fics arent your thing but you have the audacity to go and give shit to the author like bruh if you want an AU tailored to you#GO WRITE ONE YOURSELF#like they dont have to change their fic based on YOUR PREFERENCES#that just made me mad lol#also like the author also wrote another brozone AU fic i love like they just write good stuff 😌#this whole post is just me gushing about a brozone fic writer i like lol#trolls 3#dreamwork trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls band together#trolls fic
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let’s get some discussion, i wanna know how y’all feeling on some shit post the bear season two
feel free to respond to all of them or none of them! just vibe and answer to urself if you want lol
spoilers below ofc
how we feeling about claire and carmy?? personally… not a fan. simply cause i’m a carmy x syd fan, but for those of you who aren’t how are y’all liking this romantic aspect being placed in carmy’s life??
syd x marcus?? possibly?? maybe?? personally, i don’t see it, but hey! i didn’t see syd x carmy at first either, so. how are we feeling about this little awkward intro of a maybe at them
i’m kinda upset we didn’t get more of ebra and tina in culinary school! i wish we could’ve seen ebra overcome his fears and persevere through school, but i’m also glad he found his place in the kitchen in the end
also SUPER excited to see my girl tina thriving in the kitchen!! she’s really stepping up and falling into her potential, and her confidence in her abilities is growing exponentially. love to see women winning
speaking of thriving, richie!! making something of himself, finding his purpose! his episode was definitely my favorite, not even gonna lie. loved his finding something to be happy about and realize he’s good at managing. slowly climbing my ranks of fav characters
once again, beautiful segue, on the topic of fav characters, syd the kid!! so happy to see her pushing forward in the face of SOMEONES absence, but also so terrified of what this new responsibility will do to her in the long run. kinda really mad at carm rn for pushing off onto her while simultaneously getting mad at her for handling shit?? idk… i felt really hopeful in the beginning cause they were talking about themselves and working on the menu together, then BOOM! claire 😒. how we feeling on the state of syd and carm rn??
SUGAR!!! OH SUGAR I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. i love how much of sugar we get this season, she’s so… everything. and i think that’s the problem will simultaneously being the solution? she’s always there to help, but she’s always there to help, yk? it can back fire on her and leave her seeming like the bad guy in some cases which really sucks, like in the ep with the family christmas, she just wanted to be a safe space but that ended up being the worst thing in the end. yet with the restaurant, i’m fairly confident they wouldn’t have gotten half the shit they got done had sugar been absent. how y’all feel about sugars involvement in this season??
speaking of the christmas ep, LOVED the chaos and just complete understanding of the ep, and by understanding i mean why carm and sugar are the way they are and why they thrive in the environment they thrive in. it’s what they know, they know how to operate in mayhem. it’s also terrifying that’s the best they’re in.
vv worried about carm and his belief that he doesn’t need and/or deserve happiness and entertainment. as PISSED as i am at him, he’s so much more than that i believe, and i wish we could get this man into some one on one therapy, IMMEDIATELY.
that’s all i got rn cause i’m sleepy as hell and i need to shower. don’t be afraid! pls respond i need conversation lol
#damn this doesn’t even cover half of the shit that went down this season#i’m very happy about this season and i’ll probably be rewatching it tomorrow lol#it made me mad for sure#but i think that’s what makes it so good#i feel so many emotions towards it#the bear hulu#sugar the bear#natalie the bear#syd adamu#sydney adamu#syd the bear#sydney the bear#carmy berzatto#carmen berzatto#carmy x sydney#carmy x syd#carmy and sydney#carmy the bear#tina the bear#ebra the bear#marcus the bear#discussion post
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#vent post essay ahead lol#having complexes about talking about your emotions is literally the fucking devil . its miserable. it sucks so bad.#the aamount of damage that is caused to someone by like#i mean im talking abou t me here obviously.#being the person whose like. overall ultimately tends not to feel horrible as often is like.#it's nice not feeling bad emotionally all the time but also it's like. i develop this complex about being like able to help.#i don't feel bad anywhere near as often as my friends so i can help them out and listen to them vent i can have the mental room to#like listen to them talk about their problems. yeah. but it makes me feel like. well this is my job now so i shouldn't fucking talk about m#i shouldnt vent when i feel bad because that's not what i'm known for. plus my friends already all feel worse than me more often than me. s#i don't want to dump any more on their plate than they have to deal with. i don't want to burden them anymore than i have to. and like it's#it's hard. i hate fucking talking about it and it's made so much worse when its like people i love . always been a fucking problem becaus#i just feel fucking horrible admitting that i feel bad i hate that so much. i don't want to like turn away people who care about me but li#i feel like if i tell them what's wrong with me i'll like do it anyways. i feel like i come off as super normal and happy go lucky and like#ostensibly fine. so when i admit this shit its like. oops the facade is cracking!!!!!! uh oh uh oh you can't help people so you feel bad!!!#because your fucking npd has made you feel self centered in a way that means you want to help people or some shit i dont fucking know#and so when i feel bad or get mad over something unreasonable it's like. well i hope i fucking keel over and die or something i dont like .#i don't want people seeing me like this or whatever. and my stupid fucking personality disorder just ruins every god damn thing its so bad.#my past experiences giving me complexes that lead to me feeling fucking left out over like small stupid stuff but god the worst part is lik#my brain categorizing something as being ''My Thing'' so somebody else talks about liking my thing AFTER my brain has designated it mine#makes alarm bells go off and feel like theyre fucking. i don't know encroaaching on my turf or what the fuck ever? it SUCKS ASS#it makes me feel HORRIBLE . and it's like i'm not gonna fucking bring it up because i don't wnt to be like a dick but also it's like well.#i feel fucking miserable about this but it's just like mean and unnecessary and cruel to like stifle people's fucking fun because of my dum#fuckin complexes. it's fucking constant. like oh look at you girl you feel fucking left out because you never get characters who really gri#you mentally and so now you have one but oops! someone else talked about them and now you're seeing red! you like this person though#so you're gonna feel fucking MISERABLE about this . you're gonna feel HORRIBLE because of this. and there's nothing you can fucking do#and it controls my goddamn life and i HATE IT i fucking HATE IT i wish i knew how to fix it. ghghrgurghrughruhg i want to fucking explode#and then you feel bad about feeling bad because you are fucking sisyphus. you're sisyphus. and your own anger is your boulder. you ingrate.#i hate this. i just wanted to have a good day.#jane mary cry one tear
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Sometimes you just gotta drive home when it’s very dark and storming horribly while attempting to eat chicken nuggets and blare metal music
#the klock keeps ticking#there was this whole tornado watch today its a whole thing#my beautiful good friend is very scared of storms and tornadoes and they always start panicking so i always try to keep an eye out for them#and i was just like ‘oh uh ahaha btw im gonna be driving right in the storm now lol’#they were just like. youre gonna fuckin die. have fun#i was very scared but i was in the zone and miraculously made it in one piece#it was just one of those moments where none of this shouldve worked my ass was eating like a madman my music was loud i could barely see#some asshole was riding my ass for like 20 minutes with their damn bright lights and they couldve passed me but never did ughhh#why do people do that huh like its one thing to tailgate its another to like#have the chance to pass several times and instead you just dont but youre still clearly mad im not going fast enough#literally why why are you like this
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#i spend so mad god damn time bitching on this website. its bc i dont talk to ppl. whens the last time i had a non functional conversation?#uuuuhhh last weekend or maybe the weekend before that? so like i gotta complain somewhere. so if i stop complaining u can assume i made#friends lmao. ugh. its just. im worried. im worried abt how this semester is gonna go. how this phd program is gonna go#bc i spent the last 2 years destroying myself. realized ive gotta stop doing that. haven't figured out how to stop and now im gonna triple#the amount of pressure im under while trying to do things in a more healthy way. its just like. it objectively doesnt seem like a formula#for good things to happen. im more worried for how catastrophic its gonna b on my brain than i am abt the things i think most ppl would b#concerned abt. like im not worried abt planning and executing a project or teaching beyond fear of the unknown#its like. ive done these things before. theyre difficult but u make due and tackle the problems. but when it comes to: how to maintain a#healthy school/life balance? i dont even kno where to start with that. i just dont bc when u have a learning disability things just take#more time but like how much time is too much? where does it end? i dont kno how to manage it and i dont wanna hate my project by the end#of this. i want to b excited and not paralyzed bc im afraid i cant change my behavior and its gonna kill me#and im worried bc im meeting with my advisor for the 1st time since march before i agreed to join thr lab and have i prepared for this#project which is almost complete unrelated to what i did in my last lab? no bc ive been managing data and im still not done managing data#bc i cant focus bc i collected that data in a way that was actively self destructive. and i mean i kno itll b fine. thr guy seems nice i#just hate that im showing up devoid of enthusiasm bc its all been drowned out by the fear. and thats also gonna make teaching a problem#bc its hard to b excited abt things when there's a hole in your chest and ur desperate for someone to tell u how to fix it. but idk helping#ppl does usually make me feel better so maybe itll b a good thing. forgot how much i feel like im dying when i sit in meetings and#classroom tho lol. god its been 2yrs since i was a student. classes feel like such bullshit now. and yet if i dont get all As i might die#my students better b good. i have the 1st lab section bc thr lead ta couldnt do that time. so im the trial lab and i start fucking Monday#who tf does labs the 1st week of class? ugh. also its an intro bio so like 2/3 of thr class r freshman. lil bby 18yos and some r non bio#majors. and ive been warned that sometimes there r problems with ppl who don't believe in evolution and cause problems. pls let my classes#b good. im not that worried. its just gonna b annoying as fuck. im not good at being authoritative#ugh. i should b reading papers so i dont look like too much of an idiot tomorrow. itll b fine im just an anxious freak. a lil over a week#until i can try to find a therapist. probably seek medication bc i dont kno how else to stop this bullshit. annoying. i grew up with a dad#who gets anxious abt the idea of taking too much medication when he tskes a single ibuprofen. in this household we feel pain and then we#die miserable. this is all his fault. we have the same brain.im just a lil more irradidic than him#its so funny i say that bc im like the least irradic person ever. i do the same things every god damn day. im just irradic in terms of#sometimes i feel like my brain is on fire and im a cry bby lol#whatever. enough bitching. ive got papers to read. or maybe ill just go to bed and read them tomorrow 🙄#unrelated
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Haha, no dude, it's uuuuuuuh, totally normal to treat people's personal creations like a corporate franchise, nah nah, it's not even a little weird that the only way you interact with fandom is by mindlessly consuming content and reposting other people's work, I'm sure it's totally fine to just disregard the creator's wishes as long as you get to have your 2 minutes of fun with "your" new blorbos before your criminally short attention span moves onto the next thing for you to mindlessly consume, yeah, haha, I'm sure framing the creator's struggle to keep control of their work as a threat to your future ability to continue to consume content isn't totally self-centered or tone-deaf. No yeah man, haha, totally normal
#Can you tell that I'm extremely mad at the state of things?#I don't know who all is following Clown's struggles with W/elcome H/ome#but I'm extremely upset on his behalf because so many people are treating his passion project so mindlessly#And like fuck man he's struggling with this new found popularity and so many people just rushed to see his work as a product to swallow up#And it's mind-numbingly horrible to me that so many people can't see Clown as a person#This isn't anything new there have always been these mindless content consumers in internet spaces#but damn it's so bad now because content consumption has just become so easy and people don't really interact with art like they used to#Like it's so disappointing for me to see how thoughtlessly people have disregarded Clown's rules about his work#Like fuck have y'all see how fast people made public merchandise of his work??? It makes me sick to my stomach#I was already following Clown's work before Welcome Home blew up and I really feel for him right now#Sorry for the whole post written in the tags lol
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i can def relate to having an abusive mother, the worst part is that people always assume mothers to be good people. thankfully my dad and mother don't live together so i chose to stay with my dad permanently but my dad's girlfriend is constantly talking about how i should make up with my mother because "you only get one mom" and she completely ignores me when i try to talk about how abusive my mother was
yeah. ugh. sorry about your situation anon. it sucks and im sending sympathies
#ask#i just dunno what to do with myself#as if complex trauma isnt enough im now dealing with a lot of complicated situations regarding what to do now#i dont live there anymore. but my siblings do. hi guys i have 4 younger siblings#and me as much as everybody else just wishes there was a nice family to help us develop stable and normal#so im doing my damn best. im trying to stay in contact with the kids. im hoping they have a better support system than i did#but family policy means the teens get no texting privacy no internet time. so as if i can fucking stay in touch and look out for them anywa#i dont think i can do anything. it feels inevitable that every kid is gonna get completely fractured like me#and the only other alternative risks making it worse and uncomfortable when its none of my business anymore#(taking up my therapist on calling cps. lol)#i cant talk about it with my siblings (no real access to them) and it makes me insane#i cant talk to my dad because he has enough shit and i dont want to drive the family to pieces#i cant talk to my mum because she has a habit of abusing the kids and then telling them its because *I* made her mad; blame me#what am i meant to do#as if the past isnt a lot to process right now. im also dealing with the present that this is probably ongoing and theres fuck all i can do#sorry for venting. im in hell. im trying to be normal and failing spectacularly#abuse#domestic abuse#for cw#i wish i didnt have to worry. i wish this was never a problem in the first place
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#eli.txt#I KEEP FORGETTING MY EX HAS A PARTNER AND I GET SO MISERABLE ABT IT EVERYTIME I AM REMINDED.#idk. goes back to how disposable i probably am. in general. but to them especially#bc damn losing me meant absolutely nothing huh. nothing in your life changed other than not having to deal with me anymore.#nothing changed and yet me being gone made it all better huh.#idk what i expected but idk ive always been kinda disposable to most ppl i just. idk i hoped a relationship wouldve been different#like. damn! leaving me changed nothing! it just made your life better! i can fucking tell!#things always turn out this way is the thing lol everytime someone gets rid of me its like their life immediately gets better#AGFHGHGH this sucks i kinda wanna be mad at them but im NOT#IM MAD AT MYSELF FOR NOT BEING MAD AT THEM WHICH IS FUCKING STUPID BUT LIKE. GOD THEY NEVER DID ANYTHING TO HARM ME#AND THAT MAKES IT SO HARD FOR ME TO FEEL NEGATIVELY TOWARDS THEM#EVEN THOUGH IM REALLY HURT BC THEYRE NOT. DOING ANYTHING. TOWARDS ME. IM HURT BC IM A FUCKING BABY THAT CANT GET OVER ANYTHING EVER#this sucks so much i fucking hate it here do you know how upsetting this is. they didnt even fucking DO anything which makes it WORSE#bc WHY am i upset they didnt even DO anything#im just like a fucking infant is what i am
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"When he puts his mind to it, the sergeant can get what he wants."
"But he's a vile being. I'm afraid there's just no solution."
#ita dub#keroro#i am gonna do the whole episode dont worry. i already have a difference noted for the gundam moment lol HOWEVER#i had to post this now immediately because i mentioned it to a friend and i wondered just how close it was to the og#turns out... not at all lol IT'S ALWAYS LIKE THIS WITH ME !!! MY FAVORITE MOMENTS? ARE ALL MADE UP#this is a judgement of keroro's character which in my brain is important for the bible i build of them in my head#and this judgement absolutely fits keroro in his overall character it's just... not at all what is said lol#it's like the opposite. in jpn they think kururu came out the winner. in ita its like damn keroro mad successful but also selfish as hell#it's an interesting difference... now if you'll excuse me I'll send this to my friend#:3#another thing is that. im pretty sure natsumi is insulting keroro here? but she might be talking about kururu? im honestly not sure#but considering a couple eps back we had keroro literally impersonate kururu when scheming tbh it's much of the same#a duality that... lends itself to the canon. in a surprising and absolutely not intentional twist#spoiler alert. the drawings of the gunpla were stolen ''to its creator'' not to zeon. which is what makes it rare. kinda crazy#that once again they even bother to put an explanation in place. like im genuinely impressed you dont understand#ep 28b
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like, i like draco and all but the way so many of his fans twist his actions to portray him sympathetically and turn harry into the villain is so weird. *especially* in postwar fics. or the AU slytherin!harry ones.
it’s probably really weird that so much draco/harry gives me the same rancid vibes as remus/sirius but alas, what to do.
#it’s just like. draco apologism combined w a need to punish harry?#and it’s so fkn annoying bc it has this holier than thou stench all over#i don’t know how to explain that lmaoo#and it makes me so mad#like ok. one of the biggest examples is the moaning myrtle’s bathroom incident#harry is always made to feel guilty and tortured and inferior for sectumsempra#and those thrice damned scars that literally don’t exist but is taken as fact???#whereas it’s just fully glossed over that draco was trying to crucio harry???#like bro.#and that handshake that harry didn’t take#again i love lordship and pureblood culture fics so much but omg#some of them shit on baby harry so bad???#ugh anyway this is a Rant lol ignore me#i just read a few fics recently w this pattern and it annoyed me#pen’s whining
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they should invent a shopping for womens formalwear that doesnt make me want to [redacted]
#“eh i dont have that much dysphoria lol” <- me before going to 5 fucking department stores and hating the idea of wearing anything there#WELL its also because every. damn. blazer. is made for people who are not 5'1!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i fit a medium but every medium looks stupid on#me because they're too long and despite being able to sew i cant really alter a blazer because theyre so complicated.#and im really mad because i DID see a nice blazer that fit me well AND i liked a few months ago but they didnt have my size at the store or#online and they dont make it anymore. and i didnt know i would need it then#and since then every store ive looked at has like. 5 styles of womens blazers maybe. and they all suck#and its not something easy to shop online for because they never incude measurements :/#alanposting
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oh yes you were at court! i forgot that was at the start of that post lmao. i've been to court twice when i was super young for drinking underage and then smoking lool it was so boring and long and shit but thankfully you were just there for moral support, i hope it wasen't such a bad thing your friend had to deal with! I remember seeing you post about moving but i forget if it was TO or AWAY from your parents but that clears it up. I totally get you on that though, i'm living at home right now and i feel kind of similar about not feeling comfortable in your own home. Its a bit different for me, but similar enough. Hell my stepdad even sleeps in the living room too! hes always done that so ive always felt like i had to be on eggshells when night time hit. I used to sneak smoking in the backyard back in the day myself, i got caught once when i was in highschool he made me throw all my pieces out which sucked big time. ahhh i love that, art! you should totally show more stuff on here too, at least if you're comfortable and its not stuff you'd wanna sell, i would absolutely love to see any of it 🖤i've dabbled in writing poems and things i planned to make songs, although only recently. I've always wanted to be a musician but my attempts at learning guitar over the years have never ended up lasting long and i try to learn singing but i just dont really think i can. plus i was always afraid of self expression so i never wrote until a few years ago. i still do, because music is so important to me (which is why i did pick 🎤!) and it makes me so happy but yeah. i have 2 shows im headed to in a few months even so im so excited 🥰my day though has been so boring, i mostly played video games and watched youtube videos. watched another episode of a show i've been watching called Silo, which i absolutely love. im so surprised you had room in your tags still after myself lmao, but i do that same thing i always talk in the tags! also i'm giving you tons of hugs and kisses 😘🥰 - 🎤
Hi hi hi ☺️ how are you doing lovely? 🥰
#I’ve actually never even been inside a court house or room (still haven’t since my friend didn’t even see a judge thankfully)#but it was interesting ngl walking in especially felt like I was at an airport lol#sorry to hear you had to deal with it twice :( I hope it all ended up ok!#also sorry that you understand the pain of not being comfy in your own home#it really really fucking sucks ngl#dude I would have been SO pissed if my parents made me throw out my pieces 😭😭😭 like 1 that’s my babies and 2 that’s fucking money!!!#lol I was caught in high school too once or twice (but I was a dumbass and smoked inside LMAO still can’t believe I did that????)#I still remember my mom walking in while I was spraying the room and I just fucking fell to the floor for some reason 😂😂#my moms friend was over and apparently told my mom ‘I’m getting high from the fumes’ and ughhhhhh I was so mad#it’s funny now cause wtf who says fumes????#show art like more of my Etsy paintings or my personal paintings?? honestly I don’t have thaaaat many personal paintings#I have one that is a tree that is probably my favorite and I have a few pour paints that I saved when I was first starting#if you’re ever comfortable and want to share a poem or two please feel free to send me them!! (lmk if you don’t want me to post it)#I’ve always been in awe of people who can write poetry or lyrics#I’ve wanted to write songs ever since I can remember tbh and I did back in high school#I had a few classes that I actually wrote songs in but it was just the instrumental - I could never figure out the lyrics#almost failed a class cause I couldn’t figure out the damn lyrics lol#trust me I totallyyyyy understand wanting to learn an instrument but it not *clicking* buuut I personally think singing is different#don’t get me on a rant about how I think it’s sad how most people don’t sing or do art because they aren’t ‘good’ at it#also singing is sooooooooo subjective (think that’s the right word lol) so I think anyone can sing if they want to#music is important to me too!! what type of music do you like to listen to?? like do you have a fav genre or even a fav artist/band rn?#2 shows??! like concert???? who are you going to see?! fuck I’m so jealous! I don’t even remember the last concert I’ve been to ☹️#I’ve never heard of silo but maybe I should check it out! I’ve been looking for a new show to watch ☺️#sorry it took me a lil bit to reply to this :(#my depression was hitting me HARD the past few days#I’m feeling a lil better now but still kinda funky#I’m dogsitting Wednesday-Sunday and I’m super duper excited for that!!! just gotta get to Wednesday ☺️#thank you for the hugs and kisses 🥺🥺🥺 they’re super appreciated 🤗#you’re amazing 🥺 I’m squeezing you and giving you the bigggggggggggest hug 🤗🤗🤗#🎤 anon
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ok not posting pics now bc no one will see it but my outfit fuckimg popped off tonight all 3 drag performers i saw complimented me on it either before or after the show and i am definitely letting that go to my gay little head 😌🌈
#it was sm fun#i was on a date and they are so fucking cute and hot and sweet and i hope we hang out again soon ahhhhhh#it was supposed to just be a coffee date but then invited me to this punk/drag show going on later and i was like 👀#i couldn’t imagine the combo at the time but it was SO GOOD#i need more of that in my life#one of the performers was so fucking hot oh my GOD i was losing it#anyways#a good day#my feet are SORE and my ears are prob mad at me but at least we bought earplugs after the first set bc we were like damn this shit loud#why didn’t we think of this sooner lol#but it was cute#i never know how to like#make any moves esp the first time i’m hanging out w someone irl#but i wanted to kiss soooooo bad omg#we texted once i got home and seems like the vibes are rheee#there* lol#not getting my hopes up bc u never know but idk#future rowyn i hope that y’all have made it work or someone else just as cute n sweet has come along <3#future rowyn#rowyn rambles
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literally i have zero patience left for googles search algorithm, i put in specific keywords and its like Oh You Mean This Random Ass Barely Synonym Right like whats the point of keywords anymore why do i have to use fucking quotation marks that end up being useless anyway fuck
#like idk if ive just become more specific with my searches but i feel its gotten worse in the past few years#literally abandon most of my searches bc it just gives me the same TOP 5 WHATEVER BULLSHIT SOME BITCH MADE UP#always the same wevsites come up first#it always assumes the wrong synonyms for my search string like come on??#i know there can be ways to improve the search but it should just be automatic to stick with whatever's queried???? useless shit#makes me so mad lol i dont remember it being so damn bad#and esp when it does that with google scholar like you know Nothing!!!! terms are specific!!!! ):<
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