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This feels weird to say but I feel like I'm possessed by a happy person 0_0 like because of the ect treatment, I actually feel so much better but it feels so unreal because I haven't felt okay in so long (like years) but now I suddenly am a person again?????
This is a message for all of you who feel like there's no hope, I swear it will get better someday
#like I've been struggling with mental illness my whole life#and now finally I feel better#like so much better#thank you ect treatment you saved me#i feel happy#even tho so much shit has happened in my life#but I survived#and you can too#thank you if you read this#mental illness#mental health#ect treatment#neuromodulation#hopecore#i wish you all the best#and hugs and kisses#if u want
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This World > Wake Up > Guerrilla > Cyberpunk > Halazia > IT鈥檚 You is the hottest run of songs in any concert ever but somehow I survived 馃敟馃敟馃敟
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Binah has hundreds of scars, some large like the familiar one in her torso and some small like the ones dotting her hands. but the one she keeps hidden is the one on her head, tucked under her hair. even with her jumbled memories, she can recall her head being ripped open, prodded and poked through while she was still alive and breathing and suffering.
it hurts. it hurts like being flayed, and sometimes she'll spend break hours gripping her head; silent, stoic agony.
but it slowly recedes when she feels a presence beside her, your gentle lips pressing a kiss to the scar, and the pain eventually fades as she allows herself to lean, just a little bit, against the warmth of your embrace.
#project moon#lobotomy corporation#library of ruina#binah#binah lobcorp#binah library of ruina#i lived#barely#it wasn't a pleasant day and night#and i woke up immensely dizzy#but i survived#and am back to binahthinking
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vines from my plant out on the patio had grown over my bike some i hadn't been biking in so long lmao
but i did finally go biking 馃挭馃挭
#did i have to use my inhaler after#yes#but i survived#and also pumped up the tires they were so low lol
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Y'all I am so sorry this took so long-
Spray paint and stickers
First meeting
(set right at the end of bug busters)
Part 1 - Part 2 :)
foajfjsofnskfj I had soooooo many issues with this cuz I made it in like 17,000 sittings and had to take a lil break to cry every time I made a mistake (/hj)
But I finally got it done and now I can work on the bits I was excited to work on!
Tbh only God knows the order I drew this in lol
Also! I'll be using blank pages now!! So no more lines :D
#art#spray paint and stickers#shellshocked#rottmnt au#i feel like someone who just dragged themselves out of the desert lol#but i survived#馃挭馃挭馃挭#some of this is really good#and some caused me psychological damage#but idc yall get it how it is#me the entire time i was making this: *violently spritsing leo and miles with a spray bottle* calm down calmdowncalmdown#idk why they have souch beef??#that wasn't supposed to happen??????#i suppose he did just get thrown off a roof tho so idk#also can we hear it for miles's fit#what a dork#k thas all bye!!
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Easter weekend!
Fun food and a horse show
The horse show did not really go the way I wanted but at least we looked good! My bf came which was lovely and he took video but unfortunately he鈥檚 clearly not used to videoing horses so he missed some jumps and it鈥檚 all far away, but it was mediocre at best so it鈥檚 fine.
The jump standards were cute tho! Bunnies and butterflies. And Luna had a cute Easter bonnet and briefly wore my friends hat. I also made birds best cupcakes for the show too! I just wish that the little chocolate eggs weren鈥檛 so expensive (they were four dollars for a bag and I need two bags)
And then I made bunny pancakes and duchess potatoes for Easter Sunday. And this was Friday but this was a delicious tiger themed drink from a local Chinese place
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2022: salmonellosis before Yuta event
2024: Appendicitis before Hinata event
A 2winkP tummy ache girl can't win huh
#BUT I SURVIVED#i just have a little hole in my guts it's fine though this was always my dream. i just wanted it to be more romantic (cough)#anyway I HAVE NO DIA WTF
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do you eat mold
I did once by accident 馃挭馃徑
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GOING TO TWO INHALER SHOWS NEXT YEAAAAAARRRRRR
#ticketmaster almost got me#but i survived#i was a victim of the presale codes not working apocalypse#but we got there in the end#inhaler#inhaler dublin#eli hewson#robert keating#josh jenkinson#ryan mcmahon#inhaler band
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pain being stressful but also having pain that is caused or worsened by stress is such a terrible cycle
#finally crawled into bed im exhausted#cried a lot earlier was unable to explain it to my dad in a normal way#but I survived
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aw, I was actually having a really good writing night before I almost accidentally lit my house on fire 馃檭
#writing liveblogging#I accidentally knocked a full cup of water off the table and onto the power strip next to the couch#let's just say.... it made some very loud noises.... and some very strong smells........#I think it might have been boiling the water that fell inside it#because it sounded just like an electric kettle RIP#it took me a few minutes to get it unplugged bc it was plugged in behind my couch#But I Survived#and I guess I'll have to work in my room until a new power strip arrives lmao
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hey hi hello how is everyone? i have missed you all!!!!
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Today is the last day of a job I had to do for two weeks, even tho I survived these two weeks out of spite (no proper sleep and very poor eating habits) I actually feel full of energy thanks to the fact I can finally be home again
#i was babysitting a cat and two rats with a request of staying at the apartment during owner's absence for these two weeks#It could be a dream job if I wasn't so anxious about staying at unfamiliar environment#No proper sleep bcs of nerves and cat that wants attention 24/7#But I survived#and the animals are fine too#actually it's also the fact that it's finally Autumn#don't know what it is about summer but it just destroys my mental health every year without fail#suo shut up
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what if i said my favorite rob cantor song was cuckoo. then what.
#honorable mention:#you & me#tally hall#rob cantor#also sorry for not posting#was in the trenches#but i survived
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