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hello i brought up the terrible cultural representstion in keeper to my parents and they said it was probably the publisher pushing for it. dyou have any thoughts? you seemed like the best person to ask about this
I don't know if I'm the best person, but I can certain share some thoughts about it. I'm assuming by cultural representation you're referring to the lack of diverse characters--and subpar representation/inclusion of the few characters who are diverse? (this is a bit long, so warning)
While I doubt it was the only thing, it is likely publishing affected the diversity; this was a book pitched and sold in the early 2010s in an industry dominated by white women--I found an article from 2016 saying about 79% of publishing staff are white. The same survey in 2019 found 76% were white, so while I can't find one more recent at the moment, it's safe to say it's still a very white-dominated industry.
Keeper is published by Simon & Schuster, and I found a few various sources talking about them, but nothing significant enough to override what I've already cited (which applies to them as well). You can check out this site citing a few employee statistics about them, if you're curious.
If you look through the people Shannon thanks in the acknowledgments of her books--Like Laura Rennert, Lara Perkins, Taryn Fagerness, etc.--the people she's working with and surrounded by appear to be predominantly white women (though I didn't look up every single name, and I'm specifically focusing on book 1 right now), and the thing about agents and editors and all the like is that they'll be much more incentivized to work with/sell/buy a book that they connect to emotionally, which in this case is white stories.
The same applies to authors, which I think is another aspect of the supbar diveristy. Shannon's--as far as I know--an abled allocishet non-hispanic white American woman. Authors like to write stories they connect to and see themselves in (which isn't inherently a bad thing), and for her that means stories with straight, cis, abled white characters and heavy American influence. And this story is scouted and enjoyed by white agents/editors/publishers/etc. (I don't know enough about them to truly discuss their identities, I'm coming to conclusions based on suggestive evidence, but may be wrong).
I can't tell you what's going on in their heads, but it's entirely possible that the lack of diversity wasn't a conscious choice, but rather something that none of them prioritized or noticed. Publishers appear to have some sort of diversity "quota" as well, not going beyond it. This opinion piece briefly mentions it amongst the rest of its discussion, how white publishers at Simon & Schuster questioned whether they needed to bid to publish a black author when they already had another. This is, however, one anecdotal instance and may not be representative. My point in including it is to be aware of what the scene may be and how, even though Shannon is white and therefore more likely to be published, a story with increased diversity may not be seen as necessary or be pushed for. Instead, the diversity in their company can come from other authors. So unless Shannon makes that conscious effort herself, she won't be punished for the lack.
That all discusses this from the perspective of including diversity. There's also the matter of the diversity that is there, which has been dissected and commented on by people far more knowledgeable than me. The two are related, and there are likely similar causes.
Once again, Shannon doesn't have the personal experience or knowledge of the various characters/backgrounds she includes. And her editors/publishers likely don't either, which may explain in part what we see in the books. I don't know whether keeper has sensitivity readers or not, but if there aren't any that could also contribute.
Improvements have been made with time--there are more characters of color than when we started--but that doesn't make these improvements without fault. So I think she is making an effort, but it's falling short. And if the prior observation about how they can meet their diversity quota with other authors continues here, there may not be significant push from her publishers/editors etc. to truly focus on quality diverse representation. They're committed to her story at this point and won't stop her, but they don't need her to do much, perhaps? And Shannon has, to an extent, backed herself into a corner because so much of her story was established without diversity early on, and there's only so much she can add later--we see now how the cast is started to get very crowded and complicated with all its additions, and her focus is on Sophie regardless.
There's a lot going on and I'm only touching the tip of the iceberg--and I am not an expert or professional of any kind, so take my observations and hypotheses with a grain of salt--but based on what i know, publishers likely do play a factor. But Shannon herself plays a role as well; the fact of the matter is the story she wrote isn't very diverse. And it was appealing to certain publishers, because the industry is abled straight white woman dominated. So there is a lack of representation, and the representation there feeds into stereotypes and generally isn't good.
No one cause can be blamed, but instead the intersection of various reasons contribute to the diversity issues--that's my conclusion, but don't just take it from me. Think about it for yourself and listen to others as well. I don't quite know where I'm going with all this, but hopefully some of this satisfies your questioning
If not or if anyone would like to discuss it further--including correcting me on anything I may have missed or insensitively said--my inbox is always open.
#kotlc#kotlc discourse#quil's queries#doodlecat2000#i hope I articulated this well#i do try to take it seriously and do my best to be critical and considerate#but I am not without fault#so again. i am one person proposing thoughts and looking over a handful of sources#i am not infallible#but I do hope some of this is helpful in discussing the topic
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die stimmen werden lauter....
#my art#video game fanart#jagerr6#r6s jager#jager r6#rainbow six extraction#rainbow six fanart#rainbow 6 siege#rainbow six siege#r6s#r6siege#artists on tumblr#fanart#digital art#digital drawing#r6community#digital illustration#digitalart#drawing#my brain is molding and it's his fault#im obsessed#illustration#i want to gnaw on him#destroy him#tear him apar#i love him so much#I am still learning german so i hope the desc is right#i'll probably draw him again because i cant live without content of him HE NEED MORE CONTENT#marius streicher
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✨💐 Mother's Day 💐✨
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Machine. Gabriel omegaverse male pregnancy art.
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I'm two days late... *gasp* Did Minos finally..?
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Did Sisyphus finally..?
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Don't come to my server.
Don't pray to me.
Don't "V1 pregnant" react me.
We're done.
*vine boom*
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Guys, stop giving birth in vc.
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You know.
I'd really like to say all of the pregnancy jokes catch me off guard.
But to tell you the truth, I was expecting.
i hate it here
Omegaverse clip
Minos clip
Sisyphus clip
Divorce clip
Literally 1984
He was expecting :]
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#wow. 2 posts. in 1 day. thats a lot of clips. im going to jail.#hey guys.#great posts these past 48 hours right.#i mean. real good.#surely this wont spawn any art ri-#guys i dont know what fucking chemicals are being put into the water supply that is causing all this but its chats fault#Due to Tumblrs audio upload limit that exists to spite me specifically#i am only uploading the non edited versions#again i havent seen fridays stream so im SORRY if i missed any clips that would have fit here.#i need the weekends as a break surely you understand i would go insane without one
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i just think people should read robin (1993) before they post about tim drake,
#rimi talks#unfortunately. saw a post on this damn webbed site#my own fault for actually looking at tumblrs ''related posts'' or whatever thing. but my god man#people who are bitter about tim being a popular character and make shit up as reasons to bash him are so.#like you can just say you dislike him without Lying about his comics. you look stupid as hell#anyways. breathes out. i am chill and cool and going to bed#i am spiritually breaking into people's homes to beat them over the head with the robin 93 omnibus#but mostly im just going to bed. farewell tomorrow i hope to actually be able to write 😭
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the little scene we got of team rwby talking about ruby's outburst was very telling with everyone's reaction.
blake didn't say much but she was sympathetic, and it makes sense - she's no stranger to depression or to lashing out and running from the people you care about. and she was still playing the leadership role in ruby's absence, mediating yang's frustration and keeping everyone together.
i think it's fascinating that yang was the angriest over it. yang loves ruby more than anything, but i think there is truth to the idea that the nature of her relationship with ruby as her big sister and protector made it harder for her to understand this side of ruby, because to yang ruby has always been her happy, brave little sister who she protected from the horrors of the world. and now she must be hating herself for that blindness (though of course it's not her fault).
and weiss seemed to understand ruby best. she got that ruby felt isolated, and put on a pedestal, and that she didn't think she could talk to them. and i think she gets it because as ruby's partner she feels responsibility over it. since volume 1, weiss has only ever wanted to be a good teammate and a good partner to ruby, and now she must feel like she failed.
#blahs#rwby#rwby9#i hope it goes without saying that i am Not blaming any of wby for ruby's mental state i think this is just how they feel about it#sometimes people you love are suffering in ways you could never have guessed and it's not your fault you couldn't see#anyway!#i think we're obviously going to get yang and ruby stuff from this but i am once again begging for weiss to get stuff with her too#they seem to be setting things up for them this volume. PLEASE follow through
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sorry for epic mickey posting on main in 2024 but the remake has me brainrotting so hard again. and I need desperately to unpack the psychology of oswald not only a) recreating mickey's house in wasteland and b) putting it right next to ortensia's house. gus frames it as oswald "hoping you would be forgotten someday" which makes it sound like another act of bitterness on oswald's part, like he believes mickey ending up just like him is inevitable and he's crossing his fingers in anticipation of it. which seems very much in line with his attitude elsewhere in the game, to be fair.
but.......... he recreates a space to feel just like home for mickey. oswald's spent his time in wasteland either carefully constructing a world free of mickey mentions, or living on top of a literal mountain of garbage mickey merch stewing about how much he hates him. but he still makes and maintains a familiar place for mickey to be comfortable, just in case he ends up forgotten too. he also makes him neighbors with ortensia. you could argue that the house would just be a big gotcha when mickey is forgotten, something for oswald to rub in his face in a see, I knew you'd end up here sort of way. but I don't think he'd make that neighbor arrangement out of malice. he wouldn't do that to ortensia, at the very least. she's the most important person in his life -- and part of mickey's family too, by extension. maybe he did actually want mickey to feel like part of the family, like he wasn't totally alone with his sister in law living right next door.
oswald is bitter and jealous and angry -- but he also knows how awful it is to find yourself in wasteland, removed from everything (and potentially everyone) you know and love. for as much as he resents mickey, he doesn't actually want him to suffer. so he's got a house and a family waiting for him.
#epic mickey#epic mickey rebrushed spoilers#much to be said about oswald's rule over wasteland in general i think#and how in spite of the fact that his ego is apparent i do think he cared a lot about everyone there#and wanted them to be happy#mr mouse included#pre-thinner disaster anyway lol after that he's just stewing in his own rage which is fair! go off king!#(and even then he does come around to forgive mickey pretty quick after the big 'it's my fault' reveal#something something performative hatred was all he had left without ortensia)#(he toed the morality line pretty hard with the whole heart stealing thing but hey he didn't actually /do/ it)#ANYWAY here i am thinking too much about these characters again. can't escape
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bakugou for the character ask game?
Truly the teenage boy, shonen deuteragonist, love interest coded, gay asshole, of all time.
My first impression - Woah I did not understand why people were so into this guy. Like I get it, he's a flawed and loud pretty boy, he gets character development, and probably gay, but seriously him??? His mouth is so fucking foul and he is so up his ass. - I was meh with this character, enjoyed him in fan content, but just did not get why people were sooo into this guy.
My impression now - I cried in "Light Fades To Rain". Twice. - My god his growth...his will, his persistence, and by god his love for Izuku is so ridiculous and powerful I just cannot help but admire the little shithead. - He is also a lot more to me than I expected, with the whole "foul mouth shit", "high expectations bullshit", "violent urges", and "dedicating your whole life and love to someone you love and admire" and that...that makes me feel quite conflicted.
Favorite thing about that character - The thing about Bakugou is that...you just cannot help but wish you had the same kind of persistence, strength, will, and power that he does. I love how all this is initially so shallow and selfish, then grows to wanting to be a better and truer hero. He really learns and changes and is just an unstoppable force of nature, it's genuinely incredible and beautiful to watch.
Least favorite thing - I wished that the overall writing did go harder in making him stop bad-mouthing people and...everything so much. You can tell he did grow to respect and care for people around him more, but by gods he is sooo bad at communicating his feelings right now. (tbf, he is so fucking young and traumatized) - Also, really please stop hitting people. I get a knee-jerk reaction to that kind of physical violence sometimes ngl.
Favorite line/scene - There are so many. I already mentioned his death in "Light Fades to Rain" so I'll mention a different one - Team Bakugou in Class A vs B was so goddamn good, for being a monumental milestone of his character. How much he trusted his teammates and put himself in danger to save others, winning in the end. No injuries, no failures, truly a perfect beautiful victory. How he also pushes Deku to keep getting better afterwards in his usual constipated-ass language too. Man I just love that battle to death.
Favorite interaction that character has with another - (me pulling out scenes that aren't bkdk centered here hahaha) - I fucking LOVED the Bakugou vs Ochako fight. It made me love Ochako so so much as a kid. I really wished we had a follow-up to that battle, and it genuinely changed my life. - I love how it really shows just how focused and rational he is in battle. How he truly respects his opponents, Ochako in this case, and the sports festival really establishes so much about him.
A character that I wish that character would interact with more - Speaking of which...OCHAKO VS BAKUGO 2 COME ONNNN - There is SO MUCH these two need to talk about. How to save people, who they want to save, who saved them, never underestimating each other, how they changed and grew. I just love these two characters to bits, that's why I need them to FIGHT AND TALK SO BADDDD - Additional: Also Toga (see my post on Toga right before this one lmao), Shoto (because I still don't really get their friendship but its hilarious, and I love Shoto)
Another character from another fandom that reminds me of that character - I legit cannot think of anything here...like for Toga...I am so sorry my brain is blanking T__T - It's hard to be a massive anger-issue filled, victory-focused, die for their lover (twice), amazing chef, all at once, kinda guy...you know?
A headcanon about that character - I am a believer in trans!fem Bakugo in the future. He's so ridiculously angry for some reason, voice always cracking, and just on-edge for some reason. Idk I just think its hilarious and satisfying if he transed his gender in the future and became happier and more comfortable.
A song that reminds of that character - I also have a Bkdk playlist in the making! Here's some bkg focused songs in character development order: - Boys will be Bugs, President Perfect, Top of my School, Oh No!, I'm Gonna Win, The Last of the Real Ones, Skyfall, Die For You, Set Fire to the Rain
An unpopular opinion about that character - Like Toga, he actually isn't possessive. I think he quite well understands and accepts that Izuku is a very loving person that many people are easily drawn to (I mean, he'd be a hypocrite if he didn't understand that). - He is protective instead of possessive. He keeps an eye out for anything and anyone who could possibly actually hurt Izuku, but he doesn't hold him back at all in hanging around with others, and when other people fall for Izuku either. - He is actually quite skinny, and doesn't have the big thick buff guy build. Those go to Izuku and Iida more imo.
Favorite picture - I never really thought of this much??? I love art of him being softer, more solemn, quiet and contemplative even. I guess I'll go pick out some favs right now...

Here they are! Hope you enjoy the post lmao
#im gonna throw him across the fucking room#until all his tears and feelings spill out#i swear to the goddamn gods i am so sick of this guy (affectionate)#get OVER yourself holy SHIT#he is so much like me too its fucking embarrassing ughhhh#katsuki get it together. go get your man. just say you love him already oh my fucking god#just say you love your friends and your family and all might and everything#you have so so much love and admiration and respect for people#plsplspls just let it spill aaaaaaaaaaa my fucking blorbo baby bitchass boy#evelynpr bnha#evelynprask#bnha#mha#my hero academia#bakugou katsuki#bkdk#bakudeku#i cant go on talking abt this guy#without talking abt the man the love and everything of his life cant I#*sigh* its not my fault theyre obsessed with each other you know
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I think it's only natural to feel anger when somebody isn't "taking your advice" or listening to you about their mental health or what will help them. People want to help people, and the anger comes when you are perceiving somebody as not being receptive but...
It can be a selfish impulse to say that your opinion about their illness is the only thing they need. It isn't about you, even though the advice you give is given by you.
Nobody deserves to suffer, this is true. But, also, nobody deserves to be forced to do things that either won't help or won't be genuine. If somebody isn't taking your advice, there's a reason for it (maybe it's not a good enough reason for you, but this isn't the point). It's okay to be disappointed or angry, but it's not going to help to lash out at them. That is only pouring water onto a grease fire.
#mental health#mental health advocacy#sometimes you DO need to freefall without a parachute. sometimes the 'just get better! ☺️' mindset that's given to us will slowly kill us#the whole 'if you take my advice you'll be free from your illness 😇' saviour complex is honestly something that would have killed me#because it wasn't coming from a place of genuinely helpfulness or what would work for *me*...#...those pieces of advice came from the mindset of how to make everybody else comfortable...#...because it minimized the fact that i was (am) fucking insane and unwell and ill and debilitated...#...the advice came across as sinister because it wasn't about me despite addressing my insanity. it was ABOUT everybody else#and i just got done watching a heartbreaking video about somebody else's decline and i don't want them to suffer...#...but i also don't want to be the cause OF their suffering. my advice for them would be unhelpful i think...#...so i am still heartbroken and sad and maybe angry but that... isn't their fault. they are SUFFERING and VISIBLY so...#...i want their suffering to end in any way that will actually help *them* and not my ego y'know...
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i cant even talk about how its "uncomfortably warm, especially for a day in february" without someone being like "damn thats crazy its literally 45c right now where i live". like okay. it sure is evident that you deal with temperature considerably better than me. congratulations. are you proud of yourself? now fuck right off and let me complain.
#context its disgustingly humid and weirdly warm right now#yesterday the temp was 2c#now its near 20#“girl thats like 70c what are you complaining about" SHUT THE FUCK UP#I AM AWARE THAT IM A FRAGILE LITTLE GIRL WHO CANNOT HANDLE WARMTH WITHOUT BEING UNCOMFORTABLE#i dont need to feel shame over this fact! and you have no reason to be prideful of the extreme temperatures you experience! fuck off!!!!#is it *my* fault that my body temperature is like literally 39 and i get fever symptoms if i get any warmer than this??
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Only O’LiamRoe remained by Margaret Lennox’s side as the doors reopened and in the shadows a man came to stand, fair, lightly made and dimly sparkling, like crystal half-seen in the dark, a young page carrying a baton at his back. Then he moved out into the fine room and the monkey, shrilling, dropped on to the cloth of gold tabard, thick and dazzling as the sun on the sea. ... O'LiamRoe looked at the Countess. Her unusually bleached good looks which he had been admiring a moment before had given way to a sudden queer heightening of her splendour. She drew a long, unsteady breath. The air, which had been alive as an eel bath with brilliant unchosen words, became abruptly quite dead. ... Turning, he looked at Vervassal again. The shrillness of temperament you might have suspected from that opening sentence was not in fact there; rather there was, nearly concealed, a sort of residual power, clear as blown glass, piercing and concentrated as a needle of ice. O’LiamRoe became conscious that the man was looking at him, and turned away. The herald’s gaze turned to Lady Lennox, who, O’LiamRoe could not know, saw none of these things: saw an untouched boy’s face of eight years before and another, more recent, with the new hammer-shapes of leadership plainly on it. And now here was a face she had never quite seen, circumstances she did not know, an intellect she recognized, an illness he could not easily hide, pressed and frozen together into a detachment as dark and icy as O’LiamRoe’s, for example, was shallow and warm. For all these reasons, for the surge of a blind force within her that she had throttled all these years before and abandoned for dead, Margaret Lennox looked back at Lymond and was silent.
- Queens Play, Part 3 VI London: The Nettle and the Venom
#f*ck me but do i love this description of Lymond#i am gleeful for any scene between him and margaret douglas#“my hope of heaven and my knowledge of hell”#for all its faults i love the writing in queens play an obscene amount#the descriptions are just#*chefs kiss*#i have a compilation of thady boy highlights saved up#also#just#poor francis trying his hardest and doing his best to save everybody without anyone dying and everyone continuing to think the worst of him#the nightshade incident#i will never be over phelim's absolute tirade at him for being drunk and wrecking himself and prostituting himself#ALL OF WHICH IS TRUE#hurling wine and water over him mercilessly#while francis is there TRYING NOT TO DIE#laughing through the agony#aiiieeeeee#DOROTHY#got myself off on a tangent there but my goodness i do love so much about this book#queens play#lymond chronicles#dorothy dunnett
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So AO3 is down again
#ao3 down#what am I supposed to do now?#go to sleep at a normal hour?#that's ridiculous!#i need my star trek fics#i can't sleep without reading#HELP#it's my fault#ao3 has been unstable for a while I sould have known#i sould have downloaded stuff#but i didn't because I stupid#AO3#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer
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for xmas i would like a written explanation on how everyone's swtor ocs would interact with eight
#JOKING. or am i#ive realized that i always know how eight thinks when it comes to others#but he doesn't really *know * for certain bc he keeps his distance without even meaning to#so he's both curious but arms length whenever he's trying to parse someone#because he doesn't want to intrude but he wants to know#but he can't know if he keeps! hovering!#also probably my fault for fumbling interactions but.
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I vote for Argenti! I hope you feel better soon!
Thank you ! I do feel much better (though I admit I hurt a little for very much my fault reasons but it's mostly manageable through light pain meds).
Take an Argenti o7 I got lazy and didn't draw the roses I was gonna draw to the left so there is now a wide open blank spot.
#honkai star rail#argenti#i managed one of the things i owe and this isnt it but here take a doodle#im a ding dong who told someone oh no its starting to pour i should draw someone quick#and then proceeded to draw him way past the rain .... so that.... was a thing#i mean luckily we didnt lose power but still#ALSO OMG THE REASONS I AM AT FAULT FOR ISSSSSSSSS#we have obtained as of yesterday a mama cat and a lil baby boy#and so i heard him mewing under the bed and like a FOOL rolled over on my side with the recovering incisions#to check on him and hoo boy that was indeed a mistake#but lil guy was okay just wanted attention#im so pleased to announce he loves me most teehee#my dad has repeatedly told me idk where he is i hope he isnt stuck#and then i simply exist upstairs and then he bounds out from his hiding spot and lets me pet him and pick him up#truly a good lil bean he is so baby i - with v tiny hands - can hold him in one hand without any problems#none of this has to do with the art i apologize#but ty for the request uhhhh over a week ago ! i do still have them in my inbox and when i can manage i try to look over em#and try to consider one but then i sometimes just do not have energy and wanna do something easy and fast
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First time staying at the hotel of a theme park (against my will, but that's a long story) and... it's so weird??????
Like I feel like I am not supposed to be here, how do I put it... it screams luxury but I a... childlike/childish way????
And I feel restless, like something is wrong. Uncanny.
#this vacation is weird#maybe i feel restless because it cost me too much...#little rant here because i am still bitter about this okay...#look 8 days in spain and EVERYTHING: 2 hotels/3 flights/several museums/foods and drinks/souvenirs/transportation/small useless trinkets#cost us like € 800? more or less?#like okay could have been less but that’s a darn good price counting small useless luxuries and good meals right?#i feel no regrets spending that amount of money on *that*#i was one of the people organizing it#i knew where my money went before it went there so if something was a waste of money is my fault right????#BUT THEN#i was thrown into this other small 4 day vacation here at one of the theme parks in italy#first day we arrive fourth we go 2 days at the park and the only things we DON'T pay for are breakfast and dinner#fucking €600#and I was occupied with my exams when the other person organized this trip so the moment they called me.and said#“okay already anticipated the money it's 600 per person :D”#i cried#liek i am not exaggerating i literally cried because wtf#600 euros I'd have stayed a week in france#I will never let someone else organize a vacation without my supervision ever the fuck again.#steel rambles#*cries* 1200 € for two peple and 2 and 2 days at the theme park+ 2 days of train is not fucking reasonable mate 😭
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You know what feature we need to bother staff for next? Other people’s posts getting flagged as counting towards “strikes” on our blogs.
#like I am so serious tumblr staff look at me#one: we can’t even see how many strikes any of our blogs have; side or main#two: this is as ridiculous as teachers not giving the class recess just because one dude misbehaved; it’s group blaming & unnecessary#three: we can’t delete flagged posts on tumblr mobile at least on older versions idk how newer versions are#you set it up so it’s nearly impossible to keep your blog from not getting shadow banned#saying as someone who was previously flagged due to posts being retroactively flagged from the content ban of around 2016#this ‘feature’ literally makes no sense; why are we at fault for reblogging anything; we aren’t OP#why should flags on another blog affect everyone else?? it’s stupid#please fix this tumblr staff#this is without tackling all the issues with marginalized folks being flagged more I’m trying to make an appeal to the people in charge :/#mine#op#tumblr#tumblr mobile#tumblr staff#tumblr glitch
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Something so interesting to me about the way they are depicting Gibeon's close friendships, while Amethio still doesn't have such bonds with others yet.
#something about gibeon having deep bonds in the past and doing things like fistbumps etc..#having a close relationship with lucius full of mutual respect/acknowledgment and his group of friends all aiming for the same destination#while amethio doesn't have such friendships yet.. (whose fault is it ww)#though amethio is starting to allow others to be close to him.. and he is starting to have friends in a way.#(him not rejecting zir when he said they were friends in ep 68)#i wonder if he'll have a bond like lucius and gibeon did in the past with someone. it'd be neat (just without the tragic ending part)#anyway. really like the contrast between the gibeon we've seen up until now (cold and rejecting his family)#and the one we're going to see in the upcoming episode (much warmer and closer to others)#i like what they're doing with gibeon's character so much.. i love him.#i like that they're depicting the og explorers in such detail and gibeon's character too#as we need to understand gibeon's past in order to contextualize amethio's existence#also the next ep makes me wonder if they'll explore amethio's character the same way eventually#if they ever want to show his backstory. panorama view ep and flashbacks etc.#(i really hope they will. i am curious and want to know more about his character)#hz075#gibeon#character notes#episode notes
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