#but I survived
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#the fruit of a week worth of silent treatment from my father has ripen#i forgot to eat but not to drink water cause im thirsty af#my stomach was grumbling i didnt know why but i knew im afraid to make sounds if i make some food#as if im in quite place set lmao#but i survived#but if i tell my mom that i went a week witgout rice she would faint#but hey my mind was quite all this time so thats a bonus#so yeah#anselm vogelweide#my beloved#also just watched dear evan hansen and it heals me#im in the verge of letting go lmaoo okay thats not funny#i cried#embroidery#patchwork#patch#big gold brick#oscar isaac#i cant write ‘quiet’ properly it seems
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This feels weird to say but I feel like I'm possessed by a happy person 0_0 like because of the ect treatment, I actually feel so much better but it feels so unreal because I haven't felt okay in so long (like years) but now I suddenly am a person again?????
This is a message for all of you who feel like there's no hope, I swear it will get better someday
#like I've been struggling with mental illness my whole life#and now finally I feel better#like so much better#thank you ect treatment you saved me#i feel happy#even tho so much shit has happened in my life#but I survived#and you can too#thank you if you read this#mental illness#mental health#ect treatment#neuromodulation#hopecore#i wish you all the best#and hugs and kisses#if u want
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This World > Wake Up > Guerrilla > Cyberpunk > Halazia > IT’s You is the hottest run of songs in any concert ever but somehow I survived 🔥🔥🔥
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Binah has hundreds of scars, some large like the familiar one in her torso and some small like the ones dotting her hands. but the one she keeps hidden is the one on her head, tucked under her hair. even with her jumbled memories, she can recall her head being ripped open, prodded and poked through while she was still alive and breathing and suffering.
it hurts. it hurts like being flayed, and sometimes she'll spend break hours gripping her head; silent, stoic agony.
but it slowly recedes when she feels a presence beside her, your gentle lips pressing a kiss to the scar, and the pain eventually fades as she allows herself to lean, just a little bit, against the warmth of your embrace.
#project moon#lobotomy corporation#library of ruina#binah#binah lobcorp#binah library of ruina#i lived#barely#it wasn't a pleasant day and night#and i woke up immensely dizzy#but i survived#and am back to binahthinking
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vines from my plant out on the patio had grown over my bike some i hadn't been biking in so long lmao
but i did finally go biking 💪💪
#did i have to use my inhaler after#yes#but i survived#and also pumped up the tires they were so low lol
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Y'all I am so sorry this took so long-
Spray paint and stickers
First meeting
(set right at the end of bug busters)
Part 1 - Part 2 :)
foajfjsofnskfj I had soooooo many issues with this cuz I made it in like 17,000 sittings and had to take a lil break to cry every time I made a mistake (/hj)
But I finally got it done and now I can work on the bits I was excited to work on!
Tbh only God knows the order I drew this in lol
Also! I'll be using blank pages now!! So no more lines :D
#art#spray paint and stickers#shellshocked#rottmnt au#i feel like someone who just dragged themselves out of the desert lol#but i survived#💪💪💪#some of this is really good#and some caused me psychological damage#but idc yall get it how it is#me the entire time i was making this: *violently spritsing leo and miles with a spray bottle* calm down calmdowncalmdown#idk why they have souch beef??#that wasn't supposed to happen??????#i suppose he did just get thrown off a roof tho so idk#also can we hear it for miles's fit#what a dork#k thas all bye!!
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Easter weekend!
Fun food and a horse show
The horse show did not really go the way I wanted but at least we looked good! My bf came which was lovely and he took video but unfortunately he’s clearly not used to videoing horses so he missed some jumps and it’s all far away, but it was mediocre at best so it’s fine.
The jump standards were cute tho! Bunnies and butterflies. And Luna had a cute Easter bonnet and briefly wore my friends hat. I also made birds best cupcakes for the show too! I just wish that the little chocolate eggs weren’t so expensive (they were four dollars for a bag and I need two bags)
And then I made bunny pancakes and duchess potatoes for Easter Sunday. And this was Friday but this was a delicious tiger themed drink from a local Chinese place
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2022: salmonellosis before Yuta event
2024: Appendicitis before Hinata event
A 2winkP tummy ache girl can't win huh
#BUT I SURVIVED#i just have a little hole in my guts it's fine though this was always my dream. i just wanted it to be more romantic (cough)#anyway I HAVE NO DIA WTF
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do you eat mold
I did once by accident 💪🏽
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Battalion Mobilisation Rotations
Hey folks, Arch here!
I've had a whole bunch of Worldbuilding rolling around in my head for a little while now, and it's about time I try and put it out there for you all.
This'll be part one in a whole 'series' of posts touching on some of the more... 'behind the scenes' aspects of the United Commonwealth Army. Basically, the sorta stuff which won't make itself too apparent in writing but which I've enjoyed making nonetheless! And there's one sentence that sums me up...
Tagging @theprissythumbelina @caxycreations @hessdalen-globe @bureaumantic @oddcryptidwrites
@avrablake @coffeexafterxmidnight @the-stray-storyteller
What Are They?
A "Mobilisation Rotation" refers to the 12 month cycles that the various Battalions of the United Commonwealth Army's Regular component go through as part of the modern service. They're broken up into three phases, namely 'Demobilised', 'Mobilising', and 'Ready', and different units progress between these phases in accordance with a service-wide timeline.
Why Are They A Thing?
War, and being constantly ready for it, is a difficult thing, and the UC Army has long recognised the toll it takes on the morale and effectiveness of soldiers and their units. In order to alleviate the strain the troops feel, units are shuffled in and out of 'readiness', splitting the hard work of keeping a minimum level of forces on hand at any time amongst a larger number of units.
What Do They Look Like
Side Note: Spreadsheets are a complete fucking pain and I'd like to never touch one again.
Battalions, the primary functional and administrative 'building block' of the UCA, 'begin' their cycle with a two month long 'demobilisation' period. At this point, soldiers are put on leave to recover from their operational tour of duty, and are encouraged to look after their personal affairs as they wish within certain Army regulations. Note that, in most circumstances, soldiers' travel is limited only to ensure they can report back to their unit within three days of a summon in case of an emergency.
As their 'demob' comes to an end, Battalions are reconstituted. Once new personnel are brought in and promotions settled, the unit transitions into an intense period of training and preparation. Individual soldiers are requalified on their ability to fulfil their basic tasks, such as marksmanship and equipment handling, and training steadily advances upwards into Section, Platoon, and eventually Regimental level inter-unit cooperation, where applicable.
Once a Battalion has been certified as 'ready', it is then assigned to any of a number of potential commands, depending on its nature and the Army's wider operational needs. They may be assigned to overseas stations, or held in the 'Deployable Reserve' domestically to respond to emerging needs. Once their six months are up, the unit is returned to the UC and demobilised, and the cycle starts again.
Who's Involved
In addition to the Battalions themselves, three major commands play a significant role in this system: Service Corps, Military Districts, and Field Forces Command.
The Army consists of numerous Service Corps, which manage troops and units according to their specialisation and job. Such commands include the Corps of Artillery, the Corps of Engineers, the Army Medical Corps, and several others. Each of them manage the administrative records of their own soldiers and units, and establish and train them on their respective methods and doctrine under the 'mobilising' phase.
A key exception, however, applies to the UCA's Infantry and Cavalry. Outside of the Airborne Corps, Battalions of these two arms recruit locally, while more conventional SCs take in personnel from across the Commonwealth in their units. Thus, while the Corps of Infantry and Cavalry both construct and maintain their own training and doctrinal regimes, responsibility for a Battalion's 'paperwork' falls to the Military District.
The first two phases of a cycle primarily fall under the purview of one of the UC's numerous Military Districts, which are administrative commands overseeing the Army's infrastructure on Commonwealth soil. They manage garrisons and barracks, liaise between the Army and national civilian governments, and control the training grounds and installations within their geographical reach. In addition to managing the recruitment and administration of Infantry and Cavalry Battalions, their real work can be seen with their oversight of the reservists of the Territorial Guard. That, however, lies beyond the scope of this post.
Lastly, but most importantly, is Field Forces Command, one of the Army's four primary Operational Commands. FLDFORCOM has complete control over the UCA's operationally ready units, and oversees how the Army's strength is deployed in theatres across the 12 Worlds. Every Regiment, Division, Corps, Field Army, and Army Group falls under its authority, and at the direction of the Chief of the General Staff and the Executive Committee of the United Commonwealth it oversees the posture of the UC Army the worlds over.
#writeblr#worldbuilding#writing#my worldbuilding#my writing#my wips#so... I foresee myself retconning this at some point#believe me research for this shit was hell#but I survived#if you thought this was pedantic the next one's supposed to talk about reservists too!#after that... maybe something about armoured forces#that sounds fun
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GOING TO TWO INHALER SHOWS NEXT YEAAAAAARRRRRR
#ticketmaster almost got me#but i survived#i was a victim of the presale codes not working apocalypse#but we got there in the end#inhaler#inhaler dublin#eli hewson#robert keating#josh jenkinson#ryan mcmahon#inhaler band
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pain being stressful but also having pain that is caused or worsened by stress is such a terrible cycle
#finally crawled into bed im exhausted#cried a lot earlier was unable to explain it to my dad in a normal way#but I survived
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aw, I was actually having a really good writing night before I almost accidentally lit my house on fire 🙃
#writing liveblogging#I accidentally knocked a full cup of water off the table and onto the power strip next to the couch#let's just say.... it made some very loud noises.... and some very strong smells........#I think it might have been boiling the water that fell inside it#because it sounded just like an electric kettle RIP#it took me a few minutes to get it unplugged bc it was plugged in behind my couch#But I Survived#and I guess I'll have to work in my room until a new power strip arrives lmao
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hey hi hello how is everyone? i have missed you all!!!!
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