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The books reveal that Ford is actually a secret partier
(Available as a print on my Etsy Shop)
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#doctorsiren#gravity falls#the book of bill#billford#journal 3#stanford pines#bill cipher#jheselbraum the unswerving#gravity falls fanart#digital art#my art#procreate#RAHH MY LOVE FOR MAKING MIDCENTURY-STYLE ART AT TIMES CAME IN SUPER HANDY#I think I surprised myself here š³#(also donāt take this as shipping him and Jhes šš thatās his space fish mom š)#in the book of bill. obviously he and bill get drunk that time#and then in the 3rd journal#it says that after Jhes told him he had the face of the man who would defeat bill (meaning stanley lmao)#he āwas so excitedā that he and Jhes āspent the entire night partying and drinking cosmic sandā#itās funny bc Jhes is described as speaking with a steely resolve and is very calm#so itās silly to me to picture her partying haha#I might make this one a print as well bc I really love how it looks#Iāll print it out tomorrow and decide if itāll work well enough :) if it does Iāll put it on my shop#š the billā¦his thumb is backwards BUT THATS NOT MY FAULT THATS LITERALLY HOW IT IS IN THE BOOK OF BILL PAGE THAT I REFERENCEDTHIS FROM WAHH#he can do whatever he wants ig
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everything else ASIDE it is truly so so . strange. that the way that an arc about buck being so jealous and fast to get upset at the notion of being left behind that he reacts with violence against somebody that he loves . is wrapped up by. him getting a boyfriend. like itās wrapped up by him getting a boyfriend who was the third person in that situation that served only as a catalyst for bucks jealousy. and the conclusion to this arc is him dating this person. instead of meaningfully addressing his issues with rejection and the danger of them to those around him. instead of apologizing to the person he hurt. itās resolved by. he had a crush the whole time. STRANGEEEEEEE
#like itās kinda. narratively bad at best and actually really upsetting at worst#i literally canāt even look at 7x04 like what do you MEAN that thatās how it was resolved. what in the world are they doing#even if some kind of more satisfying conclusion/acknowledgement is coming. thatās still how it ended then.#and thatās so so fucked#like if you heard about that youād be like oh and then after the maddie scene he goes and apologized to eddie#and it shows how thatās the beginning of him working on his issues with rejection. right?#bc like literally where else can you go from there. but no?????#so so so strange iāll never be over it#911 abc#buddie#everything else aside i could never like bt for this reason like i canāt look past that thatās how they began#itās WEIRDDDDDD and so confusing like how do you even get from point a to point b.
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one of my favorite parts of speculating ahead of the Veilguard is the number of people talking themselves around and around in the loop of "Illario is extremely suspicious and the most obvious choice for who betrayed Lucanis ā However, Illario seems like he genuinely cares for Lucanis and seemed sincerely distraught in The Wake ā I know in my heart it must be Illario: there is no one else with means and motive ā If Illario did it, I understand why given how Caterina has treated him and them, and he has arguably earned a bit of a villain era ā The situation is ultimately caused by Caterina and Crow politics and, again, Caterina ā I don't want it to be Illario because I want he and Lucanis to have a good relationship given all they've suffered together ā However, there is already an existing bitterness between them because of the succession question and in Illario generally because he's seen as lesser ā Illario is the most obvious choice"
#so many of us are like it's gotta be Illario I don't want it to be Illario it makes sense it's Illario#It's like... it's a tragic situation because no matter whatāeven if it is Illarioāthe root cause is Caterina and she's already dead.#Speaking for myself. *I* keep doing this loop bc even if it was Illario it's hard with what we know so far for me to hold it against him?#Yes he had different choices. Obviously he could have done anything else. But like it isn't just ambition and spite.#Assuming it is him [points at the loop] it feels like a situation fostered by the way Caterina raised and hurt them both.#What methods do you feel you have when the only thing you know is knives and murder?#How else to feel when the cousin you love like a brother eventually convinces himself he doesn't hate the grandmother who ruined you both?#She is only āCaterinaā in your mouths and you are ācousinā in his but he is choosing her over you and how else is there to feel?#After all: she's sharpened all your emotions into knives. They're only ever knives.#ANYWAY that got away from me there for a second#I think that's why we're doing this loop. It's gotta be Illario but it being Illario resolves little. It's not a complete catharsis.#It's really the facts of their lives. It's really what Caterina did to them. It's really the yawning pit at the center of House Dellamorte.#Illario Dellamorte#Lucanis Dellamorte#Caterina Dellamorte#Dragon Age: The Veilguard#Dragon Age The Veilguard#Dragon Age#DATV things#DATV spoilers#Veilguard spoilers
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Live Musgrave Reaction ā³ Sherlock Holmes Granada (1984) - s03e04 - The Musgrave Ritual
#he looks at watson TWICE#also crucial context here is watson delivers this entirely in whispers#what even is this entire episode#I suppose this was intended as a 'so Sherlock views my butler as more his intellectual equal than I?' kind of moment#but my heart knows the truth š#'how come the symbiotic pair of you aren't betrothed yet?!'#oh and the new colour sliders in davinci resolve are made of actual āØmagicāØ#they do the exact thing my brain wants to do to images#I could cry ššššš#maddie's gif tag#maddie's sh tag#sherlock holmes 1984#sherlock holmes granada#granada sherlock holmes#granada holmes#granada johnlock#might put up a before/after comparison for these cause the difference is HUGE#oh the joy of working with video that hasn't been colour graded at all :)#look at the white balance! the skin tones! the depth of the cyan in that stairwell! that's all me!! I did that manually!!!#fuckin... hooray!!!#(I cannot be trusted with the english language anymore)
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okay pitch for season 8. 911 redux of captain bill hader catching jake and amy making out at work and having a heart attack but gerard walks in on buck and eddie's first ever kiss which inevitably turns into more and just drops fucking dead on the spot.
#sami rambles#in my head it's after the first time eddie goes to church and nothing has been resolved it's actually made him a bit worse in the#immediate aftermath and buck can see it on him so he keeps trying to corner him about it but eddie does not want to talk so eventually#buck corners him in the supply closet and they have a bit of a whispered argument and then eddie just fucking kisses him#and buck kisses back because. this is eddie what else is he gonna do? and also he's forgotten all about his boyfriend who even is that?#and it's messy and desperate and a little bit spiteful but it's them it's them and then the door opens and gerard starts cursing them out#before he clutches his chest and drops to the floor and eddie just gets to work because to him this is a sign from god that he's not allowed#to be gay actually whoops!! so true bestie i will stay in this closet then! meanwhile buck is just malfunctioning#911 spoilers#911 show#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buck x eddie#911 spec
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he still has his tonsils. by the way if you even care
#sorry this is fucking UNINTELLIGIBLE but unfortunately iām still on my bullshit about dr. daddyissues. yeah itās gonna be all month#i am rotating episode 2.8 āthe mistakeā in my head at breakneck speed. i am gnawing on it i want to swallow it#oh heās such a lying liar who lies. charming little bastard. would rather die/lose his license than express one wholly unaffected emotion#āhe thinks not giving a crap makes him like house. like itās something to aspire toā quick question HOW serious do the daddy issues have to#be before you start latching on to fucking GREGORY HOUSE as a paternal figure and role model. really#even cameron is not down this bad. even WILSON is not down this bad.#the daddy issues of it all are very understandable though because even setting aside whatever went down back in childhood that shit his#father did to him in seasons 1-2 is SO messed up. jesus#imagine traveling all the way across the world to the hospital your son works in for a consult which confirms what you already knew: youāre#going to die of cancer in like 2 months. making a whole point out of stopping by to visit your son. not telling him whatās going on.#letting him spend a whole episodeās worth of time gradually coming to terms with his complicated feelings towards you (complicated on#account of a whole childhood of objectively awful parenting). the kid finally is able to try reaching back out to you. after YOU initiated#the contact in the first place. how do you react? well obviously by telling him āoh sorry i actually have to get in a taxi right nowā and#fucking back off to the other side of the world without giving him a chance to actually talk to you at all and resolve any of the emotions#you just dredged up. oh by the way you still havenāt fucking told him youāre about to die and in fact actively mislead him into thinking#heās going to have the chance to try meeting with you again next time he visits your home country.#especially fucked up given that the whole reason it DID take your son so long to come around THIS time is that he feels like every time#heās tried reaching out to you in the past youāve just disappointed him by refusing to put in the effort to meet him there.#And Now Here We Are Again.#rowan what the FUCK is wrong with you. i want to dig you up and kill you again#house md#robert chase#caseyposting
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quite honestly we should have a canadian whos sole job it is to make a finn giggle do pressers together more often just for the chaos
if i had a nickle for everytime this happened id have two nickles which isnt a lot but its weird that it happened twice.
2024 nhl global series finland game 1 postgame interview | 11.1.24 (x)
#aleksander barkov#sam reinhart#florida panthers#2425#the global series is a gift and that includes THIS#Shenanigans with a capital S#im sorry reino interrupting a finnish question. to then getting a question aimed at him not translated at all is instant karma#you wanna play? well there you go! consequences of your own actions!#reino wheezing and going that was it? OH HE WANTED TO ANSWER THAT QUESTION TOO#āthanks for comingā (reino becomes a giggling schoolgirl)#I CANT BELIEVE THE PRESSER MC HAD TO STEP IN AND GO ANY QUESTIONS FOR SAM BECAUSE THERE WERE TOO MANY QUESTIONS FOR SASHA#sashas popular in his hometown mmmmmm#a situation you cant help but laugh in despite being pitied#oh reino#sasha slapping his knee when reino admits he didnt try the blood sasuage kills me#he dresses like my grandfather and now hes acting like him too#truly an oldman#ābarky sent me to a thai food place yesterday that was very goodā#ā(realises how that sounds like and backpedals) but we've had some very good finnish meals all week here-ā#ā(earnestly) wanna try it tomorrow?ā āi did not- (laughs in disbelief)ā#ā(caught off guard so he acquiesces easily) postgame yeah? postgame if we win again i'll try itā#chat do you think he actually tried blood sausage after the sweep in the locker room#or aha did sasha give him a different type of blood sasau-#theres something to be said about sashas how you say earnesty that is an immovable object you have to bend to whether you want to or not#and reino was absolutely caught off guard by how much sasha wasnt letting the blood sausage thing go#i think its so funny that sasha was gonna let him off easy but then reino said āgood finnish mealsā#and he snapped his head up so fast like so youll try it š„ŗ youll try mustamakkara right š„ŗ youll do it tomorrow š„ŗš„ŗ youll do it for me š„ŗš„ŗ#he has the insistence of a bull but the eyes thatll melt hearts huh#you can see how quickly reinos resolve crumbled under his captain sole attention#man folded quicker than a lawn chair
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I just need to read one fic in which people actually apologize to Dick. Somehow it's only Bruce that I've seen giving a genuine apology in fanfics and that feels wrong (but also, props to B for that).
Everytime a member of the family is mad at him for a misunderstanding or something he didn't even do, after they find out the truth, they just don't apologize.
It's always Dick apologizing and then everything being okay because 'Hey! We felt hurt first even though it wasn't really your fault, but it's only fair we get away with this now that we started treating you well!' and Dick just... Accepts it. Because of course he will, right? Can't push it, who knows how long it'll last.
They're all being nice to him now, he should be grateful they're attempting to reciprocate his kindness! Look at them hugging when just a few hours prior they were making Dick feel like shit about himself, aren't they lovely?
And listen, I'm all here for Dick acknowledging his mistakes and apologizing for anything he might've done wrong in the fic, but would it hurt for Dick to receive those apologies instead? Why is he always the first one to say sorry? Why can't the others take the initiative for once?
Anyhow, I better end the ramble there.
Point is, Dick deserves apologies. Hugs won't cut it forever.
#thank you for coming to my ted talk#had to rant bout this after I read a fic in which everyone was excluding dick from the family and at the end he forgives them like nothing#they literally were rubbing in his face the fact that they had fun together while he had no idea about it#*after describing all the fun activities dick was never part of* ābut now you can join us! so we're all good right?ā#dick: yay! wonderful#(I do not believe for a second he wasn't screaming internally during that conversation)#since it was a bit ooc I shouldn't expect much when not even the events followed canon but still#it hurt reading that last part to end it with the 'and they lived happily ever after!' when nothing was actually resolved#dick grayson#nightwing#dc fanfic#dc#dc comics#batfamily#batfam
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This applies to boots, dress shoes, sandals, and pretty much any other type of shoe.
PLEASE REBLOG
#poll#shoes#footware#until this year this most i had ever spent on a single pair of shoes was $75. they were custom made leather shoes i wore for my wedding#that was 17 years ago. before and after that i refused to spend more than $30. mostly because i'm poor and haaaaate shoe shopping#because of a healrh issue with my feet i had to toss out all but one pair of shoes this summer. that's four pairs of $20 shoes#when the issue was resolved my husband fucking dragged me to a shoe store and made me buy 'proper quality' shoes#i got a pair of white walking shoes made for extremely high arches. that ine pair cost me $100 USD. i was damn near crying when i saw that#number. my husband said it was either this or no shoes. because the $20 shoes are crap. i now own a pair of $20 crappy sandals and#one pair of walking shoes. he wants to take me to another shoe store so i can get boots for doing yardwork. everything i've seen is#$100+ and i'm in a damn near panic because in my mind that is waaaaaay too expensive for something that will be absolutely filthy
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About the central conflict in motb:
Ray's perspective: This tension in our relationship stems from your lack of self-preservation, thus endangering both of our lives; your fear of vulnerability is interfering with your ability to trust me, which makes me feel like you see me as inferior or expendable
Fraser's perspective: you wanna fuck me so bad it makes you look stupid
#due south#beanz rambles#ray kowalski#benton fraser#ray's over there with a shitload of relationship experience knowing that physical attraction doesn't save a partnership#meanwhile fraser's been trying to restrain all of his lust since ray came to the consulate screaming his name#they were doing so well after asylum but then they never resolved those key issues#i'm sorry i know there was more to fraser's side but it really did feel like he didn't understand where ray was coming from#(probably because he was still thinking about ray wearing his clothes)
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I don't think that differently about Kaiser now
#maybe because I initially disliked him after allš I've come around to liking him as an antagonist more than anything#he's always been like this & I think my shock with this chapter was more about how I didn't want to assume the worst of him#but then it comes out and that's how he is so it's more of a āoh okay this is how you thinkā. Which yeah. Of course#I'm actually excited to see how the kaiser/isagi rivarly gets resolved. I'm concerned about how it will affect ness#I don't want him to get ignored by the story itself yknow? ššš but he did get a flashback so i doubt it. still.#I want to admit that I kinda expected too much from Kaiser given how he acts now idek why#someone else said āwhat if Kaiser saw himself in Ness when they first metā but it makes sense that#he would never want to think abt himself as someone who needs help or is as isolated or easy to take advantage of as Ness (in his pov)#even though he was at some point (and arguably still is. some of those things)#so yea i do like that they have insanely twisted views of each other it's very interesting to me#<- i think saph-yells-into-the-void said something similar to that last tag#anyways...... your favorite guy disappointed u? couldnt be meš
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when you think about it Vivid Bad Squad was the first time any of them truly had people outside of family and not just classmates or family acquaintances. it's no wonder they got so ride or die for each other despite the rocky start they understand each other in ways no one else has before
#thinking again about how an's dream was doubted by everyone except akito at first#how it's akito specifically to find toya (two kids who ran away once. two kids who want to sing more than anything else)#how it's kohane that an chooses as her partner (an's loneliness from living in vivid street kohane's from never knowing anything like it)#akito testing kohane's resolve (he knows how this goes does she really want to continue)#kohane being the one to say toya looked like he was having fun (it is a new feeling but she loves it and knows he is the same)#more recently toya being the one to speak to an in wtwg (he's been here before after all)#loneliness in vivid bad squad and how it isn't that they didn't necessarily have anyone before#but rather it wasn't anyone who understood them the way they all do#sorry i thought about loneliness in the sekai mcs again and thought of how vbs are all implied to not have proper friends before the story#(an has haruka and toya the tenmas but haruka has been gone a while and the tenmas came from his link to classical)#i mean it can be said for each unit how they understand each other in ways no one else can#but with vbs especially it's. despite being in the welcoming space of vivid street they're all they really have#correction i know kohane has minori (and shiho) and akito has a few not named classmates i think? but they weren't until high school#(at least 1-a trio weren't. and again akito's classmates probably aren't that involved with vivid street or it would likely be a thing)#(so idk why i'm adding this since it sort of just proves the point further that vbs just get each other)
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people wanting a motive for seul hee's tenacity with the hongs......... beloved peers, i fear the answer is quite simple: that's the dumb rich grandpa she managed to hook and she has already spent more than a decade on this con, her reason is sunk cost and it doesn't matter that it's a fallacy. people often complain about the "met as kids" trope, which i'm not particularly fond of either, but when we get a plot that doesn't revolve around an extended backstory it's suddenly weak? everyone wants a female villain but when she's nasty from beginning to end with no good reason then it's too much?
the second thing bothering me is people being mad that eun seong's death was played as kinda sad and... what the hell? it's sad bc he was a victim that ended up perpetuating the cycles of abuse he suffered, i don't feel like they tried to portrait him as the victim but he certainly was a victim at some point and the fact that he chose to victimize other people to such an extreme instead of dealing with his issues is sad.
p.s.: send some love to park sung hoon who did an awesome job as eun seong and is getting hate for it??? his whole demeanor at the wrap up party when he asked people to hate the character and not him?? it broke my heart š¢
#the thing with sung hoon probably made me dial back the hatred i had for eun song after the beginning of ep 15 and rethink his arch#i mean the parallels of his mother rejecting him so many times and hae in doing the same? that's good writing for a deranged villain#(not that i didn't enjoy hae in's utter resolve in not taking him haha)#park sung hoon#he always looked so nice with his bear eared hearts and cutesy shit when the behind the scenes dropped#and people sent him hate? for being good at his job?#unbelievable#queen of tears
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i think growing up is just life repeatedly sucker punching you and saying bitch you thought things were gonna better lmao no you're so naive and stupid for having hope in 20 years the world will be flaming bag of garbage and no matter how hard you work you'll get eliminated at some point
#and then you just have to get up and keep living anyway because what else is there to do?#but man my heart keeps feeling heavier with every blow#2024 has literally been the worst year ever god personally too#like everytime i think it can't possibly get worse than this it does#i remember literally 9th jan i had such a horrible breakdown in an auto because the first friend i ever made#after school was leaving my work and therefore my life#9 days into the year. seriously. and i was so happy on 8th because it was my birthday#i don't know im trying hard to think okay this doesn't even affect me it's fine im privileged enough that even my own countrys politics#barely affects me#but just. india is already so behind in everything. if developed nations are doing shit like this then well#it will never get better right like who do we even strive to be#i want to get more into indian politics but my god. it's so horrifying and depressing all the time#like i remember resolving to follow politics closely few years ago and the first news#i read was about some minister talking about how girls skirts lengths IN SCHOOL is the reason boys do sa and boys will be boys etc etc#i know i could just follow business news stuff like that god knows it'll help in my field but it just. doesn't resonate with me doesn't#make me feel anything at all. like i so desperately want to care about ooh stock markets and how to grow your money etc etc#but when i think about being rich enough to invest idle money all i can think is sitting in my own home peacefully#drinking a glass of cold coffee and just being able to breathe freely because me and my sister used to joke in childhood#when dad went thru a coffee v bad for health phase and he wouldn't let us drink it so we would drink it very sneakily#at night when he was asleep or went out for an hour and make absolutely no noise while mixing the sugar. we said that we know#we'll* know we have achieved true freedom and happiness in life when we can peacefully drink cold coffee in the hall and not secretly#in the dead of night in our room#i don't even know what im talking about and my period is late again and nothing is working and my lazer focus#that i had built in the past few weeks is gone because suddenly im like what is the point????#i just don't understand how the fuck humans can fight over stupid fucking things like who is kissing who and who is doing what with their#body instead of focusing on collective issues like our planet is dying so fucking fast and every summer is getting impossibler to survive#i hate that the united states control the UN fuck this world fr man i hate being born in such horrible helpless times#like call me a kid or dumb or whatever but i cannot understand how MILLIONS of people do not#have sympathy for ppl around them and who don't care about the planet at all like how????? how did you grow up????#not trying to boast but this is so natural to me!!! didn't you make save water save earth posters in school!!! didn't anyone
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btw i think rose shouldve gone apeshit after finding out that slade started drugging cass like a week after he stopped drugging her
#i actually dont know how long after rose it was but it couldnt have been long#and to me she shouldve been PISSED#'how dare you do this to someone else' in two ways#bc first of all he fucked her up with that drug so obviously she'd hate that the same thing was hurting someone else now#but also!!!!! i feel like in a weird way she'd be upset that he replaced her#bc she had a LOT of resolved issues with slade at that point#and she had been convincing herself the entire time that slade was doing everything he was doing bc he loved her#so to see him do the same thing to someone else???#she KNOWS its a bad thing. and she hates him. but she still goes 'š¦ my daddy doesnt love me anymore?'#(in a way this can be cassrose. take my hand)
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i have thoughts about your most recent fic and tumblrās comment character limit has brought me to your ask box again š
omgggg itās so good to know sylusās POV during that wine night!! and i donāt know why and how, but sylusās thoughts about mc here, esp how he feels about her selfless tendencies (to her detriment), makes me feel vulnerable and seen. when i read reader-insert fics, i tend to imagine a separate character for mc even though itās technically supposed to be me in my head. perhaps the character i made up resembles me (but better lmao), but different enough that sheās like an individual on her own. but when i read this fic, itās like sylus was talking about me, as in the real me, which made me emotional. it could be that the way mc handles herself poorly in here resonates with me due to some irl stuff, but honestly itās primarily how good you write about a characterās emotions and thoughts. itās like the words reached across my screen and tugged at my heart. youāre such a great writer when it comes to expressing a characterās innermost thoughts. itās like iāve been placed inside a characterās mind to bare witness their raw self.
again, i love how your sylus x mc dynamics, at least for this series, revolve around an mc oblivious to how much sylus cares about her. it seems she doesnāt even believe sheās deserving of such affection, nor is she fitting to be the object of such primal desires. in a way, sheās kind of self-sabotaging in the sense that she thinks she doesnāt deserve kindness, help, and affection. sheās genuinely fine with taking the brunt of the pain and suffering ā and not even in the hero, martyr kind of way. it seems itās how sheās always been, such behavioral tendencies of hers seem to be as normal as the sky is blue, which is sad and concerning because she deserves so much. iām honestly excited to see sylus try to knock down her hardened walls and have her realize how deserving she is of so many things. i hope she realizes she can relax, rest, take it easy, and feel safe. especially with him.
i actually laughed out loud about how unhinged sylus can be about his sexual desires for her. like the man is blue-balled to heck, but he isnāt the kind to succumb to his base urges. he really respects and loves mc. i think i would even say he reveres her, given the fan theories around their past. itās like his urges are just something that come with his intense adoration and care for mc, which is so so admirable and attractive.
maybe iām just a tad sensitive today, but i completely zeroed in on the emotional aspects of this fic ā quite a difference as to how i salivated over your previous fic in your ask box LMAO. coincidence is such a funny thing because i feel like i really needed to read this fic today. i feel much better and more ready to face the day. this has been such a good read, and i humbly offer my apologies for yapping at your ask box yet again š§āāļøš«£
First off, you never have to apologize for sending me your thoughts. I'm so happy every time I receive an ask, it's always an unexpected surprise. And your asks are always really thoughtful and fun to read! I wasn't just patronizing you when I said last time that it was really fun to receive such a spicy ask about the NSFW aspects of Sylus's character and dynamic with mc in these stories. A huge part of his appeal is his physicality and how he shows his affection through actions. Hot, hot, actions.
To be honest, this message from you is really reassuring, because I've noticed that a lot of the fanfic that gets a lot of traction in (any) fandom is of the NSFW variety (which, duh, I totally understand and appreciate and consume happily), and I worry that because I'm not currently focusing purely on that aspect of Sylus that people will be less interested in reading what I'm sharing, especially the installments that are so mc POV heavy. So to hear that you also like being in this mc's head, and can relate to this mc, that how I have Sylus respond to this mc's issues and hangups and trauma brings you comfort, is amazing for me as a wannabe writer. Although I also want to give you a hug (with your consent of course) if you can really relate to this mc because no one should ever have to feel what you so accurately point out about what this mc feels: that whatever pain you're experiencing is normal, and expected, and you can hardly imagine that someone would be so dedicated to helping relieve it for and with you. Because everyone deserves to feel cherished and demand more than the bare minimum from the world and the people in their life. I'm hoping that I can keep writing this story as an exploration of Sylus teaching mc that, and that you continue to derive comfort from it. Because in the end, fanfic can serve many purposes. And just like it can be a vehicle for exploring incredibly dark and disturbing and cathartic themes using our favorite characters, I think it can also be the ultimate comfort food, and sometimes you should just be able to feel fucking good reading it. I'm so happy to hear that this part did that for you. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts.
#love and deepspace#sara answers#seriously if you can't tell by now#that i look forward to hearing responses like yours like sylus looks forward to hearing mc enjoy food#then i'm just going to have to step up my game and scream over and over that i love hearing your and other readers' thoughts#my ask box is always open#and clearly i am an insufferable pedantic shit who is happy to listen to other people and then dump my thoughts on them to the point that#they probably regret reaching out to me :)))))#thank you again for reading and for sharing your thoughts!!#also so glad the worshipful devotion i think that sylus harbors toward mc came through#i do think that his feral horniness is deeply linked to how much he cares about and is devoted to mc and i want that to be obvious#in the fic#dude this 140 character limit IS annoying af#oh and if you like being in mc's head#the next part of the story is mc's POV and it ran on for so much longer than intended#i had hoped to resolve the misunderstanding in the next part#but the resolution will be in the part after that and hopefully in a way that doesn't break romantic tension#i'm done writing a novel#mmmkay bye
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