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John Price's Home
✨ John Price’s Home - My Sims 4 Take 🎮
Hi, everyone! 👋 Remember how I mentioned in the A/N of my last chapter that the house described was inspired by @eleu22's moodboard for John Price’s home? Well, I loved it so much that I had to try my hand at bringing it to life—in The Sims 4! 😂
For those who might not remember, the A/N was from Chapter 11 of my Papa Bear Material story. It’s the chapter where John brings you to his home for the first time to spend the weekend together as a couple. That chapter was such a special turning point in their relationship, and I wanted to make sure the house really captured the warmth, cosiness, and charm of John’s character.
Whilst reading this, I want you to imagine John Price taking you here 😈—his home, his space, his rules. Just picture it: the cozy fireplace crackling, the scent of whisky lingering in the air, and that intense look he gives when it’s just the two of you. Go on, let your mind wander to the things he’d do… because trust me, he’s thought about it too.
This is my interpretation of what Captain Price’s home might look like, from the cozy interior to the overall vibe. I was inspired by @eleu22's vision—their moodboard really hit the spot! While I agreed with much of their design, I also put my own spin on it, tweaking it to suit how I imagine the Captain’s space.(So it’s more “inspired by” than a full recreation!)
Here’s a breakdown of what you’ll see:
📍 Structure - So, let’s start with the foundation of the place. The floors are a mix of old vintage tiles and polished hardwood—well-maintained and perfectly worn in with years of use, especially after John renovated the place. The walls? They’re made of rustic stone and sturdy brick, well-structured and kept in excellent condition. Captain Price inherited the house from his grandparents, and during his renovations, he made sure to preserve its warmth and charm while adding his own personal touch. You can almost feel the history and legacy of his family in every corner, a tribute to the generations that have lived here.
📍 Living Room - Warm, inviting, and just the right amount of rugged charm—because you know Price would keep it comfortable but not overly fancy. He has a cast iron fireplace installed underneath the original one, something he added during renovations for practicality and efficiency. The room is filled with old furniture, lots of books, and pictures of his late family, reflecting a deep sense of nostalgia. Price inherited his cottage from his grandparents, who originally owned the place. He lives somewhere around Kingston or Richmond—not too far from Central London but close enough to enjoy the woodland charm of the outskirts.
There’s also a door in the living room that leads directly to the garden outdoor area, adding a touch of tranquillity to the cosy space.
On the other end of the room, you’ll find a collection of vinyl records, a player, and an amplifier. I can absolutely see Captain Price brooding on the couch over his plans with a whisky or bourbon in hand, maybe even smoking one of his nice cigars, as he listens to Annie Lennox’s “Money Can’t Buy It” or something from Tears for Fears, The Police, Sting, Duran Duran, John Waite, or Spandau Ballet classics. And when he’s feeling especially emo or introspective, maybe even some modern ones like Adele or Hozier.
Duran Duran’s “Come Undone” or “Ordinary World,” and Sting’s “Fields of Gold” or “Shape of My Heart” would absolutely be on his playlist when he’s in one of those pensive moods. (And yes, Adele and Hozier have vinyls of their albums, and oh boy, they sound so good!) 😍
📍 Kitchen - Functional and homey, with a touch of practicality that screams "This man cooks bacon in a cast-iron skillet." It’s a rustic space filled with lots of old items, including his grandparents' porcelain plates, some newer ones, and a vintage stove. There’s even a little porcelain chicken figurine that’s been there for ages—he finds it cute, so it’s staying. At the centre is a wooden counter island, usually covered in food, seasonings, garnishes, and maybe a bottle of whisky or two. This man makes a proper snack.
📍 Dining Room - The dining room exudes rustic charm, with another iron cast fireplace that doubles as an oven, perfect for cooking and grilling. Above the fireplace, a collection of herbs hangs, adding a fresh, earthy touch to the room. On the left side of the fireplace, there’s a sturdy hutch or cabinet, stocked with all sorts of fine spirits and selected wines. Next to it is a well-stocked drink cart, ready for any occasion.
On the counter, a cheese dome sits, showcasing a selection of his favourite cheeses, because this man is absolutely obsessed with cheese. Under the cabinet, there’s a collection of different glasses for various types of alcohol. Two framed vintage posters hang on the wall—one detailing British cheeses and the other offering basic cheese knowledge, both adding a touch of humour and character to the space.
An old chandelier hangs above the center of the room, casting a warm, soft light, completing the intimate, cozy atmosphere.
📍 Bedroom - A simple but intimate space that feels like a retreat after long missions. The room features a cosy, old queen-size bed with vintage charm. At each end of the bed, there’s an old end table. One holds a book and a tray of water, while the other has a tablet, probably for late-night reading or catching up on work. A dresser sits nearby, topped with a vase of fresh flowers and an old replica painting of a famous artwork. At the foot of the bed is a comfy ottoman, perfect for kicking back after a long day, and an old chair is positioned beside the bed, as if ready for quiet moments of reflection. A large window lets in plenty of sunlight, warming up the room with natural light and creating the perfect atmosphere for relaxation.
📍 Study - The door to Captain Price’s study is cleverly disguised as a bookshelf. It’s the perfect example of understated secrecy—who would’ve guessed that behind the shelves of books lies one of his most brooding spaces? A place for the Captain to retreat and get even more pensive.
Against one wall, there’s a shelf where his most precious drinks and cigars are kept, along with a stash of biscuits and cookies (because, yes, he’s got a sweet tooth—don’t let the gruff exterior fool you). All of this is strictly for his own enjoyment, mind you—no sharing.
His main desk, made of dark wood, is set up with the kind of tech Simon—his favourite, and let’s face it, only tech-savvy lieutenant—would be proud of. Simon installed a desktop computer, added extra memory and a camera for his calls, and even set him up with a high-quality mic. He even picked out a nice pair of headphones for those brooding music sessions, where Captain Price likes to sip whisky, smoke cigars, and disappear into his thoughts. And just for extra fun, Simon also set up his music app account. (Yes, Captain Price still insists on listening to his vinyls downstairs, but hey, he’s trying with the tech stuff.)
In the corner, there’s a telescope pointed toward the window. When the Captain wants to look at the stars (or brood about something—again), he’s got a perfect view. This too was set up by Simon. Why Simon? Well, because he's Captain Price’s favourite lieutenant, of course—or, more accurately, his favourite IT support. Remember that time in the game when Kyle asked, “Why can’t it be you instead of me going in?” when they were about to assault a location? Price just casually responded with, “That’s why they call me Captain and you Sergeant.” Same deal with Simon—though in this case, Simon got a nice haul of rare whisky, bourbon, cheeses, and, naturally, cookies, all for setting up tech in one go. And when Price calls him in for IT support, Simon always tries to act like he’s somewhere else, hiding from the task, but we all know he secretly enjoys it (and the perks, obviously).
Books. There are lots of books on the tall bookshelf, as the Captain likes to read—mostly military thrillers, obviously, but don’t be surprised to find a few spy novels by John le Carré or Frederick Forsyth hidden in there. The shelf isn’t just limited to that genre, though. You’ll also find a collection of cookbooks (because, yes, Price can cook!), fishing guides, gardening books, and even some on carpentry—because he’s always been handy with his hands. Atop the bookshelf sits a vintage typewriter in a glass case—his grandparents’ typewriter, which he keeps as a display piece. It’s a touch of nostalgia, a little piece of his past that he can’t quite let go of.
Next to the bookshelf is a small study table with his laptop. This is where the Captain taps away at his keyboard, writing stories in his downtime. (Who knew, right? Captain Price, aspiring writer, channeling his inner Andy McNab.) Maybe one day, when he’s feeling confident, he’ll share a manuscript with someone—just don’t expect it to be anytime soon.
📍 Garden/Outdoor Area - Lush, peaceful, and perfect for a man who appreciates some fresh air and quiet moments. It’s filled with trees, shrubs, and greenery, and there’s even a small stretch of the River Thames running behind the property—a little slice of tranquility amidst the chaos of life.
I had so much fun building this and imagining every little detail. I hope you enjoy this peek into what I think John Price’s home might look like—Sims 4 style! Let me know your thoughts, and if you’ve got your own interpretations, I’d love to see them! And if you’d like me to do one for another character, drop your suggestions in the comments below! 🏡✨
#Captain Price#Captain John Price#Captain Jonathan Price#John Price#Jonathan Price#John Price House#COD#Captain Price House#Price COD#COD Price#Call of Duty#Interior
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look, i was already contemplating going to london to see Ivo van Hove's production of A Little Life and now i learn that Brokeback Mountain with Mike Faist is going to be running at the same time??? my wallet says probably not but my heart says HELL YES.
#like i want to go somewhere naturey for vacay this year#and that is not london#but also i do really want to go to london#and i feel decently confident that one of these productions will transfer (probably a little life) but both???#hard to say#theatre
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i don't think veils and candles were necessarily partners in the romantic sense but i do think the fact they were close is undeniable. but also i don't think it's quite as simple as friendship. or really even anything in-between those two extremes. but also DEFINITELY somewhere in-between those two extremes. but also Not. i think veils regrets nothing but is also haunted™ by everything. i think they're doomed yaoi but like in an especially fucked up and particularly evil way. i think candles walked around always dressed up in the finest silks and veils was often spotted prying wax off its claws. i think the vake sometimes brought its prey home and their fat was used to light candlefire. i think if iron was his knight veils was his casted shadow. i think candles' absence is a very deep very bloody very rancorous hole in veils' heart that it tries to ignore, fill, or replace, but the hunger remains nonetheless. i think candles thought he understood it. i think veils knew he never did. they embraced before he rose and they will never embrace again.
but also this is all over a guy who looked like This, so, y'know, maybe eaten is just upset he lost his good looks in the cannibalism and he really needs to get over it already
the god-eaters said they'd take a little. and they did. they did take a little. it's just that he's tiny and "a little" by normal curator body measurements translates to "his entire fucking body". this is the truth fbg doesn't want you to know-
#i love how the doomed yaoi is both significant veils lore and yet also only like a fragment of the Everything going on with that bat#dare i say. exactly 1/3rd of that bat. BaL joke. ba dum tss#yin-thoughts#fallen london#fallen london spoilers#nothing really prompted this. i just wanted to post abt spacebats. as i do. frequently. because of the rot in my brain#SMEN spoilers
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thoughts on Ginny and Harry as a couple?
There are a lot of people who find their romance in HBP forced. I don't think it's forced so much as underwritten, and the books don't get the chemistry quite right (though the movies certainly don't, either). There's potential, but they just don't get enough actual scenes of substance (besides Harry thinking she's pretty or feeling jealous of Dean) for a lot of readers to buy that they're not only in love, but deeply enough in love to break up, get back together, and wind up married.
That's not to say I don't see the appeal. There's a very cool scene in Book 5 where Harry's doing a woe-is-me-Chosen-One act, and Ginny effortlessly puts him in his place about it by reminding him that she was possessed by Voldemort at eleven, which is a rare glimpse into her character and also a great synecdoche for their relationship — Ginny is a grounding presence who, like Ron and Hermione, isn't going to be awed by his past adventures because she knew him before they happened. In that respect, Ginny's probably one of the few women Harry could feasibly wind up with, because he only ever seems comfortable around people (let alone girls) who can see past the Chosen-One schtick and treat him like a normo (see: Ron, Hermione, the Weasleys, Luna, Hagrid). True to type, he doesn't get interested in Ginny at all until she's ditched her celebrity crush and ceased to view him as an idol, because in his heart of hearts, Harry wants to be a normal boy, and it's stressed over and over that part of what he likes about his relationship with Ginny is how normal it feels. He kind of has a horribly supercharged version the celebrity dating problem: after the Battle of Hogwarts, anyone he meets is going to know him first as Harry Potter, Chosen One, Boy Who Lived, and Actually Fucking Resurrected Messiah of the Wizarding World, which is... I mean, it's possible that there are witches out there who could get over that, but Harry's not an extroverted guy, and I'm not sure how he'd go about finding them. Ginny's the one who's been there since the beginning, doesn't need anything about him or his past explained to her, and actually likes him for who he is.
When you look at it that way, it's not surprising he married his high school girlfriend. She's one of the few people still alive who doesn't see him as a demigod.
#in general I was never one to ship harry with anybody#what I wanted for him was a long quiet life and plenty of therapy#maybe some dogs. i think harry needs dogs and deserves them#The other obvious solution ftr — though not one I think Harry would take — is for him to marry a muggle#though again. you'd run into the problem of how you explain All That#which harry doesn't like to talk about and probably would want to talk about even less as an adult#plus also: harry loves magic. like he loves it loves it#the muggle world for harry is permanently connected with the dursleys and it would take years to break that association#which I just don't think he's going to invest#Harry post-BOH is moving to Hogsmeade or wizarding London or some other magical neighborhood and staying there forever#by the way this post is not anti Harry and Ginny! no hate on the ship I've seen versions of it that are very cute#but I just think their love story needed Sauce#there are also some really interesting posts I've found in Deep Fandom crackship blogs about h/g as Harry's sublimated desire for Ron#now I don't necessarily buy that reading. I don't think Harry is in love with Ron in the original text#I do think he LOVES ron and projects that love onto the Weasleys very quickly ginny included#and I think Ron is his soulmate platonic or otherwise in every universe#so marrying Ginny has like. Implications. vis-a-vis Harry's status as a Weasley and adoptive brother[in law] of Ron#like it's a full-circle moment where he becomes officially legally a member of Ron's family#which I do believe JKR had in mind. even though that basically means ginny's wedding becomes kinda... actually... about her brother...#it's weird basically. my final verdict is I wish H/G had been written by an author who was more interested in Ginny for Ginny's sake.#greenteacup asks
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men will get mildly annoyed with a woman and abandon her in clearly unsafe situations as "punishment" like that's normal
like. i very much walked away from him to go home by myself
(because i re-organised and re-arranged my whole birthday trip down to london (at the expense of something i would have liked to do and would have been both very funny and deeply satisfyig) and changed the dates and everything to accomodate him and he threw that in my face
but regardless you still fucking check don't you. like. hello.
#i was gonna just go down. go to the exhibit. surprise someone i ahvent seen for 5 years by turning up at his dj slot#and go home#but i changed it to spend extra time there (he's not been to london as an adult) and come back BEFORE said dj slot party happened#to go to an event here bc he's always moaning we never go out but also didnt want to go to that thing#only for him to a) not want to do anything in london and make it just. what i want to do.#(we're here FOR YOU i didn't want to be here this long AT ALL)#and b) say we then couldnt go to the thing here we deliberately came back for#so really i could in fact have just. gone with the original plan#bc the look on other-rhys' face would have been PRICELESS if i just. appeared behind him out of the blue#when to the best of his knowledge i should be 500 miles away
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it’s me, hi, I’m the white witch, it’s me
#this was such a good episode I'm basically head empty no thoughts#can you imagine what jacob went through?? like...who's getting the award for most traumatized#the way home hallmark#that moment between nick and alice in 2007 was...interesting#their whole dynamic is interesting because it's so messed up! it's not romanticized or whatever it's just messed up and it messes them up!#I can't believe this is a hallmark series not just because they're including something messed up like that but also because they've made a#a series that lowkey makes me want to lie on the floor#also nick found the notes HE FOUND THE NOTES OH MY WORD#they really went there! I was wondering if they were going to do anything with him being back and that's where they went!#I never would've thought they'd do that#the way kat and elliot were prepared to just drop everything and go to london#and the way kat is always falling into water and bleeding out#I feel like there has to be more to what happened at that party? because what happened doesn't really feel proportional to the big deal the#made out of it? idk#anyway yeah I think that was one of the best episodes of the season#earl crow ramblings
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trying to solve a humanoid Sol design, and also an idea of a descended sol design, because the only acceptable king is no king at all. he would be murdered instantly, several times, and I'm not sure stone would bring him back.
#fallen london#digital art#suffer! my blonde bitch sol design upon yet. I WILL do proper sun object head judgement designs soon too#but i think human sol in the neath is really really funny to me so I wanted to do something about it#I have a sitcom oriented brain.#also we've talked a lot in the discord about like. positive bazaar endings and how possible they are and like#the only way you can have bazaar/sun work really should be HIM making an effort for the bazaar not the other way around#which. seems unlikely in canon obviously! but their dynamic is one sided and if you want to view it as two-sided#sol needs to step up. down. I mean down. if (if) you like this crab you gotta commit bud. go there. go in the dark#well more i guess. shed your previous self let them do the same and both go get forgotten together#anyway its also funny
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I'm redoing my garden and it's still in progress but it's looking so cute. In related news: I'm pretty sure I'm staying in London.
#had a revelation in Chicago that though I love it there I would miss hiw culturally vibrant London is#drank a glass of champagne on miami beach and it kinda settled that maybe I could do this#came home and am feeling really powerful and fuck you about him?#i rewired a chandelier in Florida and maybe that was it#feeling like im getting my mojo back#i was going to say slowly but surely but actually it's been all at once and in a rush#anyway the garden is going to be cute. very Hamptons.#also someone wanted to charge me £140 to get rid of my old garden furniture so I've started taking it apart and putting it into bags#i feel very competent and powerful#s narrates her life
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very funny to me that even is very Not immortal. at best, their current age is fucky-wucky because getting stuck in a dimensional bubble and then unstuck via Shenanigans will do that to you. they don’t know how old they are but it’s probably older than they look, but they do know they aren’t going to live as long as either time lord in their life. and what im saying is that if there are Century Long Plots happening, even has to be dropped off at the end to wait like someone stuck at the bus stop to the apocalypse.
#sorry. thinking about them and missy again.#crucially i think even doesn’t really. want to be with her. but also doesn’t actually have anywhere else to go or want to go live anywhere#that is not a tardis.#installing clara parallels.exe but they’ve come pre-detached from their mundane life. less ‘this is what i’m owed’ and more ‘this is.#literally just my life. and has been for a long time now. im not leaving.’#i dont actually know if missy has a tardis in canon yet but. for even’s sake. she does.#missy: my tardis >:) || even: *our* tardis :/ || tardis: (vaguely stressed whooshing noises)#anyway. missy working on their centuries of cyberman plans and also making her home base in the middle of london so that she can make even#go pick things up for her and have dinner like they’re friends and not. worse.#alskfjgkksks pretend 3w has a fake help desk at the front to hide the uh. Spooky Shit inside and the cyberman-ing.#this is worse than the time war actually. even has to do customer service. and turn people away who are trying to get in.#sorry just spitballing slightly funnier and less traumatic shenanigans for them to be in.#dw oc
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Did my first Mask playthrough with the update- it's satisfying. That's the best way to put it! You can do so much, unlock locations item, and dip your fingers in so many pies... it feels fuller! It feels more like the history, of London.
Like, of COURSE my PC, Miss Robin would set out to marry Griz, and be swayed by Milton. Of COURSE she would meet a certain Entrepreneur with Tentacles with a different name, and fail to set up his business quite yet, but instead broker a future for the Rubbery Men in London. Of course she would turn to the plan with Parliment, when the murder investigation seems to be going nowhere. Of course she'd write a manifesto against the Masters, and yet still see Pages as a brother, just in the way she does Archie. Of course the ceiling would open, and the sun would kill many.
It's delightful. It's wonderful. It's weird and it's amazing. I adore it, now.
#when i am asked to make a character#i make a contradiction#before this. it was too settled. either you were doing Badly at a lot of things or just Really Good at two things#but now???#now i feel like a protagonist in a fallen london game#and i am allowed to be complex and have contradictions#I care for griz! for her inexperience in romance! for her want be efficient and practical! how it ties into her character!#i feel charmed by milton! i also love virginia in this! she's such a bitch to me! she's great!#i used to hate pages but honestly i'm endeared by it! unfortunately! especially after the window situation and it's fear for your life!#archie!! baby boy! lil guy! criminal!#i still have no clue who committed the murder!#i have stopped trying to solve it! because things are going great!#it's fine i'll do it eventually but! i can get distracted! i can save him other ways!#motr spoilers#mask of the rose#also FERRET#i love them#i SWEAR my friend i'm going to get those rats in the church for ya NEXT TIME#also storycrafting is still!#so!#fun!
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Dear Bill might be one of The most tragic songs I've ever heard like "Why did we meet in the middle of a war/What a silly thing for anyone to do" is sad no matter how you look at it but it's the fact that these people are fictional even in the context of the musical. There is no family waiting for him, there's no younger sister there's no disapproving father-in-law, there's no fiancée writing him letters - hell!, Bill himself isn't even real! There isn't any happy ending waiting for him and his roses are never going to bloom
#it's from the operation mincemeat musical#and if you know what operation mincemeat is you may find yourself thinking 'they made a musical about what.' because I also thought that#but genuinely the music is really good#the kind of thing I think would be great to seen in person but like. I Do Not Like London. I do not want to go to London even to see#something good#cast recording is on spotify thought go listen to it#operation mincemeat
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Also. The weird girl in school feeling of both intense jealousy and violent repulsion towards "normal" girls.
#this post brought to you by: the normaler girls i follow on insta and the stories they post#like these three girls. two of them from the same university as me. the other one also french. all in the same city as me#all exchange students at the same uni in england!#but they're going on day trips to london and living their best year abroad#and i'm - what. staying at home and making soup? sleeping and failing to buy postcards?#the warring impulses of jealousy and repulsion.#because. i want to be normal too. i want my life to be simple and nice and easy.#i want to be a pretty girl who's doing it right. i want to have my life together (somewhat) (for my age and status)#i want girlfriends in the straight way who i can have daytrips with.#i long for the simplicity of asking out cute boys and aesthetic study sessions that actually pay off#i am so blindingly jealous of them. they're so much more normal than me. they're doing Girlhood and Womanhood correctly.#but at the same time i would rather die than change so much i'd be that girl#because i am simply not that person. this is not who i am at my core#i do not want to buy startbucks. i don't want relationship drama. i don't want to put all my personal data on instagram#i do not actually want to force myself to fit into the restrictive mold of what normal and socially acceptable girlhood and womanhood are#so i feel both 1) left behind and inadequate like i'm back in middle school#2) but also at peace with the fact that you can't get along with everyone and i'm old enough to find my people now#i mean my housemates are really cool and i have other friends that are also the kind of nerdy weirdo people i hang out with#AND 3) inadequate for general 'i'm a fucking child' reasons#they're independent. they're spontaneous. they're just doing things. they're on the way to adulthood. they're in their early 20s.#what am i then but a child. i don't go out much i don't drink i have this huge aura of no romance#i need structure and plans and i have a lot of inertia#and i thought the adult thing was going well! i'm feeding myself all on my own! i'm planning my days!#i'm doing laundry and cleaning up messes! look at the adult!#she's not done baking but i was expecting much much worse honestly. i was braced for a total crumble#but no we're good. i felt proud of myself#and here i see people having the normal typical year abroad experience. and i'm not#i'm being childish and i'm wasting money doing the exact same thing i'd be doing at home but in england#anyway. 2:30. sleep time. good night#wow i have a ramble tag now
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giggling kicking my feet blushing madly
#fun fact it did indeed take me until the literal end of railway to actually invest anything into train defenses.#both bc of the scoundrel's stupid railway board comp and also bc i wanted luxuries first#i only upgraded it because i realized it was what scales dangerous checks when traveling along the railway.#the scoundrel LITERALLY only invested in safety measures out of its own self interest#yin-thoughts#fallen london#technically speaking sometimes there's choices too cruel even for me and i do indeed go the heroic route#that's why the scoundrel has an occasional (admittedly usually actively dying) sense of empathy/remorse#it's all so i can (rp-wise) justify being a stupid soft rpg player in a playthrough that's otherwise pretty much purely a villain run#like at the end of evolution with the naturalist. if the scoundrel had control over their own account they'd go hanged man#but bc i got attached to him it's just scoundrel lore that they're a guy who sucks and occasionally does one (1) good thing per month#before immediately going back to being evil#they've really evolved over the course of me playing FL. it's been a delight to play and hopefully a delight for yall to witness#scoundrelventures
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#I want to be excited to go to Bordeaux#and I am#but I’m also really anxious#I have to make three flight transfers#(grad school city) -> London -> Madrid -> Bordeaux#which makes me terrified my luggage is going to get lost#and if/when I get there#apparently there’s a transportation workers’ strike#so I have no clue if I’ll be able to take the tram from the airport to where I’m staying#it’s an archive I’ve never used#and my French reading is really good. I can do books and sources and all of that#but it’s been so long since I’ve actually spoken French in any sustained way#plus I spent so much of the summer in Portugal speaking Portuguese#I’m nervous I won’t communicate well and will make a fool of myself with the archive staff or in a shop#intellectually I know that’s not the end of the world#but it’s still humiliating#my time of the month also decided to show up today#which is making me extra nervey and miserable#I know the best thing I can do for myself is take it one step at a time#but that’s easier said than done#not the stones#me stuff#I’m probably going to end up doing orals reading on the flight b/c I can never sleep on planes
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daily searching for taylor tickets on ticketmaster and axs, trying not to remember when i almost got two centre middle bowl tickets for the price of one nosebleed resale ticket 💔💔
#if you saw my account on that day omg i was a wreck#it kept saying my details weren’t valid so instead of immediately going to my grandad for his card i kept trying with mine#and eventually i used his card#and it literally got to the point where you have to confirm the payment with your bank app#and as he tried to confirm it THE TIME HAD RUN OUTTTTTT#and i lost those tickets#i had nosebleeds for rep tour which was still enjoyable but i wanted SO bad to get closer seats#also back then i was planning to do exams through may and june so i was really limited with uk dates#so i had to try for august london dates which wasn’t ideal#because it’s london and it’s the summer holidays and the hotels are so expensive anyway#but now i’m not doing those exams (long story) so i’m more free to go to other uk dates like liverpool and cardiff#even edinburgh if necessary as i have family nearby#but i can’t find two reasonably priced tickets on resale for love nor money and time is running out#ive got london tickets for august but it’s increasingly likely i won’t be able to go#so YEAH.#help
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call me crazy but feel like rog does remember his and v’s anniversary. did he do anything, ever, for his and laura’s, other than toasting burke in prison (by himself)? no he did not. could he tell you her birthday after ten years of marriage? probably not. however. v melts into an absolute puddle even if he does the barest possible minimum on her birthday / anniversaries / etc. ditches work to stay with her and surprise her with flowers. wakes her up with smooches & breakfast in bed ( he did not make it he's just delivering ). anniversaries they'd definitely take off to boston or new york for the weekend, birthdays though she'd want to spend at home. not for a party oh god forbid but just to be surrounded by family, maybe some time out on the boat, a little séancing to hang out with her ghost besties too.
not to be all "she was born in a wet cardboard box all alone" but having hard dates to celebrate, and feeling really loved on the birthday she has, the real anniversary she has, is soooo important to her. she needs those tangible markers to hold onto. and it's not like taking his pretty little wife out dancing is a chore, either.
#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure,miss winters.#➤ arc: mrs. collins. ┊ collinwood will always mean home to me.#they don't rlly have ... a hard ''this is official'' going together date in my view.#i do think they had their first kiss in london because i'm an incurable romantic. so if there was a date they'd use maybe that.#probably somewhere horribly morbid but also beautiful like the tower of london.#but it wasn't a grand gesture or a hard line between platonic/romantic in their relationship. like it happened. and they were both .... oh.#but they did not discuss it and it wasn't until after they got back that things got more Serious.#for one thing she's still hardcore recovering from jeff / from her own suicide attempt during that month (?)#(i should really check to see how long he was actually there)#and the last thing he'd want to do is make her feel like he was taking advantage of her.#not to baby-boy-ify him but. his first marriage where he's actually truly loved and loves in return (no witchcraft involved)#so he's really seeing it for the third time but also anew. and this is her first marriage/engagement that didn't Immediately end in tragedy#they Will be happy. damn it!
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