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attempt to return to normalcy
#ethan winters#karl heisenberg#wintersberg#resident evil#resident evil fanart#rebhfun#resident evil village#resident evil 8#re8#seriously speaking i cant imagine ethan surviving re8 and then getting another IT job 😭#bro got moved to europe and lived there in paranoia for 3 years before his paranoia got proved RIGHT#ethan can be a stay at home dad and go to therapy 😭#i also think if ethan survived re8 he would be a bit of a helicopter parent#i think he would be so terrified to leave rose#he carries the baby monitor with him everywhere :(
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universal healthcare is not broken and anyone trying to convince you it is is delusional and a dckrider for big health insurance. yes there are wait times but waiting for care is Not the same as being denied care.
in america your physician prescribes care and an insurer can still cuck you out of it because someone across the continent who has never met you can say: doesn’t seem medically necessary. Leaving you to handle a bill that is wildly inflated by the same insurers that just denied you.
let me drill it through your head you can pay thousands a year in premiums and still end up sick and financially burdened for years by One incident. no insurance company is Avoiding going broke by denying claims. theyre doing it to profit off your misfortune and your illness. Because healthcare fundamentally does not cost the amount that they claim it to be.
#delete later#out of pocket rant#i hate these god awful takes on universal health care#and i hate this oh he killed a father#how many fathers do you think uhc let die be real with me#oh 8 billion is only 6% profit margin#bitch it could be 2 percent it could be a negative loss#this is me saying oh i resold a shoe for $60 after buying it for $50 when i also made it for 80 cents#i have been denied things like chest xrays and lung exams#i btw have had a chronic cough for 4+ years#in canada i got this done on the same fking day and results back within a month#there are indeed horror stories and on both sides of know ppl who died due to delayed diagnosis#and ppl who died bc they didnt even want the diagnosis it would have cost them too much#but robbing someone of the choice in my opinion is the worse of the two#putting someone in an impossible position like that is evil#this country love god so much better start praying u stay healthy bc thats the most important thing#also like those horror stories of wait times in the er#im gonna be real if u have severe stomach pain are actively bleeding heart attack or stroke#you will be seen asap#yes if unfortunately everyone around u that day decided to have a stroke or heart attack ur appendicitis will be punted down the line#this is a resource issue NOT a cost issue#this is a they also cut funding to nursing school and limited the number of ppl who can pursue medical degrees issue#not a we dont have privatized health care issue#bc ultimately u need a doctor to see u#not someones sister who is taking stabs at it#and every doctor is bound by the concept of time???#u still have to wait in america ur Charged for it also#and yall it doesn’t even have to be a Big incident#ur local urgent care might just be closed after 8pm and at 9pm u need stitches#or have severe stomach pains and just want it checked
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losing so much blood on your p*riod that u are nauseous and lightheaded on the shitter. normal day in the life
#also hey op#in case youve never considered it#i would highly recommend getting a hormonal iud#your life your perogative#but im transmasc and have a hormonal iud and like#no period#that bitch is fucking GONE#i got it before going on T too and so i know its specifically because of the iud#its a pretty chill procedure#not the most pleasant thing in the world but its quick#and its also reversible#but also. it can stay in for 8 years#before replacing it with a new one#the only side affect i experienced was spotting for about a month afterward#and then acne (but the acne is also from the T)#anyways#i would highly recommend it#feel free to message me if you have any questions
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I found this in my drafts - I wrote it after I finished Leverage: Redemption S1 and then most of the original series. Posting it now with the caveat that I never got around to watching the rest of Leverage: Redemption so I do not know what happened from there.
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It still amazes me that people who've lived through
- Sherlock, where the creators outright deny that their two male leads could ever get together, while throwing out constant M/M fanservice.
- FIFTEEN seasons of Supernatural, where women can't survive for very long because they'd threaten the fan-preferred M/M pairings, and one of the actors for the pairing straight up denies that his character could even be gay, shot down questions about it, and finally just "didn't want to put him in a box" following an outcry near the very end of the series.
- She-who-shall-not-be-named, who never so much as hinted that any character might not be straight, but then declared one gay when the series was basically done.
- and however many more queerbaiting shows
can look at Leverage and think the creators are trying to pull one over on us.
- "That means I would be thinking about you and Parker, which I never do!" in the least convincing tone, after lamenting the suave thief Parker is out with that night.
- Watching them kiss and nodding
- "'til my dying day" and "but you never, never need anything" "Yeah, I did" looks over at Parker and Hardison for a moment before looking back "And thanks to you, I don’t have to search anymore."
- Confirmation from the creator that the OT3 is canon.
- "Even numbers only baby" and "Age of the geek, babe"
- The hints in the show (Hardison being aware of how Eliot wakes up, "we built vents in the house", etc) and then confirmation that the three of them live together.
- The necklaces
- Hardison talks to Eliot AND Parker before making the decision to step away from the team. Parker's scene is more dramatic, sure - but Hardison checks in with Eliot too, and Eliot confirms his support before Parker drags Hardison off for their chat.
They haven't given us a kiss or the exact words, sure. Polyamory still isn't widely accepted in the US - it's very possible that they can't give us a big flashy display on screen because of executive meddling, or just that they have to consider ratings.
But what they've given us is in line with the characters they've created. They also never make it into a joke, aside from Hardison's "We're together" bit in The 12 Steps Job (which was season one). They don't make flashy fanservice out of scenes with Hardison and Eliot together, or with the three of them.
The Leverage PTB haven't queerbaited us with the OT3. They queercoded them. And then confirmed that they intended the things we saw on screen.
Part of me wonders if the idea that the OT3 are queerbait is the fact that Eliot's relationship with Hardison and Parker is more subdued than their relationship with each other. I think there may be folks who want to see them as a perfect, exclusive triangle where they all share the exact same relationship style. But that's not how polyamorous relationships have to work - and indeed, it's not how most of them work. Parker and Eliot have always had a different kind of relationship than Parker and Hardison. It's not unreasonable to think that, even in a committed romantic threesome, the three sides of the triangle would represent different types of relationships.
#leverage#leverage ot3#eliot x parker x hardison#leverage: redemption#Some folks also clearly dislike that Eliot still flirts with other women#and I think that feeds into the idea that the OT3 are queerbait or not canon#but polyamorous relationships don't have to be exclusive#a friend of mine has two commited romantic partners#but still goes out on dates and has casual sex partners too#Eliot clearly enjoys flirting and the company of women throughout the original series#it's completely possible that Eliot is committed to Parker and Hardison without needing to be exclusive#it's been 8 years I think Parker's had time to work on her jealousy stuff#or to at least be able to roll with it out of love and respect for Eliot#that same friend above sometimes gets anxious and needs their partners to reaffirm that they love them and want to stay together#but they don't stop their partners from seeing other people because that's not the relationship they agreed on#if you want to write polyfidelity then go for it!#I don't actually think we've seen anything on screen that truly contradicts it#(flirting isn't cheating)#but I also believe the OT3 can be canon without requiring exclusivity#polyamory#ot3
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#todayssss song is Warm Enough by Hannah Cole#badabing badabooooom#anyway#this is Orvious! character from a story i wrote when I was a kid#and that I mean like#8 years old#but he's stayed in my head#narrator voice: orvious also deals with being too optimistic and 'too much' for people#the legend of crysales: war of the dragons#I thought it was such a cool name and world#its still very cute#might come back to it#ok no yeah i am coming back to it it makes me so happy you guys you have no idea#like#i can finally kind of sort of make the stuff i wished i could when i was little#its so exciting#and now i have energy? kinda?#its the biggest slay of all time fr#uhhhh ok normal tags#dragons#dragon#illustration#book illustration#orvious#artistsontumblr#artist#art#digital art#my art
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Scrolling through my old posts to check my current companion tags and I found my reaction to the series 8 trailer and it's so wild seeing me of 10 years ago say I'm not convinced by Peter Capaldi yet, who is my favourite Doctor of all time.
Like, I know he takes a while to warm up and I know it took me even longer to emotionally accept the fact that David Tennant had been knocked off the top spot, but it's just so weird to see!
#peter capaldi#doctor who#the twelfth doctor#twelve#you mean I wasn't instantly and irrevocably in love with Twelve from the moment his eyebrows appeared in Day of the Doctor???#with Ncuti I was immediately on board from the moment we saw his 'what the hell is going on' thing but apparently it took longer for Peter#I do remember I was excited by his casting announcement though#I was in Majorca and stayed back at the hotel with my dad for the special announcement show while my mum and aunt went out#and there's a photo of me grinning my head off when I joined them bc I was so excited#but clearly the trailers had me uncertain#tbf I do recall being a bit annoyed by the 'am I a good man' arc and series 8 Twelve is not Twelve at his peak#but like that's the point#anyway I'm not here trying to convince past me#she'll get there#just god it's so strange#but that's literally why I do this#this is the purpose of me logging all my doctor who thoughts in real time on tumblr.com and tagging them obsessively#so I can look back on them and see what my initial impressions were vs where I'm at now#dw#dwmine#mine#also in the process I just found a bunch of posts from 2013 and 2014 without tags of dwmine so I've fixed that now#I wonder how many are floating around from the early years of this blog#I've caught many of them over the years but clearly there are still some out there
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they should make a life where you don't have appointments, work, school and scheduled events every single day for months on end
#i just wanna spend like 2 full days rotting in bed is that too much to ask#december i'm going on a vacation with family + gf and we're trying to schedule a lunch/dinner so that we can go over the itinerery#and other stuff like my gf is diabetic so she's going to tell everyone the procedures in case of an emergency etc#and the soonest i'm available for that is oct 20th like bruh#every week day i've got classes 7:30-11:50 work 13:00-17:00 and then gym therapy or futsal practice at night#oh and sometimes the professor that i'm the student assistant (? monitor in pt) for wants me to go to her night classes#and then on weekends i've got futsal practice sat morning usually a match either saturday or sunday legal advice clinic 4x a semester#and then birthdays friend group meetups (with ppl i haven't properly seen in a WHILE so i don't wanna bail) family stuff or gf's family stu#oh and i take care of the finances of our futsal team so there's that as well#and then when i'm free i spend my time with my love (who i mostly see on either day of the weekend and sometimes for dinner on weekdays)#those are my favorite “appointments” i love spending time with her so much but even though we have quite a few staying in dates we also#pretty frequently go out to cafes restaurants parks meet up with mutual friends etc#so like... no bed rotting ever adfdsal#honestly i am not THAT busy compared to some ppl that i know#like i work from home most days of the week commute only 20 min to college am not a part of any study group etc etc#but man... that vyvense sure is working cause i do not think i would be able to do what i do now when my adhd was unmedicated#also i'm thinking of maybe getting a new internship next year cause even though i love my current one it's in public law which atm#is the field i'm thinking of getting into after school but getting into private law in brazil with only public law uni experience is#incredibly difficult. so i wanna be 100% sure i actually want public law. which means experiencing private law.#which means a private law internship#so i'm wondering how the fuck imma be able to pull that off next year#at least it pays much more than my current one! like probably double!#but honestly even with all the shit that i do and wishing i had more time for myself i've actually been so happy lately#i'm learning more at uni than i used to be able to i do pretty well at my internship i've got wonderful friends both old and new#my family is well and we get along like always i switched positions in futsal and am doing suprisingly good as a goalkeeper#and i'm in my first ever relationship. it's been almost 8 months till we made it official and it blows me away how good it's been#like we haven't faught once. disagreed on a couple things sure. but not a single fight and tbh even disagreements are very rare#idk we communicate and give each other grace and i just feel so loved. she knows me so well. i love her so so so so much.#like man just this saturday we were having an early dinner at a bakery. she stopped what she was saying and just stared at me smiling#and like i couldn't hold eye contact. cause she's so so fucking beautiful and she was looking at me with so much love and i had to look awa
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I must say, it's pretty poetic that I've gotten to season 6 of Vampire Diaries right before another solar eclipse happens in America. I certainly didn't plan it, but it does feel like my timing is very appropriate with this one. I do have questions about the accuracy of the eclipse portrayal in the show, though. I mean, a solar eclipse did in fact happen on May 10, 1994, and it was visible across much of the country, so that much is accurate. But I don't think Mystic Falls would've had quite as good of a view as they show it having. For reference, here's a map of the May 1994 eclipse path (credit: timeanddate.com):
And, if you'll remember, Mystic Falls is like two hours from my old hometown just a stone's throw north of Lynchburg, Virginia, as seen on the locator spell map (this one's all over tumblr, forgive me for not remembering what blog I grabbed it from):
So if you zoom in on the timeanddate map and pick somewhere closeish to there:
It looks like Mystic Falls would be getting a little over 77% coverage or so. It's also worth noting that the '94 eclipse was an annular eclipse, not a total eclipse like tomorrow's eclipse. That still means that the moon went directly in front of the sun, but it does mean that it was small enough/far enough from earth that you didn't quite get full coverage of the sun (thanks to weather.gov for the nifty graphic):
So, I'm not positive whether it would've looked quite as dark as was shown in the show:
Although, I must admit, in this video I found on youtube of the '94 eclipse, (part of me is shocked to find footage from then but I know I shouldn't be like yes they had cameras in the 90s) it actually looks more similar than I expected it to look, but I imagine it was most likely filmed within the path of totality:
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But also, when Kai takes Bonnie to Portland, don't they see the eclipse again there? I couldn't find that clip on youtube just now, but Portland barely had any eclipse--only 42-43% coverage, so it would've been way milder of a visual effect, barely any dimming in the sky noticeable without eclipse glasses.
The funny thing is, the area where I live is going to be sitting right around 80% coverage tomorrow. I was lucky enough to get to travel to Missouri for the 2017 eclipse to get into the path of totality, but I'm afraid that it hasn't worked out for me to do so this year, which is immensely disappointing to me as an astronomy enjoyer, but I do still plan to go to an eclipse party and I'm going to start saving to try and get to Spain for the next total eclipse in 2026, which is going to be right around my 30th birthday (screaming). Anyways, it isn't great, but here's my best picture from the '17 eclipse:
I didn't even have a smartphone yet then, because despite it being 2017, I was somewhat of a luddite, so I had the purple flip phone I so stubbornly clung to and a point-and-click Nikon, but I still think this picture is pretty cool for what it is. Here's the zoom in so you can really see that ring of fire (and my shaking hands doubling the image):
Obviously you can find thousands of better eclipse pictures online, but that one's still special to me because it's mine. Anyways, I'll report back with smart phone pictures from whatever I see of the 80% total eclipse tomorrow to compare and contrast with Mystic Falls's 70% annular eclipse of the 90s, because from what I've heard it's going to be much less impressive than full totality was, but I've yet to watch a partial solar eclipse, so I'll just have to find out. Also, if you happen to have any vampiric loved ones trapped in a magical prison dimension who you need help freeing during the eclipse tomorrow, let me know and I'll see what I can do! ;) Hahaha. Anyways, happy eclipse everyone, and may we all possess sufficient self restraint to avoid eye damage (says the woman who has looked at the sun unprotected so many times and is probably going to go blind because of it some day. I know what I've done lol. Don't be me.)
#posts where I actually feel like I'm using my blog as a blog#Solar Eclipse#Solar Eclipse 2024#Solar Eclipse 1994#The Vampire Diaries#TVD 6x02#is where the screenshot's from specifically#Damon Salvatore#Bonnie Bennett#Eclipse History#nerding out over the eclipse in the vampire show#it's also funny to me how two eclipses in my lifetime are so close to my birthday. I think it probably means I have magical powers ;)#May 10 1994#that's two years and change before I was born#April 8 2024#I'm so tempted to ditch all my responsibilities and drive south to totality but it's an 8 hour drive and I'd have to leave at like 4am#if it was a 4-5 hour drive to totality I'd do it. but I think a 16 hour round trip would kill me and I didn't have the good sense to plan#or book a hotel in advance or anything and everything in totality will be booked up for sure. and tonight is the night I would need to be#in a hotel anyways so. missed that boat. I mean I could go now and just drive through the night. but ugh. I just. ugh. I can but I can't yk#anyways everybody says that the Vampire Diaries writing quality drops off around here but I'm still loving it so far#it's incredibly frustrating sometimes but like. it knows how to give me The Feels(tm) and so I'll let it jerk me around all it wants#I would personally prolly want to stay in the prison world for at least a little bit to get to enjoy that eclipse from a bunch of angles th#like that's a rad as heck day to get trapped on imho. Love me a good eclipse#i ramble#even in the tags I ramble#Youtube
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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else
#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more#I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s#the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything#that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da#lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how#get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to#and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not#be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much#of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in#bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it#into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it#but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted#any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself#not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha#usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day#because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere#I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s#just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway#this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this#bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school#vent tw#yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely#disability#chronically ill#i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho#i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to#anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse#I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours#I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework
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going back to clean up and revise old original story things from years ago is, aside from being very satisfying sometimes, also quite funny because of the great amount of things you forget over the years:
omg i completely forgot this character was supposed to be a raging capitalist. actually let's keep that for the update it'll make things even funnier
GIRL THE PLOT HOLE. ITS KINDA SUBTLE BUT ITS STILL A PLOT HOLE HOW DID YOU NOT NOTICE IT. someone didn't do enough research clearly.
WHY did i make a vsynth your voice claim. we can't do that anymore because now i only ever associate that voice w/ the vsynth character and its gonna fuck me up. HATSUNE MIKU???
brother eughhh that color combination...
��� wow you were really going through it back then girlie. noticing a common theme here
man your design/concept is cool as hell but we did nothing with you... we gotta either fix that or we're sending you to the chopping block to be recycled and/or appreciated by someone else sorry mate (alternatively: get sent to the purgatory folder by my sentimental ass [not to be confused with purgatory the actual story location])
YOU'RE A SOUNDCLOUD RAPPER?????
let's get you a happy ending man :( i think you deserve it. sorry my preteen self didnt see the vision but now i sure do
respectfully why tf did i name you that. cmon we can do better than that. PLUS we can attach better meaning to the name this time
... i know what you are. babygirl we can fit so many fucking references in here like YES WE GET IT YOU LIKE [MEDIA] and it adds to the funny/tragedy sometimes but. nerd (/aff).
now that we're here in the Future having experienced certain things... yeah that was eerily accurate. man 😔 but hey now with firsthand experience we can write it EVEN BETTER/ANGSTIER NOW
i'm so sorry we killed you off for no reason. now we gotta kill you FOR a reason and it's gotta be a better one. yeah sorry you don't get to live we need someone to haunt the narrative we're understaffed
what's up w/ all this royalty-free music
"i'll remember this later" no you won't 😭 wtf are you referring to girl. WHY DID YOU NOT SAVE BETTER COPIES OF THESE NOTES GIRL 😭😭😭 WHAT ARE YOU REFERENCING HERE I'M MISSING FOOTNOTES WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT. WHAT WAS THIS THIS LINK IS DEAD BESTIE.
the great vanishing of 2033. i completely forgot i made this a thing, it was basically an event where in the year 2033 all of humanity just randomly vanished from earth. yes literally just that, it was never explained what caused it or where they all went or anything it just happened. it was a good segway into other things but... holy fuck girl
#oc liveblogging#i'm supposed to be working rn but GRAHHHH NOBODY FUCKING ANSWERS MY WORK MESSAGES IM GHSNDNNNNN#when im not working i need to be studying. but ughh fuck i got oc sickness in the brain im thinking sm abt my made up little people#to stay sane. i wanna DRAWWW i wanna DO THINGSSS BUT I DONT HAVE TIME. BUT I ALSO CANT LOCK IN BC IM THINKING TOO MUCH AUGH#also just quick note the great vanishing of 2033 was something i came up with in 2023 i believe.#HOW CAN I REMEMBER SOME OF THE OTHER SHIT I CAME UP W/ 7-8 YEARS AGO BUT NOT SOMETHING FROM LAST YEAR? BRUH?#apparently younger me was really good at fridge horror unintentionally. man. a lot of this is really horrifying when u really think abt it#some of it over the top edgy yeah BUT we can make it better now. and scarier in a sense of not just gratuitous gore/violence#but like lets get. idk. psychological horror? emotional. lets get fucking MELANCHOLY up in this bitch. BITTERSWEET BABYYYY#ughghshgkg ik nobody rly cares abt this but i post for me so idc. read my crazy unhinged ramblings user.#RELEASE MEEEE the thoughts. ouhgshhhnskjd. explodes and dies
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HAPPY NEW YEAR! Have two photos I barely managed to get of this mischevious little madam this morning before we left. 🐈
#OOC:#{ the only time she stayed still was when she was eyeing me up to pounce from the side xD }#{ i was legit sat there like 'don't you dare... stop it I can see what you're about to do!' then she pounced lmao }#{ also you wouldn't think she's 8 years old }#{ she forever looks like a kitten xD }
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reposting young adult Nessie cuz shes so fucking cute im gonna lose it
#atc arts#nessiava tillahnen#i am soooo so so fucking close to making her my rook but also i could use haalide! but also nessie's Protag Age!#if she was born 2-3 years after the blight she's 7-8 in inquisition. so 10-11 in trespasser. so 19-22 in veilguard depending on who you ask#in my heart she and revallen stayed in the imquisition long enough to get them set up to run independently#and left the year of the next Arlathvhen to return to the Dalish with the news of Fen'harel and his plan to tear down the veil#their old clan accepted them back and Revallen took up the mantle of Keeper again and led the clan to an area the inquisition had found#to start preparing a magic barrier to protect the clan by erecting a miniature Veil around them. and rev being rev - any are welcome to join#dalish or not elven or human - the inquisitor's clan and family offers shelter to all#after a few years of this life the camp has expanded &so has the spell prep. but its well enough underway that rev leaves it to his Second#and takes Nessie with him to Minrathous so she can study the ways of the Somniari(among other things) and he can be with Dorian#its while they're in minrathous that revallen gives nessie her vallaslin - the same vallaslin he bears#but with the design tweaked and expanded. refined and closer to completion; and in this way much more dangerous
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ok yeah my sleep schedule CANNOT continue like this
#taking a week off to rest has made me realise i REALLY need to sleep#staying at home = terrible mentally but good physically in terms of rest#and then going out and about as i have been is good mentally but bad physically in terms of rest#i would complain and be concerned about how i am constantly exhausted#like bro clearly that's bc i was consistently sleeping way less than 7h every night#i keep getting sick and crashing bc im exhausting myself#being back at school full time after years at home as well as 9+ hr of work each week plus#just not resting enough between all that#i can't expect to continue like that i truly NEED to be sleeping 8+ hr each night#but also staying home wasn't good for me physically in other ways#i can have the best of both worlds by going out and about but just sleeping enough
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Stay determined! Whatever you’re working towards, don’t give up!! You CAN do this! Frisk believes in you!!!
Also Happy 8th anniversary Undertale!!!
#self care#don’t give up#reminder#undertale#frisk#determination#fan art#art#my art#artist on tumblr#justanartistiguess#staying determined and not giving up is one of the best things you can do!#keep going you can get through it :)#also I can’t believe this game is 8 years old#bcbdisjcbdiscvds time goes by fast
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This feels really cheesy ..
#I also wish husk’s voice stayed y’know . husky when he sang#hazbin critical#I’m enjoying myself but I can’t help but nitpick yknow ?#honestly though watching this… it almost doesn’t feel real . it’s like wdym the funny 30 minute YouTube animation I heard about like 8 years#ago is like ! a show !! on a streaming service !! christ alive#dunno how you can hear about that and not be at least a bit proud of it’s creators#but it also comes with a high bar y’know ? probably higher than other shows
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so the overall.. shape and tone of my current project is pretty much set in stone (im SO CLOSE to 50% done you guys) but i was looking through my saved videos folder on bilibili and if im gonna be doing another animatic after this one (honestly pretty likely??? given my. floruitshow obsession that doesnt seem to be going anywhere anytime soon) i REALLY want to attempt something closer to that style of animatic you see a lot on bb that employs more on elaborate editing as opposed to like............... the powerpoint presentation type beat i've got going on now
(nevermind the fact that a lot of the projects that really lodge themselves in my brain were also like collaborations between teams of people with like dedicated editor roles and i still havent fully figured out how to use lightworks. like ive also seen one man projects in this style that turn out absolutely gorgeous so i KNOW it can be done. maybe i'll go figure out if capcut is easier to use lol)
#asto speaks#re: the ProjectTM#the massive team efforts are mostly genshin animatics whaddaya know#perks of fandom big?? i guess???#that and the other noir's stultifer cantus amv i feel like i bring it up a lot but it truly genuinely haunts me#i just. love love love their art style so much and its *so* beautiful and well edited#i mean obviously im not pulling that off in the foreseeable future but#映剪/capcut is a software i saw recommended by the creator of an animatic for a rather obscure variety show i was OBSESSED with last year#saw that animatic a few days ago and it immediate lodged itself in my brain its SO GOOD. and it was a one man project!! walaoeh#op made a joke about worrying about paying for adobe after effects and realising capcut has everything they need LOL#and their project SUPER well edited and put together so idk i might check it out#im just. not fully sold on the powerpoint presentation style at least not when i do it lol#anyway if i do try something like that it'll probably be for set me free because if i *am* gonna do the robit floruitshow trinity#lets just say im gonna be procrastinating how can i make you stay for last that song is *fucking long*#its like what. 5 minutes? nabei#also i already have a few shots for set me free in mind i just need to stop... thinking about the xiao animatic for the same song lol#that project has like 8 credited artists and 6 animators comparing myself to that is just like#an exercise in pointlessly creating misery in myself
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