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It is FINISHED :D
You can find the process here. :D
#I'm really happy with how this turned out!#tumblr did me dirty with the resolution a bit unforutnately#but I'm still happy this is finished!#I lost a bit of steam at the end. I could tweak some minar things maybe#but this was only supposed to be a study anyway#So I hope y'all enjoy this#I can't wait to finish the next one#malevolent#malevolent fanart#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#arthur lester#arthur lester malevolent#j c leyendecker study#digital painting#digital art#artists on tumblr#illustration
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anatomy of a heart // open up
cardiogram.carrd.co
#durarara#shizaya#a cheap imitation#i made a thing#chapter 48#you're supposed to go into the link yourself but i know most won't and for posterity here's a video archive of it#oh yea i also reached out to @glaciesdraco for suggestions on this so thanks to them for helping out#this is over a yeaaaar old#twitter post was oct 28 2023#did tweak it a bit though i was kinda struggling over that#mostly just the pink card near the end and some colours here and there#still feels kinda wack and not cohesive to me but it's been over a year so#gotta let this one go#finally unloading these last few things i made for the book club omg#i considered doing more sound design on this one too but#i just never did it so i'm making myself just leave it as this#i like the sentiment behind this one a lot but the execution is kindaaaa#if i'm feeling brave i'll also transcribe the little write up i made alongside this as an add-on or something#i shouuuld generally do that with the stuff i wrote on there#when i get the time#this is honestly kinda embarrassing to me but my brain dictates i put them up#(in chronological order)#before i move forward#and i neeeed to needto need to
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happy pride month from vash the stampede!!!! 💜 seeing all the ace vash art makes me so happy I wanted to contribute!
#trigun#trigun maximum#trigun fanart#asexual#vash the stampede#trimax#re: charms if it happens shipping will be from belgium jsyk!!#he makes me so happy!!!#AND WHAT IF I TEAR UP?? WHAT THEN????#you guys i didn't know something i made could make me feel this way#i spent an embarrassing amount of time on it sdfjbkln#i'm posting it now because if I don't i'm gonna spend another 5 hours on it#granted i could still end up tweaking it and just editing my post bUT STILL#for context i'm not great at art i barely ever draw but i want to improve so i decided to draw one vash every day of june#i've been seeing a little bit of improvement and when I drew this one he was pretty flawed but also he made me so happy that i was like#ok i'm cleaning it up and fixing it digitally#and now 12+ hours of work later here we are#ANYWAY ANYWAY I'M RAMBLING#THANK YOU FOR THE ACE VASH ART THIS MONTH YOU GUYS INSPIRED ME PLEASE KEEP IT COMING#it clears my skin waters my crops#also pls don't follow me for this i post art once every six months at best you'll be disappointed!! i'm a writer first and foremost#anyway gotta go draw today's vash weehee!#bee draws#ace vash tag
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tfw you're just trying to enjoy a drink and brood in silence at a local inn but this vampire girl who insisted on tagging along won't stop staring at you. she does not know how to blink.
#he's trying really hard to be understanding. she probably forgot a lot of things stuck in that crypt for so long#like that it's rude to stare at people.#he's trying SO hard to be understanding. but that doesn't mean he has to *like* it#he's gonna be nice to her but he'll still be a lil grumpy about it#anyway hiiii look at Meneldir in his new armor <3#he looks so much cooler now#they had a red version of the Dawnguard amour I wanted to use for him but for some reason that one doesn't have sleeves lol#so broody black/grey will have to do#also I edited Meneldir's face slightly to make him look sufficiently grumpy#may still tweak him more but I'm happier with this version#for as cold and aloof Serana tries to seem she really does end up following you around like a lost puppy huh?#girl you ain't foolin no one#area vampire princess really really wants friends but is so very bad at communicating more @ 8#skyrim#Meneldir in Skyrim#<- figured I should do a new tag for this playthrough instead of filling the Meneldir tag with Skyrim nonsense lol#serana
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so i wrote and posted this on my main half asleep og art @wolflyndraws here
he's got so many physical after effects with scars and skin damages but also mental: he's wild and completely feral. he lose himself, living outdoors. he hasn't had any contact with living, breathing being in a long, long time. even animals avoid him, leaving as soon as they see him. seeing him would scare anyone shitless, especially at first when the scars hasn't yet started to heal and the cuts on his face are gruesome and bloody. his body is one massive wound, it never stops hurting, driving him to madness. after a while, he slowly start to get better. his body starts to heal. his mind is still fissured but he gets more and more time as his old self. not totally back to himself, far from it, but he get more cognisant of what's happening around him and what he's doing. there's a point where he has to go back to a village to trade stuff. he doesn't trust anything not to hurt him and dislike the idea of letting anyone get close to him. needs must though, and after weighting up the pros and the cons, he goes to one nearby. he's not careful the first time around and the few people that saw his face expressed shock and disgust. they could not look at him without horror in their eyes and repugnance etched on their face. he honestly didn't think about what he would look like to others. he's been alone for so long at that point, and he avoid every reflective surface he has genuinely no idea what the torture left behind. but even without knowing, seeing other people reaction he can guess. ashamed, he runs away. but he can't stay hidden away forever, he still needs to trade. so he goes back, to another village. further away. clocked under a heavy, deep hooded, capelet. he's got no skin showing at all. and this time, interactions are easier. his voice is gruff, his vocal cords damaged. he hasn't spoken for a long time and the first few words he needs to utter are rough. he doesn't stay for long. he can't. so he makes the trips more often than he'd like too, just so he can spend as little time in here as he can at once. longer interactions makes him hyper aware and he nearly slip from the precarious balance that's his mental health. words goes around that one weird adventurer comes by, sometimes. taciturn and withdrawn, and in need of lots of personal space. and it attracts curiosity. everyone is eager to know who he is, where he's from and what he looks like. but Dream can't answer neither of those questions without people turning on him.
#i added and tweaked some#i think i'm gonna ad to background AGAIN#like#this is prison!dream where he was unlawfully imprisoned and tortured#prince!george wasn't here. there was a plot against him to kill him and usurp his place so he had to flee#but knight!dream didn't know because everything happened at the same time? so dream felt resentful george wouldn't step in and help#and george felt abandoned by hos favorite and most loyal knight when he didn't come find him#!cue misunderstanding#anyway#months later dream escape. kind of crazy and physically changed. george is still on the run living his life as a wanderer#george hear about a stranger hiding behind a mask and under a hood. someone no one has ever seen the face of. he might not even be human#all the job he takes about killing mobs are always done extra quick and like it's no big deal.#he gets known as the person to go to if you've got a pest problem and george got a persistent. annoying problem#he wants to go home and see his family again but can't so he goes to find the stranger#dream sees him and freaks out big time. flee.#george tracks him down not easily but dreams being in flight mode. out of his logical brain makes him sloppy#when he stops to his lair george finds himand doesn't really realized who he is facing#it looks like some kind of wildling with his untamed hair. growl like a cornered wolf flashing teeth. his face extra scary being disfigured#he ends up taming him and when he gets a good look at him he finally recognize dream#he's horrified because he thought dream was still at the castle with his family. he wants to know what the fuck happened#but dream still can't really talk much. especially about what happened to him so it's a long process of healing#and learning to trust each other again. learning each other like they did back then. even better#and they fall in love#minecraft dream!smp#feral!dream
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Some snapshots of the progression for my Toothless and Wodensfang designs.
These two were easily the most difficult designs for me to nail down, so they make for fun comparisons. Not to mention I accidentally ended up doing all of these almost exactly a year apart.
#we don't talk about the 2022 designs#I genuinely don't know what I was thinking with those#they're both horrendous#the colours are awful and Wodensfang looks like he's trying to be suave#the 2021 designs were also made before I figured out what I wanted SGM's to look like#and the 2022 ones were while I was still not quite sure how I wanted to have Toothless and Wodensfang work with those designs#but I'm pretty happy where I've ended up#especially with Wodensfang#Toothless might get some more tweaking in the future but for now he's good#httyd books#how to train your dragon books#httyd book fanart#Toothless#book Toothless#Wodensfang#seadragonus giagantus maximus#Amity Doodles
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Me: okay, today I am Actually going to fold and cut down paper for more sketchbooks, And I'm going to work on a painting
Also me: *catches mom's cold-thing*
I did get some paper folded and cut down.... not a Ton but some... I did 8 signatures if 3 pages each, of the 12 needed for one book.
And... I poked around working on narrowing down plants options for the front yard again... which is not what I meant to do...
#its been a month since i left my job and i have. not gotten a lot done.#i set up my studio - tho still some tweaking left to do to it - and started some paintings and bought needed supplies...#i organized papers and started setting up how I'll keep track of business stuff (a binder + pocket dividers and plastic sleeves most likely)#started working on trying to set up a schedule....#i realized today that its not enough to just not have a full time job sapping my energy to let me create#i also need to take in inspiration in order to actually have motivation and inspiration and ideas and joy in creating#instead of feeling like anything not directly related to art/business is taking time away from it#like obvs its a balancing act but if i plan on spending a few hrs in the studio actively working on *something* like at least 4days a wk?#and i can shift btwn projects within a day or between days#i can also spend part of the day: going for walks/spending time outside (maybe bikeriding..) and doing other activities. going places.#i think tho i definitely need to prioritize going into the studio room and working on stuff - even sketching doodling even 'for fun' like#fanart or whatever. and doing so right aftwr breakfast (and getting up early enough that i feel like theres enough time in the day to also#do something fun or whatever later in the day#will help a lot. like 1 hr at least in there. more if I'm on a roll. but getting up and moving around is important#maybe id work in studio from afger breakfast to around lunch#afterwards optional continue working on something or start something else#or end 'work' for the day and get out of the house or do something fun#cab always do some work later but not priority#easier in the morning to start with that and not get Stuck TM#anyway. mostly mysings bc rn this cold or whatever is. being difficult#:b :/
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showed my roommate the humans & they almost immediately said fluff looks like an emo girl </3
#not </3 because it's necessarily *wrong* but </3 because he's supposed to still be masc enough to mostly read as a dude lmao#i knew he ended up more feminine but thats kinda just what even the most mild emo/punk combo tends to look like#i'm not gonna rework it for now but i might end up tweaking him a lil more after all 😔 i still can't decide if i like it or not anyway.....#like i don't hate how he turned out esp for such a quick drawing but i will acknowledge that he is. a little bit ugly to me !#most character tropes with sharper features like his are for mature/older or more sinister characters so it's been a lil hard to work with#listen if overanalyzing non-canon human designs i'll never draw again breaks my art block for even a couple days i'm gonna run with it ok!!
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Dying to finish this crossover fic (one shot for a series of multiple oneshots) so here's a juicy bit from it, putting it under a readmore. For context, Kaiba is driving and Yugi's in the passenger seat.
"You know I play games with my life chip, Kaiba. I wouldn't bet on my chip if I wasn't confident that I'd win."
And Kaiba wanted to bite back, but a voice in the back of his head stopped him. You already threw your chip away once, who are you to talk about what others do with theirs?
"Hmph. Don't get yourself killed." He could see Yugi shrug nonchalantly from the corner of his eye.
"And if I do?"
The challenge hung in the heavy, tense air between them. Feeling Yugi's gaze on him, Kaiba straightened his back as he refused to look back at him. He knew he was a hypocrite, and Yugi did too.
For all he knew, Yugi was silently judging him for it.
Yugi couldn't help the bite with which his words came out earlier, even if he's mostly forgiven Kaiba, he was still somewhat bitter.
"I trust that you won't." Was what Kaiba resorted to.
It took the duelist by surprise, because the bitterness subsided, a ghost of a smile spreading on his lips, "I didn't think you'd trust me that much."
The smirk Kaiba flashed was confident, almost mocking, "Like you said. You wouldn't bet your chip if you weren't confident you'd win."
#I'm debating if I should end the fic with a scene of Them again or not...#The ending it currently has is very Cliffhanger for very intentional reasons#And I still got some scenes to tweak 😭#yugioh#ygo#yugi mutou#seto kaiba#rivalshipping#Rivalshipping from Alex in 2025? It's more likely than you'd think
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Hello! I’ve been thinking about your stories lately, and got my mind wondering about how you come up with your ideas. What inspired you to make Felix and the Dauntless story? It looks amazing and I can’t wait to see more of it!
Sorry it took so long to respond! I kept coming back to reread this ask I'm just,,, so happy to hear you're interested/excited about Dauntless!!!!! :DDDD
For most of my/our stories (most of the wips are collabs with my sister lol) it usually starts as drawing inspiration from Other stories. We'll watch/read them and go "that was really good, I can see why they made the choices they did narratively, but wouldn't it be fun/cooler if..." then we kinda end up building an entirely new story around that concept. Sometimes they're completely unhinged from the canon cause we love making aus xD
Dauntless is weird in that sense, as it doesn't actually have any origin concept. We wanted each of the main characters in the Keepers saga to come from different backgrounds, and we thought having a cyberpunk ex-spy would be cool. 😂
Thematically it draws a lot from my personal life experience just... dramatized and exported onto a young man living in a futuristic dystopia lol From there the plot kinda ended up being a hodgepodge of all my favorite tropes respun into the sci-fi setting, as this is the first story I've worked on that's not been a fantasy!
The way I make up stories is very character driven, the plot forms as I think about the characters- who they are, who they need to become, and what fears/misconceptions/circumstances they need to overcome to get there. Building a plot always feels like a logic puzzle to me of juggling each member of the cast's arcs and story beats 😂 So most of the plot started from looking at the kind of character I wanted Felix to be at the end of his arc and going "okay what kind of backstory would produce a guy like that?" Then throwing stuff at the wall and seeing what stuck. (This bad boy has gone through so many revisions lol)
I've finally got it worked down to the point where I'm outlining episode/season structure and BOY have I got to tell you that feels good 😭 I am SO excited to share Felix and his pals with the world and it literally means so much to me they've already got a collection of people waiting to watch the show 😭😭
Thank you so so much for your support!!!
#one of my favorite hobbies is watching some piece of 'bad' (poorly done) media and then picking it apart afterwards#what was good about it but just executed poorly? WHY was it bad? how could they have tweaked things to make it hit right?#then I end up with all these ideas I've gotta put somewhere#also I'm just still reeling you think about our stories!?!? :DDDD#I'm so thrilled y'all have been SO encouraging 😭🥺#thank you for the ask!#dauntless wip#text
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i really like this comic
#doodles#oc tag#bembly#another one for the Drawn With Mouse folder...#SIGHHH this was difficult to do on vintessa's end bc i don't have a finalised outfit for her yet#i'm also tweaking elinor's still ever since i redid it to have more of a plague doctor theming....#these two are soooo funny to me tho genuinely my funniest oc duo to me. vintessa loves pestering elinor on purpose. Her Whimsy (FAKED)#actually this one is a great example of what i said in my last post abt my loving to put anime girl hair vents on everything now bc. gestur#vinty did not have those originally#sillies
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i could totally just start the sketch of the 1st part now. surely the whole climax and ending just being comepletely unfinished won't bite me in the ass later
#i'm not even sure how the#how the climax will go#i've been stuck on it#i changed so much from the original plan that the original way it went doesn't fit anymore.#original ending will still work with tweaks but i havent drafted that out yet either
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the chances of me ever finishing more than a quick concept sketch of twyle are low...but NEVER zero so watch out
#south park#kyle broflovski#tweek tweak#sp twyle#twyle#kyle x tweek#i have a vision and none of you can see it#the vision is that they date during a creek break up in early high school#bc tweek figures dating someone from stan's gang would piss craig off (it does)#but stan has too much going on and kenny would be too easy and not have the desired effect#And Dating Cartman Would Just Be Sad. That's A Punishment To *Him*#(it would still get craig to come back to him tho if for no other reason than 'babe i love you don't do this to yourself i'm SORRY ok?')#So Kyle it is#and they actually end up kinda liking each other but creek are inevitable and kyle has a situationship with stan#but they stay close...sometimes kiss...it's Fine.
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I /am/ anticipating when future England and co. finally figure out that North is in the past! My guess would be traveling back in time to get him. And, I imagine that some confusion/mistaken identity would happen? Also, if the future co. somehow met their past selves? Confusion and chaos would abound! And I would love to see how it would be resolved! :)
OMG I'm as excited as you are for the moment of Present bros realizing where and when North is. I know when it happens, but I haven't written that scene yet and ksjhfjashdfh I can't WAIT to get there. Like, the dawning realization, the angst, the worry, the hope, it's *chef kiss*.
A thing I still struggle with when it comes to time travel is the meeting your past/future self trope. On one hand, it would be amazing and chaotic to see the bros meeting each other. But on the other hand, I really want to keep the logic that there can't be two you's at the same time. I feel it breaks the immersion or something.
Like in Outlander, when Claire meets Captain Randall for the first time, she thinks it's her husband Frank from the present, but it's actually Frank's descendant (the husband and captain are played by the same actor btw). And even though the captain is a total monster, like the worst of the worst, she still makes sure to let him live long enough until his son is born, so the bloodline continues up to Frank's birth.
I like the logic of that kind of time travel. It's similar to the one seen in the third movie of Harry Potter. You can't interact with your past/future self, but you can change things indirectly because it already happened. That's why I chose North to be the guinea pig of my story instead of an older nation, there's no risk of meeting his past self. He's just a wee baby lol
So would the bros ever meet in person? Not directly, that's for sure. At least, that's not the plan at the moment, but who knows, maybe I'll find a way to let them see a glimpse if it works in the story ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#omg I went into a tangent sorry lol#but yeah time travel is so weird I'm always tweaking the mechanics#though I'm sure I'll still end up with plot holes in the end xD#sot ask#outlander au
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the most frustrating situation you can be in as a writer is knowing something about your story Does Not Work but having no idea what it is or why
#it's one thing when you KNOW what's wrong. “my main character is flat”. ok! let's come up with some ways to make them more interesting!#but what are you supposed to do when you have NO idea what's wrong!!!!#in my sci-fi novel series my main character's plot in book 1 is just. not clicking. and idk why#the other two pov characters' plots are all basically sorted. i'm working on draft 3 of book 1 & for them i'm just tweaking things#but my MOST IMPORTANT CHARACTER? i keep changing her plot#not DRASTICALLY but like. it's still way more in flux than the other two characters' plots and it still doesn't work!!!!!#there's something clunky or weird about it. or i'm overthinking it#whateverrr i'm just writing through to the end of this draft and then i can dissect it later#i've had this idea to write a “prequel” to the series for a while. not literally a prequel but just all the characters' backstories#i might work on that for fake camp nanowrimo next month. that might spark some ideas#m.txt
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LET ME OUT
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#tw caps#eyestrain#henlo :3#here's character design i've never shown + barely tweaked lol#/trying to work on movement and the look of force so !! hope it's doing that hfbhsf#//original name for this was 'I'M FUNKIN TIRED' but i ended up not doing what i was gonna do for the face so Lolll#i Would have but the image in my head wouldn't hold still long enough#i like this little thing with the face tho. guidance lines in place of an actual face my beloved#no face at all my dearest dear <333#//okey now i'm going to scuttle off!! watch me#[slinkies away]
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