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The Better Brother (Damon Salvatore x M! Reader)
A small pet peeve of mine regarding Damon Salvatore fics is how people sometimes gloss over the wave of self loathing this man possesses. Since childhood he's had to bear constant comparisons with Stefanâhow he wasn't enough, not as kind, etc.âso in my mind, if he does find someone he would absolutely push them away. That gave rise to this fic!
Summary: Damon finally found the one, however, thoughts of self-hatred and the constant comparison to his 'better' brother had him doubting if he even was deserving of such future.
tags: sad, in my feelings, break up, Damon thinking he's underserving, self hatred
Damon leaned against the bar of the Mystic Grill, the amber liquid in his glass catching the dim light. He swirled the bourbon absently, his mind not on the drink but on the man standing at the dartboard, a soft laugh escaping his lips as he teased Stefan for his missed throw.
M/N had come into Damonâs life like a hurricaneâwild, passionate, and with a kindness that made him feel human for the first time in decades. He wasnât supposed to fall this hard. But now that he had, every insecurity Damon carried weighed heavier on him.
He drained the glass and set it down with a little too much force, drawing a glance from M/N. Damon met his eyes and forced a smirk, but it didnât quite reach his own. M/N tilted his head, his expression softening with concern, and made his way back over. âWhatâs got you brooding over here?â he teased, bumping Damonâs shoulder as he slid onto the stool beside him.
Damon shrugged, reaching for the bottle to pour himself another. âJust thinking about how life is unfairly cruel to us handsome, brooding types.â
M/N didnât laugh. He didnât fall for Damonâs deflections anymore.
âYouâve been distant all week,â he noted, his voice quieter now. âWhatâs really going on?â
Damonâs grip on the glass tightened. He hated how easily M/N saw through him, hated how good he was for him. And most of all, he hated himself for ruining what they had before it could even bloom. But Damon knew how this story ended. It was always the same. Stefan was the hero, the savior, the one who got the happy ending. Damon was the shadow lurking behind, destined to lose.
âYou should go back to your darts game,â Damon said, his voice cold now, deliberately so. âIâm fine.â
M/N stared at him for a long moment, then sighed. âI know you donât believe this, but you donât have to push me away every time you get scared, Damon.â
Scared.
The word stung because it was true.
Later that night, Damon found himself alone in the Salvatore boarding house. The fire crackled in the hearth, casting long shadows across the room, but its warmth didnât reach him. He sat on the edge of the couch, elbows resting on his knees, a photograph clutched in his hand.
In the photo, they were both smilingâgenuine, unguarded. Damon hardly recognized himself in that moment, caught off guard by M/Nâs infectious energy. The picture had been taken at the Mystic Falls Winter Festival, a day Damon had reluctantly agreed to attend. M/N had dragged him to the Ferris wheel, teasing him about being afraid of heights.
Damon hadnât been afraidânot of the heights, at least. But the way M/N had looked at him at the top, with so much trust and warmth, had sent a different kind of fear coursing through him. For a brief moment, suspended in the sky with M/Nâs laughter ringing in his ears, it felt like the world wasnât so bleak.
He clenched his jaw and stared at the photograph for a long time, his fingers trembling slightly. âYou donât deserve this,â he muttered to himself. âYou donât deserve him.â
With a sharp breath, he shoved the picture into the drawer of the side table and slammed it shut. This was the right thing to do. Even if it hurt. Even if it tore him apart.
The next day, Stefan found Damon in the parlor. The sunlight streaming through the windows only emphasized how wrecked the oldest Salvatore looked. He was slouched in the armchair, a near-empty bottle of bourbon in front of him, his eyes distant and unfocused, as if he had been staring into nothingness for hours.
âWhat did you do?â Stefanâs voice cut through the oppressive silence of the room, sharp and demanding.
Damon let out a low chuckle, the sound bitter and hollow. âRelax, Saint Stefan,â he drawled, his voice dripping with sarcasm. âI did you a favor.â
Stefanâs brows furrowed as he stepped closer, his tone tightening with frustration. âWhat the hell does that mean?â
Damon finally lifted his gaze, his trademark smirk flickering onto his face. âHeâs all yours now,â he said, the words carrying a mix of resignation and self-loathing.
He didnât need to ask to know what Damon meant. âYou broke up with him,â Stefan said, his tone flat, more a statement than a question.
Damon shrugged, his nonchalance forced and brittle. âBetter for everyone that way,â he muttered, grabbing the bottle and taking another swig.
Stefan wasnât having it. He crossed the room in two strides and snatched the bottle from Damonâs hand, setting it firmly on the table out of reach. âBetter for everyone or better for you?â he snapped, his voice cutting through Damonâs feigned indifference.
Damonâs smirk flickered. He slouched further into the chair, rubbing a hand over his face. âDonât get all noble on me, brother. This is what you wanted, isnât it? A clean slate? No more complications? No more me standing in the way?â
Stefan stared at him, incredulous. âYou really think I wanted this? That I wanted you to destroy the best thing thatâs ever happened to you?â
âSpare me the lecture, Stefan,â Damon said, his tone sharp, though it lacked its usual bite. âHeâll be fine. Hell, heâll probably thank me someday.â
Stefan shook his head, his frustration mounting. âYou donât get it, do you? M/N doesnât want me. He never has. He chose you, Damon. And instead of fighting for him, you pushed him away because youâre too much of a coward to believe you deserve him.â
Damonâs jaw tightened, his hands curling into fists on the armrests of the chair. âCoward? Is that what you think I am?â
âYes,â Stefan shot back without hesitation. âYouâre so scared of being happy, of someone actually loving you for who you are, that youâd rather sabotage it before they can leave you. You think thatâs noble? Itâs not. Itâs pathetic.â
Damon stood abruptly, his chair scraping against the floor as he loomed over Stefan. âDonât you dare lecture me about love, Stefan. Youâve been handed every happy ending on a silver platter while Iâve had to fight for scraps.â
âAnd this time, you didnât even fight,â Stefan countered, his voice soft but firm. âYou just gave up. And you hurt him in the process.â
Damonâs shoulders slumped, the fight draining out of him as quickly as it had come. He turned away, staring into the dying embers of the fireplace. âYou donât understand,â he muttered, his voice barely audible. âHe deserves better. Better than me.â
âMaybe thatâs not your choice to make, Damon. Maybe he already decided that youâre what he wants. And maybeâŠjust maybe, you should let yourself believe it.â
Damon didnât respond. He couldnât. The words sat heavy in his chest, pressing against the fragile walls heâd built around his heart. He clenched his jaw, his eyes burning as he stared into the fire, willing the tears to stay where they were. Stefan sighed, his frustration softening into something closer to pity. âYouâre going to regret this,â he said quietly. âAnd when you do, I just hope itâs not too late.â
He turned and left the room, leaving Damon alone once again.
The silence that followed was deafening, broken only by the faint crackle of the fire. Damon sank back into his chair, staring at the empty spot on the table where the bourbon bottle had been.
Deep down, he knew Stefan was right.
But knowing didnât make it hurt any less.
And that was the curse of being Damon Salvatore.
#x male reader#male reader#tvdu#tvd#tvd fanfiction#the vampire diaries#damon salvatore#bonnie bennett#elena gilbert#stefan salvatore#damon salvarote#damon salvatore x male reader#damon salvatore x reader#damon salvatore fanfiction#damon salvatore x y/n#jeremy gilbert#tvd universe#matt donovan#caroline forbes#rebekah mikaelson#niklaus mikaelson#elijah mikaelson#finn mikaelson#the originals#the mikaelsons
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randonauting with these aot characters
warning: heads up that this is about some (mild i think?) creepy content, so if youâre not comfortable with it, please skip!
word count: 1,3k
a/n: iâm not encouraging you to download the app and of course this isnât an ad, just thought itâd be a cool fic idea! (DO NOT DOWNLOAD THE APP)
before you read: you and your partner decide to download ârandonauticaâ, an app that gives you randomised location coordinates based on the intention you set.
Eren is probably the one who originally told you about the app. He had been watching TikToks of people whoâd previously used the app and thought it might be a cool little game. When you told him youâd actually downloaded the app and set the intention to âmonsterâ he gave you a smirk and suggested that you go there together. What a better way to spend your weekend, right? You packed a few necessities, some lunch, water and flash lights, and headed to the coordinates you got. The place turned out to be extremely sinister and, at first, neither of you wanted to step out of the car, especially not in the dark of the night. You took some tiny steps towards an abandoned cabin that you could spot in the distance, when you heard a swift rustling in the trees. You and Eren took a good look at each other, then ran back inside the car and drove away as fast as possible. âDelete that stupid app, y/n⊠And disable your location NOW!â. (love me some âheroicâ bf Eren!) (what a loser)
You and Armin go out there for strictly educational reasons, or thatâs what you tell yourselves. Walking deeper into the clearing that was your coordinates, you donât notice much, when, all of a sudden, you find a bone and ran back to the car as quickly as possible. When youâre far enough, you go through your photos and videos of the location again. âHey Armin⊠Remember that bone we found?â âDonât start, y/n, that was some crazy shit. Weâre not going back there, whatever you say!â âNo, listen⊠Thereâs barbecue stove in the back. See? I got a picture of it. Maybe it was an animal bone? From someoneâs lunch?â Armin inspected your face for a bit, and demanded that he saw the photo you took. âThat might be true, y/n⊠But we shouldnât risk it.â He said as he took a good look at you. A few minutes later, you were back at the site, looking for more clues. You walked past a row of sycamore trees before finding yourselves in someoneâs backyard. Turns out that it WAS a barbecue site. Youâd probably copied the coordinates wrong, maybe a digit was missing? Armin was barely able to convince the old lady who lived there that youâd made a mistake. Good thing heâs got those âbig blue eyesâ and is âso polite to the elderlyâ, as the lady explained. As a truce, she packed you a few slices of her home-made oat and chocolate cake. âY/n, should we eat the cake?â asked Armin as you walked the distance back to the car, holding onto the wrapped food. âNah Armin, this kinda gives Hansel and Gretel. Letâs just leave it hereâ. You said, concealing the cake behind a bush.
Mikasa would be very interested when you tell her about the app and she insists that you go. âSet the intention to âvampiresâ, y/n. We might get a cult site!â she said with a straight face. It was so difficult to discern whether she was making a joke or if she was genuinely excited to try out the app. âUhm, you do realise that this isnât a game, right Mikasa?â You asked, just to make sure. âI know, itâs no game. Itâs even better. We should probably buy gas masks before we plan our excursionâ she explained. âWhat would we need the masks for?â you asked, honestly contemplating if suggesting randonautica to Mikasa was a good idea after all. âI donât know, y/n, what if whoever is there watching us tries to gas us or something? Just saying, we should be prepared.â She said and went back to typing on her phone. After a few minutes of silence, youâd reconsidered and made your decision. âListen, Mikasa, the more you speak of it, the more scared I become. I donât wanna go anymoreâ you admitted shyly since you were the one to suggest it. âToo bad, y/n. I just received our coordinates and itâs not very far. Grab your boots, weâre leavingâ she said blankly, while reaching for your toolbox from under the kitchen sink. âWhy are you looking at me like that, y/n? Youâre gonna love it, I promise!â she said with a wink. Who is this person?
Jean was also the person to tell you about randonautica, but when you, quite proudly too, announced that youâd downloaded the app and set the intention to âcreepyâ⊠You were into some serious trouble. You got a good scolding session, as Jean was extremely upset by your carelessness. âHave you not seen how the people who end up in these locations usually have to report back to the police cause some creepy dude starts stalking them?? How about that mother and son who had to leave their home for days before the creep lost their tracks? Donât be so naive, y/n, that shitâs dangerous!â. He did apologise afterwards, as he was the one who made you listen to all those stories and treated them as a true crime podcast. âHow about we book an escape room instead? Or a rage room? You should pick, y/n! Anything yo keep you away from that appâ.
âIâll call my cousin if we need help, sheâs a police officer! She should be able to help usâ Connie explained as he drove to the location youâd just received on the app. âArenât you afraid we might come across some creepy dude with a hammer?â you asked, your anxiety mixed with excitement peaking the closer you got to the location. âNeed I remind you that I did bring our own hammer, y/n? Whatever creep we meet should know better than to mess with me!â He exclaimed proudly, giving you a side smirk. Connieâs phone buzzed, youâd reached your destination. As Connie parked the car, you got out and took a good look of your surroundings. The coordinates led to a spot under a bridge, which would be extremely bad lit, had you not convinced Connie to go during the day. âI donât really like this place, Connie. I think we should go backâ you announced, not really straying too far from the car. âDonât worry, y/n youâve got me and Iâve got the hammer. We should be more than fine!â You walked a few meters further, approaching the exact spot youâd received. âWhat did you set as our intention Connie?â you questioned as you spotted a tall figure in the distance. âManiac, why?â He asked absent-mindedly as he kept looking for clues on the ground. âCause I think weâve company...â He jolted up and followed your gaze, reaching that figure. âDonât scream, y/n, but run as fast as you can!â He said and pulled you away from the site and back to the car. "Better call your cousin now!" You half screamed as you drove away.
Listen to me, Hange is fucking insane. Ever since you two discovered randonautica, it was all they ever talked about. For your weekend date, you actually decided to go on your little horror adventure. âWhat should our intention be Hange?â you questioned as they started the car. âHm⊠Letâs see⊠How about cake?â âCake?â âYes, y/n, cake. Imagine the possibilities!â They said and threw their hands in the air. You got the coordinates and they drove ahead to an area not so far from your shared apartment. As Hange pulled over, you noticed there were some logs scattered here and there but most of the area was desolate and covered by dry, yellow grass. âPromising, right, y/n?â Exclaimed Hange. âItâs just a bunch of logs, Hange, there wonât-â âLOOK OVER THERE!â they shouted, pointing at a rusty cool box that was a good thirty metes away from you. âDonât you dare go near it Hange!â you grabbed onto their hood before they could go any closer to the cool bag. âY/n, this is what we came here for! Let me go check it out!â they complained as loudly as possible, trying to escape your grip. âWhat if itâs a crime scene, Hange? Would you like to find some random personâs insides? Weâre leaving this instant!â you dragged them away and back to the car, much to Hangeâs resistance. âYou know, y/n, that couldâve been a really cool finding...â They pouted, their final card on getting you to go back again. âNo, Hange. Most likely, WE would be the really cool finding. That cool box might have been for our remains. Delete the app.â Reluctantly, they did.
#snk#shingeki no kyojin#aot#attack on titan#armin arlert#levi ackerman#eren jaeger#hange zoe#jean kirstein#connie springer#eren x reader#erean jaeger x reader#aot x reader#snk x reader#armin x reader#armin arlert x reader#mikasa x reader#mikasa ackerman x reader#hange x reader#hange zoe x reader#connie springer x reader#connie x reader#jean x reader#jean kirstein x reader#randonautica#randonauting
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Infection
How Kallamar got his scar on his left eye.
For context: Kallamar is seveteen and got recruited by Shamura (who is around 30).
Kallamar did not expect, after being recruited by War themselves as a poisoner, to be in any way met with open arms by the other soldiers, for several reasons.
First of all, he was not a warrior. He only stepped foot on the battlefield after everything was done, and some of the soldiers considered him way too fragile and weak to actually help.
Second, he was a foreigner, and had some problems with the language barrier, even if luckily he came from a place where Silk Cradle's language was pretty used and he even read it on some medical tomes. Still, he had a certain accent (that he was actively trying to lose) and some words were still unknown to him. He was pretty sure thatsome soldiers referred to him with a slur, bbut he was not sure. He wasn't the only foreigner in Shamura's army, but this was not going to stop it.
Also, the fact that he poisoned his ex village was considered by a lot of soldiers as a clear sign that he was, and he could quote the exact words a soldier used behind his back, "a psychotic piece of shit who will not hesitate to stab the Spider's back". Which, obviously, was not true: he had no reason to hurt Shamura! After all, they gave him a home, a role, hot food and sometimes they even talked to him! Way mroe than anything he could had ever wish for!
So, he knew he was not in any way welcome there.
Still, slashing his left eye was a little too much.
Right now, Kallamar was sitting on a brand bed in the medical bay, holding an hand over his now bandaged face.
The doctor was reassuring, once again, that his wound was not going to get infected and that he was going to have a quick recovery, before excusing herself and leaving when Shamura entered.
War glanced at the squid, their expression indecifrable and cold. Disappointed, maybe.
Kallamar looked at the ground, as his mind started to race.
- I was informed of what happened. I still want to hear your side.-
- I didn't... I was not the one to start it.-
- I have no doubt in that, but I still want to hear your version.-
Kallamar was shaking, as he tried to find the words.
- I didn't... I was just... they attacked me out of nowhere, and said i had to "earn my right to live" and things like that, and others were inciting them, and... and... and they had a knife, and...- he was more than omce interrupted by a few sobs - I was scared... I couldn't...-
- You managed to take their knife away and then stabbed your opponent, right?-
- They putted it down, saying something about "a fair fight", and I knew they could had easily snapped my back, I just...-
- You stabbed them in the neck. Precisely in the carotids.-
Kallamar still didn't loook at them.
- And than you stabbed them other fifteen times. Some of the soldiers even report that you started laughing during your rampage.-
Kallamar holded back a sob. As they needed another reason to hate him. He was going to be executed, or thrown in the prison at best. All for a stupid fight.
- I really can't see why you were scared. Honestly, I'm impressed.-
Kallamar looked at the spider, trying to catch an underlying sarcasm. Instead, he found something akin to pride - Do not worry, I am not mad about their death, it was self defense after all.-
- I killed them.-
- They attacked first with the intention to kill you. I can forgive your reasonable outburst of adrenaline. We will have to work on your emotion management and teach you how to incapacitate an opponent without killing them, even if I doubt someone else will decide to try something similar to this.-
Kallamar was sure he must had misheard them.
-... Why aren't you mad? You should be mad that I was the one who survived. You should...- towards the end, he slipped in a swear word in his language.
Shamura's expression was filled with genuine confusion.
- Why would I be mad about that...? You are an important asset in my army and also a good kid with a promising future. I would had been really upset if you actually died.-
Bullshit. They must be lying. He was just a stupid weakling who could not do anything right and who's only role in life was to die and-
- Regardless of whatever your old village made you believe, you matter as much as anyone else. I'm happy you're alive, kid.- the spider gently patted his head, and that was it.
The squid bursted into tears, overwhelmed.
War let him cry, fully knowing how much he needed it.
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Honestly, this is the sort of thing that all of us who deal in dark kink one way or another have to deal with. I remember when I first started writing darker stuff - bondage, noncon fantasies, that sort of thing - I was genuinely haunted.
''Am I a bad person for writing this stuff? For enjoying it?''
It was made worse because I was writing what I liked. I remember trying to deal with it at first. A sheltered girl who felt the need to write hardcore stuff as a way to cope with the world while worrying that this made her a bad person. In a sense, I suppose that worry was a good thing? it made me examine myself. I introspected a lot. I actually thought out what I was doing and why I did it, and the conclusions I reached I still hold to this day.
Fantasy is fantasy. It's human nature to be attracted to the extreme, drawn to the abyss. We're like moths to a flame in a way. We know that in reality, what we dream of would be horrible. It would hurt people, it would destroy lives. But there is a part of us drawn to the *fantasy* of it. To the game of it. Just so long as we know we can put that game down at the end of the day and come back to a world where everything makes sense.
Writers like me - I don't want to speak for you here since I am sure you have your own conclusions and feelings on the matter - we create fantasies. We weave forbidden tales. We satisfy the desire for dark things in a safe way. I won't say that we don't walk a thin line. We absolutely do. People can consume what we create in an unhealthy way. We need to be aware of that. We have to hold it in our minds.
But we can also help people.
Some people - many people - deal with their traumas, their fears, their worries about the future with sex. The most basic example of that is the classic BDSM surrender thing. Where a sub just wants to surrender, to let their guard down, to *not worry* for an hour or so and relax into a world where they're taken care of and they don't have to make decisions. For them, the lack of control isn't a punishment, it's a release. And they have the right to experience this. For some of them, it's the only release they get.
But it goes further than this. Sometimes for people who face prejudice and bigotry in real life, whose lives might very well be in danger and who face suffering for who they are, fantasies like this are a safe way to engage and cope with those facts. This is true both now and in the past. During World War 2, Nazi porn was massive among people who could be targeted by the Nazis. You know why? Because if you take something scary, something terrifying, something that wants to hurt you and you make it sexy? In a sense, you're removing it's power. You're taking control. You're telling it that you won't be scared of it. You'll take it and use it as fuel.
That's also human nature, and it's something that many people - people who don't deal with it because they're lucky enough not to be threatened in that way - don't really get. They look at, for example, noncon fantasies and think it's about guys lusting after a world where they can just fuck a woman no matter if she wants it or not. There are some people like that, I won't lie. But there are also girls who use it to cope with a fear that they might one day *live* in that world. There are women who were forced into encounters like that and who use stories to contextualise their experiences and reclaim their power and control.
There are trans girls who write and get off to stories focused on transphobia and misgendering, not because they're self-hating but because those are things they deal with every day and they need a release.
And these days, as things skew more and more towards the worse in the real world, releases like this are only going to become more important.
tldr, humans when given the choice will usually choose horny over scary. A lot of people are having to make that choice right now. Dark kink like the sort of thing we produce can be a release for those who desperately need it. Also, apologies for spinning off your post into one of my own. It got me thinking and I wanted to put my work words to it.
Kink in the Hard Era
I got a message recently. It succinctly told me to end my life. Interesting how we can do that in three letters!
Normally, I ignore such missives. This time, however, I engaged. I asked why I should die.
The answer was simple: "you're a misogynist loser".
And you know what...? I get it. I do. This kink, involving power, mind control, gender roles and all that good stuff is a lot less fun when reality seems to be turning fantasies into nightmares.
I trust that everyone here knows I'm not a misogynist, right-winger, complete asshat. But if you need to step back from my content, I absolutely understand. To be honest, I'm not conflict-free in my head about it.
My hope is to provide a place for play, for fantasy; a haven where we can explore power dynamics without the inherent malignancy of hierarchy. But, as stated in my bio: this is all fantasy. Always has been.
And if you are truly a misogynist, transphobe, racist or any other flavor of pond scum making the real lives of real people harder and more dangerous: kindly fuck off.
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Logging out for a while, love you miss you <3
#idk when I'll be back on#I think maybe end of the month to test the waters but we'll see#someone was having a bad day and decided to take it out in my inbox last night#and then when I logged off they got mad I didn't answer and sent a few more đ€Ș#usually I'm pretty good at rationalizing these things. gen z feels like the only place they have power is on the internet so of course when#they're angry and scared they're going to come after the people that they can actually reach#(and that includes me; proud owner of an anime thirst blog with 6 followers <3)#what they need is a hug and a copy of the anarchist protest guide and maybe a community garden; not someone responding to them with more#anger#but as I stated. I'm exhausted.#anyway. this is all to say#if you're feeling so much kinetic energy from rage that you feel the best way to get rid of it is to yell at some rando on the internet#use that energy to do something productive#sign up for a protest; volunteer at your local soup kitchen; teach crafts at the library.#a lot of people need a lot of help right now; why waste time shouting into the void when you could be doing something with genuine impact#the world needs helpers more than ever#if you made it this far thank u I love you; and stay safe out there cowboys đ
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welp⊠guess Iâm not coming out for the next four years either :)
#personal#us elections#may I just say as a queer woman and poc but most importantly someone who missed the age cutoff to be able to vote#I genuinely donât think Iâve ever felt more helpless than in this moment#like Iâm at the age right now where Iâm planning for things like moving out of my family home#That means in the next four years itâs very feasible for me to get r*ped and need my reproductive rights#Itâs very feasible for me to find another woman who I want to spend my life with for which I need my right to equal marriage#And itâs very feasible for me to want to walk down the street without getting fucking shot for which I need my right to fucking live??#And just sitting through the past 9 or so hours watching my country put a man in office#Who would look at me and probably not even consider me a full human?#Or think I deserve all those rights?#A man who I donât think is going to protect those rights?#Iâm the kind of person who will never stop having faith in this country no matter what state of shittholery itâs in#Because if you look at our history weâve had way bigger assholes than this guy and come out surviving#But Iâm scared yall#Iâm genuinely really scared
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Dread be dreading
#ughg#i usually have awful thoughts randomly popping up here or there#make me pretty anxious for a few days then i won't think about them for a while#but man i can't handle doubts suddenly resurfacing#like this monday i was listening to my last lecture and everything bad i cooked up a in the past few months hit me like a truck#couldn't even focus i was too busy internally chanting shit fuck i don't want this i made a huge mistake shit shit#i won't be able to handle all this responsibility i'm so tired this will butcher my mental health should have chosen media studies fuuuck#what was i thinking what am i gonna do help#then proceeded to distract myself with an electric outlet otherwise i might have started crying#:/#and those thoughts aren't wrong unfortunately#i love this university and the classes and the things i study#the teachers and my classmates and the kids i got to take care of#but i don't think i could do this for real#i'm not even struggling with anything i'm just scared and tired as hell#and thought i could just. power through it- like if i'm stubborn enough it won't matter that it's draining#but damn#and hell originally i came here because i wanted to teach english to kids#i guess my expectations were too high i don't feel like i've learned anything that useful this far#and turns out it won't get better#we just gonna do presentations again#to be fair i loved researching nursery rhymes but i hoped we would have... more. of that#also about media studies. chief... i crave to be there#could have picked the english specialization there too- i'm a moron. a bozo. holy shit#well. gonna go through this semester either way. because again everything i study here (almost everything) is genuinely great and useful#and perhaps i'm just in a Pit right now#the dread pit#should probably break this to my sister. somehow#random squeak
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sometimes allistic people are so weird, someone at this clinic set up four health appointments for me and i have literally no idea what any single one of those appointments are going to be for. the clinic just. set them up, and i'm just gonna... show up to them, i guess.
so now i'm going to show up to an appointment and idek what i'm supposed to expect because there's literally no information? is this a psych assessment? is it a space for me to ask questions? should i treat this as a job interview? are they going to eventually ask me to meet them on the interstate after dark and mug me? idk!
this is mostly a joke post, but things could be made more accessible to autistic people by just giving a LITTLE bit of information on what something's going to be?
like what are you going to do at my MRI, what are you going to do at my first physio appointment? What's going to happen at this queer meetup? i don't fucking know, ever because you weird little allistic guys all just run blindly into anything, apparently, like a domestic animal released into the wild.
you don't know if you're gonna be there 3 hours or 3 weeks, how do you guys know you even brought what you need to survive? there's never any fucking instructions?
#i often think it's neutrotypicals with the weird fucking brains and not us#you guys waste SOOOOO much time talking about absolutely nothing so that you can get to know someone before becoming friends#but everything else requires absolutely no instructions or like toe-dipping? you just leap right into that stuff#what is it about other people that scares you so bad that you have to spent months small-talking with them before you can be friends#and yet you just walk into completely foreign situations with absoutely no prep or instructions#like don't you guys ever wonder like... what's going on?#what are you guys doing???#please actually someone talk to me about this i am genuinely asking#so much of the time when i ask allistic people why they do things they genuinely have no idea why they do them that way and i'm like???#''don't you see how this is actually detrimental/inefficient'' and you're like ''i guess'' and then you KEEP DOING IT ANYWAY?#like who's got the rigid thinking now llolol#tbh i think we all have disordered thinking it's just that neurotypicals think they're normal because they're ''the majority'' (for now)#for now#liminal scrawlings#actually autistic
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The worst thing about suffering is that it still hurts when the danger is over but no one cares about it anymore because it shouldn't hurt. No one will ever say "I'm sorry that happened to you" especially when they barely say "I'm sorry that's happening."
#Okay to tb btw all the personal stuff is in the tags#Like. Not eating for a week because you couldn't get groceries hurts#and people will say 'oof sorry that's happening' but then#after you're able to get food no one will ever say 'I'm sorry that happened' even though you think about it and hurt from it constantly.#No one will ever say ':( that must have been so hard' because you're fine now right???? No psychological damage there?????#This example is stupid but I do think about it every time I feel hungry. I told people I wasn't able to get groceries#and there was no food in my house. And they said. Oof.#Instead of idk Oh God Are You Okay ??#No one cares when you've been abused your entire life and behave the way you do out of genuine terror because your brain is fucked forever#They don't say 'I'm sorry that happened it must have been really scary to turn you into Such An Asshole. I pity you like a dog :('#Speaking of man everyone loves fucked up abused terrified dogs and wants to be the one who makes them open up#And shows them that people can be good and kind and that touch doesn't have to hurt#But everyone is scared of fucked up abused terrified people#Humans are capable of harm even more than dogs and fear is understandable but.#Can you please call me good boy and shush me and tell me nothing's going to hurt me and let me curl up on your lap#And not hit me if I get scared and start to growl and feed me good and take me on walks and play with me#Even though I'm not very fun to play with and I'm still learning what's fun and what's mean and what's a toy and what's a hand#Plleeeaaase don't be jealous of a dog that doesn't eat good don't say 'tch he's so thin what am I doing wrong'#I want to eat good and grow and gain fat and be warm and be comfortable I don't want this#Don't say 'if abused dogs don't eat good then I don't deserve to either' no no no no eat good so you can take care of us both#Please please please I learned so many tricks to make people happy and call me smart but I don't actually know how to do anything I'm#Literally like such a stupid dog it takes me like one day of no one paying attention to me for me to become un-housebroken#I make a lot of mistakes even though I know better or I really should know better#And sometimes do things wrong on purpose to get attention either yelling or showing me how to do it right#But most of the time I genuinely don't know how to do stuff because I was never taught or I was taught and#My previous owners said 'this is how it is. It is this way because it is and it is forever. The answer is Because.'#'now quit asking repetitive questions before I pop you'#If I do something Because and not know the reason why I'm doing it that's not learning that's acting#Especially habits taught specifically to hurt me and not being allowed to question it or know why I'm being hurt#Oh my god I acted out so much when I was younger and all my friends were so disgusted and hurt by me and yelled at me every day
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dealing with the housing crisis here is very demoralising and not to sound spoiled but as someone who is very introverted and socially anxious I am really tired of living with a housemate.
I miss when my bf and I had a place to ourselves but that was in the US and going back is not really an option because well...look at it
#living in Ireland really sucks because of the housing crisis#but the US genuinely scares me the way it's going right now#and as bad as the housing crisis is here#I don't worry about getting shot everywhere I go#I don't worry that I'm one accident or unforeseen health problem from a lifetime of debt#even with health insurance#and even with the concerning rise in far-right rhetoric here#it's still relatively small compared to the huge reactionary backlash from conservatives going on in the US
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So what if we stayed out until the wee hours of morning talking and talking and talking and talking while everyone else had left like 5 hours earlier and what if she let me see her cry when she said she hadn't cried in a very long time and what if I held her so tight while she sobbed on my shoulder and I felt her heartbeat against my stupid fucking Rat-Man shirt and what if I told her things I've never been able to say out loud very quietly and what if she then made to hold me but stopped dead in her tracks cause I'd just told her stuff about my body and then waited for me to say you can touch me and what if she held my head and told me she loved me and that she's not used to saying it out loud and what if I
#im gonna stop right there#in other news#I'll be alright if our......um#connection#is what sets things in motion for her to be more open about her feelings with more people in the future#i still feel that fear like#I'm useful to her right now and that's why I'm special but as soon as the necessity is gone my role and space inher lifewill be gone with it#i know people don't work like that#i can keep it in check but i feel it#and fuck when i manage to do that i genuinely feel beathless seeing her glow from all the attention she gets#like a bunch of bees buzzing around the beautiful fucking flower that she is and i feel like......yeah. yeah you better. look at her#and even if i lose my 'spot' once the necessity is gone like........ it's fine. I'll be fine. it'll hurt but i know I'll be fine#I'm never gonna fucking forget these nights and this time in my life and I'm gonna sit on my#tiny little windowsill and listen to This never happened before by Sir Paul McCartney pike I'm 14 again and I'm gonna go :'''')#for as long as this feeling will last#and when it turns to sadness I'll tend to it with all the love it deserves like i did to her and fuck holding on too tight#and fuck saying 'i want you in my life' like those disgusting little men did I'm gonna actually show her even if im scared#and yes i know this is happening very fast and it needs to be handled carefully#whatever happens I'll be fine eventually and I'm already out of my skin happy that it happened and it happened to me. fuck it#also the way she smells makes me want to cleave myself open navel to neck
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Like I genuinely might just. Have to not finish this story, if I can't get all of it posted before January. I know this is the absolute LEAST of my potential problems should a certain someone get elected, but it still sucks.
#see previous post for context#and then. you know. there has to be enough time for people to actually READ it#finishing this is really important to me for personal reasons#reasons that I will never actually get into on here. but getting the rest of this done and in front of people is...#genuinely an extremely significant thing. and I hope I don't have to abandon it.#I hope that it can be ALLOWED to fully achieve that significance#even beyond this I'm just...really scared guys.#I don't know what I'm going to do-what ANY of the people I love are foing to do-if tr*mp gets elected#I see so many people claiming they're not going to vote or that they'll vote for him to accelerate this country's decline so we can burn it#all down and/or go to hell faster so we get it out of the way immediately instead of drawing it out#and look. I hate that our best chance RIGHT NOW. IN THIS ONE ELECTION. is voting for the Democratic candidate. who is Biden.#I HATE IT. but the other guy is going to be so much worse on every conceivable topic. including foreign policy!!!!#the leadership of this country (unfortunately) doesn't only affect the us they affect other countries too#it's one thing for me to say 'I will risk myself and my own rights'#it's another to say that I'll risk those of someone else who has no say in that decision#there are a lot of situations where I would put myself at risk. but I'm not going to put OTHER people in jeopardy. because I don't think I#have the right to do that.#okay. I think. I think maybe I get off the Internet now.
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GOOD GIRL GO TO HEAVEN
GOJO SATORU, GETO SUGURU . . . after a long day of assembling a lot of furniture and decorating your new house, they decided they want to test drive the new bed with you.
warning : painfully slow, threesome! satosugu, raw/unprotected sex, humping, daddy kink (just a little bit), praise kink.
w/c : 8k
you and your boyfriends, gojo satoru and geto suguru, wrapped up the furniture assembly just an hour ago. now, theyâre lounging comfortably on the new bed, looking relaxed and content. after finishing your shower, you step out wrapped only in a towel, the warm steam still clinging to your skin. you walk over to your wardrobe, glancing over at them with a playful smile.
âso, howâs the bed, honey?â you ask with genuine curiosity. your voice is soft, dripping with tenderness.
âitâs great and so spacious, baby,â gojo answers. he sits up on the bed, his white shirt hugging his toned chest, and watches you approach the wardrobe. beside him, geto moves, spreading his legs languidly as he leans back against the headboard. the sheets fall around his hips, barely covering his lower half. he gives you a lazy smile. âthe bedâs not the only thing that spacious here, right, sweetheart?â
âyeah?â you turn around to look at them before pulling out a black oversized t-shirt that belongs to geto from the wardrobe. they stare at you for a moment before gojo opens his mouth. âcome here.â gojo says, patting his lap. you look at him and see the mischievous look in his eyes, âi need to⊠see something.â geto chuckles, knowing full well what gojo plans to do. âyou heard him, baby,â he added.
âwhat?â you ask him, smiling as you refuse to walk over to him and stand in your place.
âi said come here,â he says again, a demanding undertone in his voice now. gojo stares at you pointedly while geto watches with a smirk on his face, his eyes roaming unabashedly over your half-naked body.
âiâm not going anywhere until you tell me what youâre planning to do,â you respond, cocking an eyebrow. gojoâs hand pats his lap again impatiently. âiâll show you when you come here.â geto rolls his eyes with a smile on his face, âjust come here, baby girl. be good for us and i promise weâll make you feel good too.â
âshould i?â you playfully ask and close your wardrobe door. âyou should, if you know whatâs good for you,â gojo demand, a small smirk stretches across gojoâs face. by now heâs growing a little impatient. gojo is not a man who particularly likes to repeat himself.
âunless you want me to come get you myself?â he raises an eyebrow in challenge. behind him, geto chuckles to himself, clearly enjoying this interaction between you two.
âoh, i'm scared,â you sarcastically replied but made your way towards them, crawling from the feet of the bed before settling on gojo's lap. as you crawl over, his arms wrap around your waist, pulling you in until youâre sitting on his lap, the towel around your body riding up. gojoâs hands start to wander, lightly caressing your bare thighs. you can feel the heat of his body through the thin fabric of his shirt.
âare you gonna behave now, baby?â he asks, his voice low and sultry, âor are you still gonna sass me?â his blue eyes piercing through yours, making all the playfulness on you start to disappear, âsorry..â you mumble.
âyouâll have to do better than that,â he murmurs. gojoâs hands slide up your thighs, past the towel, as he leans in until his mouth is right next to your ear. âsay youâre sorry again, sweetheart.â
âsorry, daddy..â
gojo lets out a soft grunt when you call him that, his mouth is still close to your ear. his breath is warm on your neck, âmuch better, baby.â he moves his mouth down until heâs nuzzling your throat instead. âthere you go, being good for me, sweetheart.â
geto has been watching quietly until now, his eyes trained on the two of you as you sit on gojoâs lap. when you say âdaddyâ his eyes darken a little more, watching intently as gojo turns his attention to your bare shoulders. âyou look so good on his lap, donât you sweetheart?â geto suddenly speaks up, his voice a little husky. âall bare and pretty just for us.â
the room feels warmer now like the heat is starting to build up around the three of you. gojoâs mouth brushes over your shoulder, his lips leaving a trail of kisses on your skin. âlook at you, all nice and obedient,â he murmurs against your skin. âdo you know what good girls get when they're being good?â
you close your eyes as you feel his lips on your skinâ suddenly feeling all cold and chilling just from his touch, barely. âwhat is it?â you mumble a question.
ârewards.â
gojoâs arms tighten around you, pulling you closer to him. his mouth drifts towards your neck. âif you keep being good, weâll reward you properly, sweetheart. would you like that?â he pulled himself away from you to look you in the eye as you opened your eyes. your warm breath gently glazed gojo's pale skin, bringing a crushed cherry tint to his cheeks. âyes, please..â your voice soft.
gojo smiles, running his finger along your spine, making you shiver, and a soft moan leaves your lips. âsee, thatâs what i like to hear. you sound so much sweeter when youâre being a good girl.â gojoâs voice is low, and heâs speaking close to your ear again. he moves a hand up, tilting your head till he can look you in the face. his smile is a little smug as he looks down at you. âhow about we get rid of this towel?â you nodded when you looked at him, eyes hooded.
âgood girl.â
gojo reaches behind you, finding the edge of the towel around your body. he slowly starts to pull it away, his eyes never leaving your face. the towel falls, the fabric pooling around your waist as your chest and abdomen are left bare. gojo hums in approval, his eyes roaming over your body. âthere thatâs much better.â
âlook at you,â he murmurs. his hands on your thighs start to slowly move further up your body, roaming up your hips and over your ribcage, almost as if he's trying to memorize every part of you with just his hands. âyou look so pretty, sweetheart. you're being so good for us. so pretty and obedient.â
âoh, you are so pretty,â geto adds, his voice soft as he looks at you sitting half-naked on gojoâs lap. heâs lounging against the headboard now, legs slightly spread. the sheets over his lap are beginning to tent.
gojo chuckles as he notices getoâs current state. âsee what you do to him, sweetheart?â gojoâs own hands are still roaming over your body, caressing your soft skin. his hands brush just below your chest, his touch gentle and almost reverential as he looks at you.
gojoâs mouth moves over your skin, his lips tracing up and down the line of your throat until he reaches your ear again. âlook at him,â he murmurs, his voice barely above a whisper. heâs looking over at geto right now, whoâs watching the two of you intently, his eyes on your body. âheâs enjoying himself, sweetheart. heâs enjoying seeing you in my lap, like the good girl you are.â
geto looks you over with unabashed interest, his gaze roaming over your body. âyouâre such a sight to see all spread out like that,â he murmurs. the sheets over his lap are tented, more noticeably now. gojo nips at your earlobe, his hands cupping your ribs as he pulls you closer against him. âlook how much he wants you, baby.â
gojo laughs faintly when you let out a moan, like he finds it endearing. âyou like that, sweetheart?â he asks, his mouth still against your skin. âyou like it when i bite you?"
he continues doing it, his mouth trailing down the side of your neck, his teeth sinking into your skin and leaving small marks. you answer him by letting out another soft moan.
âyouâre so soft,â he murmurs, his voice muffled by your skin. âso easy to mark. i want to see how much of you i can mark up, doll.â
geto shifts a little on the bed, his hands gripping his thighs through the sheets. the tent in his pants is more obvious now, and heâs watching you both intently. âsheâs going to be covered in marks at this rate,â he grumbles.
âiâm not hearing any objections,â gojo responds, his hands caressing your sides. he lifts his head from your neck and looks at you.
gojoâs eyes darken as he looks you over, his hands continuing to caress your sides. heâs clearly enjoying seeing you in this state, all bare and on his lap, with geto watching you intently from the bed.
âyou look so pretty like this, sweetheart. all bare and marked up on my lapâ he murmurs, his gaze roaming over the various marks heâs left on your neck. âand so obedient,â he added.
âi am?â you whispering, voice cover with hope.
at your words, gojo smiles against your skin. they exchange knowing looks before gojo answers you. âyes, you are, baby.â he continues his assault on your neck, his kisses slowly turning into nibbles and sucking motions, marking you with his mouth.
geto watches hungrily as gojo lays claim to you, his hand still tracing lazy patterns on your thigh from where he sits. âso sweet, so perfect for us,â he compliments, his voice low and rough with desire.
âyouâre so responsive too, arenât you?â gojoâs hands wander down to your bare thighs. he squeezes them gently as if testing your reaction. âresponding so well to my touch. so eager to please,â he moaned.
geto lets out a small sigh from the bed, his hands now clenching the sheets around his lap tightly. your thigh slightly twitches from gojo's touch as if to show him the truth of his words. âsee how you respond so easily to my hands?â gojo continues, his palms continuing to caress your thighs. heâs watching your reactions intently. âthatâs good, sweetheart. itâs so fun to see how easily you respond.â
âitâs getting hard to watch,â geto suddenly mutters from the bed, his voice strained. gojo laughs faintly at getoâs comment. âthen stop watching if itâs so easy,â he replies, his hands continuing their gentle caresses.
he pulls you a little closer to him, so youâre pressed even more against his chest. âwhy are you getting so worked up anyway? youâre acting like youâre not going to get your turn.â gojo looks over at geto and smirks again, clearly enjoying his struggle.
âdonât worry,â he calls out. âyouâll get a turn soon too.â he turns his attention back to you, his hands still wandering over your thighs. âright now i want to see how far i can get you with just my hands, okay?â his blue eyes back to you, gently as he drinks on the sight of your pretty face. geto grumbles a little in response, clearly not enjoying his current state all that much.
gojoâs hands continue to explore your thighs, his touch gentle and almost teasing as his thumbs graze over sensitive skin. âdo you think you can handle that, baby?â gojo asks, looking you in the face. âjust my hands on your skin?â
you hesitate, wanting to feel his lips on your skin again, but you're too shy to ask, and gojo can clearly see that. gojo smirks at your expression and the way you fidget. âwhatâs wrong?â he asks teasingly, his hands skimming across your thighs. âcanât seem to find your words? what is it, sweetheart?â his hands continue their slow exploration of your thighs. âyou want something?â
when you do not say anything he leans over, lips almost touching you as he speaks, âdo you want my lips on your skin again?â he asks, his voice low and sultry. âdo you want me to kiss you again, baby?â you nodded as his hands moving up to your hips now. he starts to guide your movements on his lap slightly, just little rocks of your hips.
âuse your words, sweetheart. you know i want to hear you say it.â gojo starts to guide your hips, rocking them gently against his lap. his hands on your hips are firm but gentle, as he guides your movements with ease, his body pressed tightly against you.
âi-i want your lips on my skin again..â you murmur, your lips slightly apart. gojo looks at you with his eyebrows arise, as if asking you if you're forgetting something. âplease, daddy. . . â you add.
gojoâs expression softens at the sound of you calling him daddy again. he gives you a small nod as if approving before he speaks. âthere you go. that wasnât so hard, was it?â his hands on your hips continue to guide your movements on his lap. âjust good manners, sweetheart. being a good girl for me.â
he leans down, his mouth coming close to your ear again. âsince you asked so nicely, iâll give you what you want, baby.â
instantly, a big smile makes its way to your lips, âthank you, daddy. . .â your hand flaying for a second before it lends on gojo's shoulder, holding him for support. gojo chuckles faintly at the large smile on your face, knowing how much fun you have playing with his kink. âsuch a good girl,â he murmurs into your ear, his hands continuing to guide your hips and rock against his lap.
âiâm going to give you what you want, so just relax, okay?â gojoâs voice is low and soft in your ear. âjust sit there and be a good girl⊠you can do that, canât you?â you nodded as you gripped tightly around his white shirt.
âgood girl.â
gojoâs mouth moves towards your neck, his teeth and mouth on your skin again. he sucks on your skin gently, his tongue laving over the small mark heâs just made. âyou taste so good, sweetheart,â he mutters against your skin. âi donât want to stop marking you up.â
you moan softly, slightly throwing your head back, âplease, don't.â gojo nips and sucks on your neck again, harder this time, his hands on your hips coaxing your movements against his lap.
âkeep moaning like that, and i donât think iâll be able to stop,â he murmurs, his mouth against your skin. he continues to mark up your skin, his mouth moving up and down the side of your neck, his mouth sucking and biting gently as his tongue laves over the reddened spots. by now your neck is covered in his marks, each one adding up like a trail on your skin.
âoh, god,â you moan from the pleasure of his lips on your skin and from grinding on him. gojo lets out a soft chuckle when you moan against his ear. âalready getting worked up just from this, hmm? youâre so sensitive, baby.â he continues sucking on your skin, his hands guiding your hips as you grind on his lap. his mouth moves over your sensitive spots, leaving a trail of marks from your jaw to the base of your collarbone.
geto groans in annoyance as he takes another glare at you and gojo. even in his annoyance, he can't stop looking at the two of you and not feeling jealous. gojo glances over at geto, taking in his expression. âgetting impatient?â he asks, his mouth still on your skin. âyou look like youâre having a hard time just watching,â he teased, blue eyes glistening with lust and playfulness.
âwell, i am having a hard time,â he complained.
gojo chuckles against your skin again. âi see that,â he says mockingly, his eyes on the obvious tent in getoâs lap. âpoor geto, having to watch us while heâs stuck on the bed all alone.â gojoâs words are almost patronizing, and heâs clearly enjoying himself now, seeing the look on getoâs face and the way heâs straining against the sheets.
âbut thatâs not fair for me, is it?â geto threw another complaint with a teasing tone, âi want a taste of her too.â gojo laughed faintly, clearly amused at getoâs words. âlifeâs not fair,â he replies, his mouth still against your skin, biting and licking.
âthough iâll admit, iâve been a little greedy, havenât i?â gojo lifts his head and looks you in the face, one hand caressing your cheek. âhow about you, sweetheart? should i stop hogging all the attention?â you look at geto, seeing the pleading in his purple irises as he begs you silently. you chuckled at his expression before nodding and looking at your other boyfriend.
gojo looks at you for a moment, almost as if heâs contemplating. âare you sure? i can keep my hands on you a while longer. you seem to be enjoying it so much,â he softly spoke as if he tries to convince you to say no to geto. gojoâs hands have drifted back to your hips, his thumbs caressing your skin gently. âcan the both of you just touch me?â you get impatient. gojo laughs again, clearly enjoying how impatient youâre getting now. âlook at you being so eager,â he teases. âis that how good girls ask for what they want?â
you wrap your fingers around gojo's neck to give it a open-mouthed kiss before mumbling on his neck, âi mean, why can i have one when i can get two.â
gojo lets out a soft chuckle at your words. âoh, youâre getting feisty now, hmm?â he pulls you a little closer on his lap, his hands gripping your hips. âyou have a point, sweetheart. but that doesnât change the fact that i like having you all to myself.â
âoh come on!â geto groaned in annoyance, âi wanna feel her too, give me attention.â gojo laughed faintly at getoâs words, clearly enjoying his struggle. âiâm not even done with her yet, and youâre already getting impatient?â he looks you in the face, his eyes roaming over you. âand here i thought you were being such a good girl, not demanding anything.â
âwhat?â you throwing gojo offended look, âme? i'm just sitting still and looking pretty, i'm not doing anything.â
gojo hummed at your expression, enjoying the look on your face. âi know,â he responds, his hands caressing your thighs. âthatâs why youâre being so good for me. youâre being all obedient and still. itâd be such a shame to change that now, huh?â
âuh-uhm,â you nod, this time hugging his neck as you look at geto who's begun to knit his eyebrows together. gojo chuckles again when you hug his neck, his hands moving up your sides, caressing you up and down. âso needy,â he teases faintly. âdid you want to give geto some attention?â
still, with your arm wrapped around his neck and cheek resting against his cheek, you nod, âyes, please.â gojo smiles faintly, clearly enjoying having you this eager and submissive for him. he lifts his head from your neck and looks towards geto. âdid you hear that, geto? the pretty girl wants to give you attention,â he says, his tone almost mocking.
geto stares at the two of you, his expression a mix of annoyance and arousal. âabout time,â he grunts irritably. gojo smirks against your skin, his hand on your thigh giving you an encouraging squeeze. âyou heard him, baby. go on. give him what he wants.â
with gojoâs hand guiding you, you shift forward and move off his lap. you settle onto getoâs now, your thighs straddling his hips. in this position, youâre seated up higher on his lap, your chest just slightly above his eyesight.
getoâs hands fly to your waist as you settle on his lap. his fingers press hard into your bare skin as he looks up at you with his sharp, cat-like eyes. âlook at you,â he says, his voice deep with lust, looking at your naked body. âyou just look so beautiful, sweetheart.â
gojoâs body moves behind you, his chest pressing against your back. you feel him move the shower-damp hair on your neck to the side and out of the way. he leans forward to hover over your shoulder, his lips mere inches away from your neck.
âyou look so pretty sitting on his lap, baby,â gojo murmurs in your ear. âso perfect with that towel around you.â his large hand moves to your thigh, his fingers tracing the hem of the towel that still wraps around your waist. âbut i think it would look much prettier⊠on the floor.â
while youâre distracted with geto, one of gojoâs hands sneaks from behind you to tug at the towel. the other hand moves your hair to the side so that it falls over one shoulder, exposing your back to him. the towel falls loose, and gojo starts planting kisses along the slope of your back.
both of getoâs hands press firmly into your hips as he guides your body down and closer to him. he lets out a pleased hum at the feel of your warm skin against his bare chest. âlook at you,â he groans, eyes roaming over your form. âso perfect and so good.â
gojoâs lips travel down your spine, leaving a trail of hot, wet kisses down your back. âoh, baby,â he praises as he kisses a spot just above your tailbone, âsuch a pretty girl. so well-behaved, as always.â his hands move to squeeze both of your thighs. once heâs done admiring the skin there, his hand moves to the small of your back and gently pushes you forward, so that your chest is pressed flush against getoâs.
geto lets out a low, guttural growl as he feels your bare breasts against his chest. âfuck,â he groans, his hands gripping your hips so tight you know thereâs likely to be marks left behind. his head drops forward as he lets his lips trail along your collarbone.
âshe has such a pretty body, doesnât she?â gojo muses, observing your and getoâs bodies so closely pressed together. he starts to leave little kisses on the back of your shoulders, âso good and soft.â
geto can only respond with a low hum of agreement. one of his hands move to grasp at the hair on the back of your head as he buries his face in your neck, his lips sucking on your skin hungrily.
âso small and perfectly perched on your lap.â
geto hums his agreement, his fingers digging into your hips as he helps you shift even closer to him. âsweetheart,â he says, his voice strained. âyou feel so good. you have no idea what youâre doing to me, baby.â
gojo chuckles as he continues to kiss your shoulder, âoh, i think she knows exactly what sheâs doing to us,â ge can see one of your hands reach down to grab at the skin of getoâs thigh, your fingers digging into his flesh.
geto lets out another small growl as your hand grips his thigh. a shudder goes through his body. âah, she definitely knows what sheâs doing. such a naughty girl.â
âno,â you whisper between your moan when they call you a naughty girl. geto's nails rooted gently on your skin sending a tingling sensation on your stomach. gojo chuckles against your skin. âno? youâre not being a naughty girl?â he nimbly moves to your other shoulder to leave another trail of kisses there. âare you sure about that, princess?â
getoâs hands continue to dig into your hips, controlling your movements. between the skin-to-skin contact of your bodies and gojoâs teeth on your neck, you can feel the tension and heat in the room mounting, slowly but surely.
you shake your head softly before mumbling another ân-no,â and let out another soft, breathy moan.
âyou keep saying ânoâ, but i think your bodyâs saying something different,â gojo points out, his lips moving from your shoulder to the sensitive skin beneath your ear. âyou keep shifting in suguâs lap, and making these little noises. that doesnât sound very ânoâ to me, princess.â
âi'm s-sorry,â you stutter.
âsorry?â gojo repeats, chuckling at the way youâre falling apart just from some teasing. âitâs okay, sweetheart.â geto, who has been uncharacteristically quiet during this entire exchange, finally lets out a sharp exhale of breath as one of your hands grip his thigh again. he nuzzles into your neck as his hands grip you even tighter. âare you really sorry, baby?â gojo asks, his voice just a growl in your ear. âor do you just like winding us up?â
âi'm really sorry,â you moan again, and getoâs hands digging into your hips harder as he guides you to grind slowly against his lap. gojo chuckles again, enjoying the way youâre falling to pieces on top of geto. âare you sure? you sound so needy, princess. i donât think youâre really sorry.â
geto can feel your body starting to move in slow motions on his lap. the hands on your hips move to press you down, as his hips start to rise to meet your movements. âsheâs so needy,â he says in a low voice, to which gojo hums in agreement.
you shake your head and throw your head back in the slightest when you feel your bare pussy grinding on geto's clothed bulge, âs-sorry, but feel so good,â you mutter between your moan.
gojo and geto look at each other at your strangled words. theyâve reduced you to a mess of moans and broken sentences, and itâs all a result of their hands and mouths on your body.
they look back at you, taking in the way your head is flung back, exposing your chest and neck to them. both of them are staring at you like youâre their prey. and their prey right now is at their mercy. the back of your head rests against gojo's shoulder as you grind slowly against geto.
gojo lets you rest your head back on his shoulder so heâs now free to watch the show. he feels your soft hair against his bare chest, and the view heâs getting over your shoulder is driving him crazy.
geto starts to make a noise that seems like itâs a mixture between a sigh and a growl as he feels you grind against him once more. his hands hold your hips even tighter, encouraging you to keep up the pace. âthatâs it, baby. keep doing that,â he murmurs.
gojo watches as your body moves gracefully against geto. he looks down at your body, admiring the way your back is arched, the curve of your spine leading down to your hips, which are being gripped so tightly by getoâs large hands.
he bites back a soft groan at the sight of you looking so perfect on another manâs lap. âyouâre being so good for us right now, you know that?â
gojo takes off his white shirt before sitting on geto's lap behind you until your back touches his chest, skin to skin as your body keeps grinding on geto. gojo lets his body touch yours, your back resting against his chest. he can feel the heat radiating from your body as you writhe on top of geto. he leans down to kiss and nuzzle into your shoulder as you continue your movements.
getoâs breath comes out in quick gasps as you keep grinding against him. he holds your hips so tight thereâll likely be marks left behind. âsweetheart,â he grunts, struggling to form words between the heat and pleasure, âyouâre killing me.â
âoh god..â you whimper.
your hand moves to the back of gojo's neck, holding him as a support. gojo chuckles softly against your skin at your whimper. âfeels good huh, princess?â he murmurs into your ear. feeling your hand move to the back of his neck, he lets you hold him for support. he nips at your earlobe and continues to plant kisses down your neck and shoulder.
getoâs fingers dig into your hips again as you keep grinding against him. his breath comes out in short, hard pants, the sound right in your ear. âkeep going, baby,â he urges.
the room is full of nothing but heavy breaths and the soft sounds of skin against skin. gojo has started to move his lips from your shoulder to the back of your neck and down to your shoulder blades. his hips are doing the same grinding motion as yours, his body moving in perfect unison with you.
geto looks up at both of you, watching as you both move on his lap. his lips part with a gasp as one of his hands moves from your hip to the back of your head, pulling you down to his neck.
a shiver goes through your body from the way geto manhandles you to pull you down closer. âthere you go, sweetheart,â he grunts as he noses your hair and then rests his chin on your shoulder. âgod, you look so good right now.â
gojo lets out a hum of agreement, his lips still on your skin. his large hands travel from your shoulders down to your hips, resting right over getoâs hands. geto leans closer until his head is above your shoulder to kiss gojoâ still, the three of you keep grinding at each other. the kiss between gojo and geto is messy and frenzied, and so right above you since youâve been pulled down against getoâs body. gojo moans in response to the kiss as he deepens it, his tongue swiping against getoâs lips.
geto grips onto your hips even tighter, his fingers digging into your soft skin. he lets out groans as he kisses gojo, the sound muffled by gojoâs mouth.
the three of you are starting to move against each other in more frantic motions. thereâs an increasing desperation in getoâs grip on your hips and the way gojo and geto are now kissing, more tongue and teeth than pure lips.
itâs hot and heavy, and the temperature of the room is rising with each passing second. gojo finally breaks away from the kiss, his breath harsh and strained. âfuck,â he mutters, his hands holding your hips as well as getoâs.
gojoâs head drops down to your shoulder, nuzzling his nose into your collarbone. itâs all getting too much. the sounds of heavy breaths and moans, skin pressing up against the skin, the friction all combining to heighten the pleasure, the heat, the pressure.
getoâs grip on you is so tight youâre pretty sure there will be marks on your skin. âsweetheart, iââ he gets cut off by one of your movements that has him groaning suddenly and loudly.
âwhat is it, baby?â gojo teases, his voice slightly muffled in the crook of your neck. a small chuckle rumbles in his chest as he continues planting kisses on your skin. âthat wasnât exactly an answer, sugu.â geto grunts as you continue moving on top of him, your body grinding against his. âiâm so close, sweetheart.â he mutters, his voice breaking in the middle. âm-me too babyâ oh, fuck,â you nod, moaning mess on suguru's neck.
gojo lets out a pleased hum when you answer, his teeth nipping at your skin. âi knew it,â he says, sounding somehow smug and cocky, even at this moment. âyou just look so perfect grinding against him; how could you not be close, princess.â
getoâs body tenses and shudders beneath you. âgod, itâs not fair how perfect you are.â he groans between heavy breaths. âyouâre going to make me lose it, and we just started.â you grind faster than before on his clothes cock. feeling the warm and twitching on his cock make you moan louder, âoh, god. .â
âlose what, baby?â gojo continues to taunt, his voice soft and yet full of a teasing edge to it. âyour composure? your mind? your load? iâve already lost all of those things.â geto growls and nips at your shoulder as gojo continues goading him. âwhat are you, twelve?â he asks, his voice a mix between annoyance and desire. as you reach your edge you arm wrap another geto's shoulder while the other back to the back of gojo's neck, gripping on his undercut.
âoh, god,â both gojo and geto murmur at your hand in gojoâs hair, gripping his undercut. geto can feel your body start to lose its rhythm, becoming less focused on movement, and more concerned with reaching your peak. âthatâs it, baby,â he grunts, his fingers pressing into your hips so hard you think youâll have marks in an hour. âkeep moving like that, for me, please,â he pleads between his moan.
gojoâs hands on your hips tighten at his words. âthatâs it,â he agrees, his mouth back on your skin. âo-oh, sugu,â you are crying, begging to reach your peak when your legs start shaking. âoh, baby, look at her shaking like that,â gojo comments lazily against your shoulder. âshe must be right there, on the edge, just begging to go over.â
geto canât respond, heâs simply holding onto you and letting out breathless âoh god, oh god, oh godâ between his pants. heâs gripping onto your hips to push you even closer against him. âjust a little more, sweetheartâ he urges, âa little more for me. youâre almost there.â
gojoâs hand moves to your face, his fingers tilting your chin to the side so that your face is in his eye-line. âyouâre so good, princess,â he coos, his voice a low and gentle murmur in your ear. âlook at you. so perfect, falling apart just from riding his lap.â
getoâs forehead rests against the crook of your shoulder as he gasps, breathless. âplease, baby, so close, just a little more.â your hip moves slower before abruptly moving faster, pulling a string of heavy grunt and moan from geto. with geto holding onto your hips so tight and gojoâs fingers pressing into your skin, youâre so close, so close and almost there. âthatâs right, princess,â gojo murmurs, his voice the only soothing presence among everything thatâs happening. âyouâre being so good for us, so perfectâ
getoâs forehead sinks further into your shoulder. âplease, baby, i need it, just a little more. thatâs it, thatâs it.â gojo can see the look on your face, the desperation, the need, the pleasure thatâs threatening to overwhelm you and tear you apart. he holds you so close, his teeth nipping at your shoulder. âalmost there,â he encourages. âjust a little more, beautiful girl. you can do it. i know you can.â getoâs words become more desperate, his breathing more broken and stilted. âbaby, please, baby, please, iââ
gojo feels the moment you and geto reach your peak together. his hands run through your hair when he feels your body shudder and then go limp. he lets his teeth graze the side of your neck as you collapse against him. âthatâs it, sweetheart,â he says, a smirk on his lips, âlook at you. perfect.â
getoâs hands loosen their grip on your hips as he also takes in ragged breaths. the three of you are now sitting and panting on the bed in silence. âthat was hot,â gojo finally says after a moment, and thereâs a distinct hint of cockyness in his voice.
geto grunts in response as he lets the three of you fall back down on the bed from where you were still seated over top of him. âi canât feel my legs,â he moans, his hands still gripping onto your hips.
âdonât be so whiny,â gojo scoffs, but heâs chuckling as he says it. his hands begin their gentle movements through your hair again. âwe didnât even do anything.â geto lets out another breathless scoff. âyou didnât do anything, idiotâ he protests. âi did all the work.â
âyou both did all the work, to be fairâ gojo says, still sounding lazy. âi just sat back and enjoyed the show.â
âlazy ass,â geto chuckles. his hands are now gently massaging your hips where he knows thereâll now be marks from his fingers. âyou just sat there and watched, while i had to do all the work.â gojo snorts and scoff, âyes, because a beautiful woman grinding against you is such hard work, iâm sure you suffered very much.â
geto lets out a huff of laughter. âjust because i enjoyed working for it doesnât mean it wasnât hard work,â he retorts. âiâm the reason she was so turned on.â
âiâm the one who set her up for it in the first place,â gojo argues back, chuckling. âiâm the reason she was so eager to ride your lap.â geto lets out another scoff, a smirk on his face. âyouâre forgetting whoâs an idea this whole thing was in the first place,â he saysâ it was gojo's idea in the first place, by the way.
âoh, iâm not forgetting,â gojo responds, and thereâs a hint of smugness in his voice now. âiâm just saying iâm the one who prepared her for you.â they keep bickering without realizing you silently took a pillow and hit them in the head, âshut the fuck up! i can't even catch my breath in silence, god!â you groan before resting your cheek on geto's shoulder.
gojo and geto stop their bickering immediately at the sound of your annoyed groan, and they both turn to look at you. theyâre too shocked and confused to say anything at first.
gojo is the first to speak. âdid you just hit us with a pillow?â he asks, his voice a mixture of disbelief and amusement. âdamn right, want me to elbow your handsome face too?â you glare at him over your shoulder. gojo quickly holds his hands up in surrender. âno, please donât!â he pleads, a mock-offended look on his face.
thereâs a chuckle from geto, whoâs looking down at your face as you glare up at gojo. he pats your hip gently, âyou look a little pissed, darling.â his warm hand wraps over you and caresses your back lovingly. âi can't feel my legs and at the same time i think it's still shaking, does that make sense?â you ask, pouting as you still rest your cheek against his shoulder
both of them chuckle again at your pout. geto's hands rub up and down your hips, soothing the skin that his fingers were gripping so tightly. âyouâre not used to us yet, sweetheart,â he says, still chuckling. âitâs going to take some time for you to get back on your feet after weâve given you such a good time.â
you groan as you hide your face on geto's chest. âoh god, we're not even fucking yet,â you let out a heavy sigh. gojo lets out a laugh again, loving the mixture of exhaustion and annoyance in your voice. âdamn, princess, look at you already begging for it,â he teases.
geto just chuckles and shakes his head, still massaging your hips. âyouâre a mess right now, baby,â he smiles and pokes your cheek lightly. âshut up, i-i'm not begging,â you lightly smack gojo's bare chest before back to rest your cheek against geto's chest to look at gojo who's still sit on the black-haired man behind you.
gojo lets out a scoff of disbelief at the smack to his chest. âyouâre not begging? because you sound awfully needy to me,â he teases, clearly knowing what annoys you and relishing in it. geto rolls his eyes at gojo, giving his arm a smack. âstop being a dick to her,â he says with a chuckle.
gojo lets out another laugh, enjoying that heâs getting a reaction from you. âiâm not being a dick, iâm just pointing out the truth!â he says, still sounding cocky and amused. geto grumbles under his breath and pats your hips again. âignore him, baby,â he says. âheâs just being a douchebag because youâre paying attention to me.â gojo glares at geto after hearing the words rolling out from his mouth. you giggle and stick your tongue to gojo over your shoulder.
gojo lets out a snort of laughter when you give him the tongue. âcute,â he says, his smile wide. âyouâre such a child sometimes, you know that?â geto just shakes his head, hiding a smile behind your head as he kisses it. âshut up,â you giggle again as gojo leans closer until his lips touch yours and kiss you.
gojoâs lips are gentle when they touch yours, a contrast to the cocky attitude he was just showing. he takes advantage of how youâre still leaning against geto's chest on his lap on the bed, and reaches over to hold the side of your face while he kisses you, keeping you steady. geto watches the two of you, one hand still rubbing your hips while the other holds your waist, steadying your position on top of him.
gojo deepens the kiss as his tongue slides over your bottom lip and swipes at it, pushing into your mouth and against your tongue. heâs still leaning over your back from behind, one hand keeping the side of your face steady as his other one moves to rest on your thigh.
geto can feel the way your legs are shifting involuntarily from the way gojo moves, and his grip on your waist tightens to keep you in place. gojo slowly deepens the kiss, his tongue slipping through your parted lips to play with yours lazily. âyouâre so cute,â he mutters against your mouth between kisses, his voice barely above a whisper.
geto watches as you and gojo continue to kiss above him, his hands still resting on you. he just hums quietly, enjoying the sight. gojo continues to kiss you, his tongue dancing with yours at a slow pace. thereâs no urgency to the way he kisses you, he seems content to lazily move his lips against yours and hold your face in his hand.
geto is watching the two of you intently, his hands still resting on your body as he takes in the sight of you both. he lets out a soft hum, but doesnât say anything, just watching as gojoâs tongue moves against yours. his kiss moves down along your jaw and then down your neck, his lips trailing over your skin until he reaches the back of your shoulder. as his mouth touches the sensitive skin behind your ear, he presses another gentle kiss there before muttering in your ear.
âdo you think you can take another round, baby?â his voice is a mix of teasing and affection.
as gojo whispers the question into your ear, you can feel getoâs arms gently loosen their grip on your hips. he can probably sense that the three of you are starting to transition to the second round.
his hands move so that they are now resting on the outside of your thighs. his palms are flat against your skin, but still holding you in place on his lap. heâs looking up at you, waiting for your response.
âp-please...â you beg, your hand moving slowly to gripping on gojo's hands, giving him another begging through physical. at your pitiful, âpleaseâ, both gojo and geto are unable to hold back a reaction. they can both tell youâre getting needy already.
when gojo hears you begging, he hums against your shoulder and bites down gently on the skin there, leaving a light mark. getoâs hands move gently up and down your thighs as he responds to your plea. âplease what, baby?â he asks, his voice a mixture of tease and desire. âplease, fuck me..â your words come out breathy.
when you gasp out the plea, thereâs another soft chuckle from gojo, and he sucked another mark into the skin of your shoulder. meanwhile, geto lets out a low exhale of air at the explicit request. âgod, i love your mouth when you say things like that,â he says, and the words are more of a growl than anything. his hands tighten their grip on your thighs.
gojo straightens so that his mouth is no longer at the back of your shoulder. heâs looking down at you now, a smirk on his face. âthatâs not very polite, princess,â he teases. âyou need to learn how to ask nicelyâ
meanwhile, getoâs hands rub up and down your thighs. heâs also watching your face, amused at the way youâre already begging. âbut i said please..â you let out a soft whining. gojo chuckles at that response. âi know you said please, but you can do better than that,â he says, his hand still on your face. geto hums, and you can feel his fingers digging into your skin. âcome on, baby, tell us what you want. say it like a good girl,â he says, his voice low and teasing.
you wrapped your finger around his wrist that is still on your face, âplease baby, i wanna feel your dick inside me so bad . .â at the sound of your words, and the pleading tone in your voice, both gojo and geto react. gojoâs hand tightens slightly against your cheek. geto lets out a low, satisfied groan at your request. âyouâre such a good girl for us,â he says, biting your shoulder gently
gojo lets out another low chuckle as you wrap your fingers around his wrist. âyouâve got a mouth on you, you know that?â he says teasingly, his smile still on his lips. heâs amused by the way youâre asking.
meanwhile, geto lets out another low exhale against your skin. âfuck, i love how desperate youâre sounding right now,â he mutters, his hands moving to grip your thighs again. gojo pulls your face slightly closer so that heâs looking you right in the eye. âyou want it that badly, huh?â he asks, his voice a mix of amusement and a hint of condescension.
geto is still watching your face intently, his hands gripping your thighs tightly. he can feel the way your skin is quivering against his touch. âyouâre such a needy little thing right now, arenât you?â he mutters against your shoulder before leaving another mark on the skin. you nodded, your eyes practically begging as you lost between gojo's azure eyes. âplease. . â
gojo lets out another chuckle when he sees the pleading look in your eyes. âyouâre so cute when you look at me like that,â he says. geto still has his eyes on your face, watching the expressions youâre making in your desperation. âlook at you, being all needy and beautiful,â he says, the words a mixture of compliment and amused taunt. his grip on your thighs tightens even more.
gojo leans in a bit closer, the smirk still on his face. âyou want it that badly, hm?â he asks again, his voice still teasing. geto can feel the way your skin is quivering and shaking in his grip, your body desperately craving more touch and more attention. âgod, watching you like this is so hot,â he mutters, leaving another mark on the skin of your shoulder.
gojoâs hand moves from your face to your shoulder, holding you lightly while his lips press against your skin. his other hand is working to pull off his shorts.
when he kicks off his shorts, geto is now holding you by the waist with one hand, his other hand still gripping your thighs. he lets out another low, satisfied hum when he sees gojo now completely naked. âgod, youâre so hot,â he mutters against the skin of your neck.
gojo lets out a light chuckle when he hears getoâs mutter. âi take it youâre liking the view,â he comments, his voice still amused. geto just nods, his lips still on your neck. âyou look even better naked,â he says, his voice a low, hungry-sounding growl. heâs still holding you and biting your skin, his hand on your thigh gripping you tightly.
in the meantime, gojo has now moved his hands to your waist, replacing getoâs hands on your hips. his hands are firm and steady on your skin, holding you steadily in place on his lap.
âare you ready, baby?â he asks, shifting his body slightly so that you can feel him even more clearly against you. âyes, please..â you nod, your eyes glisten as you look at gojo. gojo lets out another low laugh when he hears your response. âgod, youâre so gorgeous when youâre begging,â he says, his voice a mix of amusement and desire.
geto is still watching the two of you intently, his breath hitches when he hears you pleading. âyouâre such a good girl for us,â he mutters against your skin before leaving another mark on your neck. gojo lets out a low chuckle at the feeling of your body quivering and shaking in anticipation. âyouâre shaking so much, itâs adorable,â he says, his voice a mix of amusement and desire.
geto, whoâs still lying back on the bed, lets out a low hum when he feels how hard gojo is against you. âgod, youâre so eager,â he mutters, his breath still coming out in low, satisfied pants. geto shifts his position slightly, adjusting his hold on you. his hand slips down from your hip to your ass, groping at your plump flesh before giving it a light squeeze. the other hand reaches up to tangle in your hair, pulling your head back to expose your throat. âready?â he echoes, his tone low and filled with anticipation.
you nodded, hands gripping tightly on geto's shoulder as you squirm on his lap. âohâ fuck!â a long groan pushing past your lips the moment gojo's cock slowly entering your pussy from behind, fucking you while you on sit top of geto's lap.
geto's eyes darken with lust as he watches gojo enter you from behind. he leans in close, his breath hot against your ear as he whispers, âthat's it, baby. take his cock like a good girl.â his hand in your hair tightens, tilting your head to the side to expose your neck further. suguru's tongue darts out, licking a stripe up your throat before his teeth graze over your pulse point.
âfuck, you're so sexy like this,â he groans, his own arousal evident in the growing bulge pressing against your pussy. geto starts to rock his hips in time with gojo's thrusts, grinding his clothed cock against your pussy once again.
geto continues to grind his hardening cock against your slick folds, the friction making him hiss through clenched teeth. his free hand slides down to cup your mound, fingers spreading your lips apart to gain better access. with each thrust from behind, geto rubs his thumb over your clit, applying just the right amount of pressure to send sparks of pleasure shooting through your nerves. âf-fuckââ you stutter from the pleasure of geto's hand and gojo's dick.
âso wet,â he murmurs, his voice laced with pride and desire. âcan't wait to taste you later,â geto leans in to capture your mouth in a deep, passionate kiss, swallowing your moans as gojo picks up the pace, driving into you harder and faster.
âo-oh, god, 'toru. . â you moan against geto's lips.
geto breaks away from the kiss only to trail kisses down your jawline and neck, leaving a burning path wherever his lips touch. his grip on your hair tightens even more, pulling your head back to expose your throat fully. geto's tongue traces over your collarbone before descending lower, towards the valley between your breasts.
âso good fâ me, s-so fucking good,â gojo whimpering, continues to pound into you relentlessly from behind. geto takes advantage of every movement to tease and torment your sensitive nipples. his thumb brushes over your clit again and again, sending jolts of pleasure coursing through your veins.
âoh fuckâ toru. . .â tears are swelling up to the corner of your eyes as geto's grips your hair until you look up and meet with gojo's eyes. gojo's nails rooted on your skin as he keep thrust his cock inside your pussy.
geto's gaze flickers up to meet yours, his dark eyes blazing with raw need. he gives your hair a sharp tug, forcing you to arch your back and push your chest closer to his teasing mouth. âlook at me, baby,â he commands softly but firmly, wanting nothing more than to see the pleasure etched onto your features.
as gojo's relentless pounding sends waves of ecstasy crashing through your body, suguru's hands become even more insistent, kneading and squeezing at your breasts mercilessly. he bites down gently on your nipple, a soft gasp escaping his lips as he feels how hard you've gotten for them both.
geto's heart pounds wildly against your cheek as he watches gojo take control, pushing you down onto his lap. he grips your hips tighter, guiding your movements to match gojo's rhythm perfectly. each thrust drives deeper, stretching you deliciously around his girthy length. âso fucking tight,â gojo groans, leaning forward to bite down on the curve of your shoulder. his hands roam over your back, tracing along your spine before sliding up to grasp at your hair. with deft fingers,
as gojo's teeth sink into your shoulder, a sharp cry escapes from your lips. geto's hands leave your breasts to slide down your sides, trailing fire across your skin. when he reaches your thighs, he grips them firmly, spreading them wider to give gojo better access. his thumbs press against your inner thighs, rubbing circles into your tender flesh as he watches gojo's cock disappear and reappear from within you. âfuck baby, you look so perfect taking him like that,â geto murmurs, his voice thick with lust.
geto's gaze fixates on where their bodies join, watching intently as gojo pistons in and out of you. a low growl rumbles in his throat as he observes the way your curves ripple with each powerful thrust. his hands glide back up to your breasts, kneading them roughly once again. geto leans in close, whispering dirty words into your ear about what they plan to do with you once they're done with this.
âahâ i-i'm close,â you whimper, eyes glisten with tears.
geto's eyes flash with excitement at your confession, his hands becoming even more demanding on your body. âcome for us then, baby,â he urges, his voice dripping with seduction. âlet us feel you fall apart,â gojo added. as if sensing your impending climax, gojo redoubles his efforts, slamming into you with renewed vigor. geto mirrors his actions, pinching and rolling your nipples between his fingers, coaxing out every last drop of pleasure from your trembling form.
geto can hardly contain himself as he watches you teeter on the edge of release. his fingers dig into your flesh, urging you closer to that blissful precipice. âdo it,â he pleads, his voice ragged with desire. âgive it all to us.â as if responding to his plea, gojo slams into you one final time, triggering your orgasm. your walls clench around him desperately, milking his throbbing member for everything it's worth.
geto watches, entranced, as your body convulses in pleasure beneath them. he can't help but be moved by the sight of you unraveling under their combined ministrations. âthat's it,â he encourages, feeling a surge of pride swell within him. âshow us how much you love being used like this.â as your climax begins to wane, geto leans in to claim another searing kiss, tasting the saltiness of your sweat on your lips.
gojo watches as you convulse beneath them, his hands still tight on your hips as he looks down at you. the sound of you unraveling is only adding to his own desire, and he lets out a low laugh of satisfaction. âgod damn, youâre incredible,â he mutters, his voice rough.
geto, meanwhile, pulls you into another searing kiss, claiming your lips again. his tongue delves into your mouth, tasting the saltiness of your sweat. as getoâs tongue dominates your mouth, gojo watches the two of you intently, his hands still on your hips, holding you in place. his eyes move back and forth between you and geto, watching closely to catalogue every reaction and expression.
âgod, you two look good togetherâ he mutters, his voice rough. his grip tightens on your hips as he watches the two of you make out. gojo is still breathing heavily, his chest rising and falling as he tries to catch his breath after pulling out of you. heâs watching as you fall apart on getoâs arm, your eyes closed as you try to catch your own breath.
âyou look so beautiful,â he mutters, his voice is still rough. his hand reaches out and brushes the hair off your face. meanwhile, geto is still sitting against the headboard, his arm still around you as you try to catch your breath. heâs watching you intently as you recover, and his hand gently rubs your back in soothing circles. âyou did so good, babyâ he mutters, his voice soft, âyouâre so beautiful.â
gojo gets up from getoâs lap, and gently pulls you to lay you down on the bed, making sure youâre comfortable. he moves so that heâs now lying next to you on the bed, his hand still resting lightly on your hip.
geto watches as you lie down on the bed and moves over so that heâs now lying next to you, too. he rests his hand on your stomach, his thumb rubbing gentle circles in your skin. as the three of you lay there together, thereâs a moment of comfortable silence, with the only sound being the evenness of your breaths. gojo and geto are both still touching you, their hands gently rubbing your skin wherever they can reach.
âhow are you feeling, baby?â gojo asks after a few moments, his voice soft and gentle.
you give him a weak smile, âperfect.â
âperfect,â gojo repeats, his voice satisfied as he echoes your word. heâs still resting next to you, his hand still gently making patterns on your skin. geto, whoâs lying on your other side, also hums his agreement. âyou look perfect,â he mutters, his fingers still rubbing your stomach. âyou did so well,â he draw another mutter on your skin to kiss your forehead.
thereâs another moment of comfortable silence, with the three of you just laying there together and enjoying the afterglow. gojoâs hand continues to gently rub your skin, and geto's hand is still moving in slow circles on your stomach. âcan i ask you something, princess?â gojo says suddenly, his voice still soft and gentle.
you open your eyes and turn your head to look at gojo, âwhat is it?â you ask him, voice soft and dripping with tiredness.
gojo looks down at you as you turn your head to look at him, his eyes lingering on your face. he can see the exhaustion in your eyes and in your voice, which seems to be dripping with tiredness.
âi just wanted to askâŠâ he pauses for a moment, his hand still rubbing slow circles on your skin. âyou enjoyed that, right?â he asks, his voice gentle and concerned. you look at him like he's the most stupid person in the world that makes you confused, âyeah?â you ask.
gojo notices the look on your face and laughs at your question. âokay, well, donât give me that look,â he says jokingly. geto, whoâs lying on your other side, also laughs, his hand still rubbing soothing circles on your stomach. âdon't insult him, heâs just checking in, princess,â he says, his voice amused.
gojo chuckles again before continuing. âi know you enjoyed it, i just want to make sureâ he says, his voice serious again. he pauses for another moment, still looking at you intently. âi just want to make sure youâre comfortable and happy,â he says, his voice earnest. gojo is still watching your face, waiting for your answer. âyouâd tell us if you didnât, right?â he asks, his voice a mixture of curiosity and concern.
âdo you want me to tell you if i didn't?â
âyes.â both gojo and geto answer at the same time. geto glances over at gojo before turning his attention back to you, his hand still rubbing your stomach. âwe want to know if you had a good time,â he says, his voice serious.
gojo nods in agreement. âyeah, if you didnât enjoy something, we want you to tell us,â he says. âyour comfort and happiness are important to us, princess,â he adds. you nod, taking their hand to plant a kiss on the back of their hand, âthen i will.â
gojo and geto both watch as you take their hands and plant a kiss on the backs. they both smile at the gesture, clearly touched by the small act of affection.
âgood,â gojo says, his voice satisfied. âthatâs all we want, you to be honest and comfortable,â he adds, his hand gently squeezing yours. geto hums in agreement, his hand rubbing the back of yours. âwe value your feelings more than anything, princess,â he mutters, his voice soft and sincere.
thereâs a moment of comfortable silence again, as the three of you just lay there together, your hands still intertwined. gojo and geto are both watching you closely, their eyes taking in your every expression.
âyou look tired,â gojo finally says, breaking the silence. heâs still holding your hand, his thumb tracing gentle patterns on your skin. you nod, âjust a little,â you softly speak before pushing your body away from the bed to sit up. âi'm going to get a drink first,â you tell them. you took gojo's white shirt that he used before and put it on you.
gojo watches as you push yourself up from the bed and put on his shirt. his eyes trail over your body, admiring the way the fabric of his shirt hangs on your figure. heâs about to speak when geto reaches out and grabs your arm, keeping you in place.
âyou donât have to get up, iâll get you a drink,â he says, his voice gentle and affectionate. âthank you,â you said politely as you smiled at him. âof course,â geto says, smiling back at you. he pats you gently on the head before getting up from the bed.
gojo watches as geto walks out of the bedroom, his eyes lingering on his naked back as he leaves the room. âdamn, heâs hot,â he mutters, his voice low enough that only you can hear it. you look at him with your eyebrows knit together softly before rolling your eyes, âgod, you're such a horn dog.â
gojo lets out a low laugh when he hears your comment. âhey, i canât help it if i appreciate a nice body,â he says, his voice still low. he looks over at you, a smirk on his face. âyou canât deny he looks good,â he adds, his eyes trailing over your figure in his shirt.
gojo chuckles and pulls you towards him again, your bodies pressing against each other. âi mean, yeah he's hot butâ ah fuck it, let's objectifying him,â you giggle as you wrap your arm around gojo's waist. when he hears you say youâd like to objectify him, his smirk widens. âyeah, letâs do it,â he says, his voice low.
he wraps his arm around your waist and pulls you even closer, his hand gently rubbing small circles on your lower back. âhis ass is pretty great,â he mutters, his eyes raking over your figure in his shirt.
you nodded, âhis dick too.â
gojo laughs out loud at your comment, clearly having not expected it. âgod damn, baby,â he mutters, his voice full of humor. âyeah, itâs very good,â he agrees, his eyes still roaming over your body in his shirt. âhowâd you fit it all in your mouth?â he teases, using his free hand to gently brush your hair behind your ear. âhave no idea,â you shake your head as you laugh.
gojo laughs again when he hears your reply, clearly enjoying the conversation. he moves his head so that itâs right next to your ear, and his voice is a low murmur when he speaks again. âyou look so good in my shirt,â he mutters, his breath hot against your skin. âthank you,â you smile at him as you look up. your fingers run across his arm.
gojo smiles back at you, his hand still rubbing small circles on your lower back. he takes a moment to admire your expression, his eyes drinking in how your face looks when youâre smiling up at him.
âi like it when you wear my clothes,â he admits, his voice low, âit reminds me that youâre mine.â gojo looks deep into your eyes for a moment, taking in your expression and the soft smile on your lips. he then presses his lips against your forehead in a gentle kiss, his lips lingering against your skin.
âyouâre adorable, you know that?â he mutters, still holding you close to him. just then, geto walks back into the room, holding a glass of water in his hand. When he sees you and gojo cuddled together on the bed, he raises an eyebrow. âdid i miss something?â he asks jokingly, a hint of curiosity in his voice.
âwe're objectifying you,â you said, giggling.
geto lets out a chuckle when he hears you say youâre objectifying him. âoh, is that so?â he asks, his voice amused. he takes a few steps closer to the bed, a small smile on his face. âanything interesting being said?â he asks, looking over at gojo whoâs still holding you against him.
geto walk over to the other side of the bed and hand you the water as he takes a seat beside you. gojo looks over at geto, a smirk on his face. âoh, just talking about how good you look,â he says casually, his hand still rubbing small circles on your lower back.
geto lets out a low laugh when he hears gojoâs comment, clearly somewhat amused by it. he watches as you take the glass of water from his hand, and takes a moment to admire your pretty face before pinching your cheek. âjust my looks?â he teases, his voice low and sultry. ânot my skills?â he asks, his hand coming to rest on your thigh.
gojo smirks again when he hears his comment, his hand still idly rubbing small circles on your lower back. âoh, your skills are definitely being appreciated too,â he says. he looks over at geto, his eyes trailing over his body. âa very important part of you,â he adds, his voice low.
they both stop talking and watch as you take sips from the water, both of them clearly enjoying the sight. gojo's hand is still rubbing your lower back, his eyes never leaving you as you drink. meanwhile, geto's hand is still resting on your thigh; his eyes are looking at the way your throat moves as you swallow.
âwhat?â you look at them as you hesitate to pull the glass away from your face. gojo and geto both look at you when you look at them, both of them still admiring your pretty face. âjust enjoying the view,â gojo says simply, his hand still rubbing circles on your back. âyou look very pretty while drinking,â geto adds, his hand still resting on your thigh.
after finishing, you hand the half-empty glass to gojo and cast a questioning glance at geto. âwhatâs so pretty about drinking?â you ask, slightly puzzled. gojo takes the water glass from you and sets it down on the bedside table. both gojo and geto are still looking at you, their expressions amused by your question.
âjust the way your neck moves when you swallow,â geto says simply.
gojo nods in agreement. âyeah, itâs pretty hot,â he adds, his eyes trailing over the smooth line of your throat. you just rolled your eyes at your two boyfriends horniness before placing a pillow behind you and pulling a blanket over your body as you lay down.
gojo and geto both chuckled at your eye roll, clearly amused by your reaction to their horniness. gojo watches as you place a pillow behind you and pull a blanket over your body, his eyes trailing over your form as you get comfortable. geto leans over and pats your head gently, a smile on his face. âcomfy?â he asks, his voice soft.
you nod and smile at him before turning to gojo, who is still eyeing you with a hungry gaze. âgo to sleep, dickhead. itâs almost three in the morning,â you say, giving him a nasty look.
gojo laughs at your comment, amused by your words. âbut iâm not tired,â he says, his eyes still roaming over your body.
âyeah, iâm not tired either,â geto agrees, his hand still patting your head gently. âbut, i am,â you mumble, pulling the blanket until it reaches your chin.
as soon as you mumble that youâre tired, both gojo and getoâs expressions soften. they both look at you for a moment, taking in your sleepy face and the way the blanket is pulled up to your chin. âokay princess,â gojo says, his voice gentle. âweâll go to sleep,â he assures you, his hand still rubbing gentle circles on your lower back.
they both eventually join you, lying on their sides as you shift to face them as well. gojo pulls you closer, so your back is against his chest, while the two of you face geto. as soon as all three of you are lying down on the bed, gojo pulls you closer to him, your back pressed against his chest. he wraps his arm around your waist, his hand resting on your stomach.
geto watches as you and gojo get comfortable, a small smile on his face. he shifts so that heâs a little closer to you, his eyes roaming over your pretty face. despite all three of you being tired, you donât close your eyes right away. instead, gojo and geto both continue to talk softly, their voices quiet and drowsy.
gojoâs hand is still resting on your stomach, his thumb rubbing gentle circles on your skin. meanwhile, getoâs eyes are still fixed on your face, a small smile on his lips as he watches you listen.
gojo and geto continue talking quietly, their voices low and drowsy as they converse. meanwhile, you pull your phone out from under the pillow and start using it. gojo glances down and sees that youâre using your phone, a hint of curiosity in his eyes. âwhat are you doing, princess?â he asks, his voice soft.
âjust scrolling,â you mumble, the light from your phone illuminating your face. they donât say anything and continue their quiet conversation. both gojo and geto glance down at your phone, noticing how the light from it illuminates your face, making you look even prettier under the dim lighting of the room. âwhat are you scrolling through?â gojo asks, his voice sounding just a hint too interested.
âjust some tiktok videos, baby,â you reply softly. they nod and allow you to continue, not really focusing on your phone as they keep chatting. gojo and geto both nod as you tell them that youâre just scrolling through some tiktok videos, their focus more on their conversation rather than what youâre doing on your phone.
âthatâs cool,â gojo says, his voice absent-minded as his hand keeps rubbing small circles on your stomach.
after a few minutes, gojo notices that the sound from your phone keeps repeating as if a certain video is on a loop. he glances down at you and sees that your eyes are closed, your breathing slower and more steady.
when he realizes youâve fallen asleep with your phone still on, a small smile forms on his face. he reaches out and gently takes your phone out of your grasp, setting it down on the bedside table. geto also notices that youâve fallen asleep and looks down at you with a soft smile on his face.
he reaches out and brushes a strand of hair away from your face, his touch gentle so as not to wake you up. âsheâs asleep,â he murmurs to gojo, his voice barely above a whisper.
gojo nods in agreement, his eyes still fixed on your face. âyeah, sheâs out cold,â he says, his voice just as quiet as getoâs. he leans down and presses a soft kiss to the top of your head, his hand gently stroking your stomach.
âwe should go to sleep, too,â gojo whispers.
geto nods in agreement, his eyes still fixed on you sleeping. âyeah, we should,â he says, his voice soft. he shifts closer to you so that heâs a little nearer, his body warm and comfortable against yours.
geto gently presses a kiss to your forehead, murmuring, âsleep well, my love,â his voice tender and soft as he brushes his lips against your skin. he then turns to gojo, leaning in to give him a warm kiss as well. with a loving smile, he says, âgood night, baby,â his tone is full of affection and care.
gojo smiles when he hears getoâs soft words, enjoying the gentle tone of his voice. âgood night,â he murmurs, his voice low.
he reaches over and turns off the bedside lamp, plunging the room into darkness. then he wraps his arm around your waist, pulling you closer to him, your back pressed against his chest.
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Banished
jason todd x fem!reader
aka jason misses his girlfriend
warnings: extremely mild angst, heâs just mopey (heâs fine)
Jason sits slumped over the kitchen island, head lying in his crossed arms. His now soggy cereal disregarded after barely a few bites.
Dickâs been rummaging through the cabinets for the better part of twenty minutes and Tim sits atop of the nook table shoving donuts in his mouth for the better part of thirty.
Damian trudges past them to the nook bench, taking out a knife and beginning to whittle away at a block of wood.
He glances at Jason with a scowl. âIf youâre going to be so miserable, canât you do it in your own home?â
Jason just grunts.
He wishes. You and Bruce had conspired to trap him at the mansion for the week so he could heal from injuries sustained during the last mission without risk of him suiting up and sneaking away from you in the middle of the night.
Itâs not even the fact that heâs basically being babysat thatâs got him so disgruntled. He wouldnât mind it at all if you were here too. But you were dead set that the manor was too far out of your way for work, so youâd stay behind. A lose-lose for Jason.
âHeâs just mad his girlfriend kicked him out,â Dick teases, swiping through the fridge.
Tim snorts from the doorway, âMe too. Heâs a lot more depressing on his own.â
Jason kept his head down as he blindly reached for the spoon in his cereal and chucked it at Timâs head.
Tim catches it without thought, continuing, âA lot more irritable, at least. Why isnât she here?â
âSheâs gotta work,â Dick says, scanning through the pantry.
Damian peeps his head up from his project. âBut Todd has a rather large supply of less than legally obtained money, does he not?â
âYeah, but she said she wants to pay her own rent, I think,â Dicks hums, finally giving up on his quest for a snack.
Damian pauses.
âSo she wants to live in a tiny apartment?â He asks, a mixture of confused and horrified.
âWatch your mouth,â Jason mumbles.
âIt was a genuine question!â Damian protests, face screwed up.
Jason finally lifts his head up, turning to his little brother with a raised brows. âAnd Iâm genuinely going to break your nose.â
Itâs an empty threat, maybe. But it was enough to shut Damian up anyways. Jason turns back to his cereal and swishes the bowl around.
Dick rests his arms on the counter across from Jason and speaks lowly. âYou know, it is just a few days. Sheâs coming back.â
âYeah, whatever.â
Jason was never one for showing his feelingsâlet alone talking about them.
He misses you, plain and simple. Dick could see that much clearly, though the longing looked unfamiliar on Jason.
Bruce lingers in the hallway, just past the island, listening.
Heâll admit (to himself) that heâs worried about Jason. Itâs been three days and Jason has yet to show a crack in this demeanor. And while itâs not uncommon for him to stow himself away, there is something quite wrong with the way he hasnât countered his brotherâs jabs at him or teased them.
And while he could do without the blatant threats, heâs proud to hear his son defending his girlfriend, even over trivial things. Itâs one of the few moments where he feels like he did right by him as a father.
And now hereâs his son, caring about someone else more than he cares about himself. Someone whoâs a good person, no less. It had been your idea to trick Jason into staying at the manor, you were scared that he would push his body past its limit when you couldnât do anything to help.
Bruce knew you didnât feel great about basically banishing him for the week but he could see that you just wanted what was best for Jason. He could see it so clearly. Maybe Bruce could never have been a perfect father, could never have given his son everything he needed despite having more money than he could ever use. Maybe he couldnât help him, even now.
But you could.
Bruce peers around the corner, leaning up against the doorframe.
He watches Damian give up on carving at his block and start into the leg of the table.
He watches the bickering that broke out after Tim grab the last glazed donut, which was apparently the only thing Dick could possibly fathom eating.
And he watches Jason.
As Jasonâs phone lights up on the counter next to him. He glances down at it with a frown before his face absolutely lights up.
He scrambles to pick the phone up and starts typing away. A quiet action that catches the attention of all of his brothers.
He types and types, waits for ten seconds for a response and types and types againâsmile on his face.
The Waynes didnât need to be the greatest detectives in the world to know who he was texting.
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grumpy hotch x pregnant reader where he is just having an off day and the team calls reader in to deal with him and as soon she arrives in his office he just holds her and her belly as she scratches his scalp omg đ„čđđ«¶đ»
Youâre lounging in your husband's favourite chair with a book and an ice cold soda in your hand when your phone rings. You almost knock your tooth out pulling it up to your face without looking, wanting it to be Aaron, knowing it probably wonât be. Maternity leave can be excruciatingly boring.Â
âHello?â you ask. Your book slides down your bump. You pull it back up.Â
âHi, mom.â Â
You grin to yourself. âHi, Emily. Please tell me youâre calling because you miss me and you know I have cabin fever.âÂ
âIâm calling because someone misses you.â Her ire tone is unmissable and ever endearing. âI do miss you, I canât wait for you to have your stinking baby and come back to work.âÂ
âThat would be fun, right? Weâll get Hotch on paternity leave.âÂ
âItâs him Iâm calling about.âÂ
âIs he okay?â you ask. You know if he were injured she wouldâve mentioned that first. Youâre not so scared of his being grumpy.Â
âMoody as ever. I canât believe Iâm asking you to, but would you consider coming in for lunch? Iâll send a car, no walking, but he could really use it. Heâs been biting off heads all morning.â Emily laughs down the line. âYouâre the only one who can cheer him up.âÂ
Itâs not true, but you are usually the quickest. You bid Emily goodbye with a promise to be there soon and get dressed, with no choice but to wear some maternity pants and a peplum blouse. Any excuse to see your haggard husband is one youâll take.Â
You look at your bump and you love the baby in there, but it feels weird sometimes to see yourself differently. If Aaron werenât as nice about it as he is, you wouldâve broken down by now; heâs sussed many breakdowns before they could begin, kissed fingertips and collars promising youâre just as pretty as always. And itâs reassuring, but it isnât pretty that worries you. Youâre a genuine walking beach ball right now.Â
The car Emily promises is none other than Anderson himself. âHeâs bullying you?â you ask him.Â
He doesnât say yes or no, but his smile is enough of a clue. You canât get to the BAU quick enough (though youâre slower these days), pushing open the glass door with a tired sign.Â
Spencer comes across you first by coincidence. âHey!â he says, ushering you in for a hug, his cup of coffee hot behind your shoulder. âWhat are you doing here? Youâre supposed to be resting.âÂ
âHeâs in a mood,â you say. Not without fondness.Â
Spencer grimaces. âSort of.âÂ
Emily attacks you from the side. âThank god youâre here! I think he just told Morgan to go fuck himself,â she says under her breath.Â
Sheâs just saying it to make you laugh, and it works. Itâs vaguely out of character, but if you know Emily, you know she has a crass, often dirty-minded side, and itâs been a while since youâve heard her swear. Youâre still giggling when the door youâd been making your way to opens.Â
Aaron emerges with an expression half bemusement and half confusion. âHoney?âÂ
âMy love,â you say, too quiet for him to properly hear, but he can read lips just fine.Â
He rushes in a very gentlemanly display down the steps to help you up them, but youâd only been going up them to see him, and you stop at the foot of them with your hand raised to his elbow. âHey, handsome.âÂ
âWhatâs wrong?â he asks.Â
âNothing. Just missed you, wanted to have dinner, and I figured you couldnât say no. You know.â You touch your tummy. âConsidering.âÂ
He peers suspiciously past your head. âYeah?âÂ
You look where heâs looking, find Emily and Spencer not so subtly turned away. You laugh again, pleased when the sound makes him smile. âCome on. Take me to your office.âÂ
He puts a hand behind your shoulders and leads you upstairs to his office. There are papers strewn haphazard across the front of the desk, his briefcase open and muddled, his pen lost within the mess. Youâre smug knowing heâd been knee deep in paperwork but abandoned it all when he heard you laughing, like he just couldnât miss it.Â
âLet me sit you down,â he says.Â
âWoah, slow your roll. Why are you stressed?âÂ
He blinks at you. âThereâs a lot to do?âÂ
âSure, but why are you stressed about me? I can sit down by myself.âÂ
He must look at you for five whole seconds without saying a word, and the doorâs not closed, thereâs no answer to your question, and then he takes you into his arms for a hug. âI know you can,â he says.Â
Itâs admittedly hard to hug him with the bump between you. You worry youâre hurting him as your cheeks press together, crushing his shoulders under your hands.Â
He usually asks first, but he knows by now that youâre two halves of the same heart, two sides of the same coin, his hand slipping between you both to nudge aside your shirt and feel your stomach.Â
You close your eyes.Â
âRough day?â you ask.Â
âA lot to doĂąâŹÂŠâ His face moves down into your neck.Â
You know what he wants, moving your hand to the back of his head to thread your fingers into his hair. âI can fix it,â you say sympathetically, beginning a gentle scratch of your nails against his scalp.Â
âHowâs that?âÂ
âIf I go into labour right now, you get a reprieve.âÂ
âHoney, in the most loving sense possible, you going into labour now would not be ideal.âÂ
âItâs gonna happen one day, babe. And youâre gonna be just as busy then. You need to take less on orĂąâŹââ
âNo, I know.âÂ
His hand slides still under your shirt to your hip, encouraging you away from him, his eyes flitting up and down your figure, checking you over. You let your hand fall to his shoulder, fingertips interested in the starchy fabric of a new suit.Â
âThank you,â he says quietly, dipping down to give you a kiss. His eyes are dark, so close. âThat helped. What can I get you for dinner?âÂ
You give a fond, pitying smile. Youâre not gonna get him out of this office today, thatâs for sure. âHalf your sandwich, probably.âÂ
He kisses you again. You take it for a thank you.Â
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the re-do | m.s. |
matt sturniolo x fem!reader
summary: y/n participates in the triplets' "dirty q&a" video, where she accidentally infers that her experience losing her virginity to matt back in high school had been mediocre. instead of taking offence, matt makes it his mission to show her just how much he has improved since then.
warnings: SMUT; established friendship; m/f oral; unprotected p in v; dirty talk; 18+
notes: hi guys! this is my first ever one shot so pls be gentle with me (i'm genuinely so terrified to post this). it has absolutely NOT been proof read forgive me, but i hope you all enjoy <333
âGuys why am I actually nervous to film this?â Nick proclaimed from his place in the backseat of the car beside me. âNo I am genuinely so scared right now.â Replied Chris from the seat in front of me as he began passing out our respective orders from McDonalds.
âWe canât act nervous or else the fans are gonna go even crazier than they already will.â Added Nick as Matt adjusted the camera on the dash. âYouâre sure youâre gonna be able to handle the inevitable shit talking thatâs gonna come from all this?â Matt asked as he turned to face me in the back. I took a deep breath but nodded. âThe more they see me the more desensitized theyâll be. Theyâll have to eventually get over it.â
As one of the tripletâs closest girl friends, I had been on the receiving end of a fair amount of hate from their fangirls on the internet. Because I had known them since elementary school, I had been a part of many of their earlier videos when their fans had still been pretty chill about our friendship. But over the past year, a new wave of younger fans had found the videos and had made it their life mission to publicly bash me any chance that they could. It became too much when, a few months ago, one of them decided to spread a rumour that Chris and I had slept together based on nothing other than strategically edited clips of us smiling at each other. It was then that the guys and I had made the decision to keep me as out of the public eye as possible.
However, the guys had sat me down last week to explain how fed up they were with how restricted they felt they had been in their content. They wanted to make an attempt at reclaiming a fandom built primarily of viewers closer to our age, and they thought that the best way to try that was to ignore the petty complaints and make content that they wanted to make. So, since I had been staying with them in Los Angeles for the month, I had agreed to not only be in one of their regular videos, but I had agreed to be in their âdirty q&aâ video. I couldnât lie, I was a bit nervous, but mostly I was excited that my friends were finally confident enough to make videos with more extreme topics.
âAlright guys, yaâll ready?â Chris asked, intaking a sharp breath while his hand hovered over the record button on the camera. We all responded with a falsely enthusiastic âready!â, and the camera was turned on.
âAlright, first question,â Nick began after his long-winded introduction filled with disclaimers and explanations for their change in content. âHow many people have you slept with?â Already with the first question, it was obvious that the guys were tentative about answering. âBro I donât know, next question.â Chris responded, rubbing his eyes with the heel of his hands. âWhat do you mean by âI donât knowâ Chris?â Asked Matt tauntingly. âI mean I havenât fucking kept track of everyone Iâve slept with.â He responded bluntly, before realizing how bad that had sounded. We all, however, erupted into laughter immediately. âOkay okay itâs not that bad guys I swear, I just have a bad memory is all.â He attempted to remedy his previous answer, but all three of us continued to laugh.
âMatt, how about you?â Asked Nick, to which Matt simply held up five fingers to the camera. âSame with me.â Nick agreed before turning to me. âY/n? Spill it.â I rolled my eyes before answering truthfully. âSeven.â I shrugged, and I caught Mattâs smiley eyes through the rear view mirror.
âAlright next question isâŠâ Chris was scrolling through the responses to their Instagram threads. âHow old were you when you lost your virginity?â
âSixteenâ We all responded in unison, and immediately buckled over in laughter. âNot all at once though yaâll.â Nick explained through his laughter, while mine and Mattâs eyes flew open and Chrisâ laugh turned into hysterics. âWellâŠâ Chris began before he was cut short by the three of us telling him to shut up. âIâm definitely gonna have to cut that one out. Sorry you two fools, I kind of set him up there.â Nick rolled his eyes as he looked between Matt and I.
Ironically enough, the fans had been half right in their rumour about Chris and I sleeping together. I had slept with one of the triplets before, but it wasnât Chris.
When we were sixteen, Matt and I had decided that we wanted to lose our virginities to each other. It had been a no-strings-attached decision, and our friendship thankfully never wavered after it was done. Both Nick and Chris had already lost theirs that same year, and we had both just kind of wanted to get it over with. Obviously, this piece of information was known only by Matt and I, and of course Chris and Nick since they had barged into the room while we were in bed together. Even though the vindictive side of me would love to have the fans know this piece of information and shatter their dreams, I knew that the fallout would be an absolute nightmare.
âOkay letâs seeâŠâ I had been handed Nickâs phone to choose a question to answer and was scrolling through my options. âHereâs a simple one. Favourite position? Mineâs speed bump for sure.â I placed the phone down, satisfied with my confident answer, only to be met with multiple pairs of confused eyes. âI beg your pardon? The fuck is speed bump?â Asked Nick as he took his phone back. âThe one where youâre kinda just lying flat on your stomach with the guy behind you. Trust me itâs chefâs kiss.â I responded simply. Chrisâ facial expression turned from confusion to one of understanding. âOhhh yeah thatâs a good one.â He replied as he dapped me up. âGreat, gonna have to edit that out too unless you want the rumours to get really bad again.â Nick said as he rolled his eyes. âShit, sorry Nick.â Chris said, giggling slightly.
âLetâs just move on.â Matt said as he began scrolling on his own phone. âBest and worst sexual experiences.â He read off of his screen. There was a moment of silence while we all thought of our answers. âI had a girl throw up on my dick once. The problem is I donât know if that makes it the worst or the best though.â Said Chris, earning a loud groan from each of us. âYouâre sick.â Replied Matt, giving his brother a disgusted look.
âI mean I guess the worst sex would probably be my first time right? Like that makes sense right?â Asked Nick in an attempt to steer the conversation away from Chrisâ confession, to which I nodded in agreed response without thinking. I caught Mattâs eyes in the rearview mirror again, this time seeing them filled with a pleading expression. Realizing what I had done, I silently prayed to the universe that my action would go unnoticed by the others. Unfortunately and unsurprisingly, my head nod didnât make it past Chris, which was made incredibly clear when he mumbled to Nick behind his hand that was hiding his smiling mouth from the camera.
âDid you see that?â He asked, and Nick looked confused so he continued, âY/n agreed with you about her first time.â He managed to get out before erupting into laughter at the expense of his brother. Matt threw his hands up in the air once Nick joined Chris in his giggling, and I winced from my place in the backseat; also mouthing an apology to Mattâs reflection in the mirror.
âBro come on it was my first time! I guarantee you were trash your first time too.â Matt said in an attempt to repair his ego as he threw his empty cup at Chris. âMaybe so, but I donât have the girl who I lost it to here in the car to confirm it.â Chris snarked back, playfully nudging Mattâs shoulder. âWe all gotta start somewhere dude.â He added when Matt didnât respond. As Nick continued choking on his own laughter, Matt crossed his arms and stared out the window, very clearly wishing he was anywhere but there in that moment.
âOkay okay,â Nick began catching his breath. âWe need to cool it because 90% of that what we just filmed is completely unusable. Letâs please just try to make it through this video without exposing Matt and Y/nâs bumpy sexual history again.â He pleaded as he began scrolling through his phone to find new questions.
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âGod, that was rough.â Said Chris as we all climbed out of the parked car. We had finally finished the video. It took us an hour to film, and would still be edited down to just twenty minutes of content where we werenât exposing big secrets or directly fuelling past rumours.
âAt least itâs done. It might be a while before I ever want to do that again.â Nick responded as he opened the garage door leading into their house. âAgreed.â Added Matt from behind me as we climbed the stairs to the main level. We all walked over to the fridge to grab drinks, as if the beverages would clean our dirty mouths.
âAlright,â Chris began after a hefty chug from his Pepsi, âIâm going to my room. Matt, Nick, get on Fortnite with me.â He began descending the stairs. âIâll get on once I shower Chris. I have a desperate need to scrub this FILTH off of my body.â Replied Nick, and he began walking towards the stairs leading to his bedroom. âY/n, come upstairs whenever you want to go to sleep and Iâll get off the game.â He called over his shoulder as he disappeared at the top of the stairs.
Matt and I were left alone in the kitchen, him sitting at the table and me sitting on top of the counter in between the stove and the fridge. Swinging my legs carelessly, I decided to break the silence first. âIâm really sorry about all of that in the car Matt. I didnât mean it.â He looked up at me and chuckled. âYes you did, and itâs not a big deal. I know I wasnât great back then.â He responded before taking a drink from his can. I smiled softly at his response but decided to leave it be. There was no use in trying to deny it. The sex was just boring, short, and awkward; the way that most first times are. At least he didnât take any offence to it.
âYou know,â He began after a few moments of silence, his eyes shooting to mine as he stood up from his place at the kitchen table. âIâve gotten much better.â A playful smirk travelled to his lips as he began walking towards my frozen figure on the counter. He stopped just a few short centimetres away from me, so close that I could reach out and touch any part of him that I wanted. I couldnât tell if he was fucking with me, until I felt his early signs of arousal press lightly against my knee.
My throat was dry, and I felt like a deer in headlights. Even though Matt and I had slept together when we were younger, the dynamic was much different than now. The proposition came about awkwardly, and we were a fumbling mess with very little understanding of how it felt to be aroused. But in this moment, I was very very aroused just from this conversation.
In my silence, he placed a firm hand on my hip, rubbing his thumb across it gently. âI can do just about anything. Just let me know how you want it and I can give it to you.â My stomach did a somersault at his words, and I felt my panties dampen. He used his free hand to push my legs apart so that he could stand in between them, and my limp hands subconsciously moved up to grab onto his shoulders. At the first sign of my willingness, Matt quickly leaned forward and peppered soft, teasingly slow kisses along my neck. His lips travelled up to my ear, where he bit the lobe playfully before whispering, âWell, tell me. How do you want me Y/n?â
His words caused me to clench on nothing and I nearly moaned from the anticipation. With him still waiting on my response I whispered back, âYou can do anything you want to me, Matty.â
Without missing a beat, he attacked my lips with his own and I melted from the immediate relief. I moved my hands from his shoulders up to the base of his head, and as his tongue danced along with mine I pulled gently at his messy hair; my own mouth filling with a moan falling from his lips. His right hand traveled up my grey hoodie to find that I had nothing on underneath, and he lightly brushed the bottom of my left tit with his thumb. Suddenly his hands moved from under my shirt and gripped my ass as he effortlessly lifted me off the counter and into his arms. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he stumbled towards his bedroom.
Once inside the undisturbed room, he placed me down on his desk, my ass hitting the mouse and causing the computer to turn on; casting a light on the otherwise dark room. He wasted no time in removing my hoodie, leaning me back slightly so he could easily twirl his tongue along each nipple. I hummed in pleasure from the warm, wet sensation of his mouth connecting to my skin, and brought my hand down in between our bodies to softly run my hand up and down his clothed hardness. After a few moments, he pushed my hand away and dropped to his knees in between my legs.
Pulling my grey sweats off my body and pushing my thong to the side in one quick motion, Matt took a moment to relish in my swollen, dripping hole. âI donât remember you being this wet for me last time.â He smirked as he looked up at me with blown out pupils. âLetâs see if you taste the same.â My eyes rolled to the back of my head at his filthy words, and a moan slipped from between my lips as his mouth made sloppy contact with my sensitive bud. I subconsciously grabbed onto the back of his head, suffocating him with my heat as he continued to suck and kiss my clit. As his tongue worked on my nerves, he released a guttural moan that vibrated against my heat, causing my back to arch at the intense feeling.
When we had done this all of those years before, Mattâs movements were lacking in confidence. He had fumbled around my clit blindly, and had ate me out cautiously as if he was afraid of hurting me. Now, this Matt had clearly gained experience, as my stomach was already beginning to fill with the familiar pressure from the build up of an orgasm once I watched him find all of my most sensitive spots; his eyes blissfully closed.
Suddenly, he pulled his mouth away from my heat and I groaned at the loss of contact. He straightened his body back up to my level and brought his face so close to mine that our noses were touching. âKiss me. I want you to know how good you taste.â He whispered through his glistening bright red lips. More on fire than I had ever been in my life, I immediately attached my open mouth to his, moaning at the distinct taste of my sweet arousal on his tongue. As we deepened the kiss, his fingers found my heat and he ran two of them up and down my folds to collect my wetness before slamming them into my cunt; finding my spongey g-spot on the first pump with his curled fingers.
My head rolled back, lost in the euphoric feeling of his fingers filling me up, and he watched my facial expressions intently as the wet sounds of my upcoming orgasm filled the space between us. âHoly fuck, Matt.â I slurred, my voice coming out choppy as his fingers continued to relentlessly pound into me; never losing contact with that one spot that drove me crazy. âI-Iâm gonna-â I squeezed my eyes shut, feeling the very beginning of my orgasm roll over my body.
Suddenly, all of his movements stopped and my eyes shot open out of frustration. In the time since my eyes had screwed shut, his own had darkened in arousal. My body trembled from the sudden halt in its pleasure, and he smirked at me. âYou want to cum, sweetheart?â He asked, his kind words a harsh paradox to his sinister expression. Still, I nodded eagerly to which he pulled his fingers out of me completely before leaning up and placing his wet mouth right against my ear.
âYouâre gonna fucking wait for me.â
I attempted to squeeze my legs together to take some pressure off of my throbbing, unsatisfied core as his vulgar words scrambled my brain, before he pulled me off the desk and pushed my head down so that I was now the one on my knees. Confused, I looked up to find him gazing down at me. He gestured towards his clothed member. âGo ahead.â I grinned slyly.
My turn.
I had made an attempt at giving him head the first time we had sex. Just like him, I had struggled with confidence due to the sole fact that I had no clue what I was doing. Since then, I had had plenty of practice, and I was excited to now be the one to show him my improvements.
I grabbed onto the waist band of his pyjama pants and pulled them down to his knees. With only his tight red boxer shorts covering it now, the outline of his thick cock and the small wet spot at its tip from his pre-cum made my mouth water. I brought my mouth up to the skin on his lower stomach, right above the Calvin Klein logo on his boxers, and began peppering excruciatingly slow kisses along the light sprinkling of hair there. I glanced up at him through my eyelashes to find him peering down at me with curious lust, his mouth open slightly and his chest rising and falling with heavy breaths.
After a short while, I grabbed his boxers and pulled them down to meet his pants at his knees. His hardened cock smacked his stomach on its release from the tight material, where it left a wet patch from his pre-cum. Grabbing it with my left hand, I collected a pool of saliva in my mouth and stared up at him as I let it all drip down his swollen member. After pumping my hand for a few strokes, I placed only the tip in my mouth as I watched his eyes dilate. I swirled my tongue teasingly along the swollen tip, tasting the the saltiness of his fluid. Eventually, I began pumping my hand up and down his shaft in rhythm with my head bobbing along the top half of his cock. He shifted on his feet at the new sensation and let his head fall back. I kept my pace agonizingly lazy, knowing that it would drive him crazy.
With my tongue, I licked a strip from the base of his ball sack, up his shaft, and to his tip, earning a hushed whimper from his lethargic mouth before he grabbed my hair and shifted his hips. Looking down at me and holding my head firmly in place, he began thrusting his hips as he kept me still. He started slow, but when he realized that I could take more his pace began to pick up and his cock began to hit deep in my throat. I looked up at him through my tear-filled eyes, and saliva began to drip down my chin. âFuck you look so good with my cock in your mouth.â He grunted out through each thrust. I lifted my hand to cup his balls, giving them gentle squeezes that seemed to send him towards his climax.
As a moan fell from his lips, he pulled my head back so that his dripping cock sprung free before he got the chance to fill my mouth with his cum. He stood there for a moment with his eyes closed taking deep breaths as if he was fighting the urge to finish right then, before he opened his eyes and gazed down at me. âGet on the bed.â
I pulled myself up off the ground and, on shaky legs, walked over to his bed with him following close behind. Once I reached the edge of the bed he stopped me, turning me around to face him and pushing me down so I would sit. âPut your feet on the bed and pull your knees up to your chest.â He commanded, and I did as I was told, albeit I was a bit confused. âGood girl.â He praised me as he pulled me right up to the edge of the bed before pushing my legs further apart.
Placing one of his knees on the bed beside me, he lined his cock up with my entrance; rubbing it tantalizingly along my wetness. Placing one arm around my waist to brace my body, he slowly pushed his cock inside of me right there on the edge of the bed. His trusts were slow but harsh, and the position he had placed us in made it so that my cervix was barrelled into each time his hips met mine. He placed his sweat-coated forehead against my collar bone and released small breathless grunts with each deep thrust. âSo fucking good Matt. Oh god.â I whined as his pace began to increase in speed. He planted his teeth into my shoulder as we fell back onto the bed; his body now completely on top of mine as he continued to drive into me.
He lifted his head and looked fixedly at my fucked out face, his eyes glossed over in erotic pleasure. With this visual, I was brought back to the first time we had fucked, in a position so similar to this one. His rhythm was slower and much more tentative, and we were both certainly much less pleasing to the other, but still I suddenly got hit with a wave of recognition in how much we had both grown since then.
I was pulled out of my trance by Mattâs commanding voice. âMove back real quick and get on your stomach.â I did as I was told, feeling the emptiness that came from his dick sliding out of my soaking wet pussy. Assuming he wanted me in doggy, I got on my knees and arched my back; my head and shoulders pressed firmly against the soft mattress. I felt the bed move as he climbed on all the way, and in a moment of animalistic desperation I pushed my needy cunt subconsciously back to meet heat of his cock.
âNo.â He stated simply, his veiny hands massaging my ass. Confused, I looked over my shoulder as I waited for him to explain. He had an ominous smile as he moved his gaze from my fully exposed cunt to my face. âI wanna see if your favourite position is really worth the hype.â He used his hands on my ass to push it down flat to the bed before adjusting himself so that he could line up correctly. Still looking over my shoulder with glazed eyes, I watched his expression as his cock sunk into my core once again. His jaw was clenched tightly and his eyelashes fluttered slightly from the new sensation that the position gave him as he bottomed out. âOh fuck.â His eyes were fully shut now as he stayed still for a moment. Small beads of sweat traveled down his stomach as I took in the beauty of the man who was making me feel so so good.
Getting turned on even more just from Mattâs visual pleasure, my walls clenched subconsciously and I whined, âPlease keep going Matty.â His eyes snapped open and landed on mine, before he leaned forward â one hand beside my head and the other planted firmly to the small of my back â and began pounding into me relentlessly.
The depth of this position allowed me to feel every inch of his cock, and it became impossible to keep the moans and strings of profanity from escaping my lips. This seemed to be the case for Matt too, as over the sounds of my own moans and the wet sounds of our bodies connecting, I could hear the gruff throaty moans of his own pleasure. âFuck. Youâre so fucking tight Y/n.â Even though I was aware that we were both making far too much noise that Chris and Nick would definitely hear, I couldnât get myself to bring it to Mattâs attention, as the animalistic vocalization of his indulgence was bringing me closer and closer to my climax.
âI-I need to cum Matty.â I managed to vocalize as my nerves began to unravel. âHold it. Want you to cum with me.â He responded, leaning even further forward so that his body was practically lying on top of mine. He took a free hand and wrapped it around my throat, lightly squeezing the sides as my pleasure became dangerously close to bubbling over.
âP-Please cum for me. I canât hold it anymore.â I begged, digging my nails into his silk bedsheets and feeling my walls quiver each time he drove his cock into my cervix. His breathing became hitched in my ear and his movements became sloppier. Biting my ear, he asked, âWhere do you want me to cum, Y/n?â
Without wasting time, I moaned my response. âCum in me please. Want you to fill me with it.â At that, Matt slammed his twitching cock into me a few more times before finally telling me what I so desperately needed him to.
âOkay sweetheart. Go ahead and make a mess for me.â Even before his words fully left his dirty mouth, I gave into the overbearing pressure in my stomach and felt my intense orgasm over-take me. Practically screaming his name, my pussy convulsed uncontrollably. I felt the immediate relief and heard the gush as I squirted along his cock and down his legs. âJesus.â He moaned out as his body suddenly stilled. As my legs shook, I could feel his cock twitching inside of me; painting my walls with his cum.
After we both came down from our highs, catching our breath and reconnecting with our minds, Matt slowly pulled his dick â freshly bathed in my own juices â out of my swollen core. With a satisfied sigh, he threw his body onto the bed beside mine. Both of us laid there for a moment, facing one another with glazed over expressions, before a shameless smile crept onto Mattâs face.
âWell you definitely didnât squirt the last time we slept together.â He chuckled proudly, and I knew his ego had been inflated. I rolled my eyes. âWell, you didnât whimper the last time we fucked either.â It was my turn to smile as he covered his face bashfully. We laid there in silence for a moment, both of us lethargic and fucked out.
âIf that was anything like when yaâll lost your virginities then I am extremely impressed.â
Matt and I both shot our heads up and looked around the room for the origin of that familiar voice. We were alone, but my eyes focused on the lit-up computer. On the screen, Mattâs Discord was open to the group with Nick and Chris. I turned to look at Matt, who had also clearly made the same discovery that I had, and whispered, âDid you for real leave the channel unmuted?â He tucked his lips together and shrugged apprehensively, before climbing off the bed and over to the computer.
âChris, how much of that did you hear?â He asked into his headset. I heard a laugh through the mic. âOh Matt, I heard it all. Good work. Iâm a proud brother.â I covered my face in embarrassment as Matt rolled his eyes. âFuck off. Youâre a perv.â He mumbled to his brother, but I caught the small smile that tried to creep to his lips.
âIâm gonna need a fucking lobotomy to get over the trauma that I was just put through.â I heard Nickâs voice now through the mic and I couldnât help but laugh. âBro you could have just left the server, you act like I forced you to listen to the entire thing.â Matt argued with his older brother. âYou think I stayed and listened to the ENTIRE thing? What are you crazy?â I was full out laughing now, despite the embarrassment. âI left as soon as I figured out what was happening, but I still heard waaaay too much.â Matt laughed now and muted his mic â perhaps a bit too late â then walked back to where I was on the bed, propped up on my forearms.
âWhoops.â He simply said as he pulled his boxers back up. I shook my head and smiled shyly. âWe are literally never going to be able to live that down.â I replied as he draped his body along the bed beside me again. Rubbing his eyes awkwardly, he shrugged softly. âWell, at least theyâre gonna have to stop teasing me about my skills.â I smacked his arm playfully and he responded by grabbing me swiftly and pulling me to his side.
âYou were impressed, werenât you?â He asked teasingly, as he held me close. I closed my eyes and sighed, âI was, Matt. Really, really, impressed.â He giggled into my neck at my truthful response and I swatted him once again.
âIâm glad we got our re-do. Iâd been wanting that for a while.â He said after a moment. I looked at him with a smile and ruffled his hair. âMe too, honestly. I always knew you had some potential in you.â I teased.
âWell, if you donât want to have to face Nick right now, youâre welcome to sleep in here tonight.â He offered and I sighed in relief. âThat would be great, actually.â I said as I began to sit up. âLetâs get cleaned up first though.â He began as he got up and grabbed us both towels from his closet, âYouâre not allowed to get under my sheets until you wash my children off your thighs.â My eyes shot open at his disgusting choice of words and I quickly covered myself with my towel. âMatthew Bernard you are sick!â I exclaimed as we both headed towards his bathroom. âSure am. But so are you.â
He pulled me into a hug while we stood in the bathroom waiting for the shower to warm up. As he rubbed circles on my back with his hand, I sighed. âI think this is the secret to good friendship.â He chuckled before asking, âWhat is?â Playfully, I smacked his ass over his boxers. âFucking the shit out of each other once in a while.â He laughed and pulled away from the hug before getting into the shower; leaving the glass door open so that I could follow him. âShut your weird ass up and get in the shower with me, friend.â
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