#but I am judging the collective.
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On the left, a Water Genie! 17 ft (5.2 m) tall, skin that changes hues with thier mood, and massive egos. Not often you get to see a person with these sorts of fishy traits, it always seems to get limited to scales and gills. Tridrone on the right can do 3 things at once, is vaguely the size of a human, and is biomechanical! Triangles!
#marid#tridrone#5e#smash or pass#d&d 5e#dnd#DnD 5e#most genies are in the top of the top tier#same with the giants#but the chubby ones have half the votes and ended up here#I still ain't judging you as an individual#but I am judging the collective.#you're making them fight a d4 with lips does this seem fair??#idk if it's biased#justice for the fat ones.
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Thoughts during lab work, visualized:
#none of the api strip suggest staph. aureus#doomed#we were suppose to have roughly 12% of it from our pool of collection#now we only have 1 strip out of 389 that is s.aureus#PAIN#im glad we have some other bacterias tho but god#dont judge me i think about fictional character for motivation bcuz what else am i suppose to think since its unpaid labor (education)#i think about soft beds and good soup too...#it gets me going....urhkj#also reading friend's oc rambles/ideas in general and seeing fanart is healing too#not to mention reblogs and comments#just a few more weeks before im wrapping it upppppppp rughjkkkjad#rambles#gummmyspeaks
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An earthdog weekend in which I drive multiple hours to camp and volunteer at a test that my dog doesn't run in.
#my first time observing an earthdog test#I ended up stewarding (front row seat to watch the dogs do their thing)#and now I am collecting verification of stewarding papers in case in the future I want to be a judge#everyone was hella nice and absolutely commited to getting a young person into the sport (I am a club member and show up to practices)#I have a judge I could apprentice under#and a list of dogs I could borrow to run 👌#I am a hella anxious person so the fact I was able to make so many connections is wild#connected with a border terrier breeder#a wire hair daschund breeder#someone who does tracking locally#and someone who does blood trailing#turnpike#pig got to wiggle and worm
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Sometimes, tippy toes don't cut it, you have to reach out and pull them in yourself.
This is a piece I commissioned for. Do not steal, do not edit, do not use, and do not repost. I was given permission to post this onto my blog. Reblogs are okay.
Art by Moriartea-chan from Deviantart
Haru and Byakuran © Akira Amano
Gift for: @parallelroutes
#Neo Commissioned Art#((Look... I decided I don't want this to collect dust any longer okay? OKAY))#((It's been collecting dust for over a year now so let me have this. Let me post it. Don't question me))#(Okay to reblog)#((Yes I got distracted once again from my meme and I am clearly just everywhere tonight))#((I'll finish this meme before I sleep at least WHEEZE. This is important to me so don't look at me and judge me))#((It is Neo does things that make her happy hours bc i'm in pain and I need the serotonin))
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Just had my first psychiatrist appointment in like two years! Not to brag, but I improved on mental illness so much that I was upgraded from Bipolar 2 to Bipolar 1! 😎
#when she asked me questions and said 'that seems more like bipolar 1 than 2' i immediately got so excited#to make this fucking joke on tumblr#when my mom asks how my appointment went im going to make it to her too and shes going to hate it#im trying to collect all of the diagnosises and meds#ive tried so many meds in the past im excited to add a new one to my repertoire#i dont even know what this one is for. i think its cuz my bipolar leans heavily towards the depression#and so far that depression has been untreatable. so i think thats what this is for#my caffeine intake was heavily judged whivh i did not appreciate. but its a judgement worthy amount of caffeine tbh#also i had onboarding for my new job at mcdonalds literally immediately after my psyh appointment#and it was strange. i did the normal things. paperwork etc#but at the end i asked if colored hair was okay and she said she encourages self expression#but then she whispered and said some people are furries and thsts okay but if i am i cant wear the claws or tail at work#just for food safety reasons. and she brought me out to a separate building thats their dry storage#and she said sometimes theres pine snakes in there so just be loud as you go in#and she said she doesnt mind if you smoke weed on the clock. just do it in your car or dry storage and use body spray to cover the smell#ive missed working fast food. im going to change my mind after like two shifts but its fine#anyway i hope you appreciated my mental health joke :) i made myself laugh hysterically with that one
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GODDDDDD THIS EPISODE WAS SO FUCKING GOOD GIRL LOOK AT THIS FACEEEEEE.... hes absolutely living for this knowledge that dong soo can be so vengeful. like he was intrigued/amused by dong soo before but now hes like oh there is DEFINITELY something fucked up about that little dude and i am INTO IT... do young can see sooo clearly all of the twisted up gnarled rage inside of hds that he tries so hard to hide.. "his revengeful spirit" uggghhhhhhhh yes do young is going to hit at hds' fault lines until he bursts right open!!!! the fucking little smile on hds' face when sdy showed him the picture of moon in the car accident MA'AM? LET THAT REVENGEFUL SPIRIT RIPPPP!!!! ONLINE GAMBLING KINGPIN!!! FAST TRACK ON THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL!!!
do young is like dong soo. you freaky little attorney. take my unlovable hand in yours. lets go full no children in this bitch.
#I HOPE YOU DIE! I HOPE WE BOTH DIE!#evilive#brother i am fucking AAARUUUGGHGHGHGHHHH THHIS IS GIVING EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED IT TO GIIIIIIIVE#i fucking LOVE korea's criterion collection of 'aren't you tired of being nice? don't you want to go apeshit?' type shows#the devil judge... beyond evil... hell is other people.... and now evilive.... GOD YES#korea: would you like to watch another mostly kind and empathetic person go on a downward spiral into spite and vindictiveness?#me: YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THNK YOU!!!!!!!!!! SO SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#do young is soooooooooo into dong soo .. the way he listens to him so attentively GIRL#'hiii i made your competitor get into a car accident then drugged him then framed him for assault... wna go get lunch? hehe :)'#the ONE (1) thing i beg for is please please please god let dong soo's life be threatened and do young go apeshit PLEASE#i also like that they laid the groundwork of do young's own kind of frustration/inferiority complex...#oh my fucking god its just all so good#beau watches evilive
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im sorry but you cannot attribute every single human behavior to capitalism. yes capitalism has shaped literature for the worst. yes the bookish world would probably be a better place without goodreads or booktok.
however the concepts of bibliomania and tsundoku were created in the 1800s, well before there were thousands of ads for shiny covers and celebrity authors being flung into your face. people were already buying more books than they could ever possibly read when books were still made with manual typesetting. you can't blame this one on amazon.
that's not even touching the fact that bibliomania is sometimes a symptom of ocd, or the existence of hyperlexia.
sometimes, people just like to do something, and it makes them act irrationally. and, yes, capitalism corrupts that. but to pretend that all human excess is because of capitalism is simply erroneous. you need to stop pretending that eradicating capitalism will make us perfect creatures free from hedonism oh my fucking god
#shut up az#in fact under communism i plan to read and hoard even more books#for you see i am one of those aforementioned hyperlexics#there's a goblin in my brain that tells me to read and then points an anxiety gun at my head#gonna venture that goodreads didnt put him there#sorry the original post about judging others by how much they Consume was correct#but so many people in the notes took it to mean that all book hoarding and reading fast is inherently because of capitalism#as if this is not the website where people read millions of words a week that were posted and obtained For Free#WHAT IS MY AO3 MARK FOR LATER IF NOT TSUNDOKU BY ANOTHER NAME#never talk to me and my collection of vintage paperbacks ever again
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oh there was an affectionate biter all along
#I am collecting them now like pokeomen cards#affectionate biting#yes I went on a little rewatch spree#don't judge I had to thanks to Kiseki dear to me#history3: make our days count#ep16
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#not having a great time today after my mom commented on my interests#i'm a person that is interested in shit i don't know this is why i'm very likely to follow disabled youtubers#in my time i have watched molly burke. multiplicityandme and a collection of autistic youtubers (guess why lol)#and my mom made a quite patronizing comment about how i ''take on causes'' by learning about stuff#and/or supporting fun and interesting youtube channels#but anyways it sucks even more because on her comment she made it clear (once again) that she doesn't believe me when i say#i might be autistic. and it fucking sucks!#because when i first talked to her about it even I didn't know much about it. i was just starting to do my research#and i was trying to make sense of things still but she dismissed it#but now that i do know more and things do make more sense#i can't even bring it up because the fact that i have been watching a lot of youtubers talk about autism will make her think#i'm just trying to be like them... which is stupid#but it's also the reason i didn't tell her that my best friend in my teens was trans. because i was trying to figure shit out myself#and telling her he was trans and then a bit later that i am as well was going to make her go ''everyone's trans now blah blah''#and dismiss that as well... but now i'm trapped in the same thing about autism lol#and her stupid loophole of a dismissal isn't just by saying ''no you're not autistic'' it's saying this like ''well MAAAAYBE you COULD be#but that doesn't mean anything and it doesn't matter and why would you want a diagnosis if it's not gonna change anything''#same thing as her whole ''sure you're a man but why do you have to look and act differently? YOU know who YOU are#who cares what others think?'' in a don't transition way#like that's so stupid!#dkfjhkdfhkdfg#i'm angry and i feel trapped#i have figured out a little bit ago that i don't stim near as enough as i need to BECAUSE i live in the same house as her#and the idea of ear defenders and other stuff like that is very appealing but i can't do that while she's around to judge#and IN PUBLIC?! that's unthinkable!!#i still remember the time she threatened with not going out with me (to the supermarket) because I commited the huge crime of#buttoning the top button of my button up shirt....#that's it. that was the whole reason.. she thought i looked ridiculous and she didn't want to be seen with me...#imagine if i wear ear defenders out...#not gonna risk it lol
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There is something about the thought of Yo Han having a niche passion. Or maybe not niche, more unexpected.
It could be anything. Crochet, Swedish blown glass, 18 century love charades, the Marvel Cinematic Universe. Really anything.
But it's something that Ga On does not know about him, yet.
And maybe it's one day when he is talking to Elijah about what she is gifting Yo Han, and mentions a book about X or tip tap shoes or whatever and Ga On is like?? Sure everything that Elijah gives is a prescius present for her uncle but ???
No, no, Yo Han is really into this thing. She always gets him something related as she knows she cannot be wrong with it.
And Ga On really didn't see this coming.
And he loves Yo Han a little bit more now. Because it's dorky and personal.
#the devil judge#This comes from being very close to a variety of family members during Christmas#All the adults (me included I am 30) have their own niche thing#And if we cannot find a gift#We know that anybody can always gift my mmom a frog for her collection#My dad a different type of chilly to try#My uncle anything related to Inter#And so on#As it's always a pain to find gifts for adults who have adult money and tend to buy the things they want and need already#Knowing their tiny passions helps#remma#lawful husbands#lawful family#the devil judge meta
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#wow brain go brrr tonight#but if I am too annoying rn unfollow me tbh#anyway#kinda wanna write more abt Amy#as she is a normal human who respects twins so much#she damn near idolizes then tbh#when her family had treated her like shit her whole life and had planed to sell her off#into potential sex slavery at 14 it was twins who saved her#who told her what was going on and gave her the choice to get revenge#she did. she doesn’t regret it and is glad she had the chance#what’s more she was given that choice and twins have never judged her#never pushed her to open up or join their gang#she decided on her own to do that because she was so grateful and happy someone 2 people even#we’re respecting her. giving her freedom and choices#showed her how to be strong#mentored her protected her shelter her#all at their own expense she knows they were punished for never collecting a debt from her family#she was never pushed to pay off that debt but hopes following them could#but that’s also an excuse because she loves them and doesn’t want to not help them#because of twins she got a found family and can protect others#but little did she know it’s because of her they decided to try harder and save others#;dl
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did i make a mistake?
#sigh dawnie crush issues in the tags#so yeah fair warning#...........................................................................................................................................#idk man I just. i feel like instead of getting closer weve grown more distant ever since he asked me out and its killing me man#i dont wanna be hurt. im so fragile rn and just starting to heal from the years of trauma i faced in my family. when i try to talk#about any issue i have to him he just. ignores the text#or gives me a very dry response which hey. im not trying to say u should listen to my issues all the time. i get that some people dont want#to. but i would just much rather have someone tell me that directly yk? just a hey i dont do well with rants. but the thing is he said hes#fine with them. but then when i get nothing to address it i just. i feel hurt. like... ive started to wonder if hes just keeping the#relation for namesake at this point but ik that isnt true. weve only been dating 2 weeks or so i shouldnt judge so soon. but man its hard#to not overthink ive always been conditioned to do that. ive always been super excited when he plans a date (which he doesnt even call#a date) but when i try to plan smth its always that he has some other plan to attend to which again i get it im not the jealous date who#asks her s/o to be for her every waking moment but yk it does hurt and i feel instead of just letting it bottle up its better to admit it.#i tried to ask him to get cotton candy once and he said wed go the next day and then he forgot. never asked me a time or anything. i didnt#think of it much cuz hed gone to meet a friend outside the city and he mustve been tired. yesterday i asked him again and he said he was#again going outside the city to meet his 12th grader friend. man am i jealous of that girl who gets to spend more time with the guy#who asked me out than ive collectively spent with him#and no i dont mean this in a toxic way like “oh hes meeting other girls he shouldnt do that” i just. man i pictured so much out of my first#relationship. and i got nothing. not one thing out of it. i guess it makes sense cuz my love language is mostly physical touch and u cant#really do that in a campus in India. and its also wrong of me to hold him to such high standards of a perfect relationship when the guy#himself has been in one for the first time (i assume?) but like i said id rather not try to hide my emotions and express them out openly.#theres still so much more about this that i feel wrong but the thing is its confusing cuz i feel like the two years of torture in my house#has made it so that the trauma from never hearing i love you wnd words of affirmation from my parents has been reflecting off this place.#its wrong of me to do this but i expected everything that i couldnt recieve to be fulfilled in a relationship and i now realise how stupid#i was yk? cuz its wrong of me to put such harsh expectations on him like that. i feel like such a shallow person for getting depressed over#a relationship that has just been going for 1 week#theres also the thing where he generally seemed more excited to talk to me before? and now i just get the dryest responses ever out of#which no conversation can be built. and again im not expecting him to be online and respond immediately but a thoughtful response goes a#long way. again ik im being so harsh on him cuz its his first time too and he must be facing the same awkwardness im facing but jesus. i#ok my tags are over im continuing in a reblog
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#not to judge anyone's bookmarking technique#but ... why would someone put my tvd fic in a bnha collection#i am so confused
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BADGES OF MEGACITY HONOR -- BADGES OF TOTAL DEATH.
PIC INFO: Spotlight on a 1.25 inch Judge Death pin-back badge/button from the "Judge Dredd" British anthology comics series published by 2000AD, c. early to mid 1980s. 📸: Comic-Warehouse.
PIC #2: "Judge Dredd" set of three 1.25" vintage 2000AD comics pin-back buttons/badges.
Source: www.ebay.com/itm/296198366620 (eBay 2x).
#Judge Death#Judge Dredd#2000 AD#2000AD#Badges/buttons#Buttons/badges#Buttons#Comics Anthology Series#2000AD Comics#Anti-hero#Comics#Comic Books#Dredd#Judge Dredd Comics#Drokk it!#I am the Law#I am the Law!#Science fiction#Mega-City One#The Crime is Life the Sentence is Death!#Vintage Style#Vintage Collectibles#Collectibles#1980s#British Comics#Badges#Dark Judges#80s#80s Style#Death
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#am i the only one who doesnt refer to them as “my deities". i feel like everyone says that#i say “the deities in my life” usually#not judging those who do say my deities its obviously quick and easier. i just dont feel comfy sayin it#i also think its funny bc i dont even think of gods as person-like/looking external entities that make decisions or get offended#yet its often ppl who do who say my dieties like. if i did think they wer all powerful GODS i would feel even less comfy calling them Mine#or claiming ownership over them in any way yknow. idk. again not judging. its just a word thing. its just vibes#it gives pokémon card collection to me#i also just have relationship trauma from being w super possessive abusive ppl so i notice n think abt language like that more#too much in fact#like if someone calls me theirs i'm Outta There lmao. gives me the ick if u will#i know that's not how ppl generally mean it tho#haunt haunts 🪦
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having your friends be obsessed with the same character/media that you are is like a coin because it has pros and cons
the pros are you have someone to talk about said character/media with without having to talk to people you don't know (!! this is good because i have huge anxiety about interacting with strangers)
the cons are that you think your friends will find all your headcanons about that character/media cringe so you rarely talk about them (!! this is bad because i have huge anxiety about being perceived as a mischaracterizer)
#this is about dps/stephen meeks by the way.#uhhhh irl friends if you see this hi!! please do not be offended by this because this is NOT a callout post!!#i am simply anxious about being myself when it comes to headcanons especially whrn it's about a collectively loved media#i love talking about our shared hyperfixations especially when it comes to character/media analysis (despite not bring very good at it)#but ask me about my headcanons and i will make them up because they are 1. not 100% time period accurate 2. purely self-indulgent#seriously this is not meant to make my friends out as people who would judge me for my headcanons my brain is just weird
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