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Having a mental breakdown over the video of seb and mark's Singapore date... 🫠
#clutching my chest like some victorian maiden#idk why i didnt realize there was video evidence but AAAAAAHHHHH#cant stop biting my hand trying to contain myself LOL#what watching a 14 yr old video at 5 am does to a man#but anyways im just idek#i have so many thoughts about this video#all the pics made me freak out enough but the vid! THE VID!!!#im just rly glad this exists#cause there's not too much content from back then compared to now#so having like a video of them basically on a date is like a precious gem to me sjdkfk#i would be like 'heres my top 10 thoughts' but it would just be incoherent rambling and keyboard smashes#cant even make it through a 4 min vid without pausing constantly to go AAAAGGHHH#forgive me its 5 am and im still sick#*actually yknow i thoughts the pics were *a lot* but there's so many things in this vid version i cant handle#HOW DOES THIS EXIST BUT THANK GOD IT DOES#seb has literal heart eyes my god#i need to stop bcs i keep having to come back to edit these tags every time i get 10 secs further#to me this vid is just: mark webber and his str boywife seb#sebmark out here doing pr challenge vids before they were cool#someone in the comments saying seb looks like a 'kleine mädchen' we get it hes babygirl#the vid descrip being 'MW and SV spend an evening in singapore' 😵💫😵💫#alright i finished the vid *clutching it in my arms*#ty to the random person on tiktok who linked it i owe you my life#srsly tho finding these artifacts is <3 to me#catie.rambling.txt
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#i feel like tge fact im apprehensive about posting this is kinda proving my point#the way everyone talks about both weight gain and weight loss is just horrendous#like idek if i could fit all i wanna say in here especially while im at work but#i so badly wish people could be normal about weight gain and talking about it#its like if youre not in some constant state of wanting to lose weight people want to kill you#god forbid you want to put on weight to feel more comfortable in your body outside of muscles and a butt#fatphobia is a given thats a whole other few paragraphs#im grateful i have mutuals and friends who are normal but ill have or hear these convos and go#ok i feel sick. why do i feel this way why do you feel that way.#anyways i think fatphobia is one of the worst things to ever happen
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(this is clearly v unbiased. reblog for larger test pool ✌🏽👽)
#look i love the lone gunmen with all my heart#and skinner is the best bald man there is#but this is an alex krycek stanning house#and idek why#i rly liked him as a kid and that just never went away#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#anyway reblog this bc im curious#msr#txf#the x-files#diz spouts conspiracies#my polls
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spooky dog
#they called him ol ‘why do u have human fucking eyes�� back in high school#this is my friends dog and he rlly does look like that i did not stylize his eyes#anyways tryin to build a style of digital pet portraits that doesnt 1) kill my hand Or 2) kill my soul#so far this feels like enough stylization to avoid killing my soul but i think my hand is always killed a little no matter what#better than the other brush i was using tho the angle and pressure on the old one hurt it bad#my art#id in alt text#dogs#digital art#pet portrait#artists on tumblr#<- idek what that tag does or means i just see everyone using it so im copying
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Angel Dust Turns Human pt5
"Alastor & Angels Background 2!"
Pt1
Pt2
Pt3
Pt4
IM SO SORRRYYY!!!🧎 omg, my classes were absolutely becoming my lifestyle for a moment! It's not even bad. It's just REALLY time-consuming💔🙏 Istg u can tell it took a few months bc of the artsyle change midway; there were so many mistakes but idec anymore☹️ pic 3 is not "buy my time" it's meant to be "BUT my time"!! Also idky I basically drew Alastor w tit pecks on pic5, but I'm not fixing that😣‼️ there are other mistakes but SHHH!!
This part was meant to have more images, but there's a 30 pic max on here, so it's gonna be split in half☹️👍. I tweaked so hard drawing these bc I tried to do this on a bigger canvas for better quality, and the amount of glitches on my tiny ass laptop was insane😒...it deadass deleted a whole layer w several panels that was the ending which I spent the whole day on, but it's okay cuz I redrew it🙂 (FUCK MY LAPTOP FUCK STORAGE AND FUCK THAT I CRIED THAT NIGHT AND DIDNT WANT TO STARE AT THAT SHIT FOR 2 DAYS!!!)
Anyways YAY!!!😁😁🙏 I'm so glad to finally be able to draw moments where alastor and angel are getting a bit closer! I know Alastors interest or consistency w accompanying Angel seems ooc and THATS BC IT IS💔‼️ Self indulgence w a hint of desperate explanations.
Antoní as a kid, finally opens up about home life (not rlly🤫) and Alastor offers a branch to hold onto, furthering Antonio's trust🫶. Antoní is PLATONICALLY blushing bc he's a bit embarrassed thinking, 'Wow, sir is so cool and nice, now he wants to hang out w ME?' He's flattered at nothing☹️ (FATHER ALASTOR FATHER ALASTOR FATHER ALADTOR)
Tag list: @diffidentphantom
#hazbin hotel#angel dust#alastor#fanart#hazbin art#no romance#/platonic#charlie morningstar#comic art#fan comic#parental alastor#parental yandere#yandere parent#platonic yandere#possesive love#possessive#possessive alastor#parental figure#fatherlylove#honest to god idek what erased THAT WHOLE DAMN LAYER OF PANELS since i literally JUST WANTED TO ADD ANOTHER LAYER AND DIDNT EVEN UNDO ANYTH#I like the last inage of angel he looks like such a little cute baby🙂🫶#MY BABY MY BABYYY YOURE MY BABY SAY IT TO ME🩷🫶🫂#Rn alastors in the background tweaking bc angels been in the bath too long and hes starting to think the mf just drowned to death😒#humans so prone to death☹️#protective alastor#🙂#anyways hope you like it im SO SORRY it took long...essays growls...essays...
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(OC) boyfriends..... 🤭🧡💜
#my art#OC#baek siwon#(is the honey blonde one)#PURPLE EYES DOES NOT HAVE A NAME YET....#(idek where to start tbh lol like... HOW DO U NAME A WEREWOLF FOX MONSTER-#thats his default human form but yeah hes not human#siwon is human tho! just to confirm KDJDK#anyway im kicking my feet n giggling#HOPE U GUYS LIKE THEM TOO#also im laughing bc its so obv i have a visual type when it comes to ships#LIKE U CAN SEE THE SIMILARITIES W CEDJESS... (droopy eyes x sharp eyes... height diff...#OH ALSO BLONDE/BLACK HAIR YAOI ALWAYS WINS#I FINALLY MADE ONE OF MY OWN LMFAOOA#giving 💜 two-toned hair was a good decision tbh#bc i had been stuck on whether to give him dark or light hair... until i realized i could combine him <3#*combine them#O BTW... i mean the chibi confirms it but#can u tell that siwon is the bigger/taller one...🫣#golden retriever coded...#OH BTW CLOTHES R PLACEHOLDER!!!#SRRY IDK HOW TO DESIGN FASHION EXCUSE THE GOOFY ASS OUTFIT#ITS JUST A PLACEHOLDER TO SHOW THAT HE DRESSES GOTH...#i feel like maybe he has a cool assassin-like uniform normally#but if he were to dress casually... hed go for goth/emo/punk-like clothes FLDNDJ#could picture him playing guitar or bass or smth
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the debate continues (pt 1) but kurama gets called in
bonus under the cut (ft hiei):
gay people
#can you tell i'm much more used to drawing hiei and kurama? lol. i just love their hair sm like.. mwah#anyway idek if this is funny but here's more of it ig#also i just typed 90s yaoi cover into google so i know nothing about that image or its source material so like. open to fun facts ig#yyh#yu yu hakusho#kuwameshi#kazuma kuwabara#kurama#shuichi minamino#hiei#anyway kuwameshi bi4bi moment and i think about the discovery of that a lot. also yusuke's nb to me so im picturing another side of this#where yusuke's like oh man... maybe i AM the girl??? but for gender reasons and not like. relationship dynamic or uke/seme reasons or whatv#also poor kuwabara. that's not going to help you very much i think. he's gonna believe in the yaoi hole :(#skrunkart#thinking about how kurama uses telepathy when he's first introduced and kind of never again after that?? anyway that's what going on in tha#hiei extra fyi#kuwabara kazuma#minamino shuichi#idkkkkk#hoorayy anyway so like. yusuke and kuwabara here like each other so much but don't know what that makes them (bi in this case) bc of the#past interest in girls. like they both have been into girls but they feel so strongly about each other they can't just ignore it. so they'r#like shit i guess we're gay now. and that doesnt fit right but what else could it be? and also they have like zero accurate knowledge of#queer people and queerness. very 'completely trusts an am i gay quiz' moment to me#they don't know where to look besides yaoi and that's Not For Them so that doesn't work. confusing times for kuwameshi i spose#plus kuwabara spirit sensitivity = gaydar in this case#a little tiny tiny kurahi in there. to me :)
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imo byler should have a slow kiss at first like theyre both leaning in, blushing thinking 'oh my god i cant believe this is happening', theyre both nervous and they kiss briefly but like not too briefly, a good solid kiss to let it sink in, and then we should get to see mikes face and he looks almost surprised and he has an 'oh, this is how its suposed to feel' moment and will's nervous bcs mike's just staring at him with his mouth open so he asks "was that... okay?" and then mike gets the biggest grin on his face and he nearly knocks will over with the enthusiasm of the next kiss, or maybe he does knock him over bcs theyre silly like that and they laugh bcs theyre best friends first and should get to act like it and then they get to make out sloppy style on the floor bcs they deserve it and its passionate and not watered down because we're not actually in the 80's and two gay characters should get to make out just like the straight ones have throughout the whole show anyway blink if u agree
#dont take this too seriously i just woke up#byler#mike wheeler#will byers#gay mike wheeler#gay will byers#and if they got a fade to black it would be OKAY too#im glad we can talk abt this on tumblr without getting beheaded now#watch me get beheaded now 💀#idk anyway im shutting up now bcs idek what im saying#ok slay bye#alex says shit
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Transgenderism (happy pride!!)
#jack jeanne#idek if my posts show up when i tag stuff#if this does hi 👋#im shy#this is headcanon ig please dont be mean about it i have anxiety#i still feel weird posting stuff here#anyways.. one of my favorite trios.... i love them#my art#new tag just dropped
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does it count as a criminal record if his only crime is having way more fun than the navy allows? (insp).
#topgunmaverickedit#top gun maverick#pete maverick mitchell#top gun maverick gifs#top gun maverick edit#top gun#stars gifs#mine#stars tg edits#idek HOW to explain myself on this one babes i saw the insp post a couple days ago and it has been HAUNTING me#torturing me like those voices#its so. yeah. cant explain it but its him#being so normal about that old man is an olympic sport and baby im bringing home the gold#or whatever that famous text post says#i am paraphrasing#anyways these gifs are not perfect and coloring this movie was a real bitch but enjoy akdhfkffhgj#me trying to write my wips and my brain is just MAKE GIFS !!! MAKE GIFS !!! DO ITTTTT
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jwct s2 spoilers ‼️
my brain cannot decide if I like Soyona x Brooklynn 😭 like obv the tension is THERE is so painfully obvious, Scott himself literally said they’re relationship was inspired by Killing Eve, which is so URGGGHHHHHHHH YESSSSSS but then THE OTHER part of my brain is like “NO.” but im also like “YES.” and its just a bunch of back and forthing like CAN I DECIDE IF I LIKE THE SHIP OR NOT SIMPLE AS THAT. CUZ I DO, BUT AT TGE SAME TIME I DONT…WHAT IS GOING ON 💔💔
#jurassic world chaos theory#jwct#jurassic world#jwct s2#jwct s2 spoilers#soyona santos#brooklynn jwct#PLEASE I WANNA LIKE THEM SO BAD BUT I JUST CANTTTTT#I feel like its their age gap that throws me off 😭#like ik its LEGAL but like Soyona is 40 something and Brooklynn is freshly 19#which again isnt illegal#I think its just my personal morals that are getting in the way of deciding 😭#wait should I even tag Soyona x Brooklynn#idk cuz this feels like im sorta shitting on the ship…WHICH IM NOT#Idek at this point 😭#imma actually not tag em anyways I dont wanna make the actual shippers feel bad :(
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you would not believe the strange little man they are having this much weird tension over
#ditto#garchomp#my art#+others#they dont redacted or anything theyre just very. about it. when they. can be. or somthing. idek.#liiike i think they do eventually understand each other better as people and all that but. yeah.#.anyways im. gonna gt started on that uhm. other ef thing now[trips on my way out]
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what if i got a little cringe with my oc huh? what if i use her for every character i like?
#courtin cowboys#will curtis#i just woke up so idek how to tag this#courtincowboys#cc will#anyways ive been so normal about this game but especially this character and 1 more eheheh#original character#oc art#sorbiic art tag yeah#fish if you ever see this know im in love w ur characters thanks
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I FINALLY FINISHED IT ASCIDBCH
blehp i kinda died on the patterns and the glasses
ofc the beautiful Will Wayward belongs to @kandavers
is jus molly an will vibin
#sooooooo#the song was happy by Pentatonix#idk if you think it fits him but he jus seems like a happy guy to me#so yea#anyways i cannot DRAW#idek how i managed to finish this i feel so unmotivated#bleeeehhhhhp#also i like to think he would be either a tenor or baritone#it seems like it would be scary hearing a bass note from him#im leaning a bit more towards tenor though…#think of it! he could harmonize with Basil!#i also think Basil would be a baritone lowkeyyy#THE HARMONIESSSS#it would be great#WAIT WHISKY AS A COUNTERTENOR TOO MAYBE??#the harmony would just be so *chefs kiss*#ackh ive been rambling#excuise me and goodbye :)#wait nvm maybe the wetten dass..? medley would be better…#GAH TOO MANY SONGS I MUST LEAVE NOW#will wayward#molly melancholy#welcome home oc
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it’s 5:20am i cannot sleep i am consumed with thoughts and yearning for keigo takami i need to be euthanized
#literally these days all i do is Lay Awake and Wither Away#the nightmares have been exponentially worse lately#fun fact ur local fanfic author has Problems.#idk man there’s just something haunting about having reoccurring nightmares about your ex and every time u close ur eyes it’s throwing u#right back into the pit of hell that was that relationship#it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine i just no Longer Trust People#anyways this is a vent post and it is so cringe and lame#i just have never Hated an ex before so there’s a lot i’m coming to terms with especially considering how Fake he is#idek man IDEK!!!!!1!!1!1!#i rlly sacrificed so much to love and live with him and he said ‘mmmmmm now i have u in my grip’#whatever it’s fine he’s stinky and honestly the fact honey (the blog intern and my cat) doesn’t miss him AT ALL says so much#seriously she is so nonplussed by his absence it’s wild#eating fine sleeping fine shitting fine#SAYS A LOT. SAAAAYS A LOT. whatever whatever whatever#i would hit that emotionally immature man with my car if given the chance and yknow what. nick if ur reading this you’re one of the#most.#emotionally immature people ive ever had the misfortune of knowing.#what a shame you lost me#the best thing and healthiest thing that ever happened to you#because of your own actions and your own inability to take accountability for your mental health and actions#tell your mom i say hi#and tell your exes im sorry i ever doubted any of them x_x#WEEEEE what a vent#listen to big sister birbs when she says don’t date men who have something horrific to say about each of their exes
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I want the infodump on Jamil and Yuusha ma'am I beg
THIS HAS BEEN UNANSWERED FOR A MONTH IM SORRY AUGH
but thank you so much yes im okay im normal about them i’ll do my best (for context i mentioned in the tags of one of my posts a while back wanting to infodump about them, but i forget which one it was jfkdlsjhl anyways-)
this won't be a full info dump because i think that would somewhat restrict my dynamic of them if i put it all into words (if that makes sense) ;;;
and i realized i lowkey dont have a coherent timeline for them (yet); i just put them in random scenarios of what i think would be fun at the moment
to make up for it i'll also put a silly self-indulgent sketch dump all below ;;;
I JUST REALIZED I DRAW THEM MAKING EYE CONTACT A LOT (bc something something there's a level of trust that jamil wont use his snake whisper on yuu anymore)
okay now for some random jamiyuu dynamics/hcs/lore
yuu fell first -> yuu lost feelings (bc why would you trust someone who took advantage you) -> ✨ then something happened ✨ -> jamil fell next but harder.
highkey disliked each other -and showed it- in the beginning bc of the whole scarabia drama; then an -accidental- act of service got them to think differently about one another. like "holy shit maybe they're not so bad after all???"
extremely slow burn.
very competitive with one another which then bled into their "flirting" / affectionate acts when they eventually became closer.
basically: “sweetheart” but rivalry -> “babe” but platonically -> “bro” but romantically pipeline.
(“are you flirting or starting a fight”)
yuu kinda throws around “love you” a lot, especially to her close friends; so -during their “platonic” stage- for some reason, jamil was the only “friend” she has not said this to. but it’s okay it’s not like jamil had referred to her as the “f-word” (friend) anyway.
had a mutual agreement that their romantic relationship is temporary because of yuu wanting to go home; they’re just going to “try it out” “no hard feelings”.
yuu made jamil promise to never use snake whisper on her ever again.
jamil: personal beef w/ bugs + afraid of them; yuu: personal beef w/ bugs (w/ a few exceptions) + not afraid of them, just generally pissed at their existence.
dancing and music lowkey became one of their love languages.
kalim genuinely became one yuu’s best friends because of how much they hit it off. jamil always third wheels them no matter the circumstance.
yuu loves grim more than jamil; jamil knows this very well. and so does grim.
#i was today years old that asks will not let me put images next to each other sigh#WAIT IT’S DIFFERENT ON MOBILE#smh tumblr u are stressin me out#anyways idek if you're still here anon but akjfkldsslk#the way i was jumpscared when i saw this in my inbox tho#it just made me really happy that people are interested in these two 😭#im still just afjkdlslsj why#but honestly thank you 🫶#im glad people can enjoy them as much as me#also i am just posting back to back what is wrong with me#i should make the most of it bc my schedule’s going to be BUSY after this week#also also there's one particular way some artists draw jamil's nose and i love it#i really wanna draw it like that too hkdsljs#i'll try it out next time i draw his side profile#[—✦ chatting#-✧ my art#-✧ oc rambles#jamil viper#(💜) yuusha#(💜) curry noodles#-✦—]
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