#but I can fantasize
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i need to make friends with some kind of freak who really loves rigging so they can rig all my models for me and i just have to do the other parts. please.
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I fucking hate using my diagnosis as an excuse but holy fucking shit my brain is screaming and tearing itself apart from these overwhelming emotions and I know I need to get back on my meds but I don't fucking want to i am not me when I'm on them but I'm SO much more stable when I'm taking my meds but holy fuck
#I've been fantasizing about relapsing on coke#I won't#but I can fantasize#it isn't good right now#I'm the worst I've been in years#I meant to post this to my vent blog#but this is fine#I'll take a big dab when I get home#and I'll be fine
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I talked to the new assistant grocery manager (cool guy, really nice!) and come to find out the grocery manager (the one I have a pathetic crush on) was a groomsman in his wedding.
SHE was a groomsman in his wedding.
This only strengthens the argument in my head that she’s atleast bisexual and I have a .0001 chance.
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LET YOUR DAD DIE: IT'S FINE IT'S FINE IT'S WHAT HE DID TO HIS DAD.
Lestat + Claudia: Patricide & The Cycles of Violence - INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE (2022) - Catherine Lacy, "Cut" (2019) / Anne Rice, "The Vampire Lestat" (1985) / Anne Rice, "Interview with the Vampire" (1976)
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#the vampire chronicles#lestat de lioncourt#claudia iwtv#claudia eparvier#claudia de pointe du lac#claudia de lioncourt#web weaving#i know there are 14929825 lestat/claudia comparative posts but i needed this one. for me.#does this make any sense outside of my head#like it's the cycles of violence and abuse and control (obviously)#but also lestat fantasizing/dreaming about killing his dad but not being able to in the end#she did something he always wanted to but never could and he respected her for it. he didn't have it in him but she DID#the lesdaughter of it all#also can we talk about how they both made louis finish the job agahajaj#evil of my evil
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“it’s so unrealistic when x readers say-” i’m not reading x readers for realism. i’m reading them because i want to fuck a fictional character.
#'no man can go that many rounds in a row' I DON'T CARE HE'S NOT A MAN HE'S NOT REAL#LEMME FANTASIZE#live#after hours
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The Shape of Monkey
Some of my friends were talking about the monkey design in Black Myth Wukong, in terms of how much of monkey features the DO/SWK has, and how we wished they devs added a bit more "monkey" ness to the DO, which then made me realize, the devs did do that, but just not for the "normal" game model that we use to play.
The anatomy here is pretty much very normal, the only few traits pointing at him being a monkey are his feet, tail, his face and his fur.
My friend (who doesn't even play BMW or knows about JTTW but is a certified monster fucker) said she doesn't count him as a monster because his shape is too human LOL
This is how he looks in Chapter 5 ending animation:
very human shaped.
which brings me back to the monkey that looks more like a monkey in the game
The Stone Monkey is a two phase we fight in the final boss battle, after we defeat him he breaks and out comes the Broken Shell of the Great Sage
After you finish the first playthrough, you get the Stone Monkey as a transformation, called the Azure Dome.
If you do the True Ending, you transform into the Azure Dome for the first time towering over monkeys and beat the shit out of the four heavenly kings and Erlang. Great fight 10/10
proprotionally speaking, his arms seems a bit longer, or least looks like it due to his big hands. His tails is also longer (don't have a screenshot of that unfortunately), and his ears are pointed. I also think that his mouth structure is a lot more monkey like with it being more pointed forward than his normal model.
Canonly, SWK can change his size into very big or very small, but I don't think in JTTW it was ever described that he had a Stone Monkey form. He is a stone monkey, or monkey born from stone.
I really love that the devs took it literal and created a form and transformation that looks like a monkey and you can see from his tecture that he is supposed to be made from stone
He punches people and also when he dodges he walks on all four. So I guess that is the closest to a monkey we will get from DO/SWK
Chapter 6 ending animation also goes with a more "monkey" like anatomy for Wukong's design
point ears, longer limbs, shorter legs. I love that they added the red face blush here too. His tail is never shown in the animation, but looking at his pilgrim outfit set and the pulge in his pants (no not that one), he probably hides his tail inside his pants. it's kind of a cute detail
The Old Monkey we see also has more human like proportions:
all the other monkeys in the background (beside DO) are more monkey.
Here are the models I pulled from the game
I also love that each monkey has a different fur "pattern", gives them more variety
This one we only see when you reach the normal ending, when the DO did not break the cycle and the headband is put back onto his head, we see this monkey in the fetal position and then it zooms out to the stone egg and sad credit song plays. You can watch the clip here.
I think it's clear that the devs are trying to show an unbron monkey still in the womb, the stone egg/birth stone being the womb in this case, waiting for the next DO to come and finish SWK's revival.
I guess the stages of growth could be like this:
Why did Game Science went for a more human-like approach for the Monkey in terms of design?
We don't know the answer, it was never mentioned anything in the game about it and I have not come across any interviews about it yet.
I do think that the choice to make the Stone Monkey more monkey like and the "normal" monkey more human like was a deliberate choice by the devs.
For the animation, I believe the Game science gave the studio some references on "hey this is how our monkey looks like" and then let the studio do its own thing style-wise, hence why in Ch. 5 animation monkey has a more human like anatomy but ch. 6 comes with more monkey like anatomy
My personal HC is that SWK has a more human-like anatomy to show that he has a high level of cultivation maybe? We have seen in the game there are few yaoguais that are able to take on human appearances, such as the Pingping and the 5th spider sister. And yes, I also hc that SWK does have a monkey-form too that he can transform into.
I'm really begging for Game Science to release an artbook with concept art and background info on why they did this and that
#black myth rambling#black myth wukong#sun wukong#destined one#I think it goes without saying that I am a Certified Stone Monkey Fudger#the things I would do to the Stone Monkey form#game science made the monkey hot#w hat for seriously#so we can fantasize about him???
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incest and pedophilia isn't sexy
#bungo stray dogs#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd x reader#bsd fanfic#bsd headcanons#fanfiction#fanfic#x reader#anti incest#from someone who's so terrified of something like that happening to me#its caused me several panic attacks#from intrusive thoughts and certain remarks made towards me#i cant fathom how people can request and write about it#and how people defend others for writing about it and requesting it#fantasizing about it is insane#just simply sparing it a thought makes me want to cry#I'm gonna block the tags and peopl but still#idk#i just feel very strongly about it#whether you act on it or not#not targeted#same as people say#if you dont like their content block them#if you dont like my opinion on this block me too#dead dove do not eat#sensitive content#| ray's yapping ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ
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Prompt:
Jason learns how to dream walk and terrorizes his family before they become aware of his resurrection.
(it backfires)
#Jason hellbent on making Bruce suffer:#let‘s see how much I can twist your dreams-#Bruce: depressing dreams about weeping over his son‘s dead body#sitting at his grave#fantasizing about killing the joker#of a young Jason screaming at him#jason: wait#hold on#go back#ok ok FINE my dad is suffering enough let’s go for Dickwing-#Dick: similar dreams to Bruce#jason accusing him of not being there for him#telling him to come join him#jason: wait I would NOT ask that of you h my GOD#ok fine let’s see the Replacement-#Tim: abandonment issues and trauma#jason: … goddammit#I need to go back don’t I#prompts#jason todd#batfamily#batfam#dick grayson#bruce wayne#tim drake#fic#red hood#robin#batdad#jason comes home
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Calamus & Crassus, sometime during Sulla’s camp, before Colline Gate.
personally, it’s fun for me if Crassus is someone who cusses a lot during a campaign, but not so much in Rome
⭐ places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / tip jar!
#calamus is sewing up a small tear in crassus’ cloak— crassus points out that there are women by the camp who do this kind of thing#and calamus is like yeah okay but I can do it better#and there are several reasons why he insists on doing it but the funniest one is that he’s fantasizing about stabbing out pompey’s eyes#Roman republic tag#komiks tag
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dottore doodles
#'professional jealousy' is one of my favourite paintings#the subject posing and observing herself is a mannequin! the actual model can be seen within the mirror's reflection#i thought it would fit the doctor :)#in-game doctor might just be a redesign but nothing wrong w a little fantasizing#dottore looking @ versions of himself#although all his segments are arguably 'genuine' to who he is#i like to think of the embittered young dottore in the akademiya#and his memory lingering as dottore changes...#france art#genshin impact#il dottore#dottore#JUST NOTICED I DIDNT PAINT HIS LEGS...
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Annnnd the terfs have found "Kaos" and have opinions
#kaos#kaos netflix#terfs all have one thing in common: they want to abuse people the way they claim all men abuse all women#that's it! that's their guiding principle!#they're fascist bigots with a thin veneer of pseudo-feminism#I truly cannot express the contempt I have for terfs and the hateful shitty world they fantasize about living in#fuck those guys and if you agree with them let me know! so I can block you!#a line appears motherfuckers
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Mista’s 1st time going on a SWF business trip with his BFF, Giorno!!!🐞🔫🖤 Mista gets to meet his best buddy’s colleague, a gay american SWF researcher that works on the DIO case- all of this TOTALLY wasn’t orchestrated by Giorno to see if they have feelings for eachother.
#giomis#misgio#giorno x speedwagon foundation dude#this concept has been rolling around in my mind for awhile#like mista going to america with giorno as friends#and when they return they are not the same LMAO#also the speedwagon foundation guy.. I thought it would be funny if there was a gay stem researcher at the SWF who has fallen victim to the#dio fanaticism.. His 9-5 is literally studying a hot vampire guy#AND THEN HE GETS TO MEET AND WORK WITH SAID HOT VAMPIRE GUYS SON?? THAT LOOKS JUST LIKE HIM?#he’s just staring at those dio pictures in his super secret government job like damn.. I want him 😫#and giorno can sympathize bc he’s also staring at mista in his super secret mafia job like damn.. i want bro#they close their eyes and fantasize 😭💔
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#art#danganronpa#mondo oowada#kazuichi souda#reposting old art here! beach episode!! i feel like they have something in common that they can talk about#but given their characters...they can either become besties or end up in a fight🙊#yabai tomodachi#also it was always so cute to me how souda+mon and miu share the same sanrio character in sanrio collaboration😆#can't stop fantasize about how these two would be constantly trying to diassemble and modify mondo's bike
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james potter …… man that u are …………….
#i do love him .. i really#i need to get a grip#i wanna talk abt james#james potter band au doing the whole alex turner ‘this one’s for your girlfriend. ladieeeesss’ bit#james potter as the whole ‘id do niall’ incident but it’s ‘i’d do sirius’#james potter as the dylan minnette ‘don’t play dumb ik u fantasize. u can have me on my back every night’ ordeal#………. anyway
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Guys I hope I am not the only one who thought that Hades Video Games apart from the weird changes to the plot of Odysseus they missed the chance to go for something like this?!?!?!
I am only saying a battle with these three against the bad guy in a final boss battle... Possible for Hades 3 if it ever came out?! Dunno!
Odysseus: I terify them, Melinoe disoriantes them, Zagreus goes over the top and we take the bad guys! Melinoe: Yes! Zagreus: Begin!
Like please tell me I am not the only one who thought of that! TT-TT
(In my mind they go to rescue Penelope or Telemachus and patch things up with the terrible misunderstanding on "affairs"! Fight me!)
#greek mythology#odysseus#tagamemnon#hades game#hades ii#hades 2#odysseus hades#melinoe#hades melinoe#zagreus#zagreus hades#incorrect hades game#incorrect quotes#meme#greek mythology memes#hades game memes#castlevania#castlevania memes#incorrect castlevania#Please I can't be the only one who fantasizes about weird potentials hearing 'bloody tears'!#thoughts from the void#random inspiration#shitpost#random thoughts#random post#Like imagine the possibilities!#You can choose to play as Odysseus or Melinoe or Zagreus against the boss#then Odysseus being all focused to rescue his family!#Maybe other heroes pitch in!
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